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teddybeartoji · 21 days

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ok so i'll change my werewolf!toji predator/prey and fear play thing into a wolf!toji x bunny!reader thing instead bc holy fuck you guys have awokened something inside me

anyway anywho feel free to send more snow leopard!gojo and wolf!toji thoughts bc i wanna get so much worse this is so fun🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈

#not now though bc i need to go to sleep #NEED #it's gonna be 2am and i'm running on three hours of sleep hello?#LOVE YOU GUYSDDS<33333333 #mayor of loserville

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margina1ia · 3 months

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Idk where it was, but I think I saw a post about how Cassandra couldn't finish saying the word "fair" without being consumed by the rage shard. Going back and watching the moment when it starts to go wrong in the wizard synod, Cassandra says "it's not fair" immediately before the shard rips through her and she begins bleeding out.

Thinking about this with the Bad Kids' convo with Lydia Barkrock and how the pit fiend in her chest couldn't say the name of the dead fallen god he served or he could only say it in certain contexts... I wonder if Cassandra had another sibling aside from Galicaea and Sol (or maybe it is Sol?? Or Helio???) that she was a right hand to or had a contract with (now I'm thinking about rules and relationships re: figs warlock classes????), and maybe what Lydia's party invoked is what happened to Cassandra. I wonder if, when the Bad Kids find out more about the ritual, they will recognize elements of what happened at the wizard synod.

Anywayyyyys, maybe I'm just drowning in red strings lol

#fantasy high #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #d20 #d20 spoilers #sounds like they gotta go talk to gorthalax #and maybe kristin needs to go read some more about sol #if my theory is correct though the god would have to be a god of fairness #which would also tie into fishflower metalplants campaign????#is sol the god of fairness?? helio can't be because he's the god of corn??#but in fy kristin asked him why good things happen to good people and he was like PEACE!!#anyway was yes or helio or sol killed in the astral plane bc i dont remember #it could also be something else but my red string board COVERED IN THREADS (that go nowhere lol)#anyway heres my insane first original post about d20 ever #ALSO Cassandra was offered to become a warlock patron by becoming an archfey???#ALSO ALSO i wonder if sandralynn would know more about ivy embra if shes also a sylvan ranger #OKAY FINE I WILL GO TO SLEEP NOW

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cerubean · 2 years

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love how me taking a break turned into me building a whole ass high school

entirely way too many pics under the cut if you want to see more <3

literally almost every activity and skill item that exists in this game is on this lot the way god intended <3

the classrooms are done but they’re boring who cares! the elective rooms are way more interesting imo. which ones you’re favorite/ where did you spend most of your time in hs? i was a theater tech kid so the theatre and the workshop was where i hung out the most

#my god i was so hyperfocued the only reason i stopped was bc my computer was getting really hot #i wasnt gonna build a hs but i was getting so annoyed with all the ones on the gallery and i also found a really good floorplan on google s-#so shout out to wilbur mills architecture also its 3am i thought it was 12!!!!! i did all this in a DAY like 10 hrs on and off send help #anyways im not bak yet i just love sharing my wips i feel like taking pics of my progress of it helps motivate me to finsih it #ok im rambling i need to sleep gn <3 #wip #the theater is my favorite <3333 iwent all out it took me hours but it def paid off #this is so messy but wtv just wanted to share my progress the classrooms are done next is the principals office/ nurse room/ teacher lounge #THEN adding hallway clutter and finally adding flooring/wallpaper then touching up the landscaping then playtesting etc. etc.#anyways this is now day 3 so ur getting 2 rambles in one post ur welcome!#i talk too much i will admit not irl though so at least i have that going for me

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unmotivatedartistry · 1 year

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I MADE A SIXTY DESIGN HSJAFHGAJSF

and im so happy with it

extra details I forgot to write/show/didn't have time to do:

he can be very erratic because his software got REALLY buggy from getting a bullet blasted through his head

because of having said buggy software, he often has days where he has trouble doing stuff because he has too many errors'n'shit

trust issues

also he tries way too hard to hide his bugged out gunshot wound skin (which, because of some kind of botched repair or lack there of, retracts and refuses to work there) because of insecurity, but when he's overwhelmed or asleep he doesn't have the energy to keep his skin from retracting so it retracts a whole lot more (will show it in individual screenshots for the close-ups)

also he hates the color blue. will explain if someone wants me to but in short, it's because of cyberlife and blood

he literally cannot express emotions correctly. sure, he looks like he's either angry or just dead the entire time, but that's just because that's the only thing he's learned how to express.

