Spn, "Roadkill" (2007) // Spn, "Houses of the Holy" (2007) // Under the radar Podcast with Julien Baker // The unabridged journals of Sylvia Plath // Spn, "When the Levee Breaks" (2009) // Spn, "Form and Void" (2015) // Clarice Lispector, from “A Mischievous Little Girl,” Selected Crônicas // Spn, "The Monster at the End of This Book" (2009) // Leila Chatti, "Portrait of the Illness as Nightmare" // Anne Sexton, "The Double Image" // Spn, "Swan Song" (2010) // Akwaeke Emezi, "Freshwater"
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Art Notes:
I said I was going to do something for the days I missed and I intend to keep my word. It took me a long while but Day 2 is done.🙌
Don’t know if the mods still want to be tagged so I’ll err on the side of caution and not bother them. If all else they say it’s okay then I’ll tag them when I finish Day 3′s. But, for now they get their peace.
I don’t know when I’ll get around to doing Day 3, but I am adamant on seeing this event through to the bitter, bloody, angsty end. But it might be after I finish my piece for the wayward sons 2023 zine that I signed up for. Who knows.
Anyways, one of the angst situations for Sam during his childhood was being left behind at places that weren’t a home. So, I decided to art in that direction. I wanted to make a Sammy sitting on a windowsill longing in a lonely motel room, while Dean goes off to be a hero with their dad on some hunt. Sam doesn’t know if his brother and dad will return or not, but all he can do is wait and hope.
I’m mostly happy with how it turned out.♥♥♥
Anyways, enjoy if you can!♥♥♥
For a more detailed explanation and art alts of this piece click here for the ao3 post: [x]
This disease is pumping through my veins, and I can't ever rip it out or scrub it clean. I’m a whole new level of freak!
for stevana week, day 3: sam and feeling like a freak.
shifting light, richard siken \\ david de la heras \\ edouard labrosse \\ songs and stories of the ghouls, alice notley \\ how to cure a ghost, fariha róisín
Sam Winchester + “Family Tree (Intro)” by Ethel Cain
(watch with headphones for best experience!)
Jesus can always reject his father
But he cannot escape his mother's blood
He'll scream and try to wash it off of his fingers
But he'll never escape what he's made up of
created for the Stevana Pain Event Day 5: Sam + Faith
yes another late submission i’m not sorry @trials-era-sam @theincesters
Hey. Sam. What's the longest a normal human being has ever gone without sleep? 11 days. Hey. You always wanted to be normal, Sam! If you are, you'll be dead in a week! [...] And yet... you know what really sucks? It doesn't really matter. Because I won. Your madness won. I mean, look at you. It's hard to believe you were the guy that saved the world once.
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@folsomprisonblues @trials-era-sam
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Art Notes:
It’s so completely late, but after I missed the deadline I just decided to take the time to clean it up and make it all finished looking for this one at least. It also helped that that the mods of the event didn’t seem to mind late entries. Hopefully that hasn’t changed after 11 days.🤞
I would have been done with this short comic earlier, but tbh it was hard for me to work on it because the subject was affecting me so much. I can torture Sam in a lot of bloody ways but I can’t handle the emotional angst as much lately.
Like the last few times I’d rather go into detail on Ao3 when I make that post. But, long story short, I couldn’t figure out what I wanted to do for this theme until way too late. And then I remembered 2x04 where Sam buried John’s tags at Mary’s headstone, and then I figured maybe Sam might do the same with the Samulet.
And in 11x23, Dean said that he wanted his ashes buried at this grave site. But instead of his ashes, I thought the Samulet was more poetic and fit the theme that this was a family grave with no remains in it. It just has Mary’s headstone, John’s tags, and now the samulet. And, the samulet could be a representation of both Sam and Dean and thus the family is symbolically finally together again. Idk, it depends on how people want to take it.
The dialogue was a parallel to when Sam said “I love you, Mom” at Mary’s headstone in 2x04 after he buried his Dad’s tags and I like to think of it as a sort of reply to Dean saying he loved Sam in 15x20′s barn scene.
In celebration of 1k, darling Ana @trials-era-sam and I are hosting a solid week!* (cough, 6 days) of angst, whump, pain, you name it, for our favorite Sam Winchester.
We want to show our love for him through the most heinous acts of angst available to mankind. Gifs/Art/Fics/Writing/Vids etc. We want to suffer in every file format available!!
STEVANA PAIN EVENT RUNS FROM:
November 25, Sam and physical touch
November 26, Sam and childhood
November 27, Sam and feeling like a freak
November 28, Sam and the cage/hell
November 29, Sam and faith
November 30, Sam and loss of a loved one
We do ask that anything written on AO3 is properly tagged with trigger warning or marked as "Author Chose Not To Use Archive Warning." This way everyone can stay safe and have a good time :)
Tag all creations with #stevanaweek so we can see them, and tag @theincesters , @trials-era-sam as well. We look forward to seeing you all!
Stevana Pain Event (ao3 collection link)
DNI:
If you're not a Samgirl (gn) I mean..... seriously....
Don't know what the hell any of this means. (This is the Supernatural site. Get With It.)
You have us blocked. Upsetting, I know. But it's only fair.