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#sigma in a manipulator girl way
lynxpixies · 2 years
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Literally me
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the-acid-pear · 9 months
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I honestly wish i could feel as bad as your average joe feels about snowgrave bc i really wasn't, as traumatized as some ppl imply they fucking are. About Noelle, at least. Her side of the tale just didn't hit me that hard at all. I guess it's the way people paint it like YOU'RE FORCING HER TO KILL when it's, true but it's, idk, more nuanced. I still shat my pants over my two sigmas (Pink Addison and Berdly) dying tho.
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rusmii · 2 months
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🎧₊ FUCK HIM, I'LL BE YO' BABY DADDY INSTEAD
homewrecker!chuuya, dazai, kunikida, fukuzawa, sigma, fyodor, nikolai x fem!reader who's in a toxic relationship
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tags. hardcore smut, sfw hcs (not rlly sfw hcs), nsfw scenarios, toxic (ex) bf, ur favs fuck you so good🤞, cheating, fingering, g-spot hitting, stalking, manipulation, gaslighting, dubcon i think?, stalking, porn videos/photos, p->v, lying, no used protection, cuckholding, inviting third person, cowgirl, mating, doggy, cuffed and gagged, bondage gear, clit stimulation, praise/degration, spanking, revenge sex, sex ed lessons, oral (f/m), blowjobs, cunnilingous, nikolai eating readers pussy while carrying her on the wall, g-spot hitting, mentioned nikolai murdering your ex 💀, NOT PROOFREAD AT ALL, BANNERS/DIVIDERS MADE BY ME.
ps. I HATE THIS POST SM. IM NEVER WRITING SOMETHING LIKE THIS AGAINNN😭😭 !!!! as u can see i removed ango and tecchou..
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00.1 #𝐊𝐔𝐍𝐈𝐊𝐈𝐃𝐀
CONFUSED ASF.
honestly brought up the topic abt calling the police multiple times.
is so sosososo confused on why you don't want him to help you and take care of the man :(
you're his best friend, so why don't you ask him for help??
well... he gets his answer one day when your urgently call him to come over.
The door swung opened. There, Kunikida saw you dressed in your skimpy lingerie with a small smirk on your face. "Kuni~ So glad to have you join us for tonight's punishment!" Confused, Kunikida raised his brow. "Is there something wrong?" He asks, allowing himself into the coze of your home — shutting the door lock. You shook your head, "No, just needed you and my boyfriend for something today." Your boyfriend. Concealing his snarl, Kunikida clears his throat and asks you to lead the way.
When you open the door down the hall, Kunikida is met by a man handcuffed and gagged in a chair as well as... bondage gear..? "[Name], what is this?" Kunikida questions, anxious about what you were going to say next. You say nothing and drag him inside the room, locking the door shut before having him sit on the bed. You bend your knees, now eye level to Kunikida's crotch, and what you say next surprises the fuck out of him. "Let's cuck my ex?"
Least to say, Kunikida couldn't deny your request — with how wonderfully beautiful you are, bouncing on his cock. He groans, your insides felt absolutely amazing. "[Name]~ Just like that, rotate your hips just like that - Ghnn~" He places his hands on your hips. You turn back to look at him, a lewd expression hidden by your composed structure. "Oh fuck! Mhm~ Kunii~ Your cock is so biiiigg!" You moan — Kunikida, as an ideal man, never thought that he'd let his best friend cowgirl him in front of her boyfriend. But yet again, you did say that he was your ex right before he started.
So he doesn't need to feel guilty because of his morals, right? That set aside, Kunikida glances at your ex, his face full of snot and tears. He grits his teeth, suddenly feeling hard as hell when he realizes that you were close. Your pussy clamps hard on his dick, the pressure causing him to thrust upwards. "OH!~ Fuck!~ Kunikida!!!~" You mewl, loving this sudden surprise. "Shut it - you whores are always so damn loud," he finally let loose, thrusting up roughly every chance he got.
You squeal, legs shaking and head thrown back. You could hear the muffle yells of your ex, but you didn't care. You didn't want to fuck his pussy soaked wrinkled dick from other girls. So as a last farewell, you spread open your legs — wide. "Kuni!~ Kuni!~ Gonna cum!~" You warn a second before you came — your juices spraying everywhere in front of you. Seconds after, Kunikida came deep inside your pussy — breeding you right in front of your ex boyfriend.
00.2 #𝐅𝐔𝐊𝐔𝐙𝐀𝐖𝐀
not much to say abt him since I didn't study up on his chara😞🙏
BUUT. fukuzawa would totally def be the type to let you come into his office at any given moment for his comfort :(
honestly wanted to murder the dude but remembered his principles and how he left behind that past, so he refrains from prying too deep into your business.
always there to lend a helping hand at tending to your bruises if you got any
even rubbing your clit to make you feel better on d-day of your break up:(
An audible groan came from you. Your legs spread wide open as you sat on Fukuzawa's lap. His fingers treading towards the depths of your lower half. "Fuku.." You whisper, turning your head to kiss him. He engulfs your lips without hesitation, his fingers finding your clit and circling around it slowly.
"There, there my lovely - he does not deserve you 'nor your love, my dear," he says softly into your ear. His raspy voice doing wonders to rile up your arousal. "It feels good~" A faint moan escapes from you as your fist clutches the fabric of his black haori — his green yukata wrapped around your naked body. "Does it? Then does this feel good as well?" He asks, his other hand on your breast, stimulating your nipple.
The soft tease of your privates sent waves of faint pleasure down your spine. "Hn~ Fuku~.. T-that - hic! Uh-huhh..~" You nod your head, unable to talk through your sobs. "Alright," he chuckles, fingers gliding back to your waist to bring your slipping body back up on his lap. "No need to cry, darling. That man does not know what he is losing." He wipes your tears.
Fukuzawa's hands grope at your breasts, softly and gently. "Break up with him today - you deserve better," he whispers into your ear, his fingers trailing down your breasts to your pelvic area. You hiccuped, feeling disarrayed. "But - Ghn!~" Cutting out any doubts you have left in your system, Fukuzawa flicks at your labia — his fingers making its way to your clit once again.
"You can. Don't let that man scare you." He starts rubbing at a rhythm he knows that's sure to get you squealing in his lap. "Fukufukufuku!~ - zawaannn!!" A long moan strides from your throat — his deep grumble faint. Fukuzawa uses his other to grab your cell, and the first looks for is your boyfriend's. As your high approaches it's max, you hear the sound of a phone ringing.
"As you cum, you're going to break up with your him," Fukuzawa whispers into your ear right before you heard your boyfriends agitated voice — never mind that. You feel his slender fingers slipping in and out of your cunt. The feeling excited you. "I - uh.. - 'M brea - Eehn!~ Breaking up with youuu!!~" You squeal, Fukuzawa's fingers being forced out with the pressure of your orgasm.
Fukuzawa hung up as soon as you announced it, rubbing circles on your stomach. "Good girl, you did so wonderful [Name]. See? There was nothing to fear."
00.3 #𝐒𝐈𝐆𝐌𝐀
this most likely happened at his casino
like say one day he sees you and goes "ooo pretty girl - nvm she got a husband'
but he sort of js watches you through his screens or subtly follows u around??? man can blend in but bit perfectly
so imagine his reaction one day when he catches your husband cheating on u with another girl in ur bedroom while u were in the shower?
yes he saw through the cams
easy! do the same while he's in the shower ;))
after sigma showed you all the evidence of your husband's affair, you were more than willing to get fucked the same way. "Fuck!~ Sir!~" You moan his name, yelping when a hand collides with your ass. "Shut it. Or do you want to get caught?" Sigma tuts, more motivated than ever when he hears your lewd mewls. But in truth, Sigma was nervous — what if you hadn't reacted the way you did? What then?
Your pussy clenches tight around his dick, bringing him back from stress hell. "Fuuck~ [Name], your - female reproductive system feels soo goood~" He moans from behind you, a hand smacking your ass. "Ah~ Th-the fuck - Gnh!~ Did you just say?" — "I said your pussy feels good! Now shut the fuck up before your cheating scum of a husband comes out and sees how much of a slut his wife is," he threatens — a sharp thrust ripping a moan out of you.
