₊˚ෆ Honey - k.gb
♡ sypnosis: you’re not really sure why the sight of gyubin’s eyes start to look different one day. they had your cheeks burning when he’d get even so much as a foot away from you despite him being your best friend, and they reminded you so much of honey when the light from the window hit them just right. you’ve slowly come to realize that the big brown eyes that belonged to the exhausting and annoying loser just might be the reason for your fast heart rate too.
♡ genre: fluffy, a hint of angst, fem!reader, bestfriend’s to lovers, college au
♡ 3.7k word count
♡ warnings: light cursing, playfully mean banter & nicknames, kissing, mentions of gordon ramsey and leprechauns, cardiac arrest is mentioned exaggeratingly. please lmk if i need to add any!
♡ nano note: hello beautiful readers, this is the fic for gyubin that won the voting poll!! please look out for more polls in the future, as i have lots of fics in my drafts! hope you like this very delusional piece of writing that i wrote when i realized kim gyubin was infiltrating my bias list. (lowkey wrote this to are you sleeping alone again? by bixby,, 10/10 song) enjoy! xoxo
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Your breath hitches as you take him in for the up-teenth time that day.
This time, he sat by the window, the golden-hour rays seeping through the clear glass and hitting his side profile just right.
As you stared, you found yourself drawn to his eyes.
They were….interesting.
They bulged out in a way that made them look so big and wonderous.
They were annoyingly endearing, and the way he blinked sent goosebumps down your arms because you felt like they were barely soft closes of the eye—the very idea of him being a living breathing boy made you feel…nervous.
He was kinda perfect.
But in this odd way.
It sent a shiver down your spine when his pencil went between his thick lips, and suddenly the angle of his head resting on his large hands had his brown orbs catching the light coming through the curtains in just the right way.
They were honey.
His eyes were honey.
And you couldn’t comprehend why it had taken you so long to notice.
Maybe it was his goofy awkward stature, or his funny but tantalizing way of teasing and talking that overshadowed it all…
But my, oh my.
Kim Gyubin was a beauty—an actual looker.
And within seconds, his eyes snap over to yours.
Honey.
A smile makes it’s way onto his face, and for a moment, it was just that; a simple smile.
Then, faster than you can blink, the smile streches teasingly and you’re reminded all over again why you hated it so much.
Yet, for some reason, this time…
These cheeky actions don’t sway you out of your trance.
They couldn’t, because the way his large hands lifted in the golden hour warmth and landed at the top of his curly brown hair in the form of a puppy ear swayed your heart more than you were willing to ever admit.
He was sweet—just like honey.
And it was slow; the realization that maybe, just maybe, Kim Gyubin held a honeycomb hexagon place in your heart.
It was soft, and slow and increasingly thicker—larger, more evenly spread out;
These thoughts of Kim Gyubin.
He looked so warm as the sun rays displayed hues of orange and yellow across the expanse of his face.
It was rich and undermining; the feeling that he was oh so real, oh so cute, and oh so…an option.
He was sweet and funny and…and...what exactly were you doing?
His eyes soften as they almost disappear in happiness; brown orbs like the base of the earth you stood on, like the smell of oak in the trees that helped you breathe—just gone in seconds as he let a chuckle leave his lips.
It was an exhilarating feeling; the slow burn of Kim Gyubin—but you somehow knew you’d always end up coming back for more.
Just like honey, the thought of Kim Gyubin slowly penetrated through every fiber of your being; your thoughts learning to love every part of him—just like honey was the feeling.
It had been a painstakingly slow realization; that Kim Gyubin was this sweet.
—
It wasn’t supposed to go like this.
After your fun little run-in with your feelings, nothing was the same.
The tall third-piece to you and Gunwook’s friendship trio wasn’t the same to you.
It used to be you three against the world, but you can’t help but fathom what life could be like with Gyubin and you being more than just friends. It sucked so bad and kept you up at night sometimes.
His eyes.
His pretty smile and laugh.
Now the way he’d run over and throw his arm over your shoulders after the professor excused the morning class had your heart in your throat daily.
He did it before Gunwook could in order to use you as his “support beam” as you three walked through the campus halls. It was a race they’d play that just became a normal routine after class.
Everyday, after the class dismissal of course, they’d shoot up out of their chairs with their already packed things and scurry over to you, laughing about as they jammed their large arms and elbows around your neck, seemingly forgetting altogether that you were a very tangible and living being yourself.
