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goblin-d · 9 months
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PLEASE share your funky wttt gender headcanons :D
FDHGFBADJKHSKJ ILOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LVOE YOU /P
anyway.
HC's below the cut (this is a long one boys) [IF YOU HAVE ANY XENO SUGGESTIONS FOR MY BABIES PLEASE SEND THEM TO ME [FOR LITERALLY ANY OF THEM!!!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!]]
Alabama [he/they] - Demiboy Transmasculine
Alaska [he/it/moth/nor/pup/they] - Transmasculine Demigender Xenic (Catcolpuffic, Dogboygender, Drowsygender, Genderblanket, Lulovien, Moosegender, Mothgender, Pawsgender, Plosewial, Remissious, Sleepyleite, Soporcomfic, Sweatermasc, Warmgenderblanket*)
Arizona [he/they] - Libramasculine Transfeminine Boy
Arkansas [he/they] - Nonbinary
California [Any Pronouns] - Transfeminine Genderfluid Demiboygirlthing
Colorado [he/ski/they/cloud/mountain/snow/fluff] - Xenic Trans Man (Ariemonic, Cryobunnic, Cryocattic, Frostmasc, Icestormic)
Connecticut [she/he] - Transfem Man
Delaware [he/him] - Agender
Florida [he/it/they/she/zip/xe] - Pangender Genderweird Xenic (No specifics in mind)
Georgia [he/him] - Genderqueer
Hawai'i [they/she] - Demigirlflux
Idaho [they/he] - Demiboy
Illinois [he/they/xe] - Boything Xenic (No specifics in mind)
Indiana [they/he] - Demiboy
Iowa [he/him] - Cis Male
Kansas [they/he/it] - Genderqueer Femboy
Kentucky [he/him] - Cis Male
Louisiana [he/they] - Demiboy Genderqueer
Maine [Any Pronouns] - Pangender Transfem
Maryland [Any Pronouns] - Trans Woman Xenic (No specifics in mind)
Massachusetts [he/him] - Secret Gender /j [Genderfaun]
Michigan [he/him] - Genderfluid Autigender Xenic (Blaunauic, Chaosgender, Clowngender, Cufemian, Coldgender, Evilclownic, Menacegender, Musegender, Pincusmic, Prettygender, Softqualix)
Minnesota [he/they/she] - Genderfluid Transfeminine Xenic (Amocatix, Anlomeltic, Catgender, Comfnightgender*, Cutegender, Cutehorror, Gorrorhospic, Horrificutegender, Lovelettic, Lunaboy, Magicamoric, Magicattic, Pinkplanetary, Poromantian, Shycatgender, Starcatgirlgender, Verpgoris, AND LITERALLY ANY SLIME RANCHER RELATED XENOGENDER)
Mississippi [he/him] - Cis Male
Missouri [he/they] - Transfem Demiboy
Montana [he/they/it] - Twospirit
Nebraska [he/they/husk] - Deadboy
Nevada [he/it/they/she] - Boyflux Trans Man Xenic (No specifics in mind)
New Hampshire [Any Pronouns] - Girlflux
New Jersey [she/they] - Transfeminine
New Mexico [he/they] - Demiboy
New York [it/she/they] - Agendergirl
North Carolina [Ask Pronouns] - Genderflux
North Dakota [he/they] - Demiboy
Ohio [Ask Pronouns] - Genderfluid Transfem
Oklahoma [he/him] - Questioning
Oregon [he/they] - Boything Genderqueer
Pennsylvania [he/him] - Genderapathetic
Rhode Island [he/she/celeste/taurus/sirius] - Genderqueer Xenic (Genderfuck, Stargender, Staricangel, Tauragender)
South Carolina [he/they] - Transmasc
South Dakota [he/they/she] - Demiboy Demigirl Bigender Xenic (Aterpolillic, Auraunpollic, Cabbagemamesic, Caepolillic, Flapolillic, Greymothic, Mothneut, Nivpolillic, Primrosemothic, Rubpolillic, Viripolillic (etc.))
Tennessee [they/he] - Demimasculine
Texas [she/xe] - Trans Woman (no xenos but she is a wolf therian BECAUSE I SAY SO)
Utah [he/him] - Cis Male
Vermont [he/him] - Trans Man
Virginia [it/its] - Trans Woman
Washington [he/they/moth] - Transmasculine Demiboy
West Virginia [he/they/moth/night/dark] - Demimasculine Xenic (Mothmangender )
Wisconsin [he/him] - Cis Male
Wyoming [they/them] - Nonbinary Twospirit
and bonus non-states because i want to!!!
DC [he/him] - Trans Man
District of Columbia [Ask Pronouns] - Genderfluid
CDC [ey/they/he] - Xenic Trans Man (Cleancoric, Rosamistica, Strawblainberic)
Government [Any Pronouns] - Agender
IDC [sh*/h*r] - Cis Female Xenic (Galaxyfeminine, Narcfem)
National Guard [he/him] - Cis Male
anyway thank you for reading i love you all so much <3 /p
\* can't find the source but i have the flag :sob:
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maguro13-2 · 1 month
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April 30th...I remember what April 30th is...
