Hi!! My commissions are still open!! They are a little urgent since i have some health bills to be paid. Currently cant hold a job rn because i live in a rual area and do not have my license yet. If you can share around i would be very grateful! I just need some extra help. ^^ I’d really appreciate if you can share and reblog!! Thank you!! I also have a ko-fi if you’d like to donate!! I will always draw sketches to people who donate any amount of money to me! I can pretty much draw anything, but i have the right to decline. No hard feelings!

I’ve noticed a lot of fashion/art/etc blogs with a specific “aesthetic” post Palestinian quotes, art, photos and so on to fit the theme of their little blog……. and then move on from the ongoing genocide the next few days. Like they’re posting just for people to notice, not even reblogging posts with ACTUAL info, actual links for donations and boycotting and so on. Like it’s all for show. And then they get to move on. At that point, just dont post anything at all?..

(received 3 nov 2023)

yea all of the platformed Black folks and nonblacks in general who are too scared to say they fight for Palestinian liberation and didn’t make any post about the genocide until around October 18–20 can fuck off forever. Black people tried to warn y’all that neoliberalism was gonna defang the movement and a lot of people on tumblr are going to virtue signaling AT BEST and no one listened. but these the same people who stopped masking w n95 or better because Genocide Joe and CDC said it was “safe” and the pandemic is “over.” These are the same people who cant take a basic hot take on antiBlackness and identity politics online, These the same people that don’t know about de-arresting, kettling or productive, disruptive nonviolent action; all they know is aimless marches and clout chasing through “empathy.” “You can see who is being silent or neutral to maintain their resource & clout, who will sustain or even gain clout for being vocal right (they know they will never say, lose their job or get arrested for being vocal or who would have a low bail; there are Black people who still in jail for 2014 actions…). You can see who is being vocal because they have nothing to lose or they risk their livelihoods because they earnestly care about the violence oppressed and marginalized people go through globally.” Not saying everyone being vocal is full of shit but most don’t have range to connect all the violence in the world together. “trust it’s free palestine forever but a lot of these accounts dedicating their time to palestine don’t have any political framework that includes ALL freedom movements and a lot of them are antiblack and that is just… not doing the work. we need to see systems and movements as connected. u can’t say free palestine and then try to silence black people when they bring up the way the free palestine movement is entangled with our struggles. u can’t say free palestine and then ignore what’s happening in the congo. u can’t say free palestine then harass a black trans woman. if ur not condemning ALL genocide then wtf is the point.” “it's kinda funny how none of y'all will make the connection between how you regard black people online with malice and instantaneous bad faith and why the genocides being carried out against black people are comparatively neglected in people's thought and action. it's kinda funny how none of y'all will make the connection between how you regard black people online with malice and instantaneous bad faith and why the genocides being carried out against black people are comparatively neglected in people's thought and action.” The only people I believe when they are vocal about Palestine are Palestinians in the region facing genocide and ethnic cleansing and the people who arent Palestinians were vocal about violence around the world before Oct 7th, didn’t wait a week to condemn Israel’s genocidal govt until it was “safe” to do so later into October and who still mask w n95 or better; the rest are virtue signaling to me. not lost on me that most of these nonviolent actions have been maskless and excluded disabled people but the few actual disruptive nonviolent actions have been the most masked with the least amount of people. most people making noise rn aint about that life and like you said should stfu and stop posting but they wont so

So, while i was happy yesterday for your post about turkey and syria, i have come to see another reblog of yours and im sorry to say this, but i‘ve lost my respect for you. Reblogging shit like: minorities in turkey ( kurds ) are being neglected is such wrong information it makes me SICK. I dont understand how people can make such statements in these situations. I MYSELF have seen bad from both sides at ALL times- i would NEVER deny that. BUT to say AND spread that kurds are being neglected purposefully is below every fucking bar. I have been watching the news since day one and Hatay as a city with lots and lots of arabs and kurds was on live news for over 30 hours. Some areas unfortunately cant get help rn bc of the roads ( and airports ) simply not existing anymore. i dont know if you have limited knowledge about turkey and kurds in general, but for you to repost smth like this is absolutely below bar and even tho i liked you so so so much and was here from the beginning, i will NOT tolerate any hate towards my country or people. Genuinely, bye.

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hi friend. i was reblogging sources that were linking places to donate for all places involved. my friend from turkey had shared that the site linked in the post was giving out resources to neglected places and i wanted to spread the message. it was never my intention to spread hate to anyone or any group of people involved in the situation and im sorry if that was the effect. you’re right i do have very limited knowledge about the subject and i need to do better with that. i was trying to shares sources from others who know more than me and then just offering my condolences because im not in a position to speak on the topic because i don’t know enough to do so. i apologize that i offended you and if your opinion of my has changed of me that’s totally okay and you’re within your right to do so. once again, im sorry. i just was trying to spread places to donate and share resources because it was a tragedy for everyone involved.

