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lairmadness · 11 months

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It was Super Effective!

#gif warning #flashing #flashing image #hide and seek #lairmadness #sprite kirlia #caspar growlithe #eva eevee #polter riolu #pokemon #pokeask #pokemon askblog #HI OK this took for fucking ever and you can fully tell that i took Way too long in between working on this.#the earlier panels reflect more of what im gonna be doing now. tho we'll see #enjoy!!!! part 2 coming soon #that gif needed to be compressed like 6 times to work. help

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girlcrushau · 1 month

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#me? about to use tumblr as a diary again? in 2024? unfortunately:/#but here have a waterfall i saw on a hike last week as payment #i am sO tired and exhausted emotionally after dating #there's this guy that i fr thought was going to last and be around for a long time. we spent like every moment together that we could for 2 #months straight and if we werent physicaly together we were texting or calling or on ft . just every part of our day had the other in it #not once did i ever feel unwanted undesired or uncared for. not once did i feel that i wasnt sure of his intentions. i felt safer with him #in those 2 months than i ever did with any one else i could think to compare to.#until one day he just didnt think it important to communicate any more. after 3 days of nearly nothing .. hardly any talking . i asked if #he was ok if we were ok. what was going on in his head. he said some ive just been with my buddies and family and havent been on my phone #and just. immediately thats heartbreak yanno. thats :// thats what they say when theres a new girl. but there'd never been a reason to think #there was another girl so i was like ok we're gonna trust bc this dude has been So good in every way. so i said imy but i understand. enjoy #your time with your buddies and with your fam -- i cant wait to hear about it (and hold you)#and i havent heard from him in the 3 weeks since. just randomly #so last night #i send the dreaded 'i miss you' text.#i dont expect to hear back and i accept the hurt that will come with that and the confusion that i've felt settles deeper into my heart #until this afternoon i hop on ig and see a hard launch that was posted an hour after my text was sent #that shit kinda hurt different. but also sent me into a bit of a delirious state where all i could do is laugh bc are you for fucking real #did she see my message? i know it. bc i know him and i know that he wouldnt hide anything from the person he's giving his heart #and his softness to. i can almost imagine how he showed her and promised her theres nothing to worry about #and there really isnt anything to worry about because he genuinely is the type to give his all to the relationship he's in #which feels silly to say after what happened w us. like no there wasnt a title ever #it sucks to call it a situationship because a month ago we were laughing in bed together about how we could never bc we were all in.#just the timing of the hard launch makes me giggle. did my text push them to have a conversation about what they are. was she really the #reason that he went away on me.#im trying not to blame myself . trying not to think about the phone calls i didnt answer. about what i could have done differently. trying #not to think about where we would be if i didnt let my anxieties hold me back. if i wasnt scared about what he'd think of the parts of me #that i keep hidden just a little bit longer than the rest.#and at the same time im trying not to put him on a pedestal. but that pedestal is just where i wholeheartedly believe he belongs #he set the bar for me. he set the standard. i was never too much. i was never too little. he made me feel perfect just as i am

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sydmarch · 1 year

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spent months like I need prescription for my mental health give me prescription please please & now that I have it I'm like hm. do I want to have to take meds, actually

#part of it i think is just that typical anxiety that comes before any life change like s new job or whatever but also like #despite never having TRIED stimulants im familar w them i know people w adhd who are on them i had an idea of what to expect & thats what i #i figured id be getting but shes having me try this non stimulant option first bcus 1 apparently its good for people who also have anxiety #and 2 easier to get w the like Adderall shortages & shit rn #& im like ok i have NEVER heard of this drug before and didn't even know there WERE non stimulant options options.#like im doing all my research TODAY for the first time then pick it up tomorrow?#like me heslth anxiety girl just has to be like ok sure i guess. i had mentally prepared myself for stimulants & thats it!!!#i mean worst case i just try it & see if it works or if i have side effects but like. ugh. & i dont like that i dont like my np LOL like id #probably feel less uncertain about trying something i was previously unfamiliar with if she was someone i liked & trusted more #if i knew there were unfamilar drugs they might recommend to me i probably wouldve started over & found someone new to work with. AGHHH & i #didnt discuss any of this w her bcus it took me a couple hours after our session to think abt it & do my own reading & process my emotions #to really come to thia conclusion. & also i wouldnt have wanted to talk to hwt abt this anyway bcus i dont like her & have not felt at all #like cool w opening up to her beyond the minimum i had to do for the assessment #& my therapist is sick this week so im not gonna get to talk to her tomorrow!@#texticles #anyway i know ive got fellow adhd bitches following me. anyone try guanfacine did you like it or nah

