Marc Spector is chilling rn

You’re just a garden who’s barely had time to grow, yet you convince yourself that every little bud growing and blooming is really just a weed.

But I beg you to stop tearing them out, for they are flowers in you, dear garden, and they’re begging for just a chance to bloom and show how beautiful you truly are.

But you’re so scared no one will like what’s blooming that you rip them instead, rather a withering garden than an unpleasant one. Rather a garden who will never grow than one who blooms flowers some may not favor.

You’ve convinced yourself that even in being abstract, you have to be perfect or not be seen at all.

(-Mommabean)

Reblogs help, the bigger the sample size the better

When I say inexplicably ill I mean with something at least somewhat resembling a virus, stomach bug, cold, or flu lasting over a day without being exposed to someone who was sick. Possibly symptoms like fever, chills, headaches, fatigue, vomiting, nausea, diarrhea, body aches, sore throat, congestion, ear infection, coughing/phlegm, anything of that nature. Feel free to mention any of these you experienced (and anything additional) because that helps too

Mentioned in a previous post I'd make this poll because I've heard anecdotes that many people with ME and/or fibro went through this as a child. I did personally, and if I were to guess I'd say this happened around 3-7 times a year for me. I'd be sick this way for at least 3-8 days at a time. No one around me had been sick nor would they get sick no matter how much they were exposed to me

I'll probably make more polls regarding these illnesses because I've been fixated

// character /rp interactions I desperately want for funnies /angst just ideas -/

Stella and Lucifer can you imagine if Stella is able to get to Lucifer first about his book and what Stolas is doing and telling her side of the story .

Lucifer who accidentally forms an alliance with Stella , her for revenge , getting her status back , him just wanting his shit back and for ppl to ask him before lending his stuff out . That’s it . ( this could end in friendship or something more idk who know I’m a ship whore)

Satan and Lucifer:- listen gym bro with theater bro they are the bromance material ! Also my funny personal headcanon the reason humans get Satan and Lucifer mixed up is cause they used to be the twins /brothers of the archangels . Imagine that plot twist yo. Or they could just be close friends

Sera and Lucifer — the angst and the way he would still be a little shit to her even in hell , messing with her as much as he messes with Gabriel .. rather they are exes /ex best friends/ siblings idc I need them interacting

I didn't think I'd be tagged by the @kikithedeceiver again!

Answering some questions. Here we go!

Last song: Jin's cover of Shinigami Record

Favourite colour: Blood or bright red.

Last movie/TV show: Young Sheldon with my fiancee.

Sweet/spicy/savoury: Sweet! I can barely handle spicy food.

Relationship status: Engaged to my wonderful fiancee!

Last thing I googled: Pokemon Scarlet and Violet mystery gift codes

Cuurent obsessions: Kagerou Project, Pokémon (+ Pokémon Adventures), My Hero Academia, Oshi no Ko.

As for who I'll tag... @akaa, @medjed, @charenneal, @xxspooky-koixx, @just-simply-aging, @endingboyhansel and anyone else who wants to do this really.

//Ok, not to be controversial on main but I'm rewatching "Tall Tales" and you CANNOT TELL ME THAT SAM AND GABRIEL WEREN'T FLIRTING!!!

During the part where Sam is telling Bobby his version of events and is talking about when he and Dean got to the college, he and Gabe are basically flirting the entire time!! The way they were looking at each other!!!

LOOK AT THEM

Hey gaymers I need help. I’ve started posting to AO3 and likely will be for the foreseeable future but aside from tagging characters, relationships, potential triggers, and sexual content I have. No fucking idea how to tag my work. Like it’s not smut or fluff or angst, so I don’t really know what to put in the tags. Anyone have advice or useful references?

Video game concept??

Wouldn’t it be cool if u were some relative of a very strong entity and you got to choose an op weapon at the beginning of the game? But the catch would be one weapon deals .5% max hp always and the other can be used in combos and is affected by buffs, which would you choose? The latter would be better for early game but as the boss’s hp starts ranking that’s where a percentage damage would be really helpful. Plus there would be fragments all over the map to increase the percentage dmg/ cool armor and buffs for the dagger. (Possibly Elden ring type style)

Would u play a game like this?

