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incorrectseijouquotes · 5 months

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m...mtshn yuri.....

#matsuhana #im having so many thoughts #and some of them are r18 #makki riding on mattsuns thigh.....#makki being quite vocal and v whiney #mattsuns quiet for the most part but overall rlly breathy and a lot of soft wimpering (when makki is dom)#mattsun is a fucking tease #so much brain rot rn for this holy shit

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teeheefatty · 29 days

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Did you guys know that in the original concept of rdr2 Charles Smith had a wife?

Her name was teeheefatty and she looked exactly like me but she was cut from the game because she was too good of a character…

PLEASE OMG I LOVE CHARLES SMITH I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM AND HIS STUPID FACE BAGSGEJBEHESB 🥰😊

#giggles #teehee #guys please #holy shit #I’m actually suffering from Charles Smith brain rot rn #I love him #so much #like #5 minutes of your time please #I will treat him right #as he deserves #charles smith #my baby

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ratedfleur · 5 months

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hi ohmygee i have this brain rot idea about gyuvin that’s been in my head for DAYS and i have to get it out!!

so you’re older than gyuvin and he’s so in love with you and constantly tries to win you over but you’re stubborn bc that’s your older brothers best friend (maybe the older brother is jiwoong??)

but one day gyuvin gets tired of hearing you complain about no good dates and how you’re on a sex dry rn and finally makes a move on you, and you cave!!

and the sex is so mind blowing like holy moly? who knew this lanky tall boy could be so talented in bed? and he’s so loving and caring but also so rough, teasing you how you could’ve been fucked like this forever ago if you’d stop being so oblivious.

he definitely uses the fact that he’s taller and bigger than you to his advantage (i’m a firm believer in gyu having a size kink and strength kink), manhandling you around and relishing in the way you just take it. praises you so much and tells you how beautiful you are.

yeah i’m down bad for this man😵‍💫

honestly i love your brain because i love it when gyuvin is paired with an older y/n?!

the sex with gyu is indeed 🤯 because he’d have you in his hands in just a snap, you’d be so pliant in his hands because he knows how to please you in ways that you didn’t even know existed.

“mommy, you’re so tight for me. this pussy is all mine, all mine for me to keep and fuck, wouldn’t keep this pussy dry ‘cause i’m gonna fuck you full with my cum.” gyuvin moaned from behind you as he fucked you, pushing your upper body down onto the bed as he hoisted your hips up.

you cried from underneath him, staining his pristine bedsheets with your tears and drool as he fucked you into ecstasy.

“gyu, just like that! oh shit shit shit!” you cursed as gyuvin kept plowing into you, his huge thumb rubbing your clit.

“just like this huh? i could only fuck you this way, nobody else can make you cry like this.” gyuvin chuckled as you nodded in response, “only you could make me feel good! ugh please vin-ah, wan’ your cum inside!” you cried once more before gyuvin thrusted into you, hips slamming hard against yours.

“so fucking good, keep clenching on me like that— fuck, mommy!” gyuvin gasped when you did clench around him, chest heaving with an unsteady breath as your pussy pulsed around his dick.

then he’d decide to switch positions, he’d abruptly pull out and before you could even complain, gyuvin would flip you on your back and he’d slip in as if nothing even happened.

gyuvin would resume his thrusts, plowing into you harder. “look at you mommy, i could see me through your stomach.” gyuvin cooed as he saw your tummy bulging every time he pushed into you.

he wouldn’t be able to resist and he’d lie his hand flat on your stomach and thrust repeatedly in a steady hard rhythm, feeling himself poke through your stomach.

you looked down and immediately you’re crying, you’re sobbing as gyuvin fucked you with an even faster pace.

gyuvin cooed and wiped your tears away with his free hand, “don’t cry mommy.” he says with a gentle smile that contradicts with his monstrous dick and pace.

he would have you cumming on his dick in no time, squirming around underneath him as he fucked you through your orgasm, now chasing his own.

“gonna fill you up with my cum, yeah? keep you all warm and swollen from it? gonna be pretty all swollen from my cum, mommy. just wanna make you a real mommy..” gyuvin muttered as his hips stuttered when he started coming inside of you, quite literally filling you up with his cum and making your tummy swell with the amount of cum he released inside of you.

#mikha’s asks.#zb1 #zerobaseone #zb1 gyuvin #zb1 smut #zb1 imagines #zb1 scenarios #zb1 hard hours #zb1 x reader #gyuvin smut #kpop smut #kpop hard hours

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moodywyrm · 1 year

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Hey idk if ur still taking requests but if u aren't heres one to keep if u wanna use it.

A plus size reader being too scared to wear Abbys clothes bc they think they wont fit and get worried that they might ruin them somehow bc they think theyre "Too big"

so when Abby finds out about this shes like "🤨And who tf told u that?" but in like a more sweet way

then it ends up with the reader wearing one of Abbys sweatshirts, being held up by said bby girl Abby, whomst is fucking the reader with her strap.

god i am feral my Abby brain rot is through the roof rn and u are feeding it so thank u

hi honey! I don't really take requests, I just write for whichever asks make my brain go brrrr. this one does!