that's what the "emotionless" part means

theres a lot more i've imagined up for him but i can talk about it more later

ok. close ups that i really like

listen. just. IM SO PROUD OF THE WAY I DREW THE SKIN AND HSI LED AND THE HAIR AND WHQBJHWAA

More of an example on how Sixty's skin retracts normally without him having the energy/trying to reduce or hide it.

Aaaand then just Sixty Death Stare TM and then me listening to music while drawing and being like "wouldn't it be so cool if I put a quote from this song in this because Sixty would agree with that statement"

Aaaaanyways enjoy this project that I only finished because my LA teacher from like last year also really likes DBH and lets me rant to her about DBH and also show her my cool art of DBH because she's a very cool LA teacher 10/10

Also yes I did make almost every dot on each i an LED, you can't stop me.

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becca-e-barnes · 2 years

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Found this tumblr post

“One more “🥺” and you’re getting bred twice with no pulling out in between.”

Reminds me of innocent readers and porn star Bucky 😩🙈

Oooooh yes, this would be LOVELY (Also, I didn't expect to be away for two days, I was on a work trip and I didn't have time to write and I missed it so much)

Because pornstar Bucky would fucking adore that soft face you make when you want to get your way. You know how to push his buttons but sometimes he just doesn't want to give in because it's more fun not to.

Like maybe just begging Bucky for something silly. Asking him to make you breakfast on a bright Sunday morning and he argues back just for the sake of it because he knows where it will end up.

"Buck please, baby. I want pancakes." You huff, wrapping your arms around his chest from behind, feeling so small against him as he turns the coffee machine on.

He knows you can't see his face from where you're standing and he can't help but smirk because this is exactly what he needs this morning.

"Sweetheart, they take forever. I don't wanna have to clear up afterwards either." He's being so stubborn just because he can, turning around to face you.

"Please Bucky? Pretty please?" You plead, softening your eyes and letting your bottom lip drop into a little pout and God, he can't fucking handle it.

"You can't look at me like that. Makes me wanna fuck a baby into you. Make that face again and I'm gonna fuck you twice without pulling out in between." He watches exactly how your eyes light up and it's far more thrilling than it should be.

"Do it. Please, fuck a baby into me." Your voice is so soft, he thinks he might lose it. You give in to lust so quickly, particularly when he mentions breeding you and he finds it far too hot.

"Mhm, you want that? You want me to stuff your pretty pussy full? You want me to leave you dripping and then just fill you up again? Cause God, you'd look so pretty pregnant." The thought of it just drives him crazy.

His lips are on your neck, kissing so gently, sucking and teasing your skin as he props you up onto the counter for easier access. He doesn't waste any time, tugging off your little pyjama shorts and letting his sweatpants fall to the floor before pressing slowly into you.

"Bucky, I'm so fertile right now." He can't help but groan at your little admission because that's exactly what he needed to hear. It's not a warning, it's encouragement and it's more than he can handle.

"So you're telling me to use you, huh? Don't worry. I'm gonna make sure you're so stuffed full, you can't move without your little cunt dripping. I want you to feel me dripping out of you tomorrow and know it's too fucking late, you're probably already pregnant." He watches how your eyes roll back in your head, his slow thrusts gradually speeding up because he needs that first load inside you right fucking now. The second will take a little longer and that's when he'll really take the time to focus on your pleasure but for now, he just needs to stuff you full.

