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flowerflowerflo · 13 days

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bee's record player, april edition 🎀𓂃 ࣪˖

──★ ˙ ̟🎀 INTRO

welcome back to the second issue of bee's record player, a monthly annual look into bee's music world and the latest from hers and your faves! enjoy! ♡

──★ ˙ ̟🎀 NEW ARRIVALS

minisode 3: tomorrow, tomorrow x together

♡ released april 1st, 2024

♡ extended play / EP

♡ best songs: deja vu, quarter life

♡ running time: 17 minutes 2 seconds

midas touch, kiss of life

♡ released april 3rd, 2024

♡ single

♡ running time: 6 minutes 15 seconds

found heaven, conan gray

♡ released april 5th, 2024

♡ full album / LP

♡ best songs: found heaven, alley rose, bourgeoiseses, never ending song, winner

♡ running time: 36 minutes 47 seconds

espresso, sabrina carpenter

♡ released april 12th, 2024

♡ single

♡ running time: 2 minutes 55 seconds

dark vacay, cigarettes after sex

♡ released april 16th, 2024

♡ single

♡ running time: 3 minutes 33 seconds

the tortured poets department: the anthology, taylor swift

♡ released april 19th, 2024

♡ full album / LP

♡ best songs: fortnight, loml, fresh out the slammer, but daddy i love him, florida!!!

♡ running time: 2 hours 2 minutes

yuq1, yuqi

♡ released april 23rd, 2024

♡ extended play / EP

♡ best songs: freak, drink it up, red rover

♡ running time: 19 minutes 19 seconds

bubble gum, newjeans

♡ released april 26th, 2024

♡ single

♡ running time: 3 minutes 41 seconds

bewitched: the goddess edition, laufey

♡ released april 26th, 2024

♡ full album / LP

♡ best songs: goddess, promise, dreamer, must be love, trouble, from the start

♡ running time: 1 hour 1 minute

──★ ˙ ̟🎀 BEE'S TRACKS: TOP 10

♡ 10. quarter life, tomorrow x together

THIS SONG IS EVERYTHING TO ME YOU DONT GET IT. YOU ACTUALLY DONT UNDWRSTAND YOUNWILL NEVER UNDERSTAND MY INTENSE OVERWHELMING INDESCRIBABLE LOVE FOR THIS SONG. I LOVE IT SO MUCH

♡ 9. read your mind, sabrina carpenter

I CANT READ UR MIND🗣🗣shes so real for this whole song and its sUCH a vibe who allowed her to make this song and just give it to us. like. For Free. what the fuck. perfect

♡ 8. bring it on, fromis_9

this song is so girlypop ive been so obsessed???? fromis 9 are so underrated i swear like unlock my world has to be one of my favourite albums of all time ever. in love!

♡ 7. i'll see you there tomorrow, tomorrow x together

@bananacatmeow THERE'LL BE NO MORE SORROW I'LL SEE U THERE TMOROW 🗣🗣🗣🔥🔥🔥 self explanatory i fucking love this song so much actually

♡ 6. bad for business, sabrina carpenter

THIS IS MY FAVOURITE SONG AT THE MOMENT <3 its a little more recent thats why its only on number 6 but it reminds me of my princess and i just love it in general so this song is the loml. ONE OF MY FAV SABRINA SONGS EVERR I LOVE ITTTT <3

♡ 5. smart, le sserafim

yes this is on my top 10 again.... this song goes so hard im sorry idk what to tell u 😕

♡ 4. bad news, kiss of life

okay i wasnt actually expecting this to be on here but bad news has to be the best kiof song like ever honestly beats everything. the high notes give me life and this whole album is my chaotic girl anthem honestly

♡ 3. the killa, tomorrow x together

self explanatory. the tinnitus effect goes so hard on this song i cant explain i want to inject it into my blood genuinely the most ass shaking song released this year or like ever for that matter go txt slut era!!!

♡ 2. espresso, sabrina carpenter

my give a fucks are on vacationnnn 🎀 I FUCKING LOVE THIS SOBG OH MY GOSHHHHHH IVE BEEN SO OBSESSED ALL MONTH. SABRINA I LOVE U SO BAD THIS SONG IS MY EVERYTHING. AJJAJSJAJSJSSJJSJSDJNSNSNSNAJDJ

♡ 1. deja vu, tomorrow x together

no words. music video made me sob my heart out and this song touched me so deeply i cant even begin to explain. txt ilysm

──★ ˙ ̟🎀 ALBUMS

♡ 1. emails i can't send, sabrina carpenter

we were all expecting this be honest 😭 i have quite literally NOT SHUT UP about this album the WHOLE MONTH and ive been so obsessed w sabrina its actually insane like this was so obvious actually 😭💓

♡ 2. minisode 3: tomorrow, tomorrow x together

once again self explanatory i had had such a bad breakdown like a few days before this came out and the deja vu mv made me cry so bad because of the sheer fact it resonated with me so much 😭 i love them so much and they did amazing AS ALWAYS txt never misses 💓💓💓

♡ 3. the tortured poets department, taylor swift

the way i actually really didnt like this album at first??? its grown on me so much though the lyric writing is IMMACULATE and i feel its more focused on lyrics and writing more than production this time unlike midnights, which was probably why it didnt instantly click with me straight away. comfort album

♡ 4. fake it flowers, beabadoobee

IM SO EXCITED FOR BEA3 YOU DONT UNDERSTAND. fake it flowers is like the loml i love fake it flowers more than i love my life fake it flowers is love fake it flowers is life everybody worship fake it flowers now

♡ 5. back to black, amy winehouse

I LOVE AMY WINEHOUSE SO MUCH RAHHH THE MOVIE AB HER CAME OUT THIS MONTH AND IVE BEEN RELISTENING TO BACK TO BLACK AND IM SO OBSESSED 😭😭😭💕💕💕

──★ ˙ ̟🎀 ARTISTS

♡ TOMORROW X TOGETHER (woahh im so shocked ahahah i didnt expect this at all)

♡ SABRINA CARPENTER (woahhhh im so surprised ahahahaha)

♡ TAYLOR SWIFT (ttpd my love)

♡ BEABADOOBEE (YOSHIMI FOREST MAGDALENE 🗣🗣🗣🔥🔥🔥‼️‼️📢📢📢)

♡ TWICE (obviously.)

