I have completed a character reference now WITH pronouns! I’ve noticed many readers have been mistaking my characters genders (especially Kaia) so hopefully this will fix that!

// probs the last ooc post of the night, but i’ll be adding the following muses to this blog within the next week !

- nina / prairie / the oa: the oa - freddie mcclair: skins - effy stonem: skins - cassie ainsworth: skins - emily fitch: skins - naomi campbell: skins - chris miles: skins - lady bird: lady bird - sean falco: bad samaritan - brooke maddox: mtv’s scream - jennifer check: jennifer’s body - tuesday mcmillan: oc

<b>Water</b> main break closes entrance route to Corvallis hospital

A water main break on Northwest Elks Drive Sunday afternoon has closed the entrance road to Good Samaritan Regional Medical Center near ... from Google Alert - water damage https://www.google.com/url?rct=j&sa=t&url=http://www.gazettetimes.com/news/water-main-break-closes-entrance-route-to-corvallis-hospital/article_1398c780-c8db-5aba-8960-1b43a825c895.html&ct=ga&cd=CAIyGmM1ODA0ODI0ZWVkYWI2OWU6Y29tOmVuOlVT&usg=AFQjCNGd2u4hsuMf6MSTVZsBWbehgKB-OA

ADMIN USE ONLY These questions only need yes or no answers. They’re not commitments if you say yes, simply organizational tools. Are you interested in finding critique groups/partners? - Yes Are you interested in being a beta-reader? - No Are you open to being tagged in writing questionnaires/asks/games? - Yes Are you open to being messaged to talk about writing? - Yes Are you open to being tagged to participate in writing discussions? - Yes Would you like to participate in Writeblr by Region? - Yes Would you like to participate in the Translation Corner? - No      If so, which languages would you like to be listed under? - N/A

Short Profile: Preferred Nickname: Ryan Country/Region: United States of America / North America Languages: English, Vietnamese, Latin, Spanish, German, Arabic Preferred Writing Type: Fanfiction, short stories, poems, novels Preferred Genre(s) to Write: Sci-fi, realism, sci-fi realism, LGBTQ+ fiction Preferred Genre(s) to Read: Sci-fi, sci-fi realism, LGBTQ+ fiction, action/adventure, magic realism, mythological/fantasy realism Favorite Book(s) and Author(s): Books - Cloud Atlas, The Martian, Hold Still, Everything Leads to You, Alex Rider series, Maximum Ride series; Authors - Drew Karpyshyn, Alex London, Anthony Horowitz, Kathy Reichs, Nina LaCour, Ellen Hopkins Favorite Music Genre(s)/Artists(s): Genres - Rock, Christian contemporary, indie, Islamic R&B; Artists - Breaking Benjamin, Citizen & Saints, Shane & Shane, Bastille, Passenger, Two Door Cinema Club, Maher Zain, Fall Out Boy Favorite Fandom(s):    Movies: Star Wars, Another Earth, Across the Universe, The East, Sound of My Voice, Fantastic Four (2016)    TV Shows: The OA, Heroes (but definitely not Heroes Reborn), Person of Interest, Power Rangers, Being Human, Orphan Black    Anime: N/A    Comics: Radioactive Spider-Gwen, Ultimate Fantastic Four    Video Games: Mass Effect, Fallout 4, Titanfall 2, Tomb Raider, inFAMOUS, The Last of Us Hobbies/interests other than writing: Playing video games, watching Netflix, boxing, exercising, MBTI, psychology, science fiction, philosophy

Extended Profile: Personality Zodiac Sign: Cancer —Does it match your personality? - To my disappointment, yes MBTI Type: INTJ —Does it match your personality well? - I’ve been told so? But I fully believe I’m not really a T because I’m too chaotic and moody Introvert or Extrovert? - Introvert

Writing Habits Number/Names of WIPs: I have literally never finished anything with more than one chapter. I’m a heavy procrastinator and it shows in my school and writing ethic. A solid number right now would be about 4? But it’s definitely like more than a dozen if all my writing years are included.

