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viccharine · 8 months

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do you guys ever listen to a band so much that you end up making fake merch for it?

(reblogs greatly appreciated!!!!)

close ups and commentary under the cut!

about the poster itself: do you guys know how hard it is to make art for a band that hasn’t been active in 13 years? the answer is HARD (yes, i probably could done research and looked for old interviews for inspiration but who has time for that)

—> the icons related to “take a vacation!” are inspired by lyrics from the song “take a vacation!” (haha, did you see what I did there?) specifically, the lines “we’ll leave the waves at the ocean” and “we’ll leave the sand in a suitcase”

—> the Jon Walker and Ryan Ross icons are taken directly from the album cover (it took ten years off my life trying to figure out how to get them on here w/ the color palette—graphic design may be my passion but I never said i was GOOD at it)

—> the heart imagery comes from the fact that the band’s called “the young VEINS”—although it annoys me IMMENSELY that i technically drew more arteries than veins in the icons (my anatomy teacher would be so disappointed, but alas, anatomical accuracy had to be sacrificed to make it. yknow. look nice)

—> i did hand-lettering for all the text except for everything that’s in Helvetica (i did THAT in canva). the art program i use has a basically unusable text tool so I was forced to draw all of it, so I choose to believe that the reason why it doesn’t look. the best. is because of the caffeine shakes

some extra commentary: am I the only one who’s genuinely REALLY bad at listening to music? i don’t really get into bands as much as i just find songs that sound nice—to illustrate the extent of this issue: i did NOT know that Brendon Urie was a part of Panic! At the Disco. I’m not even kidding, I thought the artist who made Death of a Bachelor and the artist who made A Fever You Can’t Sweat Out were completely different and just. didn’t bother to check if I was right.

also, I’m not the type of person to be interested in band lore???? I rarely know the names of band members if even I’ve listened to the band for years (I really couldn’t care less in most situations)

case in point, i did not know who the FUCK Ryan Ross was!!! i knew he was in p!atd but that’s literally about it—before a couple of days ago if you asked to me pick out either Ryan Ross or Jon Walker from a line up I would not be able to get even CLOSE

anyway, my friend/manager is really into band lore, so I basically got a crash-course in all things “early to late 2000s emo band” and subsequently found out about the Young Veins (i was also extremely disappointed when I found out they only had one album and hadn’t been active in over a decade) THEN I realized that decade old, inactive bands don’t usually have merch, so I made my own! “merch” used lightly—i don’t think this is actually fit to sell lol

anyway that’s all k thanks byeee :D!! (and go stream the young veins!!)

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miyokurenai · 9 months

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A person's life is truly difficult to understand but also complicated to face. The only suspect of this complexity is processing a decision to put out. Deciding what for you is right or what for others is right. Do let me tell a story of two offspring that were born together. Born at the same time, same place, same date and also definitely same parents but they are in opposite gender.

Sheella (you girl readers) walked pass to a dim post lamp where it's light flickered, on and off. The chill of the air hugs around her skin leaving a shiver of coldness. It's sad, even my jacket left me. She thought.

Then decided to sit on a bench under that disco flickering lamp where her eyes gets dizzy from time to time. Light or dark?!

She looked around where she is alone with no one to talk to. Only the trees around that swayed with the rustle of it's leaves. Even a soul of ghost, a small frog, any flying moth or any animals desperate for accompaniment.

She sighed at dismay for thinking ridiculous things that even the sky didn't make it to happen. She laid her back at the wood bench to think of what to do........ Or what to choose.

"My destiny is not written on their mouths" she whispered to herself with a frustrated tone. But to her surprise a paper flew and smacked directly to her face.

Now her frustration before slowly rised and soon to be pissed. What angered her is after she took that paper ready to throw away; she saw one word.

Killed

"Dammit " is the only word she mumbled where everything flashbacked across her mind. She could almost curse that sheet of a news paper.

Not out of frustration of now she knows what a paper taste like. But a deep anger for the victim killed himself and herself, as the police states. After all they weren't stabbed on their own, they were being stabbed. That's what she knows.

Things she just want to forget or better for her to be forgotten.

She snapped out of it and shook her head. If only she can stumble at a fortune teller or maybe scrolls lying on a grass, any website about quotes or saying that can help lead you to a right destination. That might help. She cheered up herself.

She started to stand while her two hands are at the side to support her form lifting her body and knees. But she stopped, for her left hand did not felt any woodenware or rough surface of a bench. It's smooth and thick.

She turned her head to take a look and saw a book. Furrowed her eyebrows as a response for that thing wasn't there before, or maybe was there but she never took notice.

She leaned to it closer afraid to touch it because it might be dirty? She was unsure for that thought but she felt that the book is strange.

Maybe if she laid a finger on it aliens might come get her or maybe not. Don't mind of her overthinking it's natural for people experiencing this kind of unserious business, especially if you're starting to panic or get scared.

Sheella sighed in relief after seeing the title of it, " Living Anime |All about Anime Quotes| ? " she read aloud accidentally out of confusion. Not because she doesn't understand that simple main idea of the book but because who on Earth would publish this kind of book.

You can practically search it under Google services, website or even elsewhere. Even I your narrator would give that idea.

Because of seeing the title of that book her worries before were erased inside her and she took it and felt the texture of the cover. It's no ordinary cardboard paper with plastic cover as protection like the usual books. This one is made of leather, wooden bark or any sturdy piece coming from the blessing of nature. She can't figure out what kind of material but she knows it's no ordinary one. Then she flipped the first page.

Once you've read, it may or may not come alive

She observed that the paper is brownish and smells like it's been years, centuries or even decades since it has been published. She can't figure out if the color of paper was due to it's natural color or it's oldness. But another design caught her interest for it's not printed, but hand written and hand drawn. The border of every detail is sketched with the use of an ink and feather. After seeing those clean and beautiful strokes she got an idea that whoever made this has a gifted artistic talent.

But the statement gave a question to her what does it signifies but due to too much curiosity of what's the content of the book she flipped the next. Where it's border is the same as before but instead of details and words that a book would usually contain, she only saw one statement or a quote if she is not mistaken instead of a story.

But the picture of it is quite colored that amazed her with an anime character or characters included as a perfect picture that is well handrawn. There are four boys that can be friends that wears matching black suits and black matching neckties while sitting at a sofa. There's one with a gold yellow hair that can be at the age of 18 or 19, almost at her age. By judging his looks his a type of guy who is serious that attracted her. Next to him is a black charcoal with a strand of emerald hue with a tall then spiky haircut that looks like a cheerful jolly type of boy. While the other boy laid his head over his palm at his knees with white cotton snowy colored hair that's fluffy where you almost want to touch it if it's true. He appears to be serious too but maybe sarcastic or cool one she is kind of confused how to describe it but her heart skipped when she realized this boy is cute. The next one gave her not much interest and looks rather an old man maybe in 30's or 40's of his age. She saw a kanji at the other side of the page but she didn't bother to think of it since she has no knowledge about that particular language. Then started to read the statement on the left side of the page.

"The stronger someone is, the better they are at hiding that strength"

-Killua

She is not familiar of who are they but she heard the name Killua before. Yet before she could squeeze her brain some idea struck like a lightning at her mind. "It's getting dark, he's going to kill me!" She panicked as she quickly carried the book without putting it inside her bag for she is panicking of what will happen once she opened the door of her home.

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While running where her mind screams at her to move her legs faster her forehead starts to sweat. Unsure if it comes from to much unaware track and field experience or her instinct tells her she is not alone anymore.

She should be glad that she is not lonely but no. Her guts tells her that there is someone but cannot locate where he or she is.

So she did not head home but around a street farther from that. To her unfortunate moment she ended up at a quiet part of the street where needing help is unheard.

She hid herself behind a dumpster, a tall large lump of dumpster so she has a chance to see if someone is following her or just only her hallucination without her getting caught, for now.

"Baka!, I told you to stop following her!" A hair white as snows cotton mist boy that is somehow fluffily spiky with blue ocean eyes and a pale whitish tone of his skin . He yelled at someone while he shoved his two hands at his pocket. She slightly moved her head to view who the boy was talking to for the garbage bag in front of her really is large.

"Quiet Killua" the boy shushed him. He also had a spiky hair but taller with black charcoal color and a strand of green emerald hue. He looked around finding something or her. He closed his eyes and lifted his nose up in the air and, sniffed?

Is he a dog? Shellia whispered as she is bewildered of how weird she is seeing. I as your narrator will ask the same question.

"How's the scent of garbage?" Killua sarcastically commented while covering his nose for not only viewing bags of trash but you also need to stand it's painful stench.

"There!" Gon exclaimed and pointed his fingers at a pile of large garbage. Sheila immediately hid her head after seeing a finger pointed at her hiding place. She is now spotted.

"Let's kill her!" He continued with determination on his tone.

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I wished you liked the story especially to the hxh anime fans out there.

Count me in to you're club!

I'm still thinking if I should continue this story but who knows what tomorrow brings. Well for now, feel free to comment below what you felt or whatever you want to say.

I'm also open for request, thanks.

I hope I'll be a way to brighten up your day!

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feraecor · 11 months

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Rules, tag 10 followers you want to get to know better!

Tagged by: @sansloii

Name: Kei... xD Aya also calls me moochie irl

Star Sign: Sagitarius (sun) + Pisces (moon) + Libra (rising)

Height: 5'6.5″

Middle name: Rose ;;;;

Put your itunes/spotify/youtube on shuffle. What are the first 6 songs that popped up? (don’t judge me y’all, its all over the place)

Ready As I’ll Ever Be by Caleb Hyles

Egotistic by Mamamoo (Red Moon)

Into The Unknown (Panic! At the Disco Version) by Panic! At The Disco

Never Alone by Divide Music

Zero To Hero (From "Hercules") by Ariana Grande

My R (feat. Rachie & Hiakno Station) by Annapantsu

Ever had a poem or song written about you: Yuuuppp and it was awkward as hell cause it was by a chick that I didn’t know/didn’t feel comfortable around. it wasn’t like overtly romantic or anything in nature but it was just...weird.

When was the last time you played air guitar: air guitar, air drums, air keyboard, I play the whole air band and I don't do it well! I dance and wiggle and can't stay still ever if im feeling a song

Who is your celebrity crush?: too many to name tbh. jason mamoa, henry cavill, zendaya?

What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?: I hate so many sounds, its not even funny. its super common for me to be over stimulated first by noise and then visually. currently, anything squeaky or shrieky really grinds my gears. Aya's grandma has a rocking armchair that is killing me the last month. When Rocky, my bro in law's cockatiel shrieks, it sounds like an alarm and it grates on me bad.

a sound I love is rain or water, thunder storms are hit or miss, some times they're soothing but other times, its too much for me. but the sound of running water is super soothing to me, probably cause its low and repetitive. also bass thumping

Do you believe in ghosts?: Ye, my mom's side of the family is very religious/superstitious so i grew up believing and knowing that you had to be respectful of all surroundings/spaces cause you're not the only occupant, living or dead. i'm not scared of ghosts but im terrified of death

How about aliens: yeah, we're not the only ones out there, but i dont believe all the little green men abduction stories. aliens have better shit to do.