I wrote something similar to this a few days ago here, but without the smut. however. I do think abby would go Wild when u wear her clothes, especially after going through all of that to assure you that her clothes fit and she wants you to wear them!

so I imagine that one day she comes home from practice and sees you on the couch in pretty lil panties and one of her hoodies, laying down so that the sweater rides up and shows ur tummy AND the panties. and ur just hanging out, not thinking much of it, but abby is going fucking feral. so she marches over to you and ur like hi baby!!! and she just kneels on the couch, curving over you and ur like??? what happened to hello?? hi?? how are you??? but you can't say anything bc she's pressing a kiss to your lips, groping at ur tummy and pulling at ur panties. n ur grappling at her, soaking through ur panties bc she wants you and its so obvious and, as small as that may feel to others, it feels fucking revolutionary to you. so you're pulling at her practice jersey, throwing it across the room n clawing at her back.

n she pulls away from the kiss, panting above you, looking you up and down and just going "holy shit baby, you look so fucking good in my clothes" before going down n pulling your panties off, diving face first into your cunt and licking at you. she's making direct eye contact with you, eating you out like a woman-starved, in love with the way her hoodie is pushed up over your tits. she spends the next hour (or two) fucking you on the couch, licking up each orgasm you give her <3

#anon #abby anderson #abby anderson x reader #abby anderson x reader smut #abby anderson smut

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craacked-splatters · 4 months

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"I know"

"Do u want to see what I added today?"

"Sure buddy"

(insane rambling below!)

Scrapbooks! Scrapbooks! Hell yeah!!

Hello to the 5 ppl seeing this👋 Ima be real Im running on 7 hours of sleep after 5day grind brain mushy rn and I scribbled everything maniacally by memory at 3am after having one of those revelation moments so I have no idea what I'm missing lmao. This is actually the first time drawing them like this 2. Really proud of it

and B4 u ask anything hear me out.

So like tmnt2012 mutant apocalypse am I right?

Yeah it's flawed and pacings off and stuff BUT! The implications it left behind are haunting and it has been stuck in my brain for years. One of the things that stuck with me was the fact that Raph and Don had stuff like April's tessen, Mikey's stuffed bear head, The Creeps containment jar, and Casey's skull(horrifying btw) with them and that it's like :((

I fully believe it was Donnie who collected and carried them everywhere in their car. Not only for Raph(to help with this memory)but also for himself.

Why? Well maybe I'm reading 2 much into it and it's also partly a HC of mine but also bc canonically Donnie has a bit of a hoarding habit collecting trinkets and pictures and stuff. He likes to keep things around that hold a lot of significant value to him.

We see this in The Creeping Doom during the intro

AND I swear he's got a literal wall of family photos in his lab somewhere I can't for the life of me find it but I know he did! He even took some to the farmhouse with him when they escaped during the invasion.

They're memories yk? Reminders..

Ok im having difficulty expressing this shit rn words r failing so like give me ur brain 4 a sec.

Imagine ur donbot.

You're stuck in a cold metal limbo for the rest of ur last remaining family members life. Everything and everyone you knew and cared about is dead and gone. Over thousands of species and ecosystems that made ur world unique wiped out. No more animals no more wild things no more blue clear skys. Death can't come for you. Not in a way that matters anymore.

And no matter where u go you are haunted by shadows of what once was. There are so many echoes and ghosts and cultures and stories and lives that were buried & left to rot by the gaping maws of fear & the desperate need to survive. No one cares for the past and the only other person around you can't remember it. Time will claim its domain again and there will be nothing left except empty metal husks to show sentience even existed in the first place.

Like holy shit he was just a kid bro and he never got the chance to even reach full adulthood!!! I can't possibly imagine the grief and guilt he must've carried with him all those years. He lost EVERYTHING

His family. His home. His world.

Did Donnie even get the chance to mourn??? Do u think his new body allowed it? Do u think he even ALLOWED himself to mourn? He had a hurt amnesiac brother who still needed to eat, who could still starve and bleed and die if they weren't careful enough.

So between his habits and the ✨Angst✨ and human pollution, him hoarding random ass things Wall-E style and making these shitty little scrapbooks or keepsakes didn't seem so far fetched to me. I also highly doubt there was enough time or resources to build shrines or graves in the middle of apocalypse. But yk honoring/preserving the memories of the things and ppl we love is natural for us so like SORRY if its a bit cringe of me wanting him to have SOMETHING to comfort him during the really bad days.

Even if its more bitter than sweet

Bonus doodads cuz I was indecisive:

The 1st was purple tinted cuz of donbot vision get it hehehe

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probablysimpledreams · 3 months

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Omg hello Cam nation life has been wild but I wanna be on here more LOL I have two fics in the works rn (one Cora<3 and one Asahi <3 I have really been on my large and scary looking but actually loser sweetheart man kick lately <333) so hopefully spring break brings me creative energy or refreshes me so post-spring break me gets a creative streak

more to come regarding that

ANYWAYS

I started this post off half an edible last night and now am having a margarita at the airport since my flight got delayed💀 and since life has been crazy so the self ship brain rot has been INSANE lately esp bc me and one of my besties rewatched a bunch of HQ!! lately so I've been thinking about Asahi and am about to share all these ideas<3 I'm putting in undercut feel free to interact or share any of your self ships

We def met in class like some elective literature course. Our majors are so different with me being in anthropology and him in fashion school we both would pick some random historical literature class just to do something different and get out of our own departments. It would take at least half the semester for us to star talking though. I am notorious for a little classroom crush so I fell in love on sight, constantly talked about him to my friends, constantly had my friends asking if I had talked to him yet, stalked his Instagram to learn about him, etc. And though Asahi has a better grip on his anxiety when in college, he's still prone to anxious habits and after how people saw him in high school as "scary" he is not one to put himself out there. So he ends up having a lil classroom crush on me as the days go by and as I speak out more in class. I love a good chance to talk which I think he'd admire and it would make him fall for me. Half way through the semester I would finally make the move by asking him to be my partner on the newest assignment for the class. We'd both just be standing there like "holy fuck this hot person is talking to me" but not realize that the other is thinking it too LMAO. But you know as time went on and we got closer (being project partners meant the BEST reason to get his number see I be PLANNING) and I finally worked up the courage to ask him on a date and he said yes<33

