Rules
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Multiple times over the years, Agatha learns the rules.
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CWs: BBU, pet whump, kidnapping, collar, beating, stress positions, dehumanisation, non-con nudity (non sexual)
Agatha juts her chin out, poise perfect despite the tip-toe position she's been forced into.
"My name is Miss Agatha Stanbury, daughter of Lord Kenneth Stanbury. Let me go and you may get out of this alive."
Foster Montgomery smirks, pressing his knife into her neck, blood beading along its edge.
"I think I'd rather keep you. Nobody's going to find you, certainly not after I'm finished with you." He drags his knife down her front, slitting her clothes. They mostly stay on, but it must be a very sharp knife to manage that. "Take them off."
"No."
He holds up the knife, reminding her. "What did you say?"
Agatha swallows but keeps her poise. She's going to be an actress, she can pretend she has nothing to fear.
"I said no. You have given me nothing to wear afterwards and I will not follow your disgusting commands."
"I have more suitable clothing for you later, if you earn it. But if you won't obey willingly I'll have to do it for you."
Agatha's barely had a chance to process the statement when she's slammed to the ground. All her bones are jarred and her nose explodes with agony. A boot seems to grind her into the floor as Montgomery removes her clothing piece by piece.
She hates herself for thinking it, but at least he lets her keep her knickers.
He grunts in satisfaction, and hauls her to her knees. She shoves his hands away and stands, but is back on her knees in less than a second.
"Stay." He reaches behind him and picks up a leather collar complete with tag.
Agatha doesn't move when he reaches out and buckles the suffocating leather around her throat, but not out of obedience. She just doesn't think she can.
She reaches up to touch it, but Montgomery smacks away her hand before she can.
"Don't even think about it. I'll only ever remove it if you need a punishment that might interfere with the collar somehow, so if you do so yourself I'll assume that's what you're after. But you do still deserve a punishment. Bend over."
Agatha swallows hard, the soft leather and cold metal buckle pressing against her throat. She doesn't move. She only came down for the season, she's not going to obey a kidnapper who's apparently obsessed with turning her into a pet.
He couldn't find a volunteer? There's enough of them.
She pitches forward onto her hands and knees as he pushes her over, pulling her knickers down.
"Bare flesh is best for this. Pets obey. They don't say no. They don't talk back. You need to learn this."
Agatha has never had such a thrashing in her life as she receives then. No-one's ever drawn blood before. She's not passed out enough by the end to receive a reprieve though – he orders her to clean the house, and woe betide her if he finds a speck of dust or blood.
She experiences it all as if from miles away. As if from the gathering she's supposed to be at right now, with entirely different rules. She's not in her body, most of the time, and that's probably for the best.
That day and the next, she learns the rules of being Foster Montgomery's captive.
1) Don't say no.
2) Only speak when spoken to.
3) Don't talk back.
4) Address other people as sir or ma'am.
5) Always obey immediately.
6) Don't remove your collar.
7) Punishments are always deserved, always hard, and given at the slightest provocation.
She adds an extra one from herself, too, which she knows is true. Montgomery giving her a collar is not just him being a sick bastard, it's theatre, another part of the pretense. Because even if he were to parade her in front of those she loves, everyone knows that only pets wear collars.
8) No-one's coming to my rescue. I'm not getting out of here unless I do it myself.
Over the next few months, the rules don't change. The chores are hard, and the punishments harsh, and a lot more of her is scarred now. Very little of what Montgomery does has any logic to it.
But she still can't find an escape. She fears she's sinking into it.
_
When she's hired by Hayes Fletcher, more rules are added to the list.
9) Don't talk to the other pet.
10) If you disobey, it won't just be you who's punished.
Eloise won't receive whippings, of course, and no canings during the shoot, but she can be put in stress positions, or starved, or have a bucket of water dumped over her head before being left in the unheated studio overnight. And Agatha has absolutely no desire to subject her to anything other than a good hot meal and somewhere better to sleep.