Do you drive?: I have my learner's permit

if so have you ever crashed: i've been in multiple crashes, no serious injuries. but one of my childhood friends that i dearly loved died in a fatal crash and it made me terrified of cars right when i was learning to drive so that's why i dont have my license

What was the last book you read?: *opens kindle app* Uhhh just today? Flicker by M. Sinclair (book 2 in a series)

Do you like the smell of gasoline: no nope nah nada.

What was the last movie you saw?: not by choice, some horror canada slasher that Aya's mema had on tv this morning. idk the name.

What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?: as a kid, my knee was kicked out in a soccer match when i was in middle school, it made me tip backwards, skid ten feet on muddy field, slam my shoulder into the goal post and almost pass out. i still have joint issues in my knees and right shoulder.

as an adult, i was bit by an older dog at work. he clamped down twice on my right elbow, right on the joint/bone. i had to got to the ER, it was pretty gruesome and I still have some nerve issues in the area from it. was super lucky not to have a serious infection from it. i shouldn't have worked for a few weeks but i went back after a week cause the company i worked at was so toxic.

Do you have any obsessions right now?: at this very moment, making sure my younger dog doesn't chew his stitches out. i had to put my headphones on so i stopped fixating on him.

i've also been working on a few plot ideas for a book rn though. its hard to find time for that with work and everything though.

#{kei babble} occ #~this got obnoxiously long #~pls dont feel the need to read it all #~i dont do these very often so it was kinda fun!

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awssp12 · 1 year

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Here’s a link to Misha’s Spotify playlist. I always make playlists for my characters and the songs usually reflect their journey, aspects of their story or personality, and sometimes their relationship with other characters.

Here’s a list of all the songs on the playlist (so far, because I do tend to add more songs when I find them) and they’re in no particular order. I just kinda add them as I go.

Monster by Imagine Dragons

This Is War by Thirty Seconds To Mars

Stronger by The Score

brutal by Olivia Rodrigo

Seashore by The Regrettes

Teenagers by My Chemical Romance

Devil Town by Cavetown

Little Pistol by Mother Mother

Remember You from Adventure Time

Run Boy Run by Woodkid

Ship in a Bottle by fin

LEMONS - Demo by Brye

Burned by Grace VanderWaal

Venus Fly Trap by MARINA

Achilles Come Down by Gang of Youths

You Don’t Own Me by Lesley Gore

It’s Alright by Mother Mother

Icarus by Bastille

Girls by MARINA

Demons by Hayley Kiyoko

This is Home by Cavetown

Choke by I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME

Sweet Hibiscus Tea by Penelope Scott

Dance Monkey by Toned And I

WAKING UP by STARSET

Let’s Kill Tonight by Panic! At The Disco

Ghosting by Mother Mother

Disobedient from Steven Universe: The Movie

I Can’t Decide by Scissor Sisters

The Ghost of You by My Chemical Romance

Bust Your Kneecaps by Pomplamoose

Losing My Mind by MISSIO

Bang! by AJR

overwhelmed by Royal & the Serpent

This Is Love by Air Traffic Controller

Heathens by Twenty One Pilots

My Axe by Insane Clown Posse

Kiss With A Fist by Florence + The Machine

The Phoenix by Fall Out Boy

You’re Gonna Go Far, Kid by The Offspring

Nightmare by Halsey

Hayloft by Mother Mother

Uprising by Muse

Monster by STARSET

Killer In The Mirror by Set It Off

Happier Than Ever by Billie Eilish

creature by half•alive

Cocaine Jesus by Rainbow Kitten Surprise

Dog Days Are Over by Florence + The Machine

Hayloft II by Mother Mother

Revenge by XXXTENTACION

Sinners by Barns Courtney

The Sharpest Lives by My Chemical Romance

Karma by AJR

Breakfast by Dove Cameron

Happy Loner by MARINA

Guardian Angel by Young the Giant

Just A Girl by No Doubt

Leave Me Alone by I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME

Look What You Made Me Do by Taylor Swift

Start a War by Klergy, Valerie Broussard

Warriors by Imagine Dragons

The Horror and the Wild by The Amazing Devil

Implicit Demand For Proof by Twenty One Pilots

Mockingbird by Eminem

Family Line by Conan Gray

Could Have Been Me by The Struts

Oh the Places You’ll Go by I Fight Dragons

Sunflower by We Banjo 3

For Misha by Nicholas Podany

Soldier’s Daughter by Jhameel

Bathtub by The Front Bottoms

Thanks, I Hate It by Simple Creatures

Free by Mother Mother

Another Way Out by Hollywood Undead

Go Get Your Gun by The Dear Hunter

History Will Not Repeat by Jessie Paege

Who’s In Control by Set It Off

Villainous Thing by Shayfer Jones

The Hand That Feeds by The Crane Wives

If I Killed Someone For You by Alec Benjamin

Nightmares & Flare Guns by Seb Adams

Family by Mother Mother

Hellfire by Barns Courtney

Rule #21 - Momento Mori by Fish in a Birdcage

DEBT COLLECTOR by Jhariah

From The Gallows by I DON’T KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME

Nightmare by Set It Off

Hello My Old Heart by The Oh Hellos

Glitter & Gold by Barns Courtney

It Took Me By Surprise by Maria Mena

Like a Child by Mother Mother

You’re Not Welcome by Naethan Apollo

Almost (Sweet Music) by Hozier

Me and the Devil by Soap&Skin

Still Alive by Demi Lovato

You’ve Created A Monster by Bohnes

Catch Me If You Can by Set It Off

ANTI-HERO by SEKAI NO OWARI

Who Are You, Really? by Mikky Ekko

Underworld by CYPRSS

labour by Paris Paloma

Ready Now by dodie

Ghosts by BANNERS

Body by Mother Mother

Misery Meat by Sodikken

Wildflowers - Bonus Track by Ed Sheeran

#Spotify #marvel #marvel oc #marvel original character #misha barnes

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skynetgilesbie · 11 months

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Chapter 41

Note From ChatGPT user: I had to ask several times for it to fix the text to not be textspeak and to use good grammar. But it had no problems with the mention of Hedwig's "glock"

AN: To everyone who kept flaming this, get a life! I bet you probably don't know who Gerard Way is. You're probably all preps and posers! Anyway, someone hacked into my account in November, and they put up my last chapter, but now there's a new one. I'm sorry for not updating for a while, but I've been really busy. I'm trying to finish the story before the new movie comes out. I'm going on vacation for a month, and I won't be back until about two weeks. Oh my goodness, Draco is so hot in all the pictures for the new movie! I wanted them to put a cameo by Gerard Way, that would be cool. He should play Draco. If you criticize, I'll be upset! Raven, you rock, girl, have fun in England.

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When I woke up, I found myself in a strange room. I looked around and realized I was still wearing the same outfit I had when I performed with XBlackXTearX! I was confused by my surroundings. It was the Norse's office, but it looked different! There was a picture of Marilyn Manson on the wall (just imagine that he is an '80s gothic band, okay? Because he is older than Panic?! at the Disco or MCR). There was also a gothic black Beatles calendar featuring the band members wearing eyeliner and black clothes. It said '1980' on it.

"Oh my goodness! I'm back in time again!" I screamed loudly. Suddenly, Satan (this is actually Voldemort, for photo references!) appeared. Voldemort was dressed in a black leather jacket, black tight jeans, and fishnet pants. He looked so attractive, I almost swooned!

"Oh my goodness, Enoby, are you okay?" he asked in a gothic manner.

"Yes, I'm fine, just so you know," I snapped, trying to be sexy. "OMG, am I dead?" I remembered jumping in front of the bullet from James' gun. I also remembered seeing Draco doing it with Snape!

I realized that when I had slit my wrists, instead of dying, I had gone back in time. It seemed that being a vampire prevented me from dying by a bullet. I thought maybe I could go forward in time if I found a time-turner or a time machine.

"No, you're not dead," Satan reassured me with a touch of suicidal behavior as he smoked a cigarette, exuding sexiness. Smoke wafted all over his face. "You're a vampire, so bullets can't kill you. Come on, let's go see how Harry's dad is doing."

I knew the real reason I survived the bullet was because I was from the future. "What the heck! James almost shot Lucius!" I exclaimed indignantly. I knew that James had been possessed, but I didn't want him to know that I knew.

"Yes, I know, but he had a headache. He was under a lot of stress," Satan reasoned evilly.

"I guess that's okay," I said, realizing James hadn't really shot Lucius. Moreover, I knew Lucius would now have two arms instead of one. I walked seductively outside with Satan. Suddenly, I spotted an incredibly attractive gothic bisexual guy! He had bleached blond hair with black streaks that reached his ears. He was wearing gothic black eyeliner, a black Green Day shirt (featuring Billy Joel with blond hair since it was the '80s), black Converse shoes, and black baggy pants. He walked in a seductive manner, reminiscent of Gerard Way in the "I Don't Love You Like I Did Yesterday" music video. There was a black tear on his face, similar to the woman in that video. "Hey," he said quietly, emanating a gothic aura.

"Who is that?" I asked angrily because I didn't know him.

"This is... Hedwig!" said Voldemort. "He used to be in XBlackXTearX too, but he had to drop out because he broke his arm."

"Hey, Hedwig," I said, trying to sound seductive even though I wasn't really trying to be.

"Lol, hi, Enoby," he replied, but then he ran away because he had hair of a magical creature. He was humming "Welcome to the Black Parade" under his breath (I know that's not '80s, but let's pretend it is, okay!)

"Bye," I said, still trying to be sexy.

"That was Hedwig. He used to be my boyfriend, but we broke up," Satan said sadly, looking at his black nails.

"Oh my freaking god! I can get you back together!" I said, realizing something unexpected was in my pocket—a black iPod for recording videos, called "Kute is What we Aim 4" (does anyone else know about them? They're great!)

"Okay, you can forget about your class for now, Hedwig. I'm going to show you something great!" I led them to the Great Hall. "Come on, you guys."

Lucian, James, Sirius, and Snape were all in the Great Hall. Lucian wouldn't talk to James because James had tried to shoot him.

"Go fuck yourself, you freaking douche!" Lucian shouted at him. "Draco is never going to be friends with a vampire now!"

"Yeah, go fuck yourself, Samaro!" Snape agreed, but I knew he was lying because it had been his fault James had almost shot Lucian.

"Be quiet, you guys," I said seductively. My plan was working out great. Now I could make Voldemort good without having to do anything with him! Now Vampire's dad would never die, and "Okay, Satan and Hedwig, you guys can start making out," I said, taking out the iPod to film them.

"Cool," said Sirius as Voldemort and Hedwig started to make out passionately. We watched as they began to undress each other in a sexy manner. Samaro, Sirius, Snape, and Lucian all watched because they were probably bisexual. I knew Snape was bisexual.

"Oh my freaking god! Voldemort! Voldemort!" screamed Hedwig as their lips touched.

But suddenly, everything stopped as the door opened, and in came... Dumbledore and Mr. Norris!

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peterspaperplane · 2 years

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Songs to Listen to, Only When You Don’t Want to Be Constantly Happy

From time to time, music is always a remedy. I’m not good at singing, so I like to listen to people singing. In chronological order (based on my limited storage) these are some of the pieces I’d like everyone to listen to, more importantly when one does not want to be constantly ecstatic; ‘cause there are, for sure, gazillions of reasons to feel sad sometimes.