It was a game.
A race.
However, what they didn’t understand was that everyday since your little epiphany, you’d so hopelessly wish that Gunwook would get to you first. And truth be told, fate was never really on your side, because for the last few days, Gunwook has been slacking.
So here Gyubin was, arms currently wrapped around your shoulders as he pulls you close into his chest. He laughs out loud freely as he sways you back and forth, and you feel your face go hot.
His laugh was so pretty and, despite hearing it all the time, it sent your heart beating faster than what you could comprehend was normal.
“Haha! I win again! What is that? fourth time in a row this week?” He laughs out, a smiley Gunwook hot on his tail with his backpack slung awkwardly across his shoulders.
Gyubins chest contracts in and out as he catches his breath; moving you to the beat of his heart in the process.
He smells nice, you note.
A little too nice.
“H-hey!-“ You stutter out as you pull away, cheeks pink and looking the most embarrassed you think you’ve ever been in front of the tall duo.
Gyubin stares down at you, smile still in his eyes as he sends you a questioning look.
“I’m sorry! Did I knock into you a little too carelessly?” He asks whilst stepping back.
Your heart skips a beat, and even thought you’re a few steps away now, you can still smell his cologne.
Without ever letting you answer him, Gyubin sends you a playfull look.
“Next time I’ll make sure to run faster and knock you off your feet altogether.” He muses, sending you a wink.
Gunwook just laughs and slings his own arms over Gyubin’s shoulder, putting him in a choke hold and raising him down to your level.
“Yah! Don’t make our Y/n flustered. Look at her cheeks already.” He teases, looking over at you and barely managing to bite back his playful gummy smile.
You can’t help but huff and roll your eyes mindlessly at the pair.
Were you seriously that easy to read?
This wasn’t good.
“Stop messing around. I’ll kill either of you if you knock me down you big fools.” You mutter, packing your things so that you can quickly get out of the two’s presence.
To be more specific; so you could get out of his presence.
Out of the corner of your eyes you see them send eachother a look. It was one of confusion, maybe even a bit of curiousity.
It made you burn inside because wow, you’re doing the exact opposite of what you intended to do and were now drawing attention to yourself and your newly odd behavior. But the boys are quick to move on when you put your backpack on and look over to them with a subtle grin in order to try and sell your supposed unbotheredness.
It seems they buy whatever it is that you’re selling, because Gyubin is quick to laugh as he tries to get out of Gunwook’s tightening grip on him. You start to walk and they follow, Gyubin clad in Gunwooks headlock as they both usher up next to you in the halls and continue their power struggle.
You can’t help but chuckle.
They were cute.
“Fine! Damn-“ Gyubin chimes up, finally giving up on getting out of the big baby’s grip.
This left him to turn his head to you, just for you to realize that you don’t think you’ve ever seen his face this close before.
“Wow- I’ve never seen you from here.” Gyubin teases, big eyes peering up at you.
“Ha-ha, so funny.” You deadpann, just on the verge of flipping him off—you hadn’t done that today and it was already lunch time.
A new record.
Still, Gyubin laughs out, a twinge of pink going up to the apples of his cheeks as his Adam’s apple bobbs up and down.
“Wow, you’re seriously irritated today huh? What happened? Did Ricky not look your way?” He questions, prying at what he believes to be is your crush. He’s got it all wrong though, Ricky’s just a friend that he and Gunwook like to tease you about.
You’re not even sure why.
One day Ricky sat next to you during a lecture and your two bafoons-for-friends had found out about a rumor that said you miraculously seduced the new blonde kid.
For a few semesters, you and Ricky would just mildly conversate but that was about all, yet still, Gyubin and Gunwook wouldn’t live it down.
All you can do is roll your eyes and continue walking, hoping Gyubin would drop the subject altogether.
I like you idiot, not him.
“Wow~ So that’s what it is! Your pretty blonde boy ignored you, huh? What did I tell you about him? I knew he’d hurt you-“
You cut Gyubin off by halting your trudge down the halls.
“Kim Gyubin, what’s it to you?” You counter boldly, face pulled into a frown.
Why was he being so protective?
It stung.
It hurt.
Because you knew it was out of friendliness, not jealousy.
Not because he reciprocated your feelings.
Not at all.