Once finally in a relationship I feel like we'd have to opposite of a honeymoon phase. The first few months would be very awkward and we both overthink to the max so we'd be very scared of upsetting the other. After some time thought we'd finally have a nerve wracking yet honest conversation to actually establish boundaries, what we need, etc and like never have a relationship problem again. And that's when we both realize how much words of affirmations are both our love languages so we get comfortable being sappy<33 like we’re SO that couple saying cutesy shit 24/7 and leaving lil notes for each other on the mirror or in each other’s backpacks etc!! And we’re both not really PDA people so it balances perfectly😝

We have the same music taste for SURE like we both love some indie, mountain music I’m talking Briston Maroney, Noah Kahan, Backseat Lovers, etc we are both men with anxiety so this genre speaks to us🙏 However, Asahi does not understand the Lana hype but still supports me LOL sometimes I just have to cosplay a woman in a toxic relationship on the west coast (all things I’m just not💀) and he’s learned to let me have my fun after some reassurance that I just like the music and don’t actually think of him as bad (he’s too precious pls)

We are SO interested in each other’s line of work like I’m always excited over his sketches and pieces he’s making!!! And I’m always asking him a million questions about the process and all he does!! And on the same coin he’s always so fascinated with my research my main focus is on Pacific Archaeology so I always give him TedTalks™️ on everything he loves it!! I also intern at a museum so he’s always asking me questions about it. And a lot of what I’ve been lately at the museum is fashion history, so I love to tell him all about it!!

We compliment each other perfectly bc I’m very bubbly and outgoing!! So I’m very much a conversationalist and sometimes people think bc of that and my size that they can walk all over me. This is where Asahi’s natural intimation comes into play once mfs see him they KNOW not to fuck around. And on the other side, due to my extroverted nature I can easily jump into a conversation Asahi is actively trying to step away from without being rude. I feel like he gets quickly drained from strangers but I can talk to anyone for hours so I step him. This also is helpful bc I easily can make reservations and really any other scenario where he’s feeling too shy to directly say what he’s thinking/needs. I also am not afraid to fight for refunds and shit so he’s happy to let me take the wheel LOL

I just know we’d both get along with one another friends SO well😝 on that note Suga and I are so stoner buddies (you can’t tell me college suga didn’t smoke). Asahi would rarely smoke but when he does he just goes lol nonverbal and gets cuddly. Which honestly works good bc I just get happy and yap once again that perfect balance💗‼️

Most of our dates are just chill dates. We watch a LOT of TV together between anime and cooking shows and documentaries we just love a good lay in bed watching TV time. When we go out, it’s to museums and cafes!! We try and go to a cutey local coffee shop at least once a week just to get out. Sometimes it turns into homework dates or reading dates but mostly we just sit and talk and enjoy the fact there’s no rush. I currently have a coffee sticker book so he makes sure I always get a sticker when at new places🥺 I always switch up what I get but Asahi always gets a cappuccino and we usually split a lil pastry (usually I can talk him into buying multiple to try tho hehe)

I keep him updated on all the stupid TikTok drama bc I get disgustedly invested and that app can make me so mad so I go on RANTS about people being stupid it just always makes him laugh he thinks I’m just the most lovely thing all fired up even if it’s over something so unreal. I’m also OBSESSED with that Bistro Huddy tiktok series that is literally just one guy idk it’s SO good I make him watch it with me all the time LOL

Overall we are in love love🥰😝🥰

#self ship o’clock #god he’s perfect I’m going crazy #I wanna bite his arm #asahi azumane #self ship #self ship content #haikyuu #haikyuu self ship #self ship headcanons

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tripleyeeet · 8 months

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*checks calendar* *clears thraot and picks up the microphone*

HELLO EVERYONE! WELCOME BACK TO TUESDAY INTERVIEW!

I'm your host Annie and I'm here once again with our beloved Summer!!! How are you doing, Summer?

Today, I'm here to talk about the elephant in the room; the release of the first chapter of "Curse You". We've been haging onto the promise of this amazing series and now chapter one is finally here! I, for one, loved it! 6k words of pure bliss, mixed with a fucked up and unhinged protagonist and a sexual tension that you could cut with a knife (much like Zayis leather clothes *coff coff*)

But if you don't want to take my word for it, here are some reviews of readers from all over tumblr!

#ma’am#I am unwell#I am screaming#zayis is so perfect#the tension#I’m#and and and#knife#that’s all just knife#I wouldn’t not got me good like#she KNOWS#she already knows#BUT ALSO#how is that gonna jive with his whole#sexual trauma thing yk yk#like#god I’m so excited (from @fictionobsession )

#yoooooooooooooooo!!!!!!#summer this is so good!#excellent EXCELLENT tension between them#really gorgeous symbology and metaphore#the candle burning at two ends???? yes#zeyis is really interesting and REAL feeling#and it was a fun read#absolutely flew by as if it was a 2k worder#honestly this is stunning (from @elfinbloodbag )

"OH MY GOD I HAD TO READ THIS BETWEEN GOING TO CLASS AND SHIT I AM LITERALLY ON BREAK RN BUT I NEEDED TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED HOLY SHIT BESTIE IM SCREAMING VISCERALLY AND TEARING OUT MY VOCAL CHORDS AND AHHHHHHHHHHH" (from @leighsartworks216 )

Summer, how do you feel after posting this first chapter? Was this the response you were expecting from your readers?