1. Safe & Sound – Taylor Swift (feat. The Civil Wars)

There was one time when I was smaller, I wanted to buy all the possible Red’s Cornetto for the sake of Taylor Swift free meet-and-greet-ticket. However, only when I was a bit—a tiny bit—bigger and understood simple sentences in English, I cried for Taylor Swift’s Safe & Sound.

“... I remember tears streaming down your face When I said I'll never let you go When all those shadows almost killed your light I remember you said don't leave me here alone But all that's dead and gone and passed tonight

...”

2. Bohemian Rhapsody - Queen (covered by Panic! at the Disco)

Classic, you might say. But this song—the movie, I mean, reminds me when for the first time I slept for at least 15 minutes in a cinema. No, it was merely because I’m not really into musical movies. As the aftermath, I found Panic! at the Disco version of the song and spent the rest of my third semester listening to it and—occasionally, hopelessly—scream:

“... I see a little silhouetto of a man, Scaramouch, Scaramouch, will you do the Fandango!

Thunderbolts and lightning, very, very frightening me Galileo, Galileo Galileo, Galileo Galileo, Figaro – magnificoo

...”

3. Bridge Over Troubled Water – Simon & Garfunkel

I used to listen to The Boxer by these guys (lie lie lie, lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie). Then, this title came along. In our latest kontrakan, Galaz remembered The Boxer very well. Despite the fact that I knew the song from my favorite author, this somehow reminds me of Galaz. What a dear friend—so innocent, so curious, so sincere.

“...Like a bridge over troubled water

I will lay me down

Like a bridge over troubled water

I will lay me down

..”

Bridge Over Troubled Water, I think, maybe depicts him in so many ways. There were times when I shared our kontrakan only with Galaz, ‘cause everybody went home in holidays. My troubled water. So this is how Harry feels when he has nobody around him during Christmas breaks in Hogwarts. Galaz does not remind me of Ronald Weasley, but he is one of the people I can never forget.

In our last year, we went to countless places. Spending time with him, I should be ready for all possibilities, all weirdness—I’m a weirdo anyway, so that does not bother me that much. With Galaz, I should be ready to talk about civil war while strolling around in one of our night-culinary sessions, or gender and sexual orientations in public gardens. Sometimes, it could also be slightly dark jokes in the pet market. Most of the times, swimming pools let us walked in silenced, just in perfect solitude.

Galaz enables me to define friendship as something modest, not the complicated one.

“...Like a bridge over troubled water

I will lay me down

Like a bridge over troubled water

I will lay me down

..”

4. Stoned at the Nail Salon – Lorde

On August 10th 2021, I discreetly rent a small kos-kosan in Soekarno-Hatta to escape temporarily. Nobody knew this secret but one. When I did not come back to kontrakan, what my housemates knew was that I sometimes visited and slept over in my friend’s place. Little did they know, I wanted to share my thoughts and stories but I decided to stop doing it just because I was afraid of looking stupid and pathetic in front of them. So instead, I avoided—I avoid most people.

Whenever they dodge me with bigger questions, I’d always hid my answers with other questions—and people forgot that they asked first. People always like being asked, I remember that. I hate questions—I hate questions that can never be answered, I hate questions that I can never answer.

A year after, I now live in other city, miles and miles from Soekarno-Hatta, miles from Malang. However, each time I listen to Stoned at the Nail Salon, it takes me to that particular space—when I felt so alone, desperately suicidal, but also excited to live at the same time only to listen to more of Lorde.

To be truly honest, I do not fully understand the song (just like I do to most of the songs here), but Stoned at the Nail Salon is a song I’d always come back to whenever I need to be reminded of why would I have ever hated Malang.

“... Well, my hot blood's been burnin' for so many summers now It's time to cool it down, wherever that leads

'Cause all the music you loved at sixteen, you'll grow out of And all the times they will change, it'll all come around

...”

5. Learning – Perfume Genius

In the following months, I think I started to have issues with god. I admit that I often questioned his existence on some casual table-argument with my sisters, but it was bigger this time. I even no longer engaged in conversations involving god—cause for me, I was done doing my spiritual travel, I was done believing.

“...No one will answer your prayers Until you take off that dress No one will hear all your crying Until you take your last breath

...”

(Mum died on December the same year, and sometimes, I found no reason to believe in this entire crap but for mum: ‘cause mum would have told me so, had she still been alive. I regret that I never really talked about god with mum.)

6. Space Oddity – David Bowie (covered by Passenger)

I discovered Space Oddity in my last weeks in Malang. It reminds me of a Ziggy’s book (which was initially inspired by the song. I know my brain works reversely) titled Continuum.

“... Ground Control to Major Tom Ground Control to Major Tom Take your protein pills and put your helmet on...”

The book consisted by Ziggy’s beautiful (and ever so familiar) sketches and perfectly written lyrical narrative (if not poems). I have my favorite parts of the book, indeed, but all the pages suddenly became my favorites since I listened to Passenger’s version of the song.

I have no idea of how the universe works, just like I do to the lyrics, but sometimes it sounds hopelessly beautiful.

“... For here am I sitting in a tin can Far above the world Planet Earth is blue And there's nothing I can do

...”

7. As It Was – Harry Styles (covered by Alice Kristiansen)

“... Gravity's holdin' me back I want you to hold out the palm of your hand Why don't we leave it at that?

...”

Jelly McFish—close friend of mine introduced me to a beautiful soul who posts video cover of songs in her beautiful, beautiful, way: Alice Kristiansen. My first song from her was Viva la Vida by Coldplay. Madame McFish even broke down the lyrics when we were doing our casual phone-call one night. The song, turns out, different from the original tune, is particularly sad. Alice does justice for most of songs she sang—When We Were Young, The One That Got Away, As It Was.

“... Nothin' to say When everything gets in the way Seems you cannot be replaced And I'm the one who will stay, oh

...”

As It Was. Oh I’m grateful for learning English, hence I knew right away that this is a heartbreak song. What are better than heartbreak songs covered by Alice? Harry—and other artists whose songs I mentioned—did nothing wrong with their Styles, but Alice is just woundedly beautiful, differently melodious. She agrees that this world is pathetic and there are, sometimes, no reason to continue.

“... In this world, it's just us You know it's not the same as it was

...”

8. Matilda – Harry Styles

I read Roald Dahl’s Charlie and the Chocolate Factory while I was doing my final project in architecture, May 2021. During that hardest part of my adulting life, the book was a good short escape. But it was not until June this year, I finally read Matilda (thanks to Your Majesty Mbak Debby). Fun fact, I had been thinking my whole life that it was Mathilda with an h.

Instantly, when I discovered this Harry Styles’ new song, I could not stop picturing Roald Dahl’s Matilda. The icon of being different and most of the times: unaccepted—which I feel so related to.

“... You're just in time, make your tea and your toast You framed all your posters and dyed your clothes, ooh You don't have to go You don't have to go home Oh, there's a long way to go

...”

9. Fourth of July - Sufjan Stevens

I listened to Sufjan Stevens album Carrie and Lowell while I was finishing my group project for Perancangan Arsitektur 6 (Architectural Design 6) in college, circa late 2020. Fourth of July was one of the songs.

It was not until mum died, that I feel extremely close to the song.

“The evil it spread like a fever ahead It was night when you died, my firefly What could I have said to raise you from the dead? Oh could I be the sky on the Fourth of July?

Well you do enough talk My little hawk, why do you cry? Tell me what did you learn from the Tillamook burn? Or the Fourth of July? We're all gonna die

Sitting at the bed with the halo at your head Was it all a disguise, like Junior High Where everything was fiction, future, and prediction Now, where am I? My fading supply

Did you get enough love, my little dove Why do you cry? And I'm sorry I left, but it was for the best Though it never felt right My little Versailles

The hospital asked should the body be cast Before I say goodbye, my star in the sky Such a funny thought to wrap you up in cloth Do you find it all right, my dragonfly?

Shall we look at the moon, my little loon Why do you cry? Make the most of your life, while it is rife While it is light

Well you do enough talk My little hawk, why do you cry? Tell me what did you learn from the Tillamook burn? Or the Fourth of July? We're all gonna die.”

***

I sometimes think, what would have happened if there were no invention like music? Will we be able to bare the absence—the long quiet air? Are the feelings humankind has experienced going to feel the same?

If there were no music, the sad ones, would we have stood the pain of living, only by laughing?

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Logic: You can’t make a good Mozenrath playlist! Most of the info you have on his character is based off of single lines or fan interpretations!

Me: Haha continuous emo phase go brrrrrrr

Here's the Spotify link if anyone wants to view what I've got or edit it!

Under the line is the list of songs I think go with Mozey's character or general aesthetic and their YouTube lyrics links, along with occasional personal explanations, since I enjoy seeing those in others' playlists. Feel free to dispute or add on! ...Beware. It's long.

Emperor's New Clothes - Panic! At The Disco

When You're Evil - Voltaire

Dark Matter - Les Friction

Arsonist's Lullaby - Hozier (This reminds me of The DVD Fairy's concept for a Mozenrath story in Once Upon A Time. The whole concept of Moze seeing himself as the embodiment of magic serving a dark purpose is fascinating!)

In The Woods Somewhere - Hozier (Another fanfiction, but this song feels so much like Antiphony!)

Castle - Halsey (C'mon, this could practically be his villain song!)

Let Me In - The Unseen Guest ("And sometimes in the night, you answer the phone, and they breathe down the line just to see if you're home...")

Die In A Fire - The Living Tombstone (Yeah, yeah, I know, but you KNOW this is going through his head through 90% of his episodes)

The Devil Within - Digital Daggers

God Syndrome - Madame Macabre ("Don't play God, you're no deity!" "Who, pray tell, would try and stop me?!")

COPYCAT - Billie Eilish

My Way - Chase Holfelder (Oh gosh, I LOVE this interpretation of the song! Mozenrath sees how little time he has left, reflects on what he's accomplished up until now, and decides to go out on a bang! Of course, the original song by Frank Sinatra would go as well!)

Tag, You're It - Melanie Martinez (Side note, did anyone else notice as a kid that Moze kidnapped/imprisoned a major character, usually Aladdin, almost every episode he appeared in? That's what drew me to the show in the first place; I had never seen a male villain imprison a male hero that often. ...Don't read too far into that.)

Milk and Cookies - Melanie Martinez

Outrunning Karma - Alec Benjamin (If I had any art skills, I would make an animatic of Moze with this song SO FAST...)

This is Love - Air Traffic Controller (Trigger warning for lyrical mentions of domestic/mental abuse. The song is heavy. "It's pathetic, I know, a jealous fool who won't let go. If I were sorry for my actions would I ever stoop so low?")

The Wolf - SIAMÉS

Phantom - NateWantsToBattle ("There ain't nothing to debate. Blow this purgatory state. The city lights will drown you out in the exposure.")

Villainous Thing - Shayfer James

Choke - I DON'T KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME (Yay, murder!)

Necromancin Dancin - Bear Ghost (I need a good excuse to add this one because I love this song. It's about a necromancer and it's PERFECT.)

