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As a multishipper I do genuinely love Sastiel, I just wish I could find Sastiel fics that weren't either straight up fluff or angst/no comfort. Like I would just like the nice in between that is hurt/comfort. So if any of y'all have some suggestions, I'm open to hearing them. I just need to see these two adorable dorks hurt badly and then have them heal each other.
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What This Is About | Sam/Castiel | Explicit | 3147 Words | Read on AO3
Circa season 5, Sam and Cas hook up for the first time.
#lana's fics#here it is babes#i'm not super confident in my cas writing but i had fun#sastiel#sastiel fic
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Title: The Mortal Angel and The Devil's Prisoner
Author: AvalonSilver (@avalonsilver)
Artist: sidewinder (@hawkland)
Rating: Teen
Warnings: n/a
Tags: Angst, Tragedy, Imprisoned Castiel, Hallucinations, Rescue
Word count: 7,736
Featured characters: Endverse Castiel, Endverse Sam Winchester, Endverse Lucifer
Featured relationships: Castiel/Sam Winchester, Castiel & Sam Winchester
Summary: In the apocalyptic version of 2014 that Zachariah once sent Dean to, Lucifer has resurrected an angel. Following his return from the dead, Castiel now lives as Lucifer’s prisoner.
Fortunately, hope grows within Castiel despite his captivity. He decides to save Sam following a worrying message from the younger Winchester.
Dean is dead, but Castiel can't let go of the chance to free Sam from the suffocating chains of possession.
It’s a wild plan to challenge an all-powerful Archangel. Cas is comparatively weaker in power, but he believes it's a risk worth taking.
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#spn angels and demons reverse bang#author: AvalonSilver#artist: sidewinder#sastiel fic#sastiel art#endverse#enderve!cas#spn fanfic#spn fanart
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short and sweet sastiel 💖💖💖
#sastiel#sam winchester#castiel#spn#my fic#my writing#mine#sastiel fic#my 50th ao3 fic!!!! so cool :)) <33
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Unraveling the Past
Author: Dk323 (@avalonsilver)
Artist: As-lost-as-sams-shoe (@as-lost-as-sams-shoe)
Rating: Teen and Up
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Featured characters: Michael, Sam Winchester, Adam Milligan, Jack Kline, Castiel
Featured relationships: Adam/Michael, Sam/Castiel
Length: 30,117 words
Tags: Angst, Tragedy, Grief/Mourning, Canon Divergence, Angel Vessel Consent Issues, Medieval, Secret Reveal
Summary:
A few months after Dean’s death, Sam gets amnesia.
When Castiel visits, he discovers Sam believes Lucifer is still possessing Castiel.
Castiel is upset by Sam’s memory loss, and he seeks out Adam to talk to Sam. Though Michael is reluctant, Adam feels helping Sam is the right thing to do.
Jack aims to change the fate of a 19-year old man, Cerulean, from fifth century Britain. Pulling a risky move to gain Michael’s attention, Jack hopes Michael will help–- even if this causes the Archangel’s long-buried secret to be revealed.
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#spnangelbang#spnangelbang masterpost#author: Dk323#artist: As-lost-as-sams-shoe#midam fic#sastiel fic
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I'm Sorry
Sam was up bright and early, cooking for everyone. With a hop in his step that no one has seen in a very long time. It was contagious.
A bright smile that warmed the room. Which only brightened when Jack matched him, if everyone didn't know better, you'd swear he got it from Sam.
It was a quick clean up in the kitchen, Sam and Castiel got through the dishes with laughter. Whispering to each other about quirks they've noticed about Jack and how sweet they were.
Afterwards, they departed and Sam found himself in a card game with Jack. Just as it got close to the end, Sam's laptop beeped, they got a hit on a case.
A vampire nest close by. They could take it out and be back for dinner. A fifteen minute drive at most.
"You and Cas go, look you make a mean breakfast and all, but dinner, that's my specialty," Dean said and gestured to Jack, "And if the kid stays, we could make a dessert." Dean told him.
Sam laughed, "Yeah, I've got some pastas and all, but I think Jack can't stomach another pasta this week." He joked, and looked at his son, "I think Jack's been wanting to make brownies, right?" He asked and Jack nodded in excitedly.
"I can even decorate them!" Jack exclaimed, and it was settled. Sam and Castiel could easily take the case, and they'll be close by if anything goes wrong.
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Sam had his bag over his shoulder, ready to go in the car, he saw Jack who opened his arms for a hug, "Can you call when you're coming back?"
"Yeah, of course." Sam agreed easily. Jack smiled, mentally preparing a surprise for him.
Castiel smiled but found his feet wanting to stay planted in the bunker, Sam noticed and called to him, "Hey, you ready, Cas?"
He looked up and around, there was nothing else to do but get to it, "Yes, I am." he said. Keys in hand.
"You know," Sam said opening the door to the garage, "today feels really good."
"Does it?" Castiel asked, surprised. It's obvious Sam's in a good mood, but he seemed genuinely happy. It was different, a great different he could get used to.
"Yeah, I feel like I can handle anything thrown at us." Sam said, Castiel opened the truck and Sam's stuff was thrown in.
He closed it and patted it, "I hope we can." Castiel voiced with less certainty.
"We definitely can." Sam said, a hand on Castiel's shoulder. He said it with such a warm smile, Castiel couldn't help but believe in it too.
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Sam and Castiel were crouched down, weapons in hand, the nest was full, but since it was daylight, they should be able to manage.
"I'll go left, you go right," Sam whispered to Castiel, looking at the room, it was an awkward space but he'd deal as long as he keeps quiet as he moves.
Castiel nodded but looked distressed, "Sam, I have a bad feeling."
Sam looked at him and gave him a smile, "I think it's just an effect on this place. It's kind of creepy."
"It feels more than that." Castiel said, and Sam nodded.
"Yeah, but come on, we've got this," he said, picking up his stuff, "We'll be back before nightfall."
"I go right?" Castiel asked, feeling as if he should be on the other side.
"Yeah, I got the left." Sam said, already departing. Castiel watched him leave before taking a deep breath, and went right.
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A sharp piercing noise entered Castiel's ears, after a huge blast of wind knocked him back. An explosion, Castiel's mind offered weakly, he coughed as the dust rolled through.
"Sam?" Castiel called, hoping for a response.
There was none.
"Sam!" Castiel yelled, needing a response.
A cough was buried in the next room over, Castiel raced over hoping it was as familiar as it felt.
"Sam." Castiel whispered.
Underneath a bunch of rubble, he saw Sam's head. He moved quickly removing as much as possible. Sam could barely move.
"It's bad, isn't it?" Sam asked as Castiel moved a piece off his shoulder.
Castiel shook his head, "No, of course not."
"Cas, it's okay," Sam laughed, "I know it's bad."
Sam looked fine, dirty, but fine. But Castiel knew from a simple touch, Sam was losing life and he was losing it quickly.
"If I-" Castiel's hand was pressed to Sam to heal him, ignoring Sam's sad smile, "If I could heal you I would-"
"I know you would." Sam said, patting Castiel's hand. A gesture that usually warms his heart stung it now.
