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Wait... Dream was born on August 12, 1999 and Dream was arrested in the Disc Finale on January 20, 2021 soo... wait, wait, wait, that means he was only 21 when he was imprisoned for life in a small lava covered box!... Did I do that math right? 21?! Man was barely able to drink legally in the United States and they gave him a life sentence in a boiling cell with nothing but lava, raw potatoes, a clock, and some books?!... oh my god...
#sorry.... I just... give me a minute to process... I mean I knew we were close in age but I guess I never really thought about it#sometimes I forget it happened all the way back in 2021 and just... wow.#and Tommy would have been 16 so getting his driver's license in most states... The age gap is like that of my siblings and huh...#my brother can be a real prick... its a weird thought to imagine him getting through in prison just for messing with us... damn...#dreblr#c!dream#this is fine#don't mind me researching for my lastest maddening project..... i can't stop thinking about Dream being Sam's project.......#I'd blame my job but... let's be honest the prison arc lives rent free in my brain lol XD#dsmp#dsmp dream#dream smp#dreamwastaken#no one does it like c!dream#prison arc#pandora's vault#dishing up lore#kinda? I guess...#lore thoughts#ouch... I'm older than c!dream was in prison now... poor baby... :'(
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(02/02!)
[id: a digital bust drawing of kingdom hearts' xigbar. he is in mostly flat colors and the background is transparent. xigbar is in profile facing left, smiling wide. he is shown with a split ear helix and a smaller scar running alongside his larger one. the end of his ponytail curves inwards in a slight motion. a light yellow line follows his profile, the nape, and most of the back of his hair. only the hood of his coat is shown. /end id.]
#kh#kh xigbar#xigbar#kingdom hearts#hello! i was definitely dragging my feet (ha) to id this one fromt my drafts. i've been slightly... joint ankle goes ouch#but he's been done for a while! idk what it is about xigbar that he just wanted to be slightly more.#cartoony?? i mean this entirely positively this one was a blast#i feel i'm getting a little better at expression lines too which is dope#even if they're like. so small here asfhshdhsjs#anyway#mwah mwah y'all#scheduling 2: electric boogaloo#my doods
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Okay so my dad has dyslexia and he's trying to write my mum a love letter but he can't spell it
So he enlisted the help of my sister - who is ALSO dyslexic
So they came to me, weirdly, and asked me to help them write it
Two dyslexics and an aromantic write a love letter : a play in irony
#aromantic#demiromantic#christmas#Love letter#Romance??#i don't know her#My aromantic arse can't write a love letter#Help#dyslexia#Spelling??#Like language#Not the cool kind#With witches#We've been sitting in a circle scratching our heads for 20 minutes#Ouch#Aghhhh help#queer#Also my sister signed off on this post so I'm not being mean i swear
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pokes your corpse with a stick
[is poked] [doesn't move]
[Lawyer voice] Welp! The will says that Cleric left all of the stuff on her TMNT shelf to... everyone except Sam? That can't be right... huh. No, that's what it says. "Everyone except Sam." Wow.
(I want you to know... that my friend called me a few minutes ago and told me to make sure I was free on March 2nd because he was buying tickets for us to go to the FUCKING SYMPHONY in a nearby city. And when the word "symphony" came out of his mouth, I literally (I am Not Joking. I am being 100% serious.) had to pass the phone to my husband because I got too emotional to speak, and I went in my bathroom and sat on the floor and just stared at the fucking door for a while.
And now there's a big note on my fridge that says "March 2nd 7:30 Symphony" and every time I pass by my fridge now I'm going to think of Violist-chan and feel empty all over again.
So yeah. I'm fucking dead. Thanks.)
