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can you share some of your recent favorite reads? been in a slump and looking for some good reads. if you wanna share more abt what drew you in, please. some summaries are not just calling out to me...
i can and would absolutely love to -
Lending a hand - LN4 by @userlando - the smut in this? *chefs kiss*
The Vegas series - MV1 by @theemporium - everything Cece writes is amazing but this is one of my favourites
Scotty doesn't know - MV1 by @mariahcarreyyy - this is a bit more intense but i was gripped the whole time, dom!max is a weakness
Don't cry about it - OP81 & MV1 by @piastrification - super invested in this series and excited to see where it goes
Meddle about - OP81 SMAU by @verstarppen - super funny, i actually recommend reading through her stuff if you want a laugh
In motion - OP81 hockey!au by @scuderiahoney - you all know lee is the love of my life but i cannot speak highly enough about her writing for Oscar, i'm super excited for this series
honestly these are all incredible writers and you should all go and show them some love and appreciation for their work <33
also you can check out all my recommendations for the drivers here!
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"mithrun is the only real monsterfucker in dungeon meshi" is objectively the funniest bit you can get out of his everything, but in all seriousness i think his attraction to his love interest is deliberately overstated—and that makes sense, because romantic jealousy is a classic and digestible motive, which is explicitly what kabru was aiming for in condensing mithrun's backstory, and also because until chapter 94, mithrun wasn't willing to admit to the true nature of his desires.
but because romantic envy is both classic and digestible, it probably isn’t a unique enough or complicated enough desire to tempt a demon’s appetite. mithrun’s wish, as far as we can figure from kabru’s reduced retelling, was to have a life in which he had never become one of the canaries, and that carries like 3857 implications and desires within it. that’s delicious. his love interest acts as sort of a red herring to his motivation for making it, though. (side note: i'm saying "love interest" here because, keeping in mind that i barely speak japanese on a good day anymore, "想い人" is something i'd usually take as just kind of an old-fashioned and romantic way to refer to a lover, but in context i wonder if both the connotation of yearning and the vagueness are intentional, and i think this phrasing gets those aspects of it more effectively. anyway.)
mithrun considered his love interest to be untrustworthy. there was a minute where i thought that comment might be about a similar-looking elf (yugin, one of his squad members), but comparing the two…
the "sketchy" arrow is definitely referring to the elf we know as his love interest—the bangs go toward her right, she only has the one forehead ornament, and, most notably, her ears aren't notched.
every time she’s given a full-body depiction in his dungeon, she’s drawn as a chimera, with the body of a snake from the waist down. (side note: the “what if a dungeon has chimeras before reaching level 4?”/“then the dungeon lord is unstable” exchange just being mithrun grilling his past self alive is so funny. he’s so. but anyway) there are a couple things about this.
first, the snake part of the chimera appears to be modeled after some species of coral snake mimic
which, in the biology-for-fun manga, i… doubt is a coincidence, especially with the added context of the “untrustworthy” comment. the dungeon’s conjured illusion of mithrun’s love interest was a harmless copycat of a venomous original. for whatever reason, he felt this person was a threat and made up a "safe" version of her to be in a relationship with, and while it’s definitely possible to be attracted to or even love someone you find to be toxic and/or intimidating, when you take that into consideration alongside the configuration of her body, you get some interesting implications.
which brings us to our second point: if we assume that mithrun was not in fact fucking a snake, then sexual attraction, at least, was so far removed from his idea of a relationship with this person that he did not even bother to keep her dungeon copy human enough to maintain the illusion of the option of a sexual relationship. this is somewhat echoed in the depictions of their interactions, which also imply a frankly unexpected romantic distance. she kisses his cheek and he doesn't seem to react; she's at the edge of a narrow bed with only one set of pillows, on top of his blankets while he's underneath them.
the kiss is particularly interesting because it seems to contrast the text. kabru's narration tells us this was everything mithrun could have asked for, but mithrun is there looking unreadable to pensive, likely because this is right before the panel that makes it clear things in the dungeon are beginning to go wrong.
walking through this backwards for a minute, we have the physical barrier of his bedding and the spatial separation inherent in a bed made for one person, the emotional barrier of his mounting anxiety getting in the way of his ability to enjoy the affection he sought, and... the snake, which historically carries the connotation of temptation, yes, but also mistrust, barring physical intimacy. okay. ok. if a dungeon reflects the mentality of its lord, all of this might suggest that mithrun was not able to have any real desire for a relationship with this person. his unwillingness to be vulnerable or let another person in was insurmountable. but in that case, why was she such a focal point that she remained to the end, after his dungeon had stopped creating iterations of his friends to come and visit him? why would he get so upset over her meeting with his brother that he became lord of a dungeon about it?
