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fraberry-stroobcake · 2 months
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is it gay to be so overwhelmed with emotions by thinking about someone you care about so much you almost want to pick up writing again
#- but also it’s night time and you can’t fall asleep even though you need to get up early#and you’re just stuck imagining the lines you want written down#so your only options are to do it now while they’re still there#or not and then forget all of them in the morning and cry#hi i’m the gay one help i haven’t been in this state in a while#i’m just in that state again somehow i guess#probably because i never got a chance to tell this person how something so small for them meant a world to me in that moment#i hope i’ll be able to tell you all that myself in a more direction way but i love you so much you mean the world to me#okay i don’t actually want to scare you off by saying that but knowing what my mind is imagining for this you’d think that yourself anyway#i should probably stop taking now it’s way too late and i’m being tooooo emotionally vulnerable rn#hi guys sleepy night time frab here i’m the (other) emotion + vulnerable one#don’t you love to see it#i wonder if anyone is still down here reading these tags#hi if you are! send aaaa hmmm send a little ‘£; e’ if you read to this point#also why r u still reading? weirdoooo /jk love you#but really don’t be down here too long i’m sorta bleeding all my feelings out right now#because i’m so bad at expressing myself directly and as soon as i want to#ugh i’ll leave now i’m lonely and talking to myself too much again#night night everpony#frabrant#wonder if i’ll write more again… ok i’m LEVAING now gah
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dollsuguru · 1 month
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let it be known…. bestie!sukuna does a killer winged eyeliner
#sharp enough to cut a man and that’s his goal i just know he does the meanest winged eyeliner for you in class#you hand him the pen w/o saying a word and he’s immediately grabbing the back of your head to steady you#if suguru sees that he’s like What Thw Fuck Is going onnimm gonna be Sick#firmly believe that reader & everyone in school has a mini crush on sukuna#i say mini bc he is so fucking sexy but the moment he opens his mouth you’re like damn… i regret all my life choices why’s he yelling at me#anyways. reader is the only one who can tolerate sukuna and vice versa <3 reader is friendly so everyone loves them#but like. BEST FRIEND wise? it’s sukie & reader til death does them part 🤞🏼🤞🏼🤞🏼 i love them so much idk why their dynamic makes me so happy#okay i’m just talking to myself in the tags rn hmmm how do i want him to look#pink hair + black undercut OBVIOUSLY. face tatts/body tatts OBVIOUSLY.#ear piercings + helix + industrials + eyebrow piercing + nose piercing + snake bites + tongue piercing OBVIOUSLY#he’d also wear reading glasses. FKN nerd 😹😹😹 i have 20/20 vision i can’t relate 🤭🤭🤭#immaculately dressed & insanely intelligent you can call sukuna a lot of things but you can’t call him ugly or dumb#i think he’d have reader’s birth flower tattooed on him too just as a nod to how much he loves/cares for them <3#where should he work… maybe at the same tattoo shop as suguru? yeah maybe that could work#sukie’ll be a piercer while sugu is a tattooist yeah that checks out#maybe they’re in the same frat? yeah that could work part 2#okay YAY cool i’m glad i’m fleshing him out :3#snippets#personal
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majoris · 3 years
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sooo, I’ve been tagged in the thingies again and I guess I’m gonna annoy y’all again so there. (Under the cut though, cause I’m a lil considerate??? sometimes. Also excuse I’m in a weird mood today)
@inyoursheets & @lanafannabanana (thank you for that ❤️) tagged me to:
answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs you are contractually obligated to know better.
name/nickname: Karolina. I let people struggle. gender: cis woman star sign: gemini sun & libra moon height: 170cm birthday: may time: 21:52 favourite bands: not one for favourites, especially in music. There's so much good music how can I pick?? Also, fav genre is an easier question lol favourite solo artists: same here, how can people pick ?? But talk to me about music anytime esp if we have similar taste song stuck in my head: she knows this by Kid Cudi, been vibing with album since it came out tbh last movie: wonder woman '84 babey! last show: his dark materials when did I create this blog: hmm, I think I moved to this one in 2012 ? what I post: MILFs, women, hands, quotes, pics, art + lots of various fandoms last thing googled: vera wang (don't ask) other blogs: got my old shit archive around plus some res blog do I get asks: sometimes & those are usually unexpectedly nice like wow why I chose my url: cause space following: 467 but I'm pretty sure 80% are grave blogs rip followers: like, ten, probably average hours of sleep: between 4-8 I think ? but who knows honestly lucky number: don't think I have one, has not reveled itself as of yet instruments: like, do I like them or ? what am I wearing: leggings, socks and this crewneck with creepy ass santa and bunch kids (been said it's five of them, I did not count so don't take the word of strangers on that) dream job: don't have one ??? but always wanted to do something creative, not one thing all the time etc dream trip: soo, just wanted to live in a few different countries for a few years favourite food: just food. That's it. nationality: polish favourite song: we are also not doing this one last book read: and like, finished? Cause I have five open rn top three fictional universes I'd like to live in: hmmm, that's an interesting one. For today? His Dark Materials would be pretty fun to hop into for a few, just to see how my daemon would look like I guess? lol and idk, would I like to live in any really? Probably not ? OKAY no wait, fictional universe where this world is better and there are less shitty people around and no covid. Yeah, that would be fun also lol.
plus, @sothischickshe tagged me to give up my “top 10 fave man characters” which I hate, so thank you for this (❤️) and we are doing this as well (also I’ve forced myself to do this before so I’m picking different ones now cause reasons. Also random dudes from shows cause im lazy)
- din djarin, a disaster dad / from the mandalorian (and yes, I googled that) - roman roy, but only when he's in love with gerri / from succession - lee scoresby, why did they do this?? / from his dark materials - yo this is too hard, I love women characters way more ??? - mad sweeney, another disaster / from american gods - chidi anagonye, there are only disasters on this list tonite / from the good place - i hate this - crowley, boy this list... / from good omens - nandor, i mean, he fits / from what we do in the shadows - rio, since this is clearly a proper disasters list by now / from good girls - is it ten yet omGGGG - i don't like male characters idk ??? - konstantin, cause he needs a break / from killing eve - ????? - i wasted too much time on this wow - sherlock, omG IM DONE ???!!! / from elementary
this is clearly a disaster post, I'm sorry u had to see that. I'm still gonna tag people cause I think it's nice even though I probably shouldn't make you look at the exquisite content of this one but whatever. PLS ignore completely if it annoys you also can pick which one you do if either etc
@ohmystarsy, @marsza, @sorrydearie, @stewy-hosseini, @theroysiblings, @hanilecter, @iceinherheart-kissonherlips, @harry-strickland, @onlydelly, @palmviolet, @eleanorohara, @kathbigelow, @queenology, @isoldewas, @emilysnora, @marshasklein, @ryhope, @villaenelle, @jazzfic, @carlithiel
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boomerang109 · 3 years
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okay @bubbled-clouds i’m going to respond to your tags as it’s own post and definitely not because i’m avoiding homework. i would never. before i actually talk about the question i just have to say that the fact that you were just casually wondering if *i* do something knocked me out. being perceived is insane
anyway, idk how much i did or didn’t talk about this but from like august to january i was living completely alone (cause y’know, when you have a depressed 18yo who’s known for not asking for help, it’s always a good idea to leave them alone during a pandorica) and especially in, idk exactly, november-january the most human interaction i would get was with people who called me boom. and suddenly, i would be completely alone and i’d go “nice one, boom” or “you’ve got this, boom” and i was 👀 because oh no, had i forgotten my own name? and then, i was like wait. what if i prefer boom because my internet self is truer to me than the self i have to be for my family/the world?
so like always, i went to my favorite cis to ask weird questions: @hella1975​ and i said something like, “hey, do you prefer hella to [REDACTED]? cause idk if i like boom for ✨gender✨ reasons or just for fun.” and she was like, “nah, i like hella, but [REDACTED] still seems more special” (or something idk) and then she was like, “maybe you prefer boom cause it’s gender neutral?” and it annoys me cause i was literally named after a man and i’ve always always said i like that my name is technically gender neutral, but the spelling is more feminine. so i was like, hmmm. but then i realized, it wasn’t the name itself, so much as who called me the name. with (a thankfully increasing amount of exceptions) my irl name, people perceive me as feminine regardless of the name’s gender neutrality. boom, on the other hand, is me in all meanings of the word--including ✨gender✨
so that was a really long winded way of saying, yes i do a lot of the time call myself boom. (although i don’t think i call myself anything rn cause my brain is too confused since i have an equal amount of irls/online interaction). and i typed out my whole reasonings/thoughts/feels cause i’d love if any other ppl wanted to chime in with how they feel about gender and their online names!
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mashtonasfuck · 3 years
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i was tagged by @pxrxmoore thank u beth 💙
feel free to answer all of them or just some of them or just ignore this all together, whatever you’re comfortable with, and then tag however many people you want!
1. what was your first encounter with fanfiction? hmmm, I think it was probably either supernatural or glee? specifically destiel and klaine respectively bc i’m trash for all of those men and I think maybe on livejournal??
2. your favourite creation of your own of all time if you create stuff (feel free to link it)? i think so far it’s probably come with the starry beams, my love which is my on-going mashton regency era piece
3. what vibe are you going for with your home decor (or what vibe do you wanna go for one day, if you don’t have your own place atm)? okay, so I did have a house, but for ~reasons~ I’m back living with my mum, buuuuttt coppers and greens with plants and books everywhere
4. first fandom you ever joined? what was it like? on what platform did it happen? I think it was actually the 5sos fandom but on twitter mainly before I knew about tumblr
5. what are your sun, moon and rising signs, and do you think they make sense in relation to how you know yourself? scorpio sun, sag moon, virgo rising. fun fact - Beth and I were at Laura’s a while ago and she has this book with birthdays in and what your birthday means in regards to your life and I was fully ROASTED by Laura’s book smh
6. if you write and/or read fiction (original or fanfiction), do the tropes/plots/character types you typically seek out to read and/or write about reflect something about you as a being or how you see the world? tbh I’m a pretty versatile reader in general bc I’m a lit student, but when it comes to fanfic - anything with pining or realisation of feelings 😌
7. what is the hardest obstacle you’ve had to overcome so far in life? I think my last relationship. I realise now that the person in that relationship wasn’t me - learning to find out who I actually am has been hard, but also a fun experience
8. what is your all time favourite song(s)? blimey, ummmmm rn I love afterglow but all time low, drive by ashton irwin, waste the night by 5sos and also can’t help falling in love with you by elvis presley
9. what do you look for in a person you wanna keep in your life, be it a friend or a romantic partner or anything in between? this is an excellent q and smth I was kind of discussing w Beth last night. I’m basically a slut for romance and people being interested/educated about what I’m talking about. And also people who care about me and someone who knows me well enough to tell me when to stop being an idiot akskkdkd
10. this is a bit of a difficult one, but have you ever had a moment of clarity, a conversation with someone that made you go “oh!”, or anything along those lines? yes, quite recently in fact but I am keeping it to myself 😌
tagging @cxddlyash, @loveroflrh, @malumsmermaid and @ashtonlftv if you’d like to do it/haven’t already! 💙💙
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you said random number so.. gimme 5, 17, 24, 26, 38, and 43
#epic thank you!!!! sorry this is so long, gang, but you know me. press J if you have that keyboard shortcut option
5)favorite fics?
soph nothingunrealistic’s!! click the link & peruse any of the dozen gifts to this world on ao3. also just go right to her writing tag
17)a fandom you wish more people were in/you had more people to talk to about?
well i don’t Really have an answer for this one, but just yesterday it was once again time to talk abt how jaclyn moriarty’s 4-book ashbury/brookfield YA series is a lot of fun and unusual in good ways, but like, i guess what with being published throughout the aughts and like, not being super obscure but also not being explosively popular, and idk maybe they were also more Known in australia than the US, and, idk, but there’s not exactly what you’d call a Fandom online, or even very many traces of one. and i just like to mention the series as Fun To Read because they are very lively and focus on girls and have a real variety of Girl Characters (and also some boy characters who are also varied and fun but that’s just a bonus) and in particular i like to talk about how the third book has a really Unusual Choice Of Protagonist (the unfun unpopular Best Grades by-the-book overachiever etc etc etc nerd girl, kinda having the personality that ppl misinterpret alana beck’s personality to be lol, like something of a killjoy goody-two-shoes lol, but also with that earnestness and drivenness that alana has as well)......and the format of each book is Epistolary, but in different and creative ways each time, and it’s fun how like, the characters who are telling the story (the ones whose letters are used and etc) rotate with each book [tho emily and lydia are Storytellers in the 2nd And 4th books] and it’s very neat how like, you do get that sense that just b/c someone’s not being Focused On as much from different people’s perspectives doesn’t mean they aren’t still existing and present and doing stuff and having their own story, even when that’s not being mentioned by whoever’s writing down the events that we’re reading. we love that sentiment. anyways i just like to always Promote them.