"It's okay, Cas." Sam told him.
"Is it?" Castiel asked. It didn't feel okay. It felt far from okay in fact.
Sam weakly nodded, "Yes."
Castiel looked around, no one was around. He patted for his phone and found it broken.
"I love you," Sam said, startling Castiel.
He shoved the broken phone away, hoping to push the panic there as well, "I - I love you too."
"Do you want to me to lift this?" Castiel asked, it was a part on his chest that he left, despite how heavy it must be.
"No, I think," Sam groaned at a sharp pain, "I think it's putting pressure on-" he couldn't finish his sentence, he pressed his lips together hoping the pain would fade.
Castiel wanted to hold Sam, he wanted to heal it all away.
"There's no help coming is there?" Sam asked, he saw Castiel's phone, he couldn't imagine his phone being in a better condition than his.
"No..." Castiel admitted.
Sam nodded softly, "I didn't think so."
"I'm sorry, Sam." Castiel said, there wasn't anything he could do without leaving Sam. And he couldn't move even if he wanted to.
Sam reached out for Castiel's hand, which Castiel gratefully took, "Don't be." Sam said, rubbing Castiel's hand in a reassuring manner.
Castiel felt the air leaving him as he knew what was coming next, "Sam?"
"Yeah?" Sam asked, eyes closed.
"It's okay." Castiel forced out.
Sam frowned, "What is?"
"It's okay..." Castiel started again, "It's okay if you let go."
"I got some fight." Sam said, trying to open his eyes but it clearly wasn't happening.
"I know you do," Castiel said, choking down his tears, "I know."
"But if - if you can't hold on, don't." Castiel said, teary-eyed, internally grateful for Sam's eyes being closed.
Sam tried to shift but couldn't, "It hurts."
"I know. I know." Castiel answered, rubbing Sam's hand, trying to ease him.
Castiel could hear Sam's body struggle to keep running, everything was strained.
"Can you tell them I'm sorry." Sam asked, although it didn't sound like a question at all.
"They'll know," Castiel promised, "but yes. I'll tell them."
There was a loud silence that Castiel couldn't bear. He was afraid to make any movements or sounds in case he'd miss something.
"Cas?" Sam asked quietly. Way too quiet.
Castiel moved closer, "Yes?"
"Thank you."
"Rest Sam," Castiel cried, "you deserve it."
Sam's body let go of his last breath, Sam's hand stilling just as his chest did.
Castiel couldn't hold it in any longer, his true voice crying out in sorrow, as if a second wave of an explosion went through the nest.
A crack opened in the slab that laid in Sam's chest, and all Castiel could do was cry at the damages that were hidden.
Heaven heard the pain in the angels cry, but there was no one to answer it.
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Castiel walked into the bunker, Sam in his arms, tears stained on his face.
"Cas?" Dean shouted hearing the door, "Hey! Why didn't you two pick up..." He walked out of the kitchen and froze seeing Sam in Castiel's arms.
Jack was delayed in the kitchen shouting, "He said he'd call when the hunt was over-" walking out his face fell, "Sam?"
"He wanted me to tell you two that he's sorry." Castiel said, the line he rehearsed the entire drive and as he prepared to carry Sam inside. It still felt heavy on his tongue.
Dean ignored the yelling in his mind, "For what? Forgetting?"
"He's not-" Castiel tried.
"Cas," Dean cut him off, "please tell me he's just injured or sleeping it off."
Castiel bit back the cry that was screaming to be let out, instead stating, "I'm sorry."
Jack and Dean stood there looking at Sam, knowing already something was deeply wrong.
"An explosion went off," Castiel explained, "I was on the left, he was on the right. I had a bad feeling, but he was insistent." He paused, holding his lip for a moment, "The explosion was on the right. I'm sorry."
"Quit saying that." Dean yelled, wiping a tear that he wasn't ready to admit was there.
Castiel wanted to step forward but couldn't, "But I am."
"He's - he's gone?" Jack asked, words finally making it out of his mouth.
Castiel nodded, "Yes."
"Why didn't you call?" Jack asked, searching for his as reality set in
"I could have saved him!"
Castiel sniffled, God knows how loud he cried for help.
"Did he pray to you?" Castiel asked, needing to know.
"He told me he loved me." Jack said, and Castiel could feel Jack's heart break at the realization, and guilt began to settle into as an attempt to mend.
"It's my fault." He said firmly, Jack looked him in the eyes not believing so, "I told him to rest if he couldn't hold on."
Both knew Sam prayed, and prayed to the people he knew could hear, but he asked for forgiveness. Not for help.
The grief in the room smothered them all.
Dean knew why Castiel told him that. He knew it had to be the one of the hardest things he's ever done, and while he was grateful, knowing he wouldn't have been able to, he couldn't forgive him.
Jack fell quiet, he had felt the pain in Sam's last prayer but didn't know why it was there. And now he wished he could have been there.
Castiel didn't know how to feel. None of them did.
They had to set Sam down, lay him for the time being, and when they did, they noticed the smile on his face. He looked at peace, so why weren't they?
None of it felt fair.
#sam winchester#castiel#jack kline#dean winchester#sastiel#samstiel#sastiel fic#spn fic#major character death#tw death
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Inhaling The Other Guardian series like it is air and I am drowning
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inspired by this old post by @fae-and-night
#me when random tiny fics. Oh yeah. draw that shit#sastiel#samcas#samstiel#my art#fanart#sam winchester#castiel#spn#supernatural
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A Bibro's
Sastiel Rec List
-for the canon-adjacent connoisseur-
1. Pagan by posingasme
Gen | Rating: Mature | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 17, 782 | Chapters: 8/8
Tags: Blasphemy, Idol Worship, Fallen Castiel, Priest Sam, Hunterverse, Implied/Referenced Torture, Canon-Typical Violence
Summary: Castiel has fallen, too soon. Madness and desperation plague him, but, as always, his heart is still in the right place...with Sam Winchester.
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2. Run Right; or Lie by orphan_account
Gen, M/M | Rating: Teen+ | Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings | Words: 5,197 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: AU, Alternate Universe, Canon Divergence, Pre-Slash
Summary: AU in which Dean died during Faith, the first seal was broken in season one, and Sam met Castiel when his faith was as strong as ever.
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3. Kneel Before the Lord Our Maker by EnInkahootz
M/M | Rating: Explicit | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 3,000 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: Supernatural Kink Bingo 2021, Porn, Smut, Blasphemy, Angels, Angel Kink, Religion, Religion Kink, Angel Wings, Wings, Flying, Clouds, Cock Worship, Dom/sub, Sub Sam Winchester, Dom Castiel, Dom Castiel/Sub Sam Winchester, Dreams, Blow Jobs, Post-Episode: s04e07 It's the Great Pumpkin Sam Winchester
Summary: After first meeting Castiel and being disappointed in It's the Great Pumpkin, Sam Winchester (Season 4, Episode 7), Sam has a dream about Castiel being the classic sort of angel he had expected to meet. Sam dreams of using his mouth to worship Castiel's holy cock, which Sam sees as an extension of god.