"A - yes sir! Mhmm~" A hand shoves your head down into the pillow. You hear Sigma mutter something, but you didn't bother to pay attention to it — having such good dick drill your pussy was mind numbing. "Ahn!~ Heen!!~" — "Shut up!" Sigma hisses, his thrusts speeding up. "Did you hear that? The tap turned off - your husband is coming out soon. And you better cream my dick before he does."
You mewl from his roughness, starting to feel that long awaited build up tip over. "Si-gmaa!!~ 'M cummin!!! Please! I'm gunna! - " The door is slammed open amidst your very loud moaning. You hear a gasp, and an angry shout come from the man behind you guys. "Shitshit - Mrs. [Surname] - your pussy feels sooo good," Sigma groans, pushing his dick inside your pussy as far as he can.
"[NAME]! What the fuck?!" — "Quiet. Your wife is a busy woman," Sigma shuts him up, pointing to your convulsing pussy wrapped around his dick.
00.4 #𝐅𝐘𝐎𝐃𝐎𝐑
is honestly not surprised by how toxic your relationship is
he knows that you're a person who's easily manipulated by those you care about
an absolute doormat you were
fyodor understands the emotions; fear and sadness — but what he doesn't do is sympathize for those who has it
when you came crying to him about how your boyfriend wouldn't have sex with such an inexperienced woman, he knew now that this was the perfect opportunity to teach you the sex ed you didn't know
Fyodor's nimble fingers dangle down your jawline, your face clutched in his palm. "Open your jaw, Angel." Though what intended to sound like a gentle reminder, served as a command by the male above you. Opening your mouth without complaint, you let him guide your lips to the tip if his dick.
"Now remember," his soft voice echoes through the room. "Tongue first, swirl it. Then suck the tip." Doing as he says, you start off slow — the hand softly petting your head encouraging you pick up your pace. "Mhm~ Very good," Fyodor groans, watching as almost half his dick gets slobbered up by you. He smirks, the advice he was teaching you was to specifically pleasure him, and only him. But of course, you didn't need to know that. Not when you were following his instructions so good.
"Angel~ Such a good girl~" He moans when you start engulfing his cock whole. "Ghic - Mhm - Fwyo," you gurgle, choking on his dick. Despite that, Fyodor understood everything you were trying to convey. "Don't worry, darling. 'M close, you can breathe till then." A hand picks at the root of your hairs, massaging your scalp as praise.
You whimper, your oxygen level starting to get low. Attempting to get him off quicker, you use your hands to jack off the remaining visible skin. Fyodor hisses, an audible moan leaves his mouth when his dick twitches. "Angel - just like that~ Keep doing that, good girl - fuck - Ангел!" As his lips part, he slips in a foreign word to you — a jaw dropping grip held tightly on your scalp as he came.
Because of the tight space between your head and his hands, you were forced to stay where you were, taking everything his dick had to offer. After a minute or two, Fyodor leveled his breathing and peered down. Your etched tongue and wide-eyed expression made him tingle a bit — "God - [Name]..." he heaves breathlessly, caressing your hair. Oh ‐ Fyodor was going to teach you well all right — your boyfriend is surely going to love your newly learned techniques once he's done with you.
00.5 #𝐍𝐈𝐊𝐎𝐋𝐀𝐈
BRO. THIS GUY.
being dismissive of your situation is not like him at ALL.
so yk what he does??? straight up murders the man and dumps him into the river to free you
then what do he do after that??
go to your place, relax, make you laugh, and get you to feel better abt yourself! — I mean, not like you weren't already feeling good, your ex of a bitch is finally gone from your life
and nikolai does give you the best night treatment of all time too;D (totally not my make up for the lack of nikolai)
"Fuck! Nikolai!~" You cursed, burning pleasure filling your veins as you were slammed onto the wall. Your legs were wrapped around Nikolai's head as he ate you out, using his surprisingly muscular strength to carry you with ease. His tongue danced around your labia and into your folds, teasing your entrance with the tip of his tongue. "Niko..~ Do something!" You whine, pushing his head further down in an attempt to feel more than the teasing tingling bits of pleasure.
He pulls away, a toothy grin staring right up at you. "Nu-uh," was all he said before planting a kiss on your thigh. " 'M gonna eat this pussy out like hub star~" — "Then hurry the fuck u-p-oghnn!!~" Your back arches off the wall, his tongue digging straight into your cunt. "Niko-Nikoniko!~ Th-at..~ Don't stop!" You plead as you moan. The white-haired man smiles against your pussy, his tongue roughly fucking into your sopping cunt.
"Ehn!!~ Fuck! Right there~" Grinding your crotch on his absolutely slobbered face, you release a long train of squeals. Nikolai curled his tongue, trying to find your g-spot. It took a few tries, but he knew he got it when you flinched and started squirming in his arms. "Fwucking sluut~" Nikolai's giggles were muffled by your cunt — but that didn't stop him from giving you teasing comments.
" 'M not!!!- Oghhh!~" He smiles, knowing that you're close. " 'Yer gunna cum on my tongue 'n nothing else!" He says happily, slurping up all your juices before shoving his tongue back inside with full force. Curling with such vigor, that tiny piece of flesh was hitting all the right spots in your pussy. "Nikolai!!!~ Nikolai!~ 'M - 'M -- Cu - !!!"
Without warning, a blast of your juices spraying onto Nikolai's face, blinding him for just a moment. He shuts his eyes, eager to keep going until you're whimpering in overstimulation — "Was I a better muncher than that stupid boy toy of yours?~" He asks, through his lopsided and arousal slobbered smile. But before you could answer, you felt yourself being pulled off the wall and thrown onto the bed. Oh man, tonight was gonna be a long night of relaxation.
00.6 #𝐃𝐀𝐙𝐀𝐈
give him credit, dazai is trying his best not to shoot him on site — fingers itching the trigger on the gun in his back pocket.
he literally stalks him and takes photo/video evidence of everything your boyfriend does — threatening to show the world about his infidelity to the world.
sure, people in Japan wouldn't care as much as people from the west but at least women know who to look out for.
so that's what he ends up doing — exposing him to the world and tagging his company, his hookups, his family, everyone that dazai could get his information on.
you, on the other hand, came crying to dazai's doorstep when you were blamed for everything.
perfect — he thinks. now that you were here, he'd show you how much of a douche your boyfriend actually was.
"[Name]~ Come on, I know you can do it," Dazai purrs into the nape of your neck, his hot breath fanning your ear. "I - 'M trying! Hn~" You moan uncomfortably. Being shoved face down into the sheets wasn't the idle position for you, but who were you to complain when you were getting dicked down so good.
Dazai thrusts inside your cunt slowly, forcing you to feel every vien and crook his dick had to offer. Your body shook, his dick plunging straight into your core — almost hitting your cervix. "Mhm~ Darlin', you feel so good," He praises. "Dazai..~" You mewl his name, your body responding to him well. Dazai's hand presses your back, forcing your face to dig deeper into the pillow. "Your boyfriend won't mind if I fuck my children into his girlfriends womb, hm?~"
"Heii!~ Y-yes he wouldhnn!!~" You grit your teeth, pleasure racking up your body as he rotates his hips slowly. Dazai made an annoyed grunt, "What?" He makes a sharp thrust. "That's not what he told me the other day." He says, shocking you. "Huh? - What does..nn~ That mean..?" You ask — questions full of doubt starting to take over. Did your boyfriend not care about you anymore?
Dazai chuckles, another calculated thrust sliding over your g-spot. Like he could he read your thoughts, he pats your ass softly. "Aw~ 'M, so sorry, dear... Has he not been telling you of all his bitches he's been fucking behind your back?" And right on cue, you start to thrash in his grip. "Shut up! No, he didn't! Osamu - I swear to god -" — "Then what's this?" Cutting you off, Dazai shoves his phone in front of your face and starts swiping on the multiple photos of girls being dicked by your boyfriend.