Light : I don't know much about April 30th, sounds like that it's a traditional holiday.
L : Me neither but I don't any of this April 30th holiday
How about anyone knows about April 30th?
America : I heard about it! But I don't know how to ask someone for it! Try talking to Germany.
And what does anyone knew and how of April 30 come to be...?
Germany : Well, for some starters, I did look into some info on the net and to tell you that I was concern about the reasons about April 30th, I think it's a holiday for something in the night. What holiday did we expect?
Madoka : Oh yes. I remember what April 30th is really was and I seem to like it somehow. But what holiday on April 30th is this? It smells like it's kinda witchy going on.
Homura : Oh sh*t! I forgot what April 30th was...!
(April 30th : WALPURGISNACHT HOLIDAY)
Madoka : Uh-oh!
(LOUD ROARING)
Germany : (sighs) Way to go, Japan. You just had to bring Lovecraftian to earth. This is why humanity hates witches all the time. Of course, me perhaps. Also, Witches are also female that is Equality before the law.
Italy : That's the State of Nebraska!
Germany : [to Maka Albarn] What about you, girlie? what do you have to go against a hate against witchkind? All because of humanity filled with arrogance and it's all thanks to the devil himself.
Maka Albarn : Unsecond thought, I just realized that hating witchkind is such a stupid thing to realize that I've been working for a heartless that isn't Lord Death at all.
Germany : And you had to say that he's actually a Darkside, who was behind the conflict between the school and the witches being the sworn enemies that are the scapegoats.
(Darkside Death laughs and then laughs evilly)
Germany : You just had to be the story of two guys and a female harlot, didn't you?
Maka Albarn : Why was I brought into a story of three for this?
Germany : Just because mangakas wanted to make all the stakes. Well, that's a fair play for April 30th, never attacked one's kind to another.
Maka Albarn : Yeah, I felt stupid for being a hero.
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go-go-devil · 9 months
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I know it's not technically spooky time yet since it's only September but we got Spirit of Halloween so i think it's fair to ask: do you have like a...top 5 songs that give you the creeps?
As far as I'm concerned September is the true beginning of Halloween season, and this is a great question!
Fair warning that several of these songs are very disturbing. Listener's discretion is advised 🎧
Well to start with perhaps an obvious pick, "My Heaven" from Silent Hill 1's OST still freaks me out to this day. Honestly the entire sound design of SH is top notch when it comes to scaring the hell out of me while playing, but this track manages to unnerve me even when I'm not experiencing the moment this plays in-game. It's those damn dentist drills! What a brilliant and terrifying idea!
Speaking of instrumentals, while I'm not nearly as disturbed by Ruth White's music as I used to be when I first discovered her (though that's largely due to me obsessively listening to Flowers of Evil until I grew numb to the horrors), this ONE track of hers called "Love Gives Wings (With Wings)" still freaks me out. It starts off relatively calming, only to descend into a chaos of electronic noise in a way that makes me feel like I'm witnessing a horrific crime unfold before my very eyes. I can't even imagine what this must've been like for people to listen to when it came out in the late 60's o_0
"Frankie Teardrop" by Suicide remains the most overtly disturbing song I've ever listened to. Fair warning, the song is a story about a man shooting his infant child and wife before killing himself (and descending into hell), so if that triggers you DON'T listen to this! The droning music and clear-cut, nervous delivery of each and every lyric makes the story so engaging that I basically force myself to listen to it in full, and even still every blood curdling scream still jumpscares me each time despite roughly knowing when they're coming, and those last 5 minutes of this 10-minute mental breakdown of a song genuinely makes me feel like my soul is traveling down to hell with Frankie to listen to him suffer. Also apparently Bruce Springsteen was inspired by this song when he wrote his album Nebraska...
I'd also add "Hamburger Lady" by Throbbing Gristle onto my list here, mostly in regards to how this song actually manages to sound so sonically disgusting to my eardrums. Can't name many songs that do that to me. Though I must confess compared to all these other songs I honestly find it less creepy and more just plain sad, since the song is about a burn victim dying from their horrific wounds (another huge trigger I should warn about).
Out of all of these creepy songs, my absolute favorite of them has to be "I Have a Special Plan for This World" by Current 93. This one is an entire 22 minutes of spoken word poetry set to a subtle, haunting ambient track that's essentially a disturbing mental exodus on one man's hatred and morbid fascination with the daily darkness of humanity. The themes I personally get from it are nihilism, intrusive thoughts of death, and a downward spiral of depression. I'd say compared to all the others this one has the most subtly to its disturbing aspects; no loud noises, no freaky uses of sound (besides the garbled speech between the verses), just a series of dark poetry spoken plainly against a sad, dreamlike backdrop of electronic music. Absolute masterclass.
