#still *obsessed* is a big word
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i think i might be loved
#big milestone here boys#hard to formulate words. but im realising people like me#there are lots of people who know me and they think im cool and worth their time#boyfriend especially is obsessed w me and does so much to make me happy and also just generally exists in my space because he likes it#im awarreee that i often still dont like myself. i get frustrated and defensive and i start seeing anything associated with me as bad#but i am loved i think#kostik speaks#people still feel very distant but in a different way now#the distance feels less harrowing and alienating and now its more like theyre distant because theyre different people#but we still have points of contact and thats very special#nobody is crawling into my lungs to envelop me but theyre inside my space and theyre comfortable#it helps that theyre not looking at me. theyre closer but its not confrontational. no sudden movements. just existing#i want boyfriends bed again this is so unfair
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So it was YOU! YOU'RE the one who made me think wanting to kiss my best friend in primary school was a normal friendship thing DAISY WELLS!! CURSE YOU AND THE GOOD CHARACTERISATION/FORESHADOWING IN THE IN-CHARACTER GLOSSARY!!!!!!
#Decided I want to try and reread Murder Most Unladylike but I couldn't find the first book so I skipped to the second#And this is such good foreshadowing for her being a lesbian (read just past that scene after finding out about it and trying to finish that#book but it was during my first burnout on reading in secondary school)#But like. Now I'm thinking it was maybe part of why I thought my crushes were just friend things#Like this wouldn't be the one thing that did it but it was maybe a big contributing factor bc I loved the word pash#I was a little obsessed with it I thought (and tbh still think) it's a cute word#But like. What I had weren't that bc they were crushes even though I do think pashes are a thing!! Like strong platonic desire for someone!!#Idk I'm rambling in the tags#murder most unladylike#daisy wells
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saw barbie n honestly it was just like. ok. like a 6/10. there were some funny jokes and stuff but it feels like they were trying to send so many different messages at once that they never fully delivered any of them despite trying to spoon feed them to the audience and also the plot and pacing were just like. all over the place. which is to be expected bc yknow its a brand movie but still </3
#it was still a fun movie dont get me wrong but i dont have a desire to immediately watch it again like i did with other movies#the bit about ken being obsessed with horses was pretty funny though#but the dialogue was so. so so full of itself and i think it was supposed to be a joke like look the doll can use big words! but it just-#-made it so so stuffy. and it was very tell dont show rather than show dont tell which was annoying and one of my biggest pet peeves#and to expand on the pacing. the scene about the ken war dragged on for sooo long to the point where i was like. this is the barbie movie-#right? where is barbie? and i kinda get that was a point like about ken being backseated but it was just not done well in that regard#plus it had that anti-indigenous joke which was just. unnecessary and gross.#but yknow. it is what it is at the end of the day its a brand movie yeah its not going to be anything groundbreaking but i do think people-#-are giving it more credit than its worth lol#starspeaks
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constantly being in online arguments absolutely affects your mood and how you treat people in real life
being under that level of stress and agitation that often is extremely unhealthy. if you're constantly seeking out arguments, it most likely means you're trying to distract from stressors in your life with other stressors that are easier to control.
I'm not saying never stand up for yourself or argue with people at all, just don't make discourse the primary way you use the internet.
#i used to argue w people online half the day every day from about 2013-2020#i block people very liberally now#i still get in the occasional heated debate but i'm not dragging it out for days and obsessing over it like i used to#it was baaaaaaaad w my ocd too because all day long i was thinking of ''comebacks'' to get people to listen to me#and obsessing about every single word and how i said it and reread my messages/comments/etc over and over alllll dayyyy longggg#and then of course i would think about every single possible argument/comeback they could possibly have to my words#so that i could plan out my response to each of those hypothetical situations in advance#i was never allowed to have a voice or argue growing up so i kinda used arguing w strangers online as a release to feel like i could finall#be listened to and be right for once#it was all one big unhealthy coping mechanism#but on one hand i learned how many people argue and i know what to look out for so that i know if someone is going to be willing to engage#in open discussion or if they're gonna waste my time#.bdo
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why are you so obssesed with poly ships? i've been lurking around your blog and you seem to put a lot of characters from your fandoms in poly ships, you even have a sideblog with polyamory in url and i'm curious why
ik you might just be poly yourself and looking for representantion which is valid even when you have to make it up bc there's not much of those relationships in media
but if your mono then what exactly about those ships interests you?
