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sadistic-kiss · 26 days

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I just had a wild dream about Sukuna that turned into a fucking Freddy cougar nightmare . (This is how house of alpha was born so be prepared for this slap ass recap lol)

I was at a doggy day care, watching dogs because it was my job. (I love dogs so this is fine). Sukuna comes along with his hot girlfriend bringing his dog in for me to take care of. Turns out it’s his girlfriend’s chihuahua .

I have a boyfriend who is some guy with black hair. (Kasukabe is that you?) So I peak at him once but respectfully avert my gaze. (When I talk to couples in public I always keep eye contact with the girl. One because they are always so pretty and two because I don’t want them to think I want their man 😭)

Anyways I’m talking to her being polite and all goes well. Then Sukuna says, “Careful he’s a little shit.”

Of course being the doggy lover I am I’m able to get this barking biting chihuaha to like me after it but the shit out of me and I’m bleeding as well (in real life I would have been like ma’am I cannot take your dog I need to go to the doctor but no dream me wanted to please this hot girl.) . And the gf was so pleased and thanked me. And im super happy and tell her that I love dogs they are better than people (wow what a joke right?)

I start watching their dog and maybe a week goes by before they come in and I see Sukuna kick the dog in which I gasp and get angry at him because no matter how hot you are you aren’t going to harm an animal (that is my breaking point). So while I’m going off on sukuna his girlfriend is visibly shaking and she’s trying to stop me from yelling at him.

After my blow up sukuna only laughs before stepping out in which his girlfriend looks st me as if she’s seen a ghost. She starts panicking”you should go apologize you need to apologize to him before it’s too late…” and I’m like what? Apologize for what? And she’s like losing it and I’m like it’s okay and she’s like “no! It’s not!”

And I’m like what? “Is he going to kill me?”

And she just goes silent.

“I’ll go say sorry for you.” So she takes her dog and leaves in which I’m like a bit scared so I ask my bf (kasukabe ? I don’t know the guy had black hair but he was NOT daddy toji 😭) to take me home

So nothing happens and I don’t see them again until a few days later but it’s just sukuna bringing the dog himself. He attempts to talk to me within the process of me taking the chihuahua. But I’m ignoring him. He’s playing nice. Then he asks me out to which I am floored. I laugh in his face but then stop because he’s intimidating. I shook my head, “No you have a girlfriend.”

“I don’t.”

(Now I’m like bitch what you guys broke up why are you with this chihuahua XD)

“I have a boyfriend.”

“He treat you any good?”

“He treats me and dogs good.” With that I take the dog back and strut away like a proud boss girl.

So as im closing up shop and waiting for my bf to come get me hours go by and he’s not here. I try to call no answer. So now im worried. I go home to my little puppy suppers but something is off. My dog didn’t come greet me at the door. (She always comes running when I enter the house.) now im calling for her. Walking around in my dark home. That’s when I flip the light on and sukuna is sitting in my living room holding my dog (alive thankfully)

Of course a scream because “what are you doing in my house?”

“She’s a cute dog.”

“Sukuna… what are you doing in my house…” I’m slowly dialing 911 while backing away Im freaking out because that’s my fur baby and I want to leave the house and run but he has my child. Then I step on something wet. Looking down there is a pool of blood under my feet and it’s coming from my bathroom.

“Peak inside, left you a present.”

My heart? Dropped. I opened the door because like you know that’s what they do in the movies. Inside the bathroom is my boyfriend ~kasukabe nooo~ and he’s yeah gory details but you know dead.

So I’m crying and I’m like I’m so sorry I’m so sorry, and Sakuna is just taughting me the whole time, while holding my whimpering dog. So then he goes.

“I got a deal for you. You can keep this brat or I can bring him back to life and take this one’s head off. Which one you love more?”

So now I’m going hysterical. Because what? How dare he. Demon I say! Foul demon!

But… I picked my dog because let’s be honest kasukabe was already dead and tbh I didn’t really know him don’t hurt me it was dream logic and I was freaking out. Q-Q so sukuna throws the dog on the floor and I hug my little girl to my chest and I think the worse of it is over until I hear crunching noises. Sweet heavens he’s eating my bf. So I slowly get up and go upstairs and close my door and curl up into a ball on my bed with my fur baby. Surprisingly I fell asleep.

