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I love!!! horror podcasts!!!! but oh the paranoia
#i have medical anxiety#also general anxiety#so its not fantastic over here#horror podcasts#tma#the magnus archives#tmagp#the magnus protocol
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Dick or no dick confirmation Pickles was always going to be trans to me anyways; if he's swingin' somethin that's phallo babes, if he's not then his t-dick fat. What's not to get.
#metalocalypse#jay talkin#I'm sorry they wrote that awful gross little man far too likeable and relatable to on a trans level#for me not to hoot and holler and cheer for the trans pickles agenda#changes nothing about his character arc or any of the show anyone is capable of being the kind of person he is#don't make the mistake of thinking thats exclusive to cis men#his transness wouldnt change that#only adds on an extra layer to him that i think works fantastically.#Listen that dude was rejected by his family driven to drink and drugs young to escape that ran away to be in a band#is called fucking Pickles of all things and refuses to tell anyone his real last name;#over the span of four seasons and two movies he slowly starts to learn to be for others what he never had#he becomes more caring more supportive#it's not a stretch to say he undoes some of the toxic masculinity he's been keeping himself shielded behind#and learns how to be a kinder man.#all of which have no contradictions with him being trans!#In fact it doesn't take much extra thought to find ways a lot of this can line up with some trans masculine experiences#i mean. Did no one else have a younger phase where they swung as far as they could into crass rude and uncaring ways#to try and assert their masculinity only to grow and realise that you can be a man and be more caring.#Did no one else have father issues. 1 800 come on now i know those are both shared experiences a lot of us have had LOL.#at the end of the day this show aired nearly 20 years ago and is finished. we're not getting more of it#so nothing is altered nor changed if pickles is canonically trans or not ok. its fine#i mean hell i dont even need canon confirmation hes trans to me and thats all i care abt#but i think if yr getting suuuuuper weird abt needing him not to be canonically trans you have some issues#and bio essentialist ideals of gender if you think only a cis man can act like he does#again. anyone can be like that. its not exclusive. him being trans would not change him in any way shape or form lol#AND ALSO GODDDUUUGH for once i love getting to see a guy pushing 50 whos depicted as trans#do you have any idea how dire and barren it is out here. we never get to see a trans guy older than 30 and whos not a pristine model#I WANT MORE OLD SHLUBBY SHITHEAD TRANS GUYS IN MEDIA
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I hope you're feeling better from earlier!
You are so sweet; i am feeling WAY better actually!!
#answered#chattin#i had some hot tea and it alleviated some of the pressure i was feeling#so im pretty sure the sudden cold and dry air in my apartment triggered it somehow#DO NOT RECREATE THIS LMAO but i just stood over a pot of boiling water to let the steam try warm up my face and sinuses#and see if that would help w the pressure (it did but only for a little bit; take some ibuprofen like i eventually did; dont be me lmao)#it took about 6 hours to go away which is like fantastic in my books lmao#its still cold but its a bit more humid in here so the headache hasnt returned 👍🏾💖
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NIAAAAAA
okay real talk. your tags always make me smile so much I get genuinely so excited when I read through them bc they’re just so detailed and sincere??? it makes me feel so nice reading which parts specifically got you. like omg 🥹🫶🏻
I become the real life version of this meme
thought i was the one hissing for a second and was like yeah so real. LOL. YAAAAYY OF COURSE!!! That's my goal Always. this of course slows down my reading/reblogging rate BUT I THINK IT'S SO IMPORTANT AND WORTH IT!!! 🥹🥹 u always excel w vry comforting prompts and some of them get such specific issues i have i sit there like Jesus. /pos. LOL lov u and ur work 4evah!!