_
Rule 7 is underlined dramatically by the inspector's visit. In the aftermath, Agatha's arm and back throbbing, blood pooling on the frozen stone floor that her toes are just able to touch, Eloise whimpering from her own position, Agatha makes sure to add another two rules to herself (though the second is altered after Eloise's angry objections).
11) Don't talk about the situation to outsiders. It will only make things worse.
12) Don't break the rules. Even Only if Eloise agrees to do so.
_
Agatha could possibly escape during the transatlantic crossing. She thinks about it. Even jumping overboard might be better. But she needs to see Eloise again. Be sure that she's alive and physically unhurt (from the sinking at least, Agatha has no doubt she'll have been hurt since). Tell her that she's brave, and a hero, because if it had been anyone but fellow pets she'd saved, if she was anyone but a pet herself, her actions would've been lauded, but instead it's Hayes Fletcher who's being praised for having such a good pet. Which isn't right, it isn't fair, and Agatha can't leave Eloise on her own.
That's when Agatha solidifies the last rule for herself, that's been brewing since she first met Eloise but she's never stopped to think about it before.
13) Her and Eloise only have each other, and will always have each other.
_
Then the Great War comes.
Foster Montgomery signs up to fight. He leaves Agatha in Hayes Fletcher's care, who lends her to the munitions factory, for good publicity and probably money (money for Fletcher? Money for Montgomery? She doesn't know. But neither man is big into philanthropy). Eloise isn't there. Agatha follows the rules Montgomery has already given her, hating the fact that they keep her alive.
Another few rules are added.
14) Don't become emotional.
15) Never make a sound.
16) Just because you're working alongside people, doesn't mean you are one.
That last is... profoundly obvious, at times. When the rest of the workers get to go home at the end of their shifts and she is kept working, or if there's no-one else at all, locked in the breakroom until morning. When she's fed less than the others, or when she's beaten, or–
It's so obvious, even more so than when she was hired by Hayes Fletcher. She hates it. And she's so alone here.
The war will be over by Christmas, right?
_
1915. Foster Montgomery is dead, and Agatha desperately wishes she could thank his killer, if anybody even knows. She gets a new tattoo, signifying her ownership by Hayes Fletcher (luckily, she knows his rules, there's no new ones to learn there). The Munitions Act comes into force, and the regular bombing raids start.
Monkey's paw. She's not alone anymore, but it means that Eloise, and several other pets, have joined her in the munitions factory.
She teaches Eloise what she's learned about staying out of trouble where possible. They have a dedicated bunkroom now, pets crammed in on old bedding on the floors of the worst-maintained rooms. They learn that only a few owners have paid for their pets to be taken to air raid shelters.
Hayes Fletcher hasn't.
Night after night they spend, trying to stay calm as bombs rain down around them. Occasionally they're still chained or tied up at night, for punishments, and when that happens Agatha worries the most.
She learns one more rule.
17) Sometimes all you can do is pray.
_
The war ends. By a miracle, her and Eloise are both still alive. Hayes Fletcher goes back to producing films, albeit with less success. Agatha watches as pet liberation campaigns grow, and the next decade approaches with force. The world seems a little more hopeful, things seem to be changing.
Except for her and Eloise. Stuck with the horrible, spiteful little man, punishments getting worse as he gets more frustrated and blames them for it (or maybe he simply has nowhere else to put his anger). The world's moving on, votes for women are coming, and she can't help but think of what her life might be like if she hadn't been kidnapped all those years ago.
She remembers rule 7. And the last time was dreadful, and another attempt could get them both killed, but she mentions her rule to Eloise one night and Eloise agrees. They have to try, don't they? Sometimes, it's the only thing you can do.
A week later, the film studio burns down in the middle of the night. Arson, probably. By the time the fire brigade arrive to the burnt out husk Agatha and Eloise are already sneaking onto a train to London.
_
"If the both of you want rules, I can give you some," says Ira, clearly reluctant, "as long as we can go through the ones you already have first. Is that all right?"
"Yes, ma'am."