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ghthicg8y · 1 year
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Sharp Objects//House in Nebraska (live) by @mothercain
TW: Sh and scars
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amythystraine · 10 months
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Embrace Your Inner Goddess... really
The following are excerpts from my book "The Divine Me", a 2023 release that is available at Amazon.
[excerpt]From the chapter: The Goddess in Every Day
Saturday, let's cleanse
Burn candles of black; burn incense of mimosa, hemp, and comfrey; carry in your pockets or adorn your body with black onyx, Apache tears, and obsidian.
Let’s work on… making ourselves feel safe, in whatever capacity this entails; taking extra precautions to secure our home; laying a line of defense against unexpected negativity; drawing boundaries that may be difficult but necessary to our wellbeing.
Kali ~ Hindu
Kali is the banshee screeching warrior goddess, the goddess of death and doom. The black goddess of revenge and bloodlust. But you gotta’ love her. It’s her energy that will fight to protect the innocent; it’s her energy that’s needed for retribution and accountability for the bad guys.
As the myth goes, Kali was born when she emerged from the forehead of the Goddess Durga and is believed to be the manifestation of that goddess’s anger. No wonder Kali has an attitude.
The most notable story I found on Kali involved her husband, Lord Shiva. After Kali was called upon to save the world by going on a rampage against a demon army led by Raktabija, she had herself so wrapped in murderous energy that she couldn’t stop herself and began destroying any living thing within her reach.
To cease this frenzied murder spree, her husband Shiva laid down in her path, blocking her way. Apparently, he thought that this would stop her. Silly idea. She was blinded to rationality and restraint, and she wildly started stomping the sh… er, bejeebers out of her own husband.
Oops.
Upon suddenly realizing her terrible mistake, overcome with remorse, laced with a wee bit of embarrassment, it’s said that she stuck out her bloody tongue. In some versions, it’s stated that she pulled her tongue out, either way, it makes for quite a visual.
[excerpt]
From the chapter: Facing the Mirror ~ How Do You Connect with Yourself
Be aware of your energy
Yes, learn to do this. It could save your life.
I was at a stop light in Fremont, Nebraska, southbound on Broad St. I was driving, my now ex-husband was sitting in the passenger seat. All of the sudden, yep, there it was, that “change” in energy. It’s so hard to describe because it can be so subtle. My reaction to it was that I froze. The red light turned green, and still, I sat there, frozen. My ex was shouting at me now, “Move, go!! The light is green!”
Nope, my body wouldn’t budge.
Within seconds, a car went speeding through a red light in front of us, west bound on 23rd St., at 60 or 70 miles an hour. If I would’ve been making my left hand turn onto this street, it would have broadsided us.
After this vehicle whooshed through this intersection, yep, there it was again, that weird change in energy. I was no longer frozen. I was also miffed at the man in the passenger seat and his attitude, so I turned to him calmly as he sat there now in shocked silence, open-mouthed, and I said, “Okay, now it’s time to move.”
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teenmomcentral · 4 months
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Teen Mom’s Farrah Abraham got a special Valentine’s Day gift from her boyfriend this year! The former MTV star revealed her partner, whom she has yet to publicly identify, got a vasectomy in her honor for the love-filled holiday.
“Best V-Day gift is getting a vasectomy,” Farrah, 32, shared with her Instagram followers on Tuesday, February 14. “It’s a match.” In the snap, the mom of one wore a nurse costume and held up a shirt that said, “Snipped and equipped.” Her boyfriend sat next to her in the photo, but Farrah cut his identifiable features out of the frame.
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In another slide, the 16 & Pregnant alum advertised a Valentine’s Day event for her premium subscribers, telling fans to join her as she shared how her “man got a vasectomy.”
This wasn’t the first time that Farrah hinted that a vasectomy was the way to her heart. In December 2023, she joked that 2024 was the year to “get your man a vasectomy.”
“Ladies it’s 2024 and what does that mean? Vasectomies are in,” she told her followers in an Instagram video clip. “Men can get vasectomies for free … And to store your eggs is expensive … So I don’t know why we always chose plan B over plan A.”
Farrah first confirmed her new romance in November 2023 by sharing a series of videos with the mystery man on Instagram on Thanksgiving. There was no confusion that the connection was romantic, as the photo collage she shared included shots of them frolicking on the beach, kissing in the water, lounging on a boat and more.
Since debuting the romance, Farrah has kept the identity of her new partner a secret but did tell TMZ that her boyfriend was not a public figure and that they were similar in age. He also allegedly purchased a second home to be closer to Farrah and her 14-year-old daughter, Sophia.
