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#sleep token#vessel#iii#😮💨😮💨😮💨#THE WAY VESSEL GRABS III'S HEAD#THE GENTLE CARESSING#THE HAND ON VESSELS THIGH#THE WAY III RUBS HIS FACE ON VESSEL'S STOMACH AS HE STANDS UP#i canttttttttttttttt
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Not a request, just a remark: soft but strong and hairy dad bod Price makes me very weak at the knees
#stole this from my darling bbbbyblu and i felt like it was fitting#this made me have a physical reaction#i’m obsessed#i love my men big and beefy and just large#and hairy wtf#i can’t stand mf who say hair is gross or hair is unhygienic blah blah blah#i’ll lick the fuck out of a man’s happy trail i’m telling you now#rubbing the hair on his chest and stomach like he’s a fuckin scratch and sniff#love hairy men lol#god can you tell i’m obsessed or what LMAO#captainfern#captainfernsalutes#captain john price
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its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously
#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to#im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but#because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of#exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something#and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh#and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing#because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant#even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still#its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn….#if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it’ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about#I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird#maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel#a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t#I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to#be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol#idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week#had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting#yapping#does this count as vent#vent#Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly
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I’ll never forget when someone I considered to be a close friend said I was racist for stating that Palestinian children are brainwashed into hating Jews at very young ages.
And, yknow what, I think it’s time I address that because it’s been making my blood boil for that past few months.
What about Tomorrow’s Pioneers?
What about this puzzle right here?
What about the fact that Hamas uses child soldiers to kill Israelis and Jews?
What about Hamas’s ‘summer camps’?
What about the fact that a large majority of Palestinian adults hold antisemitic values, meaning they are bound to teach those same ideologies to their children?
What about the fact that Hamas openly supports the Nazi Party while also being extremely involved and tyrannical in their civilian’s lives, meaning they very much could have, oh, I don’t know, taught it to their civilians? HELL, KIDS IN PALESTINE AREN’T EVEN TAUGHT ABOUT THE HOLOCAUST IN SCHOOLS.
It’s not ‘racism’, it’s fact. Stop infantilizing Palestinians.
Condemn Hamas while also acknowledging that their civilians hold many of their ideologies. It’s ok to feel bad for the citizens, but it is not ok to purposely stay in the dark because you don’t like the truth.
My entire life, my mother has taught me about my honor. How I should never let anyone besmirch my name, including myself. One time my mom was accused of doing something inappropriate in work when she had not.
My mom was upset because her honor had been violated by lies about her character. And I thought my best friend would know me better than that. She lied about my character and who I am as a person.
#Sorry#I had to get that out of my system#It’s been smoldering in my stomach ever since she said that about me#I don’t hate her But I don’t like her#And I will never forgive her for that#Free Palestine from hamas#free Gaza from hamas#free Israel from hamas#you are not immune to propaganda#Fuck hamas#i stand with israel#leftist antisemitism#antisemitism#Pro israel#propaganda#antizionism is antisemitism#Palestinian terrorism#Hamas war crimes
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You know, when I kept getting asked "so you didn't ever have severe pains before now?" in the hospital and I kept replying "I have a high pain tolerance" I meant it. However, there is only so much pain my tiny 4'9" body can hold... (aka I am sweating and in agony bc I'm getting told to use LESS severe pain meds so I don't rely on them too much and it is AWFUL)
#moe talks a lot#i was shaking earlier and despite the fact i sound like im gonna cry#and the fact that my mom can pick out im about to cry from pain bc im trying to take less pain meds#LIKE MY MOM IS INSTRUCTING ME TO DO#shes like well why arent you taking any pain meds#BECAUSE THERE ARE TWO AVAILABLE OPTIONS AND ON A SIX HOUR TIMER#i cant take both at once or else what happens to me if i hurt before the six hours is up#i have to manage them in a way that allows me to benefit from both and being told im doing it wrong#after being told well its your fault it got so bad because you never complained about pain before#YEAH NO JOKE? REALLY? I NEVER DID? because everyone acts like im too young to feel that kinda pain#oh youre hurting? just wait until youre older#and its currently agony to breathe again but that i guess is also my fault bc im trying to use pain meds#holy moly i just want to not get dizzy standing up cause wow dang#sure would be nice if the multiple incisions in my stomach didnt THROB every time i sneezed or coughed or cleared my throat#but since i didnt use much pain meds before because i would be mocked for being too much of a baby its like#welp damn now i could really use some and im being called out for being too reliant#anyway time to sleep more because that means im not noticing my pain#im literally smaller than most children and so i do understand my body size makes people worried about the medication intake#but can i please just go a day without being asked how much im taking or when i last took it or if im gonna cry#anyway sorry for the excessive rant today never really had surgery or anything so this is brand spankin new suffering
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i’ve been in a lot of undiagnosed pain recently and struggling with medical care for it, but your art and bits of lore have been giving me a wonderful distraction. you have my gratitude and appreciation!