──★ ˙ ̟🎀 SPECIAL MENTIONS

♡ coachella this month!!! le sserafim girls i love you so bad but this performance was NOT IT 😭 sabrina u were amazing though bb ily carried the whole show

♡ AND I DONT EVEN CARE IF IT MAKES ME SOUND INSANE I RAN MY FINGERS THROUFH YOUR HAIR AND I THANKED GOD TO TOUCH THE FLAME CUZ I SWORE NECKS WERE.MADE FOR BRUISING I SWORE LIPS WERE MADE FOR LIES AND I THOUGHT IF YOUD EVER LEAVE ME THAT ID BE THE REASON WHY

♡ im the biggest alley rose stan FIGHT ME.

──★ ˙ ̟🎀 EDITOR'S NOTE

thank you so much for reading this month's edition of bee's record player! i have so much fun writing these and rambling about my silly music and i hope you enjoy them too 💕 if there's anybody or anything you'd like me to mention, edit, or keep up with in these, then always feel free to tell me, im always open to new suggestions!

lots of love, and until next month! ♡

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nataliewrites · 18 days

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April showers bring May flowers but around here April just brings more pain.

April fools! Its 29/4 but guess who turned out to be the biggest fool?

spoiler alert, me!

You surely have noticed many people having favorite and lucky numbers of 2 , 3 , 7 or even 11 but as a kid i couldn’t help but notice that somehow I’ve always been associated with the number 4 (which later on will be described as my cursed number and YOU will see why), It bothered me SO much for some sorta weird reason that i felt like it’s a sign for bad thing, I just HATED the goddamn number and i didn’t even know why. For example, l’m the 4th granddaughter from the oldest to youngest, my family consists of 4 members, ive sat in the 4th disk away from the board in elementary and middle school and ive meet my lifetime best friends in the 4th grade. Now pay attention as you’ll see this taking an absurd turn where you start overthinking your whole life as a kid, if we subtract our apartment floor from my grandparents’ apartment floor 11-7 = 4, the addition of my birth day numbers 3+1 = 4, the subtraction of my birth year numbers 6-0-0-2 = 4 and uk the silly tiktoks that gives you a number for whatever reason? It ALWAYS was a 4.

As i grew older, i never gave it much thought until ive met my beloved month of the year, April🫶🏻

Oh April, the month during which i spent and initiated the most painful moments and heart-wrenching relationships (with guys mostly) of my whole life. Today (more accurately tomorrow) marks the end of you, and believe me i ended it with a one good of a cry that I vomited :>

And for the special moment of it ending, let me recall the memorable events engraved in my heart that have taken place during this month.

*wild drums* 3rdddd of april marks the birthday of my ex! really what a fresh start, and the very next day that same ex first texted me privately, mad at me for befriending the most 2 popular guys of my high school (sounds insane out of context lol). Next! I had the best moments with three of my ex-guy bestfriends, one of which turned out to be THE “enemy” to most of my guy friends currently and the other two did me SO FUCKING dirty that i won’t forgive them for it until the end of time. Regarding these two, I spent the first few days of the month living the worst week (seriously whom I kidding the rest of my life) in fear, high blood pressures and sudden panic attacks, luckily for me tho god came to the rescue as always and I’ve met my soulmate who got me out of the troubles I made with my own consequences, thanks to him i am who i am today<3 Moving on, I also first met the first true love of my life and ex of 1 year :/ (i really miss you). Lastly, concerning my bestie best guy best of best friends, it marks your birthday on the 16th of April that I’ve celebrated with you(?) for the first time this year.. YAY 18th HAPPY BIRTHDAY :3 and whom i cant even talk to properly anymore :(

I also just got to 400 songs on my playlist! And found out that there’s only a period of 4 days between the day on which I fell in love with the loml and the day that changed everything thereafter between us.

Moral is: shit happens and although I got to live through the miserable month over the past 2 years, I’m still quite excited (terrified) to see what it holds for me in the future, and owing to it, I’ve grown into the person I am today. Looking back, I could finally wrap my head around what my younger self had of what I like to explain as a vision of awful stuff happening to us associated with the number 4.

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mrskodzuken · 3 years

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Longing

pairing: Kozume Kenma x fem!reader

genre: angst to fluff (with crack bits)

wc: 2.3k

tw/cw: post-timeskip characters, some swearing, aaaaaaangst (wdym lol), alcohol + food, product ad placements /j, lovers to (one-sided fake) enemies to lovers again AU, set in the "Kenma with a f!Filo!reader as s/o" AU, mild? depression.

a/n: this is my entry for both @rosesandtoshi's "Enemies to Lovers" and @sunarent's "Because I Love You" collabs, and currently my lengthiest fic I've written in this blog alone (second overall). I hate to make the loml cry before his birthday (October 16th) but siiiiiiiigh I have no choice but to do the do (sorry Kenma). Special thanks for my ever-supportive wifey @atsuminthe, and both @melsun and @krystalgaia from The Cosmic Void server for beta-reading this *headpats* <3 //More notes below~// also please help me reblog this (if y’all want) coz Tumblr won’t show this in the tags 😭 thank you 🙇🏻‍♀️

tagging @anime-central =^ uwu ^= <3

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[15th October, 20xx.]