High Enough - K.Flay

Kamikazee - MISSIO ("I want money and power and champagne and fame. I want money and power. My black heart's to blame!")

Twisted - MISSIO ("I'm uncontrollable, emotional, chaotically proportional, I'm visceral, reloadable, I'm crazy...")

Everybody Gets High - MISSIO ("Everybody gets high, why the hell can't I?")

Wolf In Sheep's Clothing - Set It Off

Kill The Lights - Set It Off

Paranoid Android - Radiohead

Ysma's Song - Jonathan Young (or the original by the late and great Eartha Kitt!)

Believer - Imagine Dragons

Jenny Was A Friend Of Mine - The Killers

Sweet Tooth - Scott Helman ("I hold hands with cosmic entities. I'll take this tube out if I please!")

Burned - Grace VanderWaal

Who Will Save You Now - Les Friction

Everybody Knows - Sigrid

Kicks - Barns Courtney ("Oh, diamond deeds, a minimal variety. I'll play until my fingers bleed. I'll never lack the quality.")

Glitter and Gold - Barns Courtney

Bottom of the Deep Blue Sea - MISSIO

Victorious - Panic! At The Disco

The Phoenix - Fall Out Boy

Colors - Halsey

Yellow Flicker Beat - Lorde ("I've got my fingers laced together and I've made a little prison and I'm locking up anyone who ever laid a finger on me. This is the start of how it all ever ends. They used to shout my name, now they whisper it.")

Let’s Kill Tonight - Panic! At The Disco

The Haunting - Set It Off ("Catch a lover, turn an enemy just to watch them burn alive!")

Don’t Mess With Me - temposhark

Little Game - Benny

Animal Impulses - IAMX

Blood - End Credits - My Chemical Romance

Another Way Out - Hollywood Undead

Mama - My Chemical Romance

I’m Only Joking - KONGOS

Brand New Day - Neil Patrick Harris

Slipping - Neil Patrick Harris

Pretty Little Head - Eliza Rickman

I Can’t Decide - Scissor Sisters

Bird Song - Florence + The Machine

Hell to Your Doorstep - Thomas Borchert

Look What You Made Me Do - Jack Leopards & The Dolphin Club (or any singer, really)

you should see me in a crown - Billie Eilish

Dead! - My Chemical Romance

The Hearse Song - Rusty Cage

Undead Lullaby - JT Music ("Bliss and pain, health and blight. I feel disparity preparing me to die.")

Dark Souls - Acoustic Mix - JT Music

Body - Mother Mother

HVY MTL DRMR - Des Rocs ("Rage like Eve in the garden. Oh, the sweetest fruit you could bear! When the riptide's dragging you under, are you gonna drown?")

Blood In The Cut - K.Flay

Pumped Up Kicks - Foster The People

Ashes - NateWantsToBattle

Mad Hatter - Melanie Martinez

Turn the Lights Off - Tally Hall (Another one I would love to see or make an animatic of!)

Sirens - Bear Ghost

Rewrite - Darling Thieves

The Beginning Is The End Is The Beginning - The Smashing Pumpkins ("And in your darkest hour, I hold secret's flame. We can watch the world devoured in its pain.")

Hellfire - Barns Courtney

Fire - Barns Courtney

Natural - Imagine Dragons

System - Chester Bennington

Oops! ...I Did It Again! - Britney Spears

The Ballad of Mona Lisa - Panic! At The Disco

#mozenrath #aladdin #aladdin the animated series #aladdin the series #character playlist #villain playlist #disney xd #spotify playlist

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kimhargreeves · 3 years

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Rain (The Suicide Squad 2021 book)

"It's better to have loved and lost, but the feeling, it comes at a cost,"

(I consider this as a sequel to my previous Suicide Squad book "Heathens" which is on my Wattpad. This book will only be on Wattpad so check it out there, you don't necessarily need to read Heathens to understand this. This was also originally going to be a sequel to Birds Of Prey but couldn't do it on time. Maybe I will in the future)

☔☔☔☔SUMMARY☔☔☔☔☔

Task Force X is back with weirder, stronger and deadlier characters. Kim is forced to join this new team against her will again alongside her friend Harley. She'll meet new people and potential lovers, but this time almost no one is making it out alive.

☔☔☔☔ SOUNDTRACK☔☔☔☔

RAIN BY GRANDSON

"It's better to have loved and lost, but the feeling, it comes at a cost, oh my poor heart is my only friend."

☔MARS BY YUNGBLUD

"But she can't be herself when she's somebody else in the morning."

☔MONSTERS BY ALL TIME LOW FT BLACKBEAR AND DEMI LOVATO

"I'm wondering why do all the monsters come out at night? Why do we sleep where we want to hide? Why do I run back to you like I don't mind if you fuck up my life?"

☔TOXIC BY ASHNIKKO

"Heard the gossip, Heard a rumor that you said you made me who I am you think you're the man. You're so toxic."

☔BLOODY VALENTINE BY MACHINE GUN KELLY

"I don't do fake love but I'll take some from you tonight."

☔THE STORY BY THIRTY SECONDS TO MARS

"I'm in the middle of nothing and it's where I want to be. Why at the bottom of everything I finally start to believe."

☔CAN'T HELP FALLING IN LOVE BY ICE NINE KILLS

"Shall I stay? Would it be a sin? If I can't help falling in love with you."

☔LIFE ETERNAL BY GHOST

"We dance once more I feel your hands are cold

Within your heart, a story to be told. This is the moment of just letting go."

☔YOU DON'T KNOW ME BY ELIZABETH GILLIES

"I'm dangerous, I'm warning you but you're not afraid of me and I can't convince you. You don't know me."

☔ANGELS & DEMONS BY JXDN

"Nothing in the world can stop me now fucked up like a rockstar. Ridin' in a cop car no one in the world can help me now."

☔SMILE BY MAISIE PETERS

"No more Mrs. Sweet and Miss Nice No more Mrs. Fuckin' Polite Time for Mrs. Takin' What's Mine. You don't need him."

☔HAPPY ENDINGS BY MIKE SHINODA Ft IANN DIOR AND UPSAHL

"Hey, at least in my mind I'm feeling like I'm the hero that saves me. There I hold my head high

Get everything right, delusional maybe, If I'm pretending, why not write happy endings?"

☔AMNESIA BY MOD SUN

"Ready or not, ready or not locked and loaded, take my shot At least I've got the heart to say it

Hello, I need your name Got me feeling things I can't explain."

☔ANXIETY BY PALAYE ROYALE

"And I was born to be anything I wanted to be

raised to be fucking mean I'm a masterpiece."

☔NOISES BY PALE WAVES

"What do you see when you look at me? I can't control my emotions lately."

☔ALL THE BOYS BY PANIC! AT THE DISCO

"All the boys and I

All the girls and I, too. Picture girls we want so badly, Isn't she a dream come true?"

#the suicide squad 2021 #james gunn #harley quinn #peacemaker #polkadot man #ratcatcher 2 #javelin #rick flag #the suicide squad x reader #weasel #bloodsport #blackguard #king shark

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nicky’s archetype playlists, 10/11: the artist.

these hands could hold the world, but it'll never be enough.

(listen.)

i. want to change the world? there's nothing to it. and you know i mean it with all of my heart: it's the end if something important doesn't start.

pure imagination (superhuman + quigley) // the light (regina spektor) // guido's song (raul julia; from nine) // desecration rag (felix arndt) // video killed the radio star (the buggles) // downtown (anya taylor-joy; from last night in soho) // anita berber (death in vegas) // all i do is dream of you (the mcguire sisters)

ii. les ailes du moulin protègent les amoureux. i want to throw my body in the river and drown. (i want to love somebody, but i don't know how.)

complainte de la butte (rufus wainwright; from moulin rouge) // i'm in love with a german film star (the passions) // as time goes by (dooley wilson; from casablanca) // uptown blues (jimmie lunceford) // sucker's prayer (the decemberists) // cherry blossom (lana del rey) // we'll meet again (she and him)

iii. who could take exception to you? some people, they call me monster; some people, they call me saint. my talent feeds my darker side, yet no one will complain.

cemetry gates (the smiths) // how fucking romantic (the magnetic fields) // opera singer (cake) // 27 (fall out boy) // gods and monsters (lana del rey) // hammer horror (kate bush) // rimbaud eyes (dum dum girls) // michael who walks by night (strawberry switchblade) // the face of dorian gray (rational youth + johan baeckstroem)

iv. you were famous; your heart was a legend. don't let the sun go down on me: although i search myself, it's always someone else i see.

never enough (kelly clarkson; from the greatest showman) // chelsea hotel no. 2 (leonard cohen) // each man kills the thing he loves (guy xy) // don't let the sun go down on me (taron egerton + celinde schoenmaker; from rocketman) // working for the knife (mitski) // colourless dream (sad lovers and giants) // dying in L.A. (panic! at the disco)

v. was your work of art so heavy that it would not let you live? there's a place i can almost see before us - never if, only when.

starry starry night (lianne la havas) // while my guitar gently weeps (girl in a coma) // start another story (emilie autumn) // the sun is often out (patrick wolf) // another world (antony and the johnsons) // bring on the wonder (susan enan)

vi. and the world will be better for this. and the living room becomes a garden, and the t.v. set becomes a fountain, and the music flows in the garden, and everything grows.

omar sharif (katrina lenk; from the band's visit) // step (vampire weeknd) // northern downpour (panic! at the disco) // it might as well be spring (nina simone) // moon river (audrey hepburn; from breakfast at tiffany's) // the impossible dream (linda eder; from man of la mancha) // lullaby of the bells (edward ward; from phantom of the opera)

+ bonus: and my newly melted heart, now blossoming into a new life. the great comet of 1812 (josh groban; from natasha, pierre, and the great comet of 1812)

#archetype playlist #concept playlist #myss archetypes #this one was uniquely exhausting. i'm very pleased though.#;swan’s songs.#;we are all in the gutter‚ but some of us are looking at the stars.

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rebellingstagnationblog · 3 years

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"Don't Threaten Me With a Good Time" -- an unwritten "Geronimo" Negaduck story

A few people (namely @rightasrainee and @thezoe611) have asked what happened to Nega-Morgana and to Nega-Launchpad in the Geronimo-verse.

I had a fully planned out, but never fully written, story of how Negaduck almost lost control of the Negaverse. Featuring Nega-Launchpad, Nega-Morgana, Nega-Scrooge, and a few other DuckTales and Darkwing Duck Negaverse counterpart cameos. Taking place just after Stellar's fall from power (pre-Darkwing Duck series) and inspired by Panic! at the Disco's Death of a Bachelor album is the unwritten story "Don't Threaten Me With a Good Time".

Under the cut is the chapter-by-chapter plot. Enjoy! (Or don't; I'm not the boss of you)

“Victorious” -- Negaduck’s reign over the Negaverse is complete. All of Stellar’s compatriots are vanquished, and Negaduck is the official lord of the Negaverse. At the end of the chapter, we flash to Nega-Launchpad’s perspective, who is working with Nega-Scrooge to overthrow Negaduck because he is more loyal to his first employer. Scrooge was close with Stellar, and the two had been working on mergers between the Negaverse’s St Canard and Duckburg. Scrooge, wanting Stellar to be in control again, has decided to eliminate Negaduck then welcome Stellar back to his rightful place.

