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theirmadness · 2 months
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❛ We complete each other in the nastiest, ugliest possible way. ❜ Cain to Abbie
meme status: accepting. meme source: dark and toxic ships.
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oh, those words were so sweet to her.
❝ have you finally come to your senses, then? ❞ to anyone else, such words would be considered insults. to abaddon, to them, it was the most romantic exchange of words. it was all she wanted to hear from him. she wanted her cain back, not this pathetic excuse of a regretful worm that he had become. ❝ because that is what i have been trying to tell you since the day that you left, lover. we are cut from the same cloth, baby. ❞ like a moth drawn to a flame, she's on her way to him. painted nails rake along his chest, her eyes searching his features. was it a trick? was he playing with her, as he loved to do? she wants him. she wants him by her side. they, should be ruling hell.
❝ no one can ever make you feel as i do. no one can fuck you like i do. no one will ever compare to me, and you know that. ❞ she smirked, her free hand crawling up so her fingers wrap around his throat. she's pressed into him before she realises it, red painted lips brushing against his. ❝ when are you gonna stop running from me? ❞ she wouldn't stop chasing after him, that much was clear. but was he finally ready to cave in and become her king? all she wanted was the glory they once had. and she knows, he craves it, too. she knows.
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eyeless-smiles · 28 days
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❛ you're a hot mess ❜
"Thanks for noticing." The Nightmare huffs as it slicks blond locks back with golden fingers drenched in fresh blood. Not his.
Onyx shades reflect the vigilante's visage back at him. Obscuring any sign of what may lay beneath their glassy surface. They glint in the low light of distant streetlamps along with the glistening crimson that drips from the steel knife in its grip.
"So, to what do I owe the pleasure of a visit from Gothams famous leather clad BDSM icon?"
@bruz3r
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lostcndfound · 7 months
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Purely Hypothetical - Open RP
"If you could take anything," Willoughby started, thought better, then clarified, "Anything that wouldn't be missed or recognized, so nothing unique... What would it be?"
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videcoeur · 9 months
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SOFT ANGST STARTERS.
‘i don’t like being told what to do.’
(Akina @ Ulquiorra)
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"I see." Ulquiorra had simply requested she stood still while he arranged her in her cell. He had no idea how she'd come to Hueco Mundo, nor did he care, admittedly. She was, to him, a weakling, plain and simple. Moreover, she was a shinigami.
Honestly, he had no idea why Aizen ordered her to be jailed when she was trash and could have just been disposed of as one. The fourth also didn't appreciate her tone or the way she looked at him, but that was nothing new. People whom he enjoyed were few and far between, one more wasn't really a surprise.
That said, he wouldn't go as far as to say he felt anything toward her. He didn't hate or dislike her past her actions. Shinigamis, arrancars, it was all the same to him.
Seeing how she was still looking at him expectantly, Ulquiorra heaved a quiet sigh. Being relayed to the role of a babysitter for a random shinigami was not what he expected Aizen's employment to be like.
"Did you expect me to say anything else? This sounds like a you problem. All I ask is for you to sit still. And quiet."
@apocalypta-secundus
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surya-mirga · 2 years
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Surya stopped in the lobby. Clips of past Games normally played out during pre-Games programming to fill up time until the 24/7 stream began. She knew when she was passing by clips of her own arena - the darkness, the stray bits of light, the pitfalls, and the aliens. They were all familiar; not like a nightmare, more like a core memory relived over and over. It was easy to walk by, to pass off a flippant remark, but the scene that played out in the lobby wasn’t just a random moment from her arena. She watched the talon break skin, then bone. Her hand. Her very own hand, the same one lying still and without spasms by her side now. The miracles a Capitol hospital could work for a compliant victor.
Hearing someone move next to her, Surya turned her attention and twirled the hand, the same one once punctured like it was a bit of drywall, in the air. “A drink?”
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ncmentia · 2 years
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my brain is broken. if u think i forgot to write a reply/starter, i probably did and i’m begging you to remind me.
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whyscserious · 21 days
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" that's a lot of blood. "
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"Ya' should've seen the other guy-----You uh, got a bandaid?"
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lockedfighter · 3 months
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"You're something to admire, you know..." Former summoner trails off in her sentence, lost in thoughts and faint echoes. It could've been her, had she tried. She would've been admired by the world, but deep down, that admiration would've been forced. False. But Tifa, oh... Tifa was different. She was fierce, a force to be reckoned with, and with a soft voice all the same. Yuna looked up to her as a mentor, stared at her with dreamless eyes as someone she could aspire to be like. Strong. & not wrought with guilt. "How do you do it, really?"
༊⋆。˚                       the  words  snapped  her    out  of  her  reverie  —-  had  she  heard  that  correctly  ?    she  was  someone  to  be  admired  ?  tifa  had  never  viewed  herself  in  such  a  way  .  eyes  widening  as  she  watched  for  any  signs  of  regret  in  her  way  of  words  ;   yet  ,  she  was  100%  s  e  r  i  o  u  s  on  the  matter  .  ❛  there’s  not  a  lot  to  admire  ,  truly  ..    ❜
a  little  flustered  at  such  attention  ,  she  could  feel  the  apples  of  her  cheeks  heat  up  —-  she  had  never  been  one  to  receive  compliments  with  grace  .  while  she  was  honoured  somebody  thought  so  h  i  g  h  l  y  of  her  ,  she  never  knew  how  to  respond  .  ❛    thank  you  .  ❜  soft  voice  along  with  the  gentle  curvature  of  a  smile  in  hopes  to  convey  her  gratitude  . 
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❛  how  do  i  do  it  ..  —-  ?  ❜  fight  !?  is  that  what  she  meant  ?
glancing  at  gloveless  knuckles    (  for  once  )  ,  bruises  dusting  pale  flesh  ,  the  callouses  evident  from  the  years  of    (  unwanted  )    bloodshed  .  ❛    i  had  to  learn  to  become  strong  .  it  started  off  as  fascination    ;  watching  my  teacher  with  his  classes  .  i  fell  in  love  with  the  craft  of  martial  artistry  .  ❜  one  of  her  few  fonder  memories  .  ❛  you  hold  more  strength  than  you  know  ..  it’s  not  all  about  just  punching  things  .  ❜
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mythvoiced · 1 year
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@theimpalpable | the GBEP
Another glance at his front. He can't help it. They hadn't exactly signed up as extra aid to keep watch to this area with the idea they'd be getting fashion tips from random strangers he'd almost threatened to apprehend. To stutter a little through their thought process and reactions seems sensible enough.
Also because he's somewhat starting to doubt he's talking to an actual person. Or... a living one, at least. Which opens the door to a completely different set of problems, which he'd truly rather not step through today.
Or tonight, rather.
Or at any point in time, actually.
Calloused hand flattens the front of his clothes until his fingers curl around the hem of the bland shirt he's wearing under his jacket, lifting it up to stare down at it as though the fabric could materialise a visual representation of the colours just described.
They look up.
What an odd fella. Stiff, somewhat, but not really. Stiff in a way gentlemen are in Western shows, controlled like people of the elite, intellectuals, and superior to the smaller ones who don't have fine shoes, nor can they afford them. At the same time, though, he doesn't... seem... particulary arrogant? That small extra weight to self-importance that would have made assessing him easier.
