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#it sucks to call it a situationship because a month ago we were laughing in bed together about how we could never bc we were all in.
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#me? about to use tumblr as a diary again? in 2024? unfortunately:/#but here have a waterfall i saw on a hike last week as payment#i am sO tired and exhausted emotionally after dating#there's this guy that i fr thought was going to last and be around for a long time. we spent like every moment together that we could for 2#months straight and if we werent physicaly together we were texting or calling or on ft . just every part of our day had the other in it#not once did i ever feel unwanted undesired or uncared for. not once did i feel that i wasnt sure of his intentions. i felt safer with him#in those 2 months than i ever did with any one else i could think to compare to.#until one day he just didnt think it important to communicate any more. after 3 days of nearly nothing .. hardly any talking . i asked if#he was ok if we were ok. what was going on in his head. he said some ive just been with my buddies and family and havent been on my phone#and just. immediately thats heartbreak yanno. thats :// thats what they say when theres a new girl. but there'd never been a reason to think#there was another girl so i was like ok we're gonna trust bc this dude has been So good in every way. so i said imy but i understand. enjoy#your time with your buddies and with your fam -- i cant wait to hear about it (and hold you)#and i havent heard from him in the 3 weeks since. just randomly#so last night#i send the dreaded 'i miss you' text.#i dont expect to hear back and i accept the hurt that will come with that and the confusion that i've felt settles deeper into my heart#until this afternoon i hop on ig and see a hard launch that was posted an hour after my text was sent#that shit kinda hurt different. but also sent me into a bit of a delirious state where all i could do is laugh bc are you for fucking real#did she see my message? i know it. bc i know him and i know that he wouldnt hide anything from the person he's giving his heart#and his softness to. i can almost imagine how he showed her and promised her theres nothing to worry about#and there really isnt anything to worry about because he genuinely is the type to give his all to the relationship he's in#which feels silly to say after what happened w us. like no there wasnt a title ever#it sucks to call it a situationship because a month ago we were laughing in bed together about how we could never bc we were all in.#just the timing of the hard launch makes me giggle. did my text push them to have a conversation about what they are. was she really the#reason that he went away on me.#im trying not to blame myself . trying not to think about the phone calls i didnt answer. about what i could have done differently. trying#not to think about where we would be if i didnt let my anxieties hold me back. if i wasnt scared about what he'd think of the parts of me#that i keep hidden just a little bit longer than the rest.#and at the same time im trying not to put him on a pedestal. but that pedestal is just where i wholeheartedly believe he belongs#he set the bar for me. he set the standard. i was never too much. i was never too little. he made me feel perfect just as i am
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fantasydaydreamers · 3 years
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Can we get nsfw hcs/fanfic for friends with benefits relationship with my boi kaminari? Like maybe they first hook up in a party and then in a classroom, janitors closet etc... "we are 100& best buds but we cant keep our hands off of each other... okay maybe 90%" kinda thing
KAMMMIIIIIII!!!!!!💕💕I LOVE THIS REQUEST SM!!!!!!!!!! Fun fact: i was going to use my fic “Hitachi” to answer this request but it was slightly different~
Words: 1,571
Warnings: Smut, ‘best friend’ kink but not really because you’re actually best friends
Author's Note: Hey y'all! My ✨explicit✨ fic is going to take longer than expected bc I'm figuring out AO3🥺ty for understanding!💕
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"Fuck...(Y/n)..." Kaminari moans softly, gripping your hair as your mouth worked over him quickly. His cock pulsed in your mouth which only made you whimper around him, your own hips thrusting on nothing but air.
The night started out with a friendly game of Mario Kart. He had invited you over to his room since the two of you had nothing better to do over the weekend, and surrounded yourselves on his bed with snacks and fluffy blankets, settling in for a long night of gaming.
You had been doing tournaments to see who could rank higher while throwing a few snide remarks around followed by playful shoving. It was all fun and games until you pushed Kami a little too hard, falling on top of him. He caught himself on his elbows, staring at you with a glint in his eyes and a small smirk on his lips.
The two of you have been best friends forever--to the point where he knew you better than you knew yourself. That's why when you saw his eyes flicker to your lips and back, you knew what he wanted.
You didn't know if this was considered a 'friend's with benefits' situation but didn't try to overthink it. The current 'situationship' all started during a dorm party a few months ago when the two of you happened to get paired together for 7 minutes in heaven. When everyone else heard your names being called, they rolled their eyes and demanded a rematch. Knowing you two, you would purposely slap the wall and fake moan through the door making it seem like something was actually happening.
In reality, when the two of you finally entered the confined space, you were barely pressed up against him as Kaminari held his hands on either side of your face on the wall.
It was dead quiet.
You could hear Sero make a muffled comment on how he couldn't hear anything and was surprised there wasn't any laughter. Someone else made a comment, but you couldn't focus on what was said with Kami's quiet breathing fanning your heated cheeks.
"(Y/n)..."
Maybe it was the way he whispered your name or the underlying built-up sexual tension that followed your friendship around, but the feather-like brush of lips against yours had you pressing fully against him, lips meeting together for the first time. It felt so wrong yet so right kissing your best friend. His arms moved to tighten around your waist, hugging you to him as electricity flickered through your veins.