Ira nods. "Why don't you write me a list then? We can go through them while Eloise is busy."
Agatha takes the paper and pen she offers, wincing as she sits down, heart skipping a beat. She's still not used to it.
At the end of the session, her list reads:
1) Don't say no.
2) Only speak when spoken to.
3) Don't talk back.
4) Address people as sir or ma'am.
5) Always obey immediately.
6) Don't remove your collar.
7) Punishments are always deserved, always hard, and given at the slightest provocation.
8) No-one's coming to my rescue. I'm not getting out of here unless I do it myself.
9) Don't talk to the other pets.
10) If you disobey, it won't be just you who's punished.
11) Don't talk about the situation to outsiders. It will only make things worse.
12) Don't break the rules. Only if Eloise agrees to do so.
13) You and Eloise only have each other, and will always have each other. (Ira says she can get rid of this one partially too, but she's not so sure. Not yet)
14) Don't become emotional.
15) Never make a sound.
16) Just because you're working alongside people, doesn't mean you are one.
17) Sometimes all you can do is pray.
The new rules are easy, and straightforward, and Agatha doesn't entirely trust them. The list now reads:
1) You belong to yourself.
2) You will never be punished, no matter what you do.
3) You and Eloise only have each other, and will always have each other.
4) Sometimes all you can do is pray.
_
Agatha kneels on the floorboards, trembling. It's her turn today, Ira asked her to clean and she said yes, she's not sure why except she's so used to not being allowed to say no.
She hopes she's done well. She hopes she's done well. She hopes she won't be punished.
Ira doesn't do punishments. But all the same, she hopes she won't be punished.
There's footsteps, then they stop.
"Agatha?"
"I've finished cleaning, ma'am."
A hand on her shoulder. "Agatha, please look at me. I'm not going to hurt you, I promise. Come on, look up."
Agatha obeys hesitantly. And gasps. Ira's eyes are dark and warm and how could Agatha ever have thought otherwise? Ira gets down to her level as Agatha grasps her hands tightly, pulling her into a rare hug.
"Rules one and two, Agatha."
"I belong to myself," whispers Agatha, still clutching Ira tightly, "and I will not be punished."
Ira's two rules. The only two she'll ever make.
1) I belong to myself.
2) I will never be punished, no matter what I do.
And there's a third, that Agatha has added herself, that she thinks she probably can after so long. Rule number 5, now Ira has been proven correct and number 3 has been partially removed (Agatha does not only have Eloise now).
5) Ira keeps her promises.
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Mundane Maybes
→ Suna Rintaro x Fem!Reader
Summary: A compilation of the mundane with your best friend with benefits — Suna Rintaro.
Content Warnings: friends with benefits, fluff, smut (MINORS DNI), cunnilingus, nudity, teasing, birthday, theatre, unedited, some underlying angst perhaps?
Word Count: 4.5k words
Author's Notes: Please comment and interact with me because I genuinely feel like I'm posting into the void.
This is part 3 but can be read as a stand-alone.
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The doorbell rings once again, but not a single muscle moves in the room.
You heave a deep sigh as you slump further back into the couch.
Your eyes flit down to the page number of the book you’re reading, and then up to the paragraph you stopped at. You close the book a moment later, gently setting it down on your stomach.
You turn to face Suna, who is on his phone. The two of you have been lazily lounging on Suna's vintage, drab olive couch for far too long.
To get his attention, you extend your leg to nudge Suna's thighs with the tip of your feet. He does not move, simply ignoring you as he impassively drags his thumbs across the phone screen.
You scrunch your nose at that. You lift your book up to your eyes again, your gaze flitting to where you left off. You get a couple of words in before you are forced to hear the doorbell ring again.
Groaning, you nudge him harder this time.
That seems to get his attention, seeing as he immediately winces, his hand reaching out to soothe the aching muscle.
"I'm going," he grumbles under his breath, as he stands up to check.
When you look up, you see his figure, only dressed in sweatpants. You're used to seeing that a lot these days, and you always take note of how well they cling to his body.