The next day I had to clean up the blood on my floor and then I continued with life per usual. SIKE Sukuna continues to torment me! To make this post short he puts me through hell. And then at one point I freaked out so bad I woke up. *like in real life I flinched and woke up gasping*. So I was like what an awful dream. Lays back down and goes to sleep*

I’m in another place and when I wake up people gasp and they were like you are finally awake!

Why am I’m in a hospital?

Doctor tells me I freaked out so hard I went into a stressed induced coma. Wtf is that a thing 😂? So I’m like oh okay. Then the nurse is like “your husband is goin to be so happy you woke up.”

“Husband?” I looked around the room to see flowers all around me. Some dying some new.

“Yes he’s been waiting for you for five years he hasn’t left your side.”

So then I’m sitting in bed like Hm okay… don’t really know what’s happening I don’t even remember anything.

Boom husband sukuna walks in and Im shooketh but I DONT KNOW WHY because I just went to sleep so stupid me is like omg sukuna I love sukuna haha so hot make brain go burrr~

So then he’s like your awake! And I’m like yeah who is you and he realizes I don’t know who he is so he takes me home and I’m like trembling and he’s like why I are you trembling and flinching and I’m like honestly I don’t know? So I take pills because that’s what the doctor prescribed to ease my stress and anxiety but I’m just like lalala OH MY DOG and I’m so happy to be home but why am I so scared? Everything seems normal I have a lovely husband it seems.

Then slowly thing ls start happening. When he touches me I’m scared and when I do something I’m afraid to make him angry. Something is not right.

Lo and behold I start to remember EVERYTHING AND I’m like OH HELL NO! And when I do remember I INSTANLY WAKE UP hahhaha! So here I am now sitting in bed like *le sigh* I wonder if I’m in a coma AGAIN hahhaha.

Yup… and that’s how my stories are written, and this is how house of alpha was born 😌. Having vivid dreams can be a double edge sword at times because on one hand I was blessed with a wonderful reverse harem of alphas and knots but sometimes I get the horror films lol.

Maybe someday I’ll post the slap ass recap of house of alpha lol. I can’t do it now because of spoilers ✨

I’m so angry right now. Sukuna was sooooo evil and not in a- I’ll burn the world for you girl- no it was the -you are my pet and I’ll do what I want to you evil. I’m going to go read some daddy Nanami fics where it is safe, and maybe I’ll have better dreams. I hope we go on a cruise or play bingo 😭 🚢.

✨Wish me luck✨

#jjk #jujutsu kaisen #jujutsukaisen #fanfiction #sukuna #horror #ryoumensukuna #ryoumen sukuna

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jahayla-parker · 2 years

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Premieres: Tom Holland x Reader SMAU ~

This is my first ever so sorry if it is horrible haha

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Yourusername: My 3 loves; Tom, MCU, and Traveling. 💕 I love you baby, so proud of you! Thank you for inviting me to travel with you for the NWH press tour and premiere 🕷 #forevermypeter

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tomholland2013: Thank you for always dropping everything to support me angel 🥹😘

yourusername: anytime handsome 😉

tomholland2013: i’m going to hold you to that ❤️

harryholland64: 10/10 photo but 5/10 caption, too sickeningly sweet

yourusername: ✌️

tomholland2013: back off mate 🤺

harryholland64: whatever simp 😂

zendaya: you looked so beautiful, thanks for coming! Miss you already 💝

yourusername: thank you gorgeous 😭 miss you too Z!

tomluver29: he’s so hooott

yntomstan: love their relationship, can’t wait to see NWH

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tomholland2013: punching above my weight tonight and every night I get to call this enchanting woman mine 🔥thank you darling for joining me at the premiere tonight, means the world to me❤️ #NWHPremiere

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samholland1999: mate i still don’t know how you pulled her

yourusername: it might be his power to be able to hypnotize females 😌😉

tomholland2013: couldn’t tell you, I don’t know myself

harryholland64: @yourusername when you get tired of him, hmu

tomholland2013: ….? 😠

yourusername: 😳

nikkihollandphotography: You both looked great tonight, love you both

tomholland2013: thank you mum, love you too

yourusername: thanks mum 🥰

missylovestom: daaamnn

zendaya: loml 😍

tomholland2013: correction, love of MY life 💁🏻‍♂️

yourusername: @/zendaya 💍 marry me?

tomholland2013: @yourusername ummm?