#i mean this so so positively I'm obsessed I love it I hope that's obvious#and UGH#i DO want to make a separate post now dissecting Leo's behavior in previous chapters#but god it's so much to reread for a third time and I'm in so much goddamn pain right now I legitimately do not know if my heart can take i#I can't focus#I can't read I can't write I can't watch anything I CAN'T EVEN MAKE A MEME RIGHT NOW ABOUT IT#I'm mindlessly scrolling tumblr without really taking any of it in#because I'm still reeling#I'm thinking back to my notes (specifically all the shit I was noticing about Leo and the theories I had) and it's just... ouch. ouch. ouch#anyway#asks
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I'm such a fucking liar going off about how much "I lOvE tRaGeDiEs" and how "mOrE sToRiEs ShOuLd Be TrAgEdIeS!" until I watch a tragedy and I'm sobbing into my pillow at 8 in the morning after finishing something that ended tragically (again, something that I continuously claim to want)
#this is about doctor who series 4 episode 13 journey's end#pain#pure pain#i honestly emotionally can't handle the (old now they're) tennant specials right now#I'm emotions I'm#ow ouchie ow#btw i want you to know#this is the first ten series end that doesn't end with a silly little cliffhanger that intercuts an otherwise emotional scene#and that should mean something to you#which is ouchie ouch ow
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i've got a cool and special kind of chronic pain where mobility aids sometimes make it worse so i shouldn't use them. but standing and walking unaided also sometimes make it worse so watch out
#hurts no matter what syndrome#but for real it makes me crazy bc whenever i'm walking unaided i'm like 'ouch it'd be cool to have something to lean on rn'#then when i have anything with me my joints are like Oh so you're torturing us badly.#p#and by cool and special i mean the opposite of both those things. ftr.
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Only Poe and I would come up with the idea to write a book for our rivals to read and it turning out to be for nothing after all
#i mean i haven't given her the book obv#it's not even finished#but i started it with the intention of giving it to her#it's insane how similar poe and me are in that sense#like i say i kin a lot of characters but oftentimes that's only partly true#but poe would easily be based on me or my entire existence is based on him#idk it's just - when i first watched the scene i was so so so shocked but i also felt so SEEN#the worst is that like ranpo she doesn't even see me as a rival#she's probably forgotten me already#argh ouch#i hate how true this is#I'm being overly dramatic but that helps me write#hhhhhhhhh#it's the 11th now i have to stop being nostalgic💀#johnny's silly rambles#don't listen to me. some day someone's gonna say “oh don't listen to them it's just the ramblings of an old pining fool”#and I'd have to agree#lmao that was dramatic too see?#but well she's the root of all my insanity#at least that's what I'm claiming. you can decide how true this is#i should go to bed i can barely see my eyes are so heavy#not really a vent huh#anyways#vent post#if you've read all this ily and ty <3#oh maybe i should add that i started this book like 8 years ago...
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sooooo I weight myself and it's fair to say I'm going to kms
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Wld feel so much better if one of my cold handed f/os could just squish my face for me rn actually....
#I'm so evil........ Evil and ouch .......#I think ayato and or wrio would be pinchy and mean about it but they have such nice hands..#Neuvillette please use your Biden blast to wash this headache away I'm so awawawaa /neg#General barks#This is so incoherent ive been depressed beyond belief for like a week oops.#(as if I'm not always depressed in some capacity)
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Ramble about Eddie to your heart’s content, bestie :D
I’m honestly very interested in your ideas :3
Again, don’t be scared to just ramble in my ask box, I love hearing peoples ideas
AJDKKAGAJAKAK- THANK YOU <3 <3
I'm wailing rn /pos
My AU! Disabled Eddie!! Ok so he wasn't born with his disability, it came about later.
My Current story is that he had stroke in late middle/early high school! I have done research and Yes it is possible for teens and younger to have strokes. From what I recall it can be significantly worse for them compared to adult strokes
Eddie was left with permanent complications and is disabled bc of it. He has coordination, balance, and general mobility complications among a list of other post stroke effects. I just found the word I was looking for a few days ago to describe his mobility issues, it's Ataxia!
Eddie has to deal with bouts of muscle weakness on his right side which can effect his vision. He also gets vertigo a Lot and at this point dizziness is expected every time he stands.
He uses forearm crutches when he needs extra help walking bc he does have good days where he may not need them! But for longer distances he brings them bc he's better safe than sorry. He also has cane but he doesn't use it As much.
He also has a wheelchair that he Hates. He hates having to use it. But his Really horrible days leave him unable to stand, much less walk. He wishes he could just hide it somewhere and never think about it but alas. it's important.
He dislikes the wheelchair so much bc it makes him feel useless. He is Not! I want to clarify that wheelchair users are perfectly Capable and Independent! Eddie just has an issue with overachieving and working himself too hard. He wants to be helpful and do So Much but there are some things he can't do while in his wheelchair. He was stuck in a chair for months after his stroke and it was devastating back then. He has No good memories with a wheelchair so he continues to dislike using it.