well. mithrun's brother was also interested in her, probably genuinely. and mithrun had to win.
you have an older brother who your parents completely ignore, probably in part because he is chronically ill/disabled and almost definitely in part because he received a ton of recessive traits that resulted in rumors that he was an illegitimate child. you are aware, most likely because those same parents fucking told you, that you actually are an illegitimate child. but they keep you around because you had the good fortune of looking just like your mother. what can that possibly teach you but that you, like your brother, are disposable?
it's utterly unsurprising that mithrun, under these circumstances, developed a pathological need to be better than everyone around him. people don't keep you otherwise. i'd argue this is also why he says he looked down on everyone he knew while milsiril claims his dungeon reeked of feelings of inferiority—he sought out people's worst traits and prioritized them in his mind to protect his already extremely fragile sense of self-worth, and all the while he tried to be as likable and high-performing as he possibly could be. his parents disposed of him anyway, but even then he tried to keep up the performance. he was kind to everyone. he never once lost to a dungeon.
when he saw his "love interest" meeting up with his brother, what he saw was himself being replaced by a person his parents had always treated as worthless, and if that was what they thought of the child they'd kept, what value could anyone possibly see in the bastard they'd given away to die? mithrun and kabru tell the story like he wanted to win this unnamed elf's heart, but it was never about being with her. it was about cementing his worth, proving that he didn't deserve to be thrown away.
and so it's particularly cruel that his demon discarded him, too. but maybe it's also particularly gentle that, in the end, there was someone who refused to even consider giving up on him.
kui laid it out in three panels better than i could hope to.
yeah. it's love. you wanted to be loved, even when the only way you were able to understand it was through the desire to be wanted, and you wanted that so badly that the idea of being consumed felt like the promise of finally mattering to someone.
#dungeon meshi spoilers#mithrun#dungeon meshi#this has been rotating for a while but i wanted to check my evidence before getting into it thanks user angelspenance for posting that meme#half of this is just the text and the other half i'm sure has been said before but it's making my brain [radio static] so here this is#someone did for sure mention this but i do find it very cute that in his fucked up conjured world meant to portray his ideal reality#his teammates came to visit him. like part of the fantasy was then explicitly that they cared about him and were his friends. even though#he says he tried to see the worst in them.#hm it does feel important to note that i do also believe 100% in mithrun suicidality--his desire to be eaten does seem to focus a lot on#wanting it to be Over. wanting not to be left incomplete and empty anymore.#but that loops back around a bit to the hole in your heart that appears when you feel unloved. it's many things and the same thing at once#snakes#long post#severe problems#meshy
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#RTVS went crazy with this one#radio tv solutions#rtvs#wayneradiotv#spade shovels#I really wanted to include motoboy too but not enough room..#by the way if you're reading these tags you should make sure you check out the 'would sonic be christain' thread on the forum#they didn't read it on the stream but it's gold
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i just know dan yelled at him when they got home after this. i remember watching it live and the way my heart stopped like. phil. what the hell
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That One Korra Scene. You Know The One.
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel fanart#radioapple#alastor hazbin hotel#lucifer morningstar#hazbin hotel lucifer#has this been done yet#idc too lazy to check#alastor the radio demon#alastor really said “I'm the dad now”#duel of the dads#maybe i'll make a background later.
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cw; blood
super low quality (not even 1000*1000 pxs lmao) clef thingy just to make sure i havent completely forgotten how to paint
#dr clef#scp fanart#scp#illustration#doodle#posted from my drafts#while i figure out if i like this enough to post or not#drew this while listening to kid A#terlalu banyak radio kurang banyak kepala.....#cw blood#slapped twenty filters over this and called it a day#eughhh im getting anxious over a drawing again#couple more fandom tags why not#scp fandom#scp foundation#fanart#no quality checking my ass
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Trying to stay positive abt the spring anime season so here are some things to look forward to:
3 sports anime, one of them is by MAPPA, so we can expect great animation and the other 2 are actually female led sports anime?? And they are not ecchi?? Is this a miracle?? (Boukyaku Battery, Rinkai! and Ooi! Tonbo)
2 yuri anime coming, yayyyyy,,, (Whisper me a Love Song and The Two Sides of Voice Actor Radio)
2 slice of life anime (Tadaima, Okaeri and Tonari no Youkai-san) + Yuru Camp is coming back (the sole cgdct of the season, my crops are dying)
Also we have a BL, and I need you to brace yourself for what i'm going to say next: it's an ABO m-preg childcare BL (Tadaima, Okaeri)
As for other romance anime we have the Spice and Wolf remake (i'm not sure if it's a remake or a new season?) and i'm also looking forward to Unnamed Memory.
