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FUCK ME
Every single one of my autistic sons safe foods changed.
Every. Single. One.
He says they taste different. They changes the recipes. Again.
He won't eat them now.
Ima cry.
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Describing our laptop with its broken hinge and taped up frame is made me think about how this is an apt metaphor for me
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i’m getting sad over asch’s entire character again. a young child robbed of his past, unable to return to his family and loved ones because he's been replaced. his future robbed as well because his replication means his lifespan is on a ticking clock that can't be stopped. he follows van's orders because van is his mentor. but even more than that, van was a father to him. even if he knew on some level that he was being used, what could he have done about it? he was a child. he was only a child. a child replaced by someone else, someone who took everything he had—no, everything he was. a child unwanted by the world. unwanted by prophecy. wanted only by one person. wanted so he could be used. where does a child place all those feelings?
the answer is simple: anger.
anger is the emotion that protects you. it's the emotion that loves you. that understands the hand you were dealt was unfair and unjust. anger was the substitute for the love asch had taken from him. anger became his new past. his future. the thing that swaddled him and raised him from a child to a young adult. and then he meets him, the one who'd taken everything from him, and he sees this pompous, haughty idiot who can't even accept that his actions have caused the deaths of thousands (something both understandable yet inexcusable given the full context of luke's character), yet still cowers in fear at the thought of taking a single life. this is the person who's taken it all from him. cowardly, foolish, and blindly following his—their—mentor. how dare he wear his face. how dare he say things when asch has become his shadow, when it should be the other way around.
anger becomes easy to project on him because luke is at fault for a lot of things in the first third of the plot. but then he grows. luke strives to become better. to become his own person. to grow farther from asch, yet still extending a hand of camaraderie towards him anyway. and what emotion does this elicit in asch? anger.
asch is a wonderful example of a static character whose perception by the audience changes regardless of his fixed personality. because the more we learn about him, the more we feel empathy and sorrow for him—and the more we see his flaws. anger is the part of asch that protected him when nothing else would. at first, he gets angry at luke because luke stole everything from him and doesn't even know how good he has it. he can't think for himself, he has no identity. and then he gets angry because luke changes—because he starts to become a person separate from asch, and asch has no more reason to be angry at him, except that he still IS because it's so much easier to project than to look inward. "how dare he live my life yet still be so incompetent" to "how dare he be my replica but want to be his own person" and you know what? asch is still sympathetic even though his immature mindset on things is flawed. because what else does he have now? neither of them can go back to the fabre residence. luke because of his self-hatred and guilt, and asch because that stopped being his home long ago (and also because he's on limited time, anyway).
asch's death really hit hard as a result of this. understanding his character and how he cares but doesn't know how to show it, how he lets his anger dictate how he interacts with his peers, including natalia. he's so lost, just as lost as luke is. but he can't bring himself to accept outside help like luke was able to. he dies entrusting it all to luke, not "despite never understanding him" but because he ended up knowing him all too well. because he and luke are mirror images of one another. because they've taken so much from each other. because they've given each other so much. because they're different people. because they're the same person. they reflect each other's karma—their wrongdoings and insecurities. their innermost worries and fears. asch can't stand the fact that luke seems so lost residing in the existence of the fon fabre heir because he can't stand the fact that he's lost as well.
#sorry i'm just really autistic about this game now that i've finished it and starting my second playthru#tales of the abyss#luke fon fabre#asch the bloody#tales of the abyss spoilers /#ru speaks
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changing my pfp in honor of S&B on Netflix being ummmm … ummm……
#do I say what I think on main or do I let the ellipses speak for themselves#i didn’t watch season 2 btw but season 1 and word of mouth has been enough for me#I still love you amita u will always be famous#ru speaks
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If you don't like Noah Schnapp, it's fine. If you want to stop watching ST, it's fine. If you don't root for byler anymore, it's fine. Do whatever you want, but I am tired of people shitting on Noah and ST and byler on the fucking byler tag. So get the fuck out of this tag because this is really getting on my nerve. Thank you
#byler#Im tired of people whose not even relate to this war and conflict just ruing my day in the byler tag#and I keep trolling them in the comments but its like arguing with a fucking brick okay#my main language is not english so pls ignore my grammar mistakes thx#Keep it out of the fucking tag omg#Just a disclaimer that I still love Noah ST and byler#Okay I hope to never troll anyone about this situation again but my changes are sooooooo low#a most necessary edit to the tags#But i have been vibing in the byler tag and block everyone who speak this kind of nonsense in the tag#Doing wonders for my mental health#warmly recommended
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HI HELLO HAVE THE TRANSLATED LYRICS TO THE NEW RUSSIAN KINITOPET FANSONG
song - ДРУЗЬЯ НАВСЕГДА [KINITO PET ПЕСНЯ] | НИНТЕР (FRIENDS FOREVER [KINITO PET SONG | NINTER {author's nickname})
thanks to this post for posting about it on here!! Made me find it out (:
Udp: Thank to this post for a lot of corrections!