#asks answered <3 #anon #becca writes spice #ps!bucky #I've decided I'm making changes #remember the last time I said that?#when I said I was going to quit my part time job and then I just... didn't do that #I really need it this time though #I'm getting back to working out #I don't eat right #multivitamins and vapes are not a substitute for food #I'm going to start sleeping at a normal time #I'm going to redecorate my bedroom #I'm reducing my caffeine intake bc my heart can't handle this anymore #I'm gonna put the work into my masters #bc right now I'm coasting and I want to be putting effort into learning #I'm going to take actual time off #I dreamt I was talking to Brandon Flowers last night #I've never been more disappointed when I woke up #and realised that didn't happen #it felt so real #I'm in such a mood to listen to 'between me and you' but PAIN

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keeps-ache · 20 days

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little soup cans are some of the neatest things we have, wish there were more soup-can-like things in this world

#just me hi #though canopeners need to stop being deadly weapons to some degree before that hfhs #'they're not deadly tho ?' well usually yes. but did you know that they can age Badly? i did not!#and the one I was using was dulled to an extent that it would Skip over a part of the can #(nearly the same spot every time lol) and when I thought I'd managed to fool it and had only #the tiniest bit of metal between me and some beans (pretty sure it was beans) I thought #'ohh I'll just pull up the can lid :)' Well the lid snapped off completely towards and Into my hand #and I had a bean-can wound on my pinky for about a week or so. I do not know how long it's been lol #//but soup cans are pretty cool I feel like they're kinda underappreciated !!#you can just have Soup ? Whenever ??? and it's Normal !! wow :D #sure making soup is pretty great. but that's a process man. and we're not even associates #[<- 'a process I am (not) intimate with']#like there is a little can of menudo in the pantry rn - medunito they call it isn't that just !! - and it's just there. it can be made in #like 10 minutes. is this Not the best thing ever ! ?#//I've also gotta figure out this sleeping thing that I've got going on (everybody has it going on)#I was maybe half a week into actually have a consistent thing going but the night I stopped was bc I am a sucker of a storyteller and we #were up til about. I think 4-6 a.m.#that's on me yes. my siblings vs. my desire to tell stories and rubber willpower hfbdh #a deadly match truly #and also I lost my snoopy watch (RIP snoopy watch you will be missed (I can't find it send help Waough)) and that was the only clock I had #in this room so now if I wanna know the time I have to go the living room - which is like a whole dang thing lemme tell you about it #/first I've gotta get up - easiest thing by far - and get to the door - assuming I don't get KO'd by my siblings' belongings on the floor -#get to the door. the door Is broken to some extent. opening it means a loud THDPD noise is sent throughout the entire house lol. and you #have to yank on the thing to get it open - so double effort there - and then you step out into the hallwayish area where you can then enter #the living room - oh so easy! but No! you then have to either turn on the kitchen lights and wake everyone with their door open or sleeping #in the living room for whatever reason Orrr you have to clamber over chairs pots perhaps a cat if you've got real bad luck that night to ge #up nice n personal to the clock so you can read the dang thing and see it's 11:23. which is like nothing so you stay up Anyway and do not #check the clock again because not only was that a hassle but also you released every creature that was in the room with you (that's a lot o #noise). but Yea the clock situation is ongoing hfbsh #'why don't you get a clock' that would be much too easy loll :) (last one disappeared and we keep forgetting lol) //ran out of tag space so

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pepprs · 6 months

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im home and already swallowed by despair. can you believe i was in CHICAGO a few hours ago. and now im here. lol

#i know i know. and i need to let the anguish motivate me to get out of here. but it feels like i dreamed it all #purrs #chicago #i had a rough time getting out of the hotel and through the airport to my gate and also im bad at math so i fucked up the calculation about #when my flight lands bc of the time zone change and i gave my parents the time in central time not eastern time so my dad was waiting for m #for like a half hour and texting me and i wasn’t answering bc i was still in the air and he was pissed at me and snarky in my texts with hi #and i was sitting there on the plane and could just feel his words ripping into me and the horrors rushing back in and i still haven’t #recovered from it honestly. it wasn’t that big of a deal he just said something that i misunderstood as him saying he was giving up waiting #for me and going home bc id already wasted his time and even though that was not what he actually said it just kinda burrowed into me that #my parents were mad at me and were probably also mad at me for not communicating with them AT ALL the entire time i was in chicago. and it #just was eating me alive. im home now and we haven’t talked about it but they did say things disapproving of the fact that i did a lot of #stuff by myself which i probably shouldn’t have told them. idk. it’s not even that bad i just am torn apart by their rejection of me and #utter inability to just like be happy for me without criticizing some part of it or restraining me. plus the house is just as much of a #biohazard as it was when i left and all the broken things are still broken and it’s like. a lot. i miss the hotel LOL #i think im just sleep deprived and not in my head right today but i do not want to be here. sinking in quicksand unable to breathe. but i #have to be the one to get me out of it and i should have learned how in chicago but i didn’t it was just a break and now im stuck again #delete later #kind of terrible that instead of being so proud and happy about what i did my immediate reaction is to be miserable that im home now lol

