#or the energy to be sick right now!!!!!
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here we go again
#another night of tummy hurting and regretting EVERY. SINGLE. THING I ate over the day#i HATE these so so much#and I’m already so tired#my health hasn’t been the best this past year#i already have a procedure scheduled in February#did a dental procedure today and have another one tomorrow#an endoscopy on January plus a TON of blood tests#my father’s been battling cancer for the last three years now and last week we discovered his heart is not 100% either#my mom’s liver is failing and she’s extremely depressed and doing things she shouldn’t be doing that are only speeding up the process#I don’t have the time#or the energy to be sick right now!!!!!#personal#trigger warning#negative#and while I was typing this I was trying my hardest to remember the word surgery#because it simply vanished from my mind#i have a fucking surgery scheduled in february
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#welcome home#welcome home project#welcome home fanart#julie joyful#frank frankly#welcome home julie#welcome home frank#sketch#Oh boy art block is gone#My motivation is pretty low right now but I was able to do a quick little sketch#I wanted to line it and colour it but I have no energy to do that right now#(and im sick right now ....so that erases my motivation even more)#But hopefully I will be able to draw more again.
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Heya, me again, not tryna be a bother, but have could you do a redraw of Aiden? Mcsm, funky ahh guy, I mean it has been a while, and your artstyle has improved a ton since your last picture of Aiden. He looks so goofy in the gpu trap tho ☠️
sure dude here’s some doodles
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I'm so normal about this.
*sweat nervously and pulls out a tennis ball*
Fetch!
*throws the ball*
He is a respectable lawyer smh what are you doing
#doctorsiren#ace attorney#phoenix wright#werewolf phoenix#doodle requests#literally referenced Miguel O’Hara for one of these#bro’s got the spider-man 2099 build#art#digital art#my art#fanart#procreate#I’m sick right now and so this took way longer than it should have dude my energy levels are 💀💀💀 so low#watch me look back on this tomorrow and be like: …why did I do that???#silly little monster au
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weather's turnin' cold
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#pokemon#swsh#champion leon#assisant sonia#gym leader raihan#three parts of a whole idiot#hi hello! hi. wow I have NO energy recently#got sick 1.5 times. made two cakes of various levels of deflated. walked a lot. slept SO much#and the weather is indeed cooling here! in fact a storm is hitting central vietnam right now#and I uh. I dont think its gonna affect the north a lot. but thats a good thing. I do not envy the folks down there at all...#gonna keep an ear on the ground for them. hope it's all gonna turn out rather uneventful#meanwhile. I draw little comic#this is how I (chronically tropical person) feel whenever I see snow and bare skin in the same frame#it's honestly a bit funny to me always that postwick is southmost and wyndon is like. the center of the north#forest imps leon and sonia vs city slicker raihan. and now temperate beautiful weather children leon and sonia vs#hail/snow/windstorm/humidity rotate raihan#raihan's childhood dream of seeing torrential rain outside and saying 'hm no. I think not' and weather manip hammerlocke into dryness#these are not textual impressions I do not fucking remember how the weather is in in-game hammerlocke. I just think itd be funny#also my brain was doing donuts around like. leon being exasperated at raihan's bare legs every winter#until he went on T and by age 16 he's like oh. oh I get it#(that doesnt last long he's still a frostbait southerner. u see the leggings. u know how it is)#okay. I'll doodle some stuff and transcribe this tomorrow. now I sleep#have a good night lads! bundle up
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barking and screaming and crying i cannot believe i have to wait like three weeks to see bells hells again
#critical role#cr#cr3#chetney pock o'pea#orym of the air ashari#orym#ashton greymoore#fearne calloway#ashrym#you bet your ass i am sitting here thinking abt them and nodding to myself like 'yes exactly i was so right he WOULD say that.'#exactly as tender as my brain hoped...fuck yeah babey !!!!!!#also lotsa chet to make up for how little i've drawn him.#now that i figured him out i want to draw him more cause genuinely he's great and i find him really interesting#SUUUPER excited for these trials#i want to watch chetney go through the master sw ord trials and die#idk why i am convinced this will be like bo/tw master sw ord trials but look#go through 13 layers of hell chetney. do it now.#<- said with all the affection in the world#still sick but i finally have energy to scribble#cr spoilers#FUCK I FORGOT THAT TAG SO SORRY#ep doodles