But I Don’t Love You - fanfic (abandoned tbh); Teen Wolf post-mid-season 3. Lydia pines over Allison and deals with her post-Peter trauma

Option 833,333 - fanfic (abandoned also); Person of Interest post-mid-season 4. Shaw escapes from Samaritan and adjusts to life with Team Machine again as what she endured during her time with Samaritan slowly unravels.

The Day The War Began - fanfic (outlining); Mass Effect. OC-rewrite of the Shepard trilogy featuring 0 canon love interests because I don’t wanna take sides and/or butcher canon characters’ romances

Electric Heart - novel (outlining/writing); original sci-fi. During an android/human war that’s lasted for over half a century, a human crashes on an android-controlled planet and is recovered by an android who has, up until this point, chosen complacency in involving herself in the war. But no longer, of course, because conflict. (I’ve literally written 3 pages for this but procrastinated on writing more by planning like 10x more. I have so, so many notes and even an ending in mind. But, do I want to write? Apparently not.)

Favorite book about writing: N/A although Story: Substance, Structure, Style, and the Principles of Screenwriting by Robert McKee is on my reading list Planner, Pantser or Plantser? - I’m normally a pantser but for my most recent project (aka... my first attempt at a novel in 8 years), I’ve decided to incorporate tons of planning because I clearly wasn’t doing it before and all of my previous stuff ended up going nowhere. So, change the method, change the result. Favorite Outlining Method: I just bullet list down the page and indent accordingly. My school notes are equally unorganized tbh. Do you write on a schedule or sporadically? - Sporadically Any creativity rituals that you use: Well, I usually browse Tumblr for like two hours before I write, but I wouldn’t consider that a ritual that works.

Your Writing Community Tumblr: http://5thmovement.tumblr.com/ Current writing/creative communities you participate in: N/A NaNoWriMo Community Name (if applicable): hearden Wattpad Community Name (if applicable): hearden fanfiction.net or AO3 Community Name (if applicable): hearden (AO3), BA17 (ff.net - but tbh that was from 2010 and I wouldn’t visit it if I were you... because I just did and I cringed) DeviantArt Community Name (if applicable): N/A Patreon Community Name (if applicable): N/A

OKAY, SO THIS IS JUST ANOTHER RANDOM BLOG POST. i dont care if other people read it or not, meh.

2021. I have surpassed a year of isolation, self criticism and paranoia. I'm not gonna lie, being in a same routine for almost 24/365 had been tough. I almost always thought of suicide even though I love my life. Its just that my mind is the fucker of my whole mental health. What mind cant do, right? Ive been self criticizing myself over some mistake that I am constantly making and also I always make second thoughts that make other people feel like criminals. Always assuming that everyone's gonna kill me because of my lashing out and coarse response.

Too OA right? Maybe I should go see a therapist you thought? Well I also think I have develop agoraphobia. (Fear of new environment). This fucked up life. This fucked up mind.

With my strong will to live still intact, I thought maybe if I find my self worth and also take time to know myself then I would be out of this degrading mindset.

I have searched quizzes for self discovery and 16personalities.com showed up. When I first take this test I resulted to INTP. Then I thought of myself as one for almost 4 mos? Then I read the description again, like being INTP is bullshit. This is nothing like me. Then I answered the question again only to find out that I am INFP. Then I was so happy since I thought of Feeling as something I was all about compare to thinking. I thought that this is only a simple test to take and then I move on to the next. But having to know my MBTI type and still experience life as a fuck up, I got obsessed. I researched more of what INFPs all about. Then I have bumped into the cognitive functions. Dont get me wrong, MBTI is still helpful to me right at the moment but I kinda went overboard with the whole stereotyped being labeled as a personality type kinda thing.

After further and further readings and articles about the INFPs Ive found myself slowly falling more deep into the oblivion. I have never seen myself more damaged than I was before. I have thought that this MBTI is a self discovery quiz to finally understand my shortcomings and why Im feeling myself. I spent my whole 2020 being my own therapist, with MBTI as a basis and yet it fucked me more and more. I think because of this, I would slowly transition to insanity. Because of doubt about the accuracy of what INFPs are in general comparing to the anatomy of my identity, I have retaken mbti online test a gajillion times. Until I have resulted to ISTJ. I thought by that time it was ACCURATE. But then again the feeling is only temporary, being this 'type' had me exhausted; like I was just mimicking it since I read about how accurate it was being ISTJ not knowing that Im only role playing. Then I took the test again, only to find out Im an ISTP, then INTJ, then ESTJ and finally back to INFP—its bullshit.