His bangs fall in front of his face as he crouches to rummage through the massive pile of dried clothes placed on the bean bag. No doubt, a result of him piling it up over the previous few weeks due to extended practice sessions.
You return to your reading. Your eyes flit across the page to find where you have left off. The now familiar and dreadful words catch your eyes, and you begin to read them before you hear more shuffling. You groan, your eyes leave your book, rising up to fix a glare on Suna's figure shuffling in, yet again.
“Wha—” your brows raise before a smile breaks across your face and you burst out into soft giggles.
Suna stands there, expression unamused. He seems to have worn your white tank top in a hurry. He places his hands on his hips as he glares holes through your skull.
You take a deep breath, blinking your eyes just a bit. That imagery awakened something visceral inside you. I mean, he looks really good.
Your hands almost immediately reach for your phone to take a picture of him. You capture one, two, three — three pictures, before he barges towards you.
Your eyes widen. Caught off-guard, you stagger in your movements as you attempt to hide your phone. You tuck it into your t-shirt on the spur of the moment. And you feel a soft thump, as it sits atop your boobs.
He stares down at you, deadpanning, “Now, why would that stop me?”
Shaking his head, he reaches down to grab you. You squeak and you start kicking him with full force.
Your shorts begin to skirt higher and higher as you jostle in place before his hand catches onto your ankles.
You jostle for a little longer, trying to get out of his grasp before giving up.
He waits for the defeated expression on your face before he smirks. He squats down in front of you, carefully letting go of your legs when he knows you've found your balance. You place them beside him so they're perfectly framing his squatting figure.
You look down at him, his heavy gaze meeting yours before he tentatively places his hand on your thigh.
"Mmph. Someone’s at the door," sighing, you remind him.
He hums, "Yeah." His thumb glides back and forth, caressing your exposed thigh.
He reaches down to kiss the fat on your thighs, gradually moving up to your inner thigh until he's met with the obstacle of your shorts.
His hands reach up your thigh to your waist, before they grab onto your waistband. He fiddles with it as he continues to leave soft kisses.
"They've been waiting for a while," you say, despite the fact that your legs instinctively spread wider for him.
"Then they can wait longer," he says as he nudges closer into your center and tightens his grip on your thighs.
You reach for his soft hair and let it flutter from your fingers, slowly caressing him as you push him deeper into you before he detaches from you.
And then… nothing. Nothing. He just gets up to his feet and walks away, towards the bean bag.
Your thighs feel abandoned, and the sensation of his hands on your skin lingers.
You cinch your eyebrows as you sternly say, “You will pay for this, Suna Rintaro.”
You put in the added effort of crossing your hands because you want him to know you're annoyed and very horny.
He takes your tank top off himself and tosses it to you, leaving your hand rushing to catch it.
You huff before your eyes land on his figure once again. He has put on a simple black t-shirt as he stands there smoothing his ruffled hair down.
He turns your way, "Can't wait, sweetheart." A smug smile adorning his face as he walks away.
—
Today is relatively nice but it’s been slow, slower than usual at least. Everything is drawling as you go. Even your brain.
You're walking home now, it’s breezy but the remnants of the afternoon heat envelop you this evening.
On your walk, you notice the often empty road is occupied by a group today. The group is led by two people – two girls who are holding hands as they walk languidly, shoulders bumping as they walk side by side. Behind them is a couple or, so you presume – the guy has his hands around her waist as she drags her feet heavily through the pavement. Her eyes stay focused on her shoes, before they suddenly flit up to find your face.
A moment later, she smiles at you.
You smile back at her with a little nod.
You keep watching them as they walk past you, taking their soft bubble of laughter and noise with them.
You feel a significant shift in the air as you open the door to your house. It’s warmer. The hair on your forearms rises up at the sudden shift. You walk in, discarding your shoes, and then dropping your keys into the burgundy glass bowl. You walk further in, your hands reaching to turn your lights on.