24)who are you at the end of this decade?
hmmm!! i mean in many ways i am who i have been the whole time but yknow, 2009 - 2019 was a tumultuous period. i was always furiously trying to think through Who Am I As A Person for various reasons, even though like, when you’re in ur mid-teens that’s always In Progress rather than there being a really set answer to be discovered, and for a while it was a lot of frustration with myself all “why are you like [this], why can’t you do [that] right,” etc etc. but eventually i had like, a better frame of reference for a lot of what was going on, and even why i never quite felt like i had a great sense of Who I Am and What I Like and etc in the first place, and more understanding and respect for myself lol. even now it’s like, yknow i’m ~self-consious~ in ways often lol and i’ll sometimes Use that to be like, okay try to improve [this thing] about yourself!! and yknow on the one hand i feel like stuff i’ve been Working On for years Has paid off in ways, but then recently it’s like......okay hang on but like, it’s not a bad thing to like, have some traits that maybe aren’t gonna be seen as “perfect” or might be annoying or yknow, your Demeanor and Vibe isn’t always like, the most important thing to focus on lol or something where like, oh being sweet & saintly & coming across as utterly pleasant to everyone always gets to be The Objective Ideal. like, i’m opinionated and can be argumentative and sometimes impatient?? like, there’s a balance here between “good to be trying to Improve Yourself always or whatever lol” and “but also everyone is People with Traits and Different Personalities and everyone doesn’t have to just sand themselves down into an edgeless smooth sphere” and like, sure it’s like “haha i’m a bit more temperamental than i’d like still” but also i sure sympathize w/ the fact that like, oof, depression makes it tricky sometimes! and i do pretty okay at like, being Aware of when my mood is cursed and trying to be as chill about it as poss! or like, “haha wish i was better at conversation lmao” but yknow also understanding that like.....i’m just kinda Not great at it and that’s what’s Natural for me and like, again, a balance between “trying to be easier to talk to, lol” and “being okay with the fact that i’m not super easy to talk to and most ppl aren’t very easy for me to talk to either, lol”
im trying to be a bit less cagey lol which i guess might not be the first word someone might use to describe me for a variety of reasons, But......and but then also, i just like, for me there is no simple Be Yourself, Just Talk Naturally As U Would conversation mode lol, but you know. it’s hardly a pressing issue, and at the same time, like, sometimes when i find it hard to talk to people it’s like “well this is just you needing to Be Nicer” or whatever, or like, well you’re just not used talking to Anyone so like, push through it, and then it takes me a while to realize like, well no you just don’t love talking to them, lmao......and at the same time i’m Really slow to realize when people *do* actually enjoy talking to me, lmao, i am just not used to it And used to people like, not really being super interested in interacting with me even if they think i’m alright lol. lord! so i’m still slightly surprised whenever Anyone likes me, but also like, then again there’s sort of always these repeated scenarios where it’s like [Glum Trombone Noise] i’m also the recipient of various ppl’s various contempt for various reasons........which like, i sure don’t Absorb that as like “way 2 go, you deserve that” but also like, sure also never is the most fun experience of your life. but i have a way more solid sense of the fact that like, i don’t inherently deserve that, and an understanding of Why people will be Like That sometimes, and that’s all been acquired knowledge from the whole journey of this decade lol
also like, i have always been and continue to be like, Basically A Cat lol.....cats-sonas for everyone, ___ the ___ cat, But Seriously Folks........like, oh, there’s a lot of ppl and/or noise around?? unless i have chosen to put myself in that situation for fun, i’m probably gonna be finding whatever quiet / distant corner to hide out in and try to remain as undetected as possible.......kinda wary about interacting with people sometimes, though then also, i like to be friendly w/ strangers (if they’re friendly with me) and won’t necessarily mind spontaneous interactions but only if it’s Plausibly Expected in the situation, and even then, i might just prefer that Nobody Talk To Me......and i’ve yet to be Really comfortable in a group of ppl if i’m there *with* that group lmao, like, i don’t like to take the lead or compete for attention or anything and just kinda will try to do my own thing on the outskirts, whereas if i’m by myself it’s just like, i feel a lot more comfortable and like i can just do whatever lmao..........and also i don’t like to make noise lol. unless again, it’s deliberate, and it’s Fun. like at a concert? i will be the death of whatever nerd like, wants it to be like a solemn “listening to a record” occasion or wants everyone to yell out complete sentences if a performer asks an Arena full of people How Are You Doing 2nite or whatever. i’m gonna yell!!! anyways. idk. i am always like “oh i am Very Much [this way], except for all the times i am totally [the would-be Opposite way]”........i can’t really opt out of having Anxious Qualities and that’s alright, even though it does get in the way of things sometimes for sure. like, c’est la vie!!! i understand why i am like this, and that like, while for my own sake i can try to hold my own hand here and encourage myself to be a little bolder, it’s totally fine that like, i have Problems and Difficulties. 
i’m also at like, maybe the lowest levels of Impending Dread that i’ve had since i was like, 8 or some shit lmao............like again kind of a Wild Decade and one where like, it was totally all like “wow am i even gonna make it to [a few yrs in the future] -> [a year in the future] -> [half a year from now]” aaand it hasn’t been a full year yet since i was last thinking like “lmfao oof i might not be alive by __, who knows!!” but even while that was going on it was at least an improvement from the times i thought i might like, hmm hope i don’t off myself. and like, this is probably the first Start Of A Year in like. well possibly the past decade lmao, where yknow, it hasn’t felt quite as dire. i mean im not really out here a cockeyed optimist about anything, and like, i’m aware that things are always a little tenuous and there’s other factors i’m always nervous about, but That’s nothing new, and i’m kinda more like, neutral about the future rn lol? feeling less Dread and Doom is new-ish lmao and like, allowing that yknow, despite how crappy the past decade has been re: how i felt in my Outlook, there’s been a bunch of surprising Good Things to come along, and i totally allow for the fact that that could easily continue to happen. having Less(ened) Bad Feelings about Things might not = Absolutely Thriving but i appreciate it!! i also try to be appreciative lmao. like, what with the dread and doom & (hope i don’t die this year, i guess,) feelings, it’s wildly hard nowadays for me to like, anticipate stuff in a ~fun~ way or at all, but yknow when anything nice, even a really small / unspectacular / ordinary moment and/or detail, is being experienced by me, i try to enjoy that. i like to be Appreciative. and i think i’m also sort of like, sharing more of myself than i’ve probably gotten to or felt capable of doing in the past, and i appreciate that a lot too. like, it can be really Depressing for sure to think of like, hmm i haven’t had the chance to like, feel in control of things and like things are Totally Fine and i feel Totally Okay & like i’m enjoying everything, and i can choose to pursue [things i might enjoy], and maybe i Won’t have that chance? [another glum trombone noise] but like. i appreciate the good experiences that i Do and Have gotten so far. and the fact i’ve ever been in situations to connect with people and enjoy things the ways that i can and like, it’s really nice that My Presence in other ppl’s lives, even as just like Some Online Rando re: some ppl lmao, has had some positive effect for them or even just been enjoyed is like, wow, this is pretty great lol.........not sure where i was taking this tangent but like, i am someone who appreciates this a lot.
hmm i am also a passionate person at the end of this decade lmao!!!! that has definitely always been true. i am Of That Temperament. it is funny b/c like, the fact that i am A Motormouth Actually But Often Not Saying Anything In The Least To People, they think i’m like, of this very mild disposition and Not someone with strong opinions that they will launch into, or else i would have been doing that already........but you know!!! here i am online, fully able to just dive into things and start talking about whatever for one million years. and i sure latch onto stuff in a Big Way sometimes, which is why anyone follows me at all lol, b/c if you like [whatever particular content] and i am just all about that too, it’s a beneficial situation for us both i guess lmao. i can get really excited and focused about stuff, obviously, and i sure Also Obviously like to explore the emotional aspects of things. which is a vague thing to say lmfao but you all know what i mean!!! it continues to be the only reason i draw lmaooo like i draw so much and like, Making Fanart And Sharing It Online has i think also been a journey of this decade for me, and i really only draw a) exactly that fanart that i feel like making, and b) what i feel like making is always also probably abt Feelings somehow, like the Three Emotions: kissing (aka gay), crying (sad), and angry (angry)........great news if you want to see the stuff i already happen to be drawing lol!!! bad news i guess if you were hoping i’d draw anything but whatever i end up wanting to draw. i cannot be diverted. and i don’t even draw for its own sake lol like, i’ve always doodled for fun and all that, but like, ive never been a “wow i want to make my own __ someday” or whatever, and if i’m trying to draw something which is anything other than [the exact thing i might feel like drawing] it is Such a chore that like, i just don’t do it except for like, total Exceptions. except exceptions lol. don’t ask!! anyways why did i get on that drawing tangent there........yeah it’s definitely lucky that i’ve been giving myself that Drawing Experience so that i can connect w/ ppl that way, cuz i’m godawful at like, necessarily providing other stuff lol Or at being the one to Make Connections Happen otherwise......and also of course sometimes it is easier to convey/communicate something via drawing. woohoo!!
anyways yeah i’m a bit excitable lol and i sure guess i’ve got that Chaotique energy at times, for better or worse lol........like sometimes my Contribution can be like, just an absolute wild card thrown into the pile, or just like, maybe adding some Boost to a situation that other people can run with if they so choose. just throw things out there sometimes and enjoy when other ppl find that fun lmao
what else is there about me??? lol.......oh yeah i’m always sort of an Office Goofaround (not actually in an office ever, though). like, when ppl Don’t have that sense of Collaborative Humor where like, if someone does something a bit silly u just roll with that bit, or if god forbid they have Exhausting Cishet Guy humor where they think everything is about Dry, “Intelligent” Sarcasm and that being “funny” is about making yourself look like the coolest or cleverest person there who Wins the Center Of Attention spot?? it’s like, eff that, where are my Get Silly gang. also puns are funny but also only b/c they are silly. you have to really lean into it lol. 
well anyways!!!! and when i am asked to talk about myself i can be very extensive and yet not necessarily cover everything. here we are
26)favorite look you had?
my look hasn’t changed too much! Tees n Jeans (or shorts? or jorts? lol) are pretty much my thing altho you Know i have at times added in A Layer, or even accessories.......as always, part of the first few years of the decade for me was the whole “aha, yeah okay i’m trans” process, but before that i wasn’t ever really trying to be more “””””””””fashionable”””””””””” than the tees n jeans type of look anyway lmao, and even nowadays like, i have some Wardrobe Items that like, ppl might consider ”androgynous” or whatever when cis dudes wear them, like leggings or a v-neck sweater........really some of the only significant Changes was getting binder/s eventually (by 2012?? ugh idk) and also like, by 2011 i cut my hair relatively short, and from there on i just like, every year went “ugh god i need it to be shorter” and even now i’m like, hmm, do i want it shorter or is this fine?? but also i’m somewhat limited styling-wise b/c i just continually cut it myself in a bathroom mirror, true chaotic. and! i’ve been like, god i wish i had a baseball cap that’s just like, solid [my fave blue] or yknow, black or something, or idk. one that i like. and also someday it would be nice to like, not only have an updated prescription of lenses but also Multiple Glasses Frames to choose from, even though my current ones are alright still lol.......this is me just talking abt my past looks and how i’d like to potentially update my look lmao i did Not answer the question but, as usual, i also don’t have a great direct answer lol
38)a prediction you had for this decade that came true?
lol this was not a decade where i was ever looking ahead to 2020 and making any assumptions about this Block Of Time as a whole.......i mean like, i was Really starting to suspect byyyy 2012 for sure that like, i could not like, be able to exist And have my parents be in my life at all lol and by 2013 it was just like. increasing confirmation of that. and i last saw / spoke to them prior to me just effing out of there at the end of 2015. snaps for me
