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tourette's swag tournament — round three, part one
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[ID: side by side photos of Kyan Reki from SK8 the Infinity and Lance McClain from Voltron. /End ID.]
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that-was-anticlimactic · 11 months
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it's like a fire, a stranglehold
When he didn’t answer, Oka sighed. From the corner of his eye, Reki saw Oka drag a stool over to his work space. Great. He propped an elbow on the table, putting his chin in his hand (his stupid, tapping, rubbing, shaking hand) then looked away. His other hand bounced in his lap. “Reki,” Oka spoke again. There was a familiar edge to his voice, the kind of edge Reki heard every time Oka tried talking about feelings, ugh. “What’s up?”
“Nothing,” he grumbled, a slew of cooing following the word. He sounded so stupid. His fingernails gripped his thigh, pinching angrily.
It hurt like hell.
He couldn’t stop.
[or, reki's hands hurt so much & oka helps him out]
🛹2,737 words | reki & oka🛹
happy last day of ts awareness month!
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zenithpng · 1 year
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lance lovers.............. y'all. he's going against reki next round. we need to buckle down. my sweet blue boy he needs this do you understand.
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polyphonial-old · 1 year
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HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY to @that-was-anticlimactic from olly (and reki :]) !!!
[id: a digital bust of reki kyan from sk8m the infinty. he grins at the viewer and makes a heart shape with his hands. he appears similar to canon with a few changes, the most major being: his skin is a medium brown, his hair is curlier, and he has freckles. he also wears dark blue fingerless gloves, black earrings, green paw print bandaids, the bi, trans, and tourette's pride flag pins, as well as green nail polish on one hand and light blue on the other. there is a small pink heart doodle in his hands and the background is teal with white squares. end id.]
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zukkaoru · 5 months
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hiiiiiiiiii for the writing prompt thing: renga, “we’ll never get to sleep if you keep fidgeting like that”
also have not written them in ages so i hope this is alright🙏 featuring reki with tourette's bc. obviously.
word count: 464
(prompt requests are still open)
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Reki has had sleepovers before. Langa is not his first friend, though Reki’s list of current friends extends to three adults he knows from an underground skateboarding ring, one middle schooler, his boss, and Langa himself. Reki has spent the night at friends’ houses, and he’s had friends spend the night at his house too. He isn’t even a stranger to sharing a bed with a friend.
But this— this is different.
Reki has had sleepovers with friends, but he’s never had a sleepover with a boyfriend. And though, functionally, it doesn’t have to be any different, that knowledge does nothing to quell the anxiety building in Reki’s chest.
He’s fluffed his pillow about six times in the past four minutes, he’s fiddled with his phone charger, he’s gone to the bathroom, he’s done about everything he can to delay the inevitable, and Langa has patiently sat with his back against the headboard, allowing Reki to make sure everything is in order before they sleep. But Reki is out of things to check and the lights are off and…
He adjusts the blankets as Langa sinks down, laying on his side, facing Reki. Reki doesn’t know why he’s so worried. He clicks his tongue, then begins picking at a stray thread on his sleeve.
“Reki,” Langa whispers softly. “We’ll never get to sleep if you keep fidgeting like that.”
Reki purses his lips. His fingers flex of their own accord.
“Is something wrong?”
Reki shakes his head. He slides down, beneath the blankets, lying on his back and looking up at the ceiling. “I’m just a little anxious. It’s stupid.”
“It’s not stupid.” Langa reaches over, placing his hand on Reki’s shoulder. “I can sleep on the floor, if you want.”
“No!” Reki replies, a touch too quickly. “No, no— I don’t want to make you do that. I’ll…” he swallows. “I’ll be fine, I think. It’s just… You’re sure my tics won’t keep you awake?”
Langa chuckles. “Reki, you’ve told me yourself that I could sleep through the end of the world. It’ll be fine.”
Reki exhales slowly. Langa is right—once he’s asleep, he’s nearly impossible to wake up. Everything will be fine.
Carefully, Reki peels Langa’s hand from his shoulder, entwining their fingers instead. He presses his lips against Langa’s knuckles. “Yeah…yeah, okay.” There’s still an uncomfortable twist in Reki’s stomach, but it’s lessened significantly now, and his eyelids are growing heavy. He knows there’s no reason to worry—that no nighttime ticcing or fidgeting will be enough to make Langa leave him—but he needs to make it through the night to fully believe as much.