You froze, tears starting to well up in your eyes. Was he really doing these things behind your back?... "Poor [Name], so naive.." Dazai thrusts slowly behind you. You sniffle, "He.. - How long?" — "A week after you two started going out," he says, dragging a thrust. Dazai then swipes onto a video of your boyfriend and a girl in the same position as you and him — pressing play, he sets the pace and rhythm to match your boyfriends.
"See that? How he thrusts inside his bitch like you never existed?" His words stung, the moans of your boyfriends stung, everything stung. "If he's fucking her like that then..." A powerful, deep thrust came from him. "Then he wouldn't mind this, now would he?" You sigh, pleasure starting to consume your senses again. "Yeah.." You moan.
Closing your eyes and letting your head fall back onto the pillow. Dazai smirks, playing the video louder — thrusting faster to have your moans drown out the video. He could feel your cunt squeeze his dick — a painful groan escaped his lips. "Fuck - [Name] keep squeezing like that." His thrusts now shallow and fast. "Hiinnn!!~ Osamu!!~ Osamu!~ I - Can't -" — "Hold it," he orders, his sloppy thrusts becoming vigorous.
"Ha~ Mhm!~ 'Sam-'samu!!~" You squeal, legs giving up as you came — your pussy squeezing him so tight he only had a second to bracr himself for his orgasm. "Fuuuck~..." He groans next to your ear, dutifully creaming your insides. "Haa~ normally.. I'd call you a bad girl and - hgn~ Punish you, but..." He pulls out, flipping you over on your back and spreading your legs. He watches as his cum oozes out your pussy, and grabs his phone.
He angles the phone to capture his still hard dick along with your pussy and fucked out face. "This seems like a fitting punishment enough for another person." He laughs. Going to your boyfriends number and sending him the picture, captioned; 'Be prepared to raise my children;)’
00.7 #𝐂𝐇𝐔𝐔𝐘𝐀 (fic bonus!)
anger. anger was all he felt every time he opened his door to see your swollen eyes and packed backpack whenever you and your boyfriend had a fight.
"shit - you okay?" he would ask as he settles you in, bringing you a cup of hot chocolate to sip while he runs you a bath.
and when you tell him you're fine, he calls bullshit but doesn't pry you further, wanting to get you as comfortable as possible at the moment.
"why don't you leave him? you're friends with the fucking mafia for fucks sake." he groans next to you, a cozy blanket. a bit too intimate for friends but it didn't matter if you two were close friends.
"it takes time. besides, i love him too much to leave him like that." you would reply back, leaning your head on his shoulder. the action not helping him stay in his lane.
it starts with small and subtle actions. things your boyfriend would refuse to do, chuuya did with/for you.
it made your heart swell every time, and just when chuuya thinks he's finally got you in his grasp — you go and happily announce your ex's fake ass apology.
this irks chuuya to the fucking core. what the hell does that serial cheat have that he doesn't? he's got money, looks, hell — the goddamn loyalty your ex lacks.
but every failed opportunity eventually combines into a one in a life time chance, right?
You sniffle, the alcohol intoxicating your system was finally reaching its peak. you glance at chuuya, his red face from the intensity of the situation and the wine from moments earlier made you fell swell inside. "Chuuya," you tug on his sleeve, making him look at you. "What? Wanna talk shit 'bout that dick more? -" — "- I think I love you."
Chuuya froze — was he hearing things right? Or was it just the alcohol buzzing his brain? "What?" He asks, still unsure of what he heard. "Thank you," you corrected your mistake, turning away when he attempts to lean closer to you. "No - I heard what you said. You said you loved me," he insists, taking you by the arm when you try to get up. You shook your head, invulnerability starting to wall up. "No, I didn't."
"You did." He repeats, dragging you back down into his lap. Though you couldn't see him, you could feel him burying his head into the back of your neck. "You love me," he whispers again — like it was some sort of affirmative confirmation. You stayed silent, afraid of what you might say next.
But what happens next is a blur. One thing happened that led to another, and another, and another — A groan falls next to your ear. His lips pursed, giving your ear a soft kiss before moving down to where your neck was. A line of hickies was the aftermath of the marking attack. "Chuuya," you say.
"I know," he says back. Stripping you of your clothes while trying to unbuckle his belt at the same time. You took pity on his struggle and took off your own shirt, unlacing his belt for him with a few twists. He stood on his knees, drunkenly watching with only one goal in mind — to take care of you.
"Lay down for me," he commands — your nimble fingers pressing against his chest as he circles up your waist, unclipping your bra and tossing it aside. Listening without a complaint, you lay still — the humming buzz from the wine, making you feel light-headed and impulsive. Chuuya's fingers make it to the waistband of your underwear, pulling on the elastic to stretch it — dragging the piece of cloth down your legs.
The cold air presses your labia — a foreign feeling from the lack of sexual activity between you and your boyfriend. And Chuuya knew that all too well. So when his fingers approach your lips, he's careful to gently touch it. You whine, the feathery feeling of his fingers rubbing your folds wasn't giving you enough stimulation to feel pleasure.
Chuuya swats away your hand from your clit, tsking as he does so. " 'M the one taking care of you - trust me, m'kay?" He soothes you, placing your hand back down to the side before readjusting his position. Chuuya was now hovering over your body — his already lubricated fingers pushing in one at a time. Your breath hitched, toes curled, and lashes futtered. "Ch-chuuya~..." You moan his name, the foreign feeling being washed away by a new sense of tingling pleasure. "Don't moan my name just yet - we haven't even got to the fun part," he says, his lone finger curling over your sensitive spot.
"O-okay - Hc!~" Another finger entered you. This time, the burning stretch was more noticeable. Chuuya notices your slightly scrunched face and bends down to give you a chaste kiss. "It's 'kay," he mumbles on the corner of your lips. " 'Tis only gonna hurt for a little bit - I know pain like this will soon turn into ecstasy for my girl when I do this." He curls his fingers, both brushing over your g-spot while he does. "Ghn ~ Hic -" Your eyes roll up slightly, the sudden bundle of pleasure hitting you like a boulder.
"Fuck - Fuck~" You drunkenly moan, the back hairs of your nape zizzing up from the chill. "Mhm, keep doing that," you command, letting out another loud moan when Chuuya rolls over your g-spot again. "Clit stim?" He asks, already rubbing your nub with another finger — but really, there was no point in him asking if he was just going to go ahead and do it. "Sh-it ~" A moan came from you, your head tilted back.
After a few more curls of his fingers, you felt that pressure in your abdomen that you craved for so long. "Chu-Chu- 'M gonna - Cu - Hnn~" His fingers picked up the pace when he heard your little warning. "Cummin'?" He chuckles, his fingers rubbing your spot. "Chuuya!~" You moan his name, feeling your approaching high climbing the coaster faster. "Fuck - can't believe I get to experience this. So fucking pretty - 'yer so damn beautiful." He praises. A combo that never ended well with holding out on your orgasms.
Your back arches, feet kicking the sheets as your hands desperately grasp for anything it can. "Cu-Please~ 'M - " — "Cum for me," Chuuya orders, his final swirl causing you to spiral. The peak of the coaster now falling down. "Shiiit - pretty girl." Chuuya spoke as he watches you drench his fingers. Once you were done with your high, you look up at Chuuya — his face glaring with glea. "Hi."
"Hi. How was it?" He asks you, rubbing soothing circles on the side of your leg. You laid there, reflecting on what you just done. Letting your best friend finger the fuck out of you even though you had a boyfriend. Oh fucking — what a damn predicament you were in. "I -.. I don't know." You admit, the awkward feeling of post orgasm hitting you. In a way, you felt guilty. Cheating on your boyfriend like that — but at the same time you felt giddy. The pleasure of sex finally being given to you by your best friend.
"Don't think too hard 'bout it," he picks up your hand and kisses your knuckle. "I'll be a better baby daddy then that fucker ever was." He winks with a smile, bringing your hand down to his twitching cock.
"I'll be a better baby daddy then that fucker ever was." Was the last rational thing you heard before you started stroking his cock. His breath hitched — a sigh of pleasure escapes his lips. "Fuck - you really know how to stroke a cock," he chuckles, watching as you smear his precum around his dick. "Hm~ Maybe you just never had a good stroke before," you tease his tip, a bubbly smirk donning your face.