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coquelicoq · 11 months

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I don't know if it's rude to ask, so apologies in advance if I sound mean, but… how come you repeatedly bring up old posts of yours from three or more years ago? Do you remember each original post you make and intentionally bring them back? Like, I don't think there's anything wrong, your blog can be whatever you want, obviously, and your stuff is always funny or curious in some way, just… I'm kind of lost as of how it came to be, I guess? I don't think I remember my own posts after 6 months, much least if I have to go back to 2020!

ahaha no it's usually just because i'm going back through a tag looking for something else! i recently went back through my entire "my posts" tag (which contains...1468 posts, dear lord) and while i was doing that saw several posts that i felt like reblogging for whatever reason. so it's usually not that i remember them and go looking for them on purpose, it's that i come across them incidentally in the course of doing something else.

if you want to know why i reblog them after coming across them, 1) usually i don't! you are seeing the tip of the iceberg lol, and 2) it's mostly because it's hard to resist the "sooo true, bestie" urge, even when the bestie is just...yourself.

#sometimes...things that are written by me...are things i agree with #but oftentimes they are not once a few years have passed lol. i mean i just looked at 1468 posts by yours truly #and queued probably 1% of them #oh i also went through my asks tag which was another 500 or so posts #if you want to know why i'm putting myself through this it's for a really ridiculous reason #namely: several nights ago i had insomnia brought on by (get this) being too excited to sleep because my brain wouldn't stop #coming up with crosslinguistic french/english puns #and a couple of them in particular i was like oh god this would be a great tumblr username!#however as i've said before i had no plans to ever change my username (even though i don't like it)#because doing so would break any links that contain my current username #i had resigned myself to just living with this username forever. but once i thought of some usernames i actually like #it became harder to resist the urge to change it...#so now i have this convoluted plan to try to identify and tag as many of the links as i can #so that after i switch names i can go back and fix the links #however i'm not sure how feasible this is. there are a lot of links #and no matter what i do short of going through all 45k posts on this blog i will be bound to miss some of them anyway #(i think getting a domain would solve this problem but i don't wanna get a domain bc i'd have to give wordpress my legal name)#indecisive superhero meme w the buttons 'the need to have punny username' vs. 'the need to be able to find things on my blog'#asks #anon #actually anon probably the majority of the time i rb something i wrote 3 years ago it's bc i forgot about it #i come across it and am like oh yeah! this! and it's like a brand new discovery so i put it back on the dash lol #anyway thanks for your ask! i got a kick out of it 😂

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majimassqueaktoy · 9 months

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I just went on to Tumblr search to find you and check what you've been up to.

..... I had a brain fart and typed in Jess instead of your Tumblr name then corrected it to Majima so you'd show up.

Literally "I wonder what Jess has been up to, Tumblr find Jess..... wait...."

tumblr, tell me how jess has been

hmmmmmmmm

#did i type jess into the search bar? yes.#always funny when theres jess/jessie characters bc my brain is like im p sure you and jessie from toy story were the originals < insane #nice you thought of me😁#i got sick with a flu like 2 months back and at some point it left but developed a migraine which lasted like 12 days #and now its just more coming and going but the doc wanted me to get another brain scan #even though i only just got one ? last? year #i think last year? idk time is fake #i got that on monday #but otherwise i been chill just sleeping a lot #still need to play dead souls ive just been too tired to plug the ps3 in lmaooo #so yes very boring lol #thanks for thinkin of #me though <3 #ask

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oflgtfol · 17 days

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ok so i hate writing intelligent posts abt malevolent bc im scared of posting theories that are stupid and wrong but like. im feeling that the eponymous fallen star of the order of the fallen star. is john. like this is a cult not about the king in yellow like that in season 1, but instead about the “fallen star” that fragmented off the king. Augh