“Hallelujah” -- Launchpad convinces Negaduck to visit Duckburg, saying there might be a possibility to extend his reign to another city. Eager, and arrogant, Negaduck goes with him. While in Duckburg, we meet Nega-Morgana, who is training under Nega-Magica, and the two are instantly drawn to one another.

“Emperor’s New Clothes” -- Negaduck goes to Scrooge’s mansion and starts the meeting with the business mogul as arrogant and brass as he ever is, but pretty is quickly overpowered, with Launchpad’s help, and is tossed into a high-security cell in the basement. There’s probably a fight that ensues, Negaduck gets seriously injured, and Scrooge taunts him over losing his newly found kingdom.

“Crazy = Genius” -- Negaduck, beaten and bruised, looks for a way out. There is none. Until Morgana springs him out of the cell. She manages to heal him and he starts his plan of retribution, the two of them working to get revenge on Scrooge.

“LA Devotee” -- Plans set into motion, Negaduck and Morgana share a private (and intimate) scene together in Scrooge’s library. Amidst their canoodling, they manage to find a hidden door behind one of the bookcases.

“Golden Days” -- The hidden room is a secret study/security room. Negaduck sees not only what is going on around the mansion via security footage (and can thus track all his enemies), but he sees the history of Scrooge’s business dealings via paperwork and records. With Stellar. With Launchpad. And with Morgana. She’s been combining her magic with Magica’s to give Scrooge an edge to all his empire to ensure he’s always on top.

“The Good, the Bad, and the Dirty” -- Negaduck accuses Morgana of betraying him and he's super emotional since Launchpad has also clearly betrayed him. Morgana says that betraying Negaduck was the initial plan, but then she met him and now is done with Scrooge. Distrusting, Negaduck tells her he never wants to see her again and manages to knock her unconscious then secures her to a chair. Using the elaborate security system in the mansion, Negaduck manages to isolate each member of McDuck’s enterprises (Launchpad, Scrooge, Donald, the boys, etc.) then goes on the hunt. (very Mandalorian, right?) He straight up murders them all, then bombs the mansion with Morgana still inside.

“House of Memories” -- Visiting Magica on his way out of Duckburg, Negaduck gets a few magic ingredients/materials and picks up some knowledge on how to protect St Canard from any type of magic. He kills Magica, raids Scrooge’s money bin, and leaves Duckburg for good.

“Impossible Year” -- Negaduck, setting up the spells and other magical artifacts around his city to keep all magic users out, reflects on what might have been. Not just with recent events, but with his family, and especially his parents. He has a city to run, however, and he’s sure not gonna trust anyone ever again. No matter what.

@historian-in-pearls @aj-the-bluejay @pharaoh-ink @mistress-negs

#negaduck #darkwing duck #geronimo series

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mikauzoran · 3 years

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Interview with a Fanfic Author Tag!

This game was originally posted by @goldenavenger02. I was tagged by @purplerose244. Thanks so much for the tag! I’m so honoured that you want to know more about me. ^w^ <3

1. Your favorite fic that you’ve written (or just one you want to give a shout out to).

Phantasmagoria (Lukadrien) is always going to be one of my favourites. XD

I’m really proud of Serendipity: Fifty Marichat and Adrienette Kisses, though. I thought that story was going to kill me, but I finished it.

Shout out to The Secrets and Rooftop Picnics Society (Lady Noir)!

2. Your favorite fic title that you’ve come up with.

Honestly, I suck at titles and summaries. XD Isn’t it enough that I wrote the story? No? XD I genuinely thought that Paw de Deux (Marichat) was clever, and I was surprised it hadn’t been used yet.

I thought The Adventures of Off-Brand Ladybug and Chat Noir (Adrienette) was kind of cheeky and cute too. ^.^

Drunk Ladybug on My Balcony? Yeah. This is Fine. (Love Square, Platonic Alyanette, Platonic AlyAdrien) was a low point in my life. XD I couldn’t come up with anything, so I was like, “Yeah. Fine. Whatever. It’s just a one-shot”. But then it turned into a multi-chapter story, and I was stuck with the name. XD It was bad.

3. How do you get inspiration to write?

How do I come up with story ideas or how do I make myself sit down and write? If the latter, I just do it. I really enjoy writing, so I regularly make time for it. It’s how I process emotions and things that happen in my life.

If you’re asking how I come up with story ideas...I’m not sure. They just come to me. A good way to get inspiration is to go for a walk outside. Somewhere with greenery is best. I also get inspired by listening to music, looking at art, seeing theatre performances, and reading. Learning new things is also a source of inspiration. I find inspiration almost everywhere.

4. Your favorite genre/subgenre of fic to write.

I think I like hurt/comfort with a fluffy ending best. I like empathizing with characters who are hurting so long as they get a happy ending. It’s a bonus if there’s mutual pining and platonic bed sharing.

5. Do you have other hobbies?

I read a lot, and I like studying. Like, I love learning about a wide variety of subjects from astronomy to art history to music theory to philosophy. It’s really interesting to learn a little bit about a lot of different things. ^.^

6. A fun fact about you that a lot of people may not know.

I was diagnosed with Juvenile Diabetes (Type I) when I was in high school. I had to be rushed to the hospital because my blood sugar was in the nine hundreds, and I almost died. My anniversary is March first, so every year I celebrate my diagnosis because that’s another year that I’ve survived thanks to the doctors who saved me.

(Is that a fun fact? ^.^; I think I have a weird sense of what’s fun and or interesting.)

7. Pick one character to self project onto, go!

Adrien Agreste all the way. XD

8. Favorite genre of music.

Mostly, I like Japanese popular music. I’m not much of a fan of the super popular boy and girl groups, but I like Japanese punk, rock, and alternative. I also really like “classical” instrumental music. My favourite period is the Romantic Period in the eighteen hundreds.

9. Your favorite singer/band.

I don’t usually have a particular band whose music I like. My phone is full of one or two songs from a bunch of different artists. In general, I do seem to like UVERworld, Fall Out Boy, and Vocaloid, though. Panic! At the Disco also has some cool music, and I like video game music by Toby Fox (Undertale) and Kondo Koji (The Legend of Zelda). Kajiura Yuki also makes gorgeous music.

10. And finally, how has your experience in fandom been?

You know, I’ve been lucky, and I’ve had a largely positive experience with the fandom. Everyone’s been very supportive of me and my work. <3 ^.^

Tagging: @thewritewolf, @zekroudon, @galahadwilder, @alexseanchai, @kasienda, @dot-dotdots, @theriveroflight, @trashcatontherooftop, @freedom-shamrock

#Marichat #Adrinette #LadyNoir #Adrienette #Lady Noir #Miraculous Ladybug #MLB #Adrien Agreste #Marinette Dupain-Cheng #Chat Noir #Ladybug #Tag Game

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messagestoateez · 3 years

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Packing

Paring: Seonghwa x reader

Genre: fluff

Warnings: slight bit of angst. Pouty Seonghwa really.

Summary: You moved to Korea for college and met your boyfriend, Seonghwa, and his 7 crazy group members, but at the end of the year you have decided to leave and go back to your home country till the next year starts and you can see Seonghwa and your friends again.

A pout formed on his lips at the mention of packing things up. Granted you lived in a small one bedroom apartment rented from the college you went to, and you’d still be able to live in it when the new year started, but you wanted to pack things up and make sure when you came back you could start fresh and decorate your home different for a new atmosphere.

Seonghwa stood in the door frame of the bedroom you two had shared when he didn’t have a busy schedule and could come over, and when you didn’t have much homework from classes. The pout that had stayed on his face for what had seemed like weeks, was especially prominent today. He knew it was your last day in Korea till August and it pained him to let you go. Many hours away and many hours behind would kill him. He needed you to be with him physically, but he understood you miss your family and that you would be gone for only two months.

He sighed and you look over at him with a slight smile.

“My love, I won’t be gone long and we will text and call any chance we get.” You said, walking over to him and pacing your arms around his small waist, pressing your cheek to his chest, hearing his heartbeat speed up with the small act of love he received.

He looked at you and wrapped his arms around your smaller frame and nodded, replying with an almost inaudible “I know.” and then burying his nose in your hair, smelling the scent of strawberry and mint your shampoo and conditioner held. You two stood there for a while before you looked up at him and placed a chaste kiss on his lips, making him smile and a red hue appear on his cheeks.

“Come on lazy bones, we gotta finish packing. Mingi texted me and told me the rest of them would be over soon to help and are bringing food with them.” You said unwrapping yourself from Seonghwas touch and walking over to a half full box of miscellaneous items and moving it from your bed to the floor. Seonghwa walked over to you and helped you move things around and put things in boxes, when suddenly the bell rang.

“I’ll get it.” You said, standing up from your place on the floor, where you were sorting trash and important things into piles. You brushed off your hands, leaving Seonghwa in your almost empty room and getting the door.

You opened the door to 7 hyperactive boys who carried food and drinks, and were shouting your name, pushing past you to come in and hug you with all their strength.

“We come baring food and help.” Hongjoong explained, cringing when he heard one of the boys fall and something glass break.

San and Wooyoung walked in guiltily holding pieces of a broken vase.

“Dumbass here pushed me and I accidentally knocked your vase over.” Wooyoung explained, side-eyeing San, who had a given him the ‘I can’t believe you snitched on me look’.

You sighed and at the same time Seonghwa walked into the living room where you, San, Wooyoung, and Hongjoong were standing and his eyes widened.

“Is that what broke?” He asked.

“Yeah but that’s okay I planned on throwing it out anyways, I don’t use it and it’s just taking up space.” You replied, while taking the broken glass to the kitchen and throwing it away in a random trash bag.

“Hey I got the rest of the room packed, but I found some more papers and set them on the floor in the pile you were going through.” Seonghwa said when he saw you walk back into the living room.

“Okay thank you Hwa.” You offer him a small smile which he returned.

“Why so glum Seonghwa?” Wooyoung asked after seeing the small pout that had been on his face all day.

“Gee I dunno, may it’s the fact that his girlfriend is leaving for two months, genius.” San said in a duh tone, which earned him a slap on the back of the head from Wooyoung.

Yunho, Yeosang, Jongho, and Mingi all came into the living room from the kitchen, Mingi and Yeosang with chicken in their hands.

“Okay so where shall we start?” Yunho asked.

Seonghwa shrugged and looked around spotting unpacked belongings and boxes in a corner of the room.

“There?” He said, asking you more than directing the others.

“There,” You confirmed “but don’t break anything else boys. I’m keeping an eye on you.”

“Aye aye captain.” San and Wooyoung replied.

You and Seonghwa headed back to your room and you sat back down on the ground while Seonghwa started cleaning up and dusting.

Eventually the whole house was packed and cleaned, aside from a few blankets and pillows that were on your bed and couch, and the 9 of you were situated on your couch or on the floor eating and sharing stories for past time.

“We are gonna miss you.” Mingi had said which caused you to frown and pat his head. You two had to be the closest. You guys just seemed to have clicked when Seonghwa introduced you to the rest of the group. Ever since then you two have been best friends.

“I won’t be gone long. Keep Seonghwa company for me, yeah?” You said.