His tone of voice, too, conversational, if, again, a little... stiff.
Though Seok-ju feels that's not quite the right word.
He blinks, tilts their head. "I'm... I'll be honest, I'm not quite sure what 'burgundy' and 'hazelwood' look like," a smile breaks out on their lips, like the sun through hazy, stern clouds. Not quite sheepish. Humorous, almost. "I like my fashion and my style, but... not an expert on the finer details like the actual proper names of colours."
"So," Seok-ju clears their throat, a casual little human error, tick, more than the actual need for it, "when you say replicate... You're a tailor? Or someone from that industry?"
Well, that would explain... wait, that would explain a lot actually. Fine suit, fine demeanour, fine everything. Seok-ju shoves his hands into his back pockets and relaxes with his elbows jutted out, like moments from replicating a mother scolding a silly child.
Although, the naturalism makes him wonder if 'industry' is the right word to apply here.
"Some sort of patrol, yeah," they concede, shifting their weight to rotate the stiffening joints of one of their ankle. Fine manner of speech and apparently very dedicated to his craft, which could both make him terribly innocent or... well... be a very good cover.
"It's nothing too serious, though, you don't have to worry. Nothing dangerous at least," a shrug. A kid missing is always a serious thing, even though too many in the precinct would argue that 19 years don't make a guy a kid, and he's a guy anyway, whatever could possibly happen to him.
Maybe that's why they'd had to volunteer. South Korea and its oh so inclusive laws for missing people. "Say, you wouldn't happen to have seen a young male-presenting adult most likely wearing a Doosan Bears baseball shirt, beige school uniform trousers, white running shoes and a sports bag?" A tilt of his head to the side again and tragically for himself, the face he makes is doubtful enough that he can't help recognise that some of his fellow officer's thoughts might have begun slipping into their head. "About this height," lifts his hand to hover, flattened palm facing the ground, an arm width over his head. "Potentially in distress, appearing lost, or unapproachable. Maybe in the company of someone else?"
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vaeycllas-archive · 1 year
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haste:     for our muses to get intimate with little time available.
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“HARWIN,” VAEYELLA LAUGHED, HANDS on his shoulders as she was pressed up against the wall of a small room. Vaeyella couldn’t even remember which, her and Harwin had found so many to hide in, it was unsurprising she couldn’t recognize it. “Harwin, you know I must be somewhere soon. My father will have my head if I am late again.” She made no effort to stop the man, despite her protests. She continued speaking, playfully chastising him through it all. Hands traveled up her bodice, eagerly tugging the laces of it, allowing it to fall and rest atop her hips, exposing herself to him.
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theirmadness · 1 month
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👕 // slide a weapon up under my muse’s shirt. *A knife. Cain and Abaddon :)
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the feeling of the blade under her skin sends a shiver down her spine. it's not a thing that she feels often, that tingling feeling of something almost akin to fear, but to someone like abaddon, it's really just excitement. no one else could really have her at such a disavantage, or feeling this way about pain. it's cain, so she's not even trying as hard to get the upper hand in this situation. this is part of the game that they play. she licks her lips, the excitement travelling down her body and settling in her stomach. her hand moves to his wrist, fingers wrapping around it as she pushes his hand forward, almost forcing him to press the sharp blade against her bare flesh.
the sting is familiar, and as soon as she smells her own blood thick in the air, abaddon grins. ❝ don't tease me if you're not gonna follow through with it. it's just rude to get a girl going and not finish. ❞ her words are a low purr, her hand sliding up his arm until she was grabbing hold of his bicep. ❝ if you wanted me naked, you just had to ask. but of course, i guess ripping my shirt open is a little more excited, hmm? so go ahead. i know you want to. ❞ she pushed out her chest, leaning closer to him so her lips are brushing against his ear. ❝ my bra matches my panties. it's your favourite colour. ❞ she licked his earlobe, before her hand grabbed a fistful of greying hair, tugging on it with the same sort of urgent violence that he touched her. even with a knife on her, she needs to be in control.
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tainted-liquor · 8 months
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Grande Jeté⋆ ˚。⋆౨ৎ˚
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Hobie Brown x BlackFem!Ballerina!Reader Tws: BADDDD British, light swearing, Ingredients: Sugar, Kisses, and a lil bit of smiles! (fluff) W/C:950 A/N: Heyyy! pls forgive me bro I know 0 Londoners, n I have no idea how to write their accent lol. BEAARRR WITH ME😭
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Hobie never expected in his life that he would be in this predicament. Here he was, sitting alongside Gwen as she eagerly ranted to him about her 'older sister' being in this dance. She spent about two days convincing Hobie to go with her, saying that he would be supporting an aspiring artist. "It's about to start!" Gwen cheered silently, clapping her hands quickly before pointing to the red curtains ascending upwards. "There she is!" Gwen whispered as she pointed towards your flexed form, spine curving upward as your back leg extended out behind you as your arms create a sleek invisible line between the tips of your fingers and the bottom of your toes.
He was absolutely enchanted. He had never seen someone make ballet look so sacred in his eyes, brushing off the silly dance as a bunch of jumps and turns. He watched as you slowly began to break free from your frozen stance, moving with such calculated precision and absolute elegance. It was like he was watching the performance through a tunnel, eyes glued on you and you only as you pirouetted with such grace it put every princess in the world to absolute shame. He had heard from Gwen first-hand just how painful it was to do ballet, but watching you twist and turn on the very tips of your toes put everything into perspective. In his mind, you were a precious dove ghosting the surface of the water with your pretty pink pointe shoes.
"Gwendy, you said this's one of your mates, right?" He asked, eyes still absolutely glued to you. Gwen gave him an overjoyed nod, clearly biting back the loudest scream of approval she's ever given. "Introduce me later, yea?" He mumbled as he watched you shoot Gwen a rather smooth wave, disguising it within your movements to not stray from your routine...Man, you were good. You looked absolutely bewitching as your melanated skin shone under the spotlight, your movements remaining soft and delicate whilst carrying yourself with such poise. If Gwen would've told Hobie about you earlier he would've bought the damn tickets himself.
When up on that stage, you always felt free and liberated. You spent all of your life in a studio, accepting every drop of boiling-hot criticism with cupped palms, watching as it burned and seared your skin and leave its metaphorical mark that manifested in the form of experience. You incorporated the elegant style of dance into your everyday life, weaving the very threads of its history into your personality and wearing it like a proud necklace. For you, dancing was your very being. You spent countless nights banging shoes on your walls, patching up your battered and bruised legs countless times until only a ghost of feeling remained in the tips of your toes. You've learned to crawl, then stumble, then walk, run, and finally jump all in the span of over 10+ years.
You followed the inaudible signals in the ever-so-soothing piano, utilizing the cues that you had ingrained into the back of your mind as you assumed each and every position and pose. You were in a fuck ton of pain, and you were out of breath, but what's a little bit of hurt compared to a dream 10 years in the making? When the curtains finally closed after everyone took their final bow, the roaring applause made everything worth every single twinge of pain. You eagerly ran off the stage, enveloping Gwen in a tight hug as she introduced you to the incredibly tall and lanky man next to her. The clash between the two of you was starkly obvious, with you being dressed in shades of pink, ivory, and soft beiges that complimented every aspect of your outfit.