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mephostophilis · 1 year

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i think my biggest beef with the tlou tv show is theyve made joel like… a much better person?? in the game he is RUTHLESS and has done dreadful things even for apocalypse standards. in the show hes just sort of sad about things. he’s done shady shit but hes not Torturing people

#idk how theyre gonna stack this with part 2 #part 2 only works bc you can sympathise with abby bc joel is . a horrible person who his selfish actions impact #if you make him like. a morally ok dude how do u reconcile that with the abby plot #not tooo happy they changed tommy hating joel for how he took care of them versus yea bro im cool w it now #tlou

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fightaers · 4 months

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sometimes i think abt how sakura's become so widely-spread and misinformed in that mass-production that she's almost become this caricature of the third female member in a trio who is a 'girl-boss who is so cool and is so sexy or so confident etc' when, in fact, she's actually a character with believable flaws and unique characteristic pertaining specifically to the experiences she's endured, and she's beyond someone everyone mass-ships or mass-hates, and in this essay i will—

#thinking about how many people mary sue'd her #including myself unfortunately before i reread part 2 #and like.......... god.#the way she has compassion and genuine goals and has her unique insecurity and flaws #and she has her strengths and her own determination #and the way the fandom either..... simplifies her or reduces her just.#it grinds on my nerves!#the other day i read fanfics where s.akura supposedly is just endlessly irritated by i.no bc shes ''suffering'' so much #[to get the attention of a guy and i.no's being 'unreasonable']#and im like???????#WHAT DO U MEAN #im not even gonna go to that rabbit hole because i have like. RECEIPTS on how much i.no means to her #i 100% believe i.no quite literally is probs the first to SAVE HER when team 7 was .... not around #and this is beyond mentorship. she has genuine PEERS bc of i.no!#AGAIN. i could go on and on about that #on how much guilt and gratitude she probs feels abt the rest of konoha 11 who /did/ take her in #on how much PART of why she worked so hard — catching up to nrt and ssk aside — is BECAUSE she wants to save k11 when they NEED her #ok imma quit now before i go full on rambling #i love her soooo much. and team 7 is messy yes but i love their messy dynamic too!#but i simply detest how she's either an accessory. an obstacle. or this dramatic over-the-top heroine that can do-all #funny how her main narrative is always abt her wanting to be an equal to her teammates #and even outside of the narrative she's almost never that.#gen: out of character.

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darkartistyt · 8 months

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what if i straight up finish my singular laywright hurt/comfort draft and post that for day 1 would that be fucked up or what

#the fucked up part is that hera in said fic is very VERY not ok #like. probably more so than usual #which is saying a lot considering she's hershel layton #also yes its hera again #im gonna do half and half where three of the prompts will have hera (1 3 and 4) and three will have hershel (2 5 and 6)#my dumbass ramblings #laywright

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pepprs · 11 months

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ok update i got it lmao

#purrs #there’s still a couple things to work out with hr and they may want me to do another part of the interview but. yeah they just got me the #informal offer. so im gonna be permanent and im getting a raise and apparently i did even better than i did last time i interviewed and i #survived and everything is ok. about to pass out from the toll of the stress but thank god. psychic prison break… 2! yippee!!