#🧾nia.answers#<3 rev#love making long reaction tags soo much like really truly honestly#yes i WILL collect lines into a doc and get rid of commas so i can get the whole thing#yes i WILL zoom into all the details and notice as much as possible THIS IS MY FAVOURITE THING EVAH!#esp since i know reblogs w comments have lessened over time and it makes me so sad I AM HERE!!! I LOVE U GUYS!!! RAHH!!! 🫂🫂🫂#fics can b more difficult bc i forget 2 collect lines and then reread and then the commas etc etc#but you will have to pry reacting with my whole heart out of my Cold Dead Hands.#literally gonna go do more of it. its so fantastic. i love seeing and supporting I LOVE COMMUNITY RAAAHHHH!!!!!
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i have no spirit to work today but we still gotta get this bread so. i'm listening to fanta's old radio episodes in the background while working and gonna list them here for my own memo:
*will be updated as i listen
this episode with Sawanatsu + Horinacchan + Leiya is so fun!!! it's so nice listening to them together!! i like the relaxed atmosphere they have as fanta's adult members (not the leaders, not the youngsters). they talked about how horinatsu came to be called Nacchan (talked about Shota too), got excited over their local supermarket, xmas episode as jsb3 support dancers and all of them being mad at a listener's no good boyfriend. Leiya especially got heated up. Sawanatsu voice: "if you can't understand a woman's feeling, there's no saving you anymore. don't you dare make a girlfriend ever again!"
Sekai+Horinacchan+Sota. Sekai ofc have to take a jab at taiki as soon as he's mentioned. Taiki never sends the dogeza emoji apologetically, he always does it ironically. Horinacchan openly confesses that he has a mother-complex so he never had a rebellious phase. Sekai told how during his youth, someone pointed out that its obvious that he had a crush on one of his girl friend, and he just admit it. (OMG SEKAI LOVE STORY????) and he also had a rebellious phase. The three of them also have pets at home so they started talking about that too
nowadays fanta radio only has a 2-person format so its nice change listening to 3 and more members talking. and fanta members have gotten better at talking on radio so it's not a headache trying to listen who's overtalking who and their words are easy to understand even when they're being excited
#banantxt#fanta txt#fantastics from exile tribe#its the last day of work before i take a long break so#my soul has already departed actually only my unwilling body is here at work#i love leiya's voice....... he often does voice change like sekai....#and i like that leiya gets excited over mundane things.....#leiya....the man you are.......
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HEY. YOU. LISTEN. LISTEN TO ME. LISTEN. i don’t CAAAAARE that the ending of ONE is supposed to be unsatisfying i still don’t like it and that’s okay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that doesn’t mean it’s bad it just means some of us don’t like it and that’s fine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#howdy!#hfjone#onehfj#one#cheesyhfj#cheesy hfj#that doesn't mean it's a bad ending!! it's a great ending!!!!!!!!#its a fantastic ending for what the show is supposed to be#that being said i dont really like it very much#you can sit here for hours and try to tell me about how this ending is the best ending in the history of endings#but that still wont make me dislike the ending any less then i do#and there's nothing wrong with that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i love the show ONE i just dont like the ending#the crew did a FANTASTIC job and i'm so happy with how it turned out#doesnt mean i can't dislike the ending#in the nicest way possible all of yew need to get over yewrselves sorry
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Falloutober 2022 Prompt 25: Mending
“Don’t worry, kid, it’ll heal quick,” Deacon said to Shaun as he finished putting the band-aid on the kid’s knee.
“Because I’m a synth?” Shaun asked. The tears had already dried up, mostly because of Deacon’s stories, but his eyes were still a little red.
“Sure,” Deacon said. “Synths get better real quick. But kids get better quick, too. You know, I used to be a kid once.”
Shaun laughed. “You’re too old.”
Deacon’s jaw dropped, then he laughed too. “I know it’s hard to believe, kid, but it’s true. And I’m not that old.” Deacon looked around conspiratorially lowered his voice, making Shaun scoot a little closer. “In fact, back when I was a kid, I used to live in this place called Rivet City, down in the D.C. area, and I’d get cuts and bruises all the time, running up and down those old halls. And every time, the guy that always seemed to find me and make sure I was okay was this syth named Harkness.”
“Wow,” Shaun said. “There are synths in D.C. too?”