"'Ey there, I'm 'Obie" he stated as he gave me a small smile, extending his hand towards me gently, to which I gladly accept. Truth be told, I didn't understand half of a fuck of what he just said. I pulled a smile and nod and used context clues to fill in the gaps. "That's a nice accent...where you from?" you asked with a warm smile. He gives a light chuckle before answering with a small "East London. You were really great out there, by the way. Kick n' prance queen!"
"Thank you! You should drop by my studio sometime, you can watch me and Gwen practice for future shows or just for funsies!" I exclaim with a light giggle. I scanned over Hobie, making a mental note of his rough and sharp look that contrasted with my very being. He reminded me of a black swan, gorgeous and elegant in his own way, but almost twice as intimidating. I wouldn't be lying if I said I truly loved the difference in our aesthetics.
"I tried, but he says that he doesn't-" Gwen begins, with Hobie quickly silencing her by just straight up grabbing her mouth. "Yea, I'd like that. I'll see you la'er then!" He grins as he slowly drags Gwen away, giving you a small wave and a goofy grin as I disappear backstage to change into some normal clothes and deconstruct my makeup.
"You didn't tell me that was the gyaldem you ran wif" Hobie chuckled as he shot Gwen a playful glare. "Well, I TRIED. But you started going on about how you," She dropped her voice an octave, linking a synthetic British accent to her every word. "Don't believe in paying to watch performances!" She teased. Hobie only rolled his eyes, pretending to brush off the matter. But in reality, he couldn't wait to see you again and watch you dance in all your glory.
"So...when's she dancing again?"
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f3mme-f4tale · 2 months
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☾ bound by bloodshed ☾
part three
⇠part two word count: 6.2k potential warnings: needles, stitches, sexual content (mdni pls!), brief sub!ellie, mild odaxelagnia, explicit language, praise kink, cunnalingus (r recieving), fingering (r & e recieving) pairing: seattle!ellie x female reader ☾ mood board authors note: the middle section is a flashback that takes place right before part one, which is indicated by italics. also, i don't really write smut so pls keep that in mind lmao. also this dynamic is literally i don't smoke by mitski
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It’s a few hours later when the sun is deep below the horizon and you’re just under fifty miles east of Jackson. You’ve made residence for the night inside what appears to be remnants of an office building. Ellie tries to stay still as you unwrap the bandage, keeping her jaw clenched tight. She focuses on taking deep and even breaths, and she finds it painful whenever you apply pressure and tug on the wound.
She does her best not to make a fuss, but you can see her wincing in pain and fighting to stay still as you treat her. A bead of sweat falls down her forehead, and her skin is flushed. You know she's not having the best time right now, but she's just trying to get through it.
A sewing needle is mocking Ellie from its place on the table, your hands fumbling through your supplies for any sign of thread. Finally victorious, you use your teeth to cut the material, tongue wetting the end to make it easier to work through the needle. 
"Ellie, have some water" you lecture, dumping the remaining alcohol from earlier over her arm, which causes the girl to hiss at the pain. "No use in me fixing you up if you're going to die from dehydration." Ellie shakes her head, despite the thirst that fills her throat. She's trying to be as strong as possible, not wanting to let you see how much discomfort she's in right now.
"I can keep going without water," she says, her face flushed a little bit. "It's alright." But Ellie isn't actually as sure of this as she makes it sound. She knows she probably should drink some water, but she doesn't want to admit it.
"God, you're so irritating sometimes" you mumble, grabbing your own container of water and forcing it into her hands. Ellie snickers slightly at your comment, the first little smile escaping her lips in the entire day.
She takes the water and takes a sip of it, feeling the cold, refreshing fluid slide down her throat. Ellie lets out a deep sigh of relief and takes another sip. "Thank you," she says quietly. You can tell that she really appreciates it, but she also doesn't want you to know just how exhausted and tired she's feeling.
"’Course," you smile at her. Ellie smiles back, though it barely reaches her eyes. You're just patrol partners, she reminds herself. She's not allowed to have feelings for you. And yet, she can't help but feel something. She keeps drinking from the water, not letting go of it yet. Just a few more sips, she promises herself.
You’re clueless to the sight above you, fingers working diligently to make the process go by as smoothly as possible. You push the edge of the needle deep into Ellie’s arm, skin ripping and exiting from the other side. The yellow spongy tissue is speckled with pink, pulling as you attempt to knot the thread. 
Ellie watches as your eyes stay focused, the way you hold yourself as you line the tip of the needle to the edge of the opening of the wound. The sight of you – hands covered in her blood and knees between her legs – has her so turned on that she has to dig her nails into her palm, fingers turning white at the pressure. “Am I making you feel sick?” She prods, pushing your leg with her knee.
You scoff at her, using some of your water to attempt to clean off the blood that has stained your fingertips, shaking your head at her insinuation. Admitally, you’re attracted to broken people. 
“Wanna see something?” Ellie asks sheepishly, avoiding your gaze as you wipe your hands on your pants, handing her a clean bandage to place on her arm. You rarely see her like this, your interest immediately piqued. 
“Uh, sure? As long as you’re not planning on flashing me or something,” you jest, shoving your shoulder against hers. She doesn’t respond to this, instead throwing her bag in her lap and dumping out its contents. 
Curious, you lean in closer, your eyes widening as you realize what she's holding – a Walkman. It's a relic from a bygone era, something that of course Ellie would have. "Where’d you get that?" you ask, unable to hide your surprise. Ellie's grin widens, a hint of pride in her expression. 
"I had it when I was living in the Boston QZ, before Joel and I came out here," she explains. "It broke a few years ago and finally, after some tinkering, I managed to get it working again." She slides a tape in, presses a button, and the familiar click of the cassette tape being engaged fills the air. A moment later, the tinny sound of music pours forth from the worn headphones, the melody faint.
Soft acoustic guitar chords accompanied with a man’s voice enters your ear and you realize you almost forgot what music sounded like. You immediately sigh at the welcomed calm that overtakes you. 
"Do you mind if I just rest for a few minutes?" she asks, sounding a little exhausted. "I know we have to move soon, but just for a few minutes so I can..."
"We got the whole night here, Els," you whisper, taking the walkman from her. She smiles softly as she leans her head against your shoulder, finding herself comfortable in your presence. She glances at you, noting the weariness in your eyes but also the kindness and empathy in your expression.
Despite all this, she can't help but take notice of how close you two are right now. Her head resting on your shoulder. Her body pressed up against yours. Just friends just friends she chants, but she can't deny how comfortable she feels with you right now.
She closes her eyes, attempting to let sleep wash over her slowly. Your heart aches for her. This closeness is something you’ve ached for these past few weeks. You have to remind yourself that she doesn't want you, no matter how much you long for her. "Oh, Ellie,” you mumble, just above a whisper.
"Hmm?" Ellie hums, her eyes still closed.
She's half-asleep now, and the weariness is slowly creeping up on her. But she can hear your voice so faintly, and she wants to listen. She adjusts her position slightly, wanting to lean against you completely. She can't deny it – being this close to you is addicting.
"What is it?" she asks quietly. "Did you say something?"
"O-oh, no sorry. Just um, thinking is all," you sigh. "Go back to sleep." Her headache is starting to get worse again. But she doesn't seem to care much. She can't stay awake much longer. She tries to ignore her fatigue and discomfort and leans into you further, wanting only to rest, just for a few minutes.
