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things i would like for s19 that i know is not going to happen:
nuanced sigma characterization
doc and omega scene
sargrey
donut written like he was post-chorus
face reveals (we can ignore the ones we don't like i just like how rvb does character animation)
everyone lives in the end
#that being said if wash and epsilon do not have a Fucking Conversation about ai fuckshit i am going to fucking lose it#he sounded so desperate in that trailer#so fucking scared#also i love his armor#the brown stripes suit him. they look like gold that has lost all of its shine#which fits him#and i know the face reveal is kinda a hot take since people have their hcs theyre attached to for how characters look#but again i just like how they animate expressions#i know that one wont happen though#and thats the one ill bitch the least about#anyway i am looking forward to this#rvb#red vs blue#rvb restoration#red vs blue restoration#wash rvb
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so i scrumbbled
ima go HIDE NOW BUT UM YEAH
Touch tank by Quinnie inspired this one
also have some more doodles
#guys be gentle with him- hes been through enough#also be gentle with reader they've never been in love#so scared to post this#so fucking scared#lmk#lego monkie kid#lmk syntax#monkie kid syntax#lmk syntax x reader#syntax x reader#my art#digital drawing#digital arwork#heartstrings#because i can#ignore the ass#the many asses
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Moving back in with my parents has actually been a wake up call. They are not travelling well at all which I knew, but had no idea of how bad it really is. Keep your family close and for fuck sake check up on your friends PLEASE
#txt#horrible to hear the things my dad is thinking#hes always suffered with depression but jesus christ man#im like#so fucking scared#he said having me here has been nice and#like seeing his little girl with a smile on her face is lifting his spirits#but i need to do something#i have to fix this#as much as im able#my parents are legit the best and i hate to see them suffer#fuck dude
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Chat help I was cleaning my room and there was a spider so I sprayed it with window cleaner filled with vinegar and it fell I'm terrified of house spiders wtf do I do it's in the trash pile I was supposed to clean up I'M SO FUCKING SCARED
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HOLY FUCK WHATS HAPPENING WITH THIS SHOW??? IM NOT READY FOR THE PSYCHIC DAMAGE
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well fuck me
#vent#hdudhghsjs#i talk freely abt my friends on here when im at my grandparents#bc theyre chill about ut#but my grandma just adked me a LOT of questions and im starting to get really scared shes gonna#tell my mom#holy fuck fuck me#itll all be over uf that happens#so fucking scared
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I heard from T again!! He left me on read for more than a day, so I got irrationally anxious again – waking up multiple times in the night to check anxious. Since we're scarily close to the English exams, I asked for a bit of advice, and he was so so helpful. Clarity. This is what it feels like to have an English teacher. Everything I've loved about his teaching is coming back to me, I miss it more than anything.
#we were so used to his teaching how can he be gone#so fucking scared#i still miss him#gone.#T#tc#tc community#teacher crush#male tc#tc update
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Do I think Oswald's and his mother's relationship was unhealthy and I wish either they fixed it and she gets out of the picture? Yes.
Do I have the courage to watch her death? Hell no. I WILL PAY YOU JUST KEEP GERTRUDE ALIVE PLEASE PLEASE I CAN'T WATCH-
#gotham fox#oswald cobblepot#gertrud kapelput#gotham#so fucking scared#I ALREADY FEEL BAD FOR MY LIFE I CAN'T ALSO FEEL BAD FOR PINGUIN'S
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older works but I still like them
Żardow-Zarykhin moment
also known as ,,a handless war veteran whose wife died takes care of his twins and dies of sadness when they end up killing eachother,,
I love Sergiusz he did nothing wrong <//3
But his children Bazyli and Fiodor (wow how original/s) did it for him,, but basically Bazyli is a piece of shit and a traitor and his brother casually murdered him out of rage when they reunited <3 and since I'm a dramatic bitch he killed him by biting out his heart while he was in his bird form
Also they're of a race that's called Niewidy ,, and Niewidy are like humans but with good resistance for incredibly low temperatures(some of them have ice powers but only those related to Filemon Bazyliusz Żardow-zarykhin because he forced it our from their deity creator known as Blizbor/Brzezdoma) and they can shapeshift Into birds , but the thing is they cannot be seen by other non-niewidy or they'll die (the exception is if they're in life threatening danger but they layer have to be sure noone else will know)
Bazyli is a bitch because ✨ when he was in highschool he was an awesome ballet dancer and on one union olympics he met one really enthusiastic polish journalist Świętosława (and they fell in love obv), then rbeh got married and had son named Franciszek (Bazyli calls him Vostok but it doesn't have any deep lore because this character's first name was just West and then he was morphed into being bazyli's son). And wow they have amazing/s life but then Franciszek tells his parents he's expecting a child with his girlfriend (they're both 17) and Bazyli is deeply unimpressed
And it was in that moment he realised he hates his current life and feels nothing towards his wife,, and then zsrr falls apart and Świętosława is depressed and loses her job and shit happens
So as a good/s husband he sets their house on fire and runs away to The Empire (country ruled by funny fire people that doesn't have a name still) and he's a ,,peace guard,, (violent military police guy), he has a good life there due to his powers and relation to Filemon (Bazyli isn't aware of because Filly left his wife and ran away and they never heard of it,, also Filemon is bazyli's grand grand father).