Hi there, happy pride! I'm a victim of abuse from my grandmother and dad, I don't want to go too much into detail, as it's highly triggering, i need to move out of the house of my abusers as soon as possible. I need all the help i can get (please see my pinned post for my "beg-post"). I beseech you to donate towards my moving if you can. Also, if you can, please consider boosting my pinned post (a detailed beg-post)- that will help reach more potential helpers. please don't ignore me, please!. I'm open to suggestions/corrections, you can send an inbox/ direct message if you have concerns/questions, and i will answer in no time. Thank you for hearing me out. once again HAPPY PRIDE!

I got you. Im not in a good place either rn, so i can't donate anything, but i can offer kindness and support. I always reblog these kinds of things because its hard to talk about, hard to see, and we cant afford to push it away. The state of things is fucked up and im sorry you're in some of the ugliest parts of it right now.

Happy Pride, dear. You deserve it

This is a longshot, would you be willing to help me get my insulin? I'm down to my last pen and its pretty much close to being empty.Nt asking for much only need $370 rn to save my blood sugar. please help me with a small donation or share, reblog any help can save my life.Please help & Blessings ❤

i cant donate right now because i don't have any money, but i will reblog to try and get more people to help! blessings to you <3

Hello, it's Gab, 28 years old, a recent survivor of COVID-19. Fingers crossed that you'd notice my message and hopefully help me out. It's been almost a week since I was discharged of the hospital, I've been admitted for weeks because of COVID-19 and now, I'm facing the bills I'm charged of. While isolated in the hospital, I did a fund raising project for myself because I was jobless and I really don't have the means to pay them. My mother, who was left at home, is battling breast cancer and is taking her own medications as well. They allowed me to settle $400 as downpayment (the hospital was considerate enough to allow this because it was a COVID-19 case) but I still have a balance of $900 that needs to be paid on or before March 15. They also made me sign a promissory note for this balance. If you can help me reblog or share my story so I can reach people who can help me financially, I would really appreciate it. In fact, I already owe my life to you. I was also informed of the Reddit forum about donations or assistance but I don't have an account for that and I'm not so familiar with it. My journey is pinned in my profile. In advance, I thank you for reading my story. Be safe and again, thank you very much!

just now going through my inbox. ill post this for exposure but im in the negatives rn so i cant donate. Ive been in a very similar situation so i really understand how stressful it is. hopefully my crowd raises you some money.

I posted 9,273 times in 2021

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“My child is fine” your child is in a cult and snorts maggi masala with people on the internet

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#4

Whatever you can eat with a spoon, you can eat with a fork.

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I’m so sick and tired of people saying dance isn’t a sport, it’s just a side thing, dancers can’t be taken seriously yada yada yada

like bro

have you seen classical dancers? With the amount of body and strength training it takes to do what they do they could easily kick your ass to China and the reason they don’t is because it also takes patience and willpower to dance like them they could easily kill you and look like a divine entity passing judgement while doing it

and Bollywood/hip hop dancers? or basically those who do the upbeat western styles as well? have you seen how fast they pick up the new steps? or their speed and coordination? have you seen their determination bro if they put in half the energy they put in here they could easily rob you and your bank and you wouldn’t even notice

and contemporary/ballet dancers? bro they’re sirens in human form they’ll dance around you and you’ll gaze at them, enraptured by their movements and you won’t even know you’re dead until you look down and see a knife passing through your stomach

and the people who dance for fun? those who dance just cause they like it? like to move, feel the beat? they’re the most dangerous because they do not give a shit what people think. they’re merciless and are not bound by any code of conduct except their own and will destroy you by hook or by crook if you cross them

fear dancers dude. its not a sport. it’s much more than that.

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Listen

Things are bad rn. We all know it. The country is suffocating. Our leaders gave failed us. But we are all contributing in whatever way we can. It is horrible right now yes but there is a glimmer of hope. And it will grow. Things WILL get better. Trust me. I know they will.

Setting the skewered politics aside, everywhere there are just people who will pray for each other, even in different countries. We have each others back.

Till then, remember to prioritize your health as well. Physical and mental. Dont open any social media, even tumblr if you feel like it. These posts can be overwhelming especially cause most of us cant donate. Even if you can, the helplessness can still affect you. Don't worry. Watch funny movies, sing along to songs and don't feel guilty.