He grins, stopping you from doing anymore and pushing you down on the bed. "Maybe - how 'bout you show me how good pussy feels next," he challenges, pushing inside your already stretched cunt. "Oh fuck! - Chuuya~" You moan, his dick curving perfectly inside your walls. "Hnn..." He grunts above, throwing your legs over his shoulders. "Finger fucked the shit outta' you earlier. Now my dick is gonna do the same," he pulls out just to the tip and gives you a harsh, first thrust.
Angling his thrust perfectly on the first try, Chuuya groans when he feels your walls clamp tighter. "Shiiit - baby you feel so fuckin' good." You moan at his praise, the feeling of his dick so snug inside was making you tear up. "Mhm!~ Chu - Hic - Good! Soo guuudd~" You slur on your words — Chuuya dicking you down better then any man that has even touched you.
He smirks, rotating his hips, watching as your eyes water even more due to the slight intoxication from the wine earlier. "Hnn~ Wait - 'Tis not enough." You whine, your head drooping to side. Chuuya curses. In normal circumstances, he'd tell you to ease up and love you slowly — but now? well, now the alcohol wants him to go to pound town on your pussy. And he was going to do exactly that.
Chuuya pulls out to the tip again, slamming his hips against yours as he thrusts inside. This time, instead of getting you adjusted to his cock, Chuuya fucks you with vigor. "Fuck!~" You moan, back arching off the bed a little. "Bitch wanna get fucked like the little cheating whore you are? Shit - I'll give ya' the same fuckin' treatment as porno hires." Threat or not, it was fucking hot. You loved the dirty talk and rough treatment Chuuya was giving you.
Folding you over, Chuuya picks up his pace — his dick now ghosting out of your entrance as it fills up your cunt every millisecond. "Chuuyya~ Chuuya!~ Chuuyaahnn!!~" He hears you sputter his name — drool dripping down from the corner of your mouth. Chuuya sees and sticks his fingers inside your mouth, moaning at the sudden clench of your cunt. "T-Toooo muuuchh!!!~" You gag on his fingers, tongue webbing around them.
"Nah - you said you needed this," he lied, putting words into your mouth. "So don't go fucking wailing like a damn hurt dog - remember, you were the one who pounced on me like a cheating little slut." He exaggerates on the last three words like it was his bragging rights. "C-can't!" You twist your body, the overwhelming pleasure building too much on your abdomen. Chuuya cooed, mockingly. "Yes, you can, sweetheart. Don't let my dick get in the way of your creamin'."
A loud moan escapes Chuuya's mouth as your pussy latches onto his dick — dragging its velvety walls so nicely. "Fuuuckiinn---ggg shiiiiit - [Namenamename] - making me feel so - Ghn~ Fuck! Good~" — Hiinnnn!!~ Chuuyyaaaa!!!~" You both spew nonsense at the same time, the wine finally taking its toll on your conscious control.
"Fuuckfuckkfuckfuckkk~ 'M cummin - Shit I'm -" Chuuya whines, the pleasure overtaking him, his rhythm stuttering and his dick twitching uncontrollably inside your pussy. You couldn't even speak anymore — all sorts of voiced thoughts were replaced by moans. "Shit - you cummin'? Can feel you squeezing the shit outta' my dick..." He grunts.
After a couple more thrusts and Chuuya's fuse fucking blew. He was cumming so hard his eyes rolled back and he had to clutch you to keep himself grounded. Once he opened his eyes, he was met to the sight of your fucked out, twitching body — and a lovely creampie! Hopefully, your boyfriend doesn't mind the fact that you two didn't use protection.
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chuunai · 3 months
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Please I’m begging for a baby daddy Sigma,I honestly see him as a girl dad or the possibly of the mother having twins and how he’ll be so gentle and curious.
yeah I needed this too.
✧˚ · . for the first time — sigma
His place in the world is solidified by two mini hims.
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summary ⋆ ★ comfort, fluff, established relationship (marriage with reader), SFW → babies —> babies —> babies
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Sigma’s origins were unordinary.
His ‘birth’ was the moments his eyes opened to that desert of nothing but pockets of sand. Only a ticket with no real destination was clutched in his hands. There was no evidence of his family, life or being. He was just a man with nothing but the rags he wore. His first tastes of humanity were bitter and full of despair.
The first few months of his life could be summed up in three words.
Mundane, hazy and all too real.
It passed by a blur, but it never left his mind. His mind couldn’t remember much, but his body did. Oh, it remembered so much. The texture of sand under his feet as he walked for miles on end with no destination in sight. The sun burning him during the day and the moon freezing him during the night.
The endless cycle was all he knew back then.
It was better than the cycle he walked into next. The life of a dog. Grateful for the scraps his benefactors threw him, and eager to please them in return. He was used, manipulated and thrown away at the blink of an eye.
Nowadays, whenever he thought back to that period of time, Sigma felt shame. He was so naive and thankful for not even the bare minimum. He did so much for the sole reason of finding a home.
Home was an idea he desperately idolized. It was something everyone had. From birth, people had homes and a family. Sigma didn’t have the luxury of such a blessing. The universe tainted their fingers to make him, yet couldn’t even grant him with such a factor. There was no place in the world that he considered his home until the Sky Casino.
Sigma used to think that was his true home.
It was his life’s work—the lungs he breathed air into, the heart that kept his body going and his very being. He woke up there, and he ended his days there. That’s what a home was. The place where one felt the most comfort and safety.
It was a location. A specific part of the world that was his and his alone.
But then it became yours, too.
The day you entered his dim world was the day he found the real sun. You shone so brightly, your rays lighting up the area wherever you want.
He was mesmerized. Sigma thought you were an angel from the holy book Fyodor always spoke about. Were you there to cleanse him of his sins? To be the blessing the world had denied him for so long? He hoped. And he prayed.
Those fingers that had once done labor in the desert held yours when he slid the ring onto your finger that one fateful night. It’s also when he first learned that home could be a person too. That home was wherever you and him were, together. And the home only grew to grant him with more than he could ever hope for.
A family was unfamiliar to him.
But Sachiel and Lilith soon became his everything. His angels born from his angel spouse. It helped ease his acceptance of the fact that he too was a real human.
Could he have helped to create these children otherwise?
“Bah!”
The energetic coo from next to him snapped Sigma out of his nostalgia, his eyes looking down at Sachiel. The boy had inherited his lilac hair and soft eyes, and his heart swelled as he got out of his desk chair to cradle the baby to his chest.
He was gorgeous.
Pressing a careful kiss to his head, Sigma walked out of his study and made his way to the nursery. Just an hour ago you two had agreed to each take one of the twins to handle for some bonding time. But he just wanted to see you and his daughter. He was quite attached to his family.
From inside the nursery, he could hear Lilith’s giggles and babbles mixed with your voice.
Walking in slowly, he smiled at the sight of you holding a plush dragon and making up a story to the small child.
“…and the dragon spat out fire at the castle and roared! Grrr, grrrr-“
You stopped when you noticed Sigma’s presence and Sachiel squirming in his arms. He wished he hadn’t interrupted the moment now.
He sat down next to you quietly, letting Sachiel crawl over to his sister as the two began to play together.
Sigma was so curious about them.
What they’ll grow up to be, how they’ll live life. He hoped they’d be happy and healthy forever. He’d gladly gamble away the Sky Casino if it meant having a sure shot at providing for them.
He meant it, really.
For the first time, he understood what a family was.