Her eyes are shut tightly, but she hopes to hear you again before she falls asleep. Without even thinking about it, she curls herself onto you and wraps her arm around you.
You lean your head against hers, clutching the water bottle in your hands. Your eyes wander over to the door, suddenly aware of the fact that just anyone can barge in. You force myself to stay awake – despite the pain. You have to protect her. As Ellie sleeps, you can feel the pain in your side worsen. 
You can feel her heartbeat through her chest, and you are both so close that you can feel her breathing on your face. You let her engulf you, afraid that you’ll never experience this closeness again. Your eyes suddenly feel very heavy, and it was no use; not when the exhaustion and the warmth of Ellie were so convincing.
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The echoes of multiple string instruments echoed throughout the hall, a few folding tables lining one end of the large room. Orange fluorescent bulbs were string to the rafters, the quaint scent of roasted meat and the soft humming of the generators making your chest swell. 
Pew bunches have been pushed to the back and against the wall, allowing for a group of townsfolk to congregate in the middle and dance along to the folk music playing from the speakers. You’re humming along to Little Sadie by Crooked Still as you watch Dina maneuver across the dance floor with another gentleman, who she is clearly showing off in an attempt to garner attention from her ex-boyfriend – to which you roll your eyes at. You make a bet with Ellie that they’ll be back together in two weeks, as you both laugh at Jesse’s failed attempts to not drool at the sight of her. 
So when Dina makes her way towards the three of you, you’re caught off guard when she takes Ellie’s glass of whiskey and downs it, proceeding to pull the woman towards the middle of the room. As you hear Ellie call Dina a dick in response to her mocking the man, you feel a twinge of jealousy in your gut. You’re aware of Ellie’s obvious crush on her best friend, as is half of the town, Joel included. Yet, that doesn’t help the gnawing bitterness that forces its way up your spine and through your fingertips. 
"Looks like Dina's pulling out all the stops tonight," Jesse remarks, a hint of amusement in his voice.
"Yeah, she's really laying it on thick," you reply, trying to sound nonchalant. You force a smile in response, but inside, your heart feels heavy. You've known Ellie for years, and though you've never admitted it aloud, you've harbored feelings for her that run deeper than friendship. But seeing her gaze fixed on Dina, the way her eyes light up when they're together, it's a painful reminder that you may never be more than just a friend to her. You can't shake the feeling of being left out, of watching from the sidelines as Ellie's attention is drawn elsewhere. 
Jesse nudged you, breaking your reverie. "Hey, you alright there?" he asked, concern evident in his voice.
You forced another smile, nodding. "Yeah, just enjoying the music," you replied, though the words felt hollow even to your own ears.
But Jesse knew you well enough to see through the facade. He gave you a sympathetic look before turning his attention back to the dance floor. "You know, sometimes it's okay to admit when things aren't okay," he said softly.
His words struck a chord within you, and you couldn't help but feel a surge of gratitude for his understanding. "Thanks, Jesse," you murmured, appreciating his silent support. Despite this, loneliness blankets you, wrapping you in. 
You find yourself retreating into the background, music and laughter of the evening fading into the distance as you wallow in your self-pity. And then, unexpectedly, Ellie breaks away from Dina and makes her way over to where you're standing, her expression soft with concern.
"Hey," she says softly, reaching out to touch your arm. "Are you okay?"
You force a smile, though it feels brittle and fragile. "Yeah, just... lost in thought," you reply, unable to meet her gaze. But Ellie isn't fooled by your facade. She studies you for a moment, her eyes searching yours for answers. And then, with a sigh, she takes a step closer, closing the distance between you. She nudges your shoulder with her own, raising her own glass in salut and you both take a sip.
“‘M just feeling sorry for myself and whatnot,” you mutter, awkwardly switching the weight on your feet. 
Ellie's expression softens, a flicker of understanding crossing her features. "I get it," she says quietly. "But you can't keep wallowing in self-pity."
Her words hit you like a slap in the face, the sting of truth cutting through the haze of your emotions. "Easy for you to say," you shoot back, your tone sharper than intended. "You're the one who's always the center of attention, while the rest of us are left picking up the pieces."
Ellie's brows furrow in surprise at your outburst, her expression shifting from concern to frustration. "I'm just trying to help," she retorts, her voice tinged with annoyance. "But if you'd rather stew in your own misery, be my guest."
The words hang heavy in the air between you, tension crackling like lightning. You both know that this argument runs deeper than just tonight's events; it's the culmination of years of pent-up frustration and unspoken resentment.
"I don't need your help," you seethe, the bitterness in your voice palpable. "I've been fine on my own this whole time. I don't need you or anyone else telling me what to do."
Ellie's features harden, the hurt flashing in her eyes like a spark igniting a fire. "Fine," she snaps back, her voice sharp with anger. "If that's how you want it, then maybe you're right. Maybe you don't need me at all."
The words hit you like a dagger to the heart, the realization of what you've said sinking in like a heavy weight. But before you can apologize, Ellie turns on her heel and storms away, leaving you standing alone in the midst of the chaos. You can feel eyes on you, a few townspeople whispering to each other. You fold in on yourself, slouching your shoulders and hands death-gripping your glass. 
And as the echoes of the argument fade into the distance, you're left with nothing but the bitter taste of regret, knowing that you've let your anger drive away the one person who's always been there for you, the night before you’re both assigned to be on patrol together.
⭒⭒⭒⭒
The two of you sleep beside each other comfortably in the ruined building, not a care in the world, at least for the moment. It's a few hours later when you blink away the sleep, eyes adjusting to the darkness of the room. You find yourself stirring awake in the early hours of the morning. Your body is stiff from sitting so still all night, and you can feel the effects of the injury on your side.
You can feel Ellie sleeping next to you, warm and cozy. She's got her arm wrapped around you, her head nuzzled against your shoulder. Silently, you scold yourself for falling asleep. You see the light of the early morning beginning to shine through the broken window of the building and feel a strange comfort in knowing that the two of you are in safety together with the sun slowly peering in.
As you carefully unwrap yourself from Ellie, you make sure not to wake her. You silently exit the room and find a closet down the hall. It's picked through – crumbs from the last residents. A half empty bottle of gin sits on one of the shelves, practically calling your name. "Eh, it's 5 o'clock somewhere," you joke to yourself. 
The sound of a door opening quickly penetrates Ellie's consciousness. She stirs away and sits up in the darkness of the room, her eyes still closed. Her head is pounding. She can feel the exhaustion and pain coming back now.
Her voice is still soft and sleepy when she glances towards the door. "Hello?" she whispers quietly. She can hear you rummaging around in the hallway.
You turn around, not expecting Ellie to be in the doorway. "I’m sorry, I didn't mean to wake you," you defend, holding up the alcohol. "I found a friend." Ellie rubs her eyes, still trying to wake up.
"It's okay," she says. She's resting herself against the frame of the door, the headache coming back in all its glory. "A friend, huh?" She lets out a small, weary chuckle. "Do you mind sharing?" 
You let out a long exhale, still a little drowsy and nod your head. "What time is it? I'm pretty tired still, to be honest." Ellie looks over at you, and you can see she's still half-asleep.