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yourusername: Tommy, words cannot even begin to describe how proud I am of you. I remember you walking onto set your first day all those years ago to take over the role of Spider-Man in the MCU while I interned for Marvel’s cinematography and photography division. While I knew you’d make an amazing casting choice for marvel, not once did I think that we would be here. So much has changed over the years and I’m so happy to have been by your side to watch it all unfold! Today I watched you introduce your latest installment to a special group of fans and earned a well deserved standing ovation. You are not only a fantastic Spider-Man and marvelous Peter Parker, you are also an amazing human and an even better boyfriend. While I could go on for hours, I’ll leave it at that. Thank you for being you, please don’t ever change 😘

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tomholland2013: Y/N … I am at a loss for words. I’m crying all over again, please finish getting ready for bed so we can cuddle. Love you forever princess 🥹

yourusername: don’t cry, be right there precious 🥰

thollandupdates: princess?😭

hazosterfield: Standing ovation?! Killing it mate!

Yourusername: he really is huh? And don’t worry, I’ve got footage of it, pm’ing you😉

dailyhollandpics: @yourusername can you share with us all please?🙏

yourusername: @dailyhollandpics you got it! Posting to my TikTok tomorrow!

tuwaine: I feel like year by year you two are becoming more simps for each other than you were before you went public smh. Oh but congrats Mate 😂

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yourusername: Another day, another movie press tour, another beautiful country. Go check out Uncharted if you want to see this hot man on the big screen 🥵 #unchartedpresstour

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Sony: she’s right, check out our latest post for some scenes you might enjoy

tomholland2013: really love? All you can say about it is that I’m hot in it? 😂

yourusername: fine, I take it back, you’re not hot? 🤷🏻‍♀️

tomholland2013: that..that’s not what I meant 🙄 but fr thank you love, I’ll see you at dinner tonight ❤️

Harryholland64: stop taking photos of him, there’s only room for one Tom photographer. Also caption=🤮

yourusername: you seem to have forgotten that I used to be the photographer 💁🏻‍♀️

Harryholland64: until I came along and replaced you 😝

yourusername: you wish 🤪

tomholland2013: mate, you filled her spot after she moved on to even bigger things, you didn’t replace her 🙄

Hazandtomfan73: the dynamics here btwn her and w/ his fam and him 🤩

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tomholland2013: Thank you for forever being my best friend and traveling with me whenever you’re free. Looking forward to spending the rest of our lives traveling the world in each other’s arms ❤️💍 #myforever

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yourusername: 🥹 Can’t wait for our next adventure; you’re my one and only. Cheers to forever 🥂

nikkihollandphotography: couldn’t ask for a better future daughter-in-law 💝

yourusername: thank you Nikki ❤️ I love you all

tomholland2013: she is perfect isn’t she? 😍

hazosterfield: congrats mates, you two are great together!

tuwaine: surprised you could keep the engagement a secret from the world for as long as you did. I knew she was a good influence on you 😂

samholland1999: me too mate, but he wanted their own bubble for a bit so it must’ve been enough to keep it quiet. Can’t believe the Holland family will be having a girl in the mix now, at least it is Y/N 😉

yourusername: sorry to disappoint? 😂 too late though cause he’s not getting this ring back 💁🏻‍♀️

tomholland2013: darling, I never want it back 😘 as far as you two divs go, I can keep a secret thank you, and Sam you better get over it or we need to talk 👀

samholland199: mate relax lmao, I’m truly happy for you both 😊 welcome to the family Y/N

Harryholland64: you had me take photos of your proposal in Paris months ago and this is the photo you post when announcing that? 🙄

tomholland2013: mate delete this comment!

yourusername: you what? 😭 Tooommmm! You hired him to take photos of the proposal? #bestfiancé

tomholland2013: of course I did princess, I remembered you saying you always wanted that if you were to get engaged. It is my job to always make sure your dreams come true beautiful. It was SUPPOSED to be a surprise though you div @harryholland64 🙄 anyways, happy early birthday beautiful, I’ll show you the photos when we get back 😘

harryholland64: hmmm maybe spoilers run in the family

Zendaya: happy for you both, but I’m not giving up on winning her over yet 😉

tomholland2013: 🙄🤺

yourusername: I love you both, but I’m happy with my choice ❤️

tomholland2013: 😏 #futureY/NHolland

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yourusername: My fiancé has another wonderful movie out! Go see him as Nathan Drake in Uncharted, he is phenomenal in it as always 💜

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zendaya: fine, y’all are my OTP 🥰

yourusername: ❤️

tomholland2013: thank you my beautiful fiancée 😘 blessed that you’ll always be my number one fan

yourusername: for life now 😉💍

tomholland2013: ♾❤️

florencepugh: wait… fiancé?! Girl what?! Since when?!