Luckily, he knows Langa will be there for him even when his stupid anxiety is acting up. Langa will hold his hand, and they’ll both be okay.
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ao3feed-renga · 1 year
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I Hope We Never Fade
I Hope We Never Fade
by k0dxuken
The first thing I see as I open my eyes against the sun filtering through our window (who left the blackout curtains open again?), is olive skin littered with freckles. The way they glow in the natural light makes my heart flutter (or maybe it's my stomach) with love for my husband, Kyan Reki.
Words: 1761, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Fandoms: SK8 the Infinity (Anime)
Rating: Not Rated
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Categories: M/M
Characters: Hasegawa Langa, Kyan Reki
Relationships: Hasegawa Langa/Kyan Reki
Additional Tags: Kyan Reki Has Tourette's Syndrome, Established Relationship, Domestic Fluff, Married Hasegawa Langa/Kyan Reki, Married Life, Cats, POV Hasegawa Langa, Hasegawa Langa In Love, Kyan Reki Loves Hasegawa Langa, Hasegawa Langa Loves Kyan Reki, Autistic Hasegawa Langa, it isn't mentioned but it's there - Freeform, Kyan Reki Has ADHD, it isnt mentioned but I imagine him with adhd so, Kyan Reki Has Freckles
From https://ift.tt/0vdmOAB https://archiveofourown.org/works/44515006
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falling slowly, eyes that know me
by thatwasanticlimactic
“How’s the sky?”
And Kojiro sighed, because of course Kaoru noticed. Of course Kaoru could see through all his forced bravado and flirting. “Joe” was supposed to be easy. But he wasn’t tonight.
"It’s—” he began, a lie already dancing across his tongue, but he couldn’t lie, not to Kaoru. He tried, once, but when he couldn’t keep it up anymore, he ran away to Italy. “Dark,” he mumbled, closing his eyes. The sunset vanished before him, covered by colorless trees and a desolate fog.
“How dark?”
Kojiro felt like a child again—like the scared little boy wandering through the cold alone. And he was swinging on the broken swing, his feet dragging through the mulch. “Foggy,” he admitted, flinching as he tried to grab the fraying rope, tried to hold onto something, and it fizzled into nothingness. It wasn’t connected to anything anyways, just an endless rope hovering in the sky.
[or: kojiro is sad and kaoru is his lighthouse]
Words: 5038, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Fandoms: SK8 the Infinity (Anime)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Categories: Gen, M/M
Characters: Nanjo Kojiro | Joe, Sakurayashiki Kaoru | Cherry Blossom, Higa Hiromi | Shadow, SK8 the Infinity Ensemble
Relationships: Nanjo Kojiro | Joe/Sakurayashiki Kaoru | Cherry Blossom, Higa Hiromi | Shadow & Nanjo Kojiro | Joe, Nanjo Kojiro | Joe & Everyone
Additional Tags: Nanjo Kojiro | Joe Has Depression, Established Nanjo Kojiro | Joe/Sakurayashiki Kaoru | Cherry Blossom, Soft Nanjo Kojiro | Joe, Protective Sakurayashiki Kaoru | Cherry Blossom, Sakurayashiki Kaoru | Cherry Blossom Has ADHD, rated t because some people say inappropriate things to joe, Sexual Harassment, it's pretty mild but imma tag that anyways just in case, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Good Friend Higa Hiromi | Shadow, Kyan Reki Has Tourette's Syndrome, Nonbinary Chinen Miya, those two things are mild but imma tag them anyways lol, Forehead Kisses, Cuddling & Snuggling, Depression, Sakurayashiki Kaoru | Cherry Blossom loves Nanjo Kojiro | Joe
source https://archiveofourown.org/works/40655898
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nagichi-boop · 3 years
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(Here’s the clip I was talking about in this post.)
Reki being stressed and then ticcing? Yes please.
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milf-harrington · 3 years
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final push up count
cherry: 50 (only bc he chose that number)
joe: 150 (cherry wanted to get off)
langa: 5 and a half
reki: 25
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pissfizz · 3 years
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Neurodivergent Sk8 headcanons : Take 2
Reki
Oh boyyyy adhd like so much
Bipolar maybe? Not sure on this one but it’s worth mentioning.