At the sight of your pissed off state, Gunwook is quick to let go of Gyubin, wide eyes of shock watching as you stride off quick without another second to spare.
Gyubin was completely taken aback.
Did Ricky really hurt you?
Did he flirt with you and lead you on like he thought he would?
Why were you so angry?
What was it to Gyubin?
He sighed as he stood up straight, the whole campus practically watching the two big boys in the hall and the interaction they just had with you.
Still, he paid no mind to them.
Where were you off to?
“You need to lay off the questions KimGyu…” Gunwook speaks up, placing a hand on his friends shoulder.
“…and if you’re so worried and like her so much, why don’t you just go after her?” He finishes, gaining a scared and irritated look from Gyubin.
Gyubin knows he’s right.
It was now or never.
“I really hate you right now y’know?” Gyubin utters, then with one swift movement he’s patting Gunwook on the chest and zipping off after you.
Gunwook let’s a laugh slip.
Was today the day his bestfriends finally admitted their undying love for eachother?
“You hate me because I’m right!” Gunwook shouts after Gyubin’s awkwardly trailing figure. He then lets a grin grace his face, pretty eyes curiving, completely unable to contain his gummy smile.
And like clockwork, he’s turning a corner and coming face to face with his own crush.
His eyes soften for a second, completely embarrassed that he ran into her to begin with.
“Oh- I’m- I’m sorry!” He let’s out shyly, hand going to grab her arm as she almost stumbles off of her feet. It was electric, the feeling, and for a second her eyes meet his before they shy away at the same time.
“It’s alright…you’re Gunwook right?” She mumbles out, looking down to his large hand still clad on her arm.
He’s shocked for a moment, completely entranced by the fact his crush knew his name too.
This wasnt a dream?
“Yeah, It’s Park Gunwook. Thank you for remembering…” He says, stars in his eyes as he speaks smoothly. For a moment she laughs, and Gunwook’s smile falters.
Then he realizes he’s still holding her and he very much wants to sink into the floor beneath him.
“Oh- I’m sorry! That’s not mine haha-“ He laughs out, deciding to make a joke of it anyways. She laughs, the prettiest laugh he thinks he’s ever heard, then she brushes her hair away from her face.
And just like that, Gunwook thinks he understands Gyubin.
He thinks he completely gets him now.
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“Y/n!? Hello?” Gyubin shouts, peaking his head into almost every empty classroom on the level you disappeared on.
Yes it was lunch time, but he wasn’t able to find you in the cafeteria or at the restaurants across the way. The only other idea of where you’d be was a little corner somewhere in an empty classroom.
Sighing because he’d just searched the last empty classroom on that floor, he decides to close the door and lean his back against it as he looks up at the ceiling in deep thought.
Where could you be?
He was all out of options.
After a few seconds of moping about and praying you’d just appear in front of him, his brain suddenly starts to work, and within the next seconds he’s fumbling to take his phone out of his pocket. After successfully fishing it out of his baggy jeans, he opens his phone app and immediately scrolls to find your name.
You were labeled ‘passenger leprechaun🧟♀️👩🏻🍳🧔🏻♀️🧌🛒🫶🏻’ as courtesy of him obtaining his drivers license before you. The leprechaun part was—no not because, you were ‘magically delicious’, your words not his—but because once you once joked that you were his lucky charm due to you landing him free food at restaurants whenever you were together. This name followed by a slew of emojis were things he added overtime because of random moments he cherished with you.
He put a zombie emoji because of the one time he and Gunwook knocked on your door in the middle of a Tuesday night—they had bought cinnamon rolls but, alas, their dorms didn’t have an oven. You answered the door with bed head and mismatched pajamas, completely unaware that you’d be greeted at such a time when the world was to be dead. He called you a zombie. You flipped them both off. Regardless, you allowed them in to wreck your kitchen whilst you slept. You woke up to cinnamon rolls, so it all worked out just fine, Gyubin reasoned.
The chef emoji is actually something completely unrelated to food. Once, you two were in an argument and randomly you had put on this British accent and puffed your chest up to his—which made him blush furiously—then, you proceeded to cuss him out as if you were Gordon Ramsey. “Fuck out of my kitchen! Don’t just stand there you big fucking muffin!” You shouted before snatching the Wii controller from his hands as he bent over in a fit of laughter. He couldn’t even remember what game you two were playing or why you two had fought, he just remembered how hard he laughed. He swore that was the first time his heart skipped a beat.