MBTI is not 100% accurate and also fault in my part, I used it wrong. MBTI was just suppose to define what COGNITIVE functions I use and thats that. The whole INFP bohemian, INFP healer, INFP pure and empathetic should not be taken seriously. If a 16personalities blog says that INFPs are meant to change the world with their values then the world wouldve been a euthopia by now. That is just too much. The description on what it does actually brain wash us to think that the people who have taken the exam should adhere to that definition since they got that as a result in the first place. I take self discovery personally and through psychoanalytical theories its just not the proper way.

Despite the bad effect of the stereotypes and taking it seriously, its did still give me something to enlighten me on some parts of my identity. Cognitive functions.

Before I use to read my cognitive functions and it came to the point that I doubt being an INFP because Fi is like a child that just dreams and would not survive in the real world (as I said, stereotyped). But if you would just read it at a more surface level understanding, I would want to put my 2 cents on the fact that I actually use these. Fi-Ne-Si-Te. Not in a way how a blog post defines it but how it actually plays a part on using the mind. I have learned that I use Fi not because I put worth on what I am FEELING at the moment, but because I use to base my judgements on what I believe is truth. That belief doesn't come from nowhere, from the moment I was born I pick up experiences from the outside and what it fruits happens to he my belief and I sincerely use that as a MAIN function of being PAULINE. I am quite stubborn on what I believe in since it had been proven and tested through EXPERIENCE. Which is gonna be my second function Ne. My Ne for now is unused because of the situation (covid and family business). Although I feel secured and practical (Si), i still think that what I experience at the moment should give me valuable lessons because I am still working externally although (Se). About my Te I am still working on that. For me that is my immature part of myself.

If you read about it you would think this post is ironic. I hate MBTI but I also use it. No. What I just hate is the MISDIRECTION of blog posts that commercialise MBTI for the sake of business. (Typing services, full report subscription/availment). Just because of Fi being value based doesnt make you a samaritan or a humanitarian. Just because you are Ne doesnt mean you are just the class clown or a maybe crazy person. Si doesnt mean being conservative. Te doesnt equate to being in corporate or one of those politicians. Its just the Objective definition to be fit in a classification of personalities. Not your own identity. Look at Adolf Hitler, he is an INFJ but it is said that INFJs are advocates for the betterment of humanity not for the destruction of it, but still it stays on the course right?

As what I have said MBTI is not the devil here, I think just of the link between self worth—self identity—mbti is not right. But its just my opinion. If you are not serious about finding self worth thingy and just wanted to know bits of yourself for the sake of fun and trivia then go do that. But for us with existential problems and detoriarated self worth MBTI should just be taken lightly.

Soft preds being forced to eat a prey friend against their will?

OH as soon as I saw this ask, my first thought was Oa who’s never eaten anyone before, and his brother, Kole is a savage who hates humans. Angst ensues >:3c

Who’s Oa?

I only ever drew him once, but I keep reminding myself I have to draw a proper ref one of these days lol.

You might recognize his daughter Lexie better. (This ref of Lexie is really old tho, so it looks nothing like her now.)

Oa is Lexie’s dad, and he’s full giant, though his clan was raided when he was seven years old. Two hunters took pity of him and adopted the young giant as their own son. Oa was raised pretty much the same as any human, and eventually wed a human and had Lexie as a daughter. Since Oa grew up around humans, he can’t imagine eating one, and the idea is just disturbing to him

I have some rough character concepts on the drawing board, but the first thing to notice here; these giants wear shoes? Unheard of!

Do any of your preds use vore as a comfort or a sign of affection? Also, who’s this Oa guy from the “unwilling” pic? o3o

Absolutely! Daki might not be a softie, but he is kind of touch-starved but doesn’t know how to properly display affection, so he loves to eat his little human friend Sam (owned by @noodle-slurp) and he’s declaimed them as his comfort food.