Also, after your latest fic, posted only yesterday called *checks notes* "Feed Me" and the explosive reactions from your readers, what do you say to those who say you should —and I quote— *checks notes again* "go to horny jail"?

it wouldn't be tuesday interview if i didn't post my response on wednesday. :')

first of all, i'm fucking dying. ANNIE THE REVIEWS? the fact that you took the time to curate this is hilariously wonderful and i love you for it!! you're a gem and i love you and your description of the fic is pretty much spot on, so i'm glad the vibes carried over.

second, i feel pretty good about posting. i'll be honest, sharing any sort of oc content kind of makes me want to throw up but everyone's been super nice (as per usual) so we let the brain rot continue!!

and third... yeah i should probably be sentenced to life in horny jail for that one i ain't even gonna lie to you. :)

#tuesday reviews with bard annie!

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yarnshoes · 3 years

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#hooooo boy.#im absolutely not ready to have this much free time its rly rly stressing me out.#like i feel...... guilty ..m???????¿? for slacking off even tho i literally have no urgent responsibility for now.#im in a middle of a freelance work rn but like. holy SHIT. this amount of free time. my brain is fucking rotting.#no studio wants to hire a fuckin teenager n i refuuuuse to do unpaid internship but im rly rly considering it maybe idk im so stressed out #yasu when so busy: um uhhhhmh i just.... want to rest... . make it stop..#yasu when free: WOW AGONY AGONY AGONY AGONY

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sleepysnk · 2 years

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Oh…. You have Shikamaru brain rot I hear? Well…..

Shikamaru with a corruption kink with a socially awkward, but very bubbly and sweet, innocent, outgoing s/o…. He loves to make her nervous and squirmy 😮‍💨 plus he totally ruins her and corrupts her mind with all sorts of kinks in bed (I’m talking heavy degradation, dumbification, breeding…. God my mind is so deep in the gutter rn). His sweet little s/o who looks up at him like he’s fucking GOD which he loves because he’s an arrogant prick with a god complex. I never understood the appeal behind having a possessive boyfriend who doesn’t let you go out in anything “form fitting” or “revealing” because the alternative is so much hotter and empowering- Shikamaru loves it when you go all out with your outfit and appearance, especially when you wear showy outfits because he gets to walk next to you with his hand on your hips subtly but proudly nonetheless, like you’re his little trophy, almost as if he’s saying “yeah she’s hot but I own her. Suck it, losers”. Loves it when guys ogle you or flirt with you because he’s confident enough to know none of them compare to him, none of them will get to have the power he has over you, and none of them are good enough in bed to get you to stare at him like you worship him. He’s totally ruined you for anyone else both in the bedroom and any other aspect of a relationship because no one treats you as good as he does, and no one can be so hot and condescending like he is <333

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

HOLY SHIT I AM GOING AROUND MY GODDAMN ROOM RN. THIS MADE MY MF NIGHT ISTG 😩. THE AMOUNT OF KINKS THIS MAN HAS IS INSANE, AND HES JUST LIKE HOW YOU DESCRIBED.

FUCK FUCK I CANT HANDLE THIS

#summer responds #smutty talks #tw: corruption #shikamaru x reader

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chokemeanakin · 3 years

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This is my first time interacting but I was watching some Anakin tiktok edits and I feel like he would just love to stare at and study his partners face during whatever activity they were doing like……that man likes to watch. https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMdpTqkmH/ this is the specific edit but look at the way his eyes study people and just focus intently 👻 it’s taking up too much mind space 😭

THE WAY HE ALWAYS TILTS HIS HEAD DOWN SLOWLY WHILE KEEPING EYE CONTACT WITH SOMEONE 💦💦💦💦💦💦 AND LIKE FOLLOWS THEIR FACE TO KEEP THAT CONTACT💦💦💦💦

💦💦💦💦AND HE ALWAYS DOES THAT LOOK-DOWN-LOOK-UP THING LIKE HES CONSTANTLY CHECKING PEOPLE OUT 💦💦💦💦💦💦💦

(fr if you watch closely in the beginning of rots on board the invisible hand anakins like “r2 stay with the ship” and as he turns away he looks r2 up and down and I’ve replayed it so many times just ask if u want me to get a video I think I gave birth to triplets)

OH OH OH I FIGURED IT OUT!!! HE HAS FUCK ME EYES ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

like cmon look at these and tell me they don’t just scream fuck me:

AND HOW HIS GAZE FLICKS FROM ONE EYE TO THE OTHER 💦💦💦💦💦 SO FCKN THOROUGH 💦💦💦💦💦 SO FCKN CALCULATING💦💦💦💦SEES EVERYTHING💦💦💦💦NOTHING GETS PASSED HIM NOTHING I SAID 💦💦💦📢📢📢

AND THEN THESE PARTICULAR PHOTOS FROM THE EDIT 💦💦💦💦(yes I took a screenshots)💦

💦BRRRRRRRRR COME OVER FR💦💦💦🤪🤪🤪

I’m sorry I hate to say it but I would be such a quivering stammering dumbass fckn mess if he ever even looked in my direction. fck the eye contact if I even felt his eyes in my vicinity I think I would just melt to a puddle right there. Man’s could look me in the face and I’d start a whole ass religion for him gettin on my knees and shit godamn.