sorry if it's rude to ask or sth, i don't want to offend but i was seriously wondering
ohh that's interesting haha but im glad you're not mean
welp, it's just one of my interests, ya know. My bachelor's thesis was about polyamory representation in media and just overall - it's history, how people are seeing it, how they react to it, how this kind of relationships works. Like, idk it's just interesting to me. Also, poly is kinda part of lgbt+ community, but it isn't exactly popular in media or and lgbt doesn't really talk about it as much as about trans or other orientations. Lately, people has taken an interest in polyamory, and not only in a sexual way but also as a romantic, beautiful relationship, and I guess im just part of this group.
and representation in media? Oh lord, don't let me start on that. There's like one or two good representation in movies/shows, while others are just toxic and all are doing are harden negative stereotypes.
Also, ive been a shipper since i was a little kid. Idk men, I just like idea of people loving each other. Movies and tv shows in 20's were all about love triangles, and honestly why? I mean, if you both love one person, and that person can't seem to chose because she also loves both of you, then... don't you see a solution? I mean, obviously, it isn't that easy in real life, but in a movies? Why not just let them love each other without drama.
Oh yes, another thing: fandom dramas. I hate those, truly. Ive been in many fandoms before, and in most of them there is that discourse 'ship A vs ship B" usually having "G+K or G+N" and people are literally throwing insults and kys at each other just because they can't accept that other people like different dynamics than them. That's stupid all in itself, but welp.. I guess polyamory is some kind of way of remis? I mean, in poly you can ship both ships without argument. They can be in open relationship or close, they can be triad or just one person loving two others. Like, in a fictional world, it's the best solution, isn't it? It's us who create characters' thoughts, dynamic, emotions... We *can* make it work!
So hm that would be that, I think? Love is beautiful and you can make it that way if u want to!
I hope it answers your question ahaha
#ask#polyamory#still *obsessed* is a big word#I mean would you call a person who likes romance an obsessed person?#someone who likes mostly wlw/mlm/hetero ships a obsessed person?#obsessed has rather a negative meaning and i dont think it suits my situation#but i guess maybe you didn't mean it that way idk
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reading through my essay and can't help but cringe looking at the part on the man obsessed partly because of his mental illness. girl . why are you trying to convince people he's a homosexual
#sorry renfield i think you deserved better in the narrative but i have stamped you with a big fat gay stamp. tis the way#like icl theres sensuality in his obsession. the idea of a man obsessed to someone he does the bidding of i can get BEHIND that#not to dracula on main. still mad that i had to cut down nearly the entire part on women because im an IDIOT who misread the word limit and#had to compress over 1000 words 😐#i couldve even talked about dracula and syphilis... why does the word count restrict me like this#sophia.txt
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ok my first thought upon seeing this was that it’s probably only a new novelization as a result of whatever copyright thing has always prevented Target from ever doing a reprint of the John Peel version, like some of the other novelizations that’ve gotten rewrites recently (I didn’t imagine that right? there were like one or two that were new or updated texts in their latest releases?) and I was already ready to make the joke that, since Frazer’s writing this one and (to my knowledge) he hasn’t written any novels or original fiction but has written an autobiography or two, what we’re about to get is really best thought of as Evil of the Daleks (Jamie’s Version)
BUT if you read the article that is not a joke at all & literally what’s going on here which is kinda really exciting! The premise is the retelling of Evil that takes place in between Wheel & Dominators and sounds like it’ll include some new material as well, and I for one can’t wait to see where this goes with that!