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4. What This Is About by MissMisdemeanor
M/M | Rating: Explicit | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 3,147 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot, Porn with Feelings, Top Castiel/Bottom Sam Winchester, Riding, Sweat, Hook-Up, Secret Relationship, Canon Compliant, canon adjacent?, Making Out, Early season 5 Supernatural
Summary: “This is something you’ve wanted before today,” Cas states, and it’s true. He’s not sure if Cas even had to read his soul to get at that.
Sam’s breath stops. He freezes momentarily. “Yeah,” he admits. “Shit, Cas, yeah. I’d have done this the day we met.”
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5. A First Grasp by Fae-and-night (goodgirlgonegeek16)
M/M | Rating: Gen | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 1,034 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: Season 5 angst, Episode: s05e03 Free to Be You and Me, or at least the sastiel alternate ending to that episode.
Summary: Sastiel-flavored coda for “Free to be You and Me” with some early seasons bamf!castiel.
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6. My Sastiel Valentine by rosworms
M/M | Rating: Mature | Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings | Words: 3,371 | Chapters: 3/3
Tags: Episode: s05e14 My Bloody Valentine, Slash, NSFW, Sastiel - Freeform, Sam/Cas - Freeform
Summary: A very slight AU of the episode 'My Bloody Valentine' where Sam is affected by famine in a different way.
🔆 55 more fics, in relatively chronological order, below the cut 🔆
7. Boy in the White Suit by posingasme
Gen, M/M | Mature | Graphic Depictions Of Violence | Words: 13,460 | Chapters: 7/7
Tags: Boy King of Hell Sam Winchester, Post-Apocalypse, Dark Sam Winchester, Insanity, Alice in Wonderland References, Blasphemy, Self-Destruction, Madness
Summary: Sam said no. Dean said yes. Sam lost his mind. Castiel lost his friends. That’s the road so far.
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8. A More Profound Bond by confxsed
Gen, M/M | Rating: Gen | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 5,824 | Chapters: 5/5
Tags: Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Hurt/Comfort, Jealous Dean Winchester, Protective Castiel, Hurt Sam Winchester, Emotionally Hurt Sam Winchester, Angst, Season/Series 05, Sam Winchester Has Self-Worth Issues, Mentions of Suicide, Pre-Slash
Summary: Five little moments where Dean notices the relationship between Sam and Castiel growing.
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9. some space underneath my skin by hellsreluctantheir
Part 1 of touch -- The soulless Sam and Cas were fucking verse.
M/M | Rating: Mature | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 23,607 | Chapters: 8/8
Tags: Soulless!Sam, Season/Series 06
Summary: Humans liked to touch each other in ways that baffled Castiel. Not just in the manner they slyly referred to as biblically. He watched them clap hands onto shoulders and backs, lean into each other in exhaustion, sleep sitting up with feet resting against each other on the floor. A constant, reverberating, nonverbal hymn. I am here. You are here. We are here, and we are alive. Angels did not need that kind of reassurance. Castiel could hear his siblings' songs no matter how near he was to them physically. Prayers and psalms in the back of his mind. It saddened him, somewhat, to think that humanity would never know that.
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10. The Unexpected by muzivitch
M/M | Rating: Gen | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 1,253 Chapters: 1/1
Summary: Sam and Castiel discuss his missing year. Also, Sam has a crush that would be obvious to anyone but Castiel (except it might even be obvious to him, after all). Takes place after 6.12 "Like A Virgin."
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11. Doing Just Fine by masterlynovak
M/M, Multi | Rating: Explicit | Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings | Words: 1,069 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: idk it's a threesome but not really?, Dean is just watching Sam and Cas have sex, voyerism
Summary: Dean wakes up in a room with a naked Sam spread out on the bed.
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12. Wings by Rowan203
M/M | Rating: Teen+ | Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings | Words: 1,415 Chapters: 1/1
Summary: AU after season 6. Sam comes back from the cage broken and changed. Dean and Castiel deal with it in different ways.
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13. Between the Shadow and the Soul by Vee (Vera_DragonMuse)
M/M | Rating: Teen+ | Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings | Words: 6,456 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: Poetry, hell is the absence of love, take shelter in me, castiel thinks sam is the wolf, sam thinks castiel is in another story, really they're both just lost in the fog
Summary: What if Sam was the one that went to Purgatory with Castiel?
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14. The Sun Pale as Milk by Icanseenow
M/M | Rating: Mature | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 39,879 Chapters: 21/21
Tags: POV Sam Winchester, Season/Series 08, Purgatory, Post-Purgatory, Slow Burn, Nearly Human Castiel, Post-Season/Series 07
Summary: Instead of Dean, Castiel is the one to return from Purgatory first. He finds Sam, and together they spend a year. Looking for Dean and not looking for Dean.
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15. a body of proof by lordofsoup
M/M | Rating: Teen+ | Graphic Depictions Of Violence | Words: 21,525 | Chapters: 5/5
Tags: Angelic Possession, Consensual Possession, basically possession (romantic), Trials of Hell, Canon Divergence, Hurt/Comfort, Trauma From Lucifer's Cage, Sam Winchester Has an Eating Disorder, a minor point but i wanted to mention it, references to honey!cas, Developing Relationship, Romantic Fluff, Sharing a Bed, Sharing a Body, includes art!! [complete tags on Ao3]
Summary: Sam's sickness worsens after the second trial, resulting in him being rushed to the hospital, the extensive damage has left Sam drained of his fight. To continue with the trials Sam must allow Castiel to heal him, by possessing him. While having an alien home under his skin is nothing new for Sam, Castiel's constant presence unwittingly unburies a host of issues. Two people desperate for forgiveness in the same body should get crowded at times but between the nightmares, the sickness, and the blood; there are some cookies, a quiet beach on the coast of Oregon, and a chance at something new between them.
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16. ficlet - sastiel, a/b/o dynamics by wrenseroticlibrary_archivist
[also on tumblr]
M/M | Rating: Explicit | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 580 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: Post-Season/Series 08, Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Fallen Angel Castiel, Mating Cycles/In Heat, First Time, Porn, Ficlet, Alpha Castiel, Omega Sam Winchester
Summary: When Castiel had Fallen, he’d clearly become an alpha.
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17. Stay in Touch by Cuda (Scylla)
M/M | Rating: Explicit | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 6,310 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: Post-Episode: s09e06 Heaven Can't Wait, Missing Scene, Human Castiel, Newly Human Castiel, Love Confessions, Not Actually Unrequited Love, First Kiss, First Time, Masturbation, Sexually Inexperienced Castiel, Castiel and Sam Winchester in Love, Sastiel - Freeform
Summary: Concerned about newly-human Castiel's decision to leave the Bunker on his own, Sam sets out for Idaho to find his best friend - and get some answers for himself.