#not liveblog taggigng this cuz i dont wanna be stupid and wrong in the main tag LULZ #i had the feeling when i was driving in the car earlier and now i just finished the ep and there was the bit where #john said that the stone that the cult worships or whatevers was unearthed AFTER john had already been trapped #so like timeline wise it also works out.#so now im feeling that i can post this and not be wildly off base #and the fact that john was the one to bring up the idea of well what exactly even IS the fallen star #like /john/ was the one who drew attention to it …#and then just in general all the weirdness with him this season AUGHHHGH wounded animal noise #brot posts #mal posting #im gonna skim the transcript and make one big post of my batshit reactions to earlier innthe ep while i was driving #and then im gonna go tf to sleep bc i worked 14 hours today and have been awkake for 20 hours #and i need to be up for work again in 6 hours !!!!#im wokring a standard 9-5 tomorrow though (unless something goes wrong and someone needs coverage on the night shift)#so i will be home and i can listen to both parts of episode 40 and then BE DONE with season 4 #yknow what if this theory is stupid and wrong then im gonna blame it on the fact i worked 14 hours today and ive been awake 20 lol

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mxgyver · 4 months

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how I'm feeling right now because the first week of my semester just started and I've already had some of my classes changed TWICE

#i had to email my DON my new work schedule because of school #THEN my clinical date got changed before class started so I had to email her... again and felt so guilty #(even though she said she was excited for me to start school)#AND NOW!!!! NOW!!!!!#my sim lab date (which was supposed to be tomorrow) got changed to... FRIDAY EVENING WHEN I WORK #so i just texted my DON and was like 'hey sooooo I can't work on friday'#y'all I am so tired enough as is bc I didn't sleep well last night & had to get up really early to get to class early #and it was my long day #I need a nap or something because wtf 😭#i knew nursing school was going to be stressful but i didn't think it would start this fucking soon #sierra speaks #sierra goes to school

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linabirb · 2 months

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i found it kinda embarrassing how so many of my headmates are either fictives or just. very hardcore kinnies (QM is a kotoko kinnie and cherry is a mizuki kinnie AND a yuno fictive so you can imagine the stress i'm under) like. like that's weird. but now that i think about it my therapist did say that my headmates are basically the brain's attempt to protect me and force me to take care of myself so. it kinda makes sense why my brain would go "FINE if i start to talk like the blorbo from your shows will you PLEASE go to bed already"

it's just kinda silly bc sometimes it's like. someone says "wow you understand this character so well" and im like "thanks :) they literally live inside my head btw"

#though i should mention that my brain doesn't always take my faves like i feel like it chooses the characters that i. need??#like. maybe it thinks those characters would protect me better than my faves or smth #anyway. idk. brain is weird #[ 🏖️ 𝗆𝖾 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖻𝗈𝗒𝗌!! ]#anyway going to sleep now bc i can hear someone in my head begging me to do so. idk who it is exactly #[ 💚 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐚 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐬 ]

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vzajemnik · 2 months

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that kiss has done something to me i need to get on dating apps again

#🗞️#its both sides of the coin like ooooh so ive still got it. but also i need to stop making out with men bc its easier even though theyre gay #but for right now im doing dishes and gonna do yoga and then gonna shower and go to sleep. and well see where i am tomorrow

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eosofspades · 1 year

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okay so maybe it was just me being ahead of the curve or whatever but like. did anyone else have their ultimate misery / severe depression era during middle school instead of high school?

#mine #mental illness #it is FOUR AM i should NOT BE thinking about this but oh my god #i read something and i just realized that it wasnt just depression i had a full-fucking-blown psychological BREAK when i was 11 #and i need to be up in four hours but now im too pissed to sleep like oh my god i had a FULL PSYCHOLOGICAL BREAK and #STILL none of the adults in my life even noticed i was SAD?? FUCKING HELLO??????#anyway rant in the tags but also im genuinely asking did this hit anyone else in middle school/ages 11-13 instead of high school #bc all the stuff i see is about how miserable and mentally ill kids in high school are and im absolutely not discounting that #but like. high school was SO MUCH BETTER for me it was fucking PARADISE compared to how deeply fucking hurting i was #throughout all of middle school. like i would relive all my high school years ten times over before i even ONCE had to feel how i felt #from the ages of 11 - 13. high school was FUN for me and i was still very mentally ill going into 9th grade!!#like. okay you know the adