#some of these are definitely nsft (not safe for tumblr) but whatever
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HI I'm in love with you, you top books rec please?
all my favourites can be found on my ever-expanding favourites shelf on Goodreads! however, to narrow it down a little, my favourites so far this year:
House of Leaves by Mark Z Danielewski
The Bang-Bang Club by Greg Marinovich and Joao Silva*
My War Gone By, I Miss It So by Anthony Loyd*
Into Thin Air by Jon Krakauer*
Wyrd and Other Derelictions by Adam Nevill
The Five: The Untold Lives of the Women Killed by Jack the Ripper by Hallie Rubenhold*
and some constant go-tos:
IT by Stephen King
The Secret History by Donna Tartt
The Little Stranger by Sarah Waters
We Need To Talk About Kevin by Lionel Shriver
The Fisherman by John Langan
Eureka Street by Robert McLiam Wilson
Starve Acre by Andrew Michael Hurley
The Lies of Locke Lamora by Scott Lynch
Into the Wild by Jon Krakauer*
(* denotes non-fiction)
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One thing I've always wanted since I got into hypnosis in middle school is to be hypnotized to see myself as some sort of furry creature (and as of 2020, to see myself as my fursona, my dragon!). And while I don't see that happening for me anytime soon, one way I like to live that dream vicariously is through some of my subjects.
There's a decent amount of subjects out there who have imposition/phantom touch so it's always lovely to give them attention, pets, cuddles, all that stuff. Sometimes I'll have them feel me purr. But there are a few subjects out there who are able to not only feel but see things with hypnosis too, and that's where I have the most fun, because I'll just have them see my fursona like I'm right there!
She looks like this, by the way:
Gosh, the sheer amount of things I do with those kind of subjects, I wouldn't be able to list them all. But definitely lots of cuddles, wrapping them up in my tail, having them feel me purr against them, telling them about my lavender scent and how calming it is. With one subject, I'll often snuggle with him while we're vibing in a call, sit on his lap or have him sit on mine. Haha, there was a time where he was having trouble going to bed consistently so I'd have my dragon self drag him to bed at a certain time each night (and I still do it once in a while when he's stubborn). I like to joke about the fact that my sona's basically a big cat inside of a dragon's body so sometimes I'll lick the top of people's heads like I'm a momma cat. I've been experimenting with biting and choking people with my tail as well. Lotta paw worshipping. Like a loooott lol. Spiral eyes as well, and lately I've given my sona a lavender mist she can breathe out that's super hypnotic. It's great honestly. Oh and lots of more not-safe-for-Tumblr stuff as well, you can bet haha.
It's also honestly helped a lot with my gender expression! It took me a while to come up with the form I express myself as now, but I was able to experiment a lot because a couple of close subjects were able to see my sona in whatever way I wanted present her as! Idk if it'd be a good idea to post the NSFT ref sheet on here but she's a gynomorph, I believe? Think a male body but with breasts, and you can use whatever the term for that is.
I am like suuuper jealous of those friends who are able to see my ideal self so easily, haha, but at the same time it's really nice because they talk about how calming it is for them and it helps them feel a lot happier. (and if they don't outright say it, I can definitely see it!)
but yeah, I just wanted to put that out there into the wild, it's pretty cool. :3
#hypnosis#ramblings#hypnotic hallucinations#furry#sfw furry#furry oc#imposition#phantom touch illusion#dragon#uhhh what else#hmmm#hope you have a good day ^w^
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this is kinda random but i'm ace-spec (just like you lol) and i really like dtqk (gnf in particular) but i feel like being ace-spec affects my ability to enjoy being on dtblr and dttwt. i have a big inferiority complex when it comes to being ace-spec and when i see other people (mainly other women my age) thirsting after ccs and making nsfw comments about them it always makes me uncomfortable bc i don't experience attraction in that way. i basically feel like an outcast in a community i would otherwise really enjoy. i was wondering if you maybe have some advice about how to stop feeling this way? i really want to feel more comfortable on dtblr and i want to believe that being ace-spec doesn't make me inferior to other women, but i don't know how
Oh my dear anon 🫂
I definitely get what you mean. I also have inferiority complex but not because of my asexuality. But a lot of comments being made in this fandom also make me uncomfortable.
I think there is a few things you need to remember. Firstly, your asexuality, in whatever flavour or form it is, is absolutely valid. I know it's not always easy to feel proud of it but I would recommend you maybe meeting more asexual people? Getting more into aspec spaces? I feel safe and comfortable the way I am because of my friends who are also aspec and are always encouraging. You can also check ace positivity posts here on tumblr (@/bloggingboutburgers is a blog i recommend!).