[Tokyo. Kozume Residence. 08:25]

The loud and shrilling sound of the digital alarm clock on the bedside table annoyed Kozume Kenma and ruined his peaceful sleep. So much that he’d slammed his hand on the button… hard, which resulted in a painful yelp and a throbbing palm.

“Fuck…,” he cursed under his breath, rubbing the pain on his hand away, and groaned, stretching his arms upward and yawning. He rolled over to the side and reached for your side of the bed you’re sharing with him, blindly feeling around for your figure with his hand... but you weren’t there. He sat up and looked over, puzzled.

“Y/N? Y/N~?” Where are you?”

He looked at his phone to check if you were online on your SNS—last activity was a few hours ago, during his game stream. No new messages, no new voice calls… “Kitten, where are you?” He started to panic.

He walked towards your shared cabinet and opened it. Your side of the cabinet was somewhat near-empty, save for a few hanging shirts and dresses.

“Y/N?” Kenma went inside his streaming room next and didn’t find you. Also in the kitchen, the backyard, your study room, bathroom—none. There were no notes left on the fridge’s door as to your whereabouts. Then he returned to your shared bedroom to retrieve his phone and try tried texting you.

This is absurd. Maybe… maybe we should just separate for now, Kenma—

Oh. His thumbs stopped just as he was going to press Send, cursing at himself. Yeah, how come Kenma forgot about it in such a small period of time? You two had a petty misunderstanding that escalated into a fight last night. And you decided to go out in the middle of the night—an overnight bag on your shoulder—and stay at a friend’s house for the meantime, leaving him all alone feeling angry and hurt. After that, he was forced to cancel a scheduled stream later that night (‘due to some technical issues’, but in reality, Kenma didn’t want to reflect his current mood on the game he was supposed to play) and slept fitfully.

Several thoughts ran through the former Nekoma setter’s mind, worry etched across his sullen features. Are you still mad at him? Kenma really didn’t mean to yell at you that night, and he was sorry about it. Are you fine all alone, walking in the almost-deserted street at night? Did you reach your friend’s house safely? Have you eaten your dinner yet? Did you cry to yourself again about what happened last night?—wWhat if you hurt yourself while your friend isn’t around you? He’d blame himself totally if that’s the case. But, do you still want him? Do you still love him—

A tear dropped and hit his phone screen. Kenma slowly sat on the floor in a fetal position and leaned his back at the edge of the bed, head hidden between his arms and knees. Soft sniffles were heard as he gripped his hands on his arms, crying his frustrations out.

“I’m so sorry, Y/N…”

[At a Starbucks cafe near the JVA HQ. 12:23.]

“Here’s your order, sir! Venti half-and-half, ten pumps vanilla, extra whip. Enjoy your coffee!”

Kuroo Tetsurou thanked the barista and grabbed his cup from the counter when he spotted his gamer best friend enter the cafe and walk towards him, dressed in his usual black hoodie and tattered skinny jeans and rubber shoes, a glum aura emitting around him. The sports promoter raised an eyebrow in confusion, observing his friend’s body language: Kenma’s shoulders hunched over, his back slouched a bit more than before, and his head hung down, with black Ray-Bans covering his eyes.

“Oi, Kenma, are you okay? You seem a little… off,” Kuroo said, stepping aside, away from the counter to let the next customer in. “And what’s with the black glasses? Take them off, please, it’s kinda distracting to look at.” He carefully sipped from his cup and a spot under his eye twitched like a tic, mumbling, “Ugh… that’s why I fucking hate whole-day corporate meetings, forcing myself to drink this ultra-sweet concoction to get through the day. I miss my black coffee with a teaspoon of sugar.”

Kuroo then fished out his phone from his coat pocket and took another long swig of the cup, before he accidentally sprayed the screen, brown eyes widening at Kenma’s face. “KYANMAAAAA!!!”

“Ew, Kuro, gross…,” the gamer winced and grumbled, his puffy eyes averting his childhood friend’s questioning gaze. He put his Ray-Bans back on and stuffed both hands inside his hoodie front pocket. “And, can you please lower your fucking voice down? It’s embarrassing…”

“Ah, sorry… But, your eyes though? Did you cry or something? Is something wrong with you and Y/N? What happene—“ Kenma interrupted him by raising his hand in front of his face in annoyance.

“Let’s talk about it somewhere else, not here,” he whispered lowly and turned to walk outside the cafe. Kuroo nodded and followed suit, dabbing the coffee off his phone screen with some tissues.

[At a nearby park. 12:47.]

“Ohoho… So that's what it is, huh?” Kuroo said coolly, his head looking up at the blue sky. “A cool off.” A few minutes prior, after settling themselves on one of the benches, a bag of snacks and some beer that Kenma bought inside a konbini store on the way there in hand, the former Nekoma setter started telling him about the previous night’s events that led to your leaving the house and Kenma’s sudden depression and crying earlier that morning.

Kenma curtly nodded, emptying another can of beer before getting up and throwing it away inside a nearby trash bin. He didn’t move and became silent for a moment, his slouching back facing Kuroo, before opening his mouth again to speak.

“I don’t know how to face her after what happened, Kuro. What if she doesn’t love me anymore because of me being jealous over such a trivial misunderstanding?” he said softly, a tone of guilt laced on each word that escaped his lips. “I really cannot forgive myself if that happens. I just can’t see myself loving another person the same way that I do with Y/N.” He removed his glasses and faced Kuroo, new tears threatening to leave from his reddened eyes.