43)an important relationship (of any kind) you had?
well a couple i appreciated that might not be obvious were pretty brief and fairly impersonal lol. so in 2015 i had this Nightmare Job for five whole months which was obviously miserable in most ways, but there was this other guy who wasn’t even a Coworker, we just had the same job and had similar routes of Stores to go to, so we would run into each other a lot of mornings, and he would talk to me and i’d talk to him and he was totally good-humored about everything and that was helpful lmao b/c it’s great to have Someone you enjoy seeing. i also struck up a rapport with a baked-goods stocker at one particular store, and that could be an enjoyable 14 seconds. it was a godawful job lmao and like, Any pleasantness at all / decent treatment from other people was very helpful
also at this other job the next year which was a lot less hellish, there was this customer lady who like, i can’t remember at what point she started talking to me but yknow it got to be that if we’d run into each other she’d kind of update me on her life. and she would be like “sorry i’m talking to you, a stranger, about all this stuff all the time, but my life is a mess and i don’t really have anyone to talk to” and i would be like, lmfao mood, do not even worry about it, and yknow this was someone i only ran into usually once every few weeks at my job, and could only listen to for however long, but she was Going Tf Through It all the time and as much as i am a chatterbox who will go on for a century about myself b/c i can’t be concise abt anything ever, i’m also decent at being in Listening Mode lmao or yknow, i was like No Truly i don’t mind you venting, and also yknow, i’m like well i know how much it sucks to have Nobody to talk to about Big Problems. and i am this random restaurant worker and if i’m one of the only people this lady can talk to, you can bet i’m going to listen lol.......and she was really goin through it all One Thing After Another and yknow i’d catch her two weeks later and she’d be all like, well [this situation] has gotten worse, or This One Problem is over but now New Problem has replaced it, etc, and a whole issue that i got updated on was like lol. she had this boyfriend who she’d kinda mention early on when she was talking abt trying to find a job, or losing a new-but-terrible job and once again being back in that Job Hunt Stress, and idk like. i just sort of have decent Relationship Instincts lmfao of like “hmm this doesn’t sound great” but like, a month or two later she’s straightup Married to this dude, and i’m like oh congrats :) and then when a month or two after That she’s talking about how like, she’s maybe having Job Probs again and her now-husband is really giving her shit for like, not having found a new one yet, i’m like internally all [ :)))))) Not Surprised :))))))) ] but i’m like. yknow you Sympathize n Validate but if you just up and tell someone who’s being treated real bad like “you are being treated terribly, this person is acting terribly” then they might just want to defend them like oh it’s not That bad, or minimize it, and blame themselves for making their terrible partner “look bad”.......and by extension when she once was in our restaurant With said husband and introduced us i was like, just getting further confirmation abt this dude’s shittiness from his Immediate Vibe lmao like....whenever i feel uncomfortable enough in someone’s presence in a [not just universal level of Anxiety] way, it’s like, that instinct is pretty reliable & accurate lol.....but i had to pretend Not to hate him or act too standoffish towards him lmao cuz like!!! i figured i could “get away with it” but yknow, this lady had already said how isolated she was and the husband sure seemed Controlling and like, yknow, if you act like you don’t Like the shitty partner or said shitty partner catches wind of you maybe telling this person that “hey your partner is being shitty” then it’s all, them telling their partner “don’t go around that person who is so obviously Against me >:(” and like. yknow i figured as Random Restaurant Employee this dude wasn’t about to be super on guard about me but i still was not wanting to risk it but luckily i only met him the one time and only had to casually pretend i didn’t think he was shit that one time. and anyhow! soon enough the lady is talking to me about how she thinks getting married to him was a mistake but like, again, she was real isolated and didnt have family or friends or ppl in the area to talk to, and like, yknow she would be pretty sure her husband was cheating on her but of course He was the one all like, wanting to be controlling and invade her privacy and accuse Her of cheating on him, and i’m like, internally screaming but again yknow, i’m just letting her vent to Anyone (me) and sympathizing. and iirc her talking about her “uh oh my husband sucks” was like, i had come back from this delivery so we were in the parking lot lol and she was so upset about all of it and like, “sorry i’m just this random person talking to you for twenty minutes in a parking lot and crying lol” and i’m like. i mean yknow if the only person you can vent to about this terrible situation is me, this random person in a parking lot, absolutely i am glad to do it, even though i would’ve done it anyways lol...........and i was so mad at our General Manager this one time lmao b/c. yknow it’s a couple weeks later and wouldn’t you know it, The Lady is really stressed b/c her husband was yelling at her and broke a window in their apartment, and the Cost Of Repairs added to their monthly rent meant they might not be able to make that rent, and she was in that crappy situation that gets pulled on Tenants Who Probably Don’t Have Much Money, where you’re supposed to get 5 Days Notice or whatever when they’re like “get out b/c your rent is overdue” but you get that Notice on like, friday afternoon when your Last Day is supposed to be the following monday, and nobody is at the office all weekend, so obviously that’s not five days and it’s really only One Day and that Last Day that you’d even have a chance to talk to anyone, which is also a monday when you’d probably have work, and yknow, good luck finding help over the weekend, when probably ppl will just want to spend that time rushing to just pack their shit up and leave anyways.....ANYHOW it’s just some particular heinous bullshit and it was like, the saturday after it had happened to her, and i sympathized entirely b/c that had happened to me and i now lived in my car but i figured i wouldn’t bring that up lmfao.......and anyways i was sitting down with her to listen to her b/c it’s an Insanely Stressful Situation and again like, whenever she’d show up i’d let her talk to me abt her Problems for however long she felt like. and anyways of course eventually the one By-The-Books manager gives me shit all like “what are you doing daring to Sit Down and Not be doing restaurantly actions, ugh” and i’m like. i mean, unsurprising lecture to get lol, of course, but i was just so impatient like. well this person was having a crisis so i prioritized that above keeping the coffee stirrers fully stocked at all times, bite me. ENNYHOW and i didn’t see her for a minute after that and i Was a bit worried b/c like. of course i had every reason to be and she was just always looking so completely exhausted but then like, actually the last time i saw her she was actually more upbeat than ever b/c like! turns out that during an argument her husband had assaulted her and had been arrested. which is of course like. i was like oh i am completely sorry about that trauma but congratulations at this person being separated from you!!! and like, i wish i could have kept up with her beyond that, but i couldn’t, but like, that was the first Improvement in her life that i’d heard since i met her, and it was a way better last-thing-to-hear-from-her than her stressing out abt eviction thanks to her abusive husband breaking shit. and like, weird relationship lmao but!! idk i did feel lucky that i could be The One Person This Lady Gets To Talk With b/c like, god forbid she have absolutely nobody to talk to about this shit or treat her with any sympathy, even if it was just me, the rando she only got to see on occasion. and i hope she’s doing okay still! wish i knew for sure of course, but i’m glad i at least got to be there for her in a tiny way for a period of time and did eventually like, Know that she both knew that this was a bad person to be with, and got that Reason to be separated from him.
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No way, simmeronnie is doing replies again? :o It’s been a month, I know. It’s been hard, exams and all that. I’ve talked about that a lot. Now I’m in so much better place. I’ve read what I wrote in my diary a few months ago (February and March to be exact) and wow...just wow. If you compare me from now to me from those months, you wouldn’t even believe we’re the same person. Right now, I’m the happiest I’ve been in a while. Back then, I’m honestly surprised I didn’t give up. I was so tired of everything.
Onto something else. I thought I’d catch up on a lot of blogs now that my graduation is done, but actually, I got carried away reading a good book (and therefore I didn’t actually catch up on too many blogs). Guys, you all need to read Illuminae. I finished the trillogy today and man, it was so good. Don’t get intimidated by how big the books are, yesterday I read over 400 pages and I didn’t even know how. It’s just so good. Read it. Seriously. I hope you like a good plot twist because these books are full of them. It’ll leave you speechless.
I’m just excited I can read books that have nothing to do with exams again, okay? Tomorrow I’m starting...I’m not sure. Probably The Burning Maze by Rick Riordan. FINALLY.
Anyway, blog stuff. I thought I’d only do the latest replies since my activity feed was broken, but now I was able to scroll down a lot. I wasn’t paying attention and suddenly I was at comments from April. So yeah, that thing I screamed about this week, apparently it’s fixed itself. Though I’m still not sure if it shows all of the comments. Oh well. I worked with what I was able to get.
By the way, in these replies, I did not include the “congrats” comments when I said I got through my exams. But I saw you all, and honestly, thank you so much. I was thinking about this the other day, and I think one of the reasons why I made it through high school was simblr. This is my happy place. Most of the time.
autistichatkid replied to your photoset “Oh no. OH NO. Guys I fried another one of my sims.”
ronnie pls be more careful you know how these things go
*looks at my own sunburnt arms* I won’t ever learn
starburstshores replied to your photoset “Nerine no that’s not the way”
Jesus can walk on water, Nerine can swim through land
she’s a Reverse Jesus
starburstshores replied to your photoset “Nerine: “Wakey wakey…” Regan: “Huh? Wha - Nerine? What are you doing...”
This is some Edward Cullen shit she’s pulling ��
Let’s be real, even with how Regan and Nerine’s story is going, it’s still a better love story than Twilight  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Hold on, do people still say that?
tiny-tany-thaanos replied to your photoset “Regan: “Hi mum! What’s up?” Miracle: “Regan, you might want to sit...”
OMG WHAT"S HAPPENING OMG
alfalfalegacy replied to your photoset “Regan: “Mum?” Miracle: “Yes sweetheart?” Regan: “He’s going to make...”
Yoo he better make it ����
autistichatkid replied to your photoset “Regan: “Hi mum! What’s up?” Miracle: “Regan, you might want to sit...”
oh god no
I can’t explain how I felt writing this. I’m not too empathetic when it comes to other people (and it sucks), but when it comes to “ok how would my character feel in this scene”, I’m immediately in their shoes, and let me tell you, I actually cried, even though I knew damn well how it was going to end. But I also knew what was happening next, and that’s why I cried too. Writing is weird sometimes.
alfalfalegacy replied to your photo “Coming soon…”
Marie looks super pretty in this!!
Thank you. I forgot she was this pretty. I couldn’t believe that when I loaded her for the first time after all these months. I mean, in the regular legacy, I don’t even see her around anymore too much.
vintageplumbobs replied to your photoset “Nerine: “I hate to be doing this, but it’s the only way. I’m sorry...”
Eeeeeeeeeshk.
pxelatedtrash replied to your photoset “Nerine: “I hate to be doing this, but it’s the only way. I’m sorry...”
I stopped liking her when she would always shut Regan down but now I really don't like her and i hope beyond belief that Regan can get away.
dandylion240 replied to your photoset “Nerine: “I hate to be doing this, but it’s the only way. I’m sorry...”
Wow I didnt like her before I definitely don't like her now.
tiny-tany-thaanos replied to your photoset “Nerine: “I hate to be doing this, but it’s the only way. I’m sorry...”
Ahem
Hmmm I had a feeling that thee was something wrong with their fast developing relationship
There indeed WAS something wrong with her. I hinted at it a few times, sometimes it was just a little thing that probably only I saw as foreshadowing, but it kept getting more and more obvious towards the end. And wow. Yeah. She really went that far.
Also, can I just say, I weirdly enjoyed seeing how at first, everyone was like “yaaaaas, mermaid girlfriend”, whereas now it’s more like “oh no. OH NO. STAY AWAY FROM OUR GIRL”.
dandylion240 replied to your photoset “Regan: “Because…because I love you. You’re right. You’re all that...”
Nerine is awful! Someone please save Regan!
tiny-tany-thaanos replied to your photoset “Regan: “Because…because I love you. You’re right. You’re all that...”
EXPLAIN DIS NERINE!
fishingforsims replied to your photoset “Regan: “Because…because I love you. You’re right. You’re all that...”
My brain rn is just “!!!!!”
She just wants her. That’s her explanation. She doesn’t care about anything else, as long as her beloved human will stay right there in Isla Paradiso.
I’m just now thinking, how the hell did I go from the first story idea for Regan to this. In the original story, there were no creepy psycho mermaid girlfriends. There was...a lot of Bridgeport...some cheating...a lot of guilty feelings...more feelings towards Courtney...Felix didn’t end up with her in that storyline but there would be a love triangle with another person...and considering I’m not actually the biggest fan of love triangles, I as a writer am glad I somehow ended up with a psycho mermaid girlfriend story. It was way more interesting to figure out and write.