"No clue, almost dawn maybe?" you say, sitting down on a beat up mattress that is pushed against a couch, a large cut in the faux leather cushion exposing the filling. She wobbles over to you and not so gracefully joins you. "Here you go, m’lady," you joke, handing her the bottle of gin. Ellie smiles, snatches the alcohol and takes a small sip.
"I don't think dawn is the right time to be drinking," she says jokingly, before taking another sip. She lets out a long sigh, the alcohol slowly relaxing her muscles and numbing the sharp pains in her head. "That's a lot better," she says softly. She glances at you, trying to hold it together. She knows she's being weak and pathetic, but the exhaustion is getting to her. "I'm so, so tired."
"You don't have to stay awake with me, I'm a big girl. I can drink by myself." Ellie lets out a quick laugh and takes another sip of the alcohol.
"Well, I am thirsty," she teases, smiling.
She glances at you and smiles again, but you can also see the exhaustion setting in. Her eyes are slowly closing, and the room is beginning to spin. Ellie yawns, but manages to stay awake.
"Up to you, princess," you jest, letting your hair down. You take the bottle from her and take a sip, letting the liquid numb the pain. "If you're up to it, we can play a game to pass some time?"
"Oh, a game huh?" Ellie's eyes are half-closed now. She's trying to fight it, but she can feel herself relaxing. “I'm up for it," she says despite a yawn escaping her. You shake your head and roll your eyes, typical. "What kind of game we talking?" She gives you a little wink. 
"Hmm, how about never have I ever?" you ask, taking another sip, frowning when you realize how little alcohol there is left in the bottle. Ellie's eyes sparkle as she lets out a small laugh.
"Really?” she quips, raising her eyebrows as if to say are we thirteen? “Haven't played that in a while," she says, but smiles at you and shrugs. She takes a moment to gather her thoughts and then looks back at you. "Okay, let's play."
You move your body so you’re sitting across from one another on the mattress, bottle of gin in between. "Ok, never have I ever…," you trail off, thinking. "Gone skinny dipping." Ellie's eyes widen when you say this, and she lets out a loud laugh.
"Oh, I definitely have," Ellie replies, almost instantly. "I was, like, sixteen," she says. "Me and my buddies just decided to go for a swim in the lake at night." She takes another sip of the gin and looks you in the eye, smiling curiously.
"My turn, now," she says, trying to change the subject. "Never have I ever ... uh, eaten an entire jar of peanut butter in one sitting."
"Oh, c'mon." You take the bottle and take a swig, practically downing the remaining liquid. "I told you that in confidence,” you sigh, shaking your head. "Ok.. never have I ever.. kissed someone I shouldn't have." As you take a sip of the alcohol, Ellie once again raises an eyebrow at you.
"Someone you shouldn't have, huh?" she asks with a grin. She's not the one to judge, that's for sure. "Can't say I have," she replies with a small smirk. "So, you've got a juicy story behind that, eh?"
"Not really, it's kind of pathetic really. I'm surprised Jesse hasn't told you." you snicker, tucking a piece of hair behind your ear. "I had a crush on him when I was younger, before he and Dina got together, but I knew she liked him. Someone dared me to kiss him – so I did,” you continue, feeling heat rise to your cheeks. “Needless to say, he did not feel the same way." Ellie chuckles quietly as you let out a groan of disappointment.
"Sounds like you were younger and more foolish, if I'm being honest," she teases. "Which... I mean, I really don't think I can talk – I'm not the smartest person, or the wisest." Ellie is not planning on drinking much more, but she's finding the pain in her head a little more bearable now.
"Okay, my turn," she says, and she's already got a good idea of what she wants to ask.
"What's your question?"
"Never have I ever ..." Ellie pauses and glances at you, but you can tell the alcohol has made her a little more bold. "Never have I ever ... uh, slept with a girl before."
You take the bottle from her and finish the dingy bottle of gin, letting her stare at your lips. "Just because we haven’t slept together doesn't mean I haven't had some fun before," you say slyly. Ellie doesn't look away, she just keeps looking at your lips and your face. Something about you just makes her smile, and the alcohol isn't helping.
"Well. What about you? Have you ever slept with a girl before?" You ask, voice jumping down to a whisper. You’re suddenly a lot closer to her than you realize. Ellie doesn't say anything, but you can tell the question makes her flustered even more. She takes a moment to think as she glances towards your lips yet again.
"Yes," she replies quietly, finally. "I have." She looks at you again, but this time, she doesn't look away. She's staring at your eyes, and her face is still a warm shade of pink.
"Really? Was it good?" you ask, voice low. 
"Good?" Ellie replies quietly. “Hmm, you’d like to know wouldn’t you?” she pesters, eyes dropping down back towards your lips.
"Yeah," you reply quietly. "I would." 
"Keep it up and I might just have to kiss you," she says just above a whisper, dangerously close. You’re staring into her eyes, the weight of the world fading away.
Your lips meet in a gentle, tentative kiss, the taste of gin lingering on her tongue. It's a moment filled with a mix of nervousness and desire, a forbidden sweetness that neither of you can resist. As your lips part, Ellie's heart races, her mind buzzing with a million thoughts and emotions.
But then reality crashes down upon her like a wave. Ellie pulls back abruptly, her eyes widening with shock and regret. "I'm sorry," she breathes, her voice barely above a whisper. "I shouldn't have—"
But before she can finish her sentence, you silence her with another kiss, this one more urgent, more passionate. Your hands cup her face gently, your fingers tracing the curve of her jawline as you deepen the kiss.
For a moment, time seems to stand still as you lose yourselves in each other, the world around you two fading into the background. But eventually, you break apart again, breaths coming in ragged gasps as you stare into each other's eyes.
"I'm not sorry," you murmur, your voice filled with a mixture of longing and defiance. "I've been thinking about kissing you since Jackson."
Ellie's heart skips a beat at your words, her chest tightening with emotion. "Me too," she admits, her voice barely more than a whisper.
And in that moment, as you sit there in the dim light of the abandoned building, your hands intertwined and hearts racing, both knowing that nothing will ever be the same again. You may have started as just friends, but now you’ve crossed a line that can never be uncrossed. But for now, you push aside the doubts and fears, allowing yourselves to simply be in each other's arms, cherishing this stolen moment of intimacy and connection. 
Plus, you thought, you’ve been dying to know how soft her lips were. 
“God…” you mumble against her lips. “You taste so..." you begin but are unable to finish as she swallows the rest of your sentence, a flush spreading across your cheeks. And then you’re pulling your face away again, pushing her against the front of the couch and moving to straddle her. Her arms go to hold your waist, a shit-eating grin plastered on her face. You’re taking in the way her hair frames her face and bunches in the back, the strong muscle of her stomach peaking out from under her thin top. 
You can feel her gaze burning into you. "Oh really?" she asks, her voice filled with amusement. She seems to see right through you and it’s almost too much to bear, your body seemingly trembling with lust.
“If you keep looking at me like that, I won’t be able to stop myself,” you manage to breathe. 
Ellie laughs softly, "Maybe I don't want you to stop yourself.” She is practically devouring you with her eyes and you can’t stand it. 