Have some hugs from me *big hugs*

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#make of the fact that i no longer fight for fun and am constantly frustrated and miserable now but it is what it is hahahahaha cant complain

My Top Posts in 2021

#5

As much as i like the idea of public transportation and walking over cars, the current state of all of those things are immensely hostile to disabled individuals and we do genuinely need to do something about that first. Baby steps etc. Please don't get so invested in getting rid of cars that you push some of the people most isolated by car culture even further from the fringes of society.

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so like who’s surprised that this is my favorite robot

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happy pride to straight trans couples and straight aros and straight aces and bi girls dating guys and bi guys dating girls <3

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Please memorize some "i desperately need out of this conversation because I cannot behave like a human any more" scripts. Please. I can even supply some. Let me get on my computer but, my god, there are formulaic ways to say 'i have no ppl juice rn and you speaking to me any more will cause me to conjure vivid, beautiful images of me THROTTLING YOU" without being a giant douchebag and it worries me that you don't know this

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motherfuckers be like “i’m an anarchist and believe in abolishing the prison state and want to support restorative justice” and then talk about how they want to murder anyone who does a thoughtcrime about fanfiction

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Hello, I wish I didn't have to do this but I have to. I'm a 20 yr old autistic lesbian and I got into some shit. I'm not sure how to word any of this, but...

I woke up today to find my bank account has been blocked. I'm not sure how to translate these things, some of them may be specific to Czech republic and I don't know the english terms, but basically I'm in debt because I got caught on public transport without a ticket ONCE when I was 15 years old and couldn't afford the transport ticket on my way from school. I know this is on me, but I completely forgot about it. I didn't receive any warnings or letters or calls - they always silently wait at least 5 years, with the debt getting bigger every day without your knowledge, and when youre an adult they come at you full force.

I don't know if this happens in other countries, but it's a staple batshit thing in my country everyone knows about. There's children hundreds of dollars in debt because of public transport, it happens so often, it's always in the news and stuff. It's revolting and now it happened to me.

My debt is 455 dollars, and they already seized all the money on my bank account, which left me with nothing, and I have to pay 234 more dollars. I'm devastated.

I have no means of getting this money right now. I'm currently finishing last year of school and I have to pass what I'll translate as big ass state exams in less than a month to graduate. I don't get paid until the 20th of this month, but I still need to pay rent and buy food until then, and the amount I'll get would just barely pay it off. Since my brother and I moved recently, we have no furniture either and I was saving up for necessary items, which is now gone. I also just got approved for disability pension, but they're still in the process of calculating the money they will give me, which usually isn't much, but it helps.

So, I need to pay off the debt and afford rent and food on top of that, so Im gonna try asking for donations. My mom said she's gonna help me a bit, but she is poor as well as it is, so I decided to try my luck here as well. Please don't feel obliged to donate - I get it, money is tight and I'm not the only one struggling, and if you don't have much yourself, take care of yourself first - but if a fraction of my followers had some money to spare and was so kind to send me even a dollar or a few cents, it would be incredibly helpful. Anything helps a lot and I'd be eternally thankful.

In return, I can offer you art, which you can find on @xuve (original drawings) and ig @hrothgart (fanart), so if you donate and want a drawing, message me on here (I don't have much time rn though so it would take me a bit longer than usual to finish the commission!).

I will take emergency commissions for less money than usually, but I'll still set some price points because unfortunately I can't afford to draw for less than that right now. The complexity scales with the amount, but let's say...

2-9 bucks would be a doodle with simple coloring (again complexity scales with the amount), 10-19 bucks would be a fully colored character or a portrait (I can draw furries, humans, animals, real people etc...) And 20+ dollars would be a scene with a background. If you have something else in mind, feel free to suggest anything :)

I'm bad at summing things up but...

TLDR: I got caught on public transport once when I was 15 and couldn't afford a ticket, I forgot about it because they kept silent for 5 years with no warnings while the debt grew bigger, and now they want 455 dollars, half of which they seized from my account, which is now blocked as well. This thing happens in my country a lot. Im left with money in the negatives and I need to afford rent and food. If you were so kind and sent me even one dollar so I can afford to live, I'd be really thankful, and I can draw in return.