#evil of the daleks#jamie mccrimmon#second doctor#im ecstatic guys#i was literally right about to make a post complaining that big finish still hasn't given us any details on the next 2nd dr release#(the one that's meant to come out in like 2 months or less)#and while i am still sad about that i do not think i have any right to complain about anything today as a fan of that era#Also im obsessed with how it sounds like the frame narrative with zoe will have its own plot/alien threat thing#and im like. 99.99% sure that just means a bit of new stuff set between serials#but the exact wording the description gives almost makes it sound like there's a non-zero chance that#instead of inserting a story between wheel & dominators#this book could just retcon dominators and jump into the beginning of mind robber#which again i dont think is what's happening because literally what would the point be?#but i still find the possibility hilarious#imagine it's meant to fit the continuity of the mind robber novelization lol#send another doctor + companions to pompeii why not
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Got a sick fixation again. Every time I forget, that reminder returns. Need. Sick sick sick. The urge. I'm like if dark urge inbred with another dark urge and then that one inbred with another inbred dark urge so they had an even more fucked up baby and that baby was me
#i cant stop thinking ab it#and now i cant sleep even on 6mg melatonin#i feel like im going fucking feral crazy#istg is there like. a pill i can take which will calm down this specific problem#bc i dont really fuck w meds but maybe i could try again this time if it could actually work#though tbh id rather just be fixed like a cat :/#remove all that#also remove my brain#remove my hands remove my eyes remove my mouth my nose my ears#remove everything#sigh#i hope i can forget about this at least for a bit with how busy i am in the next 2 weeks#i hope.#but also i dont? but thats obsession talking.#i wish i was good at art. i could sketch this away until i get bored or compartmentalize it enough to deal#but im not. and i wouldnt be satisfied enough with any of the sketches they wouldnt look like what theyre supposed to#id still feel. unbridled. wild.#feral.#what i wouldn't give to just not exist it's too much my feelings and thoughts are TOO BIG#conflicting words in the thousands per second saying do this dont do that dont do what you want follow the urge dont be weird be careful#it NEVER SHUTS UP up there#NEVER#its always going BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH#you guys think i TALK TOO MUCH? YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TALK TOO MUCH EVEN M E A N S#EVEN ONE DAY WHAT I WOULDN'T GIVE TO SWITCH WITH SOMETHING SLOWER. EASIER TO DEAL WITH#i FUCKING MISS painkillers i MISS THEM they made things even a little bit QUIET#from day 1 to the day i die its all so much#you love them. you hate them. you want to eat them. you just noticed a new mole on them. you want to crawl into their skin.#you want to hurt. hurt is bad. hurt feels good. stop talking like a caveman. shut up. go away. porn. videogames.#troll a forum. read a book. kill yourself. make a song. hit that bitch.
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“Could be that I’m aging out of anime, though, let’s be real, when I was an undergrad I was already more discerning...”
...could be I’m aging out of many things, who knows! Aren’t we all, Narita. Hey, I’m still faithful, but y’know, hup hup, I’m not exactly Peter Pan over here.
(I was going to say this in the tags, but: can I really make a joke about my age vs. dignity and self-awareness considering Narita turned 42 this year? My God, the man’s over 40. Been writing Baccano! since he was 22/23. How about all the dogged One Piece fans who’ve been following One Piece for all that time and then some? To say nothing of Potterheads. Or all the adults who insist that AITA is one of the best TV shows ever made. Not even cartoons. TV shows. Ho boy.)
Edit: Forget laughing at my own post in five years / in my thirties, I’m going to laugh at this post five minutes from now. Five days from now. It really is just me taking out unrelated personal insecurities on something as inconsequential as fictional media because that’s an easier, ‘harmless’ topic than the root cause of those insecurities.
Edit: The secret, cap, is that I’m always procrastinating. That’s right; jokes on me, this was procrastination disguised as a post.