Lexie also is the sort to eat their friends. They’re a silly goof, but they still have a big heart and she wants to keep her friends safe.

(Ancient sketches of Lexie and her girlfriend)

My dude Polo is also one for comfort noms! I haven’t posted much of him yet, though I intend to write more about him in the future.

As for Oa- He’s actually Lexie’s dad. He was born into the Krynne giant clan where he was originally going to be raised like the rest of the giants; as a killing machine, and a weapon against humanity. This took an unexpected turn when his clan was attacked by hunters when he was just seven years old. According to the Unseen Legion records, the hunters exterminated all of the clan members, though two hunters named Danny and Nat Samaritan took pity on young Oa and rescued the young giantling from the massacre, raising him as their own son.

He grew up just like any ordinary human under the loving care of his dads, and used the help of alchemic ice to disguise himself as human for most of the time. He eventually married a human and had Lexie as a daughter, whom he has a very close bond with. With his normal upbringing, he grew up with no instincts, and he never ate any human.

Unknown to him, his twin brother, Kole actually survived the Unseen Legion’s invasion, and he and a clan Elder fled to live on their own in the wilderness. I plan for the twins to meet eventually, which could be interesting, given how different they are, and how repulsed Kole would likely be at Oa’s sympathy towards humans.

Meet the Krynnes!

There’s only three living members of the Krynne clan left; Iro (the clan Elder), Kole and Oa (the twins- I don’t have a proper reference for Oa yet though), and a half-Krynne, Lexie Krynne Samaritan. Imma go a bit into the history of the Krynne clan here, so... Warnings of violence towards giant children.

The Krynne clan had a pretty bloody past that I may or may not touch on in the series at all. This cradle clan consisted of four clan Elders (one of which is Iro) and an assortment of roughly twenty young giantlings ranging from ages 2-14 years old. Like all cradle clans, this was a place where young giants would be trained in survival techniques and fed anti-human propaganda to fuel them in their crusade through adulthood against humanity. 

When Kole and Oa were just seven years old, a large group of hunters from the Unseen Legion raided the Krynne clan in attempts to wipe out the young giants before they could be big enough to be threats to humans. Two of these hunters were the couple, Daniel and Nathaniel Samaritan, which I’ll go more into later. These hunters didn’t expect to fight children and turned against the rest of the hunters and barely managed to rescue one of the giant children, Oa, adopting him as their own son.

With Oa surviving that traumatic experience, he had blocked most of it out of his memory early on, though believed the rest of his clan to be dead. He was raised just like any human. Nathaniel was a skilled alchemist, and was able to help hold Oa in his camo form for long periods of time with purification ice to blend into human society. He later grew up, married a human, and had a daughter, Lexie Samaritan; a half-breed.

Back to Iro and Kole;

Iro was skilled in alchemy and sorcery and managed to rescue one other Krynne child, Kole and fled the raid. These were the only survivors of the massacre. At only seven years old, Kole was brought into the wild and had no choice but to be initiated as an adult and become the youngest giant ever to receive his Bands, while most giants receive their bands at age 15. Iro volunteered as Kole’s Banded partner in survival and they traveled together ever since. 

In their rage against the Unseen Legion after what the hunters had taken from them, both learned to excel in alchemy and combat and became heroes among giants who learned to skillfully bait, trap, track down, and kill as many hunters as they could. Kole’s weapon of choice were arrows that were tipped with alchemic ice of different purposes that he would throw at his enemies, while Iro’s weapon would be his sorcery.

// some muses im considering adding:

-nina/the oa/prairie: the oa -freddie mcclair: skins -cassie ainsworth: skins -effy stonem: skins -emily fitch: skins -naomi campbell: skins -maxxie oliver: skins -chris miles: skins -brooke maddox: mtv’s scream -bubbles utonium: powerpuff girls -sean falco: bad samaritan -charlie kelmeckis: perks of being a wallflower -lady bird: lady bird -jennifer check: jennifer’s body