The Nebraska native ​told the outlet about the unconventional way ​she met ​her man — through her OnlyFans page in 2021. After being introduced on the adult content platform, Farrah and her now-boyfriend matched on a dating app. She spent three months ​working with a dating coach before looking for love. The pair made their romance official in September 2023 and ​Farrah reportedly made him sign a non-disclosure agreement.
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occupyhades · 8 months
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Backstabber Watch
Backstabber Watch focuses on the Children of Belial: Despicable Backstabbers & Dirty Double-Crossers.
“Woe to the rebellious children,” says the LORD, “Who take counsel, but not of Me, And who devise plans, but not of My Spirit, That they may add sin to sin." Isaiah 30:1 (NKJV)
What are worthless and wicked people like? They are constant liars. Proverbs 6:12 (NLT)
The iniquities of a wicked man entrap him; the cords of his sin entangle him. Proverbs 5:22 (BSB)
"Are they ashamed of their detestable conduct? No, they have no shame at all; they do not even know how to blush. So they will fall among the fallen; they will be brought down when they are punished, says the LORD." Jeremiah 8:12 (NIV)
Their mouths are full of cursing, lies, and threats. Trouble and evil are on the tips of their tongues. Psalm 10:7 (NLT)
‘Cursed is he who strikes down his neighbor in secret.’ And let all the people say, ‘Amen!’ Deuteronomy 27:24 (BSB)
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You snakes! You brood of vipers! How will you escape being condemned to hell? Matthew 23:33 (NIV)
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randomcommentary · 10 months
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Commentary for the Tubi original: Twisted House Sitter2
-they working her nerves in that jail lol
-not her having a seizure😱 or is she🧐
-damn she free already??
-she faked her death with the random white man??!😱
-not saying that's his woman
-she done ran up this white man's credit card and he is heated🤣
-he really thought that she wouldn't trip when he found out he lied about moving to Miami
-transfer to Nebraska??! Now sir why did you think this was a good idea
-she done found her mark lawd
-Loren got that shake and go wig on
-well damn RIP to Loren
-she collects wigs like their Pokemon cards
-Vivica!!!! Look damn good
-she really out here working this dead woman's job
-now Vivica this wig is a no no🥴
-lawd she done gave the infamous squatter her house keys
-at this time she's invited to stay this time
-now get out that lady's house before the alarm is set
-of course, she trying on her clothes
-BUSTED!!
-Don’t believe her Marcus!!!!
-not having her stay until find a new place to stay
-white man said he was go find that colored woman at all cost
-I can't believe I'm saying this but believe the white man Marcus
-unless your sister is a felon she ain't nothing like her
-Pricilla need to stand in her corner tonight and send Vivica a message
-how are y'all looking at the real Loren's Instagram and still think the one walking around is the same person
-oh so Loren is 🌈 homegirl should have did her research before pushing sis down them stairs
-not burying the assistant in the Marcus garden🥴
-it’s clear as day it’s not the same girl!!!! Call the cops
-don’t fall for the peer pressure Vivica you know you don’t suppose to drink
-you really go take a picture with a drink🧐
-now you driving!!!This is just stupid😡
-not blackmailing Vivica up for vehicular manslaughter of that white man that busted you out lawd
-you should be side-eyeing the hell out of Loren since she's acting all calm after moving a dead body
-sh's out here spiking herbal tea smh
-why did y'all leave this stranger with the board of directors??
-yas cousin kiki come through with some facts
-she came with the facts to this crazy heifer too quick🥴
-here comes the blackmail
-Vivica she is crazy play the game and then go in for the kill
-Marcus you are a special type of slow
-Vivica's best friend needs to tell Marcus about Loren pushing them drinks
-not the rehab people picking her up!!!
-Marcus really got my girl locked up at rehab and got the crazy one wearing Vivic's dress
-yas Vivica sneak out and bust her ass!!
-now vivica dressed like a server
-how they giving ol girl a top vp position???
-yass girl fight!! Whoop her ass vivica
-i knew she was gonna snitch smh
-they got my girl!!
-Marcus are you kidding me right now!!!
-not vivica with the straight back cornrows giving honor to Cleo
-she got ol girl old cellmate!!!!!
-yass vivica get the tea and start plotting
3.5 /5 stars
Looking forward to part 3
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hedgewitchgarden · 1 year
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My Powerful Hair is a new picture book that turns a painful truth about racism into a celebration of Native culture.
With illustrations by Steph Littlebird, author Carole Lindstrom's new children's book celebrates the significance of hair for Native Americans. ~~~~
When Carole Lindstrom was a little girl growing up in Bellevue, Nebraska, she really wanted long hair. She would put the blanket she had as a baby on her head and, "pretend I had long hair, you know, swing it around," she laughs.
She couldn't understand why her mother wouldn't let her. "Every time it got a little bit long, she said, 'We have to cut it. It's too wild,'" Lindstrom remembers.