Ok putting a read more bc I am not shutting up for a While
Relationships with the neighbors! Generally the same. Barnaby doesn't chase him bc that would be mean (? I can't think of a better way to describe it)
Sally is still Sally but she's specific on her mailman hate (lmao) to make sure Eddie and everyone else knows she's not faulting him for his disability.
Hmm yeah everything else is pretty much the same. I guess everyone is also more open about offering Eddie help from time to time if he looks like he needs an extra hand. They're not persistent or anything, but if they see him struggling to carry a package or two they're more inclined to help.
I still don't know how Howdy gets his shit. Honestly If Eddie is having a crutch or chair day,, Howdy just won't get his stock unless he gets it himself. I can't think of a way for Eddie to deliver all those heavy ass boxes.
He does ask people to pick up their packages occasionally too. He tries to deliver them all himself but it's not always possible. He offers a trolley they can use.
I want to talk about angst. So this is very specific, I'll try to keep it short. growing up, Eddie lived in a four bedroom house. two downstairs master bedrooms and two upstairs normal bedrooms. Before his stroke he was upstairs, his older brother in the other room, and his older sister in the bedroom downstairs.
Afterwards he had to move downstairs. His sister Hated this. She loved her room and her private bathroom and she was very prissy about it.
This snowballed into her just,, taking all her frustrations out on Eddie. He took Her Bedroom. He's getting all the attention. Her little brother was ruining everything.
Eddie was devastated by this. He went as far as to attempt to convince his parents to let them switch rooms again. He couldn't physically walk up the stairs most days but he just wanted his big sister to not hate him anymore.
Their relationship never fully recovered. As an adult Eddie will still find ways to blame himself and feel guilty. But he just can't bring himself to talk to her.
They used to be so close. She let Eddie experiment with her makeup, they talked about fashion and boys and she helped him so so much when he was questioning his sexuality.
and then it just, fell apart. But not quietly like a loose thread but rather a house that wasn't built quite right and the screws came loose one by one.
Eddie's memory gets really fuzzy when thinking that far back. but some of those memories are burned into his mind and he wishes he could forget them like he does everything else.
#ouch i hurt my own heart#eddie my love im srry but to be loved by me means suffering with my angst#side bit: the stroke also impacted his memory issues#they were already there but they kinda got worse#anyway thank u again for letting me ramble sniff#i have to remember to invade ur inbox bestie#but im literally so annoying and i keep putting it off#keep sending me ur ideas to!! i also enjoy indulging in others thoughts!#but yeah eddie i fucked you up and I'm (not) sorry <3 <3#i always hc eddie as being very close yo his siblings. so ruining that? hoo boy it hurts haha#dizztalkstoomuch#neon child#welcome home#eddie dear#eddie dear au#???? ig ill put that for now#i need to make my own tag for this au i just cant think of anything clever rn lol#anyway this is incredibly long and i need food#and sleep! sooo Good night! :) ✨✨✨#also i apologize for any typos. im eepy <3
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What does your muse's name mean?
Origin: Scottish
Meaning: Hollow
Gender-neutral Logan is a Scottish place name and surname that offers fresh cinematic appeal and inspiration. Logan is originally of Gaelic and Scottish descent, from the word "lag," meaning "hollow."
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Tagging : @mistrdctr @apurekindness @alonggoodbye @goldenboybarracuda @isleprince @incissam (for either <3) @defectivexfragmented (for Matt) @walkitoffrogers and you
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I finally get some ideas for OC art and I CAN'T DRAW RN AUUUGH
#my arms hurt. SO BAD#YES BOTH OF THEM#i got too silly yesterday...#i was drawing a character i joke about hating as a kitty cat#shhhhh we can say i was doing studies. we can pretend it was a worthwhile effort#i mean im happy w/ how it turned out though#esp for a left-handed ''doodle''#BUT WOWCH I'M IN OUCH#pressure systems are so evil#i wanna do DESIGN CONCEPTS GRAHHHH
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i get weird vibes from philippa langley.
#i'm rewatching the finding richard iii doc with simon farnaby and. weird vibes!#when they find the spine and realise the skeleton has scoliosis she is SO upset and like i get it she's like dedicated to everything#we commonly know about him inc the whole 'hunchback' thing being tudor propaganda but like as someone with scoliosis....rude.#she's like 'oh my god he has a curved spine that means he's DEFINITELY evil!!!' um ouch.#and outside of that there's the movie and the way she kinda acts like she's both singlehandedly responsible for the discovery#and she has some sort of like. spiritual connection with him???? idk man weird vibes.
