No quiero pensar, no quiero sentir, no quiero existir…

Ser “gordita” no es tierno y que digas “me gustas así” no me hace sentir mejor; “así” como? gorda?fea?obesa???

Gracias, supongo.

Solo quiero ser delgada,que la ropa me quede bien y que me digan que soy bonita,por qué me cuesta tanto,por que nací gorda,quiero dejar la comida pero no puedo,no quiero mirarme en el espejo me doy asco.

¿Cómo me voy querer, si nadie me quiere?

Creí que después de tanto tiempo este pensamiento sobre suicidarme se iría y por fin sería feliz, pero aquí está, tan presente como hace 12 años 😔

Mi mayor complejo me ha provocado muchas quemaduras y pellizcos.

Pd: por más que me digan que la mujeres somos libre de llevar pelo en las axilas, en las piernas, en la vagina o encima de los labios, simplemente no puedo superarlo.

El unico que me busca tiene novia, y yo soy la estupida que siempre va a contestar cuando el llame, pero realmente quiero alguien que sea solo para mi, pero es tan jodidamente complicado encontrarlo en mi depresión actual, ahora parezco tonta esperando su llamada para que tal vez entre las cobijas me distraiga de mi cruda realidad, pero a la vez se que no deberia contestar, pero si no lo hago, quien mas se fijaria en el desastre que soy, quien mas ademas de el que ademas no tengo ni idea por que se fija en mi, los viejos verdes de mi barrio o los ancianos que me escriben en el facebook, no tengo otro camino por ahora

Nomas quise referenciar con los personajes originales de YSBLF la escena esta de La Fea más Bella- || ENG:I just wanted make a reference, with the characters from YSBLF, this scene from La Fea más Bella 😅

Extra:

ENG: "Betty…where did you got that?"

One of the things that deserves more credit for in YSBLF is the visual storytelling and how the scenes are directed in a way that reflects the storytelling.

In the above scene, at first viewing nothing in particular jumps out. We've seen many scenes with this exact setup, the board members around the table, Armando all nervous and anxious about concealing the company's financial status, Daniel suspicious about everything, Marcela being annoyed, Betty coming in to save Armando with more lies, blah blah... What's also quite normal is Armando pulls a seat for Betty next to him, he does it as naturally as putting on his cologne.

Look in particular at when Armando pushes his chair to the side and pulls up a new chair. Betty comes to sit on the chair that he was sitting on.

What happened that day was the finalization of the embargo with Betty's lawyer and the court secretary making their rounds through Ecomoda to take inventory of the machines, materials, etc. When Armando signs the embargo papers, he, as a matter of fact, has handed Betty the control of the company.

The scene visually shows that the 'seat of power' has moved from Armando to Betty, which i think is pretty neat.

¿Cómo algo que parecía tan puro se contaminó tanto?

“Me gusta tu tatuaje en el abdomen, yo igual me haré uno cuando baje de peso, el tuyo no se ha deformado?”

Comoooo??? entendí esa referencia, auch.

Mi mente: Cuántas veces quieres ver esta novela?

Yo: Sí

Armando is a really conflicting character because of how much of a coward he is. He can't give a straight step ahead, it's always half things. He had a thing for Betty before the Plan, but when he was confronted with actually having something with her, he freaked out and feigned a disgust that was never there before. He always took Betty out to fancy places for work, it wasn't uncommon to be seen in public with her, but as soon as it was with actual intent, he freaked out and acted embarrassed even though they could have very easily just said it was purely for business. He said he was going to be public with her as soon as the meeting was over, but when Marcela catches them hugging, he immeditely denies it even though at this point he has nothing else to lose. He could only ever be honest in solitude or in front of Betty. He always lacked the courage to face society and himself.

Don Reigen yo a usted le amo 😭💕