Hate it or love it, love it or leave it, Mountain Dew penis

ah right. now i know why i hate taking breaks. its because when im not being productive, all my self hatred comes back at full force and whispers nasty things to me. its real hour of it rn. and today we are hating on my character designs

me in 2016: haha silly trevor crying over dead best friend what a loser

me in 2024 with a dead best friend: i am loser

It's so funny to me that conservatives in the UK seem incapable of imagining Brexit but like. Within the UK. "Decisions about the UK should only be made in the UK" ok and decisions in Scotland should be made where? Follow your word, please. Why should a court based in London have any authority over Edinburgh? Or, you can do even smaller scale to counties, and ask why voters in Devon will vote on the same parties that the voters in Cornwall will. Decisions about Cornwall should be made only in Cornwall. You can't apply a one-size-nearly-fits-all system to the EU, so why is it suddenly fine in the UK? Or in England? Or within counties? How local should decisions become before it's unreasonable? Maybe, and this is just a maybe, but having a wider system to guarantee certain rules are followed is beneficial.

Don't wanna air out my dirty laundry too much but I love popping open Tumblr and seeing the person who yelled at me, slapped me, grabbed me, and overpowered me to take my phone and cut off any communication with people who could help me since they're stronger than me physically post something vague about them being the victim and having a healing moment uwu and having domestic violence committed against *THEM* when they were the aggressor and hit me first both times they confronted me before I wised up and left and I'm just fucking tired man

Don't go after them, I don't want to talk to them ever again tbh and wish them well, but man. Lesson learned y'all put your foot down sooner and don't let yourself get used. Don't end up being a frog in a pot and get out asap if you can. Have multiple people you can fall back on for support and have safe places to get out to. I love you.

The other night while laying with my girlfriend, I felt my wings stronger than I ever have. I felt their weight draped over me & her; I felt the tug on my back as they moved. Now, my back aches with their loss and it's been consuming my mind. Any advice to self-soothe or to feel more angelic with her without telling her that I'm an angel? I'm still too scared.

dont you hate it when you realize that something that happened to you as a kid is actually kind of fucked up so you just sit there trying to process it all (at least it provides some insight on why you have such a weird relationship with sex lol)

I would like to announce that I am restarting my recovery. Last night was my rock bottom. Though I am feeling so much shame and guilt I have the support system I need to keep moving forward. Thanks

you all are lucky the only influence my freshman year homestuck hyperfix has on the stuff i currently make is using sound effecrs for things that dont make sound. like climb for climbing. or...idk some other thing. theres an example of it in saturdays page. anyway it could be worse is what im saying.

hm. i actually think these people should be murdered

honestly most of the reason I dissociate is bcs I always end up thinking about my different traumas like my dad dying, being photographed for grad by the whole family when I thought it would be alright, and feeling so so much isolation from coming out and being trans and god I just wish to be cuddled and headpatted and told I'm cute but it rarely ever happens honestly

my blog is a gateway drug to cooler and better blogs (my mutuals)

Last night, I spent a good hour (maybe more) telling my girlfriend all my memories of being an angel. It felt so good to let them spill out of me, but gave me a hard melancholy feeling. I miss my family. I miss my home.

really wish i could watch and enjoy the new pj/o series but rick ri/ordan is a zi/onist so no i not only will not be touching it but ill probably mute all mentions of it on my dash