I'm sorry to hear you've been in pain and not getting the proper treatment for it, that's awful. But I'm glad my art and ramblings have been able to take your mind away from it. I hope things work out for you soon!
#I can relate years ago I got spontaneous nerve pain on my right leg/hip it hurt so bad I could barely sit up/stand/walk for months#it lasted for over two years and no one seemed to be able to figure out what was causing it or treat it effectively#I messed up my stomach lining with painkillers as a side effect#hopefully whatever is ailing you gets resolved quicker and with less hassle#answered#crow-ho#it was pretty unbearable I remember starting to genuinely hope that they would amputate the whole thing (?)#if it meant it would stop it from aching every second#sorry I don't mean to make this about myself I just suddenly remembered that time really vividly and how much it sucked
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im tired of having so much shit going on in my life kitten wants a fucking break from it all
#my throat is sore my stomach hurts I think I have a fever and there's enough grease in my hair that it's standing up on it's own#and now I have to go help my dad move furniture. and I have to be at work at 9 AM tomorrow. I WANT TO REST GODDAMN IT
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israel bombed a HOSPITAL in gaza murdering so many children and newborns and women and elderly and men i feel so sick to my stomach i just saw a video and they're all scattered on the ground lifeless my god how can you still stand with that evil evil state? how can you still have the audacity to utter to even think 'Pray for Israel'?? why did the world give up on its humanity where are the international laws where are the fucking repercussions?? israel won't stop until it wipes off the entirety of gaza i am so angry and sad and i feel so fucking powerless im shaking what has our world come to
"Intentionally directing attacks against hospitals and places where the sick and wounded are collected is prohibited under international humanitarian law, provided they are not military objectives. Any such intentional attacks are WAR CRIMES." LIKE WHY ARE WE WATCHING AS ISRAEL COMMITS WAR CRIME AFTER WAR CRIME???? to attack a hospital murdering more than FIVE HUNDRED people and for it to go unpunished????? what is this what the fuck is going on why is this not maddening anyone
#if this doesn't anger you if this doesn't make you fuckin sick to your stomach#then you've given up on your humanity too#the images are so graphic and gut wrenching i feel so sick#i can't imagine being there and watching as KIDS and NEWBORNS are decapitated#don't stop talking about this don't turn a blind eye to it#don't turn off your tv and pretend as if nothing's happening#we learned about genocides in school we said never again and now it's happening#like if you still stand with israel even if it's 1% of your being if you still try to justify their actions then fuck you#fuck you and im tired of being civil#get off my page go seek help#you are as guilty as IDF the blood of innocents is as much in your hands as theirs#palestine
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*Take KC's hand and kiss it gently, then stare at his face, and give him a soft smile and playful winks*
You look cute, my chicken prince~
- That 03/13 anon (you might be remember who am I) <3 *wink wink*
This ask was so sudden that i smiled giggling at this (kinikilig amp) and then my hand slipped-
Also should i ask you why are YOU rizzing da chicken when he was supposed to be the one rizzing you up?
#poppy playtime chapter 3#tiktilaok#kickinchicken#sirensea#poppy playtime#kinikilig means “flustered” or “blushing” or “having butterflies in stomach type” of shit lol#amp is an abbreviation of a curse word lol it aint necessary for me to give it a meaning HAHHAHAH#btw ur standing on a platform cuz you cant reach him fully XD massive height difference broooo
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Kang Yo Han is the little spoon
Like, at least 80% of the time. Probably close to 90%.
Because while Yo Han might be bold when he's awake, I'm pretty sure he's a lot more hesitant when it comes to soft, intimate cuddling in the dark. It requires a lot of courage to both offer and ask for that kind of affection. And he's just not used to doing it — too awkward and, in many ways, too scared. What does he know about gentleness? And what would happen if Ga On said no? Or stiffened when Yo Han tried to hold him?
Ga On, though? He's the opposite. He's the kind of man who's more affectionate and confident without an audience, when it's just him and the person he cares for. So he would have a much easier time initiating that kind of intimacy after he and Yo Han get together. And, let's face it, if Ga On wants to cuddle, it's easier for him to just wrap himself around Yo Han than try to manoeuvre that unit of a man into being the big spoon.
And, deep down, I think both of them would revel in it.
Because Ga On is such a caring and nurturing person and he'd treasure the opportunity to be the one to offer that kind of warmth and comfort. Especially in such a simple yet honest way, one that also gives him a chance to bury his face against Yo Han's neck and just hold him. To, for once, be the one to take charge and have the answers to what they both need.
And Yo Han? I mean, imagine the relief he'd feel to have Ga On mould himself against his back and instead of phantom pain from his scar, he feels Ga On's heartbeats. And how much sweeter it would feel, that Ga On is the one holding on to him — tightly, fearlessly, of his own choice, and with so much tenderness. That has got to make Yo Han pretty damn euphoric some nights.
In short: Ga On, please give that touch-starved disaster of a man some hugs — he needs it.
They would never actually talk about it, of course, because Yo Han is a very prideful (and silly) man, but they both know. For all his power, strength, and darkness, when it's time to sleep, Kang Yo Han is the itty bitty spoon.
