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can someone pls hire me
#i'm gonna be homeless if I don't get a better job#the cost of living has gone up so much the last few years#and of course when we are given annual pay raises they do not reflect inflation so even w a raise you're making less#i've applied to so many jobs and I never have enough experience#I wish I had connections in my field but I just don't#forever wishing I was a nepo baby#I have a dog to provide for I just want to give her a nice backyard to play in but I have to move out soon#sorry for the rant pls ignore me#i'm just stressed and depressed
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I think what bothers me about ppl being surprised at removing the misogyny or making aang be responsible from the start instead of running away is that this is literally fandom trends representing themselves. Like when characters have to grow y’all run to downplay what they have to grow from! STICK WITH ME FANDOM SHIFT this is what bothers me so much about fanon Harley Quinn. Like if Harley never enjoyed or felt free or whatever with joker why are you calling her post relationship arc a redemption? Even back to heroics if bruce was never an asshole or close minded or ham fisted when it came to his kids where do you think the other identities started? What do you think their relationship is growing from? Like it’s so boring lmao
#And then you’ll create negativity that never existed as long as it keeps everything normal#no bruce was never suspicious of his precious baby Jason 🥺#dick hated him with a passion tho!#like ok. get off Twitter.#get off ao3.#pls and thank you#And the Harley one makes me sick bc I adore Harleys redemption especially as a character MADE for joker breaking out and becoming her own#but then y’all are like ‘well she was never BAD! she was manipulated and brainwashed the whole time! and never contributed to anything#significant!’#what is the redemption y’all are speaking of?#THIS IS ZUKOS FAULT#sorry I’m not getting into my opinion on his entire redemption#but like. he was the prime example of perfect victim#and that’s not BAD or whatever I think the progression of his arc was great#I just think y’all overstate ‘redemption’#but not even Zuko Iroh! the way y’all collectively forgot or ignored that he SUCKED!#sorry I swear I ranted to my brother about this for an hour this morning actually#but I forgot every name I pulled#but in conclusion this redemption that’s not rlly redemption cause my fave was never bad thing is soooo#IK i shit on tim but Jason Stans step forward please#I was gonna say Damian but the reason I’m not is bc god forbid y’all actually let him redeem himself#like he feels so much guilt and remorse and y’all are like ‘the haughty princeling wanted poor wittle Drake DEAD at every turn’#also he was ten#and yknow what I think bothers a lot of ppl#that even through the remorse he acknowledges that he was a child and doesn’t allow for the adults in his life to just skate by while he#wallows. which is what I’m sure so many of y’all would prefer to see as per ao3#but no Damian does actually demand accountability from everyone involved including but not limited to himself!#but also I do adore his redemption arc bc yeah he did do that shit and it sucked#however I will never discuss it with fandom ppl who can barely name two of his friends that aren’t Jon. maybe they’ll know Colin and maya i#if they’re really about it…
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One of the few things I will actually get nostalgic for is back when we did kinda all understand that even when a movie was set "in reality" sometimes bonkers shit would happen and that was fine because it's a movie. Like now absolutely everything has to make logical sense or have 50 pages of lore or a whole director's commentary justifying why it doesn't and it SUCKS.
Like I do think keeping certain things realistic in media Is Important and I won't lie I love me a good "real x reacts to the x in y film" video or a historical costume takedown but at some point we all gotta learn how to be okay with movies not being realistic again. That CinemaSins/Honest Trailers mindset of "lets pick apart every movie for every single thing that isn't realistic or contradictory or not explained right now/enough" completely ruins your brain and we gotta start to walk back that damage so we can go on to support and make silly, heartfelt, fun movies that don't have to bend over backwards to try to suspend your disbelief for you or whatever.
