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ankkiiitaa · 2 years
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25,4,22
It is rightly said - all good things come to an end
And we managed to be exes that stayed friends!
I'm amazed at how eachother's new chapters we endeared,
Then why does the news of your wedding feel so fucking weird?
The pictures of your wedding are decorating my Instagram,
Somehow my brain's reacting in nothing but monograms.
When the air between us is sorted and cleared,
Why does your being someone's husband feel so fucking weird?
I see you invited all your friends with whom I've hung out,
Did they remember me at your wedding, did they call me out?
And even though, by hurting you, I had my own reputation smeared;
Why is this insecurity making me feel so fucking weird?
You seem thinner, your eyes blinded by conviction;
Or maybe I'm just making it up, a nonsensical fiction.
Maybe you are just glad and cheered,
Then why does your smile feel so fucking weird?
No, I'm not jealous, or insecure, or psychotic,
Just hinged that you're overriding my memories, I've no place even in your attic!
I'm happy that a righteous life you have pioneered,
And maybe tomorrow I won't consider any of this as weird.
-A
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quotecial · 6 years
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ankkiiitaa · 3 years
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I feel like I'm standing in the middle of a wildfire
The flames burning through my skin
My million tears unable to put it off
I'm not screaming
I'm not struggling to put it off
I'm letting parts of me go up in smoke
Because I think I deserve the pain
Or because I think these flames will blaze my demons and a good inch of me would survive
Only to find thst inch drowning deep into the ocean
Dissolving and dissolving until a centimetre survives to be caught in a hurricane
-Ankita
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ankkiiitaa · 3 years
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You and I,
We're effortless, like blinking of an eye..
You're illimitable, like the bright blue sky..
You're sweet, more than cakes and chocolates!
You walked in my life almost like it's fate..
You illuminated my nights like you cast a Lumos charm,
You welcomed my emotional baggage with your heart so big and warm!
My red flags, my scars, didn't seem to bother you
A little homie, a little new, so liberating is the feeling of you
You sang to the rhythm of my heartbeats!
You had me going nuts with your charm and wit!
You matched my magnitude when you looked at me right into my eyes,
I felt so much in love that I imagined our hearts forming allies!
You held not just one but both my hands,
And other than your presence my conscience gave up all the demands!
You didn't wanna change me, didn't wanna question me,
You just wanted to hear it all and still chose to set me free!
I can't predict the future, perhaps we're already going too fast
There's nothing else I know than the will to make this last! 💕
-Ankita
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ankkiiitaa · 3 years
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I told her to take a seat
To take deep breathes
She looked pale and disheartened
I told her she deserves the world
That whatever she is going through is gonna be okay
She didn't believe me
I told her she has a warm heart
That she is kind and loving and wonderful
She felt overwhelmed
I told her she is beautiful
That her smile and her aura is like Sunshine
She blushed
I told her she can create her own happiness
That she is powerful enough to pick herself up and go get it
She felt courageous
I looked in the mirror again
And there she was, rising from the flames
-Ankita
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ankkiiitaa · 4 years
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ankkiiitaa · 4 years
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You were right here in my arms, but you weren't mine..
I didn't feel connected to you. All of it felt like just for the sake of it..
Maybe because you didn't love me anymore, maybe because I didn't love you anymore..
I ate a mint before kissing you so that your taste doesn't linger on my lips..
I showered after you left, I didn't wanna keep your scent on me for the rest of the day..
I tried to treat it like it meant nothing, but it truly didn't..
I started singing a love song and then immediately stopped because the words weren't relatable..
I didn't describe it to myself over and over again like I used to, didn't give it pretty adjectives.. I guess I didn't find any right ones..
You came and you left and for the first time, I didn't keep a part of you with me.. I let you go..
It was fun.. you were right here, in my arms, but you weren't mine..
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