VERY BAD RSD
Ofc he also has like major self esteem issues and depression :P
Intrusive thought haver
Tic disorder!! Possibly Tourette’s but I doubt he knows yet.
Hyper empathy
Langa
Autistic and adhd (or maybe add?)
Nonverbal around most people
Idk why but. PTSD. I don’t know from what but. Yeah.
Miya
So very autistic
Maybe npd? I need to do more research but from what I do know I think it fits
Anger issues
Some pretty bad anxiety
And of course the abandonment issues and minor separation anxiety
Also gets a lot of intrusive thoughts
He gets delusions during moments of anxiety and occasionally outside of it but has yet to mention it to anyone
Low empathy for humans hyper empathy for animals
RSD
Cherry
Autistic
He also has controlled schizophrenia
And anxiety
Also PTSD. Again, I don’t know from what but. He has it.
Can get some pretty bad paranoia
Also intrusive thoughts
Tadashi
PTSD thanks to all the shit Adam + Adam’s aunts put him through
SO AUTISTIC
Low empathy as fuck
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backhurtyy · 2 years
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👀👀👀who am i the expert of👀
[btw, i consider you to be the expert of the eldric guy idk who he is but i feel like you really get he on an emotional level but also bucky. i mean obviously also zuko but like that's the Obvious answer so i thought i'd spice it up a little lol]
helloooooooo beloved!!!!! i think it’s obvious who i’m gonna pick for you but. sokka and reki are Your Guys. every word about them that comes out of your mouth, i consider to be canon. corey says sokka has a laminator and he only lets azula use it? absolutely correct, signed sealed delivered, next question. corey says reki has tourette’s? yes absolutely tell me all about him. and i’ll give the position of your third guy to shadow, too, because you give him so much respect and love and i adore you for it.
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tourette's swag tournament — round one, part two
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[ID: side by side photos of Kaminari Denki from My Hero Academia and Kyan Reki from SK8 the Infinity. /End ID.]
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suddenly there’s sunlight all around me
written for @smilehoneyy​ - happiest of birthdays to you, beloved <3
“Let’s skip "S” tonight,” Langa suggested, and Reki’s head shot up.
“What?”
“You’re in pain,” Langa stated. “Skating will make it worse. So let’s stay in tonight. My mom is working the nightshift, so it’ll just be us.”
That sounded "really” nice, they hadn’t really had a relaxing night with just the two of them in awhile. His back was practically preening at the idea of staying in and not skating. “But, you love "S”” Reki pointed out. “And everyone’s expecting us. Doesn’t Cherry have a beef tonight? You should go, at least.”
Langa shrugged. “I don’t mind missing. Besides, "S” isn’t as fun without you. And that’s what skating’s about, right? Having fun?”
[or: reki's back hurts and langa convinces him to stay in for the night, ft. oka
☀️ 3,013 words | renga ft. oka 🌑
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zenithpng · 11 months
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so glad the second round of voting starts tomorrow because i had a tourettic Lance fic scheduled for tomorrow. you are not immune to propaganda <3
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polyphonial-old · 2 years
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reki for the hc game? :]
for your knowledge i've watched 2 and a half episodes so. this may not be that detailed and canon compliant sorry eheh <3
OH I WROTE SO MUCH. SORRY
realistic hc - maybe not THAT realistic but i think he puts a lot stickers on his skateboards!! so many that they overlap actually <33 some of them are from super long ago so they're all yellowed but he keeps them on anyway bc they hold memories that are dear to him.