#sorry back on my anti-cinema sins rant again ignore me#just like god can we stop with this shit#I can suspend my disbelief in fact I am desperate to to so pls give me silly movies again
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it's my day off and I have already had one formal phone call and I'm now waiting for my new desk chair to be ready for pickup and I had an exhaustive day yesterday hosting vaalikahvit for five adults, one toddler and two dogs, so may I pleeeeaaaaaasssseeee get to fuck around and imagine blorbo nonsense and draft an AU fic I'll never write because I still haven't made that sideblog for this kinda shit instead of doing anything useful?? 😩🙏
so today I'm thinking of a no-band-AU semi-inspired by this post I made a week ago
in which Olli and Aleksi have recently moved in together in their new fancy house and they're so happy and in love and having a lot of sex (yes this is an important plot detail 🥰)
(spoiler alert: there is no plot. not even a little bit (hence I won't be writing this))
their relationship had a controversial start because they were still dating other people when they fell in love
Joonas is pining for Joel who's in a toxic on/off relationship with Samy
Joel may be struggling with something else too idk haven't decided, but Joonas is there for him always and he loves Joel so so much
as for Tommi and Niko: maybe Tommi and Olli used to be an item at some point, although he's not the one Olli broke up with to be with Aleksi
and maybe Joonas and Niko had something going on but Niko ended it because he saw how in love with Joel Joonas was
so Niko and Tommi have lots of deep discussions about whether it's weird for Tommi to see Olli with Aleksi (not really because it's been a while and he can see how happy Olli is now (way happier than he was with his previous partner))
and about how it is for Niko to see Joonas suffering so much because of Joel (it's hard but there's not much niko can do about it is there)
and yeah they end up spending the night together at some point ��� they decide to keep it casual and low-key though so they tell no one
eventually it becomes maybe a little more than just friends hooking up but they're still sorta chill about it and it feels very natural (for Tommi it's better than the random one-night-stands he's been having and for Niko it's definitely better than worrying about Joonas all time time)
and yeah, as it is a non-band-AU I've also given some thought to what they all could be doing instead of being in a band (which is my favourite part of non-band-AUs hehe)
first of all, Tommi is a paramedic because I recently re-watched this old interview in which they all tell the what they'd be doing for a living if they weren't musicians in a band and that's Tommi's answer
ngl it would be kinda funny if I gave everyone the occupation they mention in the video but I think 'gravedigger' for Niko would be a tad too gloomy for the purposes of this AU lol, so he's a writer. a struggling one maybe, but still, and he spends a lot of time in his head (very in-character I knoooooooww <3)
Olli is a graphic designer at a... ummm... a place where graphic designers work? idk just some company, he works from home a lot (so that he can have sex with his bf during his breaks)
Aleksi is still a producer, has a fancy-ass studio in the house. Robin is one of the artists he works with, because of course he is
Olli and Aleksi secretly want to ask Robin if he'd be up for a threesome but he's a literal puppy and oblivious and they don't know how to bring it up lol
and maybe Johnny's Aleksi's co-producer and they also fantasize about having threesome with him 😂 sorry yes they are very horny and kinky in this AU
not sure what Joel and Joonas could be doing, but I like to imagine them as co-workers in some kinda music business or whatever. maybe they're also roommates, just to make it extra painful for Joonas 😭 and maybe Joel is a musician on the side (plays covers at bars etc.), because I simply can't imagine him another career than music
(Joonas goes to see his every single gig, sometimes without Joel knowing it)
a random "scene" I've thought of includes Niko and Joonas coming over to test the new sauna at the Matela-Kaunisvesi residence, but because Niko and Joonas feel awkward having sauna together, they end up mixing the pairs and so we have Aleksi and Niko having deep discussions in the sauna and Joonas and Olli talking about sex while waiting for their turn lol (they've been friends since forever and maybe had some experiments together when they were teens so it's very natural for them)
but yeah, the reason why I'm not writing this AU is because I have no clear plot for it 😔 but honestly? sometimes it's fun just creating these AUs and characters in my head 🥺
I wish I could write all these ideas into actual stories but I'm scared of biting off more than I can chew, so I intimidate and overwhelm myself from even giving it a fair try 😭