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18. Angels and Answers by klove0511
Part 1 of Milestones 'verse
M/M | Rating: Explicit | Rape/Non-Con | Words: 15,190 Chapters: 1/1
Tags: Possessed Sam Winchester, Memory Alteration, Human Castiel, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, First Time Blow Jobs, Angst with a Happy Ending, Canon Divergence, Sam Winchester Has Self-Esteem Issues, Castiel Has Self-Esteem Issues, Alternate Season/Series 09, Winchester communication skills
Summary: Cas has discovered his sexuality as a human when the Winchesters bring him to the bunker, and he and Sam fall into bed together. When Gadreel forces Dean to drive Cas away, the two must find their way back to each other, freeing Sam from Gadreel in the process.
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19. So polite by bloodandcream
M/M | Rating: Explicit | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 1,174 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: Season 9, Angst, Sam topping from the bottom, Erectile Dysfunction
Summary: “Please,” was whispered into his mouth. So polite. Sam was in control here.
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20. Had Worse by posingasme
Gen, M/M | Rating: Gen | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 3,687 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: Bunker Fic, Hurt/Comfort
Summary: Sam has a very high threshold for pain, and an iron will. So this current hunting injury, even with its weird attack on his view of reality, is nothing compared to what he has been through in the past. He’s had worse. But that does nothing to reassure those who love him.
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21. I'm always dragging that horse around by Trojie
M/M | Rating: Explicit | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 5,499 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: Unrequited Wincest, Unrequited Destiel, Enochian, Phobias, Hell Trauma, Season/Series 09, Episode: s09e11 First Born, Angel Healing, Implied Wincestiel, Hopeful Ending
Summary: Sam has a horror of angels and Cas has a compulsion to heal. It doesn't help that they speak the same languages, or that Dean is elsewhere - somehow he's always between them, and somehow they still have to meet in the middle.
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22. The Best Medicine by sarasaurusrex
Multi | Rating: Teen+ | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 1,247 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: Comfort, Fluff, Depressed Sam Winchester, Season/Series 09, Misunderstandings, Castiel Takes Care of Sam Winchester, Established Castiel/Sam Winchester, Domestic Fluff
Summary: Castiel confuses Sam’s symptoms of depression with symptoms of the flu and tries to help. Set mid season 9.
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23. anything you need, that's what i'll be by starlightswait
M/M | Rating: Teen+ | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 1,092 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: Dissociation, Bodily Autonomy, Season/Series 09, Aftermath of Possession, Post-Episode: s09e11 First Born, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Self-Harm, Food Issues
Summary: There is a strange discomfort in healing Sam in the days that follow Dean’s departure.
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24. muscle memory by hellsreluctantheir
Part 2 of touch - Sam's POV s7 - s9
M/M | Rating: Explicit | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 5,830 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: Season/Series 07, Season/Series 09
Summary: Sam lost his soul, slept with an angel, got his soul back, lost his memory, and then lost his mind before they could have a conversation about it. It's fine. The Hell trauma is gone, and he's coping. Even when Castiel comes back, he'll continue to cope.
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25. Divine by Matthew1972
M/M | Rating: Explicit | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 8,120 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: POV Sam Winchester, Protective Castiel, Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Kissing, First Time, Porn with Feelings, Anal Sex, Bottom Sam Winchester, Top Castiel, Bottoming from the Top, Angelic Grace Play, Angel Wings, Morning Sex, Oral Sex
Summary: Coda/AU scene to episode S09E11, First Born. "But nothing is worth losing you", Castiel shows that what he said was something he meant. Held safe in his arms and wings Sam learns the stunning truth about 'his' angel. How he heals the pain inside of him with something more than trust, care and touch.
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26. Even If We Can't Find Heaven by ellerkay
M/M | Rating: Explicit | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 8,044 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: Having Faith, Loss of Faith, First Kiss, First Time Blow Jobs, Anal Sex, Pining
Summary: Sam finds his faith and loses it and finds it again, albeit in a very different form. A Sastiel love story and exploration of Sam’s faith and spirituality. [Note: prayer during sex🙏]
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27. Table For Two by the_diving_fox
M/M | Rating: Gen | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 1,775 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: somewhere in s9, Human Castiel, valentine's day fic, POV Outsider
Summary: A tired waitress at Ann's Diner happens to serve Sam and Castiel amidst all the other obnoxious Valentine's Day couples. Sam and Castiel manage to surprise her, though.
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28. Two Beat Up Humans by PacJazz
M/M, Multi | Rating: Gen | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 3,863 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: Fluff and Angst, Pre-Slash, PTSD, Post-Gadreel, Human!Castiel, Hurt Sam Winchester, Post-trials with no angel healing hurt, Hurt/Comfort, Season/Series 09, Nightmares, Domestic Fluff, Hair Brushing, Insomnia, No Smut, Enochian-Speaking Sam Winchester, Sleepiness, Literal Sleeping Together [complete tags on Ao3]
Summary: Both broken, yet eager to help the other heal.... Sam and Cas are living in the bunker now, sans-dean after the gadreel betrayal. Cas is newly Human now, and while he needs some help learning the intricacies of that, Sam needs some help healing. They both share things, and think through what they've lost. *In slight AU where post-gadreel Sam is living in the bunker with newly human Castiel*
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29. A Crucifixion Without A Christ by angelshotgun
M/M | Rating: Explicit | Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con | Words: 18,501 | Chapters: 10/10
Tags: Angelic Possession, Castiel's Angelic Grace, Major Character Injury, Hurt Sam Winchester, Angst with a Happy Ending, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Hell Trauma, Sam Winchester is Loved, Hurt Castiel, Guilty Castiel, Crying, Cuddling & Snuggling, Sam Winchester Needs a Hug, voicemail fixit, Post-Gadreel, Trust Issues, Sam Winchester Has a Crush on Castiel, Happy Ending, Schmoop, Hunter Retirement [complete tags on Ao3]
Summary: When Sam Winchester is badly injured on a hunt, Cas has to possess him to keep him alive and help him heal. And though Sam agreed to let him in, Cas is acutely aware of how many times Sam has had his bodily autonomy taken away from him, and how much Cas himself has contributed to Sam's pain. And now that he's inside Sam's head? Well, he tries to be as unobtrusive as possible, but Sam is just... traumatized. And hurting. Maybe, he thinks, maybe this is his chance to put aside his own feelings for Sam to help heal the hurts he had a hand in creating?
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30. Moments of Madness by orphan_account
M/M | Rating: Mature | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 1,140 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: Season/Series 10, ish, Canon Compliant, Enochian-Speaking Sam Winchester, Nightmares, Hurt/Comfort, Trauma From Lucifer's Cage, Protective Dean Winchester, Castiel Loves Sam Winchester, Kissing, Fluff
Summary: It just happens, the first time. Dean's a Demon, and Sam's so alone. The next times?
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31. Blankets by mako_lies (wingeddserpent)
M/M | Rating: Teen+ | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 1,212 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: Episode: s10e01 Black, Hurt Sam Winchester, Hurt Castiel
Summary: Sam and Cas try to take care of one another.