She says her mother didn't seem to have a good explanation. One clue was a black and white photograph that sat on top of the TV set — a picture of her grandmother and two great aunts. "They were wearing these white smocks and their hair was just really chopped short and they had bangs. They just didn't look right," says Lindstrom. "And I remember asking my mom about that picture...and my mom didn't really know much about it other than to say, 'Well, that was when grandma and your great aunts were sent to boarding school. Indian boarding school.'"
A brutal effort to erase Native culture
At Indian boarding schools, children were forbidden to speak their Native languages and forced to cut their hair, among other indignities.
As an adult, Lindstrom set out to find out more about her culture and learned the truth about hair. "The hair is such a big part of who we are and our identity," she says, "It's like a living scrapbook."
In My Powerful Hair, a little girl relates the events of her life with the length of her hair.
"When my baby brother was born, my hair touched my shoulders. The gift of welcoming him into the world is woven into my hair," Lindstrom writes.
Native American children were sent to boarding schools where they were forced to cut their hair. "The intention," says author Carole Lindstrom, was "to forget who you were and where you came from."
Ten year old Talon Jerome, who lives on the Turtle Mountain Reservation, identifies with her new book. "Our hair is the source of our strength and power and memories," he says.
Talon and his mother, Cherona Jerome, are members of the Turtle Mountain Band of Ojibwe. Cherona teaches at Talon's school. She says books like My Powerful Hair are important for her students to read.
"It's a beautifully written story and very relatable to our own experiences," Jerome says. "My mother was a boarding school survivor and I do recall pictures of her also with very, very short hair. Her and some of my aunts who went to boarding school also."
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nocountryforsanemen · 2 years
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Facebook’s Crimes
Facebook Gave Nebraska Cops A Teen's DMs So They Could Prosecute Her For Having An Abortion https://www.forbes.com/sites/emilybaker-white/2022/08/08/facebook-abortion-teen-dms/?sh=480cf90d579c
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countryhumans-trash · 2 years
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justskulkingaround · 3 years
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ask-the-usa-manor · 3 years
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A lot of you states need new flags. A ton of them are just the state seal on a background. not recognizable from the others like it. In january 2017 a Nebraska flag was flown and nobody realized it was upside down for over a week. it’s a problem.
“It is.” Nebraska nodded before bursting out into laughter, “But at least my flag’s better than whatever the heck Georgia was flying from 2001-2003.”
“It was a placeholder!”
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lonestarbattleship · 2 years
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Vermont class guided missile battleships:
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"After the Soviet Union shocked the postwar naval world with the launch of the 21,500 ton “heavy guided missile ship” Belorussiya in September of 1963, they ignited the most unlikely of events – a second battleship arms race. Within two years construction had begun on counter designs by the US, Great Britain, and France. The first to enter service was USS Vermont (BBG-72); she was commissioned in July of 1967.
The first battleships designed in the US since the Montana class (canceled in July of 1943), the four Vermont class ships; Vermont, Idaho, Nebraska, and Oregon, displaced nearly 27,000 tons standard and were 755ft (230m) long overall. The ships were capable of 33 knots with a range of 10,000 nautical miles and were armed with four 12”/55 Mk 9 rapid-fire guns in a new design Mk 60 twin turret mounted fore and aft. The Mk 9 was based on the 12”/50 Mk 8 guns used by the Alaska class adapted for use with semi-fixed ammunition (based in turn on the 8”/55RF Mk 16’s used by the Des Moines class heavy cruisers) with a practical ROF of 4-6 rounds per minute and a maximum range of 21.8 nautical miles – slightly better than the 16”/50 Mk 7’s mounted on the preceding Iowa class. Secondary guns consisted of six single 5”/54 Mk 42 guns amidships.
The primary missile battery comprised two Mk 18 four-round armored box launchers also located fore and aft for the RGM-33 Falchion anti-ship missile. The Falchion was a turbojet-powered supersonic cruise missile with semi-active radar homing guidance and a range of 130 nautical miles. Surface to air defense consisted of a RIM-24 Tartar launcher forward while a single ASROC box launcher amidships provided a limited ASW capability. Two Kaman UH-2 Seasprite helicopters could be accommodated on the helipad aft with an additional UH-2 stored in the below deck hanger.
Of the four ships built, USS Nebraska (BBG-74) was sunk during the South China Sea Crisis in 1977. The surviving ships were modernized in 1983-84 which included switching out the obsolete Tartar missiles for the new RIM-73 Tempest (although the Mk 13 launcher could only fire the short-range Tempest without the booster stage), and replacing the Falchions with RGM-81 Rapier anti-ship missiles fired from two Mk 32 launchers with protected below deck 14-round magazines. Four Mk 77 Paladin CIWS mounts as well as updated radar, fire control, and ECM systems were installed and the UH-2’s were replaced with SH-2F LAMPS I helicopters.
All three ships continued in frontline service until 2006 when they were decommissioned and placed in reserve.