And when it comes to dteam spaces. Please think about it like that, we like those guys because of so many other valuable things other than their looks. I sometimes feel like we can appreciate them more because we are not distracted by being attracted to them. Idk how you feel, but I find them all incredibly aesthetically attractive and I feel strong cuteness agression to them. But still when I see some crude jokes and descriptions, i blink slowly and think I much prefer being asexual aldkjfjfkfldl Definitely don't feel worse because of it. It's just different.
Also I would recommend blocking tags like #nsft (not safe for tumblr). I have also most x reader tags blocked, you can also block some words from posts that you might find disturbing.
And the last resort in my opinion: unfollow people who make you feel weird. No hard feelings, you are just taking care of yourself and curating your tumblr experience is important. I can also recommend some of my dtbrl mutuals who I know are also aspec: @/toxicsapolo @/yellowaxolotl @/709-404 there are probably more I don't know of from the top of my head!
Remember you are not an outcast. There is so many of us. We are just not as loud. But we are just as valid :]
#also im not a woman so idk maybe its different aldjfjfkkffl#hope i could've help somehow#doggie answers
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Hi all my new followers!
I’m glad you liked my posts and such enough to follow me!
However, I should let you guys know some things now so you don’t find out later:
*My blog is not spoiler free, however I do tag spoilers with #bnha spoilers
**For the most part, I don’t really give that much of a shit about things cuz I’m here for a good time, ya feel//
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If you follow me and see something you don’t want to see, do Not come after me for it. This is my blog and I can post whatever I want on it. Do your own due diligence and make sure the blogs you’re following are the types you want to be following.
I ship Tododeku and Kiribaku as otp’s. I’m also into multishipping, polyshipping, and dekubowl
This is a multifandom blog with heroaca as a mainstay.
In this house we believe in ship and let ship
In this house we respect and love Bakugo Katsuki
Horikoshi Sensei can do what he wants with his story
In this house we do NOT tolerate hate, negativity, antis, or other such nonsense
DABI IS A TODOROKI FITE ME (lol) (LMAOOO SEE WE FUCKIN TOLD YOUUUU)
Bakudeku is valid, I don’t ship it, but I see the appeal, y'all good, lot of great content comes out of the bakudeku side of the fandom
Discourse? Not valid, keep it away from me. I do not want.
Politics? This ma fun blog, I don’t want it here. Although any kind of ’-phobe’ can fuck off. (I’mma add to this tho, because my conscience is weighing on me - Fuck Nazis, Fuck Supremacists, Fuck Discrimination)
Attacking other people? Definitely not valid. Keep that shit off here.
I support OTW and Ao3
I reblog and tag ‘NS/FW’. Do I draw it? No. But only because I’m not interested in drawing it, I could if I wanted to, though. I don’t have a problem with nu/de figures either since the body isn’t inherently sex/ual, but again I haven’t really drawn or uploaded that kind of content. I could if I wanted to. The most I’ve done so far is some very tame implied stuff, but that’s about it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ((Most classically trained artists will feel and tell you the same.))
Anything of this nature on my blog will be tagged as NSFT (Not Safe For Tumblr).
I’m not here to cater to people, I’m out here doing what I do for me. Do not expect me to cater to you, I am a person living my own life. Other people’s entitlement can get bent. I owe no one anything.
I do not allow reposts of my content, under any circumstances.
I’m a dumbass smartmouthed binch that yells a lot and can’t type //yeet//
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Like I said, I’m letting y’all know now, so if you don’t like or don’t agree with anything I’ve said, you can hit that unfollow button with no hard feelings. You can block me, blacklist me, that’s all fine too. Just don’t go throwing any negativity my way and we’ll be golden.
I hope you guys don’t take this like I’m aggressive or whatnot, I just don’t want negativity here. And I don’t want anything that can’t be more easily resolved with a simple block and blacklist.
Tbh, I always feel nervous sending a post like this out because I feel like someone isn’t gonna like how I worded something or that I didn’t mention something specific. Like can you chill? You don’t know my story. You don’t know my traumas, my triggers, etc.
You can bet I’m not coming after you just because I disagree with you, so I expect the same treatment. But don’t take that as me not being willing to defend myself, because as friendly and courteous as I am, I’ve never said I was nice, and I am fully willing to prove that.
I don’t make this kind of post lightly, but if I don’t make my stances known, at least somewhat, then I’m going to have people I don’t want on my blog, and people who don’t want me, on my blog (for some reason?), and I don’t want that.
Sorry for bringing down the mood guys, I don’t posts things like this often, I just had to get them off my chest.
(on a related note, no one has sent me anything negative, at least nothing that’s hurt me in any significant way. I’m just a cautious person is all)
*I may update this in the future depending on necessity.
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