But if Regan could decide, I’m pretty sure she’d rather end up in a love triangle 😬
Let me tease you though: There’ll still be a lot of Bridgeport later.
tiny-tany-thaanos replied to your photo “Gwyneth Ellen Clare flirty | perfectionist | family oriented | neat |...”
Was it cliffhanger? Le gasp
Anyway I'm looking forward to see you BRP!
Oh I just saw the tagsXD Don't mind me I think I have to go to bed
Wait still a cliffhanger. Just not as big as I initially thought. Don't mind me��
Haha no worries, this happens to me all the time, I forget to read the tags or caption and then I’m like huh??? What’s happening?? :D But I’m glad you’re looking forward to the BPR, I’m happy to be finally posting it. I’m not sure if it’ll be just as fun as my NSB, but it certainly won’t be as sad as the current story. You guys deserve a break.
Oh, another teaser: Guess what you guys will get in my BPR? An idiot to yell at. Not Ross-level idiot, but still an idiot.
tiny-tany-thaanos replied to your photo “Coming soon…”
*patiently waits*
It’s coming...very soon!
cloudberry-sims replied to your photoset “Nerine: “Now. You were supposed to move out of the houseboat by the...”
Oh that's evil Nerine...
��Cause baby she’s a nightmare dressed like a daydream
I’m sorry, I can’t stop referencing Taylor Swift, that’s just who I am
melien replied to your photoset “Regan: “This place is heaven on Earth.” Nerine: “Wouldn’t it be great...”
So yeah this was the post where I kind of figured out something seems off... if I'm not mistaken there were also posts where George warns her but I didn't think much of them
One of the things I enjoy doing when I finish the first draft of something is going back and making hints. Tiny little pieces of foreshadowing. And then it grows and grows and gets more obvious. This was never going to end well. I think I already hinted at it when Regan was saying goodbye to her family before going to Isla Paradiso, though I’m not sure. But I think I left first little clues there.
melien replied to your photoset “Nerine: “I hate to be doing this, but it’s the only way. I’m sorry...”
I first saw pics, then the text... and thought wow damn can mermaids do this? But yeah I love where this is going. I like this kind of creepy
Yeah I had to help myself with Photoshop here, there would be no other way to make it clear that she enchanted/brainwashed her. But damn, it would be cool if something like that was actually in the game. Sea creatures like mermaids don’t always have to be nice. What about sirens from the old mythology? I mean, what they did was getting people killed.
sinfulwunders replied to your post “Today is my graduation day and I’m already almost crying even though I...”
My graduation was last month and I was balling my eyes out �� I understand how you feel
Ahh yes...I was in a car today and we were driving past my high school. I started thinking about it all again and I just can’t believe that just two months ago, we were still sitting there in a classroom, praying for it all to end. And now it’s over and it’s weird and I want to go back because somehow I miss it.
dandylion240 replied to your photoset “George: “I’m worried about you. There’s something wrong. This isn’t...”
George take her away before it's too late!
He kinda...I don’t want to say he fucked up at this point, but if he hadn’t walked away, things could’ve really been different, huh?
tiny-tany-thaanos replied to your photoset “George: “Regan, what the hell is going on?” Regan: “You wouldn’t...”
Girl you are definitely not feeling well and this isn't love:/
tiny-tany-thaanos replied to your photoset “George: “I’m worried about you. There’s something wrong. This isn’t...”
Girl you do sound like zombie!
tiny-tany-thaanos replied to your photoset “Regan: “You say that as if it was a bad thing. Get lost, George. I...”
Whaaaaaa?
There better be a wizard near you to un-zombie you, Regan!
That’s how it is with brainwashed people, isn’t it?
No, all jokes and dumb remarks aside, when I wrote Regan in this brainwashed state, it was so hard. Not that writing was hard, handling my feelings was hard. I knew she was hurting everyone and I had to keep going because I wanted to tell this story. Like I said, writing is weird sometimes.
Also, speaking of wizards...how convenient it is that her brother is one now? :D Which actually...I didn’t plan for him to become a wizard just to save her. I didn’t plan for him to befriend a fairy just to save her either. It just all sort of happened. Just like life, huh? Nothing is perfectly planned, you just have to play with whatever you have, and I was lucky this time.
tiny-tany-thaanos replied to your photoset “Weeks had passed since my last meeting with George. Things got better....”
Yeah I wonder why? Maybe because they are worried about you, too? You never came and anything could happen to you!
She doesn’t care about that. Well, she does, but she doesn’t know that with this whole “your family is useless and I’m the only one who matters to you” haze Nerine put over her.
tiny-tany-thaanos replied to your photoset “Regan: “Hey mum. How’s life?” Miracle: “What did you just say?” Regan:...”
Miracle, come and get 'er before it's too late!
She would. Honestly, I believe she would, if things weren’t already hard at home for her.
Can we just take a moment to appreciate Miracle for everything she’s gone through? She was “unwanted” at school because she was half alien, she had to share a room with an awful bully at university, then when that hell was over, she became a mother to six children, and now this...when I think of all that has happened, I realize how strong she actually is, because none of this made her give up.
I’ve had so many issues with her story, but looking at her from this perspective, maybe I shouldn’t have.
dandylion240 replied to your photoset “Miracle: “Regan - he was asking about you. He was looking forward to...”
Ugh your girlfriend doesn't want you. She wants to control you. There's a big difference.
tiny-tany-thaanos replied to your photoset “Miracle: “Regan - he was asking about you. He was looking forward to...”
Sure your girlfriend WANTS it not YOU!
SAY IT LOUDER FOR THE PEOPLE IN THE BACK AND HOPE REGAN IS ONE OF THEM
I shouldn’t joke about these things but...it’s how I cope
tiny-tany-thaanos replied to your photoset “Will: “Sorry I left you waiting. I was with my mum.” Roan: “That’s...”
Nerine happened, Roan
Pretty much
autistichatkid replied to your photoset “Will: “What do you mean?” Roan: “Most mermaids - or so I’ve heard from...”
IM SO GLAD WILL AND ROAN ARE THE ONES TBAT ARE GONNA GO RESCUE HER AAAAAA
I was so happy when I figured that out too?? Honestly I thought Will and Roan were going to have the least interesting story but then they prove me wrong and uhhh
I love them so much??
melien replied to your photoset “Miracle: “Regan - he was asking about you. He was looking forward to...”
Poor Regan, I believe she's strong enough to get out of this mind funk... or someone cares about her enough to save her
It’ll all be revealed soon...
tiny-tany-thaanos replied to your photoset “Will: “What do you mean?” Roan: “Most mermaids - or so I’ve heard from...”
Omg
OMG
I actually really like when supernatural creatures have their let's call them quirks which define their difference to humans! That's really really cool!
Actually, me too, even when it means bad things for the main characters!
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fenrirgodspeed · 5 years
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ikemen revo questions!
by @emeraldtawny || original post
thanks for the tag @day-chan xoxo
1. Why do you like Ikemen Revolution?
it has some good ass world building, varied characters (i feel like there’s someone for everyone), and the art style is my jam. i think the event stories especially are well-written and engaging, and the app itself is easy to navigate and very pretty.
2. Top 3 suitors and why?
1. y’all know it’s fenrir. i love his look, his demeanor, and his backstory (it’s not sad but i do think it’s interesting and honestly i wish we got a lil more info about it!). i love that he’s so layered, that he’s this total goofball on the surface but behind that he’s one of the most passionate, fierce suitors in the game when it comes to the people he loves. i love that he’s strong and can protect alice but that he lets alice protect him too. i love that he treats her like an equal. i love that he tries desperately to hide his feelings and that everyone can see right through it. i love how he talks and his charisma and his chivalrous gestures. i even love his stupid ass guns and the bullets that make people hiccup for 3 years straight instead of killing them. no one will ever beat him
2. sirius was gonna go here but i’m on his route and he’s pissing me off so. kyle ash gets this spot because i want him to raw me
3. ray. his route didn’t wow me but boy hOWDY do i love his character. i love that he can be stoic and standoffish but that he is every bit as intense as fenrir when anyone in the black army is threatened. that scene in his route where he interrogated the red army soldier has always stood out to me. his duality is so good
3. Suitor you relate the most to?
does it have to be a suitor? i relate to chutney the most rip
4. Favourite route?
fenrir’s! it really does focus more on the romance than worldbuilding/plot which i am okay with because it is done so. well. the pacing is perfect, and it really resonates with me as someone who loves slowburns but not the no-action-until-the-end kind. i love the relationship that alice builds with him and the pining/angst is to die for. it just pretty much hits everything i love about love stories in general.
5. Favourite moment/chapter in a route?
this definitely isn’t going to be the most profound answer to this question but i really really adore the scene in fenrir’s route where alice and fenrir are out in the field at night. they both know how the other person feels, and their faces are so close, and though they can’t bring themselves to close the distance, they can’t pull away, either. the writing is phenomenal in this scene and you really can feel the pining and how magnetized alice and fenrir are. it makes my heart clench up every time.
6. Favourite suitor pet?
chutney!!!!!! love that mischievous bratty lil raccoon
7. Least favourite suitor and why?
hmmm probably. luka??? not because i hate his character, i’m just not romantically or sexually attracted to him like at all. i think he’s cute in other routes but i’m kinda eh about doing his route when it comes out. idk maybe he’ll surprise me
8. Most disappointing suitor/route?
ugh so far i hate to say it but ray’s. it just fell very flat for me; there was no development it just went from ray makes me mad and i want to go home to i love him and i’m going to risk my life for him and stay with him forever. they spent like 3/4 of the route avoiding each other and talking to others about things they should have been discussing themselves. it upsets me bc i really do adore him i just wish his route was different
9. Favourite event so far?
the snowflake fantasy event!!!! let me shake every writers’ hand who worked on those cute as fuck stories/spicy ass epilogues. this was the first event that really blew me out of the water, and i hope future events are up to par!!
10. How do you like decorating your avatar?
unfortunately i don’t care that much about my ikerev avatar. i like the aesthetic of midcin more and so any and all avatar cash i’m willing to spend goes there.
11. Accessories you can’t live without for your avatar (eg. chibis, backgrounds)
i’m just gonna answer this for midcin since ikerev isn’t my priority in that department. i really adore backgrounds!!!! ugh and little suitor-related accessories like cheek hearts and pet chibis. also i’m a sucker for hair. i see pretty hair and i WANT it
12. Route you’re anticipating the most?
KYLE’S!!!!! BINCH i’m so fucking excited for his route let me fuck the doctor
13. If you were a suitor, what otome trope would you embody the most?
ugh probably the cynical/tsun type which is weird because i’m not a fan of them myself. i wouldn’t want to date me lol
14. What would your pet be if you were a suitor?
a white-tailed deer! they’re my favorite animal.
15. How dedicated are you in competing in every event/getting every birthday story?
i’m not at all. i stick to my favs.
16. Do you spend money on Ikemen Revolution or play free?
rn i’m playing for free. i’ll spend money on gacha and stuff but yeah the past two routes haven’t made me want to spend money on premium stories or extra chapter tickets. kyle can literally steal my wallet tho idc
17. How much has this game consumed your life on a scale of 1 to 10?
hmmmm. probably an 8. i’ve made a lot of friends through ikerev and have dedicated a lot of my writing to it, and both of those things have changed my life a lot!!!! midcin and a couple of animes i’m super into rn have also aided in that, so that’s why it’s not a full 10.
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rmwithluv · 5 years
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50 questions! my lovely wifey ( @moonojoon keeps me active i swe- kajsjsjsjsjdkx ilysm! )
1. what takes up too much of your time?
haaa college honestly.
2. what makes your day better?
puppets, frands, food, youtube
3. what’s the best thing to happen to you today?
i woke tf up lol
4. what fictional place would you like to go to?
hogwarts duh! im a wizard bitch
5. are you good at giving advice?
i’ve been told i am but honestly some times ya girl has no idea whattt tf she’s saying
6. do you have any mental illness?
i’ve struggles with mental illnesses and i think at times they can come back and bite ya so atm life is grand my friend.
7. have you ever experienced sleep paralysis?
BITCH YES! twice in the same day actually lmao, small story time, the first two times were at school lmao i was sleeping in the hallway and although i was scared all i could think was, “holy shit if my friends see me like this they’re gonna think i’m weird asf” and then a couple hours later after an exam i was resting and it happened. the final time (dear god pls don’t let it happen again) i legit saw shadow people and felt freaked tf out. okay bye
8. what musician inspired you the most?
honestlyyyyy there’s so many but rn i can honestly say normani
9. have you ever fallen in love?
hahahahaha yes. the first one hurt like hell and i’m currently falling over and over again :)
10. what’s your dream date?
a picnic with beautiful cheeses, breads, sandwiches, snacks, ohhhh yaaaasss