“Kenma—“

“I… I love her, Kuro. I really love her. So, so much.” He roughly wiped his teary-eyed face with the sleeve of his hoodie, his broad shoulders trembling as he cried. “I miss her, even if it’s just for a few hours when we aren’t together. I wanna see her again, I wanna hug and kiss her again! Just like before…” Kenma let out a tiny chuckle and sniffled. “I fucking love her… I wanna spend the rest of my life loving Y/N, until the day I die…”

Kuroo stared at him and sighed helplessly. He stood up and walked towards his crying friend, bringing his hand to gently pat his head. “I’m sure she still loves you, Kenma, no matter what. Because it’s Y/N we’re talking about! Of course she’ll love you unconditionally. Okay? She’ll come back home to you, don’t worry!” He smiled sheepishly. “Now, now… I know you really love her to bits, so stop crying—Y/N would not like seeing your pretty face go ugly from crying too much! Chin up, man~ here!”

“S-shut up, Kuro,” he mumbled before grabbing the tissue that Kuroo offered and used it to wipe the snot from his reddening nose, his cheeks a bright red from both embarrassment and the alcohol.

[Outside the Kozume Residence. 23:39.]

Kenma quietly walked down the street near his house, one or two lamp posts illuminating it. He got back from playing games at an arcade the rest of the afternoon until closing time, a thing he really missed doing ever since graduating from high school and getting to uni, carrying a big paper bag full of cute cat plushies… for his kitten, Y/N, of course. He also brought two cake boxes, one chocolate cake and one chiffon cake that Kuroo bought for him, “‘cause it’s your birthday tomorrow, and you need something to cheer you up!” he told him.

“The icing probably melted, I guess,” he mumbled and sighed as he reached through the front gate of the house. “Oh, well… not that it matters anyway—?” Kenma stopped in his tracks and stared straight into the dimly lit doorway outside. He stared at your sleeping figure perched in front of the doorway, arms wrapped around your knees. Your overnight bag was placed between your chest and knees, used as a makeshift pillow for your head.

He quietly headed towards your figure and crouched beside you. “Y/N…?” How… How long did you wait for him to get home? Kenma quickly put down both the paper bag and cake boxes on the ground before he grabbed his phone out of his hoodie’s front pocket to check his notifications from you; there were none.

He suddenly jumped and accidentally fell on the ground on his butt when he felt a cold hand caressing his cheek, and saw you looking sleepy and dazed at him, your overstretched arm brought toward.

“Kenma… a-are you crying…?” you whispered softly, prompting your boyfriend to bring his fingers onto his cheeks. His golden eyes widened. Wait. Wait a fucking second. When did I start crying?

“Y/N, I—what are you doing, sleeping out in the cold in the middle of the night?!” The former Nekoma setter then scurried closer to you, flinching when he felt your hand freezing; even with the poor lighting of the bulb above them, Kenma noticed a slight redness in your cheeks due to the cold evening weather.

“Huh? I… I’m waiting for you, Kenma. Tetsu told me earlier about what happened, so I got home a few hours ago, but you were still out and…”

“I’m sure she still loves you, Kenma, no matter what. Because it’s Y/N we’re talking about! Of course she’ll love you unconditionally. Okay? She’ll come back home to you, don’t worry!”

He sighed, bringing both his hands to his face. “But, Y/N, you could’ve got inside the house using your duplicate house key—“

You sniffled quietly, mumbling, “I didn’t bring it with me last night when I left the house…”

“Then why didn’t you text or call me instead?!” he asked you, his voice getting a bit louder. Kenma froze. He did it again, yelling at you. Turning his head away from you, he mumbled a soft ‘I’m sorry’ and quickly pulled both of you up from your sitting positions. “C-come on, you’re freezing… let’s get you inside, Y/N—“

“I’m really sorry. For what happened last night,” you whispered, trying to swallow the lump in your throat. “I… we didn’t know it would come down to this, and I feel guilty about it—“

Huh? ‘We’? And Y/N feeling guilty about last night? Kenma looked at you, confused. “What do you mean—“

Achoo! You interrupted his question with a sneeze, your hands rubbing to and fro your arms to gain some warmth. “C-cold…,” you sniffled.

“Ah, sorry! Let’s continue this conversation inside, okay? Wait a second.” He hastily unlocked the front door and opened it when he felt something warm and soft touch his cheek.

[16th October 20xx.]

[Kozume Residence. 00:00.]

You pulled away, smiling sheepishly while wiping a faint kiss mark on Kenma’s cheek. “Happy birthday, kitten.”

Bonus:

[16th October 20xx.]

[Tokyo. Kozume Residence. 09:02.]

The shrill sound of the doorbell ringing annoyed the fuck out of Kozume Kenma, suddenly waking up from his peaceful sleep on the living room couch. He glanced at your sleeping figure atop him, soft snores escaping your lips and hands formed into fists on his chest, and smiled. He then gently maneuvered you to the back of the couch and slipped away, placing a small kiss on your head.

“Coming…,” the gamer hollered, stretching his arms up and grunting and cursing under his breath as he headed towards the entryway, the constant ringing of the doorbell getting on his nerves.

“Ye—“

POP! “Happy birthday, Kenma!” He jumped at the sound of party pops ringing on his ears, his face shocked as a scaredy-cat. Colorful strings and confetti covered the top of his head and shoulders. In front of him, two creepily smiling faces and two pairs of eyes—one brown and one golden-colored—were looking expectantly at him.

