as a fellow akaashi whore, may i request s/o being the manager nd dating him in secret or something?? idk just fluff i just love him
sooo…. when you requested this you probably expected a short little scenario, but… uh… take a look at that word count yikeslook, idk what happened but this scenario has taken over my life for a week now. and here are the results. (oh, and, spoiler alert: his s/o isn’t the team’s manager… uh… oops? also, akaashi whores UNITE)
most importantly: round of applause for my beta reader, editor in chief, very good friend who has way too high of a tolerance for my bullshit and dumb ideas, @heichou-in-my-head, better known as pip. i don’t know how you do it, but holy shit is this honeybun grateful for you pippy. sorry my trouble with tenses gave you a hard time with this one, but what else do you expect from me? (seriously, thank you for all you do for me! ^_^)
without further ado….. word count: 7883fem reader
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“This is Akaashi.”
Back when your parents told you they’d be hiring a new gardener, you’d expected someone just as old as your last one. It appeared they’d managed to find a college student who was the same age as you instead.
“You can call me Keiji, if you want to.”
And it was weird - your parents quickly accepted the boy into your family. You recall feeling as though they expected the two of you to develop a relationship resembling something like siblings.
But after two months of him working for your family, you’d done nothing but embarrass yourself in front of him.
Even the other morning, you’d walked into the kitchen wearing what you’d slept in - a t-shirt and your underwear - toothbrush in mouth, bedhead out in full force, just about to grab a bottle of water from the fridge when you noticed: the boy was standing at the sink washing his hands, eyeing you with vague amusement. You remember gratefully noting that he didn’t glance down to your lower half.
How polite.
The snicker he gave you wasn’t very polite, though.
“Good morning,” he said, “sleeping beauty.”
You pulled your toothbrush from your mouth with a scoff.
“It’s not that late,” you mumbled, grabbing the bottle and beating a hasty retreat to your room.
—
Akaashi ended up doing more than just gardening work; observing his competence and willingness to do just about any task they could come up with, your parents immediately decided the entire house needed some work done. And there was no job Akaashi couldn’t do! He built shelves, painted walls, repaired fences - you’d even seen him under the hood of your dad’s car. He added these uncomplainingly to his main tasks of mowing the lawn, tending to the flower beds and bushes, weeding and re-potting, and occasionally working on the garden furniture. It was a wonder he had any time for school.
You stare at him now; he’d just knocked on your door, pulling you out of a deep Youtube video hole, and greeted you with, “I’m supposed to take down your curtains.”
“…what?” You glance back at your window confusedly.
“Your curtains - I’m supposed to take them down. And put these new ones up.”
“Oh.” You’d assumed your dad would change your curtains, but at this point it’s a given he’d get Akaashi to do it. “Uh… sure, okay.”
You settle back into your bed while he brings a step stool and a few tools in. The silence as he works is awkward, even tense, and it doesn’t seem like Akaashi’s going to break it - you decide you’ll have to do it.
“So, do you only own dark blue t-shirts?”
“Do you own pants?”
Damn. You’d hoped all those times you’d walked around in just your underwear had gone unnoticed by him.
“As a matter of fact, I do,” you shoot back, trying to mask your embarrassment. “You know, I used to be able to roam freely before my parents adopted you.”
He snorts. “Adopted?”
You sit up to get a better look at him. “What, you don’t feel like they’ve adopted you?”
“Considering I go home at the end of the day, no.”
“That’s the next step, Keiji - we have a spare room!”
He chuckles, instantly lightening the tense atmosphere. You realise this is the first time you’ve seen him smile genuinely and not just out of politeness - the old curtains are now down and the golden sunlight shines on his face, enhancing his features softly. For some reason you can’t take your eyes off him.
“I don’t think my own parents would appreciate me getting a new family.”
“I guess that’s true,” you laugh. “What do you have left to do today?”
His tongue sticks out just a bit as he focuses on twisting a screw into the wall. “Mow the lawn.”
“Perfect excuse to make lemonade then, don’t you think?”
Akaashi takes a step back to judge his work. The curtains are up, they’re even, and they look nice.
“Cliche,” he says, looking over to you. “But I agree.”
—
The summer sun is hot. Much hotter than you remember it being last year. And the best place to get away from that heat? Your air conditioned bedroom, obviously.
Your mom isn’t inclined to agree, though.
“Why don’t you get out of bed?”
“Mom…”
“Y/N, you’ve had two weeks of summer break and you’ve spent the whole time cooped up in this room. Your father is worried sick!”
You groan again. “I’m relaxing!”
“Well, you need to get some sun,” your mother continues. “Akaashi is outside painting the fence. I told him you’d be joining him. Get going!”
She leaves your bedroom with a huff, and you force yourself to roll out of bed. You put on appropriate clothes for painting and head to the backyard.