so that's it pretty much! if anyone wants to help me figure out an actual story idea out of this, you know where to find me 👋
next I think I'm gonna go keep on procrastinating by creating Olli & Aleksi's fancy-ass house on The Sims 4 byeeeeeee
#sorry but coming up with story ideas is a hobby to me pls ignore 🤧#i was so brave deleting a long self-degrading rant in the tags pls be proud of me#anywayyyy i reeeeeeally want to write something for valentine's day#so i'll try to refrain from writing until then as to regain and recharge my braincells (both of them)#maybe i'll write something related to this maybe i'll write something entirely different. who knows? not i#i wish i could open requests but i still don't trust myself enough to do that 😔#my askbox and dms are open for any other kinda fic talk though pspspspsps 🤲
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my co-teacher isn’t coming back for the rest of the year. 🙃🙃🙃 guess who has to take on all of her responsibilities including writing 3 ieps which are these long ass LEGAL documents outlining the goals, progress, modifications etc. of children receiving special education services. they’re also supposed to be based on data and i don’t think her bum ass has been taking any soooo
pray for me yall 🙏
and then she has the NERVE to ask if she can video call and say bye to the kids. like no bitch i hate your guts
#pls ignore me#i just found out today and i am livid#smoking now to chill tf out lmfao#for those who missed my last bitching and complaining rant#my coteacher is a miserable human being who was told she isn't being hired next year#and instead of self reflecting and parting on good terms#she not just burned but NUKED that bridge#threw a fit and acted like she was being targeted#and now she got a dr to write her out for the rest of the year#when there is NOTHING!! WRONG!! WITH!! HER!!#which screws me over so bad#and even though she would always yell at the kids and had no patience#they really do love her#so i just feel sorry for them mostly#still though i don't think she should say bye when she's the one choosing to stop coming in. i feel like it should just be a clean break#luckily i dont have to make that choice alone bc my principal said the same thing and told me to say no and blame her hahah
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im like this 👌 close to blocking the joe alwyn tag im sorry but i DONT. FUCKING. CARE ANYMORE. i am so over speculating about her love life. i literally. i do not care. im thRILLED youre losing me is on streaming services. im so so so so sorry if taylor struggled and went through emotionally and mentally difficult times. and i honestly dont care who shes dating as long as its not harming anyone *cough matty healy cough* i just,,, do not,,, care. about speculating and dissecting every thing shes ever said and done and posted and UGH
#im not trying to say if you are speculating that ur a terrible person or smth#like pls do whatever you want if you arent hurting anyone idc#but i dont need to see fifty million gajillion people talking about#how this means every single action she has ever made in the past two years is some cryptic form of her telling us#that joe was abusive and terrible and that he did this and she did this and#I DONT CARE ANYMORE#sorry lmao i just had to rant#please ignore me#mae-rants#taylor swift
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ha, i’m a mixture of anger and sadness rn. i’m sad bc normally cassie’s books leave me, yes, crying, but also satisfied.
…and rn i’m not satisfied. and i think that’s why i am disappointed. it’s the first tsc book where i don’t feel absolutely elated and destroyed with an ending. and that fucking hurts and sucks.
i wanted this book to lift me up for a bit. not to leave me feeling more like death. and maybe that’s, you know, a very personal thing. but goddamnit.
christopher deserved better and it kills me bc honestly, i don’t get the necessity of his death, it wasn’t necessary to make us sad and i don’t think his death had much of an impact besides making them (the characters) suffer. i’m pissed. i’m sad. i’m disappointed.
like i said, probably a very me thing. but agh, i’m sad. and rn it’s so difficult to look past that and see the things that i did like and enjoy (also bc half of those things include kit).
agh.
#take me back pls#let’s ignore canon pls#like with soc#he’s not dead i refuse#cot spoilers#chain of thorns spoilers#chain of thorns#me ranting#im sorry#i’m just not doing great#tsc#tlh#the last hours#christopher lightwood
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nooo stop liking my flop posts you were supposed to think im sexy
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You know what I'm gonna start watching kids shows, the ones for fucking babies. Maybe then I won't be let down. Always happy all the time just like I want it.