You think it’s fine if it’s a little warm inside tonight. Maybe you’ll go up to the roof when you’re done making dinner. It would feel nice to come back into the warmth after that.
You run your hand through your hair, and you cringe at the grease before you make your way to the shower.
—
You’re in the kitchen now. Your hair is loose, almost dry but still damp at the ends.
You feel the soft ache in your muscles from the long day as you stretch. Stifling a yawn, you start placing food ingredients onto your off-white kitchen slab. You’re halfway through when you hear the doorbell ring.
That's.... odd.
It's 11:57 pm, according to your phone. Your eyes flit up to the clock in the living room to reconfirm. It is 11:57 pm.
No one shows up unannounced at this hour. If anyone was to show up you would know in advance.
You run to your room and grab your pepper spray, as you hold your phone out with your other hand. Your emergency contacts are on display.
Sighing softly, you take tentative steps to your front door. You stop right in front of your door, trying to catch any sounds from outside.
You hear some rustling.
You take one step closer, and you hear soft, disembodied voices singing… Happy Birthday.
As you open the door, you scrunch your nose to a louder, but still soft rendition of "Happy Birthday" from your shivering friend, Yuri.
She is holding what appears to be a soft pink box, presumably containing a cake. Suna stands next to her, holding a bouquet of flowers.
Your features relax for a moment, before they contract all over again.
You put your phone in your pocket before slapping Suna's shoulders with no real force. His brows scrunch as his palm reaches for the hurt area.
"Who thought this was a good idea, I'm holding pepper spray," you glare at the two of them.
"Ah. I'm sorry, babe. I didn't think of that," she says, "but I really need to pee, so please please let me in. You can scold me later."
Your features soften once more before she impassively stresses, "Now!"
You open the door wide for her. She hands Suna the cake and rushes in.
Your eyes trail her figure before you turn to him. Your features soften at the sight of him. There’s barely any room to see his face with the flowers and the cake concealing his face.
His hands struggle to hold the flowers and the cake. He adjusts by moving his hands to accommodate both.
You can see his face a little better now. He offers a smile. A genuine smile, before he trails into your house, playfully singing, "Happy Birthday to you..."
—
You’re tired. You’re happy but you’re so tired. There’s an elusive sort of warmth to it. It’s sometime past 3 am, you’re wine-drunk and Yuri’s passed out in the hall as you wash the dishes.
You're humming a weary tune as the water drips from the closed tap. You don’t remember where it’s from but it’s been on your mind this entire week.
You scrub through the dishes diligently, one after the other before a noise from behind startles you out of your haze.
You turn and you’re conscious of Suna’s presence now. His sleeves are rolled up as he wipes the kitchen table clean. He raises his head for a brief moment, “Go on,” he says before he picks up the disinfectant to spray some onto the slab.
You continue humming as the two of you clean up.
—
You want nothing more than to pass out in your haze as you fall onto your warm bed. But you decide to stay up for a bit because Suna’s here on the other side of the bed.
He’s not here for any reason particularly... he’s just there to keep up with your muddled but thoroughgoing commentary. He adds insights every now and then, but he mainly focuses on peeling an orange for you.
You're speaking in fragments, it's vague and probably rubbish because your thoughts wander to him.
You think about how he feels like a friend today. Just a friend and it feels nice. It's been hard to define what you two have, you haven't been dwelling on it but it's nice to be reminded that he's your friend.
“I love you,” you say abruptly, but surely.
He doesn't say anything right away. In fact, he doesn't react at all.
"I love you," he says after a moment, and neither of you say anything else.
You stare at him as you smile, and he Huff's through his nose before he smiles back. A genuine smile, although it's worn out compared to when he first arrived tonight.
You flop back into your bed, your hands grabbing the bed sheets to pull over yourself. Suna sets the orange peels aside as he approaches you to help.
His hand gently shakes the top of your head, just above your forehead. "Goodnight" he says before the lights are turned off.
—
You hear some cars approaching distantly. Your eyelids flicker open, only to shut immediately after. It's still dark out.