My PayPal is [email protected] (excuse the deadname). If you cant donate, a reblog is always appreciated. Thank you so much!

o damn that sucks, having people do that. u (people who do that) cant force others to help you fix your problems and lots of the time the person u r asking is busy with their own stuff. they dont need to have the weight of your problems and burdens on their shoulders.

seriously, i understand when people seriously need help but not everyone is in a good mental state to do that, and some dont want to pressure their followers into putting more weight on their mind than they already have.

please respect other people and their problems, boundaries, limits. its important. im sorry if you are having a tough time, but people cant reblog your post all the time, or donate, or leave a nice message because they have their own mental health to deal with too.

feel free to ignore this im just a bit rant abt this rn. and yeah.

amen you said it better than i did

Please tag your current events stuff a lot of us can't handle seeing those posts rn

In case you havent noticed, this blog has kind of evolved to use its large following to spread information about current events, as well as mutual aid posts. The most cowboy thing we can do is mutual aid, helping eachother and staying aware of events that we can have a direct hand in. Im sorry if these posts have been distressing, but i promise youre just fine to unfollow with no hard feelings. However, i will not be tagging these posts because it makes it too easy for people to ignore these problems. Yes it might be uncomfortable, especially if you come from a place of privilege and have to fight what you have internalized. But its important to be aware and help instead of looking away when you have the ability to do so. I cant act like reblogging a post is direct action, but ignoring posts doesnt help and spreading information to keep people aware is the VERY least we can do right now. I highly encourage people to contribute to movements and organizations directly either through donations or volunteering!

Tldr: keeping people aware and making it so people are unable to hide these uncomfortable facts > followers. Feel free to unfollow if these posts are making you terribly anxious. But it also just sounds like you should take a break from the internet and use some healthy coping skills if a post is making your mental health drop that dramatically. DBT emotional regulation skills help dramatically and theres lots of worksheets on the internet that can help you :) take a break from screen time for yourself. However, we will not be tagging current events because that makes these facts avoidable, it makes spreading awareness avoidable, it makes mutual aid and donation posts avoidable. And that doesnt help anyone!

I hope you understand and have a nice day! Again, no hard feelings if you unfollow! Your personal comfort and safety is important :)

my mom was only 50, wish I could donate to that last one I reblogged because that situation hits close to home but my ass cant fund my own emergencies lmao. I feel like such a goddamn sad sack rn

So I'm short on my rent but 380 because I've had to spend around 300 on lyfts and rides for the past month and I hate to have ask this. I've been trying to get another loan but I keep getting denied. If you can donate I'd appreciate it. If you wanna block me for asking that's okay. You dont owe me anything. If you could send anything I'd be really grateful. I'm sorry to have to ask. Everyone is having a hard time rn. If you could send even a dollar or if you cant a reblog would be okay too. I'd appreciate that.

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It's like almost 5 am, I haven't slept because I just fucking cant. The world is on fire and I feel so complacent and helpless, man. I have my own personal problems on top of COVID and protests and I just... have so much to deal with but I can't shake this feeling that because I can't donate or be there that I'm just... helpless to help. I'm so tired of the world rn and I just want to not exist. The world is on fire and I feel like I was given a bottle of gasoline and told to cover myself in it

“... helpless to help” gaahh... we’re all in the same boat. some of us live in places where there’s no noise over this, or we don’t have the resources to share, or we’re just paralyzed with fear, guilt and confusion. we’re dealing with the trauma of our daily lives being disrupted for months by a VIRUS, and now brutal injustice. it’s hard to say what we should be doing at anytime––

but we are able to help. we can spread posts, educate ourselves, have conversations, make art, reach out, call, email, cheer, watch. i think that by ‘interacting’ with the movement in any way will continue to amplify the good causes. through reblogging or whatever, our existence feeds Black Lives Matter by calling attention to it! it’s ok if you can only do small things, or just watch for now. 

just be ready to help, heal, hug when you can

Man! the guilt is killing me!

Can't post or reblog anything without thinking about the proetests and how many people are gettin' hurt

I can't act normal because things like that might be normal everywhere

Me stupid and cant think goodly

Can't act like this isn't happening

What is killing me is that i can't go out because im literally isolated from society

I can't donate because i have no way to donate

The only thing keepin me sane rn is that video where the ad revenue is being donated to charities

But then again me stupid and cant do thing

ok i havent spoken/reblogged anything abt the whole protests/riots/blm movement yet AND I HAVE REASONS as to why i havent (mental health stuff it just stresses me out a lot) but people in a disc server im in are totally downplaying the whole george floyd incident. most of them are young teens but they really think this is all because of one person who died?? its not. so many innocent people have died because of racial prejudice and our shitty shitty government. this has been piling up for years and were finally doing something about it. i do not care if u want ur precious applebees that is not what u should be worried about rn

all cops are bastards. black lives matter. our president is a terrible scumbag and our country is being run by corrupt individuals. speak up about it. say something, donate. its okay if you cant do those things because of mental health issues, or the fact that you dont have any money (like myself) but educate yourself before you say shit like that.