Akaashi’s wearing his trademarked blue t-shirt, paint supplies on a tarp next to him.
“Nice to see you out of that cave,” he says without looking at you.
You roll your eyes in response, crossing your arms and waiting for him to give you instructions.
“You actually want to help?”
“I don’t think I have a choice,” you reply, turning around to see your mother watching you from inside the house. You wave at her dramatically, and she waves back before walking away from the window.
He kneels down to prepare the paint. “I’ve already cleaned it and applied a primer,” he tells you. “So we can start painting now.”
You’re not sure what primer is for, but the quicker you finish painting, the quicker you can get out of this heat - you’re not going to bother asking.
He hands you a large brush and a tin can of white paint, and then walks away.
“Is that it?”
He laughs. “It isn’t rocket science! Just start painting!”
As it turns out, Akaashi had way too much faith in you. You’ve only finished painting about a third of the fence when he stands next to you, having already finished the other two thirds.
“Someone likes to take their time,” he says, painting the last panel.
“You’re just too fast!”
“You didn’t have to be so meticulous.” He takes the paint brush and can from you. “But thanks for the help.”
“Why didn’t you tell me that before we started?”
“I didn’t think I had to.”
“Hey, it looks good!”
Both of you turn around to find your mother judging the paint job.
“How did she do, Keiji? Be honest!”
The boy looks over at you with a smile. “She didn’t do half bad. It was nice having company.”
“She’ll have to help out more often.”
After that, your parents jump at any chance to have you help Akaashi with his work. Without giving you payment, of course.
“You could learn a lot from the boy,” your dad says later on. “You need to learn how to do some hard work.”
“I think we managed to hire a trustworthy boy,” your mother chimes in.
“He can teach you about taking care of yourself. At least until you find a man like him to do it all. Someone with deeper pockets, hopefully.”
For some reason you’re really not a fan of the tone of voice your father uses, but at the same time you don’t really know what he means by it. Rather than being offended for Akaashi’s sake, you continue the conversation.
“Can’t I just hire someone like you guys?”
After a moment of thought, your mom speaks up. “Of course that’s an option! Maybe Keiji will even be around to work for you.”
You nod, not really knowing how to reply. You couldn’t genuinely see Akaashi working for you - but maybe working the whole summer with him wouldn’t be so bad, if it meant getting to know him better.
—
A knock on the front door pulls you out of the movie you were watching. When you answer, you find a familiar face.
“Is your dad home?”
You shake your head. “No, he’s having a late night at work. Won’t be back until early in the morning.”
“What about your mom?”
“On a trip,” you reply, bringing Akaashi inside.
“Well, do you have any idea why your dad called me here, then?”
“Oh, probably for me, sorry.”
His brows furrow, and the smile you sent him only confuses him more.
“My bathtub’s drain was clogged, but I told him I’d figure it out myself. I guess he didn’t trust my plumbing skills.”
“Did you fix it?”
“I…tried!”
He sighs. “Which bathroom?”
“The one in my room…”
You have no idea how he plans to fix the clog with no tools, but you don’t stop him as he makes his way to the bathroom. You sit at the kitchen table and wait for him to come back.
It takes much less time than you expected, and he’s drying his hands with a towel when he walks into the kitchen.
“Did you fix it?!”
He nods, wiping his brow. “Maybe I should’ve used that as a teachable moment for you.”
“No thanks. I never want to look at a drain again - I tried looking up instructions, but nothing would work. I tried for at least thirty minutes!”
“It isn’t that hard,” he replies under his breath. He sits across the table from you. “What are you doing home anyway? Don’t you have friends to keep you company? You know, instead of your gardener.”
“Are you implying I told my dad to invite you here on purpose?”
“A clogged drain isn’t that dire, but your dad definitely made it out to be.”
“Whatever,” you scoff. “I was going to make dinner, and since you’re here, you can help.”
“I’m a gardener, not a chef.”
You stand and begin pulling ingredients out of the fridge. “That’s what recipes are for - I won’t let you mess anything up, don’t worry.”
“Fine - don’t say I didn’t warn you.”
Thirty minutes later the entire kitchen was filled with smoke.
“How did you burn rice?!”
“I don’t know - all I did was pour it into the pot!”
“With or without water?”
“…shit.”
—
Akaashi was hopeful that when fall came around, it’d mean less work. He was very mistaken. You’d even told him, “knowing my dad, he’ll find something for you to do.”
And the man did. For a month, Akaashi had to rake leaves once a week - which included cleaning the gutters - and when he wasn’t doing that, he was cleaning old tools that had been in your garage for years.
The first day he does the raking you watch him through the living room window in agony, waiting for him to get a big pile collected.