A moment passes and the sounds aren't that distant anymore. They're nearby and getting closer, like a blur of light clearing out into a perfect image.
You eyes open again. They don't flicker shut this time. You're annoyed. Annoyed that your sleep was interrupted.
You're fully awake you feel a nauseous sensation of sweat and heat, even though it seems to be cold, temperature-wise.
You twist around in place, adjusting your blanket to let your body breathe, but it doesn't seem to work.
Defeated, you lay still on your bed as you stare at the blank ceiling. You turn your head.
Suna lies at an arm's length. You can't see his features clearly but with the faint streetlight seeping through the windows, you can see that he is sleeping peacefully.
He looks serene, in contrast to your own restlessness.
"Suna," you call out to him. Not particularly loud.
No response.
You try again, "Suna." You're a bit louder this time.
No response, again.
"Suna," you nudge him with your feet this time, and he's up in a swift. He turns to you, eyes wide awake.
He's always been a light sleeper, but especially during off-seasons because he sleeps in a lot so he's less sleepy at night. Often, he keeps you up to watch a movie, cook some food, play a card game, and sometimes fuck your brains out.
"What happened?" He asks.
"Nothing, I can't sleep." He doesn't say anything.
A brief moment later, he says, "Well, I can," as he turns his body away from you to faux a sleeping figure.
"Suna," you whine but your voice is a little hoarse.
He turns back to face you completely this time. "What do you want to do?"
You actually try to ponder over this but come to nothing after a minute or two.
"I don't know," you groan, as you adjust your blanket again.
He doesn't say anything after that. You don't either. The two of you just lay there — you as you stare up at the ceiling, and he stares at your faint figure in the dim light.
"Okay," you hear him say. "Come here."
"What," you make a noise of confusion before his hands grab your waist to pull you closer to him.
You have a deep sigh, as you try to look at him through the darkness.
He holds himself up on one hand, putting weight onto his forearm while his other hand reaches just beneath your t-shirt, right below your belly button. His hand lays warm against your skin.
He leans down, towards you. You can see this even in the darkness before his lips find yours.
You immediately reciprocate the kiss. His lips are hard on your mouth and you feel the molding of his mouth movie against yours.
He stops kissing you but doesn't move further away from your lips. You can feel his breath upon your face, right on the side of your nose.
He inhales sharply against your nose then moments later releases a shuddering breath as he slots his mouth against yours again.
When he pulls away, you feel Suna faintly on your lips. He's hovering, only an inch away.
He leans down again to press a kiss below your ear this time as his hand draws circles, barely scathing the hem of your shorts.
“You're hot,” he says as his hands reach down to cup your clothed cunt, as he applies the gentlest of pressure to your clit.
You swallow. “You can barely see me,” you say.
"That's not what I'm talking about, but you're still hot," he says. Your cheeks flush, as you scoff. "If I make you cum, will you go to sleep?"
"Hmm," you nod.
"Good, open up," he says, applying more pressure to your cunt. It has you opening your legs for him to give him more leeway.
He continues to rub you through the thin cotton fabric of your underwear. You know that you’re absolutely soaked, you can feel it as he continues with his ministrations and, you're certain he does too.
You scrunch your face a bit before a noise escapes from your mouth.
"Shh, try to stay quiet for me. Yuri's in the living room, remember?"
"Y-Yes," you try.
"Good," he places a peck on your lips before he reaches under your underwear.
It’s not long before you shudder and clamp your thighs around his hand. A wave of exhaustion immediately passes through your body, as your orgasm recedes.
His fingers come up to linger on your lower stomach, as you heave.
After some heavy breaths, you turn to him and kiss his jaw softly, "I'll go clean up.”
—
The seat you’re on is uncomfortable, and you’re cold. You should’ve carried your jacket.
You start to pick the sides of your nail. Fiddling with your rings, picking against your skin. Fiddling with your rings, picking against your skin.
You should’ve taken your time. You’re too early. You sigh; not stopping.