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alexa play haunted by taylor swift
#i was supposed to draw donella too#but i got sick and have absolutely ZERO energy right now 💀#so please take this ulla while i get back on track :P#vat7k#varian and the 7 kingdoms#varian and the seven kingdoms#ulla vat7k#vat7k ulla#tangled
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Odysseus slander in class today. and it was because. because of the Telegony. the Telegony. out of all things. wee woo wee woo
#i've been having an *awful* week and i'm incredibly tired#i usually don't give a shit about slander in. tumblr#but in an *university*#look. i was sick. with three hours of sleep. a latin exam. and had to bring my cat to the vet. and had a lipothymia too.#i was NOT in the mood to hear a grown-ass man mocking my blorbo#at least do it for the right things. god fucking dammit#anyways. uhhhh. sorry about the lack of essays#as i said. i'm not doing well right now. for november i will have most likely regained my energy back
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When your friend needs you to be there to comfort them, but you have no energy for serious conversations and so you're stuck wondering if youre being a selfish asshole or if youre justified in not wanting to be the one to sort their problems out
#vent#its not like they didnt offer to hear my problems. but i just dont want to talk about. or anything#i dont want serious conversations. i dont want to have to worry about other people. i just cant.#im just so fucking exhausted and i dont know if its talking to them and feeling drained by the fact that theyre going through something-#-and that i need to be the therapist or if im just sick. again.#plus yesterday i slept late. my mum made me cry (i think she was just tired out by that point in the day so i doubt it was personal)#and just#im fucking tired ok#and I'm sorry im a bad friend#i just dont have energy. i want to have good energy around me to try give me some.#but when theyre upset it gets into me and drains me and I've been there as much as i can but i just cant right now. im too tired#i know im a shitty person but literally everyone got to be a shitty person at my expense so isnt it my fucking turn?#and then assuming i was acting like that to hurt them. I DO NOT WANT TO HURT ANYONE. IF WE HAVE A FIGHT I WANT TO MOVE ON.#I'm not gonna be caught up in it if we resolved it#but yeah. long story short they're going through shit and i feel like shit#and i think them going through shit is what makes me feel like shit. because i worry about them#and they can lash out on me#i just dont know anymore. i dont know if im an awful person or not#last year i broke up with a friend and my mum said I'll do the same with the next friend#it wasnt my fault#that friend ghosted me#im trying not to be her rn too and im scared that ive been in the wrong im scared im a shitty person too#but at the same time im too done to even really care#i just wanna stop fucking feeling all this and just get on with my day
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*rolls in and out of the void but kisses y'alls foreheads as i go*
#hi hello work has been pushing me to the UTMOST limit#and so my mental and even physical energy are both very very down right now#i'm even starting to feel a bit sick :(#buuuuuut hello hello i'm rolling through the shadows and passing out blankies and kisses anyway <3#or air kisses rather if i am indeed getting sick shdjkslds#HOPE NOT#REALLY HOPE NOT#also uh#season 3 news? 🤡#anyone??#bueller???
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Been sick for about 4 weeks and whatever it is (not COVID thankfully) keeps coming back every time I think I'm over it and start to feel better 😷
#never been sick like this before...one day I feel fine and then the next I feel so bad I can barely get out of bed#went to the doctor's and they just gave me allergy medicine 😑#I've been sick so many times in the past few years and it's so exhausting#to all the asks and messages I promise I'm not ignoring you I just have no energy right now
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May I request a Noel? My son of all time.
nole mole...........................................