11. what do others notice about you?
usually it’s my figure or my ass lol
12. what is an annoying habit you have?
procrastinating, overthinking, and eating ice
13. do you still talk to your first love?
yesss, he’s my best friend
14. how many exe’s do you have?
i always get confused with this bc i’ve had flings, lovers, and many more soooo yeh
15. how many songs are in your playlist?
i have over 18 playlists sooooo?
16. what instruments can you play?
noneeeee
17. what do you have the most pictures of?
myself bc im that bitch (i swear i’m not this confident lmao) memes, my friends, family, a certain wang, and ofc bts
18. where would you like to go before you die?
europeee!
19. what is your zodiac sign?
pisces (no wonder my wife and i get along so well)
20. do you relate to it?
h e l l y e a h
21. what is happiness to you?
being able to say i’ve had a rough week but i’m able to sit here and continue on honestly. life sucks ass sometimes but knowing i’m stronger than the obstacles ahead of me is happiness.
22. are you going through anything right now?
n o p e!
23. what’s the worst business decision you ever made?
not dropping my psychology class first semester & honestly me with money is just eh but i’m getting better!
24. what’s your favorite store?
bookstores, cafe’s, target, and ofc 3rd street promenade
25. what’s your opinion on abortion?
im pro-life buttt at the same time having a child isn’t easy and you never know what someone’s going through so ultimately i’m pro-life but it’s your body! do what’s best for you.
26. do you keep a bucket list?
yes actually! my lover made me make one bc he wants to take me to all the places i’ve never been :)
27. do you have a favorite album?
sweetener, anything one direction (basic i know, ed sheeran’s +, and many many more.
28. what do you want for your birthday?
if i could see my all of my lovely friends on here, trust me i’d take that in a second!
29. what are most peoples first impression of you?
scary, pretty bitch, bitchy and intimidating.
30. what age do you seem according to most?
honestly it depends on what i look like, some days ppl think i’m like 14? and others they think i’m my age.
31. where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping?
right next to me.
32. what word do you say the most?
love that for me/you/them (wait is dat a phrase?) whet, uwu, nuuu, i luh u
33. what’s the oldest age you would date?
21!
34. what’s the youngest you’d date?
18!
35. what job/career do most people say would fit you?
model (psh i’m short asf) or actress
36. what’s your favorite music genre?
music in general
37. if you could live in any country in the world, where would it be?
i enjoy where i’m at but i’d love to live in any part of europe for a year or two
38. what is your current favorite song?
ivy by frank ocean comes to mind rn
39. how long have you had this blog?
this one for a couple months now i assume? but i’ve had previous blogs. overall i’ve been on tumblr for around 6 years now
40. what are you excited for?
transferring into the university of my dreams and getting into their nursing program!
41. are you a better talker or listener?
def listener
42. what is the last productive thing you did?
cleaning my room
43. what do you want for christmas?
hmmm 🤔 im not sure yet but if i don’t have this soon then definitely james charles brush set
44. what class do you get the best grades in?
usually english/literature
45. one a scale to 1-10 how are you feeling right now?
8
46. what can you see yourself doing in 10 years? a pediatric nurse
47. when did you get your first heartbreak?
when i was like 13? when i realized that my life size poster of liam payne would love me more than than the real one ever would.
48. what age do you wanna get married?
24/25/26
49. what career did you wanna have as a child?
i wanted to be a wonder pet lmao
50. what do you crave rn?
a croissant sandwich from burger king yo
im tagging: @namjoonieftw @fflowermin, @jeonpetals
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sevenhexagons · 7 years
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Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you. At the end choose 25 people to be tagged.
Yoooo @dreamyleofangirl thanks for tagging me this looks fun :D
LAST:
Last drink: W A T E R 
Last phone call: I’m so cool my mom
Last text message: "You got this” received from my gurl eunice she aint here today but shoutout to you hun! (idk if she has tumblr tbh)
Last song you listened to?:The Eden Project : Chasing Ghosts (i know im indie af)
Last time I cried: If you know please tell my therapist, we have been trying to figure that one out in a while
HAVE YOU EVER:
Dated someone twice: no lmao ive dated once ever period
Been cheated on: I hope not haha
Kissed someone and regretted it: my first kiss was the worst eugh. kissing in general is weird 
Lost someone special: nope which means when i will i will be a trainwreck
Been depressed:hahahahahahaha
Been drunk and thrown up: oooooh boy do i have some stories (once im a nerd)
IN THE PAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
Made a new friend: i know like one or two people who like me (i hate them though) (jk i love my friends)
Fallen out of love: yeah kinda? it still hurt when we broke up though
Laughed until you cried: i love when this happens
Met someone who changed you: pretentious douchebag alert: i think every person changes us a bit. and i am greatful for that cause i was a dick at 14
Found out who your true friends are: idk the idea of true friends is stupid. i just hang with people i like till one of us doesnt want to hang anymore. people move on.
Found out someone was talking about you: yeah and boy it sucks
GENERAL:
How many people on tumblr do you know in real life?: like 2
Do you have any pets?: i wish i did but i myself am in need of too much work
Do you want to change your name?: I used to want to be called “lily” or “stella” now i love it!
What time did you wake up this morning?: hahahahaha what is morning (12pm)
What were you doing last night?:  playin sims being super awesome 
Name something you cannot wait for: south park “the fractured but whole!” i cant fucking wait
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: hmmm, only thomas. tom isnt a usual nickname here
What’s getting on your nerves rn?: i am always on my nerves
Blood type: B positive baby B-)
Nickname: Dragon (hell yeah) or Gaga (still hell yeah). also my high school nickname was Big Mac which is like super hell yeah
Relationship status: hahahahahahaha 
Zodiac sign: Aquarius (hit up my aquarius tag for more me!)
Pronouns: she/her or they/them or idk ask me again in a year
Favorite tv show: Rick and Morty (not in a weird way), gumball! and princess sophia (she is awesome what do you mean its a kids show shut up)
College: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA 
Hair colour: brown/ whatever wig i buy next hahahahaha
Do you have a crush on someone: not telling (its complicated okay)
What do you like about yourself: I am the personification of perfection and i quote memes all day long what isnt there to love???
FIRSTS:
First surgery: at 18 (havent stopped since lmao)
First piercing: I got my ears pierced like 4 more times at 13
First sport you joined: Soccer i think
First vacation: to the grandparents probably 
First pair of sneakers: idk if i ever owned sneakers
RIGHT NOW:
Eating: wish i was
Drinking: W A T E R
I’m about to: Clean my room (i finished like half wohoo)
Listening to: Edeeeeeen
Want kids: if i want a puking loud diaper wearing douchebag in my house ill get someone who can pay rent at least
Get married: i love the idea of getting married but like platonically
Career: I want to be a Starbucks Barista when I grow up :3
WHICH IS BETTER:
Lips or eyes: Eyes probably but thats a tough one
Hugs or kisses: hugs aaaaall the way
Shorter or taller: both are equally amazing
Older or younger: since im only 20 anything below me is almost a child so rightnow older
Romantic or spontaneous: i have actually no idea what they mean
Sensitive or loud: with what? i am so confused what? in what way do they relate?
Hook up or relationship: neither hahahaha (i am weird okay but i guess relationship)
Troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker tbh but like not mean just up for stupid shit
HAVE YOU EVER:
Kissed a stranger: yeah ugh
Drank hard liquor: (i lied about the water its vodka) (im kidding) (yes)
Lost contacts/glasses? during a theme park ride i lost my glasses haha i was blind for two days! that was fun!
Sex on first date: noooooooo
Broken someone’s heart: that would require someone liking me in the first place lmao
Been arrested: no but I wish though
Turned someone down: again that would require someone liking me
Fallen for a friend: idk not really. i do get crushes often though
DO YOU BELIEVE:
In yourself: i would love to say yes but im not quite there yet. But i believe in myself to one day get there!
Miracles: probably
Love at first sight: I fall in love with 3 strangers on the subway each day so yes
Heaven:idk i wont fuck with it though
Santa Claus: he is real shut up
I am tagging @sonotsiobhan @detectiveinspectorme26 @thelasttitanslayer and ofc @ashy-le-mashy
i dont know more people hahahaha
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academiix · 7 years
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70 horrible questions
@mildlineurs​ thx for the tag nicole :p
01: do you have a good relationship with your parents? um i mean i guess but my mom is the epitome of Tiger Mom™
02: who did you last say “i love you” to? ummmm no one? idk i don’t really say i love u unless i’m fangirling (i nvr say ily to my parents cause in some chinese cultures it means ur not close to them)
03: do you regret anything? hell yeah way too many things (but its ok my life is fine rn)
04: are you insecure? yup but mostly about my looks and my future
05: what is your relationship status? like nicole im too busy shipping (chanbaek kaisoo hunhan) and fangirling
06: how do you want to die? probably in my sleep. but most importnatly i want to die remembered, in which the absence of my life doesn’t just pass with a blink of an eye. either i must have influenced people in some way, or achieve some sort of fame.
07: what did you last eat?
pineapples lol
08: played any sports? idk why this question is phased in past tense but i do a form of military-style dance (aka drill) and it counts as a varsity sport lmao
09: do you bite your nails? hmmm like a few times a yr?
10: when was your last physical fight? w my brother probably last month
11: do you like someone? besides fangirling (both over celebs and over attractive ppl n good debaters), nope! but i like my friends??
12: have you ever stayed up 48 hours? lol nope i’d die
13: do you hate anyone at the moment? hm not hate but definitely dislike
14: do you miss someone? yah i’ve been gone from home for 17 days now ;-;
15: have any pets? my fish died a while ago
16: how exactly are you feeling at the moment? tired, a temporary feeling of serenity, a tinge of ambitiousness
17: ever made out in the bathroom? nope
18: are you scared of spiders? if its not on me and if its not dark, then nah
19: would you go back in time if you were given the chance? if its not permanently, then why not? as long as i don’t change anything im good
20: where was the last place you snogged someone? in ‘murica we don’t use the term “snog”
21: what are your plans for this weekend? its already the weekend so stay up till 3am to prep for db8, then db8ing about deleuze & guattari and implementing a model of the la borde clinic through the poesis of db8 and education experimentation, cosmic artisans who erect a nomadic version of student subjectivity to eventually evisceration microfascism. confused? yeah me too
22: do you want to have kids? how many? um once i get over my fear of childbirth, then 1-2 kids
23: do you have piercings? how many? yeah my ears so 2 i guess
24: what is/are/were your best subject(s)? hm chemistry and ap world history
25: do you miss anyone from your past? sure
26: what are you craving right now? milk tea (without the bubbles)
27: have you ever broken someone’s heart? idk maybe? 
28: have you ever been cheated on? no but people do cheat off of my tests
29: have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? no and this q is also very hetero-normative
30: what’s irritating you right now? post modernism 
31: does somebody love you? myself 
32: what is your favourite colour? cyan, and pastel blue and pink!
33: do you have trust issues? im an open book
34: who/what was your last dream about? lol it was about one of my graduated seniors and shes scary irl but we became friends in my dream
35: who was the last person you cried in front of? LOL this is embarrassing but my friend when i found out that we didn’t get put in top lab
36: do you give out second chances too easily? not rly
37: is it easier to forgive or forget? they’re not mutually exclusive
38: is this year the best year of your life? it’s definitely a revolutionary year, but i think the best year was kindergarten
39: how old were you when you had your first kiss? my mom kissed me straight outta the womb
40: have you ever walked outside completely naked? technically inside is the outside of nature so yup
51: favourite food? BEIJING FRIED DUCK and ice cream
52: do you believe everything happens for a reason? um no some ppl r just dumb
53: what is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? scroll thru tumblr
54: is cheating ever okay? hmmmmmm if i said no i would be a hypocrite (sometimes i cheat on my bias and once per year maybe i’ll peak at a test)
55: are you mean? i prefer the term savage or aggressive
56: how many people have you fist fought? one (my brother)
57: do you believe in true love? yup
58: favourite weather? either snow (when theres no power outage) or sun!
59: do you like the snow? cross apply the answer above
60: do you wanna get married? yeah
61: is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? they’d have to be a lover or a really good (gay) friend
62: what makes you happy? exo, winning, good food, free time, a good book
63: would you change your name? nope i love my name
64: would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? idk last person i kissed was a poster so
65: your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? that already happened and i feel bad for him
66: do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? the person above
67: who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? someone in my db8 lab
68: who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? my best friend
69: do you believe in soulmates? yes but they’re like once in a century