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#sorry just a lil rant#😔#pls ignore j just needed this out there or else i’m going to EXPLODE#good days and bad days bht i’ve just been so angry lately#i’m literally mad all the goddamn TIME#and unlike before i’ve got nothing to distract me or my terrible thoughts#when i modded i literally devoted ALL my time to it which 💀💀 yikes#but now that i don’t i think heh maybe i should get serious about writing but i’ve got zero motivation or drive#ugh#oh yea but j think i’m going to unhide my ported/conversion mods#i’ve been thinking about it sinxe i last posted about it and i’m not hating it as much as i anticipated#but me modding still enrages me due to things#tragic#personal
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oooooo I hate it when adults can't act like adults
#pobre payasito#ESPECIALLY around kids#like no. that twelve year old DOESNT want to hear about your emotional baggage.#stop fucking telling them.#no. that fifteen year old is NOT a therapist and you should NOT be twlling them about how much you want to off youself.#no. i promise they dont. yes you are causing them great emotional distress. see a fucking therapist or something#'oh boo hoo now youve made me feel bad i knew it im such a buden :(( nobody cares about me waaaa'#fucking tough. youre an adult that can work through your own problems without talking to a child like that.#this is really personal and theres a lot more nuance to this. i know depression is hard and its shitty and#its not always as simple as 'just go to therapy'. i know.#but oh my fucking god. Do Not CONSTANTLY TELL A CHILD. IN DETAIL. AS AN ADULT. about how bad you are.#udhhdfjkd sorry about this i needed to rant. pls ignore 😔
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went to go reread this fic i love and can’t find it. i think it’s been removed from ao3 :(
#and i can’t even fucking remember the authors name to check their profile ughhhhhhhh#two days until my first exam which i’m so not. sob. ready for n i just want to read this fic n now it’s gone. why does life hate me#AND my toaster is broken. bc why not#and i can’t even write anything rn bc my head is too full w biomolecules n chemical equations n useless shit. who cares !!!!!#and ik that seb spoke about lewis in his speech thing but haven’t looked at it yet bc ik it will break me n i need to be focused#can the gays PLS stop for like a. week. pls n thanks#ignore me. my roommates r gone so it’s just me n i needed to rant sorry#delete later
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ahh
#pls someone validate my gender rn#or my lack of gender rather#tell me that even though i'm a agender afab person i'm still agender#even if i'm perceived as 'fem'#i still have no gender#no gender#gendervoid#ah fuck sorry#just ignore this ig#knivy random#rant
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Still embracing this braclet that day was unforgettable to me and i still have the urge to cry whenever i think of it but i use it more as my strengh point than my weak point it may be a very small act and very simple gift for almost everyone else but to me this bracelet is the most precious jewel i own and i'll ever own along with its necklace. I miss them and i wish them a safe and happy journey, all of them.
#some personal thoughts pls ignore#as someone who never like the idea of being a parent since forever#i have formed a bond with those kids as if they were my own#those ones specifically#in my first day of the job i already knew the biggest part of it is that i had to deal with kids#but i was already very nervous cuz i knew i wasn't the type of person that can be good enough to be in a kid's memories#i already had very tough past encounters with teachers in my life and i know how big of a responsibility it was#and i was terrified#but over time when i watched them grow up and become their own poeple#i felt so proud and so full of life again#they aren't even my own children im not old enough to be any close to their mom#but it left a huge print in me to just think of how i watched them grow#the very first kids i had to go back to tgerapy to get my shit together so i won't accidentally hurt them like my past teachers did#but THEY tought ME lots#and i just don't know how to explain it#the education season is back so that's why i wore it today#sorry for ranting too much#story time
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I wasn't home for a week and my sister just randomly (without asking me) took my favourite, most used handbag with her
#i am angry#I feel betrayed#like I thought our relationship was finally a good and close one#just for her to be such a backstabber#it's not just about the handbag in case u wonder#but somehow thats the thing that angers me the most#like how much more do I have to take?#personal#rant#vent#i am sorry i just have to vent somewhere#pls just ignore this
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money rly is the root of all evil
#esp the money ur expected to be able to live off of if ur disabled and unable to work#o just get a handful of change throw at me and am expected to make it last a month#like my disabilities literally aren't my fault why am i punished like this bc of them#if i could work i would?? i hate nit being able to do anything except stagnate in poverty#anyway i had an argument w/ someone abt this yesterday and it's been bothering me ever since#'why should the government have to pay you extortionate amounts that a luxury'#all im asking for is enough to be able to have some amount of financial security#that shouldn't be a luxury???#sorry for the huge rant pls ignore this lol#delete later
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