You look up again, after a few minutes, as you notice a herd of people swooping in to find seats. You take the bag sitting on your lap to place it onto the seat next to you, just in case.
You feel a presence looming beside you before he gets here. You turn your head, subtly, grinning softly once you see him.
“Sorry I’m late,” you hear him whisper against your ear as he takes the seat next to you, moving your bag to place it on his lap.
“S’okay,” you whisper back, slumping back into your seat, comfortably this time.
He doesn’t say anything else. The two of you just wait for the show to start, comfortably lost in your own bubbles.
“Ladies and gentlemen," a voice of a man, presumably old, interrupts. It jolts you out of your reverie. "The performance will begin in five minutes. For a better experience, we ask that you turn off your phones or put it on silent," the voice chimes off.
You look down, once more checking if your phone is on silent. After confirming, you start to fiddle with your rings. You pay close attention to the tiny stars that sit on your middle finger ring before it's obscured by Suna's hand sitting on your own.
You turn to face him, acutely aware that his hand still sits on yours.
“Didn’t bring a coat?” He asks, his hand is so warm against your own. You wonder if your rings sit cold against his hand. You wonder if he can feel your finger softly caressing his palm.
Your finger stills. “Forgot,” you say.
He releases your hand. "Sucks for you,” he says.
You roll your eyes in tandem. Your finger starts caressing your empty hand.
A few moments later, the lights dim, and you find yourself covered in Suna’s jacket.
The scene starts a moment after the curtains open; a yellow hue is cast upon the man. The man, he deeply sighs before he begins.
“It is a restless moment. She has kept her head lowered, to give him a chance to come closer."
Your hands pull Suna's jacket closer to your body.
"But he could not, for lack of courage. She turns and walks away.”
Your ears are then filled with the violin's lilting melody as you become startlingly immersed.
—
“I liked it,” Your body is swaying as you walk under the night sky, your shoulder barely brushing against Suna’s. He has his hands in his pockets as he keeps with your pace.
From where you are walking, you only have to tilt your head a bit to notice the mellow twinkle in his green eyes.
Your eyes leave from his eyes, fliting down to notice that his shirt is slightly frumpled, a result of spending too much time sitting.
Your eyes move up to the street you’re walking on, it’s barely filled with only a swarm of trees enveloping the road in front of you. You find only a handful of cars parked across every alternate house.
“It was depressing,” he says. “We knew it would end in a tragedy.”
“That’s probably why I liked it,” you add. “Doomed narratives and whatnot."
"I see the appeal,” he says. A moment later he adds, "Too bleak for my tastes though."
You scoff light-heartedly, "Too bleak for Suna Rintaro, is it?”
His hands reach out to pinch your cheek, which leaves you squealing, unseriously. He always was a soft one, despite his contrasting outwardly look. You reach out to pinch him on his hand, which makes him stop.
You gently massage your cheeks before the two of you keep walking down the moonlit street, legs growing weary with each step.
"Can we get a cab home? It’s cold," he says.
You repress the urge to say that it's your home. On some level, it feels like a home for two.
You pull his jacket off, and wrap it around him, pulling it closer you say, "Okay, let's get you home."
—
Your house, as it turns out, was freezing because you had left the big window in the living room open on accident. Fortunately, you always shut the door to your room, which is why you're sitting on your window sill, swaying your legs back and forth as you wait for the food you ordered.
Suna turns on the small lamp next to your bedside and turns it to face where you're sitting. Your eyes squint when it directly faces your face, he turns it over to face the window instead, after which he walks over to the switchboard and switches off the large light above your bed.
You find yourself intently staring at the source of the yellow hue that is illuminating the room. This light is always cozy and homey, like lavender scented bedsheets.
You don’t dwell on it. You don’t get to, because Suna’s flows into easy conversation about the play. It seems to have appealed to him in some way, even though he keeps complaining about it, he’s passionate about it.
You don't linger on it. You don't get to because Suna flows into a conversation about the play. It appears to have appealed to him in some way, and despite his complaints, he seems to be passionate about it.