The bearded woman emoji was because you claimed once that you could grow a better beard than Gunwook. That was all—Gyubin just held so much admiration for you after that because you were so shameless. It made him laugh and get all giddy too. He didn’t really know why at the time.
The troll was because you were ugly. Not really, quite the opposite actually, but he added it to get on your nerves and to convince himself that you were. The shopping cart was because once you three found an abandoned shopping cart and he pushed it around with you inside it at a park. Finally, the hand-heart was added very recently when he found himself staring at how small your hands were compared to his after he had forced you to complete the gesture.
He’d laugh and smile and cheese at a picture of you posing and completing his heart begrudgingly.
He stared at it for hours.
But now that he’s eyeing down the funny face you’re making in your contact photo, his heart is racing in a way that is making him very sure of himself and his next choices.
Without another second to spare, Gyubin is dialing your number, heart beating out of his chest as the receiving end rings—as he waits for you to pick up earnestly.
One ring.
No pick up.
He starts to pace back and forth in the hallway.
Two rings.
No pick up.
His hands go up to his mouth, wondering if he should break his sober streak of two months of not biting his nails.
Three rings.
“What do you want Gyu?”
Your voice suddenly booms through the phone speakers and oh my god Gyubin’s heart feels like it’s moving so fast, he might be going into cardiac arrest.
“Y/n! I- I have to tell you something.” He blurts out, eyes as big as flying saucers because what the fuck, is he really about to do this?
“Go ahead…” You mutter nonchalantly, and he swears he feels even more worried because of your upset tone.
“…should I come find you?” You ask a second later.
“No! I just need to tell you that- I kind of- maybe-“
He hears the absence of people talking on the other side of the line, and wow are you really isolating yourself right now?
Were you really that upset?
Is this truly you and him, alone in different places, left alone to nothing but eachother’s words in a place silent enough to hear a pin drop?
Is he really going to spill his guts right now?
He felt a burn in his throat, and he wished he could eat something to soothe it and unleash whatever it was that was stuck in his airways and preventing him from getting his words out.
Something warm and soft like honey.
Just…something.
He paces towards the end of the hall, readying himself for any outcome.
“Y/n, the truth is, I know we’re friends and I really like that but-“
“Do you want to stop being friends?” You ask, complete defeat in your voice.
“No! I-“ He’s quick to shut you down.
He really doesn’t know what to do, what the fuck was he doing right now!?
“I-…Stupid, I’m in love with-“
Gyubin rounds a corner and before he can finish his sentence, his eyes are locked onto one’s of honey.
Honey.
Smooth, warm, honey-like orbs that’d easily cure him—yet it seems to do quite the opposite.
You start to walk towards him, eyes locked onto him.
And then you stop when the last word drops from his mouth.
“…you.”
You both continue to stare at each other for a bit as you stand quaint and out of breath at the revelation that was Gyubin’s last sentence.
Your hand drops down with your cell phone, but never once do your eyes leave his.
And you hang up.
You hang up the call.
He can hear it go silent.
He can see it all happen.
And he knows you heard what he said.
Stupid, I’m in love with you.
He’s in love with you.
And for a moment, he watches your cheeks burn pink, and a smile raise to your face.
For a moment he’s speechless all over again.
Then before his mind can register it, his legs are moving and he’s walking towards you.
The corners of his lips are rising.
His arm is lowering as he shoves his phone back into his pocket.
His pearly whites are on display and suddenly the honey in his eyes disappear because he’s bending over quickly and engulfing you in a hug. Gyubin feels your heart beating just as fast as his, confirming you feel the same.
He was your stupid too.
“Oh my goooood!~ Stupid where were you?” He wines out, very awkward and new to the energy that was just created in the studio.
You laugh and sway his big self back and forth whilst patting his back comfortingly.
“I went to get a coffee and then stop by my apartment…but what was that Gyu? Kim Gyubin what did you say on the phone?” You tease quietly, laughing as your cheeks burned red.
He pulls away quick and shoots a glare your way, grabbing your hand and lacing it with his. For as long as he could, he was going to avoid that question.
His pride would never let him face it.
He was a goner.
“Anyways, your class is in twenty minutes, let’s go find Gunwook-“ He says, trying to change the subject, but his hands interlaced with yours told you everything was different now as he dragged you through the hall.
“Why do we need to find him? Are you in love with him too?”