“Just one that I know of,” Deacon said. “But you have to keep it a secret. No one can know about it, okay?”
Shaun nodded quickly. “Promise.”
Deacon stared at him for a moment, then nodded once. “Alright. Anyway, Harkness was always the one who would find me in some random part of the ship. He’d make sure I was okay, put on a band-aid if I needed, and would bring me back to the rest of the ship. And he never told my dad that I wandered out in the bowels of the city so much.”
“You used to live in a ship?”
“Yep.” Deacon stood and helped Shaun to his feet. “But no one needs to know that either, right?” He gave Shaun a wink.
Shaun gave him a mischievous smile and nodded.
“Alright, let’s go find your mom.”
“I know where she is!” Shaun said and ran off to find Nora.
Deacon chuckled and followed the kid.
#falloutober2022#fallout 4#shaun#deacon#shaun fallout 4#deacon fallout 4#is deacon lying is he telling the truth#we may never know#anyway i headcanon deacon is the lone wanderer from fallout 3 which is not reflected in my own writing#but i recommend reading insert something shakespearean here by katrinajg#it is fantastic and over 400k words but its so so good#i will sing its praises to the end of time#fanfiction#mine
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listen ‘ere boy there is a voice in ur head telling u ur fine and you don’t need to go to therapy tomorrow and that voice is a f u c k i n g liar don’t listen to it boy don’t fuckin’ listen to that rat ass bastard it does NOT have ur best interests at heart
#vent in tags etc etc#aim losing my mind over here#it’s fine#see the thing is I’m so deeply lacking in like. the emotions edition of object permanence. I can have a massively heartbreaking reaction to#smth and then once I’m out of that moment and even slightly distracted it’s like nothing ever happened ??#so like yk I was nearly [radio static noises] over talking to my therapist abt the young csa thing and I’m meant to be starting emdr tomorr#tomorrow* except like for the past two weeks I’ve overall been fine regarding that?? instead it’s the ed and other traumas flaring up so ??#idk how Specific emdr is I honestly don’t know much about it yet but like yk now I’m wondering if I should delay starting that in favour of#talking about the other badtimes tm rearing their heads atm. todays in particular was unexpected it happened this morning and it’s only just#like. hit me and started biting and it’s ?? also dumb cuz like on one hand I’m pretty okay but on the other hand the other half of my brain#is spiralling hysterically to the point where I’m very glad I’m already in bed and like I know [redacted] won’t help but it’s like my brain#is just so lost about how to hold these things and what to do at all so it’s just pulling out the bad coping mechanism and insistently#thrusting it in my lap and waving its arms like it wasn’t even That Bad tm of a situation today but it Was some very specific factors which#are holding hands with Other specific factors and then The Location Of The Events is just#yea okay maybe I will talk to her abt this / these things instead if I can#ah the joys of heavy personal responsibility at a very young age and the severe guilt that gets bred from that and the fantastic experience#of things being so far out of your control and almost destined to fail and the absolute wonder of The Actual Person(s) To Blame Having No#Consequences For Their Actions and ending up feeling like you failed and you’re a complete fraud cuz no good you do will make up for that#one situation and yeah okay I’m gonna go sleep#ugh
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i think im going to start expressing my frustration and general upset with politically charged graffiti and protest stickers
#alv posts#just got in a fight with my mom about my transness AGAIN#'theres a reason there are laws against people like you getting those surgeries'#im fucking done with this shit#im an artist#i want to make art for my fellow trans people#art demanding rights#and respect#and BODILY FUCKING AUTONOMY#im an adult and my mother thinks she can start yelling at me over family dinner because she doesnt want me to get transition surgeries#like its any of her fucking business#what i do with my body as an adult#oh and shes fine with me getting a major breast reduction but if i want to go a little slimmer so my chest looks male then suddenly im +#making a horrible choice and mangling my body forever and its a good thing they made that illegal here!#haha yes i love living in missouri#fantastic place we've got here#not like its the home i grew up in or anything thats trying to drive me out or kill me (whichever gets me gone)#anyways. im not standing for this#im gonna get some fucking paint and throw my feelings up on the concrete