Ellie moves in closer, pushing her knees up slightly and placing a supportive hand on your ass and the other on the small of your back. She smiles softly, "I mean, that is the idea after all," she murmurs against your neck, feeling confident as she slowly makes her way back up.
You weren’t that close of friends anyways.
Your hands are cupping her cheeks, fingers brushing against the freckles that dance across her face. You place a tentative finger on her lower lip, opening her mouth immediately to encase your thumb. She is staring at you from beneath her lashes and you can feel your thighs tighten at this. 
The hand on your ass moves to your thigh, inching closer and closer to where you ached for her touch. Your breath hitched, Ellie smirking with a finger still in her mouth, tongue lapping at the skin. Despite being situated below you, she was in control. With no hesitation, she slid her cool fingers underneath the hem of your shirt. 
Sensing her want, your hands grabbed the edge of your top and pulled it over your head. Ellie noticed how your skin was soft, warm to the touch. An oval gold locket rests between your breasts, ain't it warming you, the world going up in flames? The sheer material covering your chest left little to the imagination, Ellie practically drooling at the sight; no going back now. Unable to keep her eyes off of you, her nimble fingers trace your lower stomach, drawing out a soft whimper from deep inside your abdomen. 
Her fingers graze the skin under your breasts, breath hitching. She bites your fingers softly, which are caressing her face. The action has you involuntarily bucking your hips against hers, egging her on further. You are torn between wanting to run and giving yourself over fully. 
Ellie’s eyes sparkle with sick laughter as she suddenly is picking up the weight of your body to push you down into the mattress and position herself above you, her legs trapped between yours. Her strength and confidence are both evident in the way she holds herself. You can't help but feel a bit of guilt when you stare at her, her body so close and yet so far. She takes in the sight of you below her, the way your hair is spread out beneath you. 
You want to let go, to let all of your inhibitions go as she pulls you deeper and deeper into the heat of the moment. She pauses for a moment as she stares straight at you with those bright green eyes, her expression unreadable. You wish she would press her chest against yours, a hot and hungry mix of skin and sinew. 
You shudder again as her fingers continue their gentle trail, this time trailing downwards from your abdomen. You feel your cheeks heat as a shiver runs through you at the subtle change in her touch. She continues to trace her fingers across the curves of your stomach, her touch still light but teasing. Her fingers come to a halt again just below your stomach, and you feel the familiar tug in your abdomen.
She lowers her head as her weight is supported by her right forearm, which is resting above your head, while your hands get lost in her hair. Her lips leave soft kisses along your neck and down to just above your breasts, her left hand palming your exposed side, fingers dangerously close to your pants. 
She bites your skin, tongue soothing it afterwards. Your hands instinctively tug at her brunette locks, forcing a moan out of the woman above you. She is marking your chest, left hand snaking under your back to find the clasp.
“This ok?” she mumbles, words slurring against the heat of your skin as she is kissing up your neck. You nod eagerly, but Ellie isn’t satisfied. “Use your words, princess.”
“Yes,” you croak out, one of your hands leaving the now tangled mess of her hair to run down the front of her. You help her out of her shirt, pulling her back down by her belt loops, an action that has Ellie soaked. 
You’re smiling as you catch her lips in a passionate kiss, both hands fumbling with the button on her jeans. She’s laughing at your keenness. You didn’t care, you just wanted her. You struggle to slide the tight jeans down her legs, getting increasingly frustrated as Ellie’s hands explore your back. “Fuck,” you complain, pulling away from her mouth, irritated at her stupidly attractive half-undressed thighs. 
She shakes her head at your foolishness, thoroughly enjoying how worked up you’re getting. She sits back so she’s sitting on her heels, pulling your own pants down agonizingly slowly, wanting to drink all of you in. 
She collects your fully discarded jeans and stands to finish taking hers off. A pair of boxers are fitted tightly against her thighs – because of course they are. She’s staring down at you, something animalistic taking over her eyes. You suddenly feel very exposed, dressed in only your undergarments. However, you hold her gaze, not wanting her to realize just how anxious you are. You lean forward on your elbows, chest fully exposed. Ellie’s eyes have become saucers, salivating at the shape of you. 
“Are you going to stand there staring or are you going to fuck me already?” You bite, opening your legs ever so slightly, her gaze dropping down to the space between your thighs. And that’s all it takes for Ellie to drop down to her knees, pull your body forward by your waist, and swing your legs over her shoulders. You’re a bit taken aback by the speed of her actions – I guess she has been with other women. She’s careful to avoid the injury on your side, peppering small kisses around the surrounding area.
She lowers her mouth to the fabric of your underwear, tongue running a stripe between you. You tremble at the gesture, shutting your eyes. 
“Look at me sweetheart,” Ellie says sweetly, voice laced with honey, to which you oblige. “So wet and warm for me, hmm?” She's praising, her voice against your heat sending you into a frenzy. 
Her tongue is back between your thighs and you're bucking your hips up to reach her face, not wanting a barrier between you two. With one hand supporting her weight, she uses the other to push the garment aside, burying her nose deep into you. Her hands are squeezing your hips, her thumbs no doubt leaving bruises. 
Her tongue moved in and out, in and out, in and out as you squeezed your thighs around her head. If you weren’t so pussy drunk, you’d be embarrassed by the sounds of her mouth against your clit. At one point she bit down on your inner thigh, hard. 
You’re squirming underneath her, the sight of her staring at your sopping cunt almost too much to bear. “Ellie,” you’re whimpering, hands back tangled in her hair. With her help, you shimmy out of your underwear, now completely bare. She’s sitting back again, just staring, your doe eyes looking back up at her. 
At this moment, Ellie is ravenous. She is desperately trying to show that she’s in charge, pushing down her word vomit to keep from truly expressing how she’s feeling. She peppers kisses up your legs, right hand teasing your cunt. Without warning, she slides her pointer and middle inside you, a soft gasp escaping your plump lips.
“C’mon,” she coos, free hand rubbing circles into your thigh encouragingly. “Take it for me, baby.” She slides in another long finger, stretching you out even farther. Your eyes water, the pain almost overtaking the pleasure. But then her mouth drops down again and the sight of her mouth against your pelvis almost sends you over the edge.
The sudden urge to kiss her becomes immense, your hands desperately pulling her face up. You can taste yourself on her, tongue invading her mouth. As she continues to pump her fingers, thumb rubbing vicious circles, you pathetically moan into her mouth. This gets her off even more. 
With a hand placed on the small of your back, she shifts your weight so you’re on top again, her back resting against the wall. With you straddling, you ride her fingers, her mouth latched onto your chest. As she guides your hips with one hand, yours goes to wrap around her neck, her hot breath against your throat. As you bounce against her hand, her teeth sink into the soft skin of your shoulders, eliciting a noise from you that could only be described as pitiful. 
“Lemme,” you breathe, your hands fumbling down her body. “Wanna feel you Ellie.” Her name rolling off your fucked out mouth has Ellie nauseous, her heart hammering against her chest. And so, your free hand plunges deep into her boxers, fingers immediately covered in slick. This time she's moaning into your mouth, speeding up her own actions. She shifts her position slightly to give you better access. Your tongues meet, teasing and delighting as the air fills with the scent of each other's breath.