This was supposed to be a lighthearted post, if not a self-deprecating one influenced by self-conscious thoughts re: not just Narita’s works & general anime / LNs but also my stagnation in life. Even while writing that Fate/strange fake post, I was thinking, You realize that the majority of those 1.3 million views for the TV special teaser are from teens, right?
Which...of course they are; why wouldn’t they be? Good for them. I’ll watch because it’s Narita; they’re watching because Fate, and it’s because of their age but even more because they’re Fate franchise fans that they’ll be taking it more seriously than I shall be. If I think about it even a little, it’s not like I was taking the majority of anime I was watching in college overly seriously. Most people don’t take the media they watch ‘overly seriously’. I was selective then (though, of course, there are still anime I look back at and think, huh, did I not have more self-awareness when watching that? Even in college?), and I’m sure I’ll be more selective going forward.
Then again, what do I know? Doesn’t this just boil down to how I’ve fallen out of the swing of consuming new media, especially anime? I’ve been reading new books, sure, and watching a few new things with my family, but I barely know what’s aired in the last two to three years of anime seasons. All this wimbling is just faff; I’m kidding myself if I think there’s no new anime I’d like and that I wouldn’t have a good time resuming watching one or two shows a year.
(Note to self: you know you’ll like Odd Taxi, you snobby craven. Will it help if I reiterate it’s the kind of anime adults will enjoy? —And you’re / I’m writing this knowing darn well I’ll reread it in my thirties in five years and laugh at the posturing over ‘maturity’ and ‘age demographics’ and ‘adulthood’, especially given how humiliatingly I’m handling my life circumstances right now.)
I hope I’ll laugh. I hope I’m in a position where I can have self-respect and dignity. ‘Seriously’, what this is right now is just a by-product of insecurities and self-conscious thoughts and problems that don’t actually have much at all to do with fictional media; I just happen to be taking out those feelings about stagnation, failure, and adulthood out on something inconsequential instead of the problems themselves because it’s easier and I’m weak.
#har har Baccano! 1934 arc reference#now HP I have grown out of—but I was so obsessed with it as a child.#I followed those books as avidly as I did when I got into B!—though I was too young for for fandom for most of that time.#Ha hahhh it's okay to like things; it's also okay to grow out of things; it's okay to like things not as obsessively as you did before.#Because—get this—liking things still means...you like them! 'Uh oh—your levels of fan obsession and single-mindedness have dipped...'#'...which means you no longer qualify as a Biggest of the Big fan. Turn in your badge; you don't *really* care.#No it means you're an adult with adult problems and more than one interest like a multifaceted human being.#I don't even know why I'm writing all this out when it's basic common sense 101; it's not even particularly affirming.#I know! I'm writing it because mindlessly typing words is easier than minding my actual personal business aka solving my personal problems.#Ah shit! There I go procrastinating again.
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interests are weird! :)
#just me hi#just remembered that phase i had where i was obsessed with watching wipeout videos on yt#like the show?? Wipeout?? i loved it so fricken much i don't even know why#i didn't like when people got slammed into things or lost cuz then i'd feel Really Bad but something in there definitely had a grip on me#oh my gosh the phrases they would say before they'd jump onto the slide- ;u; Lol#like they'd be let's say a zookeeper specializing in lions or whatever#and before they would jump they'd say something like 'you know i ain't LION when i say i'm in it to win it!!!'#and it hurt every single time but i also loved it sooooooo much#plus. water#man. also speaking of shows i'd always had these really vivid and fond memories of watching looney tunes and tom and jerry#that all happened when i was like 2-3 apparently lol#i could've sworn we were watching that till a little later but whatever#also i thought we'd only watched telletubbies a handful of times- not so!#i remember something about that kind of unsettled me when i was tiny but i seriously can't remember what#the goop they ate though. i really wanted (still do) to eat that#when they'd talk they weren't talking right?? i can't recall clearly but i was kinda freaked out with how they were making word-noises but-#-not Words#baby brains are weird :)#also Nemo screwed with me too! the big empty ocean scenes felt really weird#like the fish were lost. but they were so sure of where they were going but they looked completely lost#actually i had a fear of getting lost so that might've been it lollllllllll#yeah. oh that reminds me of the meijer incident lol#whoops#well i meant to NOT go off but here i am now#okay gonna say tooodles now :) tooooooodles!