Bazyli then proceeds to fall in love with rulers of important political organisation Golden Hornets whose surname is Toruyama (they're Yoru's In-laws ) and they live happy polyamorous life of Pensioners /j
But when shit falls apart Fiodor somehow finds his brother and kills him because fuck that bitch
Also fun fact: their mother suffered from schizophrenia and being pregnant only worsened her health and she died while being in psychiatric hospital because of bad treatment,, and Fiodor fell i to addictive tendencies in his early 20s/late teens and his genes came out
but he menaged to get well and found himself a lovely wife Vanka :^^D(she was nurse who took care of him , and she became nurse because her Orphanage was next to a hospital and she was in orphanage because she was in fact Yugoslavian child who was taken away ,, and it causes some issues later in their marriage)
and their theme songs are Powrót and Anhelli by Gintrowski and Прекрасное далеко (that version from that one evangelion AMV but i can't find it😭)
Their story needs so many alterations because I'm still too afraid to sit down and make everything historically accurate but that's a rundown of what happens without bigger elaborating
Also Bazyli is a pagan and his father had heart attack when he saw his necklaces because he thought they were related to German svastika lmao
And bazyli's best friend is this bitch Sjęgnjewa Seler who had religious trauma, killed a guy and run away to forest and now lives as this weird cryptic pseudo witch ,, but she eventually met Blizbor and they're in love because women,,,,,,, and Blizbor is a deity that just travels from forest to forest through the whole Slavic Europe
Also Niewidy are really pale but in inhuman way and they get gray when they tan so they have to be really careful lmao ,, and they came to life because of peace pact Brzezdoma had with Leviathan (one of,,gods,, in this universe) but I won't elaborate
#it's 3am bur i need this shit written down somewhere#actually i wanted to make them to be from Kuril Islands because i met tbis person wbo was really into zsrr gisrory and i got so fucking#so fucking scared#im paranoid when it comes ro judgement#and I'm often convinced everuone ks better than me#but rhen i was like fuck it im nor going to change it only because of some bitch i hardly even talk to#character development ig#original character#heatsu oc#heatsu art#watercolor#urban fantasy#story#story making#rambling#also Sergiusz was a tank mechanician#or something like thag#and he met his wife while recovering from having his hand crushed to unrecognisable mass✌️#he really struggles in being a single father but hes doing his best and he's winning in it ✌️#unironically one of thw best fathwr figures I've created#hes also a really good person#i don't think he lives kong enough to witness bazyli's death#but like his son killing his twin is rje worst thing thag could ever happen to him because he loves both of rhem equally#and he just loves them so much awuhhhhsjnbmmmmsm#i should go to sleep#Spotify
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stupid idiot transgender thinks he can go to a gym & feel not terrified <<<<<
#i never was afraid to not pass#but now that i can no longer pass as just a gnc woman….#like. i can’t go into a womens bathroom & feel safe#& i can’t go to the mens either bc. well.#& i’m just#so fucking scared#this is what i wanted. i LOVE how i look in the mirror#but in public? everyone is staring & everyone knows & one of these days someone is gonna say something#i feel sick#i just wanna go to the gym with my friends#& feel. like. normal#my post#vent
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The things I devoured so I could devour you
#art#farcille#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#falin touden#marcille donato#this is markers people#i was SO SCARED id fuck it up in the process but! I DIDNT
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don’t like the line up it’s basically the same one from a couple weeks ago and look how that turned out, what dose jonas have against starting less and stina together
Idk that lineup made me even more nervous, I'm choosing to believe they have a plan. 😭
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I don’t want to do ketamine treatments. I don’t want to have to go get ECT done. It’s not fair that TMS didn’t work and that my meds don’t fucking work and that I’m depressed and want to die all the time. I’m so scared.
#mental illness#depression#suicide#electroconvulsive therapy#ketamine#treatment resistant depression#personal#so fucking scared
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sorry that took like an hour i stopped to eat dinner heres my idea
#my art#adventure time#simon petrikov#betty grof#trans#lesbian#petrigrof#ion think i needa tag this for anything theyre both clothed & its not suggestive#i think simon isnt scared of needles but he cant make himself do it himself so betty does it for him#idk how he got by before meeting betty#i also dont think i needa tag this for eva spoilers considering it came out uh#28 years ago#FUCK I JUST REALIZED I FORGOT THE ENTIRE POINT OF THE COMIC HOLD ON#ok 10 min later im back#also i think this kinda implies golbetty is flesh underneath like an eva#ok i think thats all#and in case i dont see you good morning good evening and goodnight
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I'm so sorry to hear that, I hope she turns up safe 💗
Thank you.
#I literally don’t kno what to do#I’m not mentally safe if she’s gone gone#I can’t go back home with her missing#since home is in another city#I’m scared#so fucking scared
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