I like to think when Chuuya can't use his ability he gets awful vertigo.
Like say Dazai and Chuuya allow themselves to be captured for a mission and their guards know enough about their abilities to handcuff them together. So Chuuya can't use his ability, but it's fine because Dazai's just waiting for the right moment to pick the lock.
Then they hold them somewhere high up.
Maybe a cliff edge, maybe it's a roof top. Heights hadn't bothered Chuuya for years. They did a little when he was younger and still learning to control his ability. When leaping off something still risked an injury. Except now he has no safety net, if he and Dazai go over the edge the guys with guns keep pushing them closer to, he's actually going to fall.
And it's windy.
He's never really noticed how strong and loud the wind is this high up. It could bowl him over if he's not paying attention. Straight off the edge. It's cold and it whips his hair. It catches in his clothes forces him off balance for just a second.
Then he notices his shoes. Why is he wearing formal shoes? They have next to no grip. He could slip so easily. Dazai's wearing the same type, if Chuuya trips up, he's likely dragging Dazai down with him.
Speaking of Dazai, he is not helping.
He's used to being the distraction, getting captured, playing the princess. None of this is bothering him at all. He's annoying their guard. So the guard keeps threatening them, pushing them closer to that edge.
And every step Chuuya takes feels like the ground is too far away.
And every turn of his head makes the world spin around him.
And his stomach is churning.
And his hair keeps getting in his eyes and mouth.
He can't breathe.
He can't see.
Then Dazai takes his hand.
Its warm and solid and it grounds him. Dazai squeezes his hand and for a second he feels the nails press into his skin.
"Focus, Chuuya." It's all he says before he lets go, but it's enough for Chuuya to realize, he doesn't feel the handcuffs anymore. The loss of the sensation of No Longer Human covering him.
And he grins, because now it's time to pay back a certain guard who likes bullying his captives.
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Me after reading a fanfic: aww jegulus and wolfstar are soo cute I want to be in a relationship
Also me two minutes into a relationship: *yeah my commitment issues can’t handle this, this was a mistake*
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Ahaha so update: My apple pencil broke- and i use my ipad to draw the panels- so
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expect some art fillers !! -Mod Lilac👑
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heating up my ramen noodles in the microwave like ohhhh yiss i am about to eat so many micro plastics 😁
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IVE BEEN TOLD ITS SHOEBERG
NOT SHOEBERT
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Being jealous of others doing what they love is awful. Good fucking job. You can have fun doing the things that you adore. When's it my turn to get back into drawing and art, or when I use to pick flowers and keep then in a collection. Why can't I do the things I love anymore
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Trying to doodle while watching movies, not going well. So here's a shitty doodle of jack frost from the Rankin and Bass film, lol
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