If im gonna change some things i will leave the closest to the original translation in the brackets to it will not drift it's meaning if anyone wants to use it!
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Я другом твоим хочу стать - I want to become your friend
Дай побольше о тебе узнать - Let me know more about you
Будем вместе мы играть - We will play together
То, что в письме - лучше не знать - What's in the letter - better not to know
Задаю тебе вопросы: - Asking you questions
Зима, лето или осень? - Winter, summer or autumn?
Твоя любимая еда? - What's your favorite food?
Какое имя у зверька? - What's the name of your beastie? (as in like. small animal. it rhymes in russian i promise.)
[Pre-Chorus]
Доверься мне, мы же друзья - Trust me, we are friends after all
И ты со мною до конца - And you with me untill the end
Я всё узнаю про тебя - I will find out everything about you
От меня не скроешься - Can't hide away from me
В моих руках твои друзья - Your friends are in my hands
Ты их забудешь навсегда - You will forget them forever
Ведь у тебя есть только я - Because you have only me
И только я, и только я - And only me, and only me
[Chorus]
Бесконечное веселье - Everlasting fun
Только лишь для нас двоих - Only for us two
С тобой найдём мы увлеченье - With you we'll find devotion
О проблемах позабыв - All problems forgotten
[Verse 2]
С возвращением, друг - Welcome back, friend
Кажется был завершён сеанс - Seems like our seance was cut short
Но ты не бойся, коли вдруг - But don't fear, if that's so
Смогу восстановить баланс - I can fix the balance
Осталось сделать одну вещь - Only one thing left to do
В админ состав меня вовлечь - In admin list include me
В командную строку набрать: - Type into cmd:
“Кинито дать твой комп зас—” - Give Kinito my pc- (wow i accidentally made it rhyme. anyways, back to blank verse)
[Break]
Давай, давай, пиши! - Come on, come on, write!
Комп мне свой уступи! - Give your PC to me! (it uses Russian rude-ish-sland for the word computer but that is most likely for song purposes bc it only has one vowel while computer is a long word in both languages
Я не вирус! - I'm not a virus!
Я не вирус! - I'm not a virus!
[Chorus]
Бесконечное веселье - Everlasting fun
Только лишь для нас двоих - Only for us two
С тобой найдём мы увлеченье - With you we'll find devotion
О проблемах позабыв - All problems forgotten
Бесконечное веселье - Everlasting fun
Только лишь для нас двоих - Only for us two
Нам не скучно - это правда - We're not bored - that's the thuth (technically better in future lang like "we won't get bored" but in song was present bc song purpouses so i will leave it like that in literal translation)
Разве не согласен ты? - Dont you agree?
[Bridge]
А теперь… Дай мне доступ! - And now... Give me access!
Мы же друзья! - We are friends after all!
Скажи, ну хоть раз - Tell me, even once
Подвёл я тебя? - Have I let you down? (also technically in the present tense here but yeah...)
[Outro]
Целый мир, здесь я и ты - This whole world, for me and you (orig. "The whole world, here's me and you")
Места нет для скукоты - No place for boredom here
Всё подстроил под тебя - Everything i arranged for you
Теперь системой правлю я - Now the system's ruled by me
if ya are native/just really good in english i'll be happy if you check it for any mistakes or propose better/rhyming translation! that's just the meaning mosly word-by-word (:
#mostly for me and my comic-drawing urge#but yeah posting for every cool English speaker who wants to know what the hell he's saying (:#special thanks to multitran aka the best russian-english dictionary#kinitopet#kinito pet#kinitopet song#kinitopet rus song#just wanna mention that im actually a eng-to-rus translator for some manhwa#and i write my fanfics in two languages simultaneously bc half of my friends does not speak english and other half does not speak russian#so i feel confident posting this#/hj. this body did not see confidence from the last two years B)#also i usually translate from English. not to English. feels weird.