And we have the single shoujo of the season: A Condition Called Love. I've heard great things abt the manga so I hope the anime is good
If i'm being honest tho, spring season looks nowhere near as good as winter did to me
Edit: apparently there is one more shoujo next season but it doesnt sound as interesting lol
#i'll also be checking out a few of the shounen and action anime because that is mostly what spring has...#so far i'm not happy with what i've seen of the season. i'm really looking forward to 'whisper me a love song' tho.#gi talks#gi talks animanga#spring anime#boukyaku battery#rinkai!#ooi! tonbo#whisper me a love song#seiyuu radio no uraomote#tadaima okaeri#tonari no youkai san#yuru camp#spice and wolf#unnamed memory#a condition called love
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Champ HUHHH??
#I LOVE BONO AND HIS HIGH PITCHED VOICE 😭😭 and I'm gonna miss it next year so much 🥺🥺🥺#next year we'll just get 'we are checking' 'at this point we do not think' 'no we do not think' 'question' 😭😭😭#f1#formula 1#lewis hamilton#formula one#bono#peter bonnington#toto wolff#lewis#lh44#f1blr#mercedes amg f1#team lh44#valtteri bottas#mercedes f1#f1*#f1 edit#team radio#blewis
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hiiii how about 🍄!!!
-lee
🍄 ⇢ share a head canon for one of your favourite ships or pairings
lee hi!! okay idk if this really count but i love grumpy x sunshine and i always think about grumpy!max x sunshine!reader and how he's super blunt and to the point with everyone but he has a soft spot for her that everyone can see even if he refuses to admit it
ask me a question!
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one of the videos from fridgeplug's post with the caption:
wow i left the bbc a year ago today! that’s gone quick 🤯 but it’s been such a fun and weird 12 months… here’s a selection of things i’d probably never have seen if i was still a radio 1 producer
#31.03.2023#i didn't check earlier?#also jacob started a marketing company#i wonder if Dan uses him for any promo in the future#can't wait to find out#instagram#dd#bbc radio 1#(it's related)#the crew
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A pointless tumblr post titled
"Assigning furby colours (specifically 1st gen) to Murder Drones characters without giving any explaination for my choices" part 1
Uzi - juicy grape
N - labrador
V - banana peel
J - bumblebee
Cyn - angel
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#after 5 months of radio silience I have arrived... and I do not have anything! SORRY HSHS nothing I drew was worth posting really so#you didn't lose much with that absence of mine#it will happen again 100% I am bad at social media I post something get scared of checking how it was recieved and don't look at my account#for 5+ months apparently#I love silly robots so much guys you not understa💥💥💥💥💥 I might post my furbifications of Uzi and N at one point because OF COURSE I#MADE THOSE DESIGNS I JUST HAPPEN TO BE LIKE THIS no one can stop me from combining my interests I will make a#moomin x murder drones crossover comic if I feel like it and nobody will have the right to complain!!! >:D#okay time for some real tags now#murder drones#furby#safe furby#furby 1998#uzi doorman#serial designation n#serial designation v#serial designation j#cyn murder drones#I have a 2nd part of this already in drafts but I donno if I should post it or not hm... maybe someday
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Ladies and gentleman, I present Run With Me Talma by James Crawford Talma, this song is about the trail of tears and is now playing in the top ten here in Seattle Washington! (ReverbNation). I hope to reach the hearts of many, so our forefathers will not be forgotten.
#https://music.amazon.com/albums/B0BMXCTR1F?do=play&trackAsin=B0BMXBTDKQ&ref=dm_sh_Q0oStvYVlEucJZ3aBPSgxSdaZ#https://music.apple.com/us/album/run-with-me-talma-radio-edit/1655477398?i=1655477399#Check Out James Crawford Talma on ReverbNation! - http://www.reverbnation.com/open_graph/artist/8283858#Youtube
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@gyubby99 I'm sorry
Warnings: angst. Mal and Lilly being in emotional pain. Goodbyes
Summary: Aponi Lilly is finally going to heaven.... but she didn't realize she'd have to say goodbye to her best friend... again.....
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For Good
Mal ran quickly into the hotel.
The news that a bright light had opened up in the sky got around quickly and..... she hadn't seen Aponi.....
She practically broke down the doors of the hotel building when she ran in....
Only to find an angel standing in front of Lilly.
"Mal!" Aponi shouted before running up to her friend, giving her the biggest hug. "Mal, it worked! We're going to heaven!" Aponi stated as she pulled away from the hug, placing her hands on Mal's shoulders.