And they both absolutely love it.
#The Devil Judge#The Devil Judge Meta#Kang Yo Han#Kim Ga On#Gahan#This was a headcanon I just threw out a while ago#And I decided I wanted to expand on it#Because I stand by it#Fight me#Also#I was hoping to get some writing done this weekend#But my wife brought home the stomach flu#So you can imagine how that went#I'm so angry x'D#And quite miserable
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Big guy shows his dominance
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soda bloats are on my mind rn… dunno why?
maybe its the way the stomach looks after there’s so much in there…
maybe its because of how noisy someone’s stomach gets once its stuffed full of that carbonated sugary goodness
maybe its the way someone can’t keep their burps down because of how carbonated the drink is
or maybe the sloshing of their stomach after they’ve let out all the air inside..~
#pollen chats#stomach kink#belly kink#soda bloat#im slowly going insane bc of the NFP formatting on mobile i cant sTAND THIS SHIT#LEMME MAKE A NEW LINE WITHOUT MAKING A NEW PARAGRAPH GRAAH
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since i hate myself i’m gonna rewatch dead poets society today. it’s one of my fav movies ever. more like the dead gay society.
#nat posting#dead poets society#robert sean leonard#ethan hawke#i associate wasteland baby by hozier w dps#because i made an edit to it that i lost my freshman year of college#it makes me sick to my stomach#in a good way#it’s really an autumn movie but still works for winter too#when is it my turn to be gay in a boarding school and have a group of best friends where we read dead poetry in a cave#sad queercoded movies my beloved#*stands on desk* oh oomfie my oomfie
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i know this show is so important for many people but when i see it described with words like "clean" and "safe" as its held up as one of the best examples of queer television the primary emotions i feel are disgust and also just. terror
like im so glad the teens watching this have shows like Sex Education and tbh even crap like Euphoria but fucking hell, its so wonder i talk to some younger ppl and their views on sex and queer desire are so fucked up when they have like. this, and cartoons, bc theyre the most ~unproblematic~ things
#musings#sometimes ppl describe heart of stone as wholesome and it makes my stomach churn and my hair stand on end#bc descriptioms like that are so threatening to someone like me#these words like wholesome or clean or pure#they become degenerate and dirty and IMpure very quickly for queer ppl#and i just. agh i feel so much for the kids and teens just embroiled in this world where sex and kink are so sinful#but we dont call it sin anymore. so they dont even clock it as religious ideology
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I need a completely rewritten teen wolf series with Derek Hale as the main character. I think it would heal me.
#we follow Derek from New York. Laura left for beacon hills. it’s been six years since he was back but he hasn’t heard from her#and hes going stir crazy waiting. he packs up and travels back. it’s almost too much immediately. he still can’t get a hold of Laura#he can’t resist going home. it’s like a natural pull that guides him back. all at once he’s 16 again. staring at the wreckage of his life#deputy stilinski is sherrif now. it’s reassuring in the slightest that the police force seems to have moved on from how corrupt it was#he catches her scent and it’s putrid. bile catches in his throat. he seeks it out. still in denial to what he knows it means.#when he finds Laura it’s like the world ends all over again. he can’t stand to see her like this. he gives her a proper burial.#the best he can do at least#he visits Peter. he’s not the man Derek remembers- so full of fire and cunning. their relationship may have been strained at times.#often Derek felt more like Eve being swayed by the snake than a normal friendship#but this isn’t the sharp tongued uncle who guided him. this is a broken shell. all that remained of his family. he was so lost.#22 but he barely knew how to function without his family- his pack paving the way#Laura handled everything. she got the apartment. she made sure they had food. Derek looks back and feels so useless#he was so lost in his grief. Laura must of felt the same way but she never let them drown in it#she made sure he got his GED. even got him to enroll in community college classes.#he took them online. he never was able to warm up to people the same way. he used to be so full of life. now he just wanted to be left alone#he studied English. never finished his degree. doesn’t look like he ever will now. he can’t go back to Laura and his shared home.#can’t bare to see another shell of a home#he vents to the vacant audience of Peter and his cold fixed eyes#Derek leaves. he wants to promise he’ll return soon#but promises feel costly these days#he decides to go back to the reserve. maybe he can find some clue as to what happened to Laura#someone lured her here. someone who knew them and their history here#his mind went to the worst. Kate. why would she go through the trouble six years later. why wait so long.#Derek couldn’t stomach the thought of facing her. he focused on the woods. the scents were all over the place.#clearly multiple people had been through here recently. two scents were much stronger. Derek follows them#but when he hears the crunch of leaves he realizes why the scents are so strong. they’re still here#he ducks behind some trees. listening in on their conversation. but an echo of their scent catches his attention#he spots an inhaler on the ground. he puts two and two together and swipes it from the leaves.#he comes out once they’re closer. tossing over the inhaler- he figures they’ll leave. dumb kids messing around in the woods#he reminds them this is private property. though that may not be true anymore. he recognizes the scent of a new beta. interesting.
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