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#corrchoigilt#;saved#saved#S.KELLY?!?! THE WAY UR COOKING A WHOLE ASS MEAL HERE?????#NOT EVEN SOUP IN A POT ATTHIS POINT; SOUP IN A WHOLE ASS CAULDRON!!#<- the face of h.yde when he knows he will be able to extort j.ekyll over his feelings#LISTEN- if j.ekyll is not willing to let him out more often then he'll find a way o u t regardless#even if that means mentally destroying his other side#NONONO BUT HANG ON I WANTED TO TALK ABOUT#holy sh it how interesting this is ohmygod-#'idealistic daydream' U PUT IT IN WORDS SO PERFECTLY!!!#WHEN U PUT; 'he is in love with the idea of /being/ loved' U GET IT S.KELLY!!! U GET ITTTT#j.ekyll is an idealist; yet at the same time; a man on the verge of loosing all hope in one jump#he is constantly threading across this very thin line that is his sanity so its also why#its so easy for him to cling onto anything no matter how absurd or fantastical it seems#he wasnt like this before he got into this whole experiment on himself; or well; not in such an extreme lenght#but now its like;; anything that feels like could save him; he'll cling onto that desperately#the idea of love; love as something that could save him; which leads to putting cú into this high pedestal; like he's an angel to him#and also why its so easy to get to him; why its so easy for him to fall under fantasies#my mans is desperate for a thread of light even if its at the cost of being delusional to himself#not a v nice place to fall into;#love as salvation; as a last bit of hope; the last thread he can think of that could keep him from falling into despair#ur so right; theres just a lot of tragedy on all this ffrfr-#bc how could the purest emotion to humans (love) fail him? it must be the answer surely (is running around like a headless chicken)
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His friend was like a fire.
Burning energy, engulfing everything he touched into a frenzy of chaos - smoke and fire creating a haze of activity. Fire was trouble; it had a habit of getting quickly out of hand, and if you got too close the consequences could be dangerous.
His friend was no different; full of pranks and schemes and boundless ideas, but he always tended to toe the line. Always pushed boundaries, always one small action away from disaster.
Really, sometimes it was better off to simply douse the flames, relegate the fire to a single match. Controlled, easily snuffed if nerves got too high.
But even so… he couldn’t help but want to get closer.
As dangerous as fire was, like most things, it had it’s separate sides. Sure, it could become an uncontrollable inferno set to engulf everything in its path; but, if you were careful enough, a fire would warm you in the night. It would cook your food, it was a source of light - paradoxically, it was a source of safety. His friend was as much an authority as an arsonist; as much a taskmaster who cleaned up his messes and directed the people around him in times of disorder as a person who set the world ablaze and watched it fall to the destructive conflagration in breathless laughter.
And, well, he couldn’t help himself; the flames were mesmerising. He could watch the dancing light until there was nothing but ash, he could watch the flames of a spontaneous prank burn everything it touched and it would fascinate him. It made him want to replicate it; abandon all care and throw caution to the wind - recreate that deathly orange inferno, plant pranks and goofs and gags and join in.
He supposes that, despite the danger, he was always doomed to follow the fire. To trail his friend as he blazed a path ahead, and contribute his own fuel to the burn. Maybe this was why he readily included his friend in his creeper prank. Maybe this was why he was the closest to his friend and first to follow when he announced his plan to enter the rift - something that would bring them somewhere they had no hope of knowing.
As much as the conflagration had a tendency to burn out of control, to hurt, to harm, to damage; there was something beautiful in the destruction. Something that kept him coming back, that made him wish to keep his friend close.
Something that told him he’d never miss this for the world.
