Brody: EEK! I thought we were "done running" from the past, but with all these "walking dead", we've sure been "Delta" poor hand! 😭

Marlon about to bludgeon her to death:

Guys.

What if.

If IV is "Ivy" (because "aye vee")

Could II be Captain? Because "aye aye?"

Wow, I'm sickly and dying, what a surprise

my shadow milk ships get really fucking stupid sometimes 😭 especially with the more calmer a cookie is, the funnier i think the pairing would be

I love being a crazy bitch, I love my brain, I love not being in control of my feelings or my wants, I love the only constant being change, I just love

Please kill me this took an hour and scout STILL doesn't look like a human being 💀

So maybe I had to return my sister's coloring implements but whatever I have my two pens and a pencil, also I enjoy medic's bonesaw

Day 8: CROSS-FACTION/Same Faction- MEDICSCOUT

Veronica being born like three years after Iulius is very funny to me.

Gortash: just us two

Iulius: stay away from my pa

Gortash: three

Veronica, who learned how to wave last week:

Gortash: four. Also I’m not holding that one.

New Night Vale, new crimes agains humanity commited. Anyways, here is my sinful contribution to the Kevin manifesting, Catboy Kevin. Enjoy (or not!)

Inspired by the song "The Cat Evolved Into The Microwave-proof Cat!" by Camellia

(Bloodless version below the cut)

I’m trying to write flirty scenes for my stupid fanfiction while I’m fully just. sobbing

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you know those times where you cry in the shower because you are too overwhelmed by life but have to be quiet so you dont get beaten and some goofy shit like Penis Music comes on to just donkey punch the vibes

Ok so maybe I have a slutty little bassist problem

Guys I connected something else to my childhood trauma at 9am‼️

not to be that much of a delulu kpoppie but jun and lino both have the same brand meow meow energy and i think that really connects why i bias them both

So, the list of colleagues that I like is shortening fast.

The last one was kind of unexpected, but I think it's another gift from the pandemic.

He used to be that kind of coworker that always put you at ease. Never raising his voice, always available, ready for a laugh, but quick and precise in his work. I liked him very much.

And then I don't know what happened. Maybe living two years with a teen without being much able for anyone to get out of the house, working always alone, without people around, etc, kind of hindered his social capacities, or maybe, just his masking.

In less than two months he was able to:

have a rant on how queer rights problems are everywhere and he's tired to have his own put in second place and wanted more discourses on them;

responded to me about an observation about how not good is the show business environment for a child actor and we should just be happy with the 20 something playing the teens and slightly older child playing the younger (and it's not like they're not able to make them look like age appropriate, Derry Girls is a good example) with a shrug and a clear implication that he didn't care as long as he can enjoying media proper portrayed

had a full rant after I pointed out that 1 inch of snow is not enough yet to have the snow plow out, that it takes time to move men, machinery and resources (salt) and everyone should just 1. respect the law (aka, mounting snow tires by Nov 15) and 2. go slow (a coworker had shared in the communal chat a picture of a car that went slightly out of road in a tree-lined avenue. the trees were in the center, dividing the roadways; there was the flowerbed was elevated by a few inches and the car had managed to slip up the flowerbed from the road and stop before a tree. also, the road was still quite clean, because it didn't snow enough to make the snow overcome the water and car passage, sticking to the road. a perfectly manageable road, if you go slow with proper tires...). this rant had escalated because he commented the picture with a "fucking municipality" and I wasn't understanding why he was blaming it and he told "no snow plow or salt", on the first (and only) snowing day of the season after only a couple of hours of fast snow (not really heavy, a medium thing). he didn't like my objections and called me boomer (he's at least 10yrs more than me...).

the last straw it was on facebook, but I didn't let myself memorize his rant and just unfriended him. it was something that just confirmed be that I don't like him and his opinions.

now I'm quite afraid of mostly every my coworker, because it's clear that:

I didn't understand shit about some of them

lockdown collateral effects might still have some surprises

Unfortunately, I don't have anymore people that usually help me navigate work society (autistic here, diagnosis still pending), so I'm stuck to just keep everyone at arm length, but not too much, because there are some people that I already know are not above to stab me in the back if I do the wrong move (or I don't show the proper... affection).

so, I'm stuck in a perpetual social anxiety.

not good at all for my mental health and the need of my spoons to to shit in the house, but I'll have to make do...