yourusername: since our Paris trip at the end of December 😊 we were keeping it a secret for a bit (if you had answered my FaceTime, you’d know already) 😂

florencepugh: I was on a flight girl smh 🤣 you could’ve texted me it 💁🏻‍♀️

yourusername: too easy for that to leak🤷🏻‍♀️

florencepugh: fair enough, he better not mess it up ❤️

tomholland2013: wouldn’t dream of it 😊

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tomholland2013: Luckiest man in the world to get to have you on my arm at premieres darling. You looked breathtaking again tonight 😘🥵 #lifetimeofpremieresaheadofus

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nikkihollandphotography: you look beautiful Y/N 💝

yourusername: thank you 🥹

yourusername: gotta try and look good for my baby boy’s event 🥰

tomholland2013: you never have to try princess, even in sweats and a messy bun you look stunning ❤️

yourusername: looking forward to you being my hypeman for the rest of our lives 🥹🥹🥹

zendaya: damn she’s hot 🥵 is she single?

harryholland64: right?! But I think she’s sadly taken for now

tomholland2013: damn right she’s taken, and for always now both of you stop trying to steal her away. I’m never gonna let another take her love from me now. 💍

yourusername: when he quotes 1D you ignore the fact that his comment came across kinda possessive 🤷🏻‍♀️😂

tomholland2013: didn’t mean it in that way babe! But you are ‘taken’ 😘

yourusername: and happily so 😘

tomismyman: jealous I want to marry him

#tom holland x reader #tom holland fluff #tom holland x y/n #tom holland #tom holland fanfiction #tommy baby #tom holland fanfic #tom holland x you #tom holland smau

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kithtaehyung · 1 year

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Ryen, I'm so emotional tonight, so I have to tell you that I am SO happy I stumbled upon your blog..a year ago? Year and a half ago? Those past two years have been SO exhausting but also so exciting for me: I graduated from university, I finished therapy, I moved to the other side of the world, I got married and we adopted a puppy, then we moved, I also started my own writing blog and people actually like it?? So so much stuff happened but you, your blog and 3tan have been the one constant in my life, the one thing I could always come back to when I needed some time for myself, just to relax. I remember seeing your announcement for the first chapter, and I thought to myself, "Oh, this could be interesting." Then I re-read it 3 times within the first week after it came out, and I've been here ever since. I know you don't know me, we've never met or even talked, but seeing you grow as a writer and as a person and doing all this cool stuff, while I'm also doing some cool stuff..let me just say that I am SO incredibly proud of you and of myself, and I hope we can both continue to do cool shit. Maybe one day you'll spot me somewhere in public wearing my hey, doll shirt and I can tell you about everything I'm doing and thank you for always being an inspiration and always being so kind to everyone you interact with 💗

Oh my god… HELLO?? IM SO PROUD OF YOU, LOVE😭😭😭 damn, that is absolutely.. incredible. Look at all of the things you accomplished through everything. I couldn’t imagine doing two of those things let alone all of it.. Holy hell. I’m happy you’re damn proud of yourself because yes, you absolutely should be!

Here’s to us getting even more cool shit done‼️ that’s the energy that I love and you’ve even motivated me to keep going.

Now I’m just gonna cry. Hot damn. Maybe we will spot each other on the street, or in a cafe, or the most random place on this planet. And we’ll talk about anything and everything and the days when 3tan was just a single one-shot.

Honestly? I’ll be waiting for that day. For now, thank you for telling me all of this, and thank you for being here all this time🥹🍊

#wow #you’re amazing babe!#let’s meet someday<3 #anon #asks:3tan #3tan #lovely people #3tanhof #*ryenfictalk #mailbox💌#calm tag

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hollandorks · 2 years

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My mother is still here, Shelby, if you post NSFW, I’ll be beside myself 😭

ALSO BRILLIANT WRITING. I’m gonna have a LOT to say over the weekend because I’ll be writing three reviews and I’m so excited to be able to reread this without my mother around.

Mini-reaction to 29! Brilliant, as always.

The luxury of dying to avoid consequences is SUCH A MOOD. Me whenever a minor inconvenience happens (that’s my fault). A table I forgot to move? Keys I misplaced? Same.

