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Upcoming Ballad changes 👀?

Porfiry telling Raskolnikov that at least he was honest and in one bound took the furthest leap to put his theory to the test of actual action——

blinks tiredly. i decide "hm maybe i should try to expand my circle and step outside of it a little, lets go look at the main community tags" and im just greeted with a bunch of edgelords who think saying "fiction doesn't affect reality, don't like don't read" is peak activism and "fighting censorship". head in my hands. this is partially why i do not ever go into the community tags, my nervous system cannot handle blocking fifty weirdos every single day just so i can have a normal experience in the community tags hfdsjkl

5 + 1 Headcannons

I was tagged by the wonderful @romirola 💜 so here goes! Consider this an open tag to anyone who would like to join!

rules: share 5 redactedverse headcanons you hold, plus 1 headcanon you're still working on!

HCs under the cut!

1.) Huxley likes to knit! He learned from his moms and its super relaxing for him to get his mind off stuff. Plus, then he has stuff to give to his bros! He especially likes using the chunky yarn and the DAMN fam all have scarves he made for them. (Damien wears his even though he claims he doesn't need it)

2.) Damien is the best cook in the DAMN fam, especially after he moved in with Hux and they have a good sized kitchen. He invites everyone over once a week so he can be sure they're eating at least one good, healthy meal a week. (And he always makes a lot of leftovers so his friends can take some home)

3.) Lasko needs glasses but he's always misplacing or breaking them. So he ends up buying a lot of cheaper glasses from websites that let's you put in your own prescription. He finds a lot of unique ones that he saves for special occasions. (FL found him a pair that have dice designs on the arms and they glow in the dark. He likes wearing them to DnD nights)

4.) Empathy daemons have hair that changes color depending on their mood. Caelum's is usually pink because he is usually happy but it turns yellow when he's curious or it tinges in red if he's getting frustrated. It was a deep navy after the Inversion. (Regulus' is a deeper pink/magenta but it's been green lately whenever his listener dreams about him again)

5.) Freelancer took the 'master of none' line that Gavin said at their first meeting personally. They don't hold it against Gavin but they keep hearing it from other students or professors and it's now a sore spot. So they're determined to master as much as they're able to.

+1) Gavin has thought about the Freelancer’s mortality and has wondered if they'd consider vampirism sometime down the road. But he knows how much they love magic, and their abilities and hasn't asked them about it yet. He's taken up researching other ways to try and prolong their life, and in the meantime, he's more than content with just being able to enjoy the life they have.

Hmmm I kinda want to make a side blog for RPG Maker game development related things to be able to talk to more experienced people in that community, but at the same time I both don’t really think I’d get much attention and don’t want to accidentally spoil my own game (^^ ; ).

I have a rough story, concept doodles, a tileset, some character sprites, an enemy that walks around but can’t initiate battle yet (if I even decide to have a battle system), a couple rooms with some events, and a functioning run button, but I’m still lost on how to do much else at the moment. Especially since this program has the ability for scripting, meaning I’ll probably have to learn and actually retain another coding language.

So, I’m not very far at all lol. Idk how well that’d go over on the established fandom website, but eh.

Manco and Mortimer are partners, in every sense of the word.

okay look I know I've talked about this at length already but I've seen a ton of people talk about how they don't like whiskey peak and how they think it wasn't necessary for zoro and luffy to fight like that or straight up think it was ooc of them, but then the same people will turn around and go "isn't it fascinating how zoro's the only one who can say no to luffy or nearly order him around or that luffy waits for the opinion of before acting for no apparent reason it must be because they are soulmates" and honestly for real I'm the first to subscribe to the zoro and luffy soulmates thought but the reason why zoro can do all that is whiskey peak. that is the moment zoro took a decision that benefited the whole crew without asking luffy first for the first time, and that is the moment luffy unjustly doubted him without implicitly trusting his judgement, and that is the moment luffy learned that actually sometimes zoro sees what's best for the crew before he does and that trusting him to always act with the crew's best interests in mind is something he should do. zoro had never opposed luffy or acted without his consent in any way before whiskey peak and luffy never doubts him and always turns to him ever since, there is direct correlation between the two zoro and luffy didn't learn to trust each other and respect each other through a magical soulbond connection their relationship is actually pretty damn well developed

got some yarn for a couple winter projects im super excited about

Okay I know it’s super cliche and shit but I love the “this guy bullies this person cuz they love them” trope. Just like, “oh shit this guy is a bitch I don’t wanna fuck with them” while the other is like “did they find that cool? Intimidating? Am I doing this right why am I panicking what do I do” It’s delicious.

Now shove my blorbo in there somewhere and whatever comes out I shall put on my gravestone.

owwwww

Ps I am In Pain currently, so no new sprite stuff till the weekend at the earliest.

I also cleared out two old requests, sorry folks.

The todo list is:

Chistuck Rooms and kid Sprites

More Marsixstuck bloodswaps of the Alpha trolls.

Attempt request.

Yeah.

I also made little mini playlists for each Chi Kid to get in the headspace for them. :^)

thinking about eichi kissing my hand and dancing with me*explodes

Hey Ally, I see you’ve seen the satvb stuff and especially the wax figure bit. I’d love to hear your pov of it in a fic form if that makes sense sort of like an introspection into his “nightmare” ie. being vulnerable and feeling exposed and naked but also trying to protect himself. I know that probably doesn’t make sense but I would still like to hear your thoughts and theories regardless. Hope you’re having a good day :)

Hi! My day was pretty average, I went to work and then Pop got his fall vaccines today and is always extremely mopey and dramatic about it, so I felt bad for him even when he was being a little terror. I hope that you had / have a good day and thank you for sending in this ask!

SO, I haven't really watched much of the satvb coverage and I purposely didn't watch any of the live streams so there would at least be *some* surprise when I went to my first show. I did however see way too many pictures of the wax Matty figure laying in the fake grass and am very stressed about how I am going to explain THAT to my casual fan friends that are going to the shows with me. 😂

And on that note, I'm going to my first show of the tour next week and I can't make any promises regarding a fic dealing with the wax figure situation (I have some other projects up my sleeve now that the A&E Fic is nearly finished- one of them while still a Gatty situation is very different from anything I've ever written 👀) however, that's not to say that inspiration won't strike when I'm confronted with a life sized, naked, fake Matty in person 😂

I will report back after my show- but from what I understand, despite the shocking, absurdity of it all, it is actually a rather sad moment? Regardless, if I do decide to write something relating to it (whether a fic or just me over thinking and having ~feelings~), it will for sure be after I see the entire thing go down in person. Thank you so much for like... caring what my thoughts are on this! I'm excited to form a more complete opinion on it after the show! Thank you again for reading and sending in this ask!

❤️Ally

ummm no im not a 'job hopper' haha...im like barbie. multiskilled. multicareered, even. put some positive framing on my impulsive and flighty nature please 😤

Damn, I forgot what it was like posting in a popular Fandom