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yeah I’m sorry this took so long I’ve just been swamped with work lately TvT
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bee-writes-n-spins · 2 months
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a/n- something random to hold y’all over til baby girl chuuya
marina and the decay of angels (and dazai)
dazai-
“wish i’d been a prom queen fighting for the title instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible, feeling super super super suicidal.”
dazai osamu was stuck being thrown into bad situations left and right through his childhood and adolescence
he had to learn to survive, as did everyone
he was in the mafia, running around and murdering, torturing, among other crimes
perhaps he just wanted normal teen tears that those things didn’t happen. just highschool, friends, relationships.
nikolai-
“instead of love, and trust, and laughter, all you get is happy never after.”
nikolai wanted to be with fyodor, which has always been clear.
he wanted to feel things, but felt it only made him weak. so he tried to give them all up and work with fyodor.
in attempting that, fyodor lost his life and left nikolai with sadness.
fyodor-
“need to purge the poison from our system until human beings listen. tell me, who do you think you are?”
fyodor’s goal from the beginning is to rid the world of sin. killing in the name of his god.
and which, he would let no one get in the way of his goals.
thus, he must punish those for their crimes. for their sin. for their poison.
sigma -
“i know exactly what i want and who i want to be. i know exactly why i walk and talk like a machine”
sigma isn’t human. that he knows.
normal human things don’t come naturally to him. he has to fake it.
and with faking it, one seems less human than ever. machine like, even. sigma became exactly like that.
a machine who, with just a push of a button, could be so easily altered and manipulated.
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tanya-ch · 7 months
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Relationships with them(Akutagawa,Kyoka,Sigma)
General headcanons
Akutagawa Ryunosuke-
•Restrictive and not very warm relationship, he not only loves you, but one might say obsessed.
•Very rarely uses manipulation, but instead he can and does not hesitate to use brute force.
•He is not very jealous, although if a person behaves too assertively around you, death will certainly await him.
•Ryunosuke has more control. What you do in your free time, who you communicate with, what you eat, how much you sleep, basically your actions.
If you want to go for a walk, do you remember what rules he told you?
If you want to cook something, but you remember about safety, one awkward scratch, and you will only see the knife as a punishment.
If you made some action/choice without warning him about it, you will receive a reprimand and a lecture about how helpless you are and how unable to do some work correctly, that you simply need him to mercifully help you. Even if You are well versed in this topic.
•Very often it injures you, as they say “you don’t understand any other way!”
Kyoka Izumi-
•On the one hand, childishly cute and on the other, isolating and creepy relationships. Of course, this often depends on how you behave, but not always.
•Neutral to manipulation, but still practically breaking your psyche, this is not the only way to keep you close to you.
•She is jealous of you, and also like the eldest child in the family who is eager to reach out to a negligent parent and express her needs. Although she rarely shows it, at least in public. Also when alone with you, she doesn’t really want interrogate you, who was next to you today. But from her gloomy face, you can understand everything anyway, she is not happy.
•She certainly loves to take care of you, but not control you.
•Raises her hand at you only in extreme cases, for example when you are trying to escape from her.
•When you behave in a way that suits her, she shows a wave of tactility and loves to chat with you about everything in the world, because it seems to me that she simply has tactile hunger almost always..
•In general, just be sweethearts and this girl will melt like sugar in tea.
Sigma-
•Stalker. In a word, he is watching you, he knows more about you than you.
Perhaps he has too much to do to see you every day, or perhaps he is simply shy and does not want to impose himself... Yes, this pseudo child simply cannot gain a certain confidence, and there is no one to consult with. Therefore, he has to admire you from afar ..
•Sometimes he is jealous of your friends, but he understands that for you this is a home, for you this is a support. Therefore, he is not very angry with you, but still something unpleasantly pierces his heart, “why am I not in their place..” ?
• He doesn’t control, almost, there is only one rule for you - don’t leave him. He doesn’t want to put many restrictions on you, because he doesn’t want to injure you. Although he realizes that just by keeping him in captivity, he’s not bad at spoiling yours. psyche.
•He understands that your house was there, but now he is here with him! Oh, after so many years he found you... do you really want to betray him too?
• He has a more positive attitude towards manipulation than a negative attitude. Still, you somehow need to be kept in line.
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dont-f-with-moogles · 1 month
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hello 💫 drunk bestie ✨
prompt:
"you should see the other guy" (/girl/person/titan/whatever)
ship: soukoku or levihan
and i'll leave the vibe up to you (though i'd be partial to some angst bc you're so good at it, but really whatever you feel like). can't wait to see what you come up with! 😘
A Crack of Thunder Characters: Dazai, Chuuya, Sigma (Meursault sillies!)
A blurred cacophony of sounds reached Sigma’s ears before he could distinguish the source… there were voices arguing, though obscured as though their enraged tones were reaching him underwater. Then, a distant crack of thunder…
Sigma’s head fell forward; he was caught between sleep and wakefulness. His tongue lay parched and heavy. As he attempted to move it, he took the coating off the roof of his mouth.
“Mmm…” he managed groggily, opening an aching eyelid. The effort was akin to rousing himself from what felt like a month’s worth of sleep. When he finally did open his eyes, a small, white-walled room swam before him. And, standing in front of him was a man of a rather small stature with a shock of red hair beneath his black, pillbox hat.
“…tho… finally awake, theeping beauty?”
“Uh… sorry?” Sigma managed. The man let out a little huff of irritation.
“I thaid are you awake now-” Chuuya shook his head. “…know what? Never mind. We need to thake a leg…”
“…we need to what?” Sigma tilted his head, his white and lilac hair drifting over his hunched shoulder as he processed this unexpected interaction. “If… if you don’t mind me saying, your pronunciation is a little…”
“Thut it,” Chuuya seethed at him. “Think I don’t know that, you walking thcoop of ithe cream?”
Chuuya tried to still the trembling of his fists. Sensing a need to divert the conversation, Sigma decided to change tack.
“Is Dazai-”
“Thon of a bitch,” came Chuuya’s retort; his immediate response to the mention of his old partner’s name had become as instinctive as breathing. In answer to Sigma’s questioning gaze, Chuuya lifted his top lip with a gloved finger.
“Bathard thaid he had a quick way to get my fangth out…” he growled, “…uthed a motherfuckin wrench.”
Sigma inched closer, appalled to see the gap where Chuuya’s incisor had once been.
“Oh shit… I… I’m sure he was just trying to help…” the former casino manager fumbled, “…does it hurt?”
His new companion scowled.
“Yeah right. You thould thee the other guy.”
Wobbling as he climbed to his feet, Sigma peered over Chuuya’s shoulder. A pool of dark blood was spreading rapidly across the floor and, lying with his head submerged in it was…
“Dazai!” Sigma cried, turning his widened eyes to the man’s ex partner. Chuuya uttered a derisive snort.
“…tho what if I thot him in the head?” He laid a gloved hand upon his hip. “You think that wath wrong?”
Sigma, who had pressed his trembling fingers over his mouth, slowly began to lower them. He couldn’t believe that someone could speak so casually about such a brutal act of violence against an ally. Unless…
“Wait… you’re the gravity manipulator aren’t you?”
The casino manager’s legs gave way beneath him, forcing him to sink down on his seat once more. He gave a great sigh as his shoulders relaxed…
“…thank God. You must’ve stopped the bullet before it went through his skull, right?” he laughed shakily. Chuuya glanced back at Dazai’s body, lying prostrate on the ground, before he quickly looked away.
“Uh… thure I did…”
Chuuya forced a smile, revealing the gap in his teeth once more.
Bonus: “Anyway, at leathe he died doing what he loved…” Chuuya pronounced with feigned solemnity as he stowed his gun away.
“W-what?” Sigma gasped, apalled.
Chuuya shrugged.
“Dying.”
👉 Drunk Drabbles?
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circuitspeeder · 10 days
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RED VS BLUE RESTORATION SPOILERS
This is stuff I liked :D
Can I just say how fucking good caboose was in this? I genuinely adored competent caboose, and he still felt very in character, to me at least.
The way all the AI’s were still so in character even after all these years had me happy. Sigma also got to drop his ‘manipulator’ persona and got to just be cruel which feels in character but I can see how some might not like it.
Sigma snapping a bit at Theta then Delta telling Sigma to fuck off and leave him alone then telling Theta to come by him was fucking adorable. Delta and Theta fans stay winning. 💪
The felix part still confuses the fuck out of me but the way I’ve chosen to interpret it is Sigma basically just taking felix’s voice to specifically fuck with tucker. (Aka they couldn’t get big actor no more so miles is now sigma)
Sigma could have potentially also taken some of Felix’s personality cuz no way bro was like ‘i’m gonna sit in a glass box and pretend I’m a statue then jump out at them when they come looking! This shit is gonna be so funny!’ Like 😭😭
The way The Meta also just kinda throws shit around like a toddler is funny to me, but also sort of helps show that he isn’t exactly 100% there.
