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ghostatas · 6 months

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OK, theory time Bois (except its not a real theory it's just a cool idea and I want angst)

So we all basically think those black and green structures are like portals right, or some way to communicate with another dimension?

What if, eventually, each parent has to go into a ring/portal as a trial (like quackity said ooc) and face something- whether this leads to the eggs or not is up yo you to decide

This trial can be anything, but my main ideas for it is it shows them

1. Their past,

2. A possible future (most likely where the eggs are dead/ doomsday or something of the likes),

3. Themselves- something like where they have to fight an exact copy of themselves and try to find a way to beat them (which, BTW, is great for character growth and is anime protagnist as FUCK and sounds cool as shit- can't be done for etoiles tho cuz none of the admins can imitate his pvp skill LOL- but off track)

ANYWAYS, onto the main point, FITMC

Fit motherfucking MC, gets the first option of seeing his past.

2b2t, the place he tried so hard to escape. Oh boy. (It'll only be a replica, he still can't use hacks, there's no one there and there's very minute differences but he's too out of it to realise :] )

When he first enters the portal, it takes him a few seconds to truly realise where he is, but when he does he fucking CRUMBLES. That man's walls break faster than my will to live. He immediately starts panicking, and his panic even overpowers his worry about ramon for a second. Its all just 'I can't be back here, I tried so hard to leave, anywhere but here, please'

I feel like his time at Quesadilla Island softened him, distanced him from his past and made it easier to ignore all the shit he's been through. He became happy, he was safe and he was doing good! Still very emotionally constipated and just not even processing the trauma he's experienced as trauma, but as good as he can be despite that. So when he realises he's back in 2b2t all those decades of shit he's been through comes crashing down all at fucking once. So yeah, he goes through it.

His first instinct is to make one of those tiny, reinforced obsidian and hide. Once he's in he just sits down and... tries to process. Tries.

It takes him a very long while to calm down, but only to think properly. The only thing that gets him to stop panicking about his own situation is trying to find ramon, or any clues, because GOD FORBID ramon is also trapped in here, it's the only thing worse than being there himself.

From there he can think more clearly. He has a goal so he pushes all the other shit back down and locks it up for later- he's got his boy to find. At this point he realises there's none of the usual explosions or noise that's usually very common in 2b2t, he checks and sees his hack client is not working still so yeah, odd. He's still very shaken and more vigilant than usual, but he can actually go out and investigate and think now so he goes and does that.

Does he find Ramon? Idk, I didn't think this far.

Well, I did, but maybe not the way I would want it to go. Imagine he finds Ramon, who's fighting a shit tone of mobs. Fit's just desperate to get him to safety, so he doesn't get much time to actually look over his boy or talk to him or anything. Maybe there's a time limit on how long they can stay in this dimension or something, but the portal back is not too far away and it is slowly getting smaller and smaller.

Fit is leading Ramon to the portal, all the while fending off the barage of mobs. Ramon, thankfully, gets to the portal in time, safely. Everyone's at spawn waiting for them, looking over Ramon and making sure he's OK.

Fit does not make it in time.

He is stuck in 2b2t for the foreseeable future, and he can do nothing but wait, just like he always does. Just waiting. Waiting.

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witchymarvelspacecase · 7 years

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Voiceless Pt. 4

Summary: (Reader Insert) Reader is a mutant/inhuman with a powerful voice (works a little like a banshee / a little like a siren). She’s had it a little tough since discovering her powers. She is found and taken in by Tony Stark and the remaining Avengers after the events of Civil War

Word Count: 1698

Warnings: Typos (sorry)

A/N:A giant “Thank you” to @17sullivan who read my idea for this fic, then read this chapter and is an all around wonderful person. Thank you for the push love! And to Drea, the absolutely @writingwithadinosaur who read this and beta’d for me (cause she's bomb!)