Listen. As an ambulatory wheelchair user, I fucking LOVE CECILIA (my chair. Yes, that’s her name. Yes, she’s a she. She’s red, foldable, electrically powered, goes 5 mph, has SO MANY POCKETS AND BAGS). So when reader said she was relieved about the chair? HARD RELATE.

Also, I’m still convinced Lena was being blackmailed. I will die on this hill. Maybe it didn’t explicitly come out, but she was being blackmailed and told to do things against her will (spy on the reader, lure her to maxwell, etc.). If this ship is the titanic, I am the string quartet.

Shelby, you are amazing at NEVER DROPPING THINGS. Like wow, almost killing someone has INTENSE consequences that don’t just go away after a paragraph. I’ve loved that in your writing and I love you bestie.

Thank you for giving me a smile to accompany my sunburned cheeks that came from my graduation ceremony today.

⌨️

AHHHH CAN'T SAY ANYTHING ELSE BECAUSE YOU GRADUATED WOW YAY BESTIE YOU GO BESTIE!!!! HUHE congratulations!!!! 🥰🥰🥰🥳🥳🥳

Okay also, sorry because I did post a little NSFW sneak peek oops

Also just finished writing the part that snippet belongs too and somehow it got away from me and it's way longer and dirtier and smuttier than I was going for what even (so much for tasteful smut RIP me)

Anyways! I've only ever had to use a wheelchair twice (after a surgery and then after a procedure where I was sedated) and honestly this came from my real experience because I was so relieved both times that they made me use it lmao

Also now that I know about Barbara Gordon thanks to my batfam inquiries, I do agree that you two would be besties and are badasses!

Can't believe you're still gonna write me three whole reviews 🥺 I AM BLESSED.

Oh my god I don't even know you but I'm still so excited you graduated! Huge accomplishment!! Be proud!! You did it! (How did it go? Did you celebrate after? I cried through my entire college graduation. And I would like to reiterate that I am not a crier and I am definitely not a person who can stand the embarrassment of crying in public)

Thanks for sending a mini review bestie!! Huge congratulations again!! I keep saying huge but I mean it!

Oh oh and! Meant to say this to my other emoji anons but *if* you guys are up for it it'd be so fun to play 20 questions to see if I can figure out who you are. But only if you're comfortable with that! Idk I just love my little gang of emoji anons that I want us to all be besties irl 🥺 Also I probably couldn't even figure it out because I'm like kind of dumb irl 😂😂

#asks #anon #motn spoilers #ish #my bestie ⌨️#⌨️ anon #⌨️

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delcakoo · 2 years

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HI EMA BESTIE WESTIE 🥰 how are you? aside from banging your head against the wall because you can’t go to an enhypen concert :) I am currently doing my algebra homework. I just finished biology (well technically that was work that we were supposed to finish on Monday but I barely understand that class and I wanted to get a Headstart on it 😭) I also need to do Italian homework and English homework 🤭 this week I also joined the debate club, and I actually had fun. I joined because I struggle with public speaking, but I genuinely didn’t feel afraid to speak when i had to introduce myself, we were supposed to say our name and something that we would bring to a picnic that starts with the first letter of our name (I said chicken). anyways, I hope that you are doing well and that you’re having a good day. I’m glad that your Covid test came out negative and I hope that you are staying healthy and drinking water. I love you you’re the best <3

- c

HI CUCI i’ve been dying all day 🤪🤪🤪 i’ve had like 4 tylenol pills and i keep taking naps but then i wake up even more dead and tired than before ❤️ and i stoll gotta keep blowing my nose but at least my throats not hurting anymore that was definitely the worst part 😞😞 AND YEP still mourning over the enha concert 🧍

EWWW BIO, THATS GOOD U WANNA GET A HEAD START GOOD JOB 🫶🫶 AND OMG UR LEARNING ITALIAN? :0 THATS SO COOL WAHH GOOD LUCK

CICI R U OKAY U ALREADY TOLD ME AB THE DEBATE CLUB A FEW DAYS AGO HWGSHAH EITHER WAY IM SO PROUD OF U 🥹🥹 THATS SO GREAT UR GETTING MORE COMFY PUBLIC SPEAKING !! 💖💖💖

thank u sm love ur so sweet i’ll cry 💖😭 i’m doing my best to recover quickly <33 I LOVE YOU TOO MWAH, STAY HEALTHY AS WELL OKAY?!