And as soon as he turns his back…
Your giggles were the only warning he had before he saw leaves go flying.
“My dad told me to help, so I thought I’d give you more work!”
“Y/N,” he says with a groan, but your laughter forces him to laugh with you. “That took half an hour!”
“I’ll rake them again! Help me up.”
He grabs your hand - only to be pulled down into the remaining leaf pile beside you, making you laugh even harder when he groans.
“Isn’t it fun?”
“I haven’t done this since I was a kid,” he says. But you notice that as he stands up and pulls you with him, he doesn’t deny it. “Once I jumped in a pile of leaves my dad was raking, and he was so pissed,” he admits with a laugh, looking happy at the memory.
“Did you have to rake them up after that, like I have to?”
He answers by handing you a rake. “I had to rake them for the rest of the season. For everyone in our neighborhood.”
“God, that must’ve sucked.”
“It paid well,” he replies. “I was able to buy my parents Christmas gifts that year because of it.”
“That’s sweet, Keiji.”
“Enough ass kissing, get to work.”
He walks away while you scoff, leaving you alone to rake up the mess you made - but you both have smiles on your faces.
—
As winter approached, Akaashi was spending even more of his time with you when he was meant to be working. You’d call him into your room for his opinion on an outfit or make him stay an hour longer so he could have lunch with you; you even often texted each other. Your friendship flourished, and the two of you felt more than comfortable around each other now - a stark comparison to nearly six months ago.
He was at your home every Monday and some Thursdays ready to work, without fail. They quickly became your favorite days of the week.
This Monday the wind was roaring outside as you curled up on the couch, fireplace ablaze to keep you warm. You were sure Akaashi wouldn’t come today - the last time you looked outside everything was covered in snow, even parts of the road - so when the doorbell rings it makes you jump a little.
You open the door, knowing Akaashi would be on the other side. “You’re late!” you say before hurrying back to your spot on the couch.
He pulls his beanie off, letting his messy hair free. “I know - the snow was getting bad. Had to shovel my driveway.”
“Tardiness is unacceptable, Akaashi.”
He scoffs at you. “Tardiness is next to godliness -”
“That’s timeliness.”
Your dad walks into the room from the kitchen, interrupting your conversation. “Akaashi, what’re you doing here?”
“Wasn’t I supposed to work on something in the attic today, or… something?”
He takes off his scarf as he speaks, and you stare at his rosy cheeks. His skin must’ve been flushed from the cold - you think he looks absolutely precious.
He catches you staring at him, but you didn’t look away. Before you probably would’ve been embarrassed to be caught eyeing the boy, but now you were looking forward to him teasing you for it.
“Well, yeah, but have you seen the weather? I didn’t think you’d bother showing up.”
Of course he’d seen the weather - but he also hadn’t seen you in a week. And for some reason, he missed you - so he made a point to get to work today.
“I appreciate the work. Especially since the holidays are coming up.”
“Alright…” your dad says with an understanding sigh. “Come on, then.”
You assume your dad leads him to the attic. Before walking away, Akaashi pulls his hoodie off, giving you a good view of his toned stomach when his shirt raises up. And instead of hanging it on the coat rack, he throws it at you with a smirk.
“Hey!”
“It’s to keep you warm!” he laughs before quickly catching up with his boss.
You don’t see him again until you’re having dinner. Your mother invites him to stay and eat, and when he sits across from you, you make sure to give his leg a playful kick.
“Shouldn’t you write Keiji up for being late today, bossman?”
“I had an excuse,” the boy argues.
“But you were a good four hours late.”
Keiji finally kicks your leg back, rolling his eyes.
“At least I showed up at all,” he replies. He looks down at his watch and half-gasps at the time. “I should get home, though - thank you for the meal.”
He stands up and your mother follows him. “Are you sure the roads are safe?” Nobody responds as she walks over to a window, seeing nothing but thick snow falling from the evening sky. “The road’s completely covered! I don’t want you driving in this weather. You should stay here for the night.”
“Keiji, we get to have a sleepover,” you tease.
“I couldn’t impose -”
“I insist,” your mom says. “You can sleep in the living room. Help him feel at home, Y/N.”
“Sure,” you reply. You would’ve given a sassier reply just to tease Akaashi even more, but you were busy wondering about his worried expression.
“Maybe the snow will lighten up soon,” he says.
“I doubt it,” your father says to him. The man stands and puts a hand on Akaashi’s shoulder. “Just stay here until the morning, don’t bother risking the drive. Y/N, don’t pester him too much.”
“I’ll try.”
After wishing you goodnight, your parents head off to their bedroom for bed.
“Do you want me to get the futon out for you?”
“If you don’t mind,” Akaashi says as he pulls out his cell phone. With a sigh, he continues. “My brother is going to be pissed.”
