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Pur•ity
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There's something oddly fascinating about a particular outfit that Blurryface appears in. In the sea of various dark clothes, there's one that seems to stand out from the crowd. The snow white hoodie, over a button-up and finished off by an identical white pair of trousers. A stark contrast against the charcoal black that coats the skin of their hands and neck, with the addition of ruby red swimming in their irises. This white, the color that symbolizes purity and innocence, ironically being donned by an entity that prides itself on eradicating just that.
Like a taunt, or mockery. Or even more malicious, a disguise. A wolf in sheeps clothing if you will. A perfect fit to appear to introduce itself in, if they were to try to slide their way into your psyche. At your lowest moment, the perfect time to strike. When your vision is too blurred by the overwhelming rush of tears in the midst of a panic attack, you'll be more likely to miss the inky black of their hands as they take you in, brushing your hair or rubbing circles on your back to soothe your anxiety. An anxiety they'd never admit was amplified by their infestation that they already started in your mind. You can only take in the comforting, safety of the white hoodie you'd cry into. You'll develop a trust with your new, otherworldly friend before you could correlate the red eyes and shadows with anything malevolent.
After all, how can they be dangerous? With how they keep you company, when your friends slowly begin to fade from your life, or how they're willing to stay and listen to you spill your flaws and downfalls to them. They do it because they care..
A friend. An odd, eerie even, shadowed friend. They have your best interest in mind. So when they suggest relieving your stress with a razor blade, or satiate your anxiety by encouraging you to stay home, away from the terrifying world, you can assure its from a place of support.
Right?
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Can you do headcanons for bts when their s/o back hugs them?
Here you go <3 (I actually made a similar headcanon post to this before. It’s about BTS as bfs and how they show affection in public vs private. Hyung line version, maknae line version. =] ) *Can be read gender neutral*
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Seokjin:
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♡  One word: pink
♡  His cheeks, his ears, his whole face will turn pink I guarantee it
♡  Jin has said before he doesn’t like people touching his face but I feel like he would like it if it was his s/o. It doesn’t really matter to him where you do it, I just think he would enjoy your gentle touch.
♡  Would probably love if you put your chin on his shoulder (if you’re tall enough) and brushed your cheek against his. 
♡  If you’re not as tall as / taller than him, placing your cheek against his back would probably fluster him too (because his back is so broad and strong, especially between his shoulder blades wqeuoiwueoiqw).
♡  Either way he would love the feeling of you taking comfort in him and just enjoy the moment with you 
Yoongi:
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♡  Yoongi is subtle about affection but he really likes it
♡  He would love a surprise back hug, especially while he’s working. It would help him take his mind off what he’s doing
♡  He would relax instantly at your touch and smile to himself.He would savour the moment and your presence quietly
♡  But at the same time he would play it cool like “oh did you just get home?” or  “how was work today, y/n?”
♡  Wouldn’t want to pull away but if he did it would be to hug you fully / kiss your forehead / hold your hand bc he’s so sweet
♡  The only time he would tell you to not do it is if he was sautéing or frying something because he doesn’t want you to get hurt in the kitchen
Hoseok:
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♡  Hoseok is quite openly affectionate so I feel like back hugs would be a regular occurrence between him and his s/o
♡  Hugs would be a common greeting for both of you, but even when one of you is busy back hugs are always allowed
♡  Even though Hobi is very optimistic and sweet, he also has bad days and concerns of his own. So if you notice that when you get home and give him a hug, I feel like he would really truly appreciate that
♡  The hug would definitely ground him and he would probably sigh when you wrap your arms around his waist
♡  If you’re taller, putting your chin on his shoulder would prompt him to kiss your cheek. 
♡  If you’re shorter, he would probably take one of your hands from his waist and press a kiss to the back of it
Namjoon:
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♡  Joon has said before he doesn’t do much physical affection, but I think that’s mostly in public
♡  IMO, Joon is a very loving person but he likes to keep his affection for private settings. If you back hug him at home or while visiting him in the studio he would definitely love it
♡  He would give you a big smile and only break out of the hug to pull you into a proper one.
♡  Similar to Hobi, Namjoon can get caught up in his thoughts sometimes. Although he’s open about his problems, I think Namjoon would be hesitant to describe in detail his most personal emotions. 
♡  Dating a s/o that is understanding of that and knows how to calm him with little actions like a back hug would relax him, because it reminds him that he can rely on you.
♡  Would probably let you stay like that as long as you like. If you’re taller, you can put your chin on your shoulder as he shows you the new song he’s working on! If you’re shorter, he’ll pull you in front of him, back hug you, then let you sit in his lap as he shows you his new song.
Jimin:
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♡  Contrary to what many people think, I don’t think Jimin would be a very public lover. He would be very protective and sweet, but he doesn’t like others to see you two being affectionate
♡  He would love back hugs in private though, especially while cuddling
♡  He would be telling you about his day when you did it, and he would smile and continue telling you about his day
♡  Jimin would also love surprise back hugs while you two are joking and playing around
♡  He would probably confide in you, asking you for your perspective and opinions on a difficult situation while you’re hugging him. 