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"get off my chair, jester. the king sits there."
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#⋯ ꒰ა ffxv ໒꒱ *·˚#god. with all of its imperfections i still definitely love ffxv so goddamn much.#the last half of the game is really uhm yeah but also? yeah? still love it. especially because of the chocobros..........#the game really makes you attached through them throughout your journey and wow there really is a lot to be improved with ffxv#and yeah i know the dlc content (haven't played properly them though) but i suppose yeah hmm my experience with ffxv#is better than those who waited... so many years for it. as i only got into it sometime 2018/2019. and then as a kid i didn't know the#criticism people had about xv and it was one of the first games that i actually went really far into? and then i was really obsessed so.#yeah i ended up knowing dlc content lol but i think my young mind not thinking as critically as i do right now is one big reason as to why#i really enjoyed xv! i had no expectations and no outside influence. so it was absolutely amazing.#even then i could see the imperfections but. yeah. anyways uh what was the point of this post.#RIGHT. man i really love noct and prom and gladio and iggy. idk. they all mean so much to me.#the campfire makes me so sad and then noct's words to his friends at the end and just. wow. yeah.#fun fact when fighting against the final boss? i was able to call upon a summon and that was really fucking funny to me because#heyy yeah garuda (?) haha thank you for helping me bring his health down to half and oops okay wow quickly next phase time!
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IFORGOR IT WAS IDIOTS DONT GET COLDS THURSDAY OHHHHHHH
#WHATS WITH THAT TITLE!!!!!! 'WOULD YOU LIKE TO?' IM GONNA COMBUST INTO A PENNY#obligatory charact3r in movie kissing scene that makes them ask have You kissed anyone before?#interigued by soutas answer bc he seems like he never did. 0 charisma.#bc ik nao did w his ex 🤔 cause all the spoilers the lovely ao3 writers provites <- desperate and hungry for idgc fanstuff all the time#ngl IDGC and MB(NSS)B r my fave canvas comcis rn theyre sooo silly...#besides that. just finished Goodnight World. on netflix. bless my older sister for letting us mooch 🙏🏽#im so feelings ab it but not in an attached way. thank God its not in an attachment way. if i watch it again ill prolly get into it#tho hdbng#all the characters and their flaws were rlly lovely!! and the ending in that one world with the AIs....im happy for them too <3#mostly im obsessed w sasumato.or sasumata idr. ik he was gonna be the BIG B when he showed his face#but i wasnted expecting to love him so dearly????#literally started stimming i havent done that in a hot minutes bc of irl stuff#AND THERES NO ART OF HIM ON TMBLR. OR FICS ON AO3. IM HOPING ITS BC I PUT THE WRONG WORDS IN#im gonna check twt bc they usually have stuff#but im not all that good at navigating it still ldjfkslgsg ill live lmao#gonna go shower nd fix up dads room then....too much energy rn#GOOOOOOOOODDDDD THAT ENDING W IDGC WAS SO. CLIFFHANGEREDDDDDDDDDDD
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btw i did that snowflake outline method thing for convalescence last night. i shall puty it below the Line
Jackal Hadrurus, the son of The Great Scorpion, is born in the Desert - with no idea all that awaits him. He was unwanted as soon as he was born, for his father didn't want a daughter and his mother never wanted a child at all. Still, his parents decided to make do with what they had: Dawn learned to love her child, to teach and raise him, and his father began teaching him to be a weapon. Jackal turned out to be a very capable learner, excelling in both the academics and combat he was taught. Nonetheless, his parents were never truly happy with him - and the child could tell. He's long since dreamed of living a different life.