“You have a brother?” you ask, making your way to the closet where the futon and blankets are stored.
“Yeah, he’s 7.”
You had known Akaashi for what felt like a long time, and you thought you knew him well. But even after all this time, and after learning so much about him, you knew almost nothing about his home life.
Wanting to know more, you ask, “what’s his name?”
You turn your head to find him with his phone pressed to his ear.
“Hey, can you put Koichi on? Yeah, thanks.”
You turn back and focus on setting up his futon in the middle of the living room, but you can’t help overhearing his phone call since he’s only standing in the doorway.
“Hey, kid. I know I was supposed to be home before it got dark, but… no, playing in the snow is going to have to wait until tomorrow… I know I promised, but I have to stay here - no, the roads aren’t safe to drive…”
You find yourself feeling very curious about what Akaashi’s brother is like, what their relationship is like; you just want to sit and talk to him about his life and family, learning everything about him. But you’re sure he’d feel uncomfortable with that. It’d probably feel more like an interrogation to him.
It does seem unfair though. He knew virtually everything about you and your family. Would you have to become his handyman in order to learn more about him?
“Hey, you didn’t have to do all that for me.”
You look up and see he’s now back in the living room with you, phone call completed. You were already done setting up his futon as well as spreading out the bedspread.
“It’s fine!” you say. “I’ll get you an extra blanket, too.”
“Thanks, Y/N.”
“No problem, Keiji.”
You get the blanket for him and decide to turn in early, heading back up to your room with a cheerful ‘good night’.
When you wake up, the first thing you think is how cold you are. It’s unbearable; you curl your limbs into your body, pull your blanket up to your chin, but it’s no use. It feels like the blanket is only making you colder.
You open your eyes to check the time; you expect to see the sun shining through your window, but it’s still dark out. You click your phone on and are surprised to find that it’s only 1 am - and also that your phone isn’t charging, even though it’s plugged in.
You switch your bedside lamp on: nothing.
“Huh.”
The snow must have knocked the power out. That would explain your room’s temperature.
There’s no way you can fall asleep in your cold bedroom, so using your phone as a flashlight, you make your way to the living room, with thoughts of the fireplace and a certain boy and the warmth both of them can offer.
You’re excited to see Akaashi already has a fire burning in the fireplace, and he’s sat up in the futon, the hood of his hoodie pulled up over his head.
“Keiji,” you whisper before sitting next to him. “I need warmth!”
“You’re in the right place, then.”
You sit down next to him in front of the fireplace, sitting much closer to him than you first intended.
“You’re shivering,” he says with a laugh, pushing his hood down. “Are you really that cold?”
You nod, pulling your knees up to your chest and hugging them close.
“Here,” Akaashi says, pulling his hoodie off and handing it to you. “It’s warm.”
“Won’t you be cold?” you ask, pulling the sweatshirt on. You immediately feel warmer, and the scent of Akaashi’s cologne quickly takes over your senses.
He shakes his head. “Not if I’m under a blanket,” he says as he scoots up, getting under the two large blankets. “Do you want to lay down with me?”
Instead of answering, you just crawl over to him. He holds the blanket up for you, inviting you under, and you gratefully accept.
“Do you feel better?” Akaashi asks after you get comfortable.
“I’m so warm,” you say, almost in disbelief. You open your eyes and give him a wide, content smile. “Are you warm?”
He nods. You’re sharing a pillow; his face is quite close to yours. But not uncomfortably close. You like laying next to him like this.
“…are you still worried about your brother?”
“A little,” he says with an awkward laugh. “He wanted to play in the snow together.”
“He’ll be okay, I’m sure,” you say before yawning. “I didn’t know you even had a brother. Does he look like you?”
Akaashi smiles. “Basically identical.”
“I’d love to meet him.”
Your eyes are closed now, and you can feel yourself falling asleep, but you try to hold it back.
“I’d like that,” Akaashi replies, and his voice is much quieter than it was before.
He closes his eyes too, but he’s nowhere near falling asleep. He isn’t even tired. How could he manage to fall asleep while you’re laying right next to him?
So he opens his eyes again, and lets himself look at you. The fire lights up the room with an orange glow, gently cascading on your face. And he’s gone; his heart is beating fast, he’s smiling for no reason, his entire body feels warm - and he’s sure it isn’t because of the fire.
He wants you to wake up. He wants you to look at him like he’s looking at you. He wants to keep talking to you, to tell you everything about himself.
But at the same time, he loves how peaceful you look. He never thought he’d get the chance to see you sleeping - and he kind of feels like a creep for watching you, but he figures that just this once, it’s okay. After all, you did crawl into bed beside him.
You snuggle into the pillow and your hair falls into your face, and Akaashi takes a chance and brushes it away. His touch is soft, he’s sure, but when he pulls his hand away your eyes slowly open.