♡  Would probably close his eyes as you reply, savouring the feeling of how your chest rumbles from talking (as everyone’s does) and how he can feel it on his own back
Taehyung:
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♡  Although Taehyung would treat back hugs as something lighthearted, they would probably make his heart race if they were a surprise. Tae would give you his big boxy smile if you back hugged him
♡  He would probably play with your hands around his waist and ask you how your day went
♡  He wouldn’t mind a back hug in public if it was from you, might even brag about it to the boys if they’re with you guys
♡  “Hyung, you must really be regretting being single right now, huh?” or “Isn’t Y/N the cutest? Don’t I have the cutest partner?”
♡  If you guys are about the same height or you’re taller, he would do the thing where you tilt side to side while hugging someone.
♡   If you’re shorter than him he would probably tease like “Y/N, can you see from there? Over my big shoulders?” “yes, tae, I can” “tell me what colour shirt Yoongi-hyung is wearing”
Jungkook:
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♡  Like I said on my affection / PDA headcanons post, Jungkook mostly shows his affection in private. But if you did in public it would depend on the setting. If it’s in a hallway or a non-crowded room he wouldn’t mind and play along. If it was in a really busy setting or with all his friends around, he might not like it as much.
♡  Not because he’s embarrassed by you, just that he knows the others will tease him. “Ohhh a back hug?” “S-Shut up, hyung!” 
♡  If you do it on purpose in front of his friends, he will totally get back at you. For revenge purposes, Kookie can put his pride aside. 
♡  To get his revenge on a taller partner, he would wrap his arms around your waist and stick his head out from the side so everyone sees it.
♡  To get his revenge on a smaller partner, he would put his chin on your shoulder and shamelessly converse with the boys (even as the boys tease him for it).
♡  But in any setting, Jungkook would be very giggly and you’d see his cute bunny smile.
Both sfw and nsfw requests are open 🖤
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1, 2, 4, 10, 20!!
Tell us about your current project(s)  – what’s it about, how’s progress, what do you love most about it?
Oh boy so I’m sure I must have mentioned it at some point but I won’t turn down a chance to ramble about it again: me and @regalpotato​ are working on a Day of the Doctor rewrite and I’m pretty psyched about it!  Basically, Eight is there rather than War (although War does make an appearance!) and also River is there, because Duh, and there are other Things going on that are different from the episode/novel, but that’s spoilers and also still partially cooking in my brain, lol.  It’s at 11k-ish right now but still pretty early in the story, too early to probably say what I will love most.  But I’m having a ton of fun with it, especially the dialogue, and currently torturing Ten in every way I can think of.  You know, lovingly torturing.  For the most part.
That is the really big thing I’m excited about, but I do still have two prompts left from a couple weeks back (I didn’t forget you, anons!) and those are milling around in my head too waiting for inspiration to strike. 2. Tell us about what you’re most looking forward to writing – in your current project, or a future project
No secret that I love writing multi-Doctor / River stories, and in fact having somewhat recently finished an 8 and 11 / River fic I will have to be on my toes to not repeat myself too much haha.  But I just love getting everyone together and letting them yell at each other for a while - the best honestly - and then later we get Revealing Conversations about Feelings, as well as POV changing chapters.  Not to overhype it but!  I think it’s gonna be fun! Putting the rest under a cut because I am long-winded lol.
4. Share a sentence or paragraph from your writing that you’re really proud of (explain why, if you like)
Hmmm I’ll pick something I like from the WIP that’s all my writing - this is from Night of the Doctor with Eight and Ohila, but it’s diverged from the original script here and iirc pretty much all new dialogue for Eight.  I don’t normally write this sort of Doctor speech because I’m usually doing romance, but I can hear Paul McGann righteously shouting/soliloquizing in my head so I’m pretty happy with it: *** “What would you have me do?” the Doctor hissed.  “What does your broken prophecy foretell?  That I become one more loyal soldier in Gallifrey’s glorious army?  I can join this fight and take a thousand lives, die a thousand deaths, and this war will still go on.  The universe doesn’t need another soldier!” “Not a soldier,” said the Sister, “a warrior, with the power you’ve refused to wield.  You could have destroyed the Daleks before they were even created.” “Yes, I could have done.  And I didn’t, because I have no right!  Whatever it is you think you can turn me into, Sister, you’ll continue to be disappointed.  Because there’s one person who is always needed in a war: a good doctor, willing to help whomever they can.  No matter if they’re despised, or called traitor— no matter who they lose or how many times they fail!  There will always be more lives to save, and I’ll be there, helping, wherever I can.  I only hope I’m strong enough to carry on doing it half as well as another doctor I knew.” ***
(Yes of course we have Liv Chenka references!) 10. How would you describe your writing process? It takes me forever to get ideas, but once I have a sort of general amorphous direction for the story and an emotional starting point for the characters, I just jump in.  And then I keep getting shower thoughts about more and more stuff happening and what was supposed to just be some fun fluff starts growing a plot and getting wildly out of hand and this is just my life.  I am very much not in control. 20. Tell us the meta about your writing that you really want to ramble to people about (symbolism you’ve included, character or relationship development that you love, hidden references, callbacks or clues for future scenes?) Ohhhh this is such a good question!  Definitely going with There is a love I reminisce because there’s a lot going on under the surface in that fic and not all of it stated super explicitly.  So um, huge spoilers below if you haven’t read it!