70: is there anyone you would die for? not ONE person in particular...
tagging: @sprouht-studies @focusign @stvdybuddies @julstudies @rhubarbstudies @educatier @eruditekid
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Tagged by: @aralbella (labyu bebe)
LAST:
1. drink: water
2. phone call: my sister
3.text message: my friend, asking him how the BL con was hahaha
4. song you listened to: Toni Gonzaga's cover of "Falling Slowly"
5. time you cried: Yesterday, About Voltron S4
HAVE YOU:
6. dated someone twice: No
7. kissed someone & regretted it: Nah
8. been cheated on: I'm really not sure if it was-- but kinda?
9. lost someone special: Yeah.
10: been depressed: Yup
11. gotten drunk & thrown up: They say when I was a kid?? but im really not sure if i really got drunk or they just thought that
LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS
12. Green
13. Blue
14. Red
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. made new friends: Yep!
16. fallen out of love: Not sure/...
17. laughed until you cried: Yep~
18. found out someone was talking about you: Nah~
19. met someone who changed you: Yep.
20. found out who your friends are: Yas
21. kissed someone on your facebook list: Not on the lips~
GENERAL:
22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: HMMM about 70% i think but 95% in my personal acc
23. do you have any pets: i have 7 doggos
24. do you want to change your name: Na~
25. what did you do for your last birthday: Ate with my fam and some of my classmates.
26. what time did you wake up: around 9 t0 10 am
27. what were you doing a midnight last night: checking my on this day hahaha
28. name something you can’t wait for: End of the sem, end of school ahahahah, voltron s5
29. when was the last time you saw your mom: She's like 2 meters away from me
30. what is one thing you wish you could change in your life: My grades, how i am as a person, my personality or something.
31. what are you listening to right now: KHS Cover of Let It Go
32. have you have talked to a person named tom: Nah
33. something that is getting on your nerves: Noisy, ranting, biased, people
34. most visited websites: YouTube, Tumblr, Facebook, AO3
LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME:
35. mole(s): i have a few on my face and neck (???) i think i have some on my legs and arms, maybe on my back???
36. mark(s): What kind? cause i got stretchmarks??? and some scar marks?
37. childhood dream: become a soldier.
38. hair colour: black
39. long or short hair: long :)
40. do you have a crush on someone: Yas <3
41. what do you like about yourself: i can pride myself in being really caring hahaha
42. piercings: two on the ears???
43. blood type: O+ i think
44. nickname: meg, meggie,
45. relationship status: Pining for both crush and fictional characters
46. zodiac: Taurus
47. pronouns: she/her
48. favourite tv show: RN Voltron
49. tattoos: none~
50. right or left handed: Right~
51. surgery: None
52. hair dyed different colour: nah just got gold highlights once but never totally dyed my hair
53. sport: HAHAHAHA
54. no question? Okay...?
55. vacation: My fam and I went to Fukuoka, Japan last September and I already want to go back ; v ;
56. pair of trainers: (are these shoes??? i searched the definition they're soft shoes???) So if that's it my fave trainers' brand is Champion USA
MORE GENERAL:
57. eating: Not eating but dinner was Eggs i love eggs
58. drinking: nothing ; v ;
59. i’m about to: finish this ???
60. waiting for: a break, maybe an outing with friends
61. want: to go back to Japan </3
62. get married: Someday~
63. career: Flight Stewardess, or anything that's fun and well-paying
64. hugs or kisses: BOTH XO
66. shorter or taller: Taller
67. older or younger: Older
68. nice arms or nice stomach: BOOOTH
69. sensitive or loud: Both~
70. hook up or relationship: Relationship
71. troublemaker or hesitant: Depends on the situation
HAVE YOU EVER:
72. kissed a stranger: Nope
73. drank hard liquor: Yes
74. lost glasses/contact lenses: I never lost glasses
75. turned someone down: Yes
76. sex on first date:  No
77. broken someone’s heart: At least I dont think so
78. had your heart broken: Yes,
79. been arrested: XD never, unless the school jail booth count
80. cried when someone died: Yes.
81. fallen for a friend: Yeah ; v  ;
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
82. yourself: I kinda do? Its complicated
83. miracles: Yes
84. love at first sight: Attraction at first sight
85. santa claus: Well, no xD
86. kiss on first date:  Nah
OTHER:
87. current best friend name: andi, viannae, pannecake, lem, lorenz, brylle, kae, nins, alec, margs
88. eye colour: brown??
89. favourite movie: NOT SURE ANYMORE.
Tags: (Please do not mind if you do not want to do XD ) @apple-cinnamon @panpanne @margauxgoes @mekakushihobbyist03 @kedris @franzwantscoffee @michelecandraw @zunekuro
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patchworktail · 7 years
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ITS 4:30 AM AND I DONT FEEL LIKE SLEEPING so I’m gonna do this meme that i got tagged for twiCE and totally forgot to do til now!!!! (i had 2 dig through your blogs to find them omg)
ANYWAY i was tagged by both @mooitstimdrake​ and @cynessie​ (I MISS U BOTH BTW ❤)
RULES: Share 11 facts about yourself, answer 11 questions provided by the tagger, tag 11 awesome people and leave 11 questions for them to answer!
(I’m gonna skip tagging people/asking 11 questions - 1) because I’m lazy 2) because a lot of people who I would tag either have already been tagged or woN’T DO IT and 3) I have to answer two sets of 11 questions anyway so I’ll let one of those sets take the place of my 11 questions!!)
11 Facts
I was supposed to leave to move into my college 3 days ago but since my college is in Savannah they pushed off move-in/orientation for a weEK BECAUSE OF HURRICANE IRMA AND I’M STILL UPSET/DISAPPOINTED
That being said I’m about to start as a college freshman at art school, planning on majoring in animation! :D
I binged all of Buzzfeed Unsolved in like 2 days and I fuckin LOVE IT
Also BNHA is like my current main obsession???? I fell in love w that anime and uhhhh I’d Die For My Kids
I almost never use skype anymore - I’m always on Discord now (mutuals may add me just message me if you want my tag :3c)
I loooove creating OCs and my main OC is a forest elf named Rally and he’s precious and I LOVE HIM AND COULD TALK ABOUT HIM FOR HOURS (also my best friend @/harpxer and I have a huge ongoing rp with him and her mountain elf oc, Kahl!! they’re really gay)
Hmmm fun fact I guess I’ve been involved with internet communities since I was 10 years old and I made my very first internet friend when I was 10 and we’re still great friends and talk p much every day to this day (hi @/fiishr)
I want a tattoo super bad but idk what I’d geT
I worked at a jewelry engraving stand at an amusement park this summer and one night I accidentally gave myself a 1st degree burn on my finger from the hot glue gun and it hurt So Bad
I had my graduation party this July and it was really fun but the best part was when 14 of us played this giant game of spoons and it got really intense, made worse by people randomly screaming during it, and then we collectively decided to blast hardcore rap music from the speakers and Let Me Tell You i have not been involved in a more stressful card game in my LIFE
I’ll always always always fall for the hero/happy character/protagonist basically....idk what it is about me but I’m so Predictable...I love cute optimistic brave characters who just wanna do Right.....I don’t cARE IF PEOPLE THINK THEY’RE BORING I THINK THEY’RE PERFECT AND AMAZIGN AND I LOVE THEM
AS FOR AN EXTRA 12TH FACT ABOUT ME AS U CAN SEE I WRITE WAY TOO MUCH AND ALSO I’M THE BIGGEST OVERSHARER E V E R IT’S SO BAD SOMEONE STOP ME
ANYWAY ONTO THE QUESTIONS :3c
@mooitstimdrake​‘s Questions:
If you were to make a new blog dedicated to one single thing (fandom, hobby/activity, etc) what would it be? Honestly, right at the moment probably BNHA!!!! it’s legit my most recent big obsession and I love it?? so much???
If you could have any kind of animal as a pet, what would you have? A RACCOON!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE THEM SOSOSOSOSOS MUCH and some people actually do have them as pets! They can be difficult though but WORTH IT
Who was your favorite teacher and why were they your favorite? OH BOY......I’m gonna say it’s a tie between my AP studio art teacher and my AP US government teacher from this past year, my senior year! My AP art teacher because our class was super tiny, 12 kids, and it really felt like a family?? She was a-okay with letting us all goof around and say weird shit, she was really chill and funny and like. part teacher, part friend, which was always nice. As for my AP gov teacher, he was SO. FUCKING. FUNNY. OH MAN. NOT EVEN ON PURPOSE he just like? put up with SO MUCH? we had some real character kids in that class and my teacher’s reactions were HILARIOUS. he had a sarcastic streak too so his responses were equally as funny when someone did something weird. He would say the funniest stuff just ask @/harpxer I would tell her so many stories from that class sohboshrb. Aside from the humor that class was really interesting, and he’s a really good, invested teacher - he wanted us to learn, he’s super passionate about government and history, and he always started off each class with 2 current events which was really nice and helped me learn more about things happening in the world too!!! overall that was like my fav non-art class I’ve ever taken!!!!
What’s your guilty pleasure (and I’m challenging you not to say some kind of food)? HMMMMM. Honestly I’m gonna go ahead and say really cheesy or lame movies/shows (like, Disney channel movies, dumb shows - like the one summer I watched all of Glee LOL, stuff like that). Like yeah I know 90% of it is terRIBLE but it’s still amusing/lighthearted stuff that makes me happy KLSDJVLSDHB
Favorite pizza topping? EXTRA CHEESE IF THAT COUNTS, if not then pepperoni!!
What’s the last thing you bought (that wasn’t food)? I’ve actually been buying a lot the past few weeks in prep for college/spending a little money for ONCE since I worked all summer. I got a bunch of boring stuff but the things I’m most excited about are: two posters I got for my dorm (The Office is one and one is Lord Huron), a giant wall tapestry (it’s Up themed!!!), tWO BNHA/POKEMON CHARMS THAT CAME TODAY AND EVERY TIME I LOOK AT THEM I START CRYING BC THEYRE SO CUTE, and oh my GOD I BOUGHT THIS GIANT PILLOW FROM TARGET AND IT IS THE SINGLE SOFTEST THING I’VE EVER FELT AND IT’S HUGE AND IT IMMEDIATELY BECAME MY #1 COMFORT OBJECT AND TOP FIVE FAV THINGS IVE EVER BOUGHT!!!!!! I guess MOST recently though I just bought Clip Studio Paint online today (art program) since it’s on sale for 50% off and I’ve heard great things about it!
What upcoming movies/tv shows are you looking forward to? UHHHHH as for movies... justice league part 1, the incredibles 2, kingsman 2, the neW POKEMON MOVIE I CHOOSE YOU, probably a lot more I can’t remember rn. AS FOR SHOWS HMMM I’m...excited for the next season of the good place and izombie, and oh I’m excited for the punisher netflix show!! and the next season of voltron of COURSE!!! and next season of stranger things!! probably more I’m forgetting too tbh
Any recommendations (this could be anything just throw your best pitch at me)? JFISDJKLBJ I DON’T KNOW OMG tbh rachel you watch a lot of the same things I do already LMAOOO
What’s your favorite thing to wear that you own? OH FUCK I DUNNO HMMM I really like wearing my various leggings and scarves, but as like a Single Item....I like wearing....uhhhh I have this giANT sweater like it’s WAY too big for me but it’s so COMFY and I love it. I also love wearing my Star Labs sweatshirt bc it’s soft and comfortable
What was your first pet? my cat!!! we took her in as a stray kitten living in our backyard when I was like. 2 or 3 and so we’ve basically had her my whole life!!
If you could learn any language, what would it be? UHHHHHH honestly probably spanish - I took it 4 straight years and was okay at it in class but one year went by with me not taking it and I forgot everything LOOOL I’m...bad....at languages....
@cynessie‘s Questions:
Where is the coolest place you’ve ever been? I haven’t been many cool places :( I guess the coolest isssss I dunno it depends? Lake George is where I go on vacation every year, I LOVE NYC, I love Savannah too and it’s where I’m gonna be for college so?? ?? ?  ? I’VE NEVER BEEN OUT OF THE COUNTRY AND I’M SAD BUT I’M POOR AND CAN’T AFFORD IT
What was the first thing you remember wanting to be when you grew up? veterinarian!! 
Look to your right. What do you see? a dirty plate on my desk, my bed just past that, and my CHARMS THAT CAME TODAY THAT ARE SO CUTE I CRY EVERY TIME I SEE THEM
What are you procrastinating on? ajkldjboidj lik e 4 art commissions,,,, and 7 MAP parts,,,, and my pre-work for 2 of my classes,,,,,,,and cleaning my room,,,, and sending thank-you notes to relatives,,, SOMEONE KICK MY ASS AND MAKE ME DO SHIT
Which family member are you closest too and what is their name? UHHHH.... I guess my younger brother Luke? or maybe my mom? I’m not on bad terms with anyone though, I love both my older brothers too and we all have a good sibling relationship I just talk more with my younger bro I think - second closest would be with my second older brother Connor!
What’s the last song you listened to? I’m listening to Ultralife by Oh Wonder right now :3c I��ve been on a huUUGE Oh Wonder kick lately!!
What do you generally carry in your bag/pockets when you go out? my wallet (w my license and money and debit card and all), travel size lotion, phone, and chap stick!!
What is one thing you are excited for? FINALLY GETTING TO COLLEGE NEXT WEEK AND STARTING CLASSES FJIODFHINBDFHBNSBO
Do you believe in ghosts? I’m gonna hesitantly say YES but I’m not 100% convinced I don’t think
What is a skill you want to learn? MAYBE THIS IS WEIRD but I think learning how to act would be kinda neat. On a more realistic note I wish I could learn to exercise without dying
Tell me a joke. I’M BAD AT JOKES DON’T DO THIS TO ME NESSIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO YEAH THAT’S ALL FOLKS it’s 5am now...Nice..... :’) I love my ability to stay up obscenely late while also getting Nothing Done JLSDNVDHAGHVDLAK
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starrykiwis · 7 years
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i was tagged by @thepinkufo to answer this 92 truths thingy thank uuuu agatha my love,, well i did it quite a while ago but here i am again. hope u had a nice day.
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LAST…