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the Canaries polycule would produce absolutely disastrous reddit aita posts/twitter threads. somebody would be non-consensually smoking weed in the kitchen
#dungeon meshi#sorry this is a niche ru twitter meme#about a poly commune and their breakup because of miscommunications#written in absolute therapy speak
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love the way russians pronounce pitbull. peetboole
#a lot of rus first language speakers struggle with soft vowels when speaking english#e.g. my mom had a student named quinn and could not for the life of her not pronounce it as queen#and theyre elementary grade so they giggle when she pronounced winner like wiener :')
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two weird things that happen to me more often than i'd like and feel like they are on the opposite ends of the same spectrum: forgetting that i do actually speak two languages and forgetting that some people who post here in english speak only english
#the latter is usually when there's some post on linguistics or just like?? a thing with eng being passed as universal???#don't have any examples off the top of my head unfortunately#but sometimes you read a post and get this “oh you never had to grapple with concepts that are not applicable to your first language” feel#this isn't me trying to shame anyone who speaks one language btw you're fine as long as you're not being an asshole#to people who's eng isn't perfect or have some weirdly strong opinions on translation or languages in general#while not having any actual knowledge you know?#whatever idk how much sense i'm making#forgetting that i speak rus has more to do with how used i am to using eng. to the point that i mostly think in it#kinda sucks if i'm being honest? i'm rereading idiot and went to look up eng translation for a chapter because i wanted to post something#and augh it's not the same! it's not the same. might be just not the best translation fuck if i know but still#but yeah i barely use rus outside of talking to someone irl (rarely happens) or reading a book. it's weird#benvey tag
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Superboy (1994) #70
this is something that can be so personal...
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500 followers
Well fuck, ya'll. 500 of you? That's 100 more than when I checked last. And that was when I pretty much paused writing last year. Shit it's been so long.
Well who wants to do something random? In celebration of you guys sticking with me (and still finding me which is enthralling me) in my lulls of writing...
How about 5 sentence ficlets? Choose a character, fluff/angst/whatever and um a trope? Or a short few word prompt?
Tagging a few moots for ideas. If anyone else has any ideas I'd love to hear them.
@ell0ra-br3kk3r @grumpyoutlaw @cosmos-coma @seidenbros @stray-kaz @katattacker @brekkers-desigirl @astudyincontrasts @askaalaska-vdeppressed @historianthesecond @sophierequests-trashblog @glassgulls @heilith (no pressure tags, too)
And anyone else that wants to give ideas! If there are a few I will choose and make an like... official post? Announcing it? Idk man.
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I'm so fucking stupid
#ru speaks#not in a general self-deprecating way#like#hardcore bombing a conversation#nat 1 on this conversation#why#vent#<this is more scream into void than what i classically think of a vent as#but for people who are not fans#figure i'd tag it
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me, trying to flirt with a dullahan: so, no head?
#idk why this suddenly came to me but i thought ppl on this website would appreciate this more#ru speaks
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Okay, I found another one cool Kinito song, this time it's from rus artist(the only cool rus banger that I heard in my entire life fr- Telling it like a rus person myself)
youtube
#author#me speaking#klf speaking#krislgfox speaking#kinitopet#kinitopet song#kinitopet rus song#Youtube
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how it feels when a hater (terf, snape fan, jegulus shipper, etc) is taking a poo in my inbox but i then touch grass and breathe outside air:
#ive been cancelled by the holy trinity i believe#in order of worseness: snape fans were def the meanest#god they were so mean 😭 i had like 50 followers at the time too WHY RU TRYING TO CANCEL MEEEEE#terfs tried the hardest for sure.#jegulus shippers were just a smidge passive aggressive but i havent received that much hate tg#oh ive also been confronted by a theodore nott fan too. yknow the ones who r obsessed with fanon slytherin characters#i have a horror story about that. dm if u want it bcuz i cannot speak abt it publicly 💀💀#harry potter#hp#anti jegulus#anti snapedom#marauders#severus snape#anti jkr#rewriting#it may not look like i touch grass since im technically uploading every day but i use the ✨queue✨ option now. so my drafts dont suffer
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✨️ MAKE YOUR OC TAG ✨️
Thank you for the tag, @galaxirin and @hymntosappho !!! I appreciate it 😇✨️ Everyone who follows me knows my hunter gang by now. We have the eternally feral darkbeast Aloysha and her anxious brother Rain (the arcane twins as me and the crew call them lmao) and the good doctor herself lady Ruza, who I deeply love 👍
TAGGING: @harena-tigris @00x7 @jazrainbows @spagottti @bornetoblood and anyone else who wants to do it!! Just say I tagged you 😂
#sin speaking#(i love them all deeply. ruza is special because she was the very first hunter i made. aloysha is special bc she is completely unhinged.)#(rain is special bc he is a good boy but also not at all. he has many skeletons in the closet)#(he knows a lot of things ruza should have liked to know much sooner than she found out on her own...)#(aloysha and rain are not on good terms at all)#(loy and ru are a power couple send tweet LFLDDLVLDLXA)#(howdy yall im perusing for a new tablet bc my s7+ runs like molasses despite having a tb of storage f)
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