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As soon as he set foot upon the far bank of Silverlode a strange feeling had come upon him, and it deepened as he walked on into the Naith: it seemed to him that he had stepped over a bridge of time into a corner of the Elder Days, and was now walking in a world that was no more.
For reasons I am still far from putting to words, this reminded me of
Down from a hill ran a green rill;
its water I drank to my heart’s ease.
Up its fountain-stair to a country fair
of ever-eve I came, far from the seas,
climbing into meadows of fluttering shadows:
flowers lay there like fallen stars,
and on a blue pool, glassy and cool,
like floating moons the nenuphars.
Mr jirt's ghost i really will fist fight you for doing this to me
#lotrn116#lotr newsletter#i am nowhere Near understanding on a conscious level the huge feelings this poem gives me and I'm ok with that#im sure in time understanding will arrive to smite me into a puddle of tears#i mean i get the basics. autism probably also has something to do with it ngl. changeling shit#'its not what i thought' isolation and the inherent unfixable wrongness of being spirited away#but still i read it and i do not understand why it makes me Explode#the land the traveler goes to could be The Past that's one way to look at it which uh#OUCH that's my heart
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[Medical Anomaly Blogging whining, drug mentions]
So after my first dose of Fentanyl (given for my surgery), there was a mix up and I didn't have orders for Anything. The nurses were able to give my Tylenol and said they'd contact my doc abt the situation, but???? never managed to get ahold of him????? So I waited.
Eventually (after 4 hours) I started really hurting, so I called in a nurse, and was told I could have more Tylenol in two hours. I couldn't draw a deep breath and could barely move, but sure, I could wait, probably.
I lasted like 20 more minutes before I cried (which made it WORSE) lmao, I got an icepack to try to get me by for another hour and 40 minutes so I'd get Tylenol, nurses tried contacting my doctor again, nurse shift ended so I got a new nurse, I straight up stopped existing for a while bc hooooly fuck.
My tube leaked all over the place at one point and a nurse changed my bedding, I remember that! That was fun
Eventually ???? a nurse came in, gave me smth through my iv, and VWOOP surprise, it was Fentanyl again, thank fuck. She apologized a ton, and gifted me a cute pill crusher bc she heard I can't swallow pills and usually have to crush them 😭
Unfortunately, I tried to adjust my bed afterwards, and apparently hospital beds are actually stupid as shit and suddenly lurch into motion when you click the button. The movement yanked on my tube and I was right back to a 10 on the scale, couldn't talk at all, had to wait 45 minutes for fentanyl again. sigh
I still can't really talk tbh and I'm stuck in like, a permanent muscle spasm after the bed wrecked my shit, but I'm a human person again so that's nice
tldr; I've spent like ~5 hours at a 9 or 10 on the pain scale and I am EXHAUSTEDD but too uncomfy to sleep. I'm gonna have to get out of bed to use the bathroom at some point too but that sucks so much, I'd kind of rather hit myself in the face with a cactus.
#pikaposts#medical anomaly blogging#if this is messy shh shut the fuck up u get what i mean. and what i mean is Ouch#my mom was so pissed she scratched herself bloody. through her pants. she was ready to kill someone#so anyway yeah. it's been rough 👍#the first nurse i saw after my surgery asked if i was hungry and i was like uh. no?????? i'm not supposed to eat????#i AM hungry though. i want snackies
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For the people who don't know i'm at school to be a baker. Today my job was to make cake. One cake was smaller then the other so I thought it would burn if I left it in longer. I was wearing only one oven mitt. So I was picking it up with one hand. Because I thought I could do that. It started to fall out of the cake pan. And without thinking I tried to catch it. With my bare hand.. turns out it wasn't fully done as well. So I got the fat from grease, hot batter and a hot cake. All on top of my hand. So I screamed and I had to put the cake tin down first before I could run towards the water tap. And I have several blisters and my dad says I have second degree burns. But I don't think that's true and now upset I can't pop the blisters because they are disgusting :')
Update: i'm not kidding one of the blisters is the size of a grape I have to wear gloves since my teachers are afraid it's going to pop I can't even make a fist
#shitposting#burn#blister#ouch ouch ouch#begginer baker#bakery#school#when I say scream I mean like literal going like aaaaaaaaaa#i'm an idiot#have a good day
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