Kuroo and Bokuto greeted the annoyed birthday boy in unison for the second time, now-used party poppers still in their hands. “Happy birthday, Kenma!”

“Kuro, what are you doing?” Kenma asked the tall man with the black bedhead hair, his eyebrow twitching in annoyance. He spotted his manager Akaashi coming in from behind, carrying a large cream-colored cake box. He looked stressed like always. “Ah, Akaashi, good morning.”

“Kozume, good morning to you, too, and on behalf of these two grown-ass men who act like children and woke you up, I’m sorry,” Akaashi bowed to him in apology.

“It’s fine, I can still tolerate them, Kuro mostly.”

“What do you mean—“

“Tetsu! Kou-kun! Keiji-san! G’morning!” you happily greeted them as you wrapped your arms around your boyfriend’s waist from behind. “And good morning to my birthday boy~!” You leaned a bit to give Kenma a sweet kiss on the lips, which the other three men didn’t fail to notice, their cheeks red from embarrassment (Kenma also).

“O-oi, cut the PDA, will you? Respect the singles,” Bokuto said in a scolding manner.

“Sorry!”

“Anyways, since you’re both here,” Kenma started off, smiling while playing with your fingers; his icy cold stare not leaving both Kuroo and Bokuto, sending a chill down their spines.

“...mind telling me which one of you two convinced Y/N to pull a prank on me two days ago?”

Notes:

Y/N created a secret GC named "Operation: Kenma Birthday Plan?", and added Kuroo, Bokuto, Akaashi, and Hinata (since "best friend privileges" lol) into it, without Kenma knowing.

The one who initiated the plan to prank Kenma is... *drum rolls* ...Y/N.

The night after Y/N left the house, she sent a message to Akaashi saying she'll come over to his shared apartment with Bokuto for an overnight stay.

Thanks @meiansmistress for Kuroo's "weird coffee drinks" headcanon; I'm sorry if my coffee knowledge is low /gen

Kuroo kept his face straight (no wheezing) for more than an hour while being with Kenma that afternoon. But he really didn't know his friend would get depressed so suddenly after what happened that night.

Actually, Y/N really forgot to bring her duplicate house key with her before leaving quickly. Yeah smh

Kitties too tired to sleep in their shared bedroom, they ended up in the living room couch cuddling themselves to sleep.

Hinata came in two hours after AkaBoKuroo arrived at the house, and saw the two bros kneeling on a tray full of green monggo seeds as punishment (Akaashi is an exception); as for him though... Kenma's character killed Hinata's on a game they're playing a few hours later.

Likes are okay, reblogs are better, reposts and plagiarism stuff are frowned upon 🥰

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royallyjoon · 5 years

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red light magic iii

i’ve lost all ambition

for wordly acclaim...

i just want to be the one you love...

—

It’s colder today, you thought to yourself.

After your last class, you made the short walk to Elizabeth Juno, the building which held the majority of Karu’s art classes.

It was short, but impressive. The tinted glass walls made it difficult for you to see whether Jungkook was waiting for you inside or not. You hesitated a bit in front of the door but decided to enter and flashed your ID at the security guard, taking a seat on a bench.

Even from here, you could smell the paint from the main classrooms and whispers of professors explaining major art pieces. Elizabeth Juno radiated creativity, and with it the confidence its students had to pursue and work upon their craft.

About ten minutes later, waves of students began leaving their classrooms. You listened to their chatter as friends met up with each other, complaining about some project or other that would soon be due for their portfolios. The loneliness hit you once more, but disappeared just as fast as it appeared.

A tap on your shoulder made you look up. Jungkook drew his hand back to his side, smiling. “Distracted?”

You returned his smile and shook your head, shoving headphones into bookbags. “Nah...well, maybe. I was just taking in the energy Juno gave me.”

Jungkook laughed in understanding. “Yeah, she’s pretty inspiring, isn’t she?”

You walked out of the building into the cool, September breeze.

“Why did you want to meet up?” You asked, tucking your phone into your pocket.

“You said you can’t go back into your dorm, and your roommate won’t be back until late, right?”

“Yeah. What about it?”

“I wanted to ask if you would be wiling to come back to my apartment? Well, our apartment.”

You paused. “Like....with Namjoon and Yoongi and Hoseok and Mr. Kim?”

“And Jimin and Taehyung, yeah. I don’t think Jin hyung would mind an addition to the dinner table. And you’ve seen all of us around campus one way or another, so you could get to know us more formally?It’s just if you want to, though.”

You hummed, then continued walking. Would you rather go to the library until dark, clicking around on your laptop until you inevitably gave up on trying to be productive and started watching videos, or get closer to the one group of guys you manage to talk to on campus?

“If you’re sure the others wouldn’t mind, I’d love to come over.” You nodded.

Jungkook grinned. “Great! I’ll let everyone know.”

~~~~~~~~~~

jungkook opened “🅱️angtan’s 🅱️ussy”

jungkook: hey, (y/n)’s coming over. hope you cleaned 🤙🏼

old man is typing...

hobi hyung is typing....

loml is typing....

vante: ok

jiminie is typing...

old man: I’m cooking right now, thanks for the heads up

jiminie: 👀

loml: where are you guys right now?

hobi hyung: my room is always clean, the rest of you need to get your lives together

jungkook: we’re walking back from Juno, I’ll bring her back on my bike

old man: be careful! she’s probably not used to it

vante: he just wants to show off 😛 probably looking forward to her wrapping her arms around him

jiminie: ahhh~ so romantic

hobi hyung: much romance ^~^

lil meow meow is typing...

lil meow meow: why is she coming over?

jungkook: she forgot her keys this morning and her roommates won’t be coming back to the dorm until late

jungkook: it’s fine, she’ll just come over and eat

jungkook: we’ll bring her back by 11 so she has enough time to get back to the dorm before curfew

old man: I can send her home with leftovers😋

lil meow meow: ok

~~~~~~~~~~

“What did they say?” You peek at his screen without seeing anything, curious as to what their reaction would be.