The Caboose and Tucker scene fucked me up. 10/10 no notes for that. Caboose’s VA also fucking killed that scene.
479er and Shelia was fucking amazing. Along with the small gag with Lopez at the beginning. I hate how they later just disappear but I’m happy we got them at all.
Kai is literally my favorite character behind Grif. At the very least I’m happy we got ANYTHING from her.
Seeing Tucker being tortured the way they tortured the Alpha, and possibly Maine was so cool, but also fuck you for that.
Idk if I’m 100% correct on this, but it seems like the machinima parts on charon’s ship were green screened. I could be wrong but it looked a bit wonky sometimes.
First time Grif salutes Sarge is when he’s fucking dead. Fuck me.
The memories around the fire, and Grif finally being given the option to leave was all stuff I liked. Grif choosing to stay to at least fight the Meta was cute.
Tex coming back instead of church was actually fucking gold. This version being made from positive memories was also perfect.
Hearing Round 1/Bullfight, like I said before, got me hard instantly.
Tex and Carolina fighting together, loved it, but they did feel far weaker than we have previously seen them.
Small nit pick, the figh animation was great, but they still have the camera issue where it just sorta floats around a bit when it could help to better enhance what was happening, but I still loved the fight.
God the lighting on the animated bits was so fucking pretty.
Tex and Church (or Allison and Leonard) finally getting to fucking rest was 🙏 That part genuinely had me in tears.
Then after that it’s sorta down hill for me, but I will say how I can understand how some might think Grif leaving was a good thing.
Again rvb0 cameo made me throw up in my mouth-
I did love how Dr.Gray mentioned that Donut was an admiral. Good for him.
Grif telling Simmons to come with him had me kicking my feet like a little girl.
Grif and Simmons honestly felt so much closer this season. They felt like genuine friends, and while I kinda knew we weren’t gonna get it canonized they still carried, along with Caboose.
I do over all prefer the season 15-17 time line, along with the OG scrapped season 18 we could have gotten, but this was a fine ending. At the very least I hope they enjoyed making it.
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shitpostingsystem · 5 months
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bsd ramblings (season 5)
nikolai is my scrungo
bro can’t live without his electronics omg that chronically online mf
dazai <3
HI RANPO I MISSED YOU
HI POE OMG KISS RANPO 
“yeah you helped out we don’t have time for all your gloating right now” AWWW THEYRE IN LOVE
“tttttttttttttterrorist!!!” bro stutters more than wattpad y/n
WHERE THE HELL IS AKUTAGAWA I HAVENT SEEN HIM IN FOREVER
i love bsd’s intros omfg. the animation, the music, it’s amazing 
kunikida’s hands said “nuh uh”
bro has a massive hangover lmao
i love how the guys are fangirling
why is he a dilf
“no im not! i’m…young!” silly
atsushi has a fear of abandonment? mood 
HI AKUTAGAWA I MISSED YOU
dazai <33333333333333333
SHIN SOUKOKUUUUU 
dazai our he/they king
“a new generation of double black” YES WKNEIDNEJDSSHBEHDBE
“you’re the trial for me” that’s what she (akutagawa) said 
AKUTAGAWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
ATSUSHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
oh they’re ok it’s fine. forgot we were going on anime rules
akutagawa has a lung disease?? damn. womp womp. L. roll better stats
i want to hug whoever made the season 5 intro. it’s my favorite 
istfg if akutagawa actually dies i’m killing myself
HI BRAM. SWORD VAMPIRE MAN
AKUTAGAWA IS A FUCKING VAMPIRE NOW WTF 
why is vampirism kinda hot (i’m a sex repulsed asexual) 
WHAT KIND OF SEMIPOP MUSIC IS PLAYING
dazai you silly babygirl
i am a fyodor/dazai bestie truther 
nikolai is so fucking silly
“because i missed you, bestie!” how about boyfriend nikolai? 
nikolai/fyodor
bram basically adopting the kid is amazing and i love it 
“this is a fantastic opportunity, a true gift from heaven” dazai you absolute suicidal mood
“i’m sleepy. take me back” MOOD BRAMBRAM
the kid having trauma is a mood
brambram having an ipod is something i needed 
dazai/sigma besties
dazai dancing with his bestie is amazing 
HI KENJI I MISSED YOU
CHUUYA IS A VAMPIRE NOW?????
kenji having anger issues but appearing chill is a whole mood 
imagine fighting a dude and passing out like bros
“you’re pretty sharp for a three year old” lmao dazai
is fyodor gonna die? dammit i liked that dude 
DAZAI PUT SHOES ON I DONT WANNA SEE YOUR DOGS
dazai being manipulative is so fun to see. i love seeing the burnt wet cat being toxic 
“do you want me to drown you in a bathtub?” “what’s a bathtub?” LMAO I LOVE THOSE TWO
damn childhood friends 
is dostoyevsky a christian????? nah i refuse 
dazai, sigma, dostoyevsky, and nikolai are besties and commit every crime ever (except for like. animal abuse and rape and the shit they wouldn’t do) 
WAIT IS CHUUYA GONNA KILL DAZAI NONONONONKNSJENDUENWJFBWJCBEUCUENCUENDHBEUDHDHE
brambram and the girl are so silly. i love them (i don’t ship them ofc don’t get the wrong idea, parent and kid silly) 
dostoyevsky said help me and went crazy 
split personality??? MOOD????
awww cmon i was hoping for did dostoyevsky 
“FUCK THAT REALLY HURT” GOD I LOVE DAZAI
CHUUYA DONT YOU DARE KILL DAZAI 
DAZAI WINDSUBEIDBWDU WHDBSHWBDUE
NOOOOOOOOO
IM ACTUALLY GOING TO CRY OMFG OMWHDJWNDUW UB WE BEHXBEHDYEH
DAZAIIIIWJHEUDNSUCNDHD
ANIME RULES BETTER ANIME 
I NEED DAZAI TO LIVE GODDAMMIT
MY WET CAT HAS TO LIVE
NIKOLAI STFU DAZAI IS DEAD
O S A M U D A Z A I 
SIGMA NOOOOOOOOOO
OH THANK GOD THANK GOD THANK SWEET BABY JESUS
MY BABYGIRL IS OKAY
“who are you calling a dumbass??” CHUUYA KISS YOUR HUSBAND 
i love him <33333
PLEASE TELL ME SIGMA IS OKAY THOUGH
nikolai just say you have a crush on fyodor 
nikolai and fyodor commit tax evasion together 
bro got fucking stabbed by a girlboss 
the grey haired motherfuckers are gay your honor
WHY IS BRAM FUCKING STOKER HOT 
why the new villain kinda 😳😳
SHIN SOUKOKUUUUUUU
boyfies explained by my moot (@duckduckgoose-exe):
Okay here are the amazing ships as different types of boyfies
Chuuya and Dazai: ‘I hate you’ means ily boyfies
Atsushi and Akutagawa: boyfailure boyfies
Ranpo and Poe: autism boyfies
Jouno and Tecchou: ‘you fucking idiot’ boyfies
Nikolai and Fyodor: crazy but in the homoerotic way boyfies
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drsp00n · 10 months
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spoilers for Lisa The Joyful’s new content and ending
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I think the new sequence and the new last conversation between Buddy and Buzzo were meant to be Austin course correcting the huge fandom misconception of “Lisa was the worst character means she is the most evil”. Many of the Q&A replies he made over the years are still up but that’s one that is just straight up deleted. I’ve seen my fair share of people whining about the idea of Buzzo being ruined when nobody ever stopped to think how victim blaming the girl who’s biggest impact on the story is DYING was disproportionate.
“I fucked him up but only because SHE fucked me up!!!”. It’s true that Lisa was fucked up in the sense that all she knew in her life was manipulation, abuse and violence. It’s true that would translate to her love language being different to anyone elses . But compared to Brad, he had way more autonomy about his personal choices after her death. Brad’s dream sequence in DE shows you how deeply rooted his trauma is, he can’t fundammentally change or just “get over it’. Buzzo doesn’t appear to have any of that, so to claim this one 10-15 year old girl ruined his life just seems like an excuse to try and shift blame.