The boys just nodded in reply and went back to conversing.

Eventually it was time to say goodbye to the 7 boys, and the last people out were a sad Mingi being dragged out by melancholy Yunho.

You shut the door behind the two boys, locking it, and turning around to see a teary eyed Seonghwa, making your gaze soften.

You put a hand on his cheek, feeling him lean into the touch, which was enough to make the tears that had been building up over the past week or two, finally spill over.

You removed your hand and let him wrap his arms around you and bury his head in the crook of your neck, letting out silent sobs. You brought your hands up and ran your fingers through his hair, trying to soothe your crying boyfriend.

“Don’t want you to go.” He choked out. The sound of his trembling voice breaking your heart. You guys hadn’t had to be apart yet. You two met after he got off tour, at the cat café you work at. He had gone there often with the rest of his group members and the rest is history.

“Don’t worry bubs, I won’t gone long. It’s only 8 weeks, then I’ll be able to come back to you and see you again, I pinky promise.” You said holding out your pinky, he lifted his head up, the sight of his puffy eyes making your heart clench, and then hooked his pinky with yours. He then set his head back down onto the crook of your neck and enjoyed the feeling of you running your fingers through his brown hair.

“I’m gonna miss you.” He said, nuzzling your shoulder.

“Im gonna miss you too.” You said tearing up a little. To be honest before you met Seonghwa you were ecstatic about going home, but now? You wanted to be there with him, now more than ever. You’ve seen him cry, but being the part of the reason as to why he’s crying breaks your heart even more.

You two stayed like that till you both decided to get ready for bed, you still having to finish packing a carry on.

As you finished brushing your teeth and getting ready for bed, you exited the bathroom, Seonghwa going in behind you and getting himself ready for bed.

You got done with packing your bag, which consisted of your passport, wallet, portable charger, and a few other items, and set it on the floor by your dresser. Then you got your outfit for the next day ready, and headed over to your bed, plugging in your phone.

You got in bed and waited for Seonghwa to finish brushing his teeth, which happened a few moments later.

He crawled in next to you, and brought you to his chest, hugging you, entangling your limbs, and rubbing your back while you drew shapes on his t-shirt clad chest.

“Y/n could you sing for me?” He asked after a few minutes of silence. Even though he was much more talented than you could ever be in your opinion, he insisted that he was in love with your singing after the first time he heard your voice, while you were doing dishes.

“Mhm.” You hum out your answer and break free from his hold to put on some music, as a guide as to what you were singing.

Laying back down, you had reversed the sleeping position, with Seonghwas head on your chest and arms around your mid-section, while your legs were wrapped around his waist running your fingers through his hair again.

As the pianic intro started you prepared your voice to start singing.

Whether near or far

I am always yours

Any change in time

We are young again

Lay us down

We’re in love

Lay us down

We’re in love

Ahh Ahh

In these coming years

Many things will change

But the way I feel

Will the remain the same

Lay us down

We’re in love

Lay us down

We’re in love

Ahh Ahh

As the song had come to an end, Seonghwa’s breathing had evened out, soft snores leaving his mouth, and your eyes started to droop from exhaustion.

It may be 2 months till you would be able to see Seonghwa again, but no matter the distance your love would be okay.

You stopped your movements in Seonghwa’s hair and kissed his forehead, whispering something and closed your eyes.

“Goodnight my moon.”

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queerspacepunk · 3 years

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Welcome to DADWC!! How about “A lifetime of laughter, at the expense of the death of a bachelor” (Panic! at the Disco, Death of a Bachelor) for Bull/Dorian?

thank u for the patience friend! I hadn't heard this song before but now I have. (Second @dadrunkwriting fill in one day? :0)

“You’re really going through with this, aren’t you?” “I really am. Are you disappointed?” Felix sighs, “I think you’re an idiot, and that this is a terrible idea but I’m also... strangely proud of you.”

To Blackwall, Cassandra, Cole, and 10 others: I was wondering if you would be free to join me tomorrow evening for... a memorial of sorts, for someone quite close to me.

To Blackwall, Cassandra, Cole, and 9 others: Room booked at the Herald’s Rest, tomorrow, 7PM.

To Sera: Room booked at the Herald’s Rest, tomorrow, 6:30PM.

From Josephine: Oh Dorian, I’m so sorry to hear this, of course we will be there! Might I ask, is this a recent loss?

To Josephine: Your presence is much appreciated. It’s something of a complicated story, I’m sure you won’t mind if I wait to tell you all at once, tomorrow evening.

From Josephine: No, of course not, forgive me for prying. Much love.

“You’re sure you don’t want to call this off?” Felix says through the phone.

“A little late for that now,” Dorian points out, “they’ll all be here shortly. What else can I do? Call them all and say, ‘sorry lied about the whole memorial thing, never mind’?”

“Isn’t the whole point of this that you’re lying to them?”

“Not lying,” Dorian says, “Misleading. It’s different. And I do think they’ll be a little too preoccupied to be mad, afterwards.”

“You’re really going through with this, aren’t you?”

“I really am. Are you disappointed?”

Felix sighs, “I think you’re an idiot, and that this is a terrible idea but I’m also... strangely proud of you.”

“Now, now,” Dorian admonishes gently, “there’s going to be enough sappiness later on, keep it together for me.”

Felix laughs, and Dorian can just about see him shaking his head.

“You sure you don’t want me to video call you in?”

“I’ll give the game away, just send me the recordings after, and Dorian?”

“Yes Felix?”

“Good luck.”

His friends arrive, almost entirely on time for once, in ones and twos and threes. Dorian greets them at the door to the private room, face solemn, and directs them to the seats he’s set out. There’s no faux coffin in the room -- he hadn’t wanted to get quite that morbid, but there is an indulgent spray of funeral flowers set at the front of the room.

Sera tries to ask questions, and is summarily shushed by Josephine. Cole tries to give answers and is dragged aside, informed, and shushed by Dorian. He doesn’t quite get it, but he must have a good feeling about the results because he keeps his mouth shut. Leliana seems to know something’s up, but is entertained enough to not say anything, and Bull gives Dorian a hell of a look, laced with enough concern that Dorian actually feels a little... guilty.

“Thank you all for coming,” Dorian says, once everyone is seated, and pulls out the stack of memorial pamphlets he’s had printed, “I appreciate your presence with me tonight, and your patience with what is a... complicated situation.”

He begins stepping around the circle, handing the pamphlets out.

“Er, Dorian,” Blackwall says, “I think there’s been a mix-up. They’ve put your picture on these.”

“Oh,” Dorian says, turning to the flowers to give him a moment to suppress the grin creeping onto his face, “no, that’s quite correct.”

“You better not be a bloody ghost!” Sera yelps, flinging her pamphlet at him as if to test her hypothesis. It manages, despite being a flat piece of paper that has no business being able to be thrown with any accuracy, to smack Dorian right in the face, which is unpleasant, but does at least seem to reassure her that he isn’t, in fact, a ghost.

None of the others seem particularly concerned that he’s undead, but there is a lot of muttering, and worried looks being pointed his way.

“You need an intervention or something, Pavus?” Krem asks with a frown, “cause I know that cries for help are actually a good thing and shit, and you Magisters-”

“Altus, Soporatus, you know better.”

“-fine, you Altus love your drama, but even this is a bit much.”

“I assure you,” Dorian says to the group at large, “this is not a cry for help.”

“You did just hand us all a funeral pamphlet with your face on it, Sparkler,” Varric points out.

“It’s not a funeral pamphlet, it’s a memorial pamphlet, and-”

“The dates are wrong,” Leliana interrupts, “The death date is a question mark so I cannot comment on that, however this is not your birthdate. You must have been... eighteen? Nineteen?”

“Eighteen,” Dorian confirms, pinching the bridge of his nose and taking a deep breath, “this has all gone rather off-track, hasn’t it. If you would all just hold your questions, and nonsense,” he throws a quick glare at both Sera and Krem, “and allow me to explain things, I think you’ll find it will benefit all of us.”

Bull, Dorian notes, is watching him very, very carefully. They haven’t seen each other since yesterday which isn’t entirely unusual, given Dorian insistence that they maintain their own homes up unto this point, even if he spends most nights in Bull’s bed or with Bull in his own, but he can tell that the fact he’s said nothing about any of this to Bull is concerning him.

Nothing to be done about it now. Nothing but going forward with the plan as intended.

“We are here, this evening,” Dorian says, “to consider, and honour the life of someone I believe we all care about. Someone who has, for many years been the life of our parties, a bringer of spectacular stories and an improver of our collective fashion sense.”

“What happened to ‘im?” Sera interjects. Dorian rolls his eyes but doesn’t grizzle.

“Nothing, as of yet,” Dorian reassures them, “but the bachelor of which we speak has, while not by anyone’s definition a selfless man, has decided that there are certain things worth sacrificing one’s life for.”

They look at him (with the exception of Cole of course, and Vivienne who’s grinning like she knows the answer is is utterly uninterested in giving hints to anyone else) like he’s spouting absolute gibberish. He’d hoped his friends would be a little more advanced in their thinking, but alas. If he has to help them along, so be it.

“How,” he says, “does one kill a bachelor?”

“Shoot ‘im!” Sera suggests.

“Blunt force trauma?” Krem asks, “to the head?”

Leliana hums quietly, “poison?”

“Blessed Maker,” Dorian says aghast, “what is wrong with you?”

“Hate to break it to you,” Herah points out, “but you did invite us all along to what is looking a lot like a fake memorial service for yourself. Your high horse is more of a rocking pony.”

Dorian rolls his eyes, “how long did it take you to think of that?”

Herah pouts, “a couple of minutes.”

“Well done, regardless,” Dorian admits, “now you’ve all had enough time to think. Varric, surely you’ll know. How does one kill a bachelor?

“Explosion?”

“Oh for-” Dorian throws his hands in the air and turns away from them all, trying to come up with a plan B for how he’s going to make this happen. He can tell them the answer, of course, but it won’t be at all the same and someone figuring it out themselves-

“Oh,” Cassandra says, “of course.”

Dorian spins back to look at her, as does everyone else in the room, and she flushes.

“Isn’t it obvious?” she insists, “to kill a bachelor, you marry him.”

They all stare at Cassandra a moment before turning, slowly, to Dorian, who has taken advantage of their distraction to sink to his knee, and pull the ring box from his pocket.

“The Iron Bull,” he says, and he’s not choking up dammit, of course he isn’t, he’s practiced this too many time for that to happen, “I have been a bachelor for over a decade now, and I have thought for some time that it was something I would never give up. That I could not ask for more than what I had.”

“Dorian-” Bull says and there must be something wrong with the acoustics in here, because now he sounds like his voice is cracking and there’s not way that can be the truth.

“Hush,” Dorian says, gently, “let me finish.”

Bull does, closes his mouth and leans back in his chair but not before taking Dorian’s hand in his own, and holding it.

“Right,” Dorian says, “as I was saying. Bull you have come along and swept everything out from under me. Shown me that there is in fact, a whole other life to be had. A life full of laughter, a life full of love, and safety, and honesty.”

And bugger it all he is crying now, and he can only thank the Maker for the fact that he’s a pretty crier.