And to the anon who told me this was one of their fave things I’ve written, I had no idea anyone really cared about it, but since you mentioned it, here is an update :)

Voiceless Masterlist

I put the song I was thinking of in parenthesis next to the text, ignore if ya want... and this GIF... cause Steve is in it... and why the fuck not ;)

Nervous, that was the only word you could think of to describe yourself at that moment; nervous. Captain America and his team were due to arrive in the next 5 minutes. Colonel Rhodes and F.R.I.D.A.Y. had just barely managed to clear their flight path to the compound; keeping their arrival off the collective radar’s of the world’s armed forces hadn’t been easy, but they’d done it. Turns out Tony actually helped with that; he’d had a plan in place all along, you just followed his instructions. If it hadn’t been for his kidnapping, it may never have happened so soon, but he had clearly hoped that it would one day.

“There is no sense in fretting, Y/N,” Vision said from slightly behind you, “Captain Rogers is a very nice person, as are the rest of his team.”

“I understand that Vis, but since the last time y’all saw each other wasn’t so nice, I can’t imagine they’re all that hyped to be back here helping find Tony. I know Tony thinks they blame him, they probably do a little, or more, I just… I need to find him Vis, I need Tony to be okay, and I need the Avengers back so I can find him. I’m afraid it won’t be enough that I need them.” You turned away from him then, to the sound of a plane touching down.

The door to the plane opened and out stepped Captain Steve Rogers, all 6 feet 2 inches of him. He was the only one to exit the plane, and the plane’s engine remained idling, clearly he didn’t trust you. You didn’t blame him. You slowly crossed the field towards him, making sure that Vision stayed back.

“Captain,” you greeted, calmly extending your right hand to shake his.

“Y/N,” he returned with a nod, looking over your shoulder at Vision; a scowl forming on his face.

“I know you aren’t happy to be back here, I don’t blame you, and honestly, I wouldn’t blame you if you got back on that plane and left,” you looked at the ground, clasping your hands in front of you, “but this was my last resort.”

“How’d you know to use the phone?” You looked up, confused; that hadn’t been what you’d expected him to ask.

“Tony told me about it. Told me about the fight, the accords. He told me that if he should ever disappear, and I needed help, he thought I could call you. I didn’t plan on needing to…”

“Don’t think anyone ever plans on this kinda stuff,” he agreed, running a hand through his hair, “look, I don’t mind helping; I don’t want Tony to be hurt, it’s just…”

“The rest of the team?” you asked softly, when he nodded you continued, “they don’t have to be involved at all if they don’t want to be, but if they do, they’re safe here.”

“You guaranteeing that?” came a voice from the plane. A man was sticking his head out the door, and seemed to be addressing you.

“Yeah, I am.”

You heard a scoff before the man left the plane, and crossed to where you and Captain Rogers were standing. He stopped beside the captain and crossed his arms, regarding you, “and how are you gonna do that exactly?”

“I am more than I seem,” you hedged, meeting his eyes. It wasn’t that you didn’t plan on telling the Avengers what you could do, but if this guy wanted to push you, you’d push right back.

Captain Rogers took a moment to look between you and the man. Seeming to make a decision, he nodded and turned to look at the plane.

“The others will make their own decisions, but I will tell them it’s safe to come out.”

You nodded in response, “I’ve got one of the conference rooms set up with all the information we’ve got, we can all meet in there if that’s ok.”

“Lead the way.”

...

“Well, it could be going worse,” you thought. Wanda and Vision were pointedly not looking at each other. The man from earlier, who’d been introduced to you as Sam Wilson, was eyeing Rhodey warily, and neither Vision nor Rhodey were making any effort to speak to Natasha. They had all agreed to help find Tony, but that had been the end of the agreements.

The verbal arguments started when the question of who could have taken him was broached. All sorts of theories were thrown around, but none were all that feasible. When the group had tried to switch gears into a plan to find more information, the physical posturing began.

The tension in the room was thick, and there was sweat forming on your brow. You knew that you had the power to calm the situation, but you also didn’t feel comfortable doing that without explaining yourself first. Especially since you knew some of the people in the room had been controlled before; Clint Barton, Natasha Romanoff and James Barnes. No, you didn’t want to inflict more damage on them just because you were uncomfortable, but if the fights escalated more, you would have to step in, or leave the room. That was when you noticed someone already had left the room.