#delcakoo #c anon

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khaleesiofalicante · 2 years

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boopity boop let's goooo

im so tired why am I so tired

when you love someone is such a good song and sooo them

oh, sexual content? nice let's go

im not putting that song on I dont have earphones and I need to be safe-

what the fuck is nanotechnology

I think to google just complicated it

so proud of him for the scholarship 🥺

“I just finished my paper on scanning probe microscopy,” Magnus informs him. “Can I get a ‘hell yeah’?”

HELL YEAH!!

no clue what this shit is but you goo

oh no sad backstory?

pokes him why did you move here??

ooo fashion design

BABE THE MODEL IS RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU

please dont kill me for calling you babe

“I’m hot,” Magnus notes.

So true omg

this is totally not a one-time thing

ah yes the lightwoods

Stay out of trouble, Ragnor had told him before Magnus had left Cambridge, and stay out of the spotlight.

kinda hard to do when you're dating the senator's son

HE'S NOT BREAKING UP WITH YOU

alright let's talk

babe you're confusing me where are we going with this

yes? and?

They're so gestures

yes that explains it

I just said something which should not be repeated on here

love the communication here

bootylicious is a real word????????????????

"love" EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

That's literally the sound that escaped me

oh, we're doing this right now? okay then

"seven and a half heartbeats" I-

BESTIE COUNTED-

Alec makes a face at the word ‘vagina’. Magnus laughs at that.

WHY DID THIS MAKE ME LAUGH SO MUCH

why the fuck are you saying random words now-

Dani did you read the ingredients list on lube for this?`

“No,” Alec shakes his head. “Look. I know you buy supplies because you live on campus. But this is different. I’m not going to ask you to have sex with me and then ask you to go buy condoms while I wait here. That’s just shitty.”

It is. Magnus wonders why some people before Alec didn’t realize that.

He wonders why he didn’t realize that.

I know this is the bare minimum but god I love this man so much

“I like the way it tastes,” SIR WE ARE IN A PUBLIC SPACE-

he just...grabbed them all 😭

“I don’t know this man,” Alec deadpans.

Me at my friends

we had an extra-long break today and Lyn and I were in the sports ground playing badminton while my original friend group were going...borderline crazy in the background

so yeah I get it alec

DON'T SMOKE

“It’s my mouth and my lungs.”

“Your mouth is temporarily mine,” Magnus says and Alec laughs.

“What about my lungs?”

“I’ll let you know if I ever get into organ trafficking.”

“You’re going to sell the lungs of a smoker? God, you are a shit trafficker.”

I love these idiots so much

also

STOP SMOKING

ALEC-

I see we are still a fan of ripping clothes-

“I’m not taking the subway shirtless,” Magnus says breathlessly.

“You can take one of my sweaters you are pretending not to steal,” Alec hisses against his ear.

I mean you could-

ok but Magnus kind of freaking out every time alec pulls away or smth like that just makes me more curious about his backstory

like I KNOW SOME SHIT HAPPENED

I have this weird look on my face where im smiling and so close to crying

THEM!!!

“Do you have any idea,” Alec whispers, cupping his face. “How beautiful you are?”

“I have an inkling,

he truly is

They haven’t even started, and Magnus already knows.

He knows there will not be another time like this, not with anyone.

dude

why you gotta hit me where it hurts?

lets out more profanities than a drunk sailor.

so me at any given moment?

xoxo by somi is playing and like I wanna search up the lyrics but too lazy

my friends love somi

"baby"

TEARS

GONNA GO CRY NOW

oh no the middle

YOU DONT WANNA GO TO THE MET GALA???

“Oh, is that so? I can’t wait to see the headlines. Magnus Bane Gives Up on the Met Gala Three Months After Giving Up on His Marriage.”

I am so sorry for laughing

also, I thought this was the middle????????????

oh right we're still gonna get divorced moments

no clue what the fuck is an uncontested divorce

are there many different kinds?

ohhh right cool

hehhehe max knows how to use a gun

and he's good at it

SELENA AND LEXI BIRTHDAY

Magnus do you need a hug?

FALLEN ANGEL YEEEEEEEEEEEE

ew Rafael you're going to Disneyland why do you have a textbook with you?