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ajdrawshq · 7 months

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im glad that despite being on the backburner for . years. i can still think of my main aus like i never stopped :] kh on the brain forever

#looked thru one of my note for the pmd au and immediately got new ideas for it . i am so fucking back #made me wanna expand whats going on w Terra n Aqua since they dont have much going on besides. well. be legendaries basically #(they take the roles of rescue team Groudon n Kyogre as well as Latios n Latias in psmd. n technically also Entei for Terra in psmd)#that seems like a lot but i know what im doing i swear 👍#maybe i should find a way to include the khdr kids since i havent gotten to that yet.. could be fun #oh ! also been working on ways to connect Terra w Ansem n Xemnas :] probably gonna be more canon-esque than most other things #but it kinda works w the rescue team part of the timeline #and i really need to figure out how exactly to work around Xehanort bc of what he can and does do both in canon and taking his role here..#ironically these things are also backed up by pmd iq groups . now that i think abt it #i also need yo do more work on the psmd part of the timeline since its arguably the most altered part so far #since i dont really cover gates or rescue team anyway . explorers and super just connect a lil too well #i mean tbf gates and super are way too easy to also connect to each other bc like. come on.#but who would be the duo for that .. or maybe it could be earlier in the pmd timeline than it is .. hm.#that Could line up a something else i have planned actually. could be funky. theres two (2) different duos i have in mind #maybe more depending on who else i could slap in here #ok yeah. i have objectively the funniest duo to put in gates. thats happening now <3

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infizero · 8 months

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WHAT THE FUCK THE SECOND PART OF THE DEVICE THEORY BY MOLLYSTARS JUST DROPPED ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME

#NOT RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!! IVE BEEN WAITING MONTHS FOR THAT VIDEO AND YOU DROP IT RIGHT WHEN IM TRYING TO QUICKLY DO ANOTHER THING??????????#AAAAAAAAAAAAAHGIJEOJNKGNKEEGNKK ok ok. im gonna pretend like i havent seen that notification #i will have to watch it tonight. ohhhhhhhh im so fucking excited im gonna be sick dawg #ive talked about it before IVE REWATCHED PART 1 LIKE 3 TIMES (its like 2 hours long) IVE BEEN WAITING EAGERLY FOR THIS #BESTTT COMPILATION OF DELTARUNE'S METANARRATIVE STUFF EVERRRRRR OH I CANT WAIT #ahem um. back to death note tennis. sorry for the interruption #serena.txt

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sapphos-tooth · 5 months

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i dont think friends/family are gonna call me by this name i chose...

#.txt #juniper is now my 'business' name lol #only because i don't wanna deal with the struggle of changing my name everywhere #it's been 2 years...almost 3 since i legally changed my name #and i still have stuff with my deadname #because people dont understand name changes...#im sure im not the only one who changed their whole name at once #it was gonna just be my first and middle changed at the time #then i learned it could also be last name too #and didn't want my dad's last name anymore #so i was like ok cool i'll do all 3 #like guess not a smart move on my part #because on the phone i saw i changed my whole name to update things #and they're always like '????'#you should be allowed to do online yourself #and send ur id if they need #it's 2023 almost 2024 come on people #why are you making this more difficult than it needs to be ???

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todayisafridaynight · 1 year

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The bento counter clip you shared is EXTREMELY funny (if it's not a glitch I'd love to try and trigger it), but I couldn't help notice the flower petal-shaped particles in Jo's "heat trail" for the first time. I somehow managed to overlook them until now.

RGGJo also has petals in his heat trail, and personally I've always liked to link it to the fact he canonically wears perfume. What if 7Jo wears a floral scent too...? Would be neat, given I can't tell which of them is supposed to be the one with the sensitive nose lol

Jo’s counter is actually a programmed thing from my understanding: he is meant to deflect regular/MPless attacks and items, but considering most people use exclusively special attacks at this point I reckon not a lot of people catch it (and as for items, you’re either using a rocket launcher/projectile or you’re too far for him to do... that LMAO). Still, it’s going to entertain me for a while the fact he CAN just cancel your healing

And I’m SO glad you noticed the petals too! I didn’t catch that they were a thing for RGGJo as well, but I thought they were a cute detail for Y7Jo when I first noticed them a while back! It’s especially sweet if we put it in the context of a reference to him and perfume :)