while it may not be realistic it is hilarious - i haven't seen much of miya so far, but if they do end up on friendly-ish terms i think miya teases reki about langa a lot. he keeps calling langa reki's boyfriend and constantly joking about how they're in love to piss reki off. one time while reki's complaining about this to himself his younger sisters overhear and tell it to his mom. she probably tries to nonchalantly mention this at dinner but he ends up almost choking on his food while trying to convince her he's NOT in love with langa AT ALL!! she just nods and tries to pretend she believes him on that but it's kind of obvious she doesn't buy it. every time langa come over after that reki's sisters always spy on them and gossip really loudly in the next room. reki is constantly trying to convince langa that they're just trying to be annoying! langa belives it but doesn't really understand why reki gets so defensive and blushy over it <33
heart-crushing and awful, but fun to inflict on friends - i think struggles with self-worth a LOT. being the eldest sibling (i think he is right?) can be really hard, and pair that with the fact that he basically doesn't have any friends at the beginning and you get perfect angst potential. being a trans neurodivergent kid and finding friends is really hard as well so he probably has abandonment issues + an inferiority complex that he hides behind humour </3 (and it only gets worse when langa turns out to be really good at skating. reki hates himself for it, but he can't help a little relieved every time langa falls down bc it serves as a reminder he's better at skating at least. he's jealous not only of langa's skill but probably of other people paying so much attention to him. on one hand he just wants a friend to himself, but also wants that kind of attention to be focused on him instead. he knows how wrong it is and suppresses it but it makes him doubt if he really is a good person like other people claim him to be sometimes. (bonus points for him getting jealous of people calling langa a 'prince' because of the gender dysphoria))
unrealistic, but I will disregard canon about it because I reject canon reality and substitute my own - trans bi king w adhd and tourette's baby!! sorry not sorry have you seen him??? you're telling me this boy is cishet and neurotypical????? (big ty to corey for introducing me to ts reki i love him sm and it's canon to me now <33)
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zukkaoru · 2 years
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omg number thirty-three with either renga or whatever friendship you think fits best !!!
renga + strawberry blonde by chloe moriondo
my girl's made of peaches and soft grass in the moonlight every touch reminds me it's alright
🍓 read on ao3 🌙
It’s nearly three in the morning when Reki and Langa get back to Reki’s house, and Langa’s already planning on spending the night, but Reki isn’t quite ready to go to sleep yet. Because sleeping means tomorrow will be here, and then Langa will have to leave, and Reki still wants to spend more time with him. Even if it’s just a few extra moments standing in the moonlight outside the front door.
Reki searches his mind for something to say, but Langa beats him to it.
“The moon is really pretty tonight.”
Reki blinks. He turns and looks up. The full moon is shining down from a cloudless sky, glowing white and illuminating the empty darkness around it. Langa’s right - it is pretty. He looks back at Langa to tell him as much, but his breath catches in his throat when he sees the way Langa’s looking up at the sky, the moonlight reflected in his eyes. The ghost of a smile dances across his lips, and then he turns his gaze back on Reki.
“I wish we could see the stars better from here,” he whispers. “I wish we could see them how they are in Canada.”
Reki swallows thickly, trying to force himself to think about anything other than how pretty Langa is and how easy it would be to lean forward and close the small distance between them.
He won’t - he knows better. If he’s going to confess how he feels, he isn’t going to do it like that. And if he’s going to confess how he feels, he’s going to need to be absolutely sure that Langa feels the same, because keeping his feelings hidden is far better than the risk of losing Langa. He’ll do anything to keep Langa in his life, even if that means pushing down his ever-growing crush on his best friend until he eventually grows out of it.
“Yeah,” Reki’s voice comes out hoarse, and he hopes Langa doesn’t notice. “That would be nice. We’ll have to - t-t-t - to go somewhere with less light pollution sometime so we can see them better.”
Langa nods, then turns to face the sky once more, and Reki wishes he could somehow bring the Canadian sky here, over Okinawa, so Langa could see all the constellations he grew up looking at again. Unfortunately, he can’t move the sky, nor can he undo decades of light pollution.
But maybe he can make do with what they have.
He grabs Langa’s hand and pulls him out into the yard, plopping down in the grass and taking Langa with him. The grass is soft beneath them, and Reki lets his hand linger on Langa’s a moment longer than necessary.
“What—?”
“Tell me about the stars back in Canada, and we can pretend.”
Langa blinks and Reki’s lips flutter. He clicks his tongue.
“Okay,” Langa replies, slowly tilting his gaze upwards. “There’s a pretty big latitude difference between here and there, so there are some constellations I could see back in Canada that can’t be seen here. And there are some constellations here that can’t be seen in Canada.” He points at a star Reki can only barely make out. “That’s Polaris; the North Star. It’s pretty low in the sky here; it’s much higher in Canada, and you can see it better there too.”
Reki nods, listening as Langa walks him through the constellations he knows and points out stars that are in the sky but can’t be seen here. Langa explains that when you’re truly out in the middle of nowhere in Canada, the sky is less of a dark blanket with a few stars as pin holes sprinkled throughout it and more of a splattering of twinkling lights that set the night alight. And how, away from the cities and the lights, you can see the spiraling arms of the Milky Way stretching across the sky - the way you do in all those professional pictures of the night sky that Reki thought you needed special camera equipment to pick up.