“Where’s Barnes?” you asked, more to yourself than anyone else, since no one was listening or paying attention to you. Curious, and a bit worried, you left in search of him.

“F.R.I.D.A.Y., where is Mr. Bames?”

“He is in the gym Miss, and he seems… upset.”

“What do you mean?”

“His heart rate is elevated, but he is not moving.”

“Shit,” you muttered as you jogged to the gym.

You opened the door to the gym slowly, and poked your head in, not seeing him until you fully stepped into the dark room. He was curled into a corner; his back to the wall, knees up to his chest, eyes wide and he was panting. There was a sheen of sweat across his forehead and he seemed to shake even as he tried to hold his body tightly together.

These were signs you were familiar with. Sure, they had removed the trigger words from his head, but they couldn’t possibly clear 70 years worth of PTSD inducing events. Hoping that you could help him the same way you had helped Tony in the past, you slowly walked closer to him.

You began to hum softly as you approached, your hum changing into a song; a soft lullaby, as you got within arms reach. You were fairly certain that HYDRA had never sang to Barnes, so he shouldn't have a negative reaction to a song. As you sang, you let a little of your influence reach him; you didn’t pressure him, didn’t attempt to manipulate him in anyway, just sent waves of reassurance and serenity to his fragile mind.

You sat down next to him, and sang for him for several minutes before you saw any change in his behavior. You’d switched from a lullaby to a pop song (Gone, gone, gone by Phillip Phillips), and his back muscles loosened, just marginally. As you continued to sing, his body slowly uncurled itself. By the time you reached the end of the song, he was sitting beside you, legs out in front of him, and his head resting on your shoulder.

“Just one more song” you thought, not wanting to end too early, and also enjoying the positive reaction to using your powers (Maybe by Sick Puppies). Barnes’ body relaxed against yours, and you reached up to run a hand over his head, trailing your fingers through his hair. Tony always calmed faster when you did that; it seemed to work on Barnes too; he let out a small hum. You let the song fade, and dropped to just a hum, then stopped altogether after a few moments; continuing to stroke his head.

“Thank you.” His voice was a little gravely, and it was barely above a whisper.

“You’re welcome. I’m glad I could help.” A throat cleared from the doorway, and you looked up to see Steve there, a stunned look on his face. Bucky didn’t move except to burrow his head deeper into your shoulder; you in turn wrapped your arm more securely around his head.

“We’re ok, Captain.”

Steve nodded in response slowly crossing the room to crouch in front of the two of you, “Buck?”

“Mm ok, Steve,” Barnes mumbled into your shoulder before turning his face to his friend, “just got to be a bit much in there.”

“I’m sorry, Buck, I should have noticed.”

“Not your fault.”

The two batted guilt back and forth for a bit before Barnes got up from the floor. He turned once he was stood and offered you his hand to help you up. You accepted with a smile and brushed dust off your legs as you stood. Barnes smiled back faintly as Rogers led the way out of the room.

“How did you know to do that?” Natasha was waiting outside the doors to the gym, you hadn’t noticed her presence, but she seemed to have been watching you while you calmed Barnes.

“To calm him down? I dunno. I didn’t know that it would work,” you shrugged before continuing, “it’s what I do for Tony when he has panic attacks.”

“Stark has panic attacks?” Rogers asked, he and Barnes had stopped and turned to look at you.

“Yeah, not too often anymore, but he used to have them all the time. Said my singing helped, so…” you shrugged again, looking at the floor and shoving your hands into your jean pockets.

“If they’re anything like mine, it does help,” Barnes said, nodding slightly. You looked up, met his eyes, and smiled tentatively, then wider as he returned your smile with one of his own.

“Well… now that we’re all back under control,” Wilson snarked from his position down the hall, “let’s get this party started.”

With a last look at Barnes, you turned to Wilson and nodded as you led the way back to the conference room. It was time to get Tony back.

LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK OF THIS PART!!! I took a chance here, and I really need input!

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