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idk found this in the basement (huge google doc i update when i have Thoughts) and felt it was a bit wasted sitting there for my eyes only for the rest of eternity. especially since it doesnt even have its own dedicated document lmao
#desert duo#gave it a bit of a glance over and a modification here and there but otherwise not really edited so its prolly Not Fantastic#and tbh its not really relevant anymore is it LMAO whatever i hope you guys enjoy it anyway! :D
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SCREECHING LIKE A FUCKING MONKEY THEY PUT ASUKA BACK IN TEKKEN 8 BABEYYYYY
#SHES HERE AND SHE FIGHTS BETTER THAN EVER LETS FUCKING GOOOOO#NOTHING CAN WIPE THE SMILE OFF MY FACE#someone in the YT comments said her uniform looks more French this time...Harada don't play w me like this#her and Crazy Ass finally being more relevant don't make me hope 😭💖#Jun's Kazama style: Subdue Them - Asuka's Kazama style: K I L L#literally can't stop watching this trailer its like a dream#ALSO I KNOW IM SCREAMING OVER ASUKA BUT LEROY IS BACK TOO AND HE LOOKS FANTASTIC#tekken#i want to play as her SO bad i want this game out NOW
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Fantastics x Black Diamond Series
#fantastics from exile tribe#fantastics#jr exile#jpop#im still here :)))#god i loveeeee all these outfits i love the hoodie combo that sotatai have;;;;#keichan with baggy shirt and leiya with HAT thank you yomiuri giants ilysmmmmm#kinda wack that nacchan basically got the same pic twice tho gimme more!!!!!!#hallelujah that this week is over tho i will finally not be drowning in work as much#and i took tomorrow off and its my bday this weekend and im going to eat hotpot tomorrow with my friends life is so good :'))))#so celebrating with baseball fanta the loves of my life god bLESS#pls give me more of these outfits pretty pls <3333
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#mine#honolulu#tantalus lookout#rainbow#i fINALLY made it here lmao family is visiting so was able to drive to it#instead of trying to walk and giving up halfway repeatedly#still want to try to hike up there eventually but for now that goal continues to live up to its name lol#anyway the view over the city and out to diamond head is fantastic but this rainbow dropping into the valley was particularly gorgeous
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i understand working at a zoo means dealing with the public but. oh my god people have been a Nightmare this week it is a wonder i havent told anyone to fuck off yet
#an animal we sent to another zoo just died and we have already gotten shitty ~super fans~ bothering my coworkers who are still grieving#and people are leaving awful comments on the page of the zoo that she died at and saying it never wouldve happened if she stayed here#she could have died here just as easily! animals die! its tragic but it happens#and they wouldve just crucified us instead of her current zoo#and they very transparently only care about certain animals#two of our wallabies died this year and none of you mourned them or even noticed they were gone!#also people keep yelling! at my kangaroos! why are you coming to the zoo just to harass the animals!!#or asking me to bring our mob boss/breeding male kangaroo over so they can box him which i Know is a joke but like#first of all he could kill you and i would be glad to see it. second of all why are you joking about abusing my animals what the fuck#.txt#like some people are fantastic and genuinely interested in learning about our animals and i love guests like that#but this week has just been god awful
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Sorry to be this person, but I haven't seen many others talking about it and I'm concerned by the positive reception it's recieved.
The Muca/Art Nouveau Gideon and Harrow by Mariellavee that have been doing the rounds on the tlt fandom circuit are very much AI Generated.
Here are the pieces. You may zoom in at your own discretion, but I will post a few especially egregious segments.
Some zoomed in segments:
The smudging, the strange stray lines with no clear human intent behind them, the strange fingers of course, and that one buckle that almost looks to have been generated in the shape of letters.
The "artist" of course does not disclose anywhere in her original post or tags that the work is AI generated, and its clear from the comments and tags that many people are not realizing.
It's clear Mariellavee drew over some parts to modify whatever the original generated piece looked like, but the meat of this piece is heavily ai.
This is not okay. The Locked Tomb is a beautiful piece of art, and the fandom contains so many fantastic and talented fan artists. I don't want to see the community poisoned with this nonsense. Support real artists and real art.
#the locked tomb#tlt#gideon the ninth#harrow the ninth#mariellavee#harrowhark nonagesimus#gideon nav#griddlehark#fan art
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