“Are you cold?”
He shakes his head, but you scoot closer to him anyway.
“I can keep you warm,” you say softly, wrapping your arm around his waist and pressing your face against the top of his chest. “I haven’t cuddled in so long…”
“Me neither,” he replies. He’s trying to relax, because he’s sure you can feel how tense he is.
“Then we should cuddle more often.”
“Yeah?”
“Mhm.”
He swears he’s going to pass out, because he’s holding his breath and his heart is beating so fast and his mind is racing.
He’s not sure if this is appropriate - in fact, he knows it isn’t. He feels dizzy just thinking about what your father - his boss - would say if he knew the two of you were here in each other’s arms.
But maybe that doesn’t matter for now, and maybe he could get away with doing this just once.
So he relaxes and he breathes and he closes his eyes, but he doesn’t fall asleep for a while - he has to keep an eye on the fireplace, anyway. He lays there with your body pressed against his, your arms wrapped around him, for what’s probably hours. And he’s never felt more comfortable.
—
Even though it wasn’t his intention, cuddling together turns out to be more than a one-time thing.
For the rest of the winter you made a habit of inviting him to your room, always to keep you warm. And he never really had any complaints until the day you expressed that you want to do more with him.
It was overwhelming. So much so that after you had that conversation with him, he had to avoid you. It was hard to avoid someone who lived in the house he worked in, though, so his attempts were unsuccessful.
One day he’s in the kitchen washing his hands when you come into the room and pull him out into the hall.
“What’s up?” he asks as you lead him around the corner, holding his hand behind you. “I’m not done working -”
You stop and turn to him, leaning against the wall behind you. You pull him closer and take a deep breath, remembering the conversation the two of you had a few days ago, when you expressed your feelings and told him how badly you wanted to be closer to him - and when he told you he feels the same way.
“You already know.”
He tries his best to hold back his reaction. He knows what you mean. But still, he shakes his head.
“I want you to… kiss me.”
He’s avoiding eye contact with you now, and you squeeze his hand. He doesn’t squeeze back.
“What?”
“Don’t you want to?” you ask. He doesn’t reply. “Keiji…”
For the first time that evening, he looks at you in the eye. “Don’t… say my name like that.”
“Why not?”
Blue eyes bore into yours. You know he’s trying hard to keep that exasperated look on his face. You’re trying hard to swallow the lump forming in your throat. Had he lied when he said he wanted you too?
“Keiji… you said you want to.”
His eyes close, his hand squeezes yours tight.
“I can’t,” he says, shaking his head. “If your parents found out -”
“No one has to know.”
“They’ll know,” he replies.
“One kiss,” you say, looking at his lips. The curiosity was eating away at you now. “It’s harmless.”
Akaashi knows that isn’t true. And if you genuinely believe that then his feelings are already hurt. Because this isn’t harmless - especially if it really is just one kiss.
You’d spent the last few months being forbidden fucking fruit - one taste wouldn’t be enough for him. He knows that. You should too.
So he shakes his head again, letting out a breath that sounds like a groan, and he keeps his eyes squeezed shut so he doesn’t have to look at your tantalizing lips again.
“I… I can’t.”
Being rejected isn’t something you expected to happen. So you look down to your feet. You drop Akaashi’s hand. After getting used to your touch, he misses the feeling already.
“Okay…” you reply. It’s hard to speak to him now, knowing that he didn’t mean what he said before, and you’re embarrassed.
You know your next words will sound pathetic, but you can’t hold them back. “If you… change your mind, you know where to find me, I guess.”
And then you walk away, knowing both of you would regret your actions that day.
—
After that, the two of you were back to square one. You remember feeling as if the last few months hadn’t even happened - you stopped talking, you stopped cuddling, you even stopped looking at each other.
It was hard for both of you. Akaashi was convinced that after he rejected you, you started purposefully walking around the house scantily clad even more than before. It’d been two weeks since then, and it was driving him fucking crazy.
He could deal with it, though.
That day, however - that day was the last straw.
He’d walked into your house - at this point, your parents had told him to just let himself in. And the sight he walked in on was something he’d never get out of his head.
You were on the couch…and you weren’t alone. You were lying with someone else on top of you, your lips attached to his. To make it worse, it was a guy Akaashi was sure he recognized from his high school volleyball days.
It was like walking in on a car crash. His heart sank into his stomach, it felt like he was going to throw up, he couldn’t breathe. He wanted to pull his hair out, he wanted to yell, to cry. But all he could think to do was run out. He forgot about the job he was meant to be doing today.
And then he sat alone in his car for awhile.
He hoped you got what you wanted - because he wasn’t sure he’d ever be able to walk into that house again.