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32. Situational Failure (The Chicken Soup Remix) by StripySock
M/M | Rating: Teen+ | Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings | Words: 2,540 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: Season/Series 10, Remix, Hurt Sam Winchester, Hurt Castiel, Sickfic, Frottage
Summary: There is a fear in Cas that if he lets Sam make himself at home in all of the places that Dean had declined to fill, he will lose the ability to ever refuse it again. Or: Sam is sick, Cas is failing, and Dean is nowhere to be found. [implied unrequited destiel]
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33. Feathers Falling by posingasme
M/M | Rating: Teen+ | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 13,144 | Chapters: 6/6
Tags: Hurt/Comfort, Angel Wings, Castiel in the Bunker, Permanent Injury, Protective Sam Winchester, Hurt Castiel, Fever, Delirium, Castiel & Charlie Bradbury Friendship, Alternate Canon, Season/Series 10, Angst [complete tags on Ao3]
Summary: Castiel has been hurt, but he won't reveal how bad it is. Sam distracts him from the pain by reading him classic love stories, and Cas just doesn’t think any of them depict a love as strong as theirs.
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34. Since When Does Sam Have PLANS? by Fae-and-night (goodgirlgonegeek16)
Gen | Rating: Gen | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 343 | Chapters: 1/1
Summary: "Dean’s POV on Sastiel, late seasons Sastiel, the ‘mistaken for a couple’ trope.
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35. Keep You from the Gallows Pole by Fallynleaf
M/M | Rating: Teen+ | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 7,337 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: Alternate Season/Series 10 Finale, Mark of Cain Cure, Charlie Lives, Implied Unrequited Destiel, Implied Unrequited Wincest, Implied Wincestiel, Asexual Relationship [complete tags on Ao3]
Summary: Season 10, if it were the love story of Sam and Cas.
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36. Episode 199.5 by posingasme
Part 1 of Before 200...
Gen, M/M | Rating: Teen+ | Graphic Depictions Of Violence | Words: 56,473 | Chapters: 20/20
Tags: Mark of Cain, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Stolen Grace, Protective Dean Winchester, Demon Blood, BAMF Castiel, Sam Winchester on Demon Blood, Alternate Angel Lore, Canon-Typical Violence, Torture, Dean Winchester Bears the Mark of Cain, Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Guilt
Summary: Dean is dealing with guilt, and fear of losing control to the Mark again. Castiel has new Grace, but eventually, it will burn out just as before. Sam just wants a fresh start all around. Life in the bunker is getting a bit...crowded. Memories and tempers are boiling over, along with something that has been heating up for a long time. Things get nasty when an old foe comes for Sam, and it's all hands on deck.
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37. Wingman by posingasme
Part 2 of Before 200...
Gen, M/M | Rating: Teen+ | Graphic Depictions Of Violence | Words: 65,222 | Chapters: 21/21
Tags: Spoilers, Mark of Cain, Dreams and Nightmares, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Psychological Torture, Canon-Typical Violence, Dean Winchester Bears the Mark of Cain, Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Self-Destructive Dean Winchester
Summary: Now that Sam and Castiel have been honest with one another, and Dean has given his blessing, the two are forced into the awkward stage of figuring out where to go from here. Dean is still battling against the Mark, and his anxiety manifests in various ways, some of which are healthier than others.
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38. Sentimental Iterations by fabella
M/M | Rating: Explicit | Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings | Words: 33,370 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: Future Fic, Season/Series 11, Season/Series 10, Slow Burn, Friends to Lovers, Betrayal, Deception, Winchester Style Death (Not Typical Death), Semi Curtain Fic, Resolved Sexual Tension, Anal Sex, Rimming, Bottom Sam, Oral Sex, Sam is a big damn hero, Castiel-centric, Human Castiel, Big Brother Dean, Angst, Hurt Sam Winchester, Mental Instability, Sacrifice, Brother Feels, Grief/Mourning [complete tags on Ao3]
Summary: Castiel learned everything he knows about devotion from the Winchesters. In this peaceful future built on the back of Sam Winchester’s most recent sacrifice, Castiel discovers that death itself can be overcome. If he’s willing to pay the price. [Notes: Set after season 10. An entirely different take on season 11.]
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39. Sam's Room by NobleHouseOfBlack
M/M | Rating: Not Rated | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 1,864 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: No Dialogue, Nightmares, Sharing a Bed, Platonic Cuddling, Feel-good
Summary: Sam's room in the bunker didn't seem like his room. He slept there occasionally but there was nothing that would indicate he lived there.
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40. The Devil’s Gonna Let On That You’re In The Details by sahwen
M/M | Rating: Not Rated | Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings | Words: 3,055 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con, Lucifer Possessing Castiel, Post-Episode: s11e10 The Devil in the Details, Episode: s11e14 The Vessel, Post-Episode: s11e14 The Vessel, Season/Series 12, this fic spans across a lot of time, Hook-Up, Sam Winchester Has Mental Health Issues, Trauma, Protective Dean Winchester, Supportive Dean, Post-Possession
Summary: Sam and Cas have been hooking up casually for a while when something feels off to Sam. He’s sure it’s just his mind playing tricks on him.
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41. Loved by the Devil, loved by an angel by N_13
Part 1 of Of this damned reality
M/M | Rating: Mature | Rape/Non-Con | Words: 3,076 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: Rape/Non-con Elements, Abusive Relationships, Angst, Dubious Consent Due To Identity Issues, everybody needs a hug, and therapy, Hurt/very little comfort, Unhealthy Relationships, No really every relationship in this is fucked up on some level, Hurt Sam Winchester, Season/Series 11, Lucifer Possessing Castiel, Enochian-Speaking Sam Winchester
Summary: Cas has loved Sam for quite some time. Then he said yes to Lucifer and everything went to hell.
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42. Heartbreak is Savvy and Love is a Bitch by Cuda (Scylla)
M/M | Rating: Mature | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 2,405 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: Lapdance, Light Dom/sub, Dom Castiel, Sub Sam Winchester, Sensation Play, Post-Episode: s11e14 The Vessel, Implied/Referenced Torture, Sam Winchester Deserves to be Happy, Safewords, Sam Winchester is Bad at Feelings, Sam Winchester is Bad at Self Care, Castiel's not the most experienced dom, Established Relationship, Light Angst [complete tags on Ao3]
Summary: Castiel and Sam work on some fractures in their relationship. A gentle attempt at sensory play goes awry, leaving them scrambling to ratchet things back up to normal. Part of the 2020 Supernatural Kink Bingo.
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43. Thirty Years too Late by hyperbolicfae
Gen, M/M, Other | Rating: Teen+ | Rape/Non-Con | Words: 2,770 | Chapters: 2/2
Tags: Hurt Sam Winchester, Protective Dean Winchester, Protective Castiel, Aftermath of Torture, Implied Mind Rape, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con, Protective Mary Winchester
Summary: Mary Winchester has rescued her son. She’s just thirty years too late. Or: The aftermath of Sam’s rescue from the British Men of Letters
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44. whore of babylon by angelszn (artbabe)
M/M | Rating: Mature | Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings | Words: 2,465 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: Infidelity, Movie Night, Sam Winchester Has Self-Worth Issues, Dean Winchester is Bad at Feelings, Floor Sex, Non-Penetrative Sex, Drinking, Dubious Consent, Past Rape/Non-con, Guilt, Gift Exchange [contains background destiel]
Summary: “Dean is a good man, and I love him. But sometimes, I…” Cas licks his lips. “Sam, I’m afraid.” Sam should leave. He should walk away. He should run. But his body is heavy and wine-drunk, his head spins at what Cas might be hinting at. “What are you afraid of?”
