very small detail in mystery spot… but the very first tuesday sam goes to brush his teeth and there’s toothpaste like all over the tube and it’s mostly empty. and he looks at dean like “seriously?” and dean shrugs. then after dean dies, during the montage of sam living alone on his revenge mission, there’s a shot of him brushing his teeth and the toothpaste tube is clean. the trunk is organized, the photos on the wall are lined up, the guns are spotless, the bed is made. the toothpaste tube is clean. dean was always the one who made the motel room a home, made it messy, made it lived in. there’s no mess. there’s no dean. sam doesn’t know how to do that. he’s never needed to. maybe never even noticed that’s what dean was doing; he was too busy complaining about his dirty clothes being everywhere.

it is so extremely codependent how sam’s ocd behaviours spike when dean is gone. like dean is his emotional support animal. “we keep each other human” in a very non-supernatural way. sam can only function on a normal level if he knows dean is ok. no one and nothing can drag sam out of that spiral other than dean, because there’s no reason to get out of the spiral if dean isn’t there. sam calls dean selfish for making the deal not because sam wouldn’t do the same thing, but because the prospect of living without dean is hell to him.

The thing about Sam and Dean is that they’re brothers, they’re best friends, they’re father and son, they’re platonic life partners, they’re enemies meant to kill each other at the end of the world, they’re psychotically, irrationally, erotically codependent on each other, they betray each other and they can’t live without each other, their love destroyed the world, their love saved the world… like… how do I get over that and move on to a different show pls help

is this anything?

🎶🎶🎶🎵🎶🎶🎵🎶Do you have any clue what walking away meant for me? THAT woman and THAT kid, I went to them because YOU asked me to. I showed up on their doorstep half out of my HEAD. With grief. God knows why they even let me in, I drank too much, I had nightmares. I looked EVERYWHERE. I collected hundreds of books trying to find ANYTHING to bust you out. OF COURSE I DIDN’T LEAVE IT ALONE. SUE ME. A damn year? You couldn’t put me out of my misery?🎵🎶🎶🎵🎵🎶🎶🎵

In love with the concept of Sam hunching over whenever Dean hugs him, making himself smaller so he could fit in his big brother's arms and tucking his chin on Dean's shoulder. Every single time. Like they don't even think about it, it's just a natural thing between them.

this is actually incredibly funny. he's SO confused. like, what could possibly make you drive all the way here to help the assholes that tortured me? and the you didn't even know i was here he says so casually, too. i love that for sam it's a given: of course dean would drop everything to save him. he literally forgot their own mother was there bc in his mind the only person dean cared about was him lmao.

"I don't want therapy. What if I lose my sparkle??" meme, but it's Sam and Dean about each other. The therapist is like, "Okay, you two are codependent. Let's work on making your relationship healthier," and they're just like, "No thanks! :))"

Boundaries?? Nah, they'll pass. Forming other relationships?? They don't need 'em, they have each other. I can imagine them not understanding why codependency is bad. Like how dare you tell them that there's a wrong way for them to love each other??

"I don't want therapy," they'll say. "What if I lose my sparkle? My brother? My other half? The love of my life? My soulmate?"

I feel like people who don't notice the insanity between Sam and Dean are not watching the same show. Come on. You don't even need to ship them to acknowledge that whatever they got going on is way more insane than just cute wholesome brotherness. Would they have sex? I guess that depends on your fanon interpretation. But they'd also actually kill and die for each other, and if it came down to it, sacrifice the world for each other so like. There's no such thing as a line that cannot be crossed with these mfs. They are psychotically irrationally erotically codependent. Ty

it suddenly occured to me that since Sam was addicted to demon blood & Crowley was human blood addicted, then Sammy and Demon!Dean actually could have a lot of fun about that (and blood play yes)

like, demon Dean forced Sam to drink his blood, and then bit him really hard during sex. Sam's blood goshed into Dean's mouth and he discovered that he starts to getting addicted to human's (Sammy's) blood and they can't get their hands off each other until Sam felt dizzy due to too much blood loss.

They were "psychotically irrationally erotically codependent on each other", then it became more intense, more entangled and they can't tell whose blood was flowing in their vein and bodies.

Just imagine that.. maybe they can resonate with each other since their bodies accept each other so so well, both inside out, sexual and non-sexual, bodies and minds, who knows. is just, DELICIOUS🤤

Being a Dean-coded Sam girl is the most fulfilling way to watch supernatural. I understand and empathize with all of Dean’s batshit insane decisions because I too would be that crazy about Sam Winchester.

Literally my favorite guy ever Dean you are so real

y’know what’s funny about weirdcest and gencest is that they’re both canon. people think by the way sam and dean act that they’re together together, and they’re also codependent and require each other’s wellbeing to be in a good state, which is integral to their own mental health aka emotional incest, most obviously put into words by the siren.

and in terms of straight up incest, we know there are held-back erotic undertones to their relationship, as zachariah tells adam. so really the only thing holding them back is their own inhibition, and wincest is, for all intents and purposes, canon.

It's interesting to think about the world of siblings who are pressed together by trauma. No, fused. They are fused together. Like Sam and Dean. Their ribcages are interlocked; their flesh is melted. Conjoined. You don't know where one brother's spine begins and the other ends. Their bones rub against with each rattling, communal breath. It's that kind of closeness that's a tad bit frightening. I wonder what it looks like to the ones on the outside. The ones who live outside their fucked up, teeth-shattering codependent coupling. Their veiled abomination.

Must be scary.

Presented without context.

"But in the face of ‘hey, I suck off your gun loaded with 2 bullets so if I accidentally kill myself, there is one for you too when you find me’

Post nut clarity is a hell of a thing"

— @sam-is-my-safe-word

im always up for hearing about wincest, i can glean how u feel aobut em based on ur blog BUT i still wanna hear pls and thanks

I cannot put into words how much I love them honestly. Funny thing is back when I first started watching I was still a little young (like 13) and I knew there was something but the incest weirded me out. But here I am now, all grown up, having learnt that fiction is fiction.

What I love about wincest is the codependency, the absolute irrationality, the batshit craziness they bring out in each other.

• Sam kills someone —> How do we destroy the evidence?

• An innocent man dies so Dean lives? —> who tf cares, man, people die??

• Choosing each other over romantic relationships —> we’re just good brothers I mean come on it’s not jealousy??

• Dean made a DEAL to bring Sam back because he couldn’t handle his death AND LEFT HIS BODY THERE FOR DAYS BEFORE SAID DEAL, he went to hell to see his brother alive and well —> just grieving in my own time buddy

• “family, love— whatever it is.”

• “I gave him what he needed and it wasn’t some b*tch in a g-string— it was you.”

• “you’re my weak spot and I’m yours”

• “there ain’t no me if there ain’t no you.”

• Sam’s first girlfriend is literally a female version of Dean

• they’d rather watch the world burn than let each other die

I could go on forever they’re so unhinged and disgusting and freaky I love it sm