Manhattan and Trenzalore (both times) are essentially retconned, through a combination of River’s innate abilities and Eleven going around the timeline trying to do better after being confronted with his shortcomings in TNOTD.  How the Doctor survived Utah is explained and it’s not because he was in a stupid robot.  It spawns an implied post-Library reunion with River, Eleven and the Doctor’s oft-referenced and never quantified or named children from Gallifrey.  It implies a different resolution to the Hybrid thing and an alternate series 10.  And of course it uses BF’s far-superior Ravenous 4 plot twist to preemptively annihilate the timeless children crap, and a combination of Ravenous 4 and Doom Coalition 4 to make River basically a time goddess.  But maybe my favorite thing was giving life to this headcanon of mine.  IT CANNOT BE REFUTED!  They’ve never said ANYTHING specific about his family so it’s free real estate baby!
*** “Yes, sorry to harp on about this, honey, but I think we can discuss the regeneration semantics later,” River cut in.  “You’re saying I came back from your future to your distant past and just… stayed?”
“Well… yes, I think so.  There were certain things we couldn’t discuss.  I had always just assumed that I’d reached the end of my last regeneration and you weren’t too pleased with that, so…  You know, describing it now, it does seem very irresponsible.  But I don’t recall having any complaints.”
“No, I shouldn’t think you would.”  River smiled, but her mind was racing.  “How would that even work?  Eventually, we’d come back round to when we first met on your end, and what, I wipe myself out of your memories?  Selectively, for your entire lifetime?  I think you might notice a little thing like that.”
“I suppose you must have had a plan for it, but I can’t remember it now.  I just remember the two of us, together through the centuries.” He smiled fondly and River felt like the ache in her chest would strangle her.  “I remember our family.”
“Our what?” she cried, as the older Doctor had a sudden choking fit.
“Our family.  Our children and…”  Dread slowly dawned on the young Doctor’s sweet face.  “Oh, please, no,” he whispered.  “Don’t tell me they’re…  No, this happened! It happened in both versions of my memories!”  He looked to his older self, panic-stricken.  “Tell me you remember!”
“You had a family,” River soothed, as Babyface stumbled over his own tongue.  “It just wasn’t with me.”
“What?” he laughed incredulously.  “Who else would it be?”
“Your first wife, sweetie.  I’m your second.  Well, the second one that counts.”
“No, that’s— I’m sorry, that’s nonsense.”  He turned to the older Doctor again. “You can’t tell her, is that it?  Because she hasn’t done it yet?  I’m sorry, River, maybe I shouldn’t have—”
“No!” Babyface shouted, finally collecting himself.  “Yes, we— I had a family, on Gallifrey, before I ever left.  River wasn’t there, obviously, because that’s not how anything works!”
“Who, then?” the young Doctor demanded.  “Who was your first wife?”
“I— I— she was—”  He opened and closed his mouth silently, looking increasingly horrified.
“You don’t like to talk about it,” River explained.  “She passed away.”
“Yes, but just between me and myself,” the young Doctor pressed on with an utter absence of tact that made it easier than ever to see this was the same man before her, “who was she?  And your children, what were their names?”
River hesitated, watching as the older Doctor wrestled with himself.  These were details not even she had ever asked him for.  She knew the general outline, of course, and that was enough.  It was a hurt so deep and so impossibly ancient, she couldn’t truly imagine how distant it must be for him now.  No sense in forcing him to open that door and dwell on it again.
“I, I don’t,” he finally muttered, looking almost fearful, “I don’t talk about it.  I don’t think about it.”
“You’ve forgotten them,” the young Doctor said, voice low and furious.  “How could you?”
“S-Susan,” Babyface stammered, wide-eyed.  “I left Gallifrey with Susan.”
A relieved smile flashed across the young Doctor’s face.  “And where did you suppose she came from?”
“No, she… I don’t…”  Chair legs scraped abruptly across the tile as the older Doctor bolted up from his seat, white-faced, and stumbled back from the table.
“Doctor?”  River stood, her hearts racing.  
His eyes met hers for a split second, the strange terror in them sending a chill through her, and then he was gone like a shot.  
“Doctor!”  She made to chase after him, but his younger version was still clasping her hand.
“He’ll be fine,” he reassured her.  “He’s just working it out.”
“Working it out?” she repeated, too stunned to reach out and grasp for the obvious.  She turned to him in a daze.  He smiled, and for a fleeting moment she fancied she could see the long contentment of a life she’d never dared dream of, etched in each little line on his older, younger face.
“I told you, River.”  He laid his other hand over hers, warm and steady.  “It was always you.”   ***
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