[1] drink: water

[2] phone call: my sister i guess

[3] text message: my sister

[4] song you listened to: landslide by fleetwood mac thank u agatha for sending me that audio i loved it

[5] time you cried: like... a month ago or a few weeks ago

 [6] dated someone twice: nope

[7] been cheated on: nah

[8] kissed someone and regretted it: i havent reaaally kissed anyone... ever

[9] lost someone special: yep

[10] been depressed: idk tbh i’d say . . .almost or maybe

[11] gotten drunk and thrown up: no omg i h8 throwing up ugh,,, not to be random but i recently found out i like beer.. .  no one asked but i’m saying it anyway bye
LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS:

[12] purple

[13] yellow

[14] orange
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…

[15] made new friends: i did i’m happy bout it

[16] fallen out of love: noooo  oo 

[17] laughed until you cried: thanks lord i have it’s gr8

[18] found out someone was talking about you: idk really idc

[19] met someone who changed you: yeah i guess so

[20] found out who your true friends are: hm no

[21] kissed someone on your facebook list: again, no

[22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: basically everyone i don’t have too many people on my fb

[23] do you have any pets: one dog, my angel

[24] do you want to change your name: no i don’t

[25] what did you do for your last birthday: hm i watched the olympics on tv and yeah spent the day with my family at home doing nothing at all i don’t really like birthdays tbh