like fr he’d look at you and you’d start stammering and shit and losing all train of thought cause his eyes are SO INTIMIDATING and INTENSE and it’s like they just make you go brain dead when they’re on you and he knows that and just laughs whenever you stutter or blush or something😭so he makes an effort to trip you up by looking at you MORE 😫😭

BUT ALSO LIKE HES THE TYPE OF PERSON TO NOTICE YOU GETTING SHY AND THEN CATCH UNDERNEATH YOUR CHIN WITH HIS FINGER AND TILT YOUR HEAD UP TO LOOK AT HIM AND GO “don’t get shy, eyes on me baby 🤨” SHEESSHHH IM BLUSHING 😳😳🤭🤭💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦

But holy fuck can I just be controversial for a second. I’m just gonna come out and say it:

I don’t think Anakins eyes are that pretty.

BUT BEFORE YOU SILLY LITTLE TWINKLEFINGERS HOP INTO MY INBOX WITH DEATH THREATS AND HATEMAIL, LEMEE FUCKN FINISH ‼️‼️‼️

I don’t think his eyes are pretty, but I think they’re attractive in a different way. Like a dangerous, angry, sexy way.

Like... not everyone needs to have pretty eyes to be pretty. Anakin has dark, calculating eyes that are really deep and convey his emotions (usually anger and stress but—)

I mean look !

From top to bottom, right to left : angry, horny, psychotic, in-love (and also probably horny). His emotions are so clear in his eyes and thats very sexy of him!

gif 1, gif 2, gif 3, gif 4

I will digress: his eyes can be very pretty in certain lighting like in this gif:

gif from @swprequels

Like sheesh ok so basically I need him in my guts rn but anyways—

Thank you anon bb for reaching out!!!! You’ve sparked something within me and brought up some very good points to the community. I commend you. Here’s a kiss 😘

#let’s talk #oh my god I jizzed all over the place #he’s sexy what can I saayyyyyyy #disgusting freak thoughts #yum yum yum

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pippuns · 2 years

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SINCE YOU ASKED: THAT 83 SOLO DUTY WAS BONKERS! I'm an absolute sucker for stealth missions in non-stealth games and it was wonderfully done on that front - your stats! your skills! I could SEE "Summon Carbuncle" grayed out on my bar and imagined Triss reaching for her magic and only finding the hollows where it used to rest inside her - all the way down to the depictions of your Garlean allies as normal people that you COULD have saved, but not like this. It was so good!

Ace I want you to know that getting this ask propelled me out of my bed like nothing else could. the brain rot for this instance is real.

That solo instance was a goddamn masterpiece and genuinely my favorite in the game, and will probably always be my favorite because I don't think it's possible for the devs to ever top it

I'll drop my own thoughts about it below the cut just to be safe bc huge spoilers (and also. i am not kidding about the brain rot) but they really popped off with that instance holy shit

BUT YEAH I agree with you with the stealth mission!! I'm so glad they've been adding them in EW. I know that they're not everyone's thing but for me at least they're a welcome change of pace even if I suck at them (stares sadly at the Thancred instance where I just ended up killing everything LMAO)

I think the thing that really gets me about this instance is the air of helplessness it has. With every other instance of the game (scion ones included), I was never really worried about the outcome; the wol would always come out on top, but for once wol gets to experience what it's like to be Just A Dude Among Dudes and not a vaguely cryptic force of nature.

A lot of people probably won't like it because of how difficult it is and the lack of direction the instance give you but like. that's where the wol is rn!! they just had their body stolen from them and they're scared bc fucking zenos is about to use it against their friends, and right now they're so fucking weak they don't even have the option to spare people lest they die themself.

I also really like how the instance gives the game a chance to show what Garlemaud really looks like, being infested with tempered imperials and all with victims lining the streets, since they can't do that in the overworld due to game limitations and the fact that they can't change the enemies in a given area (ie. take away tempered imperials after certain story beats).

side note but I like to headcanon at the end Alwynn tries to shield the other imperials huddled behind the magitek with their body only to fail miserably :]

tldr; I really enjoy it bc of how high the stakes are, the hopelessness of it, being able to see the state of Garlemaud as another Garlean, and the sheer fucking flavor of it. man.

Also I really love how you put it with Triss reaching for her magic and then just not being able to that's so fucking cool!! This instance has so much to it the angst potential is unreal

#anyways thank u for hearing my incoherent ramblings and sorry for the long ass answer #you pressed the specific button in my brain that goes BRRRR #ffxiv #ew spoilers #83 questline spoilers #ffxiv spoilers #zapphi talks #wol #unknown imperial #just dump the trauma juice all over the wol boo yeah #also ace the summoner changes are soooo good. hope you're enjoying yourself bc i know i love them

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crookedkryptonitebeliever · 2 years

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Comtext: a few days ago i was ranting and venting, hysterical crying type of screaming on tumblr. I posted it privately and forgot what i vomited onto this post, like i remember vaguely its cause i feel like i didnt do anything productive this week but not specifically what i typed out

So i decided to reread it and analyse, trying to see how can i help myself, thinking its some heavy and serious stuff i let out and wow it ended up so fucking funny i shit u not i was laughing at the end of it 😭