Apparently, those pictures aren’t because of special lenses that can capture what the human eye can’t. You can just see that sort of stuff in the sky if you’re far enough away from the lights and the people.
(Reki has never wanted to visit Canada as much as he does right now, listening to Langa wax poetic about the stars.)
“If you ever come to Canada with me,” Langa says, “I’ll take you to see the stars how they’re supposed to be seen.”
“That sounds nice.”
“We’ll have to get you a good coat, though. The planets are best seen in the winter - they’re at their highest in the sky when the sun is at its lowest.”
Reki hums. He’s never been all that great at handling cold weather, but if Langa wants to take him to see the winter night sky in Canada, he’ll bundle up and follow along. It would be worth it.
“We could go in summer, though, if you don’t want the winter cold,” Langa suggests.
Reki shakes his head. “I’d go in winter for you. Then you could teach me to snowboard too.”
Langa grins, and Reki thinks maybe just that would be enough to keep him warm in a Canadian winter. Langa’s smile always sends warmth seeping through Reki, down to his bones, reminding him that Langa is real and Langa is his best friend and that he’s pretty much the luckiest person in the world because he can say that.
“Reki—” Langa starts, before abruptly cutting himself off.
Reki tilts his head and clicks his tongue. “What?”
Langa just looks at him, something Reki can’t name shining in his eyes, for several moments. It feels like infinity, but for once, Reki doesn’t mind the attention all that much. Only with Langa does the knowledge that someone is looking at him not make his skin crawl.
(Because when everyone else looks at him, they’re looking at the parts of him they want to pick apart and criticize. But when Langa looks at him, he’s looking at Reki.)
“I like your freckles,” is what Langa seems to finally settle on saying, and Reki feels his face start to heat up in response. But before he can even begin to concoct a response that makes sense and doesn’t sound too gay, Langa adds, “They’re really pretty.”
Reki blinks, hard.
A beat of silence.
“You’re really pretty too,” Reki hears himself say, and immediately wants to slap his hand over his mouth and take it all back. “I-I mean—”
“Really?”
Another beat of silence. Does Langa really not know that? Don’t all the girls at school compliment him all the time? How can he not know that he’s prettier than a sky full of stars, prettier than the ocean sparkling under the summer sun, prettier than anyone else Reki has ever seen in his life?
“Yeah,” Reki says honestly. “I mean… your eyes are like the ocean, and your smile can light up any room you walk into, and your hair looks so soft, and—” Reki stops himself before he can get too far into I’m definitely a little bit in love with you territory. “—um. Yeah.”
Langa’s eyes are wide, and Reki doesn’t know how he’s expecting him to respond, but it’s definitely not with, “Can I kiss you?”
“What,” Reki says, before he’s even really had time to comprehend what just came out of Langa’s mouth. Surely he didn’t hear him correctly; there’s no way. His fingers tap against his leg.
“Can I kiss you?” Langa repeats.
“Yes,” Reki breathes out, still half-convinced this is a dream he’s going to wake up from at any moment.
But then Langa closes the distance between them, bringing one hand up to cup Reki’s cheek, and Reki knows without a doubt that this is real. Langa’s mouth is warm and Reki can taste the peach soda he was drinking earlier on his lips. The kiss is sugary-sweet and clumsy and a little awkward and the grass is poking at Reki’s shins and Reki wants to spend the rest of his life being able to do this.
If Reki could pick any infinity to live in, he would pick this moment. With the taste of peach on his tongue, moonlight shining down on them, and a hope blossoming in Reki’s chest that says Everything is going to be alright.
Slowly, Langa pulls back, and Reki instinctively reaches out to keep him from going too far. His hand lands on Langa’s shoulder, and Langa rests his forehead against Reki’s. Reki blinks several times before letting his eyes slip shut.
“I think you’re really pretty too,” Langa whispers, sweet as sun-warmed strawberries. And for a moment, nothing in the world is wrong. For a moment, the entire world is just Reki and Langa and the lingering taste of peach soda and the grass beneath them and the knowledge that this closeness is something Reki gets to have now - something he gets to hold and cherish and tuck next to his heart.
Reki tilts his head, sealing their lips together once more.
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