"Wait.. we?" Mal asked, still trying to process what was happening.
"Well actually... as of now, Lillian Carlton, you are the only one who has been redeemed," the strange angel spoke out.
Aponi's eyes widened and her smile faded.
"No.... no not... not without them..." Aponi stated, gesturing to her friends and Husband, alastor. "Not without you," she muttered, turning to mal, holding her hand.
"Lilly..... one time chance.... you... you dont belong down here," Mal stated, pushing down the heartache.
"No..... no Mal i.. I can't go up there without you... not again... I won't...." Lilly stated, tears welling up in her eyes.
Mal sighed and pushed Lilly's hair out of her face to see both of her eyes.
"Just look at me," Mal started. "Im.... I'm not built for life up there," she muttered.
"No no. I'm limited without you-" Lilly began.
"Just look at you! You c an do all I couldn't do, Lilly," Mal interrupted. "Now it's up to you.... for both of us..." Mal stated.
"........ Then do me two favors," Lilly started.
"Anything," Mal replied.
"You have to try to get up there... as hard as you can. Try... please," Lilly stated, taking both of Mal's hands.
Mal sighed. "Alright.. I will," she lied.
"Alright.... and.. one more thing...." Lilly stated before looking at mal with a small smile. "One more duet?" She asked.
Mal chuckled, a tear rolling down her face.
"I know a song," Lilly stated before giving alastor a Wadded up peice of paper with music notes on it and sending him to the piano.
Mal gasped at the music....
Wicked..... their favorite musical since they were 10......
As the music started Mal took a breath. "I've heard it said... That people come into our lives For a reason," she sang as a tear rolled down her face. "Bringing something we must learn.... And we are led to those..... Who help us most to grow if we let them.... And we help them in return," she stated as she looked around at all the demons who inhabited the hotel now.....
Angel stood over to the left,, holding fat nuggets.. and Mal knew that they had helped people.....
"Well, I don't know if I believe that's true," she sang before turning back to Lilly and holding out both of he rhands for Lilly to take. "But I know I'm who I am today, Because I knew you," she sang as Lilly took her hands. "Like a comet pulled from orbit As it passes the sun," she sang as she looked up into the sky... Sheyhadnt seen the sun in years...
She turned back to Lilly. "Like a stream that meets a boulder Halfway through the wood," she wiped a tear that threatened to fall a. The looked at her best friend... "Who can say if I've been changed for the better But...... because I knew you," she took a deep shaky breath as She thought about how much Lilly loved her... "I have been changed for good,"
Lilly took a deep breath as she wiped away a tear on Mals face before beginning to sing as well.
"It well may be That we will never meet again In this lifetime...." she snag as she realized she might never see anyone down here again... "So, let me say before we part," she took a deep breath before tightening her hold on Mals hands.. "So much of me Is made of what I learned from you! You'll be with me.... Like a handprint on my heart," Lilly sang as she tried not to break down... she was leaving her lifeline....
"And now whatever way our stories end..... I know you have rewritten mine.... By being my friend," She sang as she remembered when they were little... just meeting one another.... "Like a ship blown from its mooring, By a wind off the sea..... Like a seed dropped by a sky bird In a distant wood...." her voice cracked as she sang. "Who can say if I've been changed for the better... But..... because I knew you," she sang, looking at mal with a loving smile.
"Because I knew you," Mal sang in return.
"I have been changed for good," both the girls sang at the same time as hell seemed to melt away.. It was just them against the world again....
"And just to clear the air, I ask forgiveness, For the things I've done, you blame me for," Lilly sang, somehow singing about when Mal had pushed her away all those years ago..
"But then I guess, We know there's blame to share," Mal sang in return.
"And none of it seems to matter anymore! Like a comet pulled from orbit (like a ship blown from its mooring), As it passes the sun (by a wind off the sea), Like a stream that meets a boulder (like a seed dropped by a bird), Halfway through the wood (in the wood)," the girls both sang their respective verses, turning away from each other, one of their hands still holding onto the other.
The girls turned back to each other, tears in their eyes as they sang... "Who can say if I've been changed for the better?" The girls sang, their voices cracking and breaking with the urge to jildnonto one another and cry.. "I do believe I have been changed for the better," with the way they looked at one another... you could tell... they were telling the truth through the lyrics.
"And because I knew you," Mal sang, her voice cracking again before she sniffled.
"Because I knew you," aponi sang in return, looking sadly at her best friend.
"Because I knew you," the girls both sang. "I have been changed," as hell made itself back into their concious minds, the girls felt heavier. "For good," when the song finished, the girls gave one another the tightest hug..