Cw: rant, vent

Oh god oh fuck my progesterone wore off and now i felt like i did nothing for the entirety of my life and i am going to go to hell and i am fuckinf useless god please i am fuckinf breakinf down i am going to paint make a three point turn in my life go back to workingout holy shir ANYTHING i feel so bad and i felt i wasted my hours i am so not cool rn i wanna puke piss cum i dont know i wasted so much time lazing around feeling unmotivated n shit and now estrogen is here kickinf my ass and yelling at me that i am running out of TIME and i am going to amount tp NOTNIFN if i dont finish a whole davinci painting by 11pm today or cook a whole meal for 200 people salmon ceviche or master fucking programminf skills by today or do a whole room interiot designing or contribute to ANYTHINF creative or speak a whole differetnt ass language god why did this hqppen i am so shit rn i feel so shit god end my misery its fucking 8pm this is so painful i need to guckifn rant my thumbs just wont stpp tapping awayv because im cryig and i feel so not good for not doign ANYTHIGN MY GOD this is terribke and im paradoxially wasting time doing this rantwhere i could start like.m.m. LEARNING COMPUTER LANGUAGE??? COBRA++ OR SOME SHIT??? What is the cokputer language i know its named after a snake...... I ahve so much free time yet im wastong it on TIKTOK and TIWTTER and INSTEAGRM the brain rotting agent and theres war everywhere and i cant do shit about it because im literally powoerless ina place where i cannot do anythinf about it i feel so shit too and WHY CANT I USE JSUT MY FREE TKME FOR PRODUCTIVIGIY IM SORRY ESTROGEN i will never have this much free time ever again in my life and IM still not using it to become a DEITY yet, fuck me i feel so bad and everuyhing is so boggling rn qnf im ranting ion a tumbtl post where its just onge whoel wall of incoherent textc ok i am have to pukl muyself tofhete i need to delete tiktok n twitter n instagramm god why did i jot do it sooner i am gonna say it again I feel like shyit i hope the new day i can takmckle the shit i wanna do an i did a list it has 20 hings onnit and serijg it makes me heasgdage goodbgye

#cw rant #venting #rant #cw vent

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theyarebothgunshot · 3 years

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only hit me right now that misha just... posted jensen’s face everywhere. what a mood lmao, and also a marketing king.

literally, mish. dee. king and queen of marketing and being sentimental. we love to see it

more after the cut

This was just the burst of serotonin I needed

😊

God bless Mishdee 💙❤️

same i feel blessed but also spoiled, how am i gonna make it until saturday?

Holy cow, I was busy most of the day and apparently missed loving Misha hours written, produced and starring the Ackles! This is. A. LOT. Like, the "Mish. Dee." comment is what started to convince me that there actually is something there, but omg today! Today is really something else. Like. I can't quite articulate, but the vibes are impeccable. They're so proud of him! They're leaving no room for interpretation lol it's all-caps, bold red font "WE LOVE AND SUPPORT YOU MISH!" - Honeymoon Anon

honestly you chose one hell of a day to be offline!! hsdfhsdfh but i am glad you got caught up, it's. a lot!!!! and you're so right: no room for doubt. i love that

Ok but the way that Misha sounded in his reply makes me think he had no idea what Dee was about to post, like he was just as surprised as the rest of us🥺🥺🥺 Bestie I can’t take this anymore -poker face anon

YES god it's soooooo! words cannot describe tbh

Anyways you don’t have to post this if you’re about to hit post limit but Misha Collins I would like to give you a hug😤 -poker face anon

i didnt hit post limit but i did get tired sdfhsdhf and yes, please i just wanna hug himmmm (well and more, but rn mostly hug him)

He put it on FACEBOOK of all places

he's an old man (affectionate) <3

"if I had Jensen I would do the same! So would you!" AND SO MUCH MORE.

Someone should probably take my phone away from me at this point. The brain rot has gone terminal, I cannot be normal about Mr. Ankles or any of them.

In all seriousness tho, I do think it's heartwarming that they're so openly supportive of each other. Whatever the nature of their relationship(s), it's just really nice to see. (But also Danneel and Jensen are too attractive for me to not be Like This) 🍕

exactlyyy, like. they care SO SO much about each other and it's truly heartwarming to see, especially after the world went to shit (aka pandemic) and misha went through so much personal shit. i am glad he has the ackles'

#honeymoon anon #anonymous #poker face anon #pizza anon

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mayz1er · 3 years

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i've never been good w words, but your writing is just so beautiful i could cry. reading blood red presidential ties is like having a religious experience each and everytime you decide to press the 'next chapter' button. chapter 12 has just left me breathless, reeling, whilst my brain struggles to put into words the emotions i feel rn. reading the chapter felt like i was watching a painter paint. each word was a brush stroke against canvas, and reaching the end of the chapter was stepping back to look at the painter's masterpiece. left to wait for the next chapter, the next time the painter will appear and paint something beautiful.

i'm not good w words, but that latest chapter has left me feeling somewhat poetic, wanting to write something as beautiful as the chapter itself.

all in all, good chapter. 100000000000000/10. i'll be brainrotting it for weeks to come.

(also that one line; "Even though Tubbo and love don't have the same amount of syllables, Ranboo thinks they're synonymous, anyways." i love that line more than words could say, holy fuck, it's gonna be stuck in my brain forever)

HOW COULD U SAY UR NOT GOOD W WORDS AND THEN WRITE THIS,,..,,

holy fucking shit thank you so much. i’m. i don’t even know how to describe how happy i am that you enjoyed what i’ve made. WHAT?? WHAT, DID U JUST COMPARE MY FIC TO ART?. I CANT DO THIS!!! /POS i can’t even imagine how you see my writing, i don’t think i’ll ever be able to understand my readers perspective but i treasure it anyways. i treasure it so, so much.

i could fuckin cry at the fact that my chapters make you somewhat inspired. i could cry that u called my writing poetic wtf help help. thank you so much for your support, and ur kind words, and everything AAAA AAAA I APRECIIAGE U SO MUCH!!!

my writing as someone’s brain rot,,.,, screams,,,s, maybe sobs or cries or something idk….