The problem now is that there’s unclear supernatural elements. Buddy’s new dream sequence which later translates to Buzzo no longer hearing Lisa’s voice is still up in the air. It reinforces the idea that Lisa was actually a corruptive force or at the very least, heavy Joy usage leads to some form of collective consciousness and Buddy just went and exorcised Buzzo’s fucked up memory of Lisa.
Getting a straight answer isn’t happening for a good while but I just take issue with how people are defending one of the characters we know probably the least amount. It’s funny watching people go “nooooo my sigma fav can’t be cringe!!”.
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httpfrr2 · 10 months
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Just some 3am thoughts
Why are my favorite bsd characters dazai and sigma?
Because I just wanna die, have absolutely no will to live, is in the second decade of my life and I already wanna quit it (no wonder why sigma wanted to die after barely three years. If I had the amount of anxiety he's had, I would've buried myself alive) and I'm always tired.
Because I have problems...
I also love chuuya, akutagawa, atsushi, ranpo, poe, fyodor, nikolai, yosano, kunikida, mushitaro, fukuzawa, higuchi, gin, tachihara, hirotsu, kyoka, kenji, tanizaki, tetcho, jouno, teruko, ango, oda, lovecraft and this list just goes on! Literally, it depends on the phase...
The fact that which character gets more spot light and screen time. I literally love every single character introduced in this anime. Bungou stray dogs is the ground breaker for morally grey characters with jokes on suicide and comical nihilism. (Maybe I'm just self-projecting)
Villains have class and elegance! [We don't talk about fukuchi here...] amazing motivations and not two whole episodes back stories that we have to watch BEFORE their introduction...
The characters feel so REAL and well-designed. Every single design is unique and breathtaking, the personality and motivations come naturally to the character.
I even ended up liking all the villains (not the minor ones). I don't hate fukuchi and mori also. [I'm so canceled] because as much as they are annoying and disgusting, their actions make sense. They are the perfect examples of empathetic villains. Fukuchi's war trauma hits hard for a person like me who's witnessed war herself. For mori I gotta say that... that... he is disgusting but his attempts to protect yokohama and his organization gives him value as a character. He is a character with a unique mentality and a much more grounded genius than dazai and ranpo who is as logical as a math equation. I don't like him (I can never forgive him for the things that he made yosano go through) but I like the way he's written. I only say this because beast mori exists...
When I say I like a character, that doesn't mean that I agree with their actions but personally, I have no problem rooting for a mentally ill terrorist on his journey to become a bird. I mean he just silly like that!! I love nikolai and his extreme ideology because gogol is my favorite writer in real life.
Fyodor was an absolute favorite for me, I am obsessed with dostoevsky's books (especially the gambler) so seeing anime boy raskolnikov was a huge 😍 moment, definitely. But he is much more than that (much more than a jerk to the bone for stabbing my sigma like that...) he is canonically soft and humble and his every move is filled with so much grace (I'm not talking about the anime fyodor, the manga fyodor had a way better display of this...) he is extremly intelligent, a tempting deal-maker type of manipulative psychopath and a huge mastermind who has questionable morals... AND his character design is cute. Not just cute, cute in a baby girl way...
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I know what I said... [please leave me and my double standards alone...]
What the hell even is this?!? I wanted to talk about dazai and sigma... this is what I get for typing while I'm barely awake...
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judasgot-it · 9 months
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oh wait this just occurred to me but. dyou reckon that dazai is so touchy w sigma bc he thinks sigma is just a weirdly masculine girl. or maybe he's just really touch starved. maybe both.
i won't lie i have no idea what sigma's gender is, i've been subscribed to the "sigma is secretly james bond" theory for a while now but everyone keeps saying that's he's nonbinary or a girl so now im kinda like ? (i do know that transfem kunikida is also really popular rn which i lowkey stan, kunikida would slay as a chick)
honestly i think dazai being touchy with sigma thing is just because it's a powerplay. touch is a very strong way to gain the upperhand in a situation, and he can also turn off his ability, so he probably touches sigma a lot physically as a sort of tool. i love him but he still is in a life or death situation, and sigma was his tool of choice - he was manipulating him to do what he needed to survive, even if it technically benefitted them both
there could also be some secret other bullshit reason that is gonna be pulled up in the series - somehow dazai actually knows the secret to sigma's ability and that if he was overusing it he would die if he learned all of fyodors secrets, so he turned it off with that dance shit and actually saved his life (if any part of this is true im gonna eat a tecchou style food combo cuz WHAT)
or maybe dazai just felt like dancing who knows. sigma is a cutie patootie i'd dance with him
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sarcastic-trash · 2 years
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The Decay of Angels - A Collective List of Most To Least Disliked Members
Disclaimer: This is just my opinion. You don't have to agree, just be respectful please. Additionally, this isn't discussing the real life authors and how I veiw them. Only discussing the fictional characters.
MANGA SPOILERS ⚠️
Fukuchi Ochi
I absolutely despise Fukuchi. Cannot stand him. Let's tally up the amount of times he's pissed me off. So, when he "killed" Akuatagawa - I could write an entire essay on why I think it's fake out but, he still had the intentions to kill - betraying the Hunting Dogs, betraying Fukuzawa (someone whom Fukuchi supposedly called"friend"), kidnapping Tanizaki and Kunikida, and stabbing Ranpo.
Also the fact Fukuchi kidnapped Tanizaki was especially irriatating cause I had this whole entire theory. Now it's ruined because of Fukuchi so yeah. Besides that, this man has proven to be the most annoying member of the DOA. His ability annoys me because of that sword. He's so ridiculously overpowered it genuinely makes me anxious for him to just not be alive.
So yeah, moving on.
Fyodor Dostoevsky
Look, I apologize if any of you simp for this man but, I simply don't the appeal. The only good things he did was stab Mori and create Sigma from the book (if you cannot tell, I like Sigma). However, when Fyodor created Sigma he allowed Sigma to be used repetitively. Until he showed up and asked Sigma if he wanted a home. That was a manipulation tactic. Sigma felt used, isolated, and alone.
Fyodor used this to his advantage - he knows Sigma will do whatever it takes to protect his home. Sigma doesn't want to feel used and lonely again. Hell, Fyodor even admits to Dazai in prison that he knows Sigma will do anything. Fyodor created Sigma with the plan to manipulate him and use him further.
I know a lot of people dislike Dazai cause he's manipulative but, this is the thing that makes Fyodor worse. He created Sigma with the single intent to use him. Dazai has never created someone. He has brought in people and picked up people with the intent of using them or manipulating them (Atsushi and Akuatagawa). He never went out of his way to create a new person with the single intent to use them.
The way I see it - yes what Dazai did was wrong and terrible but - creating someone from a book to manipulate them is just as bad as giving birth to a child with the intent of abusing it. That's why I loathe this man. Sprinkle in the fact he dragged Chuuya into the Prison Arc and viola - the perfect reasons to slap a bitch!
Nikolai Gogol
Listen, I don't dislike Nikolai. He's cool - he's funny and hasn't pissed me off, yet. However um...
I am terrified of this man. For a few reasons being he genuinely is unpredictable and his overall appearance. I'm not saying Nikolai is unattractive (he actually has some really pretty fanart for him) but, his appearance is unnerving. Especially since he's know as the "Clown" and I don't like clowns. They unnerve me and typically make me uneasy. So to clarifying, I only rank Nikolai here because I'm lowkey terrified of him.
Bram Stroker
I like Bram. Despite him being just a torso, he's pretty cool. I don't read him as particularly malevolent, just tired of everything. He doesn't even have control over his own ability so I can't even get mad at him. Since not much is known about him, this ranking may shift. As of now though, I can say I like him.
He's not too rambunctious nor is he an annoying bitch (cough, Fukuchi). He's just there.