"Don't forget me, okay?" Mal asked, her eyes screwed shut, almost as if, if she opened them, Lilly would be gone.
"The day I forget you is the day I forget how to feel," Lilly muttered into Mal's neck.
"You are wonderful, and pure, Lillian Carlton. Never lose that," Mal muttered.
"And you are amazing, and lucky... and to me, your full name means to be utterly and wonderfully you.... and as long as I am in your head you are never allowed to forget how much I love you, Hotaru," Lilly sniffed as she used the name Mal's mom had given her.
Mal began to sob, holding on tighter to Lilly.
The angel floated up, placing a hand on Lilly's shoulder.
"It is time," The angel stated.
Lilly pulled back before quickly running to kiss alastor.
"Te amo, mi amor," Alastor spoke against her lips.
Lilly laughed. "You said it right.... you practiced," she muttered. "je t'aime aussi," she muttered in response before a bright light overtook the room.
When everyone opened their eyes......
Lilly and the other angel were gone.
Mal fell to her knees in tears, holding herself.
"Calm down.. shh shhhh Mal calm down," She muttered to herself as she rubbed her own arms, trying not to have a panic attack.
Angel dust turned to Alastor, putting a hand on the radio demon's shoulder.
Alastor shrugged him off sharply.
"Well then! Shall we all have some dinner?" Alastor asked. His voice extra glitchy as he attempted to act like he was okay.
"Do you just not care?!" Mal sobbed, anger and sadness on her face as she looked up at him.
"Oh, darling if I cared about every lowly demon who made a deal with me, I wouldn't be who I am today, now would i?" Alastor asked.
"You heartless asshole!" Mal shouted.
"Well then. I can see that this is a very hostile environment. I'll be in Aponi's room, cleaning out her things!" Alastor exclaimed, turning to the stairs.
He barely made it up one step before Mal spoke again.
"Her name was Lilly! And she loved you, you.... you demon!" She screamed.
Alastor continued his walk up to Lilly's room, closing the door.
........
Alastor stood in the room....
He just stood.... nothing else....
His smile fell and the tears he was holding back were let free.
He walked over to Lilly's closet, taking out one of her shirts...
It still smelled like her.....
He walked over to her nightstand, grabbing her phone, struggling to get to her gallery before landing on a photo of her kissing his cheek, a blush on his face.
"Please Lilly..... tell me what to do...." Alastor mumbled as he sat on her bed, setting her phone down and looking around the empty room.
..........
"Mal, you gotta get up," Angel stated as he crouched down next to mal.
"Please go away.... shes... she's gone..." Mal whispered.
And she was right....
#Youtube#Vox hadn't heard from alastor for weeks.#So he goes to check up on the radio demon.#Vox finds alastor in an awful state.... he's just sitting there... his smile gone#An empty glass of wine next to him
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📺 || alastor & vox stimboard.
src: (-) (x) (x) // (x) (x) (x) // (x) (-) (-)
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel kin#alastor the radio demon#alastor#alastor kin#vox#vox kin#stimboard#self indulgent#mod 📺#the reason the blue dice gif isnt credited is bc i made it years ago on mobstim. which doesnt exist anymore bc i deleted that blog.#anyways check out this toxic yuri :heart_eyes:
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This is a desperate plea in the dark but I gotta ask anyway does anyone remember when the spamton sweepstakes video happened and right before the video got posted like all the rtvs went live for a moment and all shared a video of like vauge mystery symbols with a staticky weird background n shit? I’ve never seen it mentioned once. Not even asking for theory fodder sake cause that’s bullshit just. Does anyone else remember this??
#it wasn’t even wing dings it was just random symbols#I remember it because I saw rhey went live right before the sweepstake video happaned and I checked it out cause I had time to kill to wait#and I went ‘ha! sorry rtvs I can’t look at this arg shit now I got a sweep stakes to watch’ well uh that sure turned out funny for me#I haven’t gone looking for a vod cayse it’s crazy too late now and I doubt it would’ve saved anyway#talking#rtvs#spamton#deltarune#utdr#spamton sweepstakes#radio tv solutions#hitting all bases as much as I can sorry guys
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listening to those old-ass richard diamond radio shows while i do this comic and behaving normally (tittering coquettishly whenever dick powell says anything)
#text post#twirling my hair so severely i go bald#glad i'm checking these out. my knowledge of crime fiction of the time isn't bad regarding books and cinema#but radio? i'm a hack fraud i know very little#the podcasts of old but without the full-bodied repulsion inspired in people when you say 'podcaster'
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