Do u ever like have an experience that reminds you that you have to keep living?
Like a little kid was asking me where a bunch of books were at the library and he was so polite and gentle and waved to me and told me to have a good day like he was twenty years older than he was and I left that experience like wow yeah we have to keep going for them I need him to have a wonderful and full life
“‘I fell in love with you, and then I knew (…) I'm not doomed.' He leaned forward and brushed a feather-light kiss on her lips. 'I have you,' he whispered, 'and I'm not going to waste a single moment we have together.'" - Anthony Bridgerton
Julia Quinn, The Viscount Who Loved Me (Bridgertons, #2)
i will never stop talking about this because it's genuinely hurt me in a way i didn't think was possible, but ppl saying "he wanted to go!!! he was suicidal so his death was satisfying!!"
is that...is that how you treat your suicidal characters? 'well they want to die so its fine' do you realise how heartbreaking that is, especially for someone who has been suicidal/is still struggling with it, to see a character who suffered so much and genuinely wanted to die, not be given the chance to heal and grow old?? sorry for wanting to see someone with a suicidal mindset move past that and live a long happy life. fuck me i guess
I wonder what it would be like to finish a piece of media, be thankful for the ride, and then move on, instead of letting it absolutely consume you for the rest of your life.
i totally forgot to post this on the 10th year anniversary of assassin’s creed 3! i made a tribute to ratonhnhaké:ton/connor to cry to because it’s what he deserves. he means so much to me and his story moves me to this day.
This is my little die cast Finn that I’ve had since 2011. He’s been through it
It was a little over a year ago now; I was moving out of my moms place and I couldn’t take everything I wanted to. It was rushed. It was a bad situation. I had to make a lot of tough calls. I just didn’t have the means to take my hundreds of little die cast cars. So I grabbed Finn and ran for it. Things got a bit “pear shaped” as it were. My relationship with my mother ended up pretty estranged. All that jazz.
Welp, now I’m back in the cars fandom and I’m thinking back and…
I realized I didn’t bring my Leland Turbo die cast 😭
I really thought he was in one of my boxes with hot wheels I had brought but he wasn’t. A year ago, I just didn’t have it on my mind to check. Ahhhh back in the day, he was a SUPER rare die cast. Like you couldn’t get one outside of England. I finally got mine years after the movie came out. It was my pride and joy. Leland could finally join Finn on all his missions. It was great!
Fast forward a decade.
I gotta get him back!!! This is a rescue mission now. I gotta get Finn’s husband back, y’all!