In class: Vermont (BBG-72), Idaho (BBG-73), Nebraska (BBG-74), Oregon (BBG-75)
Built: 1965-1968
In commission: 1967-2006
Displacement: 26,930 tons standard, 29,300 tons full load
Dimensions: Length (o/a) 754.6 ft, length (w/l) 741.5 ft, beam 80.4 ft, draft (normal) 26.2 ft
Propulsion: 4-shaft, 4 x GE geared steam turbines, 8 x Babcock & Wilcox boilers, 178,000 shp
Performance: 33.0 knots
Range: 10,000 nm at 12 knots
Armor: STS-II alloy/Class C homogeneous. Belt 9” tapering to 5” ends, deck 4-6”, main turret face/other 12.8”/5.5”, barbettes 12”, secondary turret ammo hoists 5”, Falchion launcher 3”, conning tower 11”
Armament: 4 (2 x 2) 12”/55RF Mk 9, 6 x 5”/54 Mk 42, 2 x Mk 18 4-round ABL launchers for RGM-33 Falchion, 1 x Mk 13 launcher for RIM-24 Tartar w/40 rounds, 1 x Mk 16 8-round box launcher for RUR-5 ASROC, 1-3 Kaman UH-2 Seasprite helicopters
Sensors/Electronics: SPS-10 surface search radar, SPS-48 air search radar, SPS-40 air search radar, 3 x SPG-57 Falchion fire control, 2 x SPG-51 Tartar fire control, 2 x SPG-58 12” gun director, 4 x SPG-53 5” gun directors, SQS-26 sonar
Crew: 1,400"
This is a "What if" design by StealthJester, on shipbucket: link
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xx-necromancer-xx · 3 years
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//TW: sh, kinda trauma dump
okay so when it comes to my mental illnesses (anorexia and manic depression) i've always felt like they weren't valid because the emotions were always kept to myself; i never wanted to extend my behaviors to other people cause i've felt extreme guilt ever since i was a child cause my family is great and supportive but i was just so sad for no reason
i felt like i had no right to be unwell because i've never experienced and outward trauma and when i discussed this with my therapist she told me that trauma can be inward as well and i believe her but i still feel wrong for saying i have trauma when so many others experienced outward trauma; this was evident in my last fight with my ex-friend when they said "some of us had actual shitty lives before high school" and despite the fact that i hardly think of them anymore that quote occupies my mind cause it was like an affirmation of my deepest and darkest fears
i know now that what they did to me was abusive and toxic but i cannot help but believe it. they used every insecurity i've ever had against me and it was so painful; so painful that on my way to go back to school in colorado on our third day of driving i had told my mom that i nearly killed myself after a huge fight in the spring with that friend (something i had not told my mom previously) and she started to cry and we pulled into a parking lot in gothenburg, nebraska and decided to turn around back home to chicago (the actual city not the suburbs lmao)
so yeah sorry for dumping all this
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1dliveshere · 4 years
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The Last Summer Ch.3
As the RV continued rolling down the highway the only audible sounds were the faint sound of the portable humidifier, the static of the radio, and the whispering coming from Niall and Harry.
“I’m really grateful we were able to take this trip. It would have really sucked to not do anything special for our last summer together.”
“I totally agree mate.... So Harry have you decided what you want to go to college for?” Niall turned towards his best friend of 15 years.
“Yeah I have. I’ve decided instead of going to college I’m going to open my own photography studio. My uncle already has a space available that he said I could rent for cheap.”
“I think you’d be great at that! How’d your parents react?”
“Not well. They keep bringing up the fact that I can’t do that with my life if I want to support my family. Kayla keeps encouraging me to do it even with the circumstances.”
“So do you think Kayla will be your family one day?”
“I don’t think Niall, I know.” Harry blushed “What about Alyssa? Is she the one?”
“Definitely” Niall answered now blushing as well.
As the boys continued talking about life Kayla stumbled out of the back of the RV.
“Babe what’s wrong?” Harry looked in the rear view mirror.
“My throat is killing me.”
“It’s probably from you screeching at Louis earlier” laughed Niall.
“Shut up Niall. He deserved it. He ruined my pants” Kayla plopped on the couch.
“I think there might be some tea up in the cupboard over there” Harry pointed towards the mini fridge. “That would help your throat”
“Thanks babe. I think I’ll make some..... wait I just realized something. What are you doing still driving at almost 3 am? Don’t you think we should pull over so you can sleep?”
“No I’m doing okay. I want to get to Jackson, Wyoming by 8 am so we can go hiking.”
“Do you guys mind keeping quiet? It’s kinda hard to sleep when you won’t shut up?” Zayn lifted his head off the couch.
“Sorry Zayn... I honestly forgot you were even in here.” Kayla laughed. “I’ll shut up now.”
“It’s alright I’m already up anyway”
“I’m awake too” Gigi stated. “I’m starving for some reason.”