#pokemon reborn#noel vanhanen#jazzart#jazzask#happy one in the morning i appear to be so very sick. and have an infinite amount of kind of shitty sick energy#i am about to flip a coin over whether is hould go bake cookies Right Now
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Sorry I haven't looked at anyone's stuff today it's been touch and go mentally for me for the last week and today was especially bad ✌️ Trying to rally and get my shit together but it probably isn't happening like. Today. Tomorrow hopefully. If I can solve the cause of "probably going to have a breakdown tomorrow too"
#I have no energy and it has been very unpleasant in my brain.#hoping to get something small done for the day so I don't completely collapse on things I'm doing this week and delete my blog#just thinking about making anything or looking at anything else is making me feel sick right now though so y'know#rambling
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been following you since PRE bubblegum karkat days and it’s been really nice watching you grow and heal and whenever i see you on my dash and think of your growth it reminds me of my own healing journey. i find that really nice
HAHA that was AGES ago dude. my god. i cant believe youre still around, that was like, the worst of it LOLOL weve both probably come a looong way since then, yeah. life used to be abysmal but now ive got my hubby and mother in law and were moving to nola next month so theres nothing to fear =')
#we found the perfect house in the perfect neighborhood in the perfect part of the city so#we are hoping and praying. our sickass real estate agent did a walkthru yesterday and said#'its been on the market for a while so if you put in for it youll probably get it'#very exciting news theres even a patio we can screen in EASILY for our cats#right outside our bedroom door! it would be perfect for entertaining!#were finally going to make irl friends!!!!! sdkjksdjfksd#i had a couple freak friends in phoenix and like 2 cool friends but like. mostly. freaks.#so im hoping to make real actual friends this go round cause we sure as hell didnt out here in the sticks of al#yippeeeeeeee#babe is also going to get a job so i can take a break bc ive been doing coms to support us for years now and its STRESSFUL#im gunna get to go on a small vacation and kick back like#life is so good#im so excited to rest and chill#im gunna sew!! so much stuff!!!!#maybe ill even list some on here for people to buy like i just want to make so many little dudes all the time#but i dont have the time or energy to devote to that bc making patterns takes time and materials#IDK IDK TOTALLY OFF TOPIC#i dont talk about my daily life much actually its usually just specific shit so im taking the opportunity to say.#i grew up in a VERY bleak way. brother were talking moldy food bank food house rotting both my guardians so so sick#dropped out of middle school to be a fulltime caregiver lost both of them anyway#then a bunch of falling out with my family etc etc i had NOTHING going into my twenties but a FUCKTON of trauma and mistrust#and now im heading for my thirties and i am the healthiest and happiest i have ever been in my entire life#i look great i feel great i do pretty good for myself and the people around me#i love love love my friends im t4t gay married i have a cat thats like a pokemon partner. to me. its perfect#yes weve made a lot of plans that have fallen thru and were not where we thought we would be by now#but honestly? honestly? my life is really great. were broke as fuck but we get by and we love each other and thats whats UUUUUUUP#youll get there! just keep going! you have no idea what kinds of opportunities youll be offered in your life that can change everything
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oughhh.. looking at my old art comms and i miss doing em sm
#adrien rambles#its rare that ill like my old art but some of these comms got me thinking like. dang. this looks pretty good.. wheres that energy now#its also fun seeing my art style develop over the course of taking art comms#its so cool#im so mad that i got sick right when break started bc i wasnt able to take art comms since i was recovering#and now the sem has officially started.. but lowkey. i wanna see if i can still do art comms soon bc raghhh#i miss doing them#gonna make time to do it i swear- gonna get on this academic grind to make time for art this year#u hear me (shakes fist)
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fuck, audhd burnout is a bitch.
#i can barely move my body without it feeling like a herculean task right now#my arms and fingers and legs feel like lead#my brain wants to do nothing but sleep for eternity#and everything is loud#so loud#i hate knowing i’m in burnout but not being able to do anything about it because im not diagnosed#i know exactly what i need but i cant get it its just out of my reach#and i wonder if i’m going to just self-destruct one day#if i’m going to be stuck in burnout for another three years on top of what feels like has already been a couple years in it#i feel like crying#not a hard cry#i dont even have energy for that#but the type where you sit there staring at nothing#sitting very still whilst tears just fall out of your eyes#i cant speak i dont want to speak i never want to go to school in person again i never want to open my mouth again#i never want to interact with another human being in person ever again apart from a very select few#im so sick of this#and sometimes i wish i could believe in god#any god would be alright#but i cant#thatd be lying to myself#cause i personally simply just do not believe that gods could exist outside of fantasy#but it leaves me with nothing to believe in#and thats tiring in itself#i want to stay on the bus#an empty bus#listening to music as it takes me who knows where#touring the city aimlessly#forever#i think that would fix me
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