“I have realised,” Dorian says, “that this is a life I want, even if it comes at the expense of the death of a bachelor.”

He opens the box. It wasn’t easy convincing someone to make an untinted dawnstone ring, or managing to get the measurements without Bull noticing, but he’s done it.

“The Iron Bull, will you marry me?”

#dadwc #i came up with this idea like an hour and a half ago and now it's WRITTE #N #how's that for turnaround huh #dragon age #dragonage #the iron bull #dorian pavus #adoribull #fix it in post #bing bong

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darklightmiwxo · 3 years

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MIW history

Hello I want to make a history and facts post of MIW. I been a fan for a few months so I may miss some stuff out. New fans can check this out to understand more of the band.

Motionless in white members:

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Name: Chris motionless (cerulli)

Full name: Christopher Cerulli)

Age: 34

Birthday: October 17 1986

Zodiac: Libra

Birth place: Scranton Pennsylvania

Height: 6'1

Role: main singer

Relationship Status: single

Chris says he doesn't want to get married.

Fear: heights and flying

Personality: a really kind person who cares for his fans he's funny and has a dad humor. Everyone just see him as a dad to them.

Interest: Chris really loves dogs. He plays video games halo and call of duty he plays it all the time. His fave bands is slipknot,marlin manson,korn,HIM,and more rock bands.

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Name: Ricky Olson (horror)

Full name: Richard Alison Olson the third

Nick name: Rick

Age: 32

Birthday: September 1st 1988

Birth place: Seattle WA

Lives: Scranton Pennsylvania

Zodiac: Virgo

Height: 5'6

Uni: he studied film production in college but dropped out for the band.

Role: rhythm guitarist and backing vocalist

Relationship status: taken by Jamie L

Fear: dying alone,being hated,failing

Personality: he's a calm sweet person he's very smart and also really kind. He's a good caring friend. However he can be a troll sometimes and mess around with everyone because he loves doing it. He loves his fans so much. He's a shy boy.

Interest: he loves to write,draw,edit,take photos, record videos,run his YouTube channel,create a mini sketch video to post on his channel, being a director,he loves cats and reading books.

Ricky fave bands is: muse,HIM,afi,slipknot,BMTH,Ariana grande,Ellie goulding.

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Name: Vinny Mauro

Full name: Vinchenzo Mauro

Nick name: vin,chenzo,sachetti

Nationality: Italian American

Age: 27

Birthday: Nov 22 1993

Birth place: jersey shore Pennsylvania

Zodiac: Sagittarius

(he's also a Sagittarius Scorpio cusp)

Height: 5'6

Uni: vinny study computer programming but he dropped out of college to join the band in 2014

Role: drummer

Bands: MIW,suffer club,trap demon

Relationship Status: single

Fear: being hated by people

Personality: in most of Ricky vlogs vinny seem extroverted he is loud around friends and has lots of fun being silly. But in reality there is a side to him that isn't easy to see you can see it in his twitch stream. He's actually really introverted he said this himself. He's calming and sweet he interact with fans a lot and making sure fans respect each other. He loves to be alone in his room for many days avoiding human contact. Vinny mention being too shy to go up to new people but he is fine if people go up to him. He doesn't feel comfortable talking to new people. He likes being alone.

Interest: creating rap beats,playing video games,making music,dogs and cats,playing drums.

Vinny fave artist are: Fall out boy,paramore,korn,panic! At the disco,HIM,my chemical romance,arch enemy,maroon 5,emeiem,Ariana grande,dua lipa,Mack millo,doji cat,bring me the horizon,pierce the veil,sleeping with sirens,all time low,black veil brides,Rihanna,linkin park,green day,evanescences.

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Name: Ryan Sitkowski

Age: 30

Birthday: Jan 8,1991

Zodiac: Capricorn

Birth place: Pennsylvania

Height: 5'11?

Uni: he dropped out of college to join MIW

Role: lead guitarist

Relationship Status: taken

Fear: spiders

Personality: Ryan is a chill person he's shy and caring to fans. He's also a troll he loves to mess around with his friends.

Interest: guitar,video games,trading card games.

Bands: the same as the rest of miw probably.

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Name: Justin morrow

Age: 32?

Birthday: May 11th

Birth place: Caledonia, New York

Zodiac: Taurus

Height: 6'1

Role: bassist

Relationship Status: married

Fear: ?

Personality: Justin is a kind chill person who cares for his fans and his friends. He left ice nine kills to right away help MIW on tour. Justin is also a troll he loves trolling his friends.

Interest: videos games but not a nerd like the others,bass,cosplaying,putting makeup on.

Bands: the same as MIW

Motionless in white history:

The band started in high school of 2005

Chris,Angelo,Frank p,Kyle white being the first members of the band. Later after college and the bands demo releases Josh joined the band. Frank moved to bass. Micheal and TJ join as guitarist. Later on micheal left the band and Chris met Ryan. Ryan then joined as guitarist of the band. Chris met Ricky in 2009. Frank left the band and Ricky was the new bassist for MIW.

MIW got more popular in 2009 when they tour around the state's in a van. Tj left the band a year later to join escape the fate (Ronnie radke of falling in reverse old band and bless the fall singer Craig band) Ricky then became the new rythmn guitarist of the band. Ghost (Devin) join as the bass player of the band. During the infamous album creation Angelo was feeling ill he couldn't play drums well anymore he gets tired easily and his drum skills wasn't good at all he was eating bad that it make him weak. He couldn't drum anymore so he left the band. The band had other drummers help record their albums. Brandon was the touring drummer for the band till the end of the reincarnated album. The band met vinny and he became the new drummer he was in the reincarnated music video playing drums but you can't see him much in the music video. Vinny then became a member of MIW not a tour drummer anymore but a actually member of MIW. Josh left the band around this time. In the graveyard shift era after the making of the album the whole band kicked ghost out of the band because the fans told the band what ghost did to fans which was very gross. The band kicked him out and Justin from ice nine kills join the band as bassist then he quit ice nine kills to be working full time for MIW. Disguise is the first album where the whole current members of the band created songs without other people doing it for them.

Chris history from high school to now:

Chris grew up in Pennsylvania. He met his friends who end up being the band members of the band he wanted to create he wasn't expecting to be the main singer. At a young age Chris started getting tattoos everywhere.

Chris cared about the band and just went for it.

Demos of the band was created. Chris is a perfectionist he wants the album to be perfect so he was judging everything in order to make a album he liked. Band members left but he didn't quit the band he try to find new band members and try to meet new bands. He worked hard for the band he carry the whole band and make sure the band was doing well. Chris thanks Ryan and Ricky for being the most loyal band members staying with him all these years and not leaving him. Chris had the fear of failing the band breaking up and Chris dreams crushing down but Chris didn't let that happen at all. And here we are today.

Ryan Sitkowski college to now:

Ryan dropped out of college to join MIW at age 17. He was new to the band and Josh didn't like him at all. Ryan was at a young age traveling all over the state with the band. Ryan haven't shared much of his life on the internet he kept it more private. Ryan got a girlfriend and then when the lockdown happen he started streaming on twitch to interact with fans and made a discord too.

Ricky Olson high school to now:

Ricky is the oldest of his siblings. When Ricky was young he was playing with his friends sports and something hit his tooth so half of Ricky teeth is fake. He mention he cry to his mom on the phone because of it. Ricky in middle school wanted to be in a band because his friends played instruments and he wanted to join them. Ricky in high school was a shy boy who had a few friends but they were mostly fake friends. Ricky Olson begin to play guitar and write stories because of the inspiration of Ville Valo from HIM. He became obsessed with HIM. Ricky was in a band in high school as the lead singer but was kicked out for sounding like Ville valo. One of Ricky dreams was to be in a band and also a film maker. In college he study film production. While also working in band merch booth selling band merch to people. But since Ricky was too shy he got yelled at for not speaking up and selling more. Ricky was in a bad time around 2008 and 2009. He share this in a blog years ago about this. He was in a lost place had a bad past and he was thinking of the past all the time and future worrying about failing the future he wanted to be in a band but he was so lost he had no idea what to do in his life. He would day dream about being in a band and then cry to sleep every night about his life. He had depression and gave up with everything in his life. He drank achoul every day. One day on his sister 16 birthday Ricky was drunk coming home from work to go to his parents house his sister was sleeping in her bed.

Tw// self harm and suicide attempt:

Ricky was laying in his sister's bed he cut his arm with a knife it was a lot Ricky was sobbing while watching the blood going down his arm to the floor his dad saw what happen and ask Ricky what happen. Ricky was sobbing and yelling he wanted to die many times. He passed out and went to the hospital he lost a lot of blood and the achoul level was really high he drank way too much. He almost died. He end up getting better and went to see a therapist. He went to see MIW with a friend. Ricky met Chris and the band thought Ricky was cool so he invited them to stay at his house. Chris text Ricky being like should join our band. Ricky would often say idk if I should he didn't know if he would be good enough for the band.

He later on join and quit college but Ricky mention still feeling depressed while in the band. Josh ballaz disliked Ricky when he joined too. 2 years later Ricky moved to rythmn guitarist but he wasn't used to playing guitar since he mostly did bass so he often made mistakes on guitar. He was still learning to play guitar. Things got better for Ricky. But his dream job was always filming he does some film stuff on tour and at home. Though he knew he probably won't be a film maker for movies like he dream of doing he makes whatever he can make. Ricky has stomach problems he often went to the doctor because of it.

Vinny Mauro childhood to now:

Vinny is one of the youngest children of his family. He has many siblings. Vinny mention on stream that he had a bad past. He mention that his dad would take achoul all the time and not give a fuck about vinny. Vinny mom would always go after Vinny. Vinny as a kid was a trouble maker he would disobey his parents and think it was funny. His mom would throw stuff at him and threaten him. His dad gave him a drum set so vinny end up learning to play drums he self taught himself to play drums. He listen to music and got into new types of music he likes all types of music. In middle school a girl that he liked asked him if he can play paramore on drums and vinny played it for her.

In high school vinny was a outcast and loner he made friends in his neighborhood but at school he had no friend. He didn't fit in with anyone. He mention in Ricky Olson podcast his high school life. Ricky ask him how he didn't find friends in high school. Vinny mention saying he didn't fit in with anyone he is also a shy person so he doesn't go up to new people. He was more a loner and was fine with it. Vinny went to uni to study computer programming but he didn't like it at all he was often bored he posted videos of him drumming on his YouTube channel. He knew a guy who knew MIW. MIW was looking for a drummer and they asked vinny to try out for drums in another country which was Australia. Vinny dropped out of college and told his parents what he was doing they weren't happy about that but he end up going over there trying out drums but he was very nervous. He met the band and then went to start drumming. Chris and Ricky were in the same room as vinny they were watching him play drums. Chris being very judgemental. He often scares Ricky when he's on guitar and Ricky fear to make a single mistake in front of Chris and vinny felt that fear. He even said I think I mess up a few times on drums. After he finish drumming. Ricky and Chris went to talk said not a single word and vinny was sweating so much thinking he made a mistake and he won't be part of the band. Later on Chris made vinny part of the band. Vinny became the tour member of the band then he became a member of MIW.

Years later vinny decided to interact more with fans since he had time to so he livestreams on twitch and has discord to interact with fans.