THE TEXTS LMAO

THIS IS INSANE

that's so cool omg private plane

the tension fuck

it isn't the good kind either 😭

OH WHO ARE THESE PEOPLE

NICE HI HELLO HRU

my boy got game

alec why are you acting like that about this 🤨

this seems so unlike him

Magnus is very right

ALEC

MAX WILL NOT COME TO TALK TO YOU ABOUT THIS SHIT

oh my god snooping is not okay

idfc it's your house

I had this talk with my desi parents and they understood I GOT DESI PARENTS TO UNDERSTAND THIS

COME ON DUDE

all the questions Magnus raised are very valid ones

alec please this gestures you have to talk to him

Alec hates talking to kids about sex. Magnus remembers when they had the talk with Rafael when the boy had been 15. Alec had literally pretended to get a phone call and left the room when Magnus had explained to Rafael about the clitoris.

I...I guess I kind of get that...

but knowing about safe sex and having the right resources is so so important

he's 17. teenagers do crazy stupid shit sometimes

“He doesn’t like talking to you,” Alec corrects. “Don’t generalize it.”

alec-

sigh

yes Magnus talk to him

dude if he doesn't wanna date anyone then that's that

ok Magnus has a HUGE problem with guns and shooting references

this is some depressing stuff

oh crap Magnus guessed about David

Magnus stands still for a minute and tries to figure out where to go or what to do. He has never felt safe in this house. He has never had a safe place in the mansion, other than Alec’s arms.

He can't go there now, can he?

oh wow pain just hit me in the face

Rafael holding his hand 🥺

im sorry but the "dearest" gave me flashbacks

not dearest 😭

oh this hurts

The thing about taking time for yourself is that it eventually has to come to an end. And going back to normal life and making up to the people you had abandoned usually comes with an apology tour.

Magnus doesn't get it.

What is the point in taking time for yourself if you are going to feel bad about it and apologize for it?

Isn't the whole point of taking time for yourself is to feel better?

oh this

fuck apologizing

be a bitch

dude David and Max not talking

I wanna see max's pov

“There is no reason for you to sneak your way back into the group, Magnus,” the other man says. “For us, you never left.”

oh pain wow ok

OMG GIANT CAKE WITH DUCK

omg jace organized this

EMMA

CAPTAIN??? CARSTAIRS???

MIGHT CRY

“Lexi, right?” Emma grins. “Your father used to torture our whole unit by showing us a thousand pictures of you and your siblings.”

AHAHHKJSDUHKDFJFVHUJKHDGFJHGF

PRECIOUS

LEXI STAPH BEING SO GAY

dont actually

“Sexy,” the girl says and then blinks. “Uh. I mean. Lexi. My name is Lexi.”

I CAN'T-

ALEC BEING LEXI'S GAY YODA

I CAN'T WITH THIS DUO

THEY'RE SO PRECIOUS

RAPUNZEL AYYY SELENA

I see it

blonde wig!!!

BLUE BODYPAINT

SO MANY REFERENCES

oh fuck so hot

ASHGDSCHDFUH MAGNUS CALM THYSELF

alec does look very hot though

im very much thirsting

OMG IS THIS LITTLE KID CALLED MALLORY???????????

max is obviously in love with David

omg rose

im gonna cry

max deserves a hug

KARAOKE AYYYY

Alec why are you trying to remove the eyeliner-

I have a guess-

but anyway

SJHDCUIHDFVUIHFIJDVDF MAGNUS IS GONNA HELP HIM

Alec is quiet for a while. Then he speaks. “The sheets don’t smell like sandalwood anymore.”

the pain

it's fine im fine

HE-

HE SLEEPS WITH THE BABY WRAP

“Because I fucking miss you too!” Alec hisses at him. “I fucking miss you, Magnus.”

I miss you too, Magnus wants to say.

dude

oh fuck

bro

I could cry

Alec loves so much that it makes you feel so overwhelmed sometimes. As if you don’t know what to do with all the love he gives you.

So, he keeps staring. Magnus keeps looking at Alec, wondering for the hundredth time, why he wasn’t lucky enough to have this forever.

SO CLOSE TO TEARS

GET BACK TOGETHER

BITCH DO IT

“Nothing,” Magnus says sadly. “I just really want to kiss you.”

HONEY NO-

oh great they are kissing now

OH, THEY ARE GONNA HAVE SEX IN A PUBLIC BATHROOM AT DISNEY???

NOT DISNEY

Magnus.

Not baby.

Because they can’t go back to that. Not anymore.

So, Magnus offers the same courtesy.

He doesn’t say Alexander.

Just Alec.

oh you did not just do that

my heart just broke further

LEXIIIIIIIII

MAX FUCK

OH FUCK

DUDE IM IN TEARS

FUCK THIS SHIT

SO MUCH PAIN

ok the end now

dude that's so cool

so proud of him

He fucking hates that their phone calls now start like this.