As cliche as it sounded, it was true that you felt a spark as soon as Kaminari's tongue entered your mouth. He moaned softly and you heard a thump against the outside of the door making you two jump apart. You were both frozen in place as Mina's voice was clear on the other side of the door.
"Sero, you idiot! I thought I heard something!"
Kaminari broke the awkward silence first as he leaned back in to whisper in your ear. "Want to come up with something so they don't suspect anything?"
You giggled quietly and maneuvered him to the ground sitting cross-legged from one another. It was a tight fit, but you managed to pull out your phone and turned the flashlight on, setting it between you two, brightening up the closet while you whispered your plan to Kaminari.
When the remaining minutes were up, Mina threw the door open with no warning with the entire class of 1A behind her stared expectedly in the closet only to find you and Kaminari on the floor in the middle of telling scary stories.
After that night, you and Kami would meet up in each other's rooms, continuing your friendship as normal with a few make-out sessions here and there which happen to lead to other activities.
"Mm...just like that, (Y/n)." Kaminari's hand fisted in your hair, smirking down at you as he held you down on his cock, your throat constricting around him as you gagged. "You look so pretty crying on my cock like this...feels so good~"
He finally eased your head up and you pulled off coughing, drool dripping down your chin. You could only guess how wrecked you must've looked because you were too far gone to care about anything else but Kaminari. He gazed down at you with lust-lidded eyes, his other hand coming to cup the side of your face. "So beautiful..."
You moan and take his cock again in your mouth, determined to finish him off. Kaminari's hips roll off the bed with a grunt as his low raspy grunts fill the air and you knew he was close. Dragging your lips up to his tip, you pull off with a lewd pop and do it again repeatedly, hearing Kaminari's curse. Pausing, you lick the pre-cum from the slit, kissing it slowly, catching Kami's gaze.
"Come up here." His voice was demanding and who were you to refuse an order. You crawl up his body seductively and lick your lips as he reaches out to grab you, flipping you to your side. Kaminari trails his fingers down to your panties, rubbing your slit through them as you throw a leg over his waist. "You're so wet for me, (Y/n)~ does sucking your best friend off really turn you on?"
"Mm...only for you, Denki~" Your pleading gaze had Kami groaning as his fingers finally slipped in your underwear, finding your clit immediately. The first gentle shock from his quirk had you gasping out, Kaminari's tongue entering your mouth to silence you.
Running your hand down his torso, you find his leaking cock again and wrap your hand around it, stroking him in time with his fingers on your clit. Heavy breathing and breathy moans filled the space between you two as you worked each other towards release. Golden irises held yours and you couldn't find it in yourself to look away, rocking your hips onto his hand.
"Denki...please..." You didn't know what you were asking for, but your mewl was enough to send Kaminari over the edge, his cock pulsing in your hand as he came on the blanket he was laying on. A long groan escaped his throat, his head coming forward to bite your neck as you felt his fingers work faster over your clit, sending you into a quick orgasm as you squirmed on the bed.
The vibrations were too much as he worked you through your high, his mouth still on your neck as you cried out in his ear. You finally had to pull his hand away, panting hard as Kaminari laughed breathlessly pulling back to look at you.
You rolled onto your back as your body tingled from his quirk. Kaminari stared down at you with delighted eyes and a grin on his face, bringing his hand up to lick his fingers. "Asshole," you mumble, flustered by his actions.
Popping his fingers out of his mouth, Kaminari smiles widely and sits back up on his bed, reaching down to pull his sweatpants back up from his ankles. "But you love me though," he points out, also grabbing some tissues from his desk.
"I do." Confirming his words, you reach grabby-hands out to Kaminari, pulling him back down next to you as the two of you spend the rest of the night talking about anything and everything that comes up, the upbeat music of Mario Kart still playing in the background long forgotten.
~*~*~*~*
A few days later, the two of you were in the common room on the couch. Kaminari was slouching into his seat, his feet propped up on the table as he played on his Nintendo Switch. You, however, were laying across the couch, your head on the armrest as your feet rested on top of Kami's stomach, typing on your phone.
It was comfortable.
"So...when are you two going to come out officially?" Came a voice from the side.
You look over to see Mina eyeing the two of you with a smug grin on her face. Furrowing your eyebrows, you spared her a weird glance before turning back to your phone. "What do you mean?"
"(Y/n)...you're literally in his sweatshirt."
Oh yeah. Glancing down, you notice the baggy black sweatshirt covering everything but your legs, making you wonder if you bothered to put shorts on underneath. You shift slightly to see if you could tell, but couldn't.
Your phone buzzed briefly in your hand and you looked to see who texted you.
SparkPlug⚡: you don't ;) don't think i didn't notice earlier when you decided to move your legs on top of me~ you lil tease~
A blush rises to your face as you swipe on the notification, returning your attention to Mina. "So? It's comfy."
Mina throws her hands up. "Please just go out already! The two of you are together all the time and are inseparable! No one is going to judge and in fact, half of us already think the two of you are dating!"
"We're just friends, Mina." You roll your eyes, continuing to type on your phone. She didn't answer you right away making you look up and put on a serious face. Mina was glancing back and forth between you and Kami, a bewildered yet annoyed look on her face.
You and Kaminari spared each other a glance before turning again to look at Mina.
"Best friends."
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