i had a lot of issues with s4 but i genuinely believe that max’s arc in s4 was one of the best things they have ever done in this show and i don’t think the graveyard scene nor her death scene will ever leave me. the way that so many people have connected to her and her story is incredibly moving. you don’t need to have experienced 1980s indiana or battles with lovecraftian horrors to  wrap yourself in max’s pain, her quiet distance, her panic when she finally realizes she wants more time just as her clock is running out. i just. i don’t know. the duffers got that really, truly right.

he finds her phone on the ground after dragging himself all the way back to where they left and he goes into panic mode. 'no. Kang Young Hwa, no.' i hate this i hate this i hate this i want to be put down

Thunderings are happening, my brain has funneled off into hcs mode

when I finally manage to find a new job and officially escape resign from my current one I will buy the tumblr checkmarks. as a little treat

hey. hey. hey. psst.

chapter eleven (part ix) of 'it was futile' is up (:

doing very not so good guys

kny x earth to echo au. my most self indulgent piece yet

glad to see we’re all collectively losing it over the latest chapter. suffering together sure is fun!

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Gifs pls

I apologize for the delay bestie I have been literally crying and praying for the last hour and I am ✨rather emotionally and physically drained✨ so I’m about to go to bed, but I will whip some up tomorrow if I have the time 👀 I rly wanna gif the parts with him and Danny lmao 😭

Jacob Rees-Mogg has resigned cheers cheers 🎉

i love this cover of into the unknown because its the exact type of disney prince-esc type of call to action song he'd have right before meeting eggman for the first time on his home island.

no bc i'm not even over skinny dipping lmfao

put morton’s fork on repeat because unfortunately it’s my pavlovian conditioning editing music but it got tangled up in the silmarillion brain worms and now i’m like. morton’s fork maedhros animatic

honestly dark souls is pretty good

There's an adhd hack which I wanna describe but it's going to sound sort of fake and sort of like I'm saying "just do the thing" which I'm not.

Basically it can be impossible to start doing the thing, but once you've started it, it's actually fine right? It's just FUCKING IMPOSSIBLE to start it, especially because you don't want to do it.

So I've got this way where I start it "without meaning to" a bit like if you were standing on the edge of the cliff and unable to make yourself jump off but... but you can jerk your body violently-- then you're falling and you don't really get a say in the matter any more.

A good example of this is not wanting to make a call. So you'd sit there and plan what you want to rehearse and hit the button when you're ready... or not, because actually you'd put the phone down and run off to do literally anything else.

So instead, I just hit call really fast, with no actual intention to make the call. Oh shit I really don't want to but now it's ringing and oh shit someone picked up and now we're already rolling and it'd be worse to hang up than to just talk--

I do the same thing with timers and work tasks where I've trained my brain to only be 'winning' the 'game' when the 15m timer is running so now if I hit the timer I'm like 'oh shit work started and I'm LOSING' and I'll jump up to do exactly 15 minutes of work... Only now I've already started and I might as well keep going, right?

Turning tasks into "reactions" not "actions"-- And reacting is way easier.

It's kind of setting the "poor impulse control" part of ADHD against the "Procrastination" part and making them fight.