“That’s probably because we didn’t eat supper” Liam pipped up.
“OMG. You’re right!” Maya hollered.
“I’m starving.” Niall whined from the front seat.
“Babe you would have never said that if Liam wouldn’t have mentioned it.” Alyssa laughed entering the room.
“Why are you up?”
“How am I not? Y’all need to learn how to whisper.”
“I second that” Louis said sounding aggravated.
Within 5 minutes everyone was awake at 3 am, on a highway in Wyoming, starving to death.
“OH MY GOSH!! IS THAT A WAFFLE HOUSE I SEE?!” Alyssa suddenly screamed making everyone jump.
“IT IS!!! HARRY YOU NEED TO PULL THIS RV OVER RIGHT NOW. THEY ARE OPEN 24 HOURS AND I AM STARVING” Niall topped Alyssa’s scream.
“Niall I’m not even in the correct lane and it’s literally 1000 feet from us.”
Niall quickly grabbed the wheel and jerked it the the right sending the RV into a spin.
“NIALL LET GO OF THE MOTHER FREAKING WHEEL. YOU’RE GOING TO KILL IS”
“AHHHHHHHH”
Somehow the RV landed straight in the middle of a parking spot in from of The Waffle House. While everyone else was still freaked out by everything that had just happened, Niall and Alyssa cheered at the fact that they were going to The Waffle House.
“I swear Niall if you ever pull that shiii-schnitzel with me again I’ll kill you” Harry stated sounded pissed.
“You’re lucky you caught yourself Harold. You almost had to put a $1 in the swear jar.” Louis mocked.
As the friend group pilled out of the bus Harry grabbed his camera and snapped a picture of the building.
“Send me that. I want to post it.” Alyssa looked at Harry.
“As long as I get credit.”
“Sure thing, Harold.”
“You know I don’t like it when you call me that.”
“Oh get over yourself.... HAROLD.”
As the group entered the building they found a table big enough for everyone to sit at. They waited for someone to take their order but no one ever did. After sitting there for 15 minutes they were starting to get annoyed.
“I’m so hungry I could eat this napkin.” Eleanor whined.
“I’ve got you babe.” Louis quickly jumped up and ran towards the counter.
“Louis do not do anything stu- and he jumped over the counter.”
Louis ran over to the waffle maker and dumped the batter in it. Or what he thought was batter. It turned out to be bacon grease.
As the waffle maker burst into flames the cook came running out of the back with a fire extinguisher and put the fire out.
“GET OUT OF HERE. YOU ARE BANNED FROM THIS WAFFLE HOUSE.”
Everyone quickly took off running. Once outside Alyssa turned towards Louis. “I can’t believe you right now. That’s my favorite place to eat and now I’m going to die of starvation.”
“Hey guys, there’s a gas station over there. Let’s just go buy some food there.” Liam pointed across the street.
So the group set off to the gas station. As they entered the building it had your typical gas station smell; it wasn’t good. They all split up and grabbed whatever they could find.
Back at the RV they all settled down in the living area. Harry was back to driving but Niall wasn’t riding up front with him. Niall decided he needed sleep.
While at the gas station, Kayla and Alyssa decided to get a 2 pound bag of their favorite candy, Twizzlers, to share.
After everyone wasn’t starving anymore they went their separate ways to go back to bed.
THE NEXT MORNING
“Guys we made it to Jackson, Wyoming! Get your lazy butts up and ready. We are going hiking.”
“Harry it’s too early to yell.... shhhhh” Liam held his finger up to his lips.
Soon everyone was up and getting ready. Harry had pulled into a parking lot. So he was able to get ready also. All the guys had on basketball shorts and T-shirt’s on while all the girls had either workout leggings or bike shorts with some random shirt.
After they were all ready for their hike, they locked up the RV and headed towards the start of the trail.
“Can’t we do a level 2 trail instead of a level 7 one? My stomach hurts and I don’t wanna die.” Alyssa whined.
“You’ll be fine babe. It won’t be that bad” Niall reassured.
He was wrong. Very wrong.
2 hours later
“It’s so hot”
“I’m gonna passout”
Literally everyone was dying. Puffing for air, sweat running down their backs, their vision dancing with black dots.
“Alyssa are you okay back there? You’re walking super slow.” Yelled Maya.
“I’m f-f-aarrrrhhhh” Alyssa puked.
“Oh my gosh!!!!” Screamed Kayla “it’s bright red. Like blood red. That’s not normal last time I checked.”
Niall started sprinting down the mountain.
“Babe, something’s wrong. We should go to the hospital.” Niall scooped Alyssa up and took off sprinting for the RV; everyone quickly followed.
Harry drove 45 mph in a 30 mph all the way to the hospital. Once they got there Alyssa was taken straight into a emergency room.
“Does your stomach hurt still? Any tenderness?” The Doctor pushed around on Alyssa’s stomach.