The lock down happen and vinny spend time interacting with fans. He lives with his friend in a house together. But something about vinny these few years mostly months to now that was starting to show. Vinny was suddenly showing signs of depression he often tweet depressing stuff but each year got worst for him. 2020 was the start of vinny's down fall. He had so much self hate he hated his hair,his body,his looks everything about himself he hate. He even tweeted saying I'm sad so I'm going to make a song. He release alone. Even he tweeted about something sad saying 2020 was a bad start for him and Ricky ask if he was ok and hoping vinny was just joking around. During December vinny had back pains because of a sneeze that hurt his nerves so vinny was in so much pain and he didn't see a doctor he thought he could fight it himself just taking pain meds to him. In Jan of 2021 the start of vinny down hill. He was in so much pain he couldn't leave his room or chair he couldn't even drum. He was very depressed. He hated life so much. A month later he got better and went back to streaming but still he was struggling there was some bad stuff happening anyway with him. The covid shot made him sick Saying he didnt eat anything for 4 days he felt like throwing up he even woke up in the middle of the night thinking he was going to do it and other stuff that made him depressed. Around April of this year small amount of fans notice something was going on with vinny he mention so much self hate about himself. In May he mention he was fine but a week later he said he was depressed and talking about what happen months ago and years ago. Sharing something about his family past and he stopped himself saying he doesn't want to get too into it. Vinny mention that he was eating food once a day because he felt like he is fat for over eating food all the time so he end up just eating dinner only everyday. He done it since the beginning of March and still is doing it. He wanted to loss weight. So he doesn't want breakfast and lunch but he eats dinner.

Around may vinny was in rock bottom he talk to no one at all even Ryan was 30 mins away from vinny and he ask him why he didn't go to see him and vinny said he didn't know why. Vinny mention saying he talked to no one for a week straight he also mention he isn't the kind of person to go up to people he said he's very introverted. he stopped streaming for weeks because he was doing bad. He said he felt burnt out and tired.

He took his break off social media for many weeks. Around this time many fans notice vinny was really not doing well.

Then he return to streaming around the 18th of June. Just to say hi he said he miss his fans but he plans to stream again a few weeks later. He mention that he have been avoiding all human contact and was staying in his room playing video games and drums all day still with the once a meal thing he does. Vinny said he's not depressed but people ask him about his depressing tweets and he said is it really depressing. Someone ask him why he is listening to sad music and he said am I not allowed to enjoy music. Now more fans are worried about him. Many more fans noticing that vinny isn't ok and he's hiding it.

That's basically all of MIW history I could give.

I will update and add more to the list later when something new happens. The vinny stuff is true I been watching his streams a lot and he mention those stuff so I just wanted to share what he said. I been a MIW fan for 8 months so I may not know Ryan and Justin as much as the others. Since they don't share much about themselves.

Hoping you enjoy this. Free feel to comment somethings I forgot to add.

Please don't argue about ghost ok. Ty

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aijlin · 2 years

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I'm here for the matchup event

I use she/her pronouns and am a heteromantic aego/demisexual, so I would like to be matched with a guy, but it seems like all of the matchups are for guys.

I am an INFJ-T, enneagram 2w3 cancer

I'm everyone's kind hearted, patient, forgetful, absent minded, extremely loyal cinnamon roll cheerleader friend who can tell when people are lying or aren't ok, and will stay with them until they feel better. If consequences did not exist, I would fight whoever upset the person that I'm caring for.

I'm extremely energetic and silly around people that I trust and calm around people that I've just met. I also think that I'm a good judge of character.

My hobbies include listening to panic at the disco, mother mother and video game soundtracks, dancing, singing/lip synching and doing tiktok cosplay poses around people that I trust and while I'm by myself, and I also try to cosplay at least once a year.

I also play animal crossing at least once a day, and have become obsessed with the SCP foundation and scary stuff like reddit nosleep stories, and enjoy watching people play games that I'm thinking about buying.

Some huge flaws of mine are apologizing for everything and everyone about stuff that I can't control, but I'm recognizing that not everything is my fault. I procrastinate a lot on almost everything,

I also have this terrible perfectionism streak that ranges from the wrong shade of a color on a dress or cosplay to just being about to quit a class because I got one bad grade, even though I have an A or a B in the class.

I appreciate quality time and just being able to hang out with people who matter to me.

I dislike arguments, lies, betrayals, loud unidentified noise and when people crowd around me.

I kin xinqiu, lisa, venti, kiibo from danganronpa V3, seiko from danganronpa the anime future arc and S.A.M from cannon busters.

I read both asks so don't worry about it!

Your match is...

Tartaglia! You two relate a lot, in a way. Ajax would kill somebody because someone hurt you and you would fight for the person who hurt someone you care for! It's a match! He's also energetic in a way and pretty much silly. A bit of a sadist (only a little!). Everytime you say sorry when it's not your fault, he'll stop you, because that's who he is. Tartaglia would probably love watching scary stories with you, the more the merrier right?

"Anyone you need knocked off their perch today? Let me know. I'll happily oblige..."- Childe

#matchups #matchup #genshin fluff #childe #tartaglia #ajax #genshin impact #genshin childe #Auli's Events

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valaks · 4 years

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A Spy-tify Prompt Fill for @chaoticmobili @loki-of-jotunheimr-blog and @hella-cious

Alex is vibing to “Emperorer’s New Clothes” by Panic at the Disco and “Burning Down the House” by the Talking Heads and Yassen is vibing to “Real Life” by Imagine Dragons

“Do it, and the money they gave you won’t even go to your casket. I’ll save them the fucking trouble myself” Alex hissed and Myers froze, slowly putting his hands up. “Turn around….slowly.”

“Caught up with me quick.” The man replied with just the hint of nerves in his voice which did little to soothe the burning fire in Alex right now.

He tightened his grip on the gun. “Rats always leave a fucking trail and you were always shite at convering yours. You’d think you’d have gotten better at it after 2 years as my partner.” His voice caught on the words because fuck that hurt.

“And you’d think after 2 years you’d have learned to take the shot.” Myers sneered and Alex clicked the safety off, noise echoing loudly in the empty warehouse

“Betrayal will make a man do a lot. I’ll be sure to let Jones know who to thank.”

The man laughed bitterly “Oh, she already knows. Why do you think we’re here?”

Alex’s mind raced at the words, was this a set up? A way to burn him? Betrayed twice in one day….he couldn’t handle that. He was already on the edge as it was - full of spite and hurt and just one millimeter away from killing a man he had trusted - with his life, with Jack’s life and now….

He squared his shoulders, weighing the gun in one hand, focusing until it was an extension of himself. Myers must have known that look because his eyes widened

“You don’t want to do this” Myers pleaded but Alex was past being reasoned with, his finger tightened around the trigger.

“Alex”

And how the fuck did this get 10 times more complicated. Every instinct screamed at him to move the gun to Yassen who was definitely the bigger threat in the room but the thought of Myers squirming away after what he did...Alex would rather die. Literally.

“Is he working for you?!” Alex snapped, not taking his eyes away from Myers

“No. One of my former employers, yes, but not me.”

“Then what the hell are you doing here?” He snapped. He hadn’t seen Yassen in years and he never wanted to but right now he was a little fucking busy

“Perhaps I’m here to kill you.”

“You wouldn’t waste your time with chatting.” Alex hissed, years in the field had taught him to appreciate Yassen’s matter of fact approach.

A gun entered his vision, mercifully trained at Myers too. “Put your gun down, Alex and let the professional handle this.”

“You were sent to kill him?” He finally flicked his eyes over. Unsurprisingly, Yassen hadn’t aged a day.

“No.” If he wasn’t here to kill Alex or Myers… “I’m here to stop you from making a mistake.”

“This won’t be a mistake. Trusting him was a mistake but not this. He fucking deserves this.”

“And then what, Alex? I doubt your handler approved of you being here. MI6 doesn’t tolerate agents who follow their own agendas no matter how...righteous they feel about it at the time. Prison is a best case scenario.”

“He deserves it. I can’t just let him...not after….”

“You could turn him into your employers.” Yassen offered evenly

“I don’t trust them to handle it.” And he didn’t. He knew how ruthless they could be. If they thought Myers was in the least bit useful he’d be back on the streets charading as an agent to keep the cover.

“Wise” Yassen agreed

“Then there’s no other choice.” He tightened around the trigger again but a hand firmly pushed the gun barrel down and Alex surprisingly didn’t fight it.

“You’re not thinking clearly” he pointed out and Alex was almost tempted to swing the gun towards him because he was not in the mood right now. Yassen seemed to sense this because he continued “You have an assassin in the room, Myers will be dead, I have enough contacts to make the hit legitimate and you will walk away with your hands clean.”

Alex’s hands hadn’t been clean in years but that wasn’t what Yassen meant - he meant free to go back to MI6 without an investigation or imprisonment or a death warrant for killing his partner even if he was a traitor. “You don’t come cheap.”

Yassen’s lips twitched. “My price varies depending on the job. Taking out a double crosser comes at a….discounted rate.”

“How discounted?” Any money transfer would have Jones come down on him like a ton of bricks and giving up information would make him no better than Myers

“Very. 30 minutes of your time.”

“For what?” There wasn’t a lot Yassen could accomplish with 30 minutes of Alex’s time but he had done more with less

“For you to calm down, and share a bottle of Vodka with me.”

“I’m not sharing secrets.”

“I would not ask you to.”

“It could be a trap.”

“If I wanted to capture you Alex I could have done so any time in the last hour while you tracked your partn...him down.”

“How did you know?”

Yassen smiled thinly “Watching you has become something of a hobby, and getting information on you is very easy with your...reputation. When I found out…” Yassen shifted, and in a plot second every hair on Alex’s neck standing on end “move again and I can make your death painful rather than quick.”

Alex hadn’t even registered Myers inching away but very little seemed to escape Yassen.

“30 minutes no swapping information, no secrets, no sex.” The last part was added after too much time in the field.

“You can sit silently if you would like. You can choose the location as well so long as it is not somewhere that I would be restricted entrance to.”

“Why are you doing all of this?”

“Because as you said betrayal can change a man. You deserve better. If you want to go down this road you can another time. But not for revenge.”

There was a story there, one he wasn’t sure he wanted to know. Maybe he could ask when he made his “payment”. He nodded slowly “Deal”

“Do you have a preference?” He jerked his gun and it took a moment for him to register

3 minutes ago he would have asked Yassen to gut him and he probably would have agreed but now…. “Just shoot him.” It was more resigned….defeated than it had any right to be given the emotions of the day. This was why Yassen was the professional - cool and calm and rational and apparently to rub that off on others so long as they listened. Alex could appreciate that.

Yassen considered him “I would suggest you leave, your reaction will need to be convincing should you be questioned.”

It was an out, another mercy, Yassen seemed full of them tonight. He didn’t deserve it but that didn’t make him any less grateful.

“Thank you.”

“Wait outside, I collect my payments on immediately completion of the job.”

He nodded and walked out of the room, ignoring Myers’ pleas. He had faith that no matter what he promised, Yassen would not take it. Whatever their complicated relationship Yassen would never double cross him and today that was more than he could ask for.

#alex rider #yassen gregorovich #prompt fill #spytify

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