After his mother disappears in the sands, his father's cruelty doubles; it takes the boy's eye in the process. He was only ten when it happened; The Scorpion regularly had Jackal face opponents in the arena, pushing him to fight as fiercely as he could. The training, however unethical it was, turned out to be efficient: Jackal quickly became one of the most stealthy and dangerous things in the Desert. Still: one misplaced movement cost him greatly. "A reminder," his father told him, "of what shall happen to you if you fail."
When The Fires come and take life, Jackal's forced with a decision: to escape this life he's always ran from, or turn the page and bring hope back to the town. He's spent eighteen years dreaming of a moment that would grant him passage out of the Desert. There's now nothing that stands in his way - all he'd have to do is make it to Eagle's Negligence and take a train to the coast. He never wanted to be his father's heir, he never wanted this life, he never wanted to be who he was made to be.
His hand is played when someone closest to him reveals they care very little about the fate of the people wronged by Jackal's father - could he forsake people who'd never asked for this life? They were connected, in that way: he knew their pain and ache, he knew their blood and tears. It was an opportunity that had never crossed Jackal's mind: he could change things. He could be better than his father, be fair and just instead of a cold tyrant. There were many who would oppose him, of course. The Great Scorpion had amassed a following and they did not seek peace.
The Basilisk's Grave was once a flourishing town, healthy and thriving, and it will take much to make it return to such a state. It had never been easy to survive in the Desert, but The Scorpion's tail pricked in deep - it will take Jackal years to rebuild the town, let alone help it heal. It's a burden he never expected, let alone planned for, but he is more than capable. Some even say that his coming was foretold, that he is a Savior, that he's been led along by fate to this position. The scars will fade, but the wound may bleed for a while longer.
#convalescence tag#jackal tag#dune tag#carrion tag#locust tag#me posting actual lore (shocked emoji)#anyways ive never done a little formulated outline for it so this is the very first one#can u tell im obsessed with commas and colons and semi colons and em dashes#i do technically know how to use them. english was always my best subject.#but it feels good in my soul to overuse them#one of my biggest problems in middle school was i was big on run on sentences and so now ig i split em up#bc i still dont like writing short sentences it makes me itch#like what do u mean i can write a sentence thats like 7 words long thats not short for added effect and is just a normal sentence#its just not real
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The sims 4 is 100% a comfort game, but only after I've been able to calm down somewhat beforehand, because oh sweet lord the way those pixel people DO NOT LISTENNNNGJFJDHEGGE will push you over the edge some days if your equilibrium is not already equalized 🙏
#i saw Proctor EA fornicating with the devil.......#the way they keep churning out expansion packs to pay for while the game itself is barely functional some days..... ooooooooo >:(#my brain is starting to do better but i am still thrown into the fires of rage over every teensy annoyance so there's still work to be done#another day that ends in y another day that a twitch streamer does some ignorant spineless shit that gets RIGHT under my skin#state mandated lobotomies for all twitch streamers who use 'based' & 'cringe' as politically charged words#*kicking my feet sweetly on the swing* cant wait to turn them into sims and kill them all violently 😊#oh i have a whole rant about the leftist obsession with 4chan/reddit nazi lingo but i need to focus rn......#tldr i used to use that lingo too but it was stupid & sounds stupid & we need to use big kid words that dont obfuscate our meaning#my kind vladimir illych lenin sim will teach the liberals...... oh he'll teach 'em
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Dilf Toji fucks you nice and slow when you’re done putting Megumi down for bed. He wants to thank you for being so good to him and his son. As a single dad it gets hard so when you came into the picture offering your services it was hard to deny such a genuine offer. You’re so good to Megumi, gentle, kind and patient. Toji can’t help the growing bulge in his pants when he sees you being such a strong mother figure. He has to show you his gratitude. The best way he can do that is by having you in a mating press so he can fuck you nice and deep.
“You like that?” his voice is a soft hum.
You feel dizzy. His cock feels so deep. He’s stretching you out more than ever before. You call out his name in a soft whimper.