[26] what time did you wake up: today at 10am i’ve been sleeping a lot lately

[27] what were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping

[28] name something you cannot wait for: finding myself somehow? also coming out as a lesbian (i guess?) bc i’m fucking claustrophobic in this closet binch narnia can choke bye

[29] when was the last time you saw your mother: i live w her and she’s in the same room as me <3

[30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: not a lot actually? it’s not abt my life at all, it’s me ..my life is okay

[31] what are you listening to right now: the tv but i’m not paying attention as usual

[32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: i don’t think so lol

[33] something that is getting on your nerves: myself (leaving agatha’s answer here)

[34] most visited website: lately i’d say youtube and tio google mesmo

[35] elementary: nice

[36] high school: it was okay a bit messy but okay

[37] college: i’m about to start uni next month send me good vibes

[38] hair colour: brown

[40] do you have a crush on someone: atm i don’t think so (((and btw agatha i love u)))

[41] what do you like about yourself? i can easily see beauty in stuff

[42] piercings: just the ears and i dont like it but it wasnt my choice

[43] blood type: A+ (i spent a lot time thinking it was O+ wtf)

[44] nickname: isa, ing, indie

[45] relationship status: *sighs* i’m single and gay

[46] zodiac sign: leo don’t judge me

[47] pronouns: she/her

[48] fav tv show(s): everything and every type of stuff? okay then pll, criminal minds, madeline, friends, fresh prince of bel air, voltron. . .idk i forgot something whats my name where am i oh hi

[49] tattoos: i want flowers!!! but i have none atm rip

[50] right or left handed: right handed
FIRST…

[51] surgery: i took some teeth out

[52] piercing: ears

[53] best friend: julia i guess she was my neighbour

[54] sport: swimming

[55] vacation: i cant rmr rn lol

[56] pair of trainers: cant rmr

[57] eating: hm i guess fruits

[58] drinking: milk from my mother surely (leaving agatha’s answer again)

[59] i’m about to: sigh

[60] listening: nothing specific

[61] waiting for: watch dunkirk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11khkshjskfhdjJHSKJASHKJ

[62] want: to meet the sea again during the night and feel the fresh wind in my face and the sand through my toessss

[63] get married: i don’t plan on that & can’t really see this happening

[64] career: well idk??? but.. . probably a librarian
YOUR TYPE…

[65] hugs or kisses: idk hugs i guess maybe both

[66] lips or eyes: idk??yeah

[67] shorter or taller: idc

[68] older or younger: my age or older

[69] romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous

[70] nice arms or nice stomach: idc

[71] sensitive or loud: hm idk whaTAT

[72] hook up or relationship: probs relationships?? idk

[73] troublemaker or hesitant: idk.. . man these were hard i’m telling you
HAVE YOU EVER…

[74] kissed a stranger? no

[75] drank hard liquor? yeah

[76] lost glasses/contact lenses? no i dont wear them

[77] turned someone down? yep

[78] sex on first date? nein

[79] broken someone’s heart? i hope not :// idk

[80] had your own heart broken? no wow

[81] been arrested? oh no

[82] cried when someone died? yes

[83] fallen for a friend: nevah
DO YOU BELIEVE IN…

[84] yourself? sometimes...

[85] miracles? hmmm...maybe

[86] love at first sight? não

[87] santa claus? i never really did

[88] kiss on the first date? ?? w?w?it happens??obvs

[89] angels? i do

[90] current best friend’s name: i don’t have a “main” best friend. my friends are the best people ever i love them

[91] eye colour: brown

[92] favourite movies: oh omg idk im lazy rn bye!!!!
idk who to tag so yeah i’ll do it randomly @walkingintheamm @fairylightsstyles @harrystylesgotmefuckedup @magic-view @stardustsharry @harrysera @androgynoustyles (i hope u come back soon) @cheshirepuddin @eyy-jenny @mizpahes @latelatestyles @sweetcreatured ignore it if you don’t want to do this! hope yall had a nice day
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lieslfilth · 7 years
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I was tagged by lovely @spookyloop, kiitos! Rules: Answer the 11 questions written by who tagged you, give 11 questions and tag 11 people to answer those questions.
What is something you have always wanted to do but are/have been too scared to do? Hmmm... I dont know. Maybe go those poem nights and read my own text? Who has been a major influence in your life? No one really. Are you interested in serial killers? Well, let’s say Elizabeth Báthory and Jack the Ripper are interesting cases. Has a book/film ever changed your life? Which book/film was it and how? Book; The Night Circus and Movie; Iron man. The Night Circus gave so much to my life, inspirations and thoughts. I feel I can see world different way and understand better circus and other themes. And I just love to book so much. Okay, I don’t like superhero movies, but first Iron man is okay and the movie made me metalhead. I remember in the end credits they played Black sabbath’s Iron man - song and I was like ‘’What is this?’’ and my dad told that it’s BS’s Iron man. When I listened I fell in love whole song and in those times I found myself in that song. And later, I become metalhead. So we can say first Iron man - movie changed my life because they had that song on credits. What would you say is your greatest achievement so far? Let’s say three; 1. I started to talk to stranger who is love of my life rn. 2. I left practical nurse school even almost whole world wanted I stay there. 3. I wrote two books and now the third one is going on. Is there a fictional character or a public figure you feel very connected to? Lisbeth Salander. I also feel i’m very connected to Adam from Only lovers left alive and Edith from Crimson peak. What kind of things (clothes, films, other goods etc) make your friends go “this is so you!”? Different goth aesthetics and metal and goth memes. Which are prettier: Snowflakes or spider webs? Can I say both? Quick! Tell me the randomest word you know in a language that isn’t your native language! I like to say kyrpä, but that’s my native language but that came first lol. What is the sweetest thing anyone has ever said to you? ’’I dont like her because she doesnt like you!’’ There is also others but that came first on my mind. Is this the real life or is this just fantasy? I bet this is fantasy after all.
My questions;
Your favorite books?
If you have to name six things/objects what are part of your aesthetics, what they would be? (Like, for example; tea cups, circus tents, winter landscape...)
Worst movie/movies you have seen?
Would like to travel with unicorn or dragon?
If you have choose to go Wonderland or Neverland, which you like to go?
Best place on your home town?
Why raven is like a writing desk?
Your favorite tea taste (or are you coffee person)?
Sugar skulls or animals skulls?
Can you say, you enjoyed your time when you were in elementary and junior high school?
Your honest opinion about Kardashians + Jenner family and staff what they do?
I tag; @mathiasismywhore, @ankanpaskaa, @sammalpeikko, @ylosnousematon, @transilvanian-hvnger, @girlinthedark666, @mydeadgarden, @plagueflowers, @keijukainen, @pumpkinteapot, @wekillandwetake
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misssasori · 7 years
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Imma catch up on some stuff I was tagged in
Tagged by the awesomely wonderful @myrtini​
 Long post ahead!
THE LAST:
1. Drink: water. no bubbles
2. Phone call: my mom
3. Text message: boyfriend
4. Song you listened to: “Selbstbefriedigung” by Trailerpark (pls dont translate this)
5. Time you cried: today!
HAVE YOU:
6. Dated someone twice: nah
7. Kissed someone and regretted it: nah
8. Been cheated on: nah
9. Lost someone special: ye
10. Been depressed: ye
11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: nope
LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLORS:
12. crimson
13. purple
14. black
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends: hm.... yeh
16. Fallen out of love: nope :3
17. Laughed until you cried: yes omg
18. Found out someone was talking about you: yeh
19. Met someone who changed you: hmmm no
20. Found out who your friends are: yeh?
21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: yeah lol
GENERAL:
22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: let’s say 80%
23. Do you have any pets: no but my parents will soon!! Also I almost caught a budgie..
24. Do you want to change your name: nah I think
25. What did you do for your last Birthday?: Gosh... my boyfriend tricked me into thinking that my presents haven’t arrived yet and that he had no time to make a cake and that it was gonna be a very uneventfull day and yeah. We went to visit my parents and all of a sudden my brother and sister in law are there too. And guess what. Three layered cake made by him. All my friends, him, my parents and my brother threw together money to get me a Computer. Like, a good one my boyfriend put together himself. I only cried a bit. Especially because of the birthday card with all the signatures.....
26. What time did you wake up: 8 am something
27. What were you doing at midnight last night: lying around
28. Name something you can’t wait for: exams to be over...
29. When was the last time you saw your mom: eh.... ehm... two months ago? one and a half?
30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: having more self esteem and liking myself more and I really wanna change more than one thing
31. What are you listening to right now: ...still “Selbstbefriedigung” ok I can sing along to that I am alone at home rn....
32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: My brother lel
33. Something that is getting on your nerves: My annoying-ness
34. Most visited Website: tumblr probably
LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME
35. Mole/s: I dont really understand the difference between moles and birthmarks rn. But I have a lot of dotty dots
Mark/s:-
37. Childhood dream: being a vet and also famous... but not a famous vet I guess
38. Haircolour: turquoise and dark brown rn, naturally dark brown
39. Long or short hair: short (yes I have the tumblr hair ™)
40. Do you have a crush on someone: does my bf count 
41. What do you like about yourself: eh I have cool hair
42. Piercings: ears
43. Bloodtype: B rhesus+ Kell+
44. Nickname: Babsi
45. Relationship status: taken
46. Zodiac: Libra
47. Pronouns: she/her
48. Favourite TV Show: ehm does anime count I love bnha
49. Tattoos: none
50. Right or left hand: right
51. Surgery: none
52. Hair dyed in different color: yeh often
53. Sport: I sometimes run and stretch...
55. Vacation: I have gone to places back in school for exchanges and stuff... Austria, France, Sweden, England... went playing paintball in the czech republic.... and went to cologne two times for the gamescom!
56. Pair of trainers: two, one actively in use
MORE GENERAL:
57. Eating: ate a salad a few hours ago
58. Drinking: water
59. I’m about to: go to bed soon
61. Waiting for: end of the exams...
62. Want: my wrist to be okay
63. Get married: yeah 
64. Career: some sort of psychology stuff, either a therapist or a scientiest
65. Hugs or kisses: hugs!
66. Lips or eyes: lips
67. Shorter or taller: ehm I like everything, I am average I’d say but the boys I live with will tell you I am very very small
68. Older or younger: whatever
70. Nice arms or nice stomach: hmmm arms
71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
72. Hook up or relationship: relationship
73. Troublemaker or hesitant: hmmm idk
HAVE YOU EVER:
74. Kissed a stranger: nope
75. Drank hard liquor: nope
76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: no, use none of those
77. Turned someone down: ye
78. Sex in the first date: nope
79. Broken someone’s heart: I guess?
80. Had your heart broken: hmmm yeah
81. Been arrested: nope
82. Cried when someone died: yeah
83. Fallen for a friend: my boyfriend was my friend
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
84. Yourself: hmmmm nah?
85. Miracles: I wanna...
86. Love at first sight: hmmm a tendency at least
87. Santa Claus: no
88. Kiss on the first date: if u like that stuff
89. Angels: nah
OTHER:
90. Current best friends name: I have many many good friend and I would consider my boyfriend my best friend and he starts with an M
91. Eyecolour: brown
92. Favourite movie: Les Intouchables
Heyyy if u wanna, do it
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