Sigma
Onto my favorite Decay of Angels member. Honestly, this man immediately had me attached to his character. When we got his fake out I didn't know who to be mad at. When it was found out Nikolai saved Sigma I was relieved.
Another thing, when I first saw Sigma I was confusedly thinking, "This a dude or a girl? Or are they nonbinary?" Yeah I love his backstory and his motives for his actions are abundantly wholesome. All he wants is a home and family. That's so sweet - even though not all of his actions are.
So that's that. I might do this with the other organizations. Other than that, I ask what's your opinion of the DoA members?
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{ WOLFGANG NOVOGRATZ, 21, CIS MAN, HE/HIM } Is that CHRISTOPHER ‘KIT’ KALLBERG? A SOPHOMORE originally from WEST CHESTER, PENNSYLVANIA, they decided to come to Ogden College to study ANIMAL SCIENCE on a ATHLETIC SCHOLARSHIP. They’re THE NAIVE NEWCOMER on campus, but even they could get blamed for Greer’s disappearance.
— CHARACTER STATS:
FULL NAME: Christopher James Kallberg
NICKNAME(S): Kit, K-Dog, K-Man, Kitty (by Greer lmao) 
BIRTHDAY: May 18
HEIGHT: 6′2″
SEXUALITY: Straight (as far as he knows 👀)
MBTI: ESFP-A (Entertainer)
ZODIAC: Taurus Sun, Sagittarius Moon, Leo Rising
THREE POSITIVE TRAITS: Sincere, Laidback, Sweet
THREE NEGATIVE TRAITS: Gullible, Dopey, Pushover
THREE SKILLS: Can make his own ice cream, knows ASL, lowkey Farm Boi™ (has helped deliver foals and calves, etc.)
DRINKS / SMOKES / DRUGS: Yes / No / No
—   EXTRACURRICULARS:
SPORTS: Lacrosse (Attacker)
CLUBS: Animal Rights Coalition, Ultimate Frisbee, Boxing Club
GREEK ROW: Thinking of rushing ΣΑΕ (Sigma Alpha Epsilon)
—   FUN FACTS:
Back in high school, Kit used to work at Cold Stone Creamery. He knows how to chop chop fold fold and catch ice cream that’s been tossed in the air. He really wants to start an ice cream shop if he doesn’t end up playing lacrosse professionally.
Animals are a big part of Kit’s life. His mother is a veterinarian and his father owns a farm. He’s been taught to treat animals with respect from a very young age. Because of this, Kit is part of the Animal Rights Coalition. You’d think being part of a club like that, he’d feel strongly about the type of food he consumes and diet he maintains... Kit’s favorite food is steak.
As an athlete, it’s important for Kit to take care of his body. He doesn’t drink too much and he definitely doesn’t do any drugs or smoke. Kit gives himself a three drink limit whenever he’s at a party. Once he’s hit his drink limit, you’ll usually see him walking around with can of Ginger Ale – his favorite type of soda. **Since learning that Greer is missing, he’s decided to forego his three drink limit for the time being as Lacrosse season is over.
—  ADDITIONAL INFO:
LINKS: Pinterest / Stats / Tasks
THEIR RELATIONSHIP WITH GREER : Greer’s Current Boyfriend
With no buzz and no connections, even Kit was confused as to how he landed Greer. They were a pair no one saw coming, not even him. Then one day the Golden Girl spared more than a moment’s glance in his direction, and suddenly he was becoming a part of her life. Never having dated someone like Greer before, Kit often felt out of place and out of his element in her world, but he always tried to keep up regardless of what it cost him. They weren’t a perfect couple by any means, but with the way Greer had Kit eating out of the palm of her hand, it wasn’t hard to delude everyone into thinking that they were.
HOW THEY EMBODY THEIR TROPE
Lack of wisdom or judgement. Natural and unaffected. Innocent. Simple. These are just some of the words that define ‘naïve’ and all of them can be used to describe Kit Kallberg. It wasn’t that he was dumb, it was just that he was uncomplicated. Growing up with good looks and a naturally athletic nature, he had a very easy life. Someone was always willing to help him or cut him some slack. He never had to lie, manipulate, or become devious in any way. For Kit, what you see is what you got with him. There was never anything lurking below the surface, for better or for worse.
TLDR: Athletic himbo with a girlfriend that’s way out of his league.
—   CONNECTION IDEAS:
Best Friend
Unlikely Friend
Admirer
Rival
Tutor
Someone he had a crush on before he got with Greer
I’m open to whatever ideas you’ve got! :)
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Big Reputation...
In my life my heart has been broken many times. Some by boys, mainly by life. I know what it is like to feel grief and dejection and never have wanted to be the source of that for anyone. My job title currently is banker but in reality I am a professional in people pleasing. For as long as I can remember I have always cared deeply what people thought of me and always wanted to appear competent and kind. I pushed myself to obnoxious lengths to ensure that I met all the invisible marks that I had set for myself that I thought would win me the title of "good" and therefore would earn me the affection of those around me. I was the ultimate "pick me" girl. Except, people rarely did or at least not those who had good intentions.
I have been stepped on so much emotionally that it has taken me years to accept interactions for the grooming and manipulation that it was. To know where my wants begins and others wants for me ended. However, I am pretty proud of the way that I fought physically. I haven't always protected my heart the way I would have hoped but the one thing I did a decent job of protecting was my body. I have never been the girl that would reach for someone's hands or naturally melt into someone for an embrace. For every time a boy leaned in I leaned out. I was very aware of the cruelty of men and what they could do and I wasn't about to be bait. For a long time I used to think something was inherently wrong with me. Why did other girls attract cute highschool boys and instead I always had the grown gross men or the guys that are in between the stints in Jail. No, I was okay with not being touched.
Fall semester of my freshman year of college was supposed to be a new beginning for me. A chance to finally be a kid and have fun. I went to a school that people affectionately call "the home we love so well." And I probably would have cherished my time there if it hadn't been for meeting a boy on my 2nd day of school at a block party in front of the president's house. He was my best friend until the day he wasn't. Until I became enemy number one for the simple word of no. The thing about going to a school where nobody knows you is that they have no history to compare notes with when being told about the newest slut of the school. And as the story goes I became the least experienced slut in school history. It would have been downright hilarious to hear what my classmates were saying of me if it wasn't for the fact that they believed it. Mix this new reputation in with my fear of lacking in value and thus my workaholism personality trait was born.
By my sophomore year I was well into my personal plan to prove everyone wrong about me by being the best at...well everything. I was in 9 honor societies, was an ambassador for the school, a student marshall, was a chairman for my sorority, was in 4 clubs, had 4 (at times 5) part time jobs, maintained a 4.0, was on the church young adult council, lead small groups and sunday school all while attempting to have a social life. I did all of this just to prove my worth. That they were wrong about me. That I truly was in control and their comments and names did not in fact break my bones and nothing could ever hurt me. But in reality I was desperate for someone to just look at me and tell me that they knew me. That what I was going through was hard and real. I needed someone on my side that I didn't have to prove myself to. I thought I would find it in a sorority sister or maybe in my one of my fellow classmates. But life had a way of laughing at me and I found it in the most unlikely friend.
That friend was the newest Sigma Nu pledge. I met him after he was told by the fraternity president that he was in charge of assisting me in getting more food for everyone at the football tailgate. I remember him sitting shotgun in my car on the way to Winn Dixie for chips saying "wait, YOU are the school slut?!" and laughing his head off. You see, he was from the same city I was. He went to the school that I worked at part time and knew exactly who I was. Because to him, I was the girl that all his friends in high school made fun of for being a loser. He used to pass me as I clocked into work in the afternoons as he and his teammates were walking to football practice not so casually whispering about me. Although, I too, knew exactly who he was. He was my next door neighbor's very best friend. He was on our wrestling team and had received a very warm welcome to the school from the women on campus and I already couldn't count on one hand how many sorority sisters he had already been with. Although with his laughter my anxiety actual went down a couple of levels. I didn't have to prove my reputation with him. He already knew what I was deep down (a loser) and he didn't believe for a second any of the stories that anyone told about me. We knew what people would think if we became friends. The f boy and the slut. A tale as old time. Thus my reputation era was born.
-MV
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