picnic

man cmon i was doing one of the OTHER hobbies

[ID: Screenshot from the movie Big Eden, shot of the main characters hand holding a white and red transforming toy. END]

i mean. i was trying so hard not to assume im like. well clearly its some kind of macross... u can tell can it looks like a plane with legs but that doesnt mean its THE tf toy redeco macross. is that ignoring the satistical factor for what toy this usamerican small town family is MOST likely to have. Yes. obiviously. anyway u can see that second dark point of colour, the retangle that comes to shallow point. yes... that probably IS the insignia. cmon man. (<-talking to myself)

[image grabbed from tfwiki]

[ID: g1 skyfire/jetfire toy, in bot mode, plane mode, and guardian/gerwalk mode, which is a plane with arms and legs. its white and red. END]

oh my god I can't see right now and these gifs are making me chew on drywall WHY AM I DOING THIS TO MYSELF????????????

whoever designed the secret chuckster level of pianta village has a special circle of hell waiting for them when they die

Werd

No seriously if someone could just like, not lead me on, care about me for who I am, appreciate the effort I put in, not break my heart, and actually love me, that'd be neato

I would like to Perish

Blacked out in front of my tablet and woke up with sketches of my Touchstarved mc + Kuras my beloved. woops

i died on the front lines of the war temporarily. i will undoubtedly die again. however,

anyway here's this which is done from a photo from 4 months ago 👍👍 ALSO! I WAS NOT MAKING IT UP THE IMAGE QUALITY IS DEFINITELY WORSE I THINK

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I just think Tallulah gets to be upset about this. “It’s not Wilbur’s fault” “He’s not a bad dad” “He loves his daughter so much” yes! These are all true! And it’s not his fault! But he’s still not there. And Tallulah has gone through so much and still hasn’t seen him, the one time he was around was the one time she wasn’t, and all she has are letters and “I’m thinking of you always” and things that used to be theirs together, but he’s still not there. She’s waited and she’s been patient and she’s loved him all the same, and he’s still not there. Like yesterday, and the day before, and the day before, from the happy milestones to the traumatic events, he’s still not there.

She knows that it’s not his fault, but it doesn’t change the fact that he’s absent. That in and of itself just adds to the sorrow, because she knows why he’s gone, and she’s been told time and time again it doesn’t mean he doesn’t care, she knows this - it doesn’t mean it doesn’t sting, that it doesn’t hurt, that she doesn’t yearn for her father to be there more than anything in the world, and he’s just not there.

So yes, she gets to be upset, and be caustic, and stomp her feet and write bitter messages, and be angry and vitriolic, because she’s a little girl missing her father, who feels things with her whole heart and soul - and that means she gets to feel the ugly parts of it, too.

Things I spend way too much time on: figuring out floor plans of fictional character's living spaces.

ouughh i'm going to have such a hard time tagging shen shixiong au when it's done

it is 100% written from a place of 'sj!sqq is a miserable little man who i wish got a happy ending' but it is also 'sj!sqq realistically would not HAVE a happy ending because he has been so thoroughly fucked up by his own trauma'

and i just know that no matter how i tag it i'm going to have sj antis commenting that i was too soft and apologetic on his behalf and sj fans commenting that i was too cruel to him (._.`)

why am I allowed to draw

finally watching arcane! what the fuck is going on