“They’re cool with it! You’re ours for the evening.”

You smile and look down, blushing a bit at the concrete.

If only you had known the power behind the words,

the viciousness that was soon come to pass...

perhaps you would have trapped yourself just the same.

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“...no.”

“(Y/N)!”

“Jeon!”

Jungkook pouted as you paced back and forth before him, leaning on his bike. You were not prepared for the certain method of transportation Jungkook had in his possession. Upon seeing the completely black motorcycle in the school parking lot, you thought it was cool but never expected to get on it yourself.

“Come on, you have nothing to be afraid of!” Jungkook patted the space beside him.

You stopped pacing in favor of staring him down. His brown eyes shone with mischief behind strands of long, curly black locks.

“How long have you been riding?”

“Hmm...this was a 16th birthday present, so around two years?”

You shook your head and paced some more.

“Are you sure it can take two people? I’m not too light,” you said.

“First of all, you are perfect.” Jungkook said. “Second of all, I have managed to ride to school with both Jimin and Taehyung on the back, and I’m still here today! And so is Charlie. She can handle it.”

Silence for a few more minutes. Then, you huffed. “Alright, Charlie. Be gentle.”

Jungkook turned on the bike so that his back was facing the handlebars, holding an extra helmet in his hands. He waited as you placed one leg over the side of the bike and lowered yourself into the seat.

It’s a good thing I didn’t wear a skirt today, you thought to yourself. You had nothing against the clothing, but you did not want your first time on the bike to be in a skirt and/or heels.

Jungkook gently placed the helmet on your head and adjusted the straps accordingly. “Does it feel tight enough?”

“Can you make it just a little tighter? Just in case...”

Jungkook cheesed at your catiousness. “Of course, does that feel better?”

You gave him a thumbs up. He slipped your bag off your shoulders and placed it in the back of the bike along with his.

Jungkook stood and turned so that he was properly facing the front of the motorcycle.

You had seen and read enough books to know what comes next, but you didn’t want to seem to forward. Jungkook finished adjusting his helmet straps and snapped the visor into place. He reached behind him, gently picking up your hands and placing them around his midsection.

“Oh my God, are you sure? I don’t want to strangle you.” You asked so seriously he burst into laughter.

“It’s fine, it’s fine. No one is as much of a cobra as Jimin hyung. Are you ready?”

You steeled your sneakers against the platforms on either side of the motorcycle and held on to Jungkook a little tighter. “I guess.”

He let the bike stand properly and off you two sped.

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“Namjoon-ah!” Seokjin hollered. He finished cooking and was now wiping down the dinner table. “Come set the table!”

“How come (Y/N) gets all this special treatment?” Namjoon grumbled, barely awake from his afternoon nap. “The last time we ate you gave us plastic utensils and paper plates.” He grabbed the silverware from the cabinets and started setting the table for eight.

“That’s because I didn’t feel like washing the dishes that night, which I know you all would have left me to do. Nor am I washing them tonight.” Seokjin slammed the washcloth onto the side of the sink.

“Is Kookie on his way?” Taehyung bounced down the stairs in a hoodie and some sweatpants. He walked into the kitchen. “Ah, is dinner ready?”

Namjoon chuckled as he heard a loud smack, Seokjin’s preaching, and Taehyung’s whining.

“Go make yourself more presentable.” The older chided. “I live with a bunch of heathens.”

Namjoon finished up downstairs and went to “change” (read: lie down for a few more minutes).

He snuck into Yoongi’s room, plopped down in front of him, and got under the covers. The older muttered something that Namjoon did not hear before promptly passing out.

About twenty minutes later, Seokjin heard the revving of an engine down the block.

“THEY’RE COMING!” the eldest hollered, taking the food off the stove.

Jimin, relaxing in the living room, brushed his pink hair from his forehead and stood. “Hyung, relax, they’re not the SWAT team.”

“Go wake up your brothers. Why is everyone always sleeping in this house?” Seokjin asked incredulously,

Jimin hopped upstairs, threw open the door to Taehyung’s room, and pounced. “It’s time to wake up!” He playfully shouted as he threw himself onto his soulmate.

Taehyung groaned and tried to push his friend off of him, but Jimin wouldn’t budge. “You should change before Jin hyung gets mad.” Jimin giggled.

“Okay, okay I’m up...”

Jimin annoyed him some more before leaving for Yoongi’s room. He opened the door more quietly, peeking in to see what was Namjoon, Hoseok, and Yoongi all cuddling on the bed.

At some point in their nap, Hoseok had walked in, gotten into the bed on the other side of Yoongi, and fallen asleep as well.

Jimin took a couple of pictures before shaking the three awake.

Yoongi wasn’t even surprised at seeing Namjoon and Hoseok in his bed. He yawned and stretched before going to his drawers. “Yah, Namjoon, Hoseok, get up.”

The other two turned into the now empty space. “Why are you two so tired? You don’t even do anything,” Yoongi muttered.

“I stayed up writing lyrics again,” Namjoon spoke into the comforter.

“I was practicing until 3 am.” Hoseok groaned.

Yoongi snorted. “Sounds like your problem, not mine. Get out of bed and go change. Before I get the water.”

The twenty four year olds glared at their companion before lifting themselves off his bed and trudging off to their rooms.