“I was a little nauseous until I threw up, but now I feel totally fine.”
“Okay, we’re going to run a few tests to see what’s going on.”
The rest of the group were sitting in the waiting room.
“I’m so bored. There’s nothing to do here” Louis whined like a two year old child.
“Louis it’s a hospital. Last time I checked it’s not supposed to be fun.” Zayn stated.
Louis was about ready to sass back when Niall came through the door.
“They are going to run some tests to see what’s going on. So far everything they’ve done has come back normal. So I’m not really for sure what could be causing it.” Niall worried.
“What about the Twizzlers she ate last night? That’s all her and Kayla had since yesterday at lunch time. Maybe that mixed with the heat made her sick.”
“Louis for once in your life you’re a genius.” Niall turned and walked back to the emergency department to inform the Doctor about the Twizzlers.
“I thought about that while we were still hiking.”
“Louis why the freak didn’t you say something then?” Zayn hit his hand to his face.
“I don’t know. I just didn’t think it was my place.”
Everyone rolled their eyes.
“Of course you didn’t”
After 15 minutes had passed, Alyssa and Niall walked through the door. “The doctor said it was just from the Twizzlers and that I’ll be fine.”
“Well I’m happy that’s all it was, but tonight we are eating more than Twizzlers for supper.” Kayla laughed.
As the large group of friends exited the hospital, Harry looked up to see some dude trying to break into the RV.
“Oh sh—“ Harry took off running.
“Well looks like he owes a $1 to the swear jar now”
“You girls stay here; we don’t want you to get hurt.” The boys took off running chasing after their friend.
After about 10 minutes the guys finally pulled up in the RV. Kayla hopped in the passenger seat while the girls climed in the back.
“So what happened?” Questioned Kayla.
“Oh nothing. They guy just took off running.” Harry’s voice went up an octave indicating he was lying.
“Harry, you’re lying.”
“Am not”
“Okay then, turn and look me in the eyes and tell me that.”
“ I can’t, I’m driving.”
“Harry look at me.”
Harry still wouldn’t look at his girlfriend.
“HAROLD”
Harry finally turned towards Kayla with a big cheesy grin on his face. That grin wasn’t the only thing on his face. His left eye was swollen up almost double the normal size, and it had a huge dark circle around it.
“HAROLD EDWARD STYLES. WHAT THE HECK HAPPENED TO YOU?”
“Oh I’ll tell you. Harold here walked up to the dude and asked him what he was doing and told him to get away from the RV. The guy told him he wasn’t going to so Harry punched the dude and the dude then punched Harry back. He was trying to show off.” Louis said sounding quite proud of himself.
“Harry” Kayla sighed, “ you can’t just go up to some dude and mouth off like that.”
Kayla got up and walked to the freezer and got a bag of peas. “Here put this on your eye. It will help the swelling to go down.”
“Thanks love.”
As the RV continued driving towards Nebraska, everyone was just sitting around on their phones, exhausted.
“Oh my gosh I’m going to freaking kill my parents.” Alyssa three her phone down on the couch.
“Why? What are they doing?” Maya asked.
“Literally they’ve called me 5 times today and texted countless times. It’s starting to get su— great there they are again.”
Louis without even thinking picks up Alyssa’s phone, opens the window and chucks it.
“LOUIS WHAT THE FREAK?!”
Everyone was shocked that he actually just did that.
“Thanks. Now I don’t have a phone for the rest of the trip.”
“It’s fine. Harry can pull over at the closet Verizon and I’ll buy you one.” Louis held up his wallet.
Alyssa turned and walked away towards the front of the bus. “Kayla, can I sit up front for awhile? I need a break from Louis.”
“Yeah that’s fine.” Kayla got up and went to sit next to Louis.
“Good job idiot.” Kayla smacked the back of Louis’ head.
***
After 5 hours passed and they only had stopped to pee once, everyone was getting highly agitated.
“I’m going to find somewhere to park so we can walk around for a little bit. My legs hurt from driving and I just really need a break from the RV.”
“That’s fine Harry. I think me, you, and the boys should go on a walk or something.” Niall hollowed from the kitchen.
“I think us girls are just going to stay on the bus and watch a movie. We are all tired.” Alyssa told the boys.
Harry quickly turned into the first random lot that he saw. It happened to be in the middle of nowhere.
“Harry we are literally in the middle of no where. Don’t you think you should wait until we get somewhere more public?” Questioned Kayla.
“No you’ll be fine. Just keep the door locked.”
The boys all piled out of the RV and headed out on their walk to stretch their legs.
“Yes! Finally we are alone on the bus.” Eleanor screamed. “Don’t get me wrong, I love the boys but sometimes I just want girl time.”
“I totally agree. What movie do you guys want to watch?”
As they were in the middle of throwing ideas around, Gigi exited the bathroom crying.
“Omg. Gigi what’s wrong??”
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