Because they don’t call each other regularly or for no reason – only out of urgency and necessity.

im done I can't do this anymore

MONOPOLY YAY

“You’ll do what your father says,” Magnus yells back.

“I shan’t!”

“Listen to me, you little monkey-”

I missed this

them

OMG ALEC TELLING THE KIDS ABOUT HIS TICKLISH SPOT

I AM NOT OKAY

THIS CHAOS

“The last time I did that; I came home to my Ottoman on fire and the chairman wrapped in toilet paper like a mummy!”

oh well-

EW SHINYUN

EW HE'S GOING ON A DATE WITH HER

EW EW EW

If Magnus doesn’t stop asking if it’s okay before breaking his heart every fucking time, Alec is going to fucking kill him.

hurts so much

MAX AND ALEC'S DUO AYY

the coping methods go from "makes sense" to "well okay then"

ALEC AND MAX ARE ANTI-SHINYUN AND IM SO HERE FOR IT

“Well, if it’s so distressing, maybe he shouldn’t go,” Max points out. “Maybe Shinyun won’t show up anyway.”

“Maybe she will get hit by a bus,” Alec hums thoughtfully.

“You two are assholes,” Rafael huffs and walks away.

“Do you want to spit in his coffee or should I?” Max asks.

god I really hope she gets hit by a bus

OH NO HE LOOKS TOO GOOD

NOO

I mean very sexy but like NOO

ew shinyun

“You shouldn’t be dating people who don’t make you a priority,” Max sniffs.

Alec does not grin at that.

I LOVE THEM SO MUCH

they are so salty omg

Alec sincerely hopes tonight goes fucking awfully for Magnus and Shinyun, so they both realize it's never going to work out and decide never to do this shit again.

dude same

ohh them together...

OMG THEY'RE DOING ACCENTS

omg they're so amazing

MAX IS BEATING THEM ALL AT THIS

AMAZING

MAX SMART BABY

max...

so he's practically given up

“Exactly! I like it!” Max groans. “Why can’t I just like something and leave it at that? Why do I have to do something with it? Why do I have to prove to people that I am good? I know I am good. That’s enough for me!”

THIS

If max doesn't want to pursue swimming professionally or some shit then well it is what it is

aww, they are talking ❤️

MAX YES YOU DO YOU, BABE

“I thought you wanted to own all the house there?” Magnus asks.

“I don’t mind sharing it with you,” Max shrugs.

God, these soft fuckers.

THEM

SOFT BITCHES

“It’s Mina,” Max says awkwardly. “I might have texted her saying I was going to commit murder.”

“She is probably calling you to help you bury the body,” Magnus grins. “Give her my love.”

true friendship right there

omg shared memories

“We are laughing about how ugly you are,” Rafael replies.

“Oh nice,” Max says. “I thought y’all were laughing about how dumb you are.”

precious

NO FUCK OH

I ACTUALLY SCREAMED OUT LOUD

STOP

NO NOT BABY

IT'S FINE IT'S COOL

IT'S ALL COOL

PLEASE KILL ME

ooo internship for max

LMAO HE'S THIRSTING OVER JUSTIN TRUDEAU

“Bapak, have you seen that man’s ass?” Max asks incredulously.

“You will be saying none of this to the Prime Minister’s face!” Alec warns.

“Or tweet any of it!” Magnus adds quickly.

MAX I CANT-

ew shinyun

ew ew ew

I gave up on jtv after 3 seasons

I could not watch her embarrass herself anymore

THEY ARE HUGGING

if the person who steps out of the elevator is shinyun I will kill myself and then someone else

dude this whole hug is breaking me

im so sad

this hug

This. This! Whatever this is.

What they have. What they built together.

And what they will never lose, no matter what a piece of paper says about their marriage.

They cannot lose this.

They will not lose the way Alec’s breath, just his fucking breath, makes Magnus shiver.

They will not the way Magnus’ gaze, just a single stare, and bring Alec to the brink.

They can’t possibly ever lose this.

STOP FUCKING WITH ME

this hug was the most precious thing ever

im gonna cry

it's like 8pm I just got done with this. I am so tired. Gonna go and write now byee

You know, sometimes I forget what I write in each chapter right after I write it. It's the same for me with exams and other stuff. My memory is very selective.

So, every time I read these live blogs, I am like, oh I wrote that! Nice!

Thank you. ILY BYE.

#tlnd

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