As you ride out your orgasms, Ellie swears she’s been to heaven and back. Your breathing quickens as your bodies press together, swept up in an ocean of heat and desire. She locked eyes with you, searching for some secret, hidden meaning in your haunting gaze. Unencumbered by the expectations of the world, like shadows merging into one, you melted into each other, losing yourselves in the intoxicating embrace of your passion.
⭒⭒⭒⭒
The next morning breaks with a crisp chill in the air, the early light filtering through the foggy windows. As you stir from sleep, you're met with a mixture of emotions; a lingering warmth from the night before intertwined with a sense of unease.
Sitting up, you glance over at Ellie, who's already awake, her expression unreadable as she stares into the distance. There's a tension in the air, palpable and heavy, like a storm brewing on the horizon. Despite the woman being knuckles deep inside you, she can hardly meet your gaze, fidgeting with the straps on her backpack. 
"Morning," you say tentatively, hoping to break the silence that hangs between you. Ellie's response is terse, her gaze flicking briefly in your direction before returning to the task at hand – packing up with brisk efficiency. "Is everything okay?" you ask, unable to ignore the growing knot of anxiety in your stomach.
Ellie's jaw tightens, her hands pausing in their movements for the briefest of moments before resuming their task. "Fine," she replies curtly, her tone sharp. But you can tell it's anything but fine. The tension between you is like a live wire, crackling with unresolved emotion.
"Is this about last night?" you ask quietly, your voice steady despite the turmoil swirling within you. Ellie's shoulders stiffen, her movements becoming more abrupt as she avoids meeting your gaze. "There's nothing to talk about," she retorts, her voice sharp with defensiveness.
You shake your head, frustration bubbling to the surface. "That's not true, Ellie, and you know it," you say, your voice rising slightly with emotion. "We can't just pretend like nothing happened."
Ellie whirls around to face you, her eyes flashing with anger. "What do you want me to say?" she demands, her voice raw with emotion. "That it was a mistake? That I regret it?"
Her words hit you like a punch to the gut, the sting of rejection cutting deep. "No, Ellie, that's not what I want," you reply, your voice barely above a whisper. "I just want to understand what this means – for us, for our relationship." You place a hand on hers, which causes her to freeze. 
Ellie's expression softens, the mask of anger slipping away to reveal a vulnerability you hadn't seen before. "I don't know," she admits, her voice barely more than a whisper. "I've never been good at this kind of thing." And then Ellie pulls her hand away, her eyes flashing with a mix of frustration and fear. "I don't know if I can do this," she confesses, her voice trembling with emotion. "I'm not sure I'm ready for... this."
Your heart sinks at her words, the weight of disappointment settling heavy in your chest. You had hoped that last night had meant something, that it had brought you closer together. But now, faced with Ellie's uncertainty, you can't help but feel a sense of doubt creeping in.
"I understand," you say, forcing a note of acceptance into your voice, even as your heart aches.
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So Pretty | Steve Harrington
minors dni pls
summary :: steve is determined to get his shy girlfriend to see how pretty she is when cums.
warnings/tags :: female!reader, smut, swearing, fingering
“Steve.” It’s more of a statement than a question. You push your head back against his shoulder and squirm.
His hands are warm on your thighs when he squeezes the flesh there to keep you still, craning his neck so his mouth is behind your ear. “What’s up, baby?”
You only keen, pushing your hips further into the mattress, grazing his crotch with the back of your ass.
“You want me to take these off, huh?” He punctuates his question with a snap of the pretty lace of your underwear. A dark red set, traced in white trimming and tiny bow. The matching bra long forgotten, thrown across the room.
You’re sat at the edge of his mattress, between his thighs. He’s propped up on one arm, the weight he’s bearing from the both of you seems to not affect him. Arm flexing, a mass of muscle straining under his skin.
His other arm is wrapped around your torso, tracing the skin above your navel before he pushes firmly into the bump of your belly. He’s positioned his floor-length mirror at the end of the bed so you have a perfect view of you all spread out against his chest. You’re only down to your underwear, you feel so bare and you selfishly love it.
He runs his hand down your clothed centre, fingers spreading in a V over your folds, the damp spot at the bottom between them. He then moves his middle finger the push into the wet material, prodding gently at your hole through the cotton. Tracing up, up, up, the movement so feather light it has your skin breaking out into goosebumps.
"Please." You whine, hooking your head into the junction of his neck, turned to face him. Your face warm where it settles against his bare shoulder.
He hums, bringing your knees together and up towards your chest so he can slide your underwear off. He throws them with as much care as he did the rest of your clothes, landing somewhere you can't see.
He smacks the side of your thigh gently so you lay your legs back down, using his big palms to spread them back open so they lay flat against his own. Sitting the both of you up so he can have both hands free.
He uses his two thumbs to spread you open, your hole quivers over nothing and glistens under the downcast of his light. He coos before he says, "So, so pretty."
He spreads some of your slick up through your folds, smearing it over your clit and across the skin between your thighs. You keen at the lewd noises he makes when he swirls around your clit again.
"What do you want, baby?" He asks, smug because he knows exactly what you want. But, he doesn't love anything more than when he can get you to say it. Make you say something so dirty with those pretty lips.
When you don't answer, obviously either too distracted or shy to say something, he threads his fingers through the hair at the back of your neck and bares your throat gently. You look up at him, eyes glassy, thick eyelashes covering the top half of them. Droopy, but still pretty all the same.
He kisses at your throat, wet sounds left in their wake when he pulls away after each one. He rests his lips over your pulse point and sucks, teeth grazing over your skin when he feels he bullied it enough and you gasp.
"Want my fingers?" He nudges the spot with his nose.
"Mhm." Is all you can manage to say.
"Words, baby."
"Fingers, please." You murmur and when kisses you again you find your words more, "Please, Steve. Fuck me with your fingers."
He nods, moving his hand to palm at your tits. Fingers pinching to toy with your beaded nipple. "Such lovely manners."
He places his other hand to his lips, wetting his first two fingers with his mouth. Moving them down to just above your clit, "How could I ever say no?"
His attention is quick when he rubs a few circles around your clit. Then sliding them to prod at your entrance. He pushes them in, happy when he finds little resistance. You're definitely relaxed that's for sure.
You push further back into him and he hisses this time when you graze his cock that's growing harder in his pants. He curls them almost cruelly and grins when you begin to moan louder now. Pants and little whines flowing past your wet lips, swollen where you've been biting too hard to hold back the pretty moans he loves too much.
You move your feet up to hook around the backs of his calves so he can reach deeper into you. He places his large hand against your thigh to keep it held up.
"Fuck, Steve." You pant, hands gripping into the sheets beside his legs. You turn your head into his neck and he slows.
"Look at yourself," He says when you slam your eyes shut. You shake your head against his neck and he grabs at your jaw, cheeks squished between his fingers. He turns your head, firm but not rough, and you look at yourself in the mirror.
His fingers are almost a wet blur where they plunge in and out of your clenching hole. His thighs flex where they're settled atop the white sheets, pinned down by your own shaking ones. His other hand squeezes at your flesh, hard enough to know you'll be reminded of it in the morning.
You looked fucked out as ever, eyebrows raised and pinched, bottom lip pulled between your teeth. Your hair is stuck to your forehead from the line of sweat you've worked up.
Steve looks just as worked up as you. His own look almost mirrors your own, though he still looks firm. Nose pressed into your hairline where he murmurs, "You look so pretty, don't you?"