—
“Long time no see,” you mumble when you walk into the kitchen. You see him stiffen at the sound of your voice.
Akaashi had taken a two week “vacation”, according to your dad, but you knew the real reason he’d stayed away.
“Wonder why,” he replies, his sarcastic tone matching yours. He definitely wasn’t happy to be speaking to you.
“Yeah,” you say. “I wonder.”
Akaashi can’t take it anymore. Not only is your tone absolutely unbearable, but the way you’d been treating him - even before he caught you with another guy - was nothing but disrespectful.
“Do you get off on hurting my feelings or something?”
“What -”
“You know what you’re doing. Don’t act innocent.”
He turns to look at you, clearly feeling confident. You don’t feel the same.
“I didn’t mean for you to walk in…”
“We both know that’s bullshit -”
“No it isn’t.”
After a beat of silence, Akaashi asks a question that he’s been dying to ask for two weeks now. “What, is he your boyfriend or something?”
“No.”
The truth is you did hate yourself for being caught like that, if only because you were sorry it hurt Akaashi to see it.
“You don’t want to kiss me. But he did. So I kissed him.”
That had been a bad choice - you knew it the moment you invited the boy over. It wasn’t helpful to anyone, particularly the guy whom you had no feelings for.
“And I don’t understand why you’re so upset when you never wanted me in the first place -”
“I wanted to kiss you!”
“Then why didn’t you?!” You know you shouldn’t raise your voice, but Akaashi doesn’t seem fazed by it.
“Because I could lose my job! And I wouldn’t be able to stop myself - it wouldn’t just be one kiss, but you don’t - you don’t understand that!”
You take a while to reply. Akaashi takes that chance to look away from you, to run a hand through his hair, to realize what the fuck he just said.
“What if I don’t want you to stop?”
“Don’t say that.”
“I still want to kiss you, Keiji!” you say loudly, glad your parents are at work. “Even after you rejected me - and you can do it again! I don’t care!”
Then kiss me - he’s so close to saying it. But he can’t open his mouth.
“I’m going to my room. Go do your work -”
“Wait -”
You stop in your tracks and wait for him to continue.
“If I lose my job for this -”
“You won’t.”
He walks closer to you, ignoring what you said. “If I lose my job for this, you’re buying my brother’s birthday presents.”
“You aren’t going to get fired, unless you’re a bad kisser and I make my dad fire you so I never have to see you again.”
He rolls his eyes. “Do you want me to kiss you or not?”
You don’t bother replying, because Akaashi puts his hands on each side of your face. He pulls you close, but he goes slow, as if he’s working up the courage to do it.
“Is this your first kiss?”
“Shut up.”
And then he kisses you - it’s sweet and soft and gentle, and while you expected all of those things, fireworks don’t fly like you thought they would. You don’t feel sparks of electricity across your whole body. Maybe it’s because it’s not rushed, or because it isn’t spontaneous.
But the way his hands are holding your face feel perfect. His thumb grazes your skin carefully, and his hands are gentle despite being rough and worn from countless hours of hard work.
It doesn’t last very long; he pulls away before you can even move your lips much. And when you open your eyes, his are still closed - and he’s smiling so wide.
You know kissing is supposed to lead to more, in fact you assumed you’d be taking each other’s clothes off by now, but all you really want to do is cuddle with him for a while.
“When will you be done working?”
“I don’t know, why?”
“Because I want to take a nap.”
“We can take a nap,” he laughs.
“And I want to kiss you more.”
He nods. “I’ll kiss you more. As much as you want.”
—
You think back on the period that followed with great affection, the blessed honeymoon phase. As spring approached and the weather started to get warmer, your relationship with Akaashi blossomed along with the wild daffodils in your backyard. Even though he was nervous about your parents finding out, requesting that you keep your relationship status a secret so he wouldn’t risk losing his job, you both felt very happy with how things were going. You were comfortable with him, and he absolutely adored you.
When you informed him of your love of spring flowers he demanded you help plant some in the flowerbeds. He told you he’d plant whatever you wanted, even taking you to a flower shop so you could pick them out.
You decided on red marigolds. Akaashi planted the seeds with tender care, and you made sure to water them on the days he wasn’t working.
The two of you bonded over waiting for the flowers to bloom - you were impatient, and Akaashi was worried they wouldn’t grow.
But they did - the two of you were over the moon when they sprouted, you remember fondly, sitting on the edge of the porch with him, both looking at the flowerbed.
“I’m so excited for them to bloom,” you say.
“Me too.”
You turn your head and look at Akaashi. He gives you a small smile, and you feel your heart speed up just looking at him. He’s so cute that it hurts, but you can’t even look away from him.
But you have to; you look around, making sure no one just so happens to be looking, and then you quickly steal a kiss from him.
