Cancer, death talk below cut

Today marks six years since my friend died of cancer. She was actually the younger sister of my best friend, but she was the younger sister who was always around and we loved it because honestly she was way cooler than all of us. And she was the nicest and funniest person I've ever met. I know people say that all the time but in her case it was the absolute truth. I've never known a single person who was just that genuinely GOOD of a person, and who could make me laugh so hard with a single word. And she had the BEST smile and the most infectious laugh and she was so loving and protective and SMART and I loved her so much.

And I thought I was okay, but I decided to take some time and look through old pictures of her and some made me smile but it also made me cry a lot and it also made me really angry, because she was only 22 and she had her entire life ahead of her, and it's not fucking fair she had it all taken away from her so early and it's not fair she spent her twenties fighting cancer when she should have been just going out and having fun and figuring out what she was going to do when she graduated college and stressing about cover letters.

And also it makes me angry because honestly the past few weeks have been really hard and they've been hard because people have been extremely shitty and maybe this is not the most rational reaction and it's not their fault that they're not grieving a friend who died too young but seriously what the fuck are you doing with your lives? Life is SO short and you're spending it being nasty to people? Being mean? Picking fights and spinning up battles in your head that don't even need to be fought? Just...why?

idk maybe I'm also having a delayed grief reaction from all the death over the summer/fall as well but I'm just...

Not to turn some very real human emotions into a fandom thing but we only have this one life. Treat it that way.

Here, have a pic of Fang with cute puppies ❤️‍🩹

We all need it after this fucked up week 😮‍💨

so. bad news. we have to keep going tomorrow. good news is that I’ll keep going with you

Reblog for a larger sample size, if possible.

A collection of babygirl 💖

For digital drawing practice and Ed's face drawing practice. (And for the joy that is drawing him)

how to grow the fuck up

attack cats!

Our Flag Means Death → A Gentleman Pirate

only one brain cell between Ed and Stede and that brain cell is made up of love ❤️

like i know we already know this but they’re best friends. yes they’re in love and wildly attracted to each other and are probably having weird sex (affectionate) right now but before all of that existed and after all of that is gone they are and always will be best friends who just want to talk and play together

That moment, when.

"I'll never leave you. I'll never leave you again."

i love six o clock because the clock looks so stupid. "|" like get real

A diagram

I am SO grateful for every piece of bts footage, and it ALWAYS just makes me love the show and the characters and the cast so much more.

But it also makes my heart ache. The cast and crew clearly had the time of their lives making this show and bringing the characters and their stories to life. And it was GOOD. It was SO fucking good.

We deserved so much more.

this just in, post-fuck ed teach is a chatterer with no filter