For those who know I rescued Sammy (Sambo, Sambone) about two years ago from a horrible neighbor and I thought I’d give a silly little picture or two for an update!

He’s just a little guy!

Y’all seeing what I’m seeing right ??

( what’s a King to a god )

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I can't for the life of me remember where I heard this but I'm pretty sure it was an ME/CFS forum of some kind. I remember this discussion around some connection between fibro and ME/CFS and frequently getting inexplicably ill as a child. I want to know how many people relate to this because it definitely happened to me and I thought it was just normal. I remember at least a few people saying they related when I first saw it discussed

I can't remember how frequently it would happen but it was off and on from very early childhood until my teens (then it became much less common, and I no longer get sick that way at random). I'd get a fever, chills, headache, body aches, fatigue, vomiting, dizziness, like having a really shitty (quite literally) stomach flu or something. My body seemed to be fighting hard against something but even if I was around others I was never contagious

Normally the course was about the same. It could last anywhere between 3 and 8 days. I'd have a fever of at least 101.5 degrees and no more than 104. I'd be up all night, fall asleep on the bathroom floor. It took 2-4 days before I could eat somewhat normally again. I'd go to the doctors sometimes when it happened and my stomach seemed fine but somehow I'd often have things like throat infections and double ear infections.

I see a specialist for my ME/CFS and he's an infectious disease specialist. First thing he does when you're on his (2 year😬) wait list is send you to get labs and test for antibodies for strains of illnesses that are often seen in pwME. Things like HPV and coxsackie (hand foot and mouth disease) strains. I've never had HMFD but my antibodies suggest that coxsackie b3 is the "dominant" virus at the root of my ME though I have multiple strains that play a part. My specialist is quite sure I would've contracted this in childhood when most people do. You can get it from tap water even, or natural bodies of water, as well as from things like playing in the dirt (I'm told I liked to eat mud and they would just fucking let me 💀💀💀).

I bring that up because if that's what caused the sporadic illnesses then I really want to know if anyone who may relate had previously contracted some of the same illnesses, maybe HFMD or any forms of HPV (mono is a big one). Especially any enteroviruses (viruses existing in the gut). On the Wikipedia page for enteroviruses here you'd most easily identify something you've had if you go to the section: Diseases Linked to Enterovirus Infection. The last bullet point (citation 51) credits a trial performed by my specialist in 2007 for the hypothesis that these viruses can play a major role in ME/CFS

Though like me, you could always carry antibodies for viruses linked to ME/CFS without even knowing it. Just curious because I've been thinking about it a lot

@heaven-said

{I was listening to the yawning grave and got sad}

{ ignore the cries it’s just a snake in a garden not anyone else }

Munday - About the Mun v.03

name // Dream pronouns // She/Her or They/Them preference of communication // DMs on Tumblr, but have a Discord Account experience in rp & how long // I've been on and off again since the mid-2000s. platforms you’ve used // Online Forums, Discord, and Tumblr

name of most active muse // Lilith  best experience //  When simple moments snowball into something greater. rp pet peeves // Godmodding/Determining what my character does without prior discussion fluff,  angst,  or  smut // ALL. I typically lean towards angst, but opening up to the other two. Writing smut is new to me... so hope it doesn't suck.

plots or memes // Both, but I prefer plots more than memes. Plots allow me to talk to the other mun and vibe with them before starting something. Memes are fun for short interactions. long or short replies // I usually try to match what my partner will do. I am trying to be better a shorter and consist writings, but damn... there is a lot to write. best time to write // Whenever the muse strikes. I try to write in the order the replies came in, but... motivation and inspiration are a fickled thing. are you like your muse // a some aspects. Lilith has way more rizzs than I do, but the way I portray her as a warm human being is how I think I am in person.

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