“What was that for?” he asks.
You shrug. “You just look cute, that’s all.”
Akaashi looks around in the same way you had, before kissing you again quickly.
“Right back at you,” he replies, before letting his hand rest on yours.
You lean your head against his shoulder and smile wide as he presses a kiss to the top of your head. You flip your hand over so you could lock your fingers together.
Akaashi feels something he’d never felt before, not with anyone else or even with you, until right now. He’s so comforted by you; this moment is cozy and relaxed and tranquil and every other word like that he can think of. He wants to be with you, right there, for as long as he can.
He squeezes your hand. He wants more of this - more of you.
“Y/N,” he says quietly, and you pull back to look up at him.
He smiles again before ducking down to kiss you one more time. This one lasts longer, he kisses you hard and makes the most out of the short time before he has to pull away.
He doesn’t want to pull away at all, but he’s glad he did - because the door behind you opens right then.
“Keiji, I’m glad I caught you before you left -”
Your mom is none the wiser, or at least it seems so. Akaashi pulls away from you quickly, praying she didn’t see anything.
“We’re having a little neighborhood get-together tomorrow here at noon, and I thought it’d be fun for you to come!”
He nods, looking back at her. “Sure, I’ll be there.”
“Great! Oh and Y/N, the neighbor’s son is home for spring break and we’ve invited him too. You’ll have to wear something nice.”
You nod in response and Akaashi stands. “Well, I’ll see you guys tomorrow. I better get going.”
With that he walks to his car, and you stand to face your mom.
“What were you two doing?” she asks.
You shrug. “Just talking.”
“He’s a nice boy,” she says with a knowing smile. “But, you know, the Kindaichi’s son has been away at university at Cornell. You know, your father’s old alma mater. And he’s on the road to joining your father’s company.”
“That’s nice,” you hum, trying your best to avoid the conversation altogether.
“I’m just saying, that’s the kind of man your father and I want for you. So we think you should give Yutaro a chance, okay?”
You simply nod along as she speaks, trying not to blow your cover and expose your and Akaashi’s relationship. This appears to be good enough for her as she retreats back inside soon after, leaving you to ponder.
You aren’t thinking about your future or what kind of man you want for yourself right now. At this point, the only thing you know is that you want to date Akaashi - even if your parents don’t approve. Their opinion of Akaashi isn’t really clear to you, but what you do know is that in some way, they judge his home life.
He doesn’t share much of it with you, but you know his life isn’t easy. He doesn’t have much, and everything he does have is the product of hard work. He definitely isn’t away at a prestigious school and there would be no well-paying suit-and-tie job waiting for him in a few years, either, no handy contacts to help slide him into a junior partner position at a family friend’s company.
But do those facts make him less desirable than someone with more money in their pockets?
You know your parents have good intentions, they mean well, they only ever wanted the best for you. But to you, the best has never meant smart or rich - the best always meant down to earth, caring, personable, supportive and encouraging. Akaashi is all of that plus more.
Even so, you know you have to put on a show for your parents’ sake - or rather, for Akaashi’s sake.
And the next day, that’s exactly what you do.
You aren’t able to talk to Akaashi much at the party because your parents are too busy basically trying to sell you to the Kindaichi’s, but after about an hour or so you’re able to get away from them. You grab Akaashi and make a break for it, trying your best not to get spotted.
You bring Akaashi around to the front porch and sit in the same places you sat the day before.
“This is the worst,” you say, covering your face with both hands.
“At least you look nice.”
You sigh. “Mom forced me to wear this dress. Apparently red is Cornell’s school color or something.”
“He really goes to Cornell?”
“Yeah. And it definitely shows in his bland as fuck personality.”
Akaashi nods. “Are you considering…”
“What do you mean?” You look over at him. “Not in a million years. I don’t care how much money he has.”
“Your parents seem to like him, though.”
“Well, we both know who I like. And he doesn’t go to Cornell. And I’m going to tell them that.”
“You’re what?”
“Y/N - there you are, I’ve been looking all over. Aren’t you going to tell Yutaro goodbye?”
You turn and look at your dad. “Do I have to?”
“You need to make a good first impression -”
“Okay, I’ll be there in a minute.”
When your dad reluctantly walks away, Akaashi grabs your arm.
“You can’t tell them -”
“Why not? You’re great at what you do, if they fire you then you can get a job almost anywhere else - and if they don’t approve, I don’t care.”
“Y/N -”
“Keiji, I want to take us more seriously.”
Akaashi closes his eyes and shakes his head. And you don’t want to stress him out with this - you know he already has a lot going on.
But if he doesn’t want to tell them now, will he ever? Will he choose to keep your relationship a secret forever? And will you always have to settle for it?