Gyubin halts his actions, staring off into the abyss as his tongue connects with the expanse of his inner cheek.
You stifle your giggles as it looks like he’s really working out what to do next in that small little brain of his.
So you take him in.
The beauty of his side profile; the sun once again finding homage across his skin. He lets a smile raise to his face and there it goes again; honey crescent eyes turning to stare back at you.
Like wind that blows swiftly across the night, he glances over your features naturally too—it feels like you had been truly seen for the first time.
Maybe he owned a bit more than one hexagon.
Just maybe.
“…I don’t know, is Gunwook my girlfriend?” He says nonchalantly, raising an eyebrow at you with that cute smile on his face.
You blush and cock your head to the side.
“What? Does that make me your girlfriend?” You question.
Gyubin shifts to hold both of your hands and before you can register, he’s leaning in and pecking your lips quick. Your heart feels like it shatters and then is put back together to something even greater.
It was a feeling you never knew you could feel for your best friend.
And Kim Gyubin was at the center of it all.
It felt…sweet.
He pulls away, and before you’re ever able to gather how to react to what just played out, he opens his pretty plush lips one more time.
“I don’t know, does it? Are you my girlfriend?”
And he leans; leans back with a smile as he peers down at you through his lashes, your hands still clasped in his.
The sun catches his eyes again.
And it all makes sense.
Honey.
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there’s a season 4??? omg i was just about to cancel my netflix subscription LOL also i didn’t proofread this so my bad if there are grammar or spelling errors i’m sooo sleepy rn but thank you for requesting! <3
ricky x gn!reader, fluff(?), enemies to lovers, one-shot
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your heart was beating out of your chest as your uber finally stopped in front of the gates of your university. if it wasn’t for ricky shen and his idiots of a group of friends constantly being late last semester, your university would have never updated their policy of not giving attendance to any students who came to class later than 10 minutes within the scheduled lecture session.
“fuck.” you muttered under your breath as you started bolting to your campus. the large compound was not helping at all with you already being 5 minutes late. you wished you ran more in the mornings, or maybe went to the gym more often — why were you already out of breath?
as you continued running, even climbing 2 flights of stairs because the lifts were taking forever, you were quickly approaching a bunch of people ahead of you walking in a slow pace. “excuse me,” you said in a slightly loud voice, it worked for most of the part as most of the students moved out of the way — except for one.
of course it had to be him. nothing could ever get through his thick head it seemed. as a result of bumping into ricky, his phone fell out of his hands, followed by a loud thud that you swore the entire hallway could hear as the device hit the floor. “what the hell?” he mumbled as he looked behind him in complete shock.
his face distorted into what could only be described as disgust when he was met with the sight that unfolded before his eyes. you. “do you not watch where you’re going?” he asked, a lace of sarcasm was palpable in the tone of his voice. if you had more than 3 minutes before you were officially declared absent, you would’ve retorted back; but you didn’t.
rolling your eyes, you continued speed walking, thankful that you made to class in time. so did ricky, unfortunately. there wasn’t much seats left given that you were late which made you have no other choice but to sit together with ricky at the same table. you didn’t want to spare him any look as you know you’d die out of disgust for him, so your eyes wandered to his phone on the table.
it had a prominent crack across the screen, and you were almost 100% sure you caused that. you pressed your lips together, a pang of guilt suddenly washing over you the longer you stared at his phone. you knew he could easily afford a new one, but you were a bigger person than him, and you acknowledge your mistake unlike him.
but at the same time, you did not want to apologise to him. not because he doesn’t deserve it — you just don’t want people thinking you’re friends with him if they saw the two of you talking.
you didn’t hate him at first, but seeing the way he acted at the beginning of the year was enough reason for you to hate him — and the fact that he’s just never had anything nice to say to you amplified your hatred even more.
letting out a soft sigh, you muster up all the courage to apologise to him, because once again you are a bigger person than he’ll ever be, and you admit to your mistakes. your hand reached out to his, gently tapping it to get his attention.
ricky’s eyes darted to the side when he felt your touch, he was almost taken aback. if he gave it a thought, this was the first time the two of you had ever had any kind of physical contact. he gave you a slight head tilt, motioning you to explain why you wanted his attention in the first place.