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45. The One You're With by gracerene
M/M | Rating: Explicit | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 5,397 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: Unrequited Wincest, Unrequited Sastiel, Platonic Sex, Friendship, Sexually Inexperienced Castiel, Fuck Or Die, Curses, Frottage, POV Sam Winchester, Season/Series 12, Hung Sam Winchester, Present Tense
Summary: Sam knows better than to touch anything in the bunker that looks even the slightest bit suspicious. And yet…
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46. Wins & Losses by Threshie
M/M, Multi | Rating: Teen+ | Major Character Death | Words: 17,384 | Chapters: 8/8
Tags: Temporarily Dead Castiel, Heartbroken Sam Winchester, Comforting Dean Winchester, Sharing a Bed, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Sastiel, Wincest, Wincestiel, Poly Vee With Sam Pivot, Cuddling & Snuggling, Men of Letters Bunker, Angst with a Happy Ending, Touchy-Feely, Grieving Sam Winchester, Idiots in Love [complete tags on Ao3]
Summary: A few months after Sam and Castiel start dating, the angel is killed. Still reeling from the loss of his best friend, Dean can’t just sit and watch Sam’s heartbreak slowly pull him away, too.
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47. Now I am here by Matthew1972
M/M | Rating: Teen+ | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 13,728 | Chapters: 5/5
Tags: Friends to Lovers, Asexual Relationship, Literal Sleeping Together, Sharing a Bed, Feelings Realization, Hugs, Boys Kissing, Case Fic, Monster Hunters, Crime Scenes, Angst, Blood, Hurt, Pagan Gods, Magic
Summary: Castiel and Sam have come to another nameless town to free it from the claws of a dark and ancient power. As they work the case their friendship grows stronger, changing into something more or does it? This, here, now… brings the confirmation they each needed.
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48. Something Good by posingasme
M/M | Rating: Teen+ | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 5,876 | Chapters: 4/4
Tags: Food Issues, showtunes, Sleep Deprivation, Hurt Sam Winchester, Sick Sam Winchester
Summary: Everyone deals with their losses in their own way, and Sam prefers to work things out on his own. But his angel friend can’t stand on the sidelines as the hunter wastes away in pain. Sam may have had a complex past, but an angel’s love is proof that he must have done something good.
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49. Something to Talk About by Fae-and-night (goodgirlgonegeek16)
Gen, M/M | Rating: Teen+ | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 777 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: mentions Castiel but he's not actually here, Bunker Era, Dean being a big brother, telltale hickies, Love Bites
Summary: To be honest, Sam thought it took Dean way longer than he would’ve expected to figure he and Castiel were together.
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50. Lois by posingasme
M/M | Rating: Teen+ | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 4,195 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: Superman References (DCU), Awkward Crush, Mutual Pining, Misunderstandings
Summary: Jack discovers the joy of comic books, and reminds Castiel of a time when Bobby Singer called him Superman. And Dean had an opinion about who his Lois Lane was.
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51. Happy Ain't a Two-Story Victorian, But it Might Be This by Cuda (Scylla)
M/M | Rating: Teen+ | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 3,382 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: Episode: s14e15 Peace of Mind, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Fake Marriage, Mind Control, Mind Manipulation, Dean Winchester Tries, Family Issues, Jack Kline & Dean Winchester Bonding
Summary: Sam and Castiel have been on a mission to an Arkansas hamlet, and they haven't checked in. When Dean and Jack trail them to a quiet street in Charming Acres, what they find is nothing like either of them expected. To be honest, cleaning out a nest of vampires might be easier than this, but Dean's going to give it the old college try. Whatever that means.
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52. Milestones and Misunderstandings by klove0511
Part 2 of Milestones 'verse
M/M | Rating: Teen+ | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 2,711 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: mildly homophobic!Mary, inappropriate anniversary gifts, protective!Dean, Sam Winchester Has Self-Worth Issues, Season/Series 14, Fluff, Tumblr Prompt, Oblivious!Dean
Summary: There is something different about Sam and Cass. The lingering stares, the intimate touches. The careful whispers and secret smiles. Dean knew it. He was going to get to the bottom of it, one way or another.
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53. Stricta Dormire by klove0511
M/M | Rating: Teen+ | Major Character Death | Words: 3,583 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: Temporary Character Death, Fairy Tale Type Death, Established Relationship, Hurt Sam Winchester, Angst with a Happy Ending, Hell Trauma, Season/Series 14 Spoilers, Sad Dean Winchester, Sad Castiel, Grief/Mourning, True Love's Kiss
Summary: When Sam is hit by a spell, Cass is the only one that can save him. Meanwhile, Dean is grieving his brother, unaware of the struggle going on within Sam’s mind.
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54. Roadhouse Rough by posingasme
Gen, M/M | Rating: Teen+ | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 12,738 | Chapters: 10/10
Tags: Curtain Fic, Alcohol, Hurt Sam Winchester, Retired Hunter Sam Winchester, Bartender Sam Winchester, Permanent Injury
Summary: The last tangle with the last archangel ended with an act of spite, from which Sam will never recover. Lucifer’s bitter parting gift to his wayward vessel means Sam’s forced retirement. He runs the hub from his very own Roadhouse, and watches over a powered-down nephilim, while a weakened but recovering Castiel hunts at Dean’s side. It’s a rough life, but someone’s got to do it.
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55. Familiar Spirits by Cuda (Scylla)
M/M | Rating: Teen+ | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 6,619 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: Wisconsin - Freeform, The Beast of Bray Road, References to Norse Religion & Lore, Season/Series 15, Monster of the Week, Case Fic, Sastiel Secret Santa Exchange, Sastiel - Freeform, Sastiel Secret Santa 2019
Summary: Fills in a little gap of time between 15-7 and 15-8. Sam's on the hunt for Eileen, and winds up on a case in the middle of Wisconsin in December. What seems like a straightforward case of werewolves gets out of hand, when the werewolves turn out to be something Sam's never encountered before. It's Castiel to the rescue, but in the middle of the night in a refrigerator of a forest, one wrong move could be the last one they ever make.
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56. a rock with a hole in it by De_Nugis
M/M | Rating: Explicit | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 11,052 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: faerie - Freeform, possibly in some way a Canadian shack fic, except Faerie, Consent Issues, animal death (hunting), Unrequited Destiel, Soulless Sam Winchester, POV Castiel
Summary: Castiel walks back into Faerie with Sam's soul in a jar in his pocket.
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57. Right Now by spideybegins
Gen, M/M | Rating: Teen+ | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 1,512 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: Hurt Sam Winchester, Comforting Castiel, samcas, Sastiel - Freeform, Hurt/Comfort, Season/Series 15, Angst, Crying Sam Winchester, Don’t Look at These Messy Tags, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, no beta we die like men
Summary: The one where Cas hears Sam crying and realizes he’s been avoiding the youngest Winchester for much too long. Set somewhere in season 15.