“You’d better not fall asleep in there, either! Wash up!”

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Jungkook parked the motorcycle, letting it stand on its side. He all but whipped his helmet off and turned to face you. “So? How was it?”

You placed a foot on the concrete, lifting the other off the platform and swinging that leg over the side of the bike. Once both of your feet were on the ground, you collapsed.

“Oh my god, are you alright?” Jungkook threw his helmet on a handlebar and got off his motorcycle. He could see your lips moving but couldn’t tell exactly what you were saying.

“Sweet...sweet ground...” you whispered.

Jungkook undid the straps and took off your helmet. “Oh, stop being so dramatic. It was fun, wasn’t it?”

You huffed. “Sure. Speeding through the intersection at the last second of the yellow light was the best part, especially with that huge semi approaching. I love staring down headlights.”

Jungkook cackled and handled you your bag. “That was the least dangerous part of this evening.” He lent out a hand and you grabbed his to stand up.

“Oh really? Thanks for the warning.” You swung your bag strap over your shoulder and fixed your hair.

You turned to Jungkook with a smile. “Let’s go!”

The apartment was on the second floor with a wooden door. Jungkook pulled out a key ring and opened the door, holding it open for you. “Welcome to our humble abode.”

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Walking in, you were hit immediately with the smell of delicious, homecooked food.

As Jungkook locked the door, you took your shoes off. “Is it okay if I walk around in my socks or...?”

“You can wear my slippers—they’re the black and blue ones. I have another pair upstairs.”

You grinned in relief, thankful for his offer and for the fact that they fit. “Thank you!”

Jungkook took your bag, placing it on a hook near the door. “We’re home!” He hollered.

They might not have noticed it, but the familiarity with which he said that sentence felt....

so right.

Jungkook would never be able to come home without recalling how wonderful the “we” tasted on his lips.

Seokjin walked out of the kitchen carrying a platter. “Right on time! Welcome, (Y/N)! I didn’t know if you were allergic to anything or not, so I have a mix of cultural dishes and regular dinner foods. I hope you enjoy.”

“Oh, thank you so much Mr. Kim! You didn’t have to do so much for me...” you whispered the last part, standing unsure of yourself in the kitchen.

“Trust me, to feed this hoard, I do. And please, call me Jin.”

or Oppa

You nodded. “Is there a bathroom I could use to wash my hands?”

“Down this hallway, second door on the right.” Jungkook directed you. You thanked him and quietly padded down the hallway.

Jin and Jungkook’s eyes trailed you, fixed upon your back.

Once Jin heard the door close, he hollered once more but in Korean. “If you’re not all downstairs by the time (Y/N) leaves the bathroom, you don’t eat!”

You washed your hands, dried them, and opened the door to the hallway bathroom. There were a lot more brightly colored heads downstairs now. You steeled your nerves, walking to the dinner table.

Jin sat at the head of the table with Yoongi at the other end. Jimin, Taehyung, and Hoseok sat on one side and Namjoon and Jungkook on the other with a space left between them.

The group chorused welcomes as you approached the table. “I just wanted to thank you all again for letting me come over. You have a lovely home.”

“Aish, it’s nothing! It’s about time we all sat together for a meal.” Hoseok grinned and ushered for you to sit.

“Yeah, you know pretty much everyone here except for me, Jin hyung and Taehyungie.” Jimin said.

“Ah, I’m sorry for that, sunbaes! I have been hoping to see you around campus more.” You felt bad, but your schedules hardly allowed each other meet up.

“How about you come to dance club sometime? Hoseok hyung and I will be there!” Jimin offered.

You nodded. “Text me the time and location; I’ll definitely try to make it!”

“You’ll be seeing me a lot more in English, Ms. (L/N). Karu’s officially hiring me as a TA.” Jin dropped as he took a sip of water.

Your face brightened as Jungkook’s dropped. “Ah, really? I hope all my essays go to you for grading then!”

They laughed the comment off, all thinking the same thing.

“I could get used to this...

...forever.”

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(A/N): Ah, I’m sorry for taking SO LONG between chapters! I really didn’t want to just stop here for you guys! The good things are coming any update now; thank you for being patient and showing support :)

#yandere bts #yandere bts x reader #college au #kim namjoon #kim seokjin #min yoongi #jung hoseok #park jimin #kim taehyung #jeon jungkook #bts x reader #reader insert

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1:When did you lose your virginity? uhmmm 18

2: Rough sex or soft sex? it depends on my mood, but soft sex is so cute & wholesome with the right person.

3: Do you have any unusual kinks/fetishes? uhm? i like stomachs 😂

4: Weirdest place you’ve had sex? oh lord. uhm, next to a closed business & we definitely got caught.

5: Favourite sex position? doggy buuut recently switched to 69 😏

6: Do you like to be dominant or submissive? dominant yassss

7: Have you ever had any one night stands? nope

8: Sex on the bed, couch or the floor? bed

9: Have you ever had sex in a public place? yess 🤤 my fav.

10: Have you ever been caught masturbating? nope

11: What does your favourite sexy underwear look like? i wear boxers so maybe the tighter ones.

12: How often do you have sex? never now 😂 but if i’m with someone, atleast daily 😂

13: Is there anybody right now you’d like to have sex with? absolutely

14: Do you prefer giving or receiving oral sex? giving but again, recently receiving has been great 🤤

15: Most embarrassing thing that’s ever happened to you during sex? i was moving a pillow to cover my face & smacked her in the head with it 😂

16: A song you’d listen to during hard/rough/kinky sex? either skin by rihanna or all we do by trey songz

17: A song you’d listen to during soft/slow/passionate sex? naked by russ

18: Are you into dressing up for sex? never done it but i think i’d like it

19: Would you prefer sex in the bath or sex in the shower? ooo that’s hard. probably bath. that was great.