upon seeing the way he reacted to you trying to call him, you fought back the urge to roll your eyes at how brazen he was. “sorry for breaking the screen of your phone.” you pointed, your voice sounded sincere to him. ricky almost scoffed at your apology, though. were you actually apologising? over something so small? he wasn’t even holding it against you, since his phone has had that crack since over a month now.
he was going to explain to you that you weren’t the one that caused the cracked screen — but an evil idea had popped into his mind right before he could say anything nice. it was like he was physically incapable of being nice for any longer than 3 seconds.
a smirk started to form on his face as he looked you in the eyes, which almost made you back away from him completely. if you were not in the middle of apologising, you would’ve definitely said something smart-assy to him by now.
you gave him a weird look as he narrowed his eyes, “are you really though? sorry?” he asked, leaning his face closer to you. you had to look around the class for a quick second to make sure that you weren’t actually the only one in the class, and that this was actually happening to you. you leaned into your chair to back away from him, nodding your head as you do so, “i–i am…?” what was intended to be a statement turned into a question instead.
hearing the uncertainty in your voice gave ricky more leeway to tease you, “you sound unsure yourself,” his face was smug as he leaned back, finally giving you room to breathe normally. “can you just accept my apology like a normal person?” you retorted, you physically couldn’t stop yourself from saying something snarky to him as he had successfully gotten on your nerve with the sudden invasion of privacy he just did.
his head immediately turned to look at you, almost shocked that you had said something rude not a minute after apologising to him. a part of him wanted to laugh too, you were making his job way too easy.
he shrugged as his gaze returned to the powerpoint slideshow your professor had opened up. “seems like you’re not actually sorry,” he paused, raising his phone to your eye level. “this isn’t cheap to fix, you know.” he finished, another sly smile forming on his lips.
“god, what do you want me to do then?” you scoffed, not actually meaning what you had just said. ricky held back a laugh, “if you were really sorry, you’d let me kiss you,” he didn’t actually mean it, though. he just wanted to see you flustered and embarrassed. his gaze once again diverted to you so he could catch a glimpse of your reaction.
your eyes were wide as you tried to process what he had just said, and if you had actually heard it correctly. but he said it loud and clear — there was no way you heard it wrong. “are you serious?” you asked in disbelief. ricky nodded, winking at you afterwards. “ricky, fuck you.” you bursted, rolling your eyes at his demeanour.
“would you, though?” he continued, his annoying smile only widened. “you’re so annoying.” you added, hoping one of your words would at least make him stop talking to you. you weren’t even sure why you were still entertaining him. ricky leaned closer to you once more, “and you’re not actually sorry, because if you were, you’d do as i ask.” he whispered, a soft chuckle following him at the end of the sentence.
your professor, all the way at the front, all of a sudden had shut the lights off inside the auditorium. he was telling the class of a 10-minute tutorial video he was about to show for everyone to see.
an idea popped into your mind at that very moment, seeing it as an opportunity. it wasn’t like anyone was gonna see the two of you in the big, and dark auditorium — and ricky was already inches away from your face. you decided to let your impulsive thoughts win this time — and for a good reason! you convinced yourself
swallowing the lump that had formed in your throat, you quickly grabbed ricky’s face — not giving it much thought if you were being harsh. ricky’s eyes were still adjusting to the dark when you suddenly started tightly grabbing his face. the next thing he knew, he could feel the warmth of your breath on his lips.
you could somehow smell ricky’s breath — it was sweet, contrary to his characteristics of a complete degenerate. his lips were soft, and he almost immediately kissed you back. you expected nothing less from someone like him, of course he was an extremely good kisser.
before you got carried away, you immediately broke off the kiss. you tried your hardest to look tough, glaring at him although you weren’t really sure if he could see you. “now stop bothering me.” you warned him. your eyes finally diverting to the big screen in front of you.
ricky wanted to say something to annoy you, but he was genuinely too stunned to form any sort of coherent words. for the first time in his life, he decided to stay quiet. he was completely shocked that you would actually kiss him, without giving it a second though or whatever.
and he was taken aback by how good you were at kissing, it almost made him want to kiss you again. but you hated him, so he couldn’t do that. his heart was banging in his chest, he could physically hear it. but he wasn’t supposed to feel this way? you hate him. and he likes making you find more things to hate about him.
he turned to look at you again, to make sure the kiss had actually happened. to his surprise, you were also stealing glances from him. the two of you immediately looked away, eyes widened at the awkward eye contact. what just happened?
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