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58. It’s Good to Be Here Again, With You by raisinghellonstarbug
M/M | Rating: Gen | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 2,240 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: Canon Compliant, Reunions, Mentioned Dean Winchester, Fluff and Angst, Non-Sexual Intimacy, Sharing a Bed, Season/Series 15, Episode: s15e07 Last Call
Summary: Sam is missing Castiel and doesn't understand why he left. He knows Dean has something to do with it. But then he shows back up just in time before Sam's in real trouble.
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59. wishing too hard for them to stay by angelfishofthelord
Gen | Rating: Not Rated | Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings | Words: 1,727 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: Episode s15e17 coda, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Angst, One Shot, Season/Series 15, Season/Series 15 Speculation, POV First Person, POV Sam Winchester [complete tags on Ao3]
Summary: You tell me you’re doing to die, and I don’t yell at you. Instead I say, “Let’s go for a walk.”
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⚠️ Unfinished Fic - last updated in 2013
60. Of Blood And Water by lovedsammy
M/M, Gen | Rating: Mature | Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings | Words: 20,081 Chapters: 7/?
Tags: 8x23, Fallen Angels, Post Season/Series 08, Hurt/Comfort, Family, Romance, Angst, fallen!cas, Hurt!Sam, Hurt!Cas, Slash, stigmata!sam, Stigmata, Religious Imagery & Symbolism, AU, Season/Series 9 canon divergent, Friendship
Summary: Now AU to season 9! Post-8x23, "Sacrifice". Both of them were wounded, broken, in need of repair; both of them had done things in the name of the greater good and had ultimately failed and caused something or another to bend and break and destroy upon itself. They'd both wrecked themselves to achieve an end, and in turn wrecked others. But they couldn't have been more than two opposites on the end of the spectrum that somehow aligned at the middle-point, and now there was no going back.
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💜💀🖤 Self Rec 💜💀🖤
(because this is a list of my favs, and I wrote it for me)
61. grief and husbands on the interstate by ladygizarme
M/M | Rating: Explicit | No Archive Warnings Apply | Words: 2,787 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: background wincest, background wincestiel - Freeform, they're a polycule but they're sam-centered, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Rimming, Bottom Sam Winchester, Spit As Lube, Wound Tending, Episode: s14e01 Stranger in a Strange Land, part coda, Part fix-it, Polyamory, Anal Sex
Summary: En route from Detroit back to the bunker, Cas makes them stop at a motel. Sam is exhausted, and so is everybody else. But right now, Castiel's priority is Sam, and he knows just what he needs. Part coda, part fix-it to 14x01.
#my rec list#sastiel#sastiel fanfiction#sam and cas#spn fanfiction#sastiel for bibros#sastiel for multishippers#sam whump#hurt/comfort#canon adjacent#caretaker!cas#caretaker!sam#canon sastiel#as in sastiel set during canon#outsider pov#unrequited destiel#wincestiel#unrequited wincest#spn fic recs#sastiel fic recs#sam + faith#boyking!sam
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"Raise a Glass" drabble
Sam sets the coffee down in front of Castiel. He looks up with a face that would be blank if not for the slight wrinkle near his eyebrow. At this point and years into their friendship Sam reads it as the confusion it really is.
"I know you don't need it. But it's what friends do when you're upset. They offer you coffee and ask if you want to talk about it."
Castiel squints at him before understanding crosses his face. Turning away Sam can see him physically shuttering his emotions away. He simply sips on his own cup and waits, knowing very few things will make Cas talk before he's ready.
"'I'm not sure what there is to talk about Sam."
Sam doesn't respond at first, taking another sip before setting his cup down and staring at his hands wrapped around it.
"It's inevitable isn't it." he finally gets out.
At that Castiel looks over at Sam expecting to see him looking at him but instead finds him staring down at his mug with a resigned smile instead.
"I'm not sure what you mean." he finally lets fall into the silence between them, unsure if this was truly going in the direction he had first assumed when Sam had originally sat across from him. He's perfectly fine with that. Castiel is never quite sure he's truly able to give up thinking about Dean, but he very often wishes he could.
Sam looks up with that smile still doggedly on his lips for another half a second before it falls away to Sam's common tired, resigned look he's worn for years.
"Loving Dean." he says bluntly. "It's inevitable really."
"Sam I-" he huffs and looks away, annoyed that his original instincts were right and Sam was bringing his older brother into the open where Castiel had been hoping to keep him away since that fateful last Saturday.
"I'm not sure where you're going with this," he finally acquiesced, hoping Sam would at least get to his point faster if he was going to make Castiel deal with unwanted emotions.
~ to be continued ~
#sastiel saturday#I know it's late but I woke up really late so we're pretending it's still Saturday shhhhhh#fic wip#Raise a Glass#sastiel#sastiel fic
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I respect all ships and this is not a hate post but as someone who didn't enter the fandom until I finished spn, I don't get sabriel. like, the existence of that ship is so surprising to me. I didn't know it was a thing. I guess fanon gabriel must be different from canon gabriel because he simply isn't good enough for sam in any capacity lmao also they didn't have any chemistry or special connection methinks
#again no hate to sabriel shippers just an observation#I just checked ao3 and there are more sabriel fics than sastiel ones.... that's so crazy#fandom thoughts#⚝
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sastiel is like an invasive species cause i read one (1) fake dating fanfic from like 2018 that wasnt even sastiel endgame but my brain was like this is so cute. we're switching teams entirely
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What's your favourite headcanon of something that happened in the Impala?
omg anon all you had to do was ask, I've compiled a list for you <3
FIRST honorary mentions for Sam's dodge charger and Castiel's dodge ram:
Baby, You Can Drive My Car by vampyreranger
Songs About Rain by Cuda (Scylla)
okay with those out of the way, since you technically asked about headcanons I'd pick this as the most canon-adjacent:
Against the Clock by Cuda (Scylla)
but all of these are fun in their own way! though I do as always think you should check tags before reading anything ever <3
Salvation In Flesh by hit_the_books
The End Of The World by loghain
hold me tight (or don't) by misbehavin
Deal With It by Heywood Jablowmie (BranHowe)
Hit the Road by KillerOfHope
Remarking by HandsAcrossTheSea
Tough Guy by wrenseroticlibrary_archivist
Please, Please Me by cassandra_leeds
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“Consumption” - Saturday, July 29
Author: Angel
Artist: Emmatheslayer
Rating: Mature
Featured characters: Castiel, Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester
Featured relationships: Castiel/Sam Winchester
Length: 7,000 words
Tags: Godstiel Arc, Dark Castiel, forced cannibalism, worship, trauma from Lucifer's cage
Warning: Graphic Depictions of Violence
Summary: Castiel, powered by Leviathan souls, becomes the new God. He keeps Sam and Dean for his own. Castiel must balance his conflicting feelings for Sam; holding his past affections for him while also maintaining terrible Godly power over his first follower. Dean, on the other hand, is kept as a prisoner and tortured for his rebellion. But the Leviathans won’t be held for long, and Castiel is in danger.