(THATS RLLY COOL. i actually love that line as well, and the beeduo ending scene in general. i kept rereading it before postingLMAO.)

thank you so much again there will never be enough words to describe my thankfulness, hope u have an amazing day/night <33

#i love my readers so much #op u can’t just say ur bad at words and then say #each word was a brush stroke against canvas #and reaching the end of the chapter was stepping back to look at the painter's masterpiece. left to wait for the next chapter #left to wait for the next chapter the next time the painter will appear and paint something beautiful.#WHAT THE FUCK!!#/POS

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thethirdwheel404 · 4 years

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Med Rewatch Series (#3)

Let’s see what we have on the slate. this should be the premiere of s3: Speak Your Truth. I am watching this during school, so let’s see how bad my focus is.

-the episode description is “The shooting of Dr. Charles moves to the courtroom and things turn complicated for the doctors and nurses of Chicago Med.” so still on brand for being all sorts of vague.

-all that really says is more sarah angst so big sad

-let’s get started

-god back to classic med, starting things off fast, just how i like it

-how tf kellogg live through the headshot. guy can’t do anything right

-connor running towards charles on the guerney screaming “what the hell happened!?” and sharon just being “he got shot.” is so fucking hilarous to me i have no clue why

-oh god i remember how much it bothered me that connor changed his hair from the end of s2 to the start of s3 lol (bc it’s supposed to be the same night, but yk, nitpicking)

-the time jump is such an interesting choice. i remember it was jarring at first. i’m sure i’ll have more to say as the episode goes on

-aw hey guys look its sarah! adorable

-also stoll

-oh god, nat taking a sabbatical was weird

-WHEN SHE LOOKS AT WILL SHE LOOKS LIKE SHE IS IN PAIN IM SCREAMING

-counting

-oh boy watching s3 means i get to watch noah get thrown through a glass door and also be a disappointment

-the way connor is effortlessly charming here in the beginning is maybe the only reason i tolerate his character (also more of sarah being adorable)

-horney boi. stop it.

-noah following after sarah like a lovesick puppy is funny

-sarah saying ‘he’s the reason i went into psych...’ honey, psych is not good for your mental health please stop giving him credit

-HOLD THE FUCK ON?????

-its the s3 premiere and Sarah talks about her dad and her strained relationship, specifically because noah compares charles getting shot to her dad getting shot. but like, foreshadowing... maybe i should give the med writers a smidge more of credit than I have been in terms of planning things...

-sarah: “don’t compare my dad to dr. charles.”

-long sigh. god... sarah being so supportive. and charles just being ‘No???’

-not to be weird but court room scenes always get me feeling some sorta way

-haha its peter stone! remember him? remember chicago justice?

-THE BETRAYAL ON SARAH’S FACE - she cares so much about him and he’s about to get his own shooter acquitted.

-god sarah is just fucking fantastic. she feels so passionately about caring about people

-god charles fucking hates himself so much? he should Not be ava’s mentor

-charles: “I think the shooting is affecting your objectivity.” sarah: “mY oBjECtiViTy?!”

-also they said ‘the fact he was concealing a weapon shows like fear malicious content’ or what ever. and uh,, sarah? please. please, for my sanity. (bc of what happens later in the season)

-charles- you know how you can help me? fuck off.

-lol this kid is the one who had like a tooth ache, and now his brain is rotting or something. probably will happen to me (@ my parents please let me see the dentist)

-this is where doris is like ethan is playing favorites

-the like background noises of the ed calm me down. they prob really shouldn’t

-they’re gonna fuckkkkk

-something to be said about sarah being gung ho about kellogg being off the streets and a danger to society when... her dad...

- I really like when med does the thing when one character is just standing in the ed and they transition to the next story by having the next character run past

-what is with all of the nurses drama like honestly

-hey guys look its ava! (let see if i have enough brain cells to find anything)

-heyyyy look at that. ava trying usurp some of connor’s cases. while, yeah she is being a tad undermining, connor’s gf was literally just discharged from a psych hold. this is just an interaction to keep in mind for future events.

-ava’s playing full cunning while connor’s busy fucking his girlfriend

-dont hate the player man

-because they’re both under latham, they’re more rivals than hero/villain, bc they have a common guy who is their advisor. but yeah. dont hate the player

-robin calling ava ‘cruella’ is making want to throw hands ngl. god dude chill - bc it means either robin just saw ava interacting with people and thought ‘what a bitch’ or connor was complaining about ava and either way I hate it.

-connor broke up with robin bc she was too horneyyy (ik he didn’t break up w her but yk)

-connor - reese interaction was nice. until he started blaming her bruh wtf chilll

-her arguing with connor is like. peak. (ava + sarah teaming up to bully connor and not take any of his shit?? i think yes)

-this ethan april thing is stupid. i’m just gonna say it.