20: If you could have sex with anyone right now, who would it be? oh shit. i can’t put her on blast, but she’s the last girl i had sex with. & it was on October 16th so she knows who she is 😏

21: Have you ever had a threesome? If not, would you? no but i would.

22: Do you/would you use sex toys? absolutely.

23: Have you ever sent someone a dirty text/picture? absolutely

24: Would you have sex with your best friend? no

25: Is there anything you do after sex? (for example, smoke, eat, drink) definitely eat 😂

26: Something that will never fail to get you horny? whispering in my ear 🙄

27: Early morning sex or late night sex? late night

28: Favourite body part on the opposite sex? eww

29: Favourite body part on the same sex? stomach 😂

30: Something that you have hidden in your room that you don’t want anyone to find: i mean.. probably a toy or two but i don’t care if it’s found lmao

31: Weirdest sexual act some has performed [or tried to perform] on/with you: i’ve had not so good sex. but not weird.

32: Have you ever tasted yourself? [If no, would you?] [If yes, what did you think?] have you ever had a girl go down on you then kiss you? it’s the best.

33: Is it ever okay to not use a condom: do whatever i don’t care

34: A food that you would like to use during a sexual experience: chocolate covered strawberries because i mean cmon

35: Worst possible time to get horny: at work but low key like it

36: Do you like it when your sexual partner moans? absolutely

37: How much fapping is too much fapping: the limit does not exist

38: Best sexual complement you ever got: “have you gone down on someone before because...wow” 😳😏

39: Favorite foreplay activities: definitely teasing

40: What do you wear to bed? boxers

41: When was the first time you masturbated: shoot idk

42: Do you have any nude/masturbating pictures/video of yourself? shore do

43: Have you ever/when was the last time you had sex outside? i’ve never but i would

44: Have/would you ever have sex in public? yesh

45: Have/would you ever had a threesome? no but i would

46: What is one random object you’ve used to masturbate? ? 😂

47: Do you watch gay/lesbian porn? why/why not? i used to watch lesbian because like i was curious & a baby gay

48: Do you like oral sex? (why/why not) duh, it hits different

49: How do you feel about tattoos on someone you are interested in? YESSSS lemme kiss those 😍

50: How would you feel about taking someones virginity? i like being a lil teacher so 😏

51: Is there any food you would NOT recommend using during a sexual encounter? whip cream because it’s so damn sticky

52: Would you rather be a pornstar or a prostitute? pornstar for sure

53: Do you watch porn? not really

54: Have you ever been called a freak? Why? nope

55: Do you feel comfortable going “commando”? no

56: Would you have a problem with going down on someone if they hadn’t shaved their pubic hair? it’s happened before but i prefer it to be shaved

57: If you could give yourself head, would you? duh

58: Booty or Boobs? booty always

59: Have you ever cheated on someone? (Why?) sad question. asshole. yes because i was a piece of shit

60: If you were the other sex for a day, what are five things you would do? helicopter that hoe, pee standing up, jack off for sure, probably have sex because like why not, get head.

61: have you ever watched someone masturbate? yes

62: has anyone ever watched you masturbate? yes

63. Have you ever had an erection and someone noticed? yes hate when that happens

64. What is your method of masturbation? (ie. toys, clitorial, prostate) toys on my prostate. sike lil bullet on the clit 👍🏼

65. What is your bra/penis size? atleast a fingers length 😏

66. What is the strangest thing you have ever put up your vagina/anus? a finger attached to a piece of shit human

67. When was the last time you masturbated? probably a couple weeks ago

68. When was the last time you had sex? october 16th 🙄

69. When was the last time you watched porn? when i showed someone my favorite porn while at the park 😂

70. Have you ever bought a sex toy? If so, which one did you buy last? First sex toy? If not, which one do you plan on buying when you do? yes. i couldn’t tell you the last time. i should update. i did win one recently. i really just want a strap on 😂

71. Guys:Circumsized? definitely

72. Which not-genital part of your body do you like being touched? my ears

73. Which genital part of your body do you like being touched? the nips always

74. Girls:Are you able to achieve orgasm just through breast stimulation? i wish

75. Have you anonymously sent a sexual ask to someone on tumblr? no

76. When was the last time you have had a wet dream? week ago?

77. Which wet dream was your favorite? the kind where i cum then wake up.

78. Is there a friend you would willingly have sex with? uhm. no? but then again i guess the loml & i are technically just friends so yes with her😏

79. Is there a celebrity/character you would willingly have sex with? duh. demi.

80. Favorite sexual position? i already answered this. sooo 69

81. Do you like being called a slut or whore in bed? never happened. so

82. Are you into any BDSM? yesh

83. Have you ever wanted to have sex with someone but knew you couldnt for any reason? Why? uh weird question idk

84. Do you like dirty talk? yessss

85. Are you loud or quiet during sex? Masturbation? loud as hell.

86. Have you ever been inturrepted during sex or masturbation? Who/what? yes 😩 my little brother was banging on the door

87. What kind of porn do you like to watch? guy & girl idk why 😂

88. Have you ever confessed to someone that you got an erection over them? What about masturbated to them? yessss

89. Have you ever masturbated because your sexual partner wasn’t there when you needed them? yes 😏 don’t tell her

90. Have you ever had a one night stand? Do you still keep in contact with them? no i haven’t

91. Have you ever had a friends with benefits? Are they still beneficial? nope. i couldn’t do that.

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