You chuckle as you agree with him on a point he made. You’re not sure if you agree because you weren’t listening. You’re a bit preoccupied with the way he looks, hanging his head low in the glow of your lamp. He’s on his phone, presumably tracking your food, but he looks pretty.
It's not a newfound realization per se, but he's pretty in this moment, and this moment — it's pretty too. Like, oranges in the heat of the sunlight, or like blueberry cheesecake on a Thursday evening.
—
The soft thum in your head grows louder by the second as you commute back home. You’re starting to develop a bad headache, you can tell.
You reach out for your key far before you reach your door, you’re eager to slip into bed and sleep this off. Fiddling a bit, you get yourself inside. Carelessly discarding your shoes, throwing your bag onto the couch before you hear a faint sizzling coming from the kitchen.
As you curiously made your way into the kitchen, a peppery smell filled the air, making your stomach growl.
Your head continues throbbing against your skull, as you rush to find a seat.
You cross your legs to sit comfortably on the chair at the kitchen table before putting your head down on the table sideways, as you stare at Suna, and ask, "What are you making?"
Wordlessly, he sets down a plate in front of you, and then he serves you. It looks like an assortment of vegetables, and chicken. You say nothing, as you devour it whole.
Meanwhile, Suna monotonously finds a seat next to you, as he curiously watches you, his food remains untouched on his plate.
“Are you okay?”
Your mouth is full of food, so you choose not to speak. He waits patiently for you to finish swallowing and chewing.
“Head pain, not sure why,” you tell him. His nose scrunches in concern, but you assure him that you’ll sleep it off. He nods, still scrunching his nose as he watches you trail into your room.
When you wake up, you feel nauseatingly sweaty. You look down to see you’re still in your work clothes. You twist on the bed for a bit before you get up to take a shower.
After the shower, your trail into the living room where Suna’s watching a volleyball match. One of his own. Ah, he must be studying.
You decide to sneak into the kitchen and eat something, before you hear, “You’re up.”
“Sorry for just dozing off without saying much,” you say.
He walks up to you, and his hands reach for your face, hands tucking your hair back as he asks, “Feel better?”
You nod.
“I’ll get you some medicine from the cabinet? Have some before you sleep.”
“I’m fine, but I’ll have some before I sleep,” you squeeze his hands and make your way into the kitchen, a little startled by the intimacy of it all.
You can feel him follow right behind you.
“I’ll heat some food up for you,” he says, and you simply nod as you sit in the dining room.
You eat in silence before you’re halfway through, and you say, “Really want to get wine-drunk right now.”
“Not a good idea,” he says.
“I know,” you pout. He huffs, taking both your plates to wash. You don’t offer to do them this time. Maybe you’re too tired, maybe you will allow yourself to be coddled today.
You put your head down on the table as you hear the water turn on once he reaches the sink. It’s faint but you hear him hum as he does the dishes, and you find yourself smiling in your tired daze.
“Come on,” you find yourself being shaken, as you abruptly sit up.
“It’s okay, you fell asleep. I was just cleaning up,” he says, patting your head. “Let’s get you to bed, hm?”
You nod, wordlessly as you follow him. His hand holding onto yours, as he pulls you gently.
You plop yourself onto the bed, ready to fall asleep before he brings a white tablet, with a glass of water. You look up and drink down the tablet.
He places the glass on your bedside, and he’s about to walk away before you call out to him “Suna.” He turns to look at you, “Sleep with me?"
He doesn’t say anything, and a moment later, “I should probably get home actually. Practice starts again, tomorrow.”
You look up, blinking. “Right," you don't mention how your house is closer to his training club. You don't mention how some of his practice clothes are lying on his shelf.
“I’ll lock up. Don’t worry. You get some sleep.”
You shut your eyes, suddenly uncomfortable in your bed. You squiggle around trying to find the perfect spot but you're unable to. You eventually fall asleep, only after the medicine kicks in.
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