“Yeah? I’m right here doll don't worry I’m not going anywhere” he groans.
Toji’s obsessed with the way you look taking his cock. Your hole looks so perfect clenching, barely able to fit all of him. You look so full, Toji can’t help but imagine how full you would look with his cum drooling out of you. He has to see it. He’s determined to fuck you full of his cum. His cock plunges in and out of you creating a pattern. Your moans fall past your lips making a tune Toji never wants to forget.
“That’s it, good girl, say my name” you sound so pretty to him. “Tell me who fucks you this good, say it , tell me no one can make you shake like this, no one can fill this pussy up the way i can”
He’s never felt himself lose control like this before. There’s something about you, something that leaves him desperate for more. He craves you, desires you every waking second. The way your lips part letting pleads and moans drip off your tongue has him losing his mind. He can’t get enough of you. He knows he should be quiet but the way your cunt feels squeezing him so tight he thinks he just might lose his mind.
“That feel good baby? Yeah I know” he coos “I’m gonna fuck you so full” his pace is picking up speed.
His mind is practically blank thinking of how he wants to fill you to the brim with his cum. No that’s not enough he needs to give you every last drop he has.
“You need my cum don’t you” he’s desperate to hear you say it. He’s practically begging to hear you asking for his cum. Tell him how much you want his babies. He can make you a mommy. Don’t you want him to make you a mommy?
“Our baby is gonna be so beautiful” he whispers. He isn’t sure if you can hear him but he doesn’t mind as long as you’re still losing your mind calling out his name.
“That’s right” he growls “Say my name while I fuck a baby into you”
His hand push your thighs further down so he can reach deeper. The way he drags his cock past you slick walls has you shaking. Your words come out slurred.
“It’s too big” you whine as he goes deeper
“No no you can take it.” he bites he lips continuing his long deep strokes. He knows you can take it. Your eyes roll back when he begins grinding his hips into you. He knows he’s hit the spot he’s been searching for.
“There she is” he chuckles.
You can barely contain the moans now. Your body is shaking uncontrollably.
“Please” you gasp “S-slow down, I’m gonna make a mess” you cry.
Toji loves the sound of that. He thrust pick up speed, fucking into you even harder.
“That’s it, just like that, make a mess on my cock.”
He’s desperately chasing after his own orgasm. He wants to cum with you. His thrust are sloppy. He’s moaning your name pleading for you to cum for him.
“Cum-fuck Now” he demands.
You can’t help the juices the splatter against his abs as he fucks his load into you. The two of you are a moaning mess. You ramble incoherent words paired with his name. His eyes are glued on the sticky mess between the two of you. The squelching sounds of his cock fucking his cum back in fill the room.
“What a pretty sight this is. I hope it’s a girl” he moans “She’ll have your eyes”
You can barely give him a reply to focused on the way his cock is still plunging in and out.
“It’s too much” you slur.
“No baby it’s not enough” he groans “I gotta make sure this tummy is full of my cum. One more just one more okay”
Toji has plans on fucking way more than just one more load into you. He has to fuck you full until he’s sure of it you’ll be the one carrying Megumi’s little sister.
#toji smut#jjk toji#jujutsu toji#toji zenin#toji fushiguro#toji x reader#toji x you#dilf toji#jujutsu kaisen toji#toji x y/n#toji headcanons#jujutsu kaisen smut#jujutsu kaisen drabble#jujutsu kaisen x reader
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when I was like 11 I used to listen to the red army choir to do any chore that seemed too much at the moment and it never failed me. like I'd just pull out energy from God knows where and clean up the whole damn house
#fugo.txt#i was a kid for sure.#i had such a big obsession with the ussr like id just research about it and i learned russian just to know more about it#and then i forgot like almost everything. i only know one word in russian anymore 😭 i still knoe the cyrilic alphabet#this sounds weird and it was. i got intense obsessions as a kid. still do but theyre anime now theyre not The Entire Soviet Union
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