And when you only nod again, "Say it for me."
"Say what?" You're surprised you can form words, mind too focused on where his fingers don't even falter. Working faster when he adds a third.
"Say you're pretty."
"Steve." You whine and you watch him frown in the mirror.
His fingers slow and you almost jump, "Okay. I-I'm- I'm pretty."
He works up again and your tits bounce when you push into him. Hiccuping when he hits that certain spot that has you clenching around his fingers.
"Fuck, you sound so good," He grunts, his other hand joining in to bully your clit. Hands trying to find purchase against your wet skin. It's almost an impossible task. "Gonna cum?" He asks when he notices you're holding your breath.
You nod.
"Watch yourself cum, baby."
His fingers push in and out, curling and scissoring when he feels you tense, legs starting to shake. You watch yourself in the reflection as your orgasm takes over. Mouth agape as you whine out, hand gripping Steve's arm as he rides you through it.
He keeps going even when you've stopped shaking and you have to squirm back so he pulls out, fingers relentless in their motions, "S'too much."
He pulls out and wipes his hand against the sheets. You're sure to scold him for that later. He pats your leg and you relax against him, boneless under his hold.
"You okay?" He hums, running his hand up and down your bare side.
You peek through your eyelashes at him in the mirror's reflection and smile. Teeth bared, all lovesick and panty. "Better than okay."
Steve groans, "God, you're so fucking pretty when you cum," He chuckles, sitting you up so he can spin you in his hold, laying you down in the bed against the plush mound of pillows. "Now you know, huh?"
"Not as pretty as you when you do it." You pull him down into you, planting a firm kiss against his lips.
He slots his thigh between your legs and you hiss when his knee grazes your centre, still sensitive. "I don't think so." He smiles, planting another peck, "You do this thing sometimes, where you close your eyes and your nose jumps and god, it's so cute."
"Okay, okay."
He lays down next to you and you sit up on your haunches, your legs still shaky when they settle down on your bum. You palm the prominent tent growing in his trousers, "I wanna see you cum, then."
"Don't tease me, bub." He whines.
"'M'not. C'mon, pull those pants down." You grin, ever so eager.
He smiles, "Okay, but not promising you anything as pretty as you."
You giggle, "I'm gonna prove you so wrong."
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cherieiu · 1 year
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words of comfort
sypnosis: he's afraid that he'll lose you, and you know this as well.
characters: diluc, wanderer, tartaglia, xiao x gn!reader
warnings: hurt/comfort, angst.
author's notes: feeling super burnt out rn so i might not post as much as before. i hope you understand and pls enjoy :) ❤️ also thank you all sm for 181 followers! it rlly means a lot to me knowing that you enjoy my writing (⁠ ⁠˘⁠ ⁠³⁠˘⁠)❤️❤️❤️
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diluc - the shadow of dawn
he knows that your existence will be at threat whenever you're in his presence. let it be fatui or monsters, your life will be in danger. he's warned you countless times, yet you tell him that you'll stay, even for the cost of your life.
dreams constantly haunt him, that one day, he'll lose you, either out of will or by force. the loss of his father already punctured a wound to his chest, you would only leave another stab to his heart.
you've realised how he constantly holds you like you're going to disappear in his arms, kisses lasting longer than before. his gaze is constant on you, making sure that you're not a hallucination.
" diluc, are you alright? " you ask, snapping him out of his headspace. your eyes are soft as you give him a look of concern.
" i hate to say it, but, i constantly believe i'll lose you, " glancing at you, he turned his head in preparation for a retort.
" you'll never lose me diluc, i promise you that, " smiling at him, you stick your pinky for the promise to be sealed.
" i know this is childish but, in that way, the promise will always be there. "
his pinky crosses yours, sealing the promise. diluc quickly embraces you, muttering a " thank you " under his breath.
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wanderer - eons adrift
he's scared that he'll lose you, your life burning away while his remains the same. a candle eventually melts, but he doesn't. his bottom lip trembling, his eyes begin to water at the thought of you being gone from his life.
you still have many years to go, but he can't help but wonder whenever that day will come. even lesser lord kusanali can't save you from the cycle of life and death, so what hope does he have?
he doesn't want to lose you, really. wanderer now tends to hold your hand in public, despite him disliking any sort of affection outside. he's more aggressive to those who accidentally trip you, and you can't help but realise how he felt inside.
" love, i have to say something. it's about you, " you saw his figure tense up at your words, his hands trembling at the thought of what you'll say.
" are you alright nowadays? you seem.. scared. "
was it really that obvious? his days of wandering earnt him the ability to hide what he felt, yet you saw through him like a frame of glasswork.
" i'm scared that i'll lose you. so, please, don't go, " arms held your figure, with such security you've never felt before. tears stream from his eyes, flowing down to your neck as he buried his face within the crook of your neck.
" i promise i won't. "
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tartaglia - childe
his line of work puts your life on a single thread, if broken, there's no going back. everyday, you dangle from this thread, even though there's an option for you to untie yourself and leave the chaos. yet you don't. tartaglia still wonders to this day as to why you're still here with him, when you could be living free from dangers. he's told you to go back several times, to save yourself before enemies strike at you, the 11th's beloved. you say you love him, yet it's barely enough to ensure him that it's alright for you to stay with him.
he knows he's beginning to become over-protective of you, but the need to know you're safe is much more important. a single fatui guard turned into three, every bite of food that's given to you is thoroughly inspected for the slightest drop of poison. you've noticed these changes too, knowing how much pressure your love in under. anything to lessen the burden of his shoulders.
" ajax? " your voice gains his attention, his lips faking a smile.
" are you feeling okay? i'm a bit worried. "
the smile on his lips drop as he heard the words, knowing full well that you've noticed the changes in your life. a harbinger's resolve is to be absolute, yet you saw through the smiles and saw his insecurities.
" i'm sorry, but i was afraid, i admit. afraid that i'll lose you, " tartaglia only looks at you for a brief moment before you're in his arms, the familiar comfort around you once more.
" i promise you won't lose me, ajax. i love you. "
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xiao - vigilant yaksha
his karma will eventually be forced upon you, the very love of his life. knowing that he's the reason you're always in the constant presence of danger digs a wound into his heart. xiao feels at constant guilt whenever you get the slightest scratch, believing that he is the cause of your pain. many nights, you repeat the same words, " it's not because of you ", yet they aren't enough for him.
he began to become more anxious around you, constantly having his gaze on you before you could trip and fall. avoiding you has been a great obstacle for him to tackle, perhaps even worse than corrupt monsters. if he were to be the reason as for your death, he'll gladly sacrifice himself over and over, just to see you alive and breathing again.
you realised how distant xiao becoming, once soft gazes turned to quick side glances. so, you plan to confront him.
" xiao, are you doing alright? you seem more distant now, " you breathed out, your eyes nervously staring into his.
" truth be told, no. i'm afraid that i'll lose you because of my karmic debt. "
pressing your head into the crook of his neck, you embraced him, whispering soft promises into the shell of his ear. his arms eventually found a place on your back as he pulled you closer.
" you won't xiao, i promise. "
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whyscserious · 21 days
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[ sigh ] " what did you do ? "
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"Ohhh....this and. That. ----Wanna help me move the body?"
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