You don’t know - nor do you really have the time to think about it right now.
“Okay. Sorry. I won’t tell them anything.”
With that, you get up and go back to the backyard where your parents are waiting expectantly. Akaashi isn’t far behind you.
He’d been feeling awkward the entire party. And having to watch you, dressed up nicely for another guy, faking interest and forcing smiles - it just makes him feel shit, especially because if he could just get over his fears of judgement then you wouldn’t have to deal with this stupid charade.
But he also has to admit to an even more powerful emotion: he’s jealous. He realizes that he wants to be the guy your parents are rooting for, he wants to be the one they believe could take care of their daughter, he wants to be the one you dress up for. But he doesn’t even know if his community college had school colors. And he does know that your parents would never accept him as a match for their daughter.
But he’ll be damned if he’s gonna lose you to some goofy-looking guy whose most interesting characteristic is that they go to a prestigious school - and just watching the boy awkwardly trying to touch your shoulder pisses him off. Can’t he see you shying away?
‘Cornell’ tries again; Akaashi sees you flinch.
That does it.
“It’d be a nice day for a drive, don’t you think?” he hears as he approaches you both.
“…yeah, sure,” you reply, brushing your hair behind your ear. You aren’t even making eye contact with the guy - Ivy League apparently isn’t smart enough to take the hint.
Once he’s close enough, Akaashi puts his hand on the small of your back. “Hey, Y/N.”
You send him a grateful look for the interruption, but the guy in front of you only looks annoyed.
“Excuse me - who are you? I don’t think we were introduced.”
The guy’s fake politeness only added fuel to the fire.
“Akaashi.”
“You can call me Kindaichi - or Yutaro.”
He holds his hand out, and Akaashi doesn’t shake it.
“Look, no offense, but I don’t think my girlfriend is all that interested. Try not being so oblivious.”
With that, he takes your hand and leads you away over to the empty patio.
“Were you jealous, Keiji?”
“Shut up.”
“Just admit it!” you laugh.
He rolls his eyes and refuses to admit anything - even though he knows you’re right.
You tug on his hand; he turns and looks at you slowly. You see the exhilaration mixed with anxiety in his eyes. It matches what you feel in your heart.
“That’s the first person we’ve told about our relationship, by the way.”
–
Later that night, Akaashi texts you and tells you he’s done keeping things secret - he’s ready to be more serious about the relationship, too. You agree to tell your parents the next morning.
Akaashi proceeds to demand that you call him when you’re finished with the conversation; when you do finally call him, he spends at least two minutes anxiously asking questions - you can’t get a word in.
“…are they disappointed? Do they want you to date someone better? With more money? Shit - do I even still have a job?”
“Do you want an answer, or do you just want to keep asking questions?”
His answer is a sigh, and there’s a long silence before you tell him how things went.
“…you know they already knew?”
“They… what?”
“We didn’t do a good job at hiding things, apparently,” you laugh. “And they both talked it over last night, and they agree you’re probably better for me than anyone else.”
“You mean I was worried for nothing?”
“Yeah, babe. Oh, also, dad says you have a lot of yard work to do Thursday, so you should get here early.”
“Sure.”
“Wait - get here extra early, and we can have breakfast together.”
He snorts. “By early, you mean noon, right? I know you like getting your sleep -”
“Shut up!”
—
That Thursday, you wait impatiently for your boyfriend to arrive - you stand at the door to keep a look-out for him. When you see his car pull into your driveway, you quickly run outside.
“Keiji, they bloomed!”
“The flowers we planted?”
“Yeah, come on, you have to see them!”
You pull him around the house to the flowerbeds, where dozens of red and orange marigolds are freshly bloomed.
“You were worried about them for nothing,” you say. “Growing flowers is easy.”
“We all know I worry too much, you don’t have to bring it up anymore.”
His words make both of you laugh, and you stand there together looking at the flowers for a while.
“Aren’t they pretty?”
“They are,” he replies. Standing behind you, he wraps his arms around you, resting his chin on your shoulder so he can still see the flowers.
“What should we plant next year?”
“Hm… something bigger. A bush, maybe?”
You nod in agreement before leading him back inside to have breakfast - your parents will be joining you, after which he’ll get on with his chores for the day. He’s surprised at how comfortable he feels around your parents, how nothing feels different. He was worried for nothing - he’d have to remember to stop worrying so much.
But next year, when the two of you plant rose bushes, he can’t stop worrying about whether they’d bloom or not - they took a while, much longer than the marigolds. But all that worrying was worth it for the day he came over to find you sat on the porch, holding a red rose.
“I think all your worrying helps them grow.”
With a sigh and a roll of his eyes he replies, “I think you’re right. For once, anyways.”
He decides marigolds are easier, though. And that’s what you’d go with from now on.
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