-ava: “that would have been a really great idea if you were trying to kill him.” SHE TAKES NO. SURVIVORS. i love her so much

-YEAH RHODES GET FUCKED! i think one of the reasons ava was disliked at first was bc latham kind of favored her and... literally everyone else favored connor? so get fucked? but here, ava can obviously hold her own and connor is just whining. I’m glad they put them on equal ground bc connor and ava’s direct superior is on ava’s side, and literally everyone else is with connor. AND CONNORS STILL PLAYED AS AN UNDERDOG BC AVA TOOK HIS SURGERY! HOW. infuriating

-anyway, for the purposes of the theory ava is capable enough to hold her own as a stand alone, and clever enough to be entertaining

-holy shit no i think i just remembered how this storyline goes. connor gets a better surgery, right? he gets glory and stuff. this is too fucking rich, come on. let one thing go wrong for him.

-i miss ava

-GOD SARAH LOOKS GOOD IN HER FUCKING BLAZER. unfair. unmatched

-stop it sarah you have anxiety.

-SARAH NO. BABY IS SCARED.

-okay. Ava is half bickering, half flirting with him, a little annoying but we put up with it bc we love her and its not her fault she’s supposed to be his love interest. but still, it’s playful, it’s not neccesarily flirting. conceivably, she could be talking to anybody. But then, she tells him to relax, to take a day off. SHE’S STILL A GOOD PERSON. SHE’S NOT TRYING TO EXPLICITLY SPITE CONNOR, OR ANYONE. that’s what people tend to forget. she’s not malicious.

-connor thinks she is tho. maybe that’s why some people hated her, bc connor hated her

-charles: “kellogg is not a criminal” BRUH HE SHOT YOU

-HOLY SHIT. SHARON RN IS LIKE YOU WANT KELLOGG TO BE FREE BC YOU DIDN’T CATCH THE SIGNS OF A KILLER AND ITS ABOUT YOUR EGO

-AND??? SARAH’S DAD ANYONE? that was why he was so persistent of sarah’s dad. he wanted to catch the signs.

-OKAY HERE. When latham is like, wait, did ava manipulate me? is she actually sus? he was the one person on her side and then boom he sides with connor. literally do you have any idea how great ava would be without connor?

-this manstead thing is soooo exhausting

Okay so what have we learned?

Ava is getting Connor’s cases. kind of rude but also, they’re surgeons? It’s super competitive. AND CONNOR LITERALLY WON THAT ROUND BC LATHAM SWITCHED SIDES???

AND SHE STILL TOLD CONNOR TO GET SLEEP. LIKE SHE WAS BEING NICE WHILE ALSO BEING SNARKY

ava had less lines in the ep than in s2 and honestly. wtf.

not much content, but if you look at her content, come on she’s still amazing.

thanks for sticking through

read the rest here:

Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 4 / Part 5 / Part 6 / Part 7 / Part 8 / Part 9 / Part 10 / Part 11 / Part 12 / Extra

#chicago med #med rewatch series #speak your truth #mine

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buppypaws · 4 years

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tantrum post :)))))))))))))))))

i’m so fucking mad right now. i hate everything. like i’m obviously being so disgustingly over dramatic rn but i literally do not care, i wish i was a pit bull so i could use my entire bite force on somebody. my shitty fucking 1300 dollar computer has a worse sound card than my iphone. like- the whole thing with soap and jayd is actually super understandable and if i was reasonable, i’d be like “oh ok! it’s okay that you wanna make time for your other friends” but no i’m actually so mad and upset and petty rn, like i don’t wanna talk to ANYONE for the rest of the night. like damn haha my two favorite people have other people in their life haha that’s so crazyyyyy 🥴. i wonder if i’m gonna start my p*riod soon and that’s why i’m being so fucking Crazy Girlfriend rn. literally what the fuck is wrong with me???? i hate myself so god damn much. like- don’t get me wrong. i’m cool. i’m the sexiest person i know. but the way my brain works is so fucking disgusting. like, how the fuck am i having the thought “haha maybe i’ll just go on tinder and find someone new to obsess over, that’ll show them” like haha wow rus, you’re so mature. why the fuck i wanna go on tinder so bad again?? like, what the fuck is so wrong with me that i need to constantly check my dating pool and make sure i’m talking to someone that’s Perfect for me, when, really, that’s probably not gonna happen, and i actually have a really nice romantic relationship with someone i genuinely like a lot and marks off a lot of check marks of my Dating Requirements,,, BUT ITS NOT ALL OF THEM SO OFC I GOTTA FREAK OUT AND BE LIKE :))))))))) i wanna guro the fuck out of myself. this is so pathetic. my entire behavior is so immature and actually just fucking stupid. and now i’m just gonna ignore them for the rest of the night. i wanna kick my monitor in. YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE IM ACTUALLY REALLY FUCKING MAD ABOUT??? LITERALLY ALL DAY ON TWITTER ALL IVE SEEN IS POLICE AND BRAIN ROT BLUE LIFERS SAY AND DO LIKE ACTUALLY ABHORRENT SHIT??? LIKE WOW I LOVE SEEING VIOLENCE AGAINST POC AND LGBT PEOPLE HAHA HOW DID YOU KNOW TWITTER :)))) like i saw a video of some guy saying kill all trans people like no offense but i’m actually so mad that i never see any of these people get what they deserve. like it would bring me nothing but joy to see those people get bloody, violent justice. like it makes me so genuinely upset. it also makes my activism fucked up and clouded bc at this point i think i hate my opposition more than i wanna get help for my community. which is fucked up!!!! can you blame me though? like how can i nOT be mad? ugh. i hate this. i wanna kill myself. like not actually bc i have intense fomo and i don’t hate myself that much, but like holy shit, the stimulation of feeling pain sounds so good rn. not like c*tting pain either bc sharp is BAD ouch, but like if someone wanted to punch me in the face?? that’d be fine. huff.

#bad

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