Excerpt:
Castiel’s stomach twinges when Sam’s face colors, but the man rises and sits stiffly at his desk as Castiel requested. Sam takes one of the charred pieces of meat and examines it apprehensively. Castiel thinks, for a moment, that this is the end of his faith. That this is his rebellion. But Sam is a true believer – that will never change. He places the meat in his mouth and chews slowly. Tears spring to his eyes.
“Who is this?” He whispers through his mouthful. Castiel would reprimand him for speaking with his mouth full, but the question is more important.
“Who?”
“Lucifer made me… I know what human flesh tastes like. Who is this? Who did you kill?” He swallows the meat, but a sour expression takes over his face. Castiel has killed many. But there is only one person worth putting in Sam’s mouth.
Castiel places one hand on the back of Sam’s head. He will learn that Castiel is final. He does not have choices outside of Castiel. He cannot have love beyond Castiel. And so, Castiel reaches out and flips over a round, uncooked chunk of meat. A bright green eyeball stares up at them.
#spnangelbang#spnangelbang promos#sastiel fic#sastiel art#godstiel#author: Angel#artist: Emmatheslayer
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Despite my current situation, I wanted to squeeze out a story because I legitimately don't know when else I'll be able to.
Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap tap tap...
Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap tap tap...
Castiel stopped to listen,
Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap tap tap...
Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap tap tap...
The noise came from a certain human who isn't important, at least he's not supposed to be. Yet, here Castiel stopped just to listen to him tap.
Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap tap tap...
Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap tap tap...
It didn't sound like Sam's usual taps. Whether it's his foot, or fingers, usually it's more antsy. Sometimes anxious, frustrated, angry or just sad.
This time though... It was close to boredom, but not necessarily that, not yet anyway.
Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap tap tap...
Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap tap tap...
He's probably doing it without knowing it. It's a habit, so of course Sam wouldn't know.
Castiel shouldn't visit him. Sam's not the mission, assisting Dean, that's the order.
Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap tap tap...
Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap tap tap...
Dean's a prick though, Sam can be if given a reason, but usually isn't.
It's just kindness, that's why they're drawn to Sam. Just that, nothing more.
Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap tap tap...
Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap tap tap...
Would Sam even mind a quick drop in? Dean would. But Dean's not Sam. Castiel knows that very well.
Tap. Tap.
Castiel frowned trying to listen harder but the sound completely dropped off.
Castiel's instincts took over-
In front of them, they found themselves staring into hazel eyes that looked incredibly surprised to see them.
Castiel was just as surprised. Probably more so, they've never done that before.
"Hey, Castiel." Sam's confusion was easily heard.
As was Castiel's, "Sam."
The two are pressed against each other, yet, neither stepped away, too stunned to.
Castiel looked down, noting that Sam's hands had the answer of why the tapping stopped.
Sam had water in his hands, it seems like he wasn't in danger... just thirsty. Something that definitely didn't need an angel to fix.
"Um..." Sam didn't know why Castiel had dropped by, especially so close, maybe Castiel has something important to say?
Castiel didn't know what to do, "I didn't mean to come here." They admitted. Which was something they didn't mean to say. This is going oh so wonderfully.
Castiel wouldn't meet Sam's gaze anymore, they looked everywhere but at Sam. It was a talent at that point.
"Oh," Sam said. What else was he supposed to say?
"You were tapping and when you stopped, I was here." Castiel confessed, and Sam really didn't know what to say now.
"You were listening to me tapping?" Sam asked, he faintly recalled tapping, but only because he stopped, he had no clue when he started.
"Yes."
"Why?"
Castiel was wondering that themselves, "I don't know."
"But it somehow led you here." Not a question, but a statement.
"Correct."
Castiel looked ashamed? If that's the right word, Sam wasn't sure, maybe bashful? Whatever the right word was, this didn't look anything like the angel's usual demeanor.
"I should go." Castiel said, making no move to actually move. They didn't want to go, but they should. They're not sure why, but it felt necessary.
"Okay." Sam said, also not moving away. He enjoyed Castiel's company.
Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap tap tap...
Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap tap tap...
Neither of them were tapping, but could hear it, both seemed confused and stepped back.
Silence.
Sam set his water down, and decided to try something. He stepped towards Castiel so they were touching.
Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap tap tap...
Tap.
He stepped away again, Castiel realized what he was doing and listened for it.
But they were met with silence.
Castiel stepped forwards this time.
Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap tap tap...
Tap. Tap. Tap.
Sam picked up Castiel's hand.
Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap.
Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap.
Castiel picked up Sam's other hand.
Taptaptaptaptaptap
Taptaptaptaptaptap
Neither wanted to let go, their hands slotted together like they were made to hold each other's.
Taptaptaptaptaptap
Taptaptaptaptaptap
There was a low hum that started in between them. Something that went unnoticed.
Sam had no clue what was happening but didn't want it to stop. It felt addicting.
Castiel seemed intrigued, wondering what caused this, and how to avoid letting it stop.
Taptaptaptaptaptap
Taptaptaptaptaptap
This felt familiar to the pair but they couldn't recall why.
In the room, the room came alive with movement. Things began to shake uncontrollably. Quickly turning into furniture levitating off the ground, spinning in the air.
Yet, the two just stared at each other, listening to the taps.
As if nothing else around them existed.
Taptaptaptaptaptap
Taptaptaptaptaptap
Maybe it was because to them, nothing else did.
The room roared louder, the hum being buried underneath the noise.
An invisible wind picked up around them, tearing the room apart, everything spun in a frenzy.
All surrounding the pair who couldn't notice, too stuck in each other's eyes.
Until… it all stopped.
Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap tap tap...
Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap tap tap...
Castiel stopped to listen,
Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap tap tap...
Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap tap tap...
The noise came from a certain human who isn't important, at least he's not supposed to be. Yet, here Castiel stopped just to listen to him tap.
Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap tap tap...
Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap tap tap...
#This story is up to your interpretation#I'll share what I think is happening#But the canon ending is whatever you want it to be#sastiel#sam winchester#castiel#samstiel#Sastiel fic
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AU where Cas only gets Sam out of hell long after dean is already dead.
Cas is so lonely, he sees no point in continuing to try so he goes on a suicide mission to get sam from the cage, he doesn't expect to succeed but he does.
he rebuilds his body around his mutilated soul.
no dean. no bobby. no no one.
they are each others everything, cas puts everything into trying to heal sam, theres only so much he can do but he spends every minute taking care of him. his new purpose is to care for sam, this is all he has!! hes not gonna give him up or let anyone take him!!
#dark sastiel is my fav and this is so good#one day i will write the fic#sam dealing with his hell trauma in a completely unfamiliar place. he thinks lucifer is essing with him by showing him dean dead at first#he basically turns into a husk of a person and most of cas' job is stopping him from killing himself to either go to dean or go back to the#cage but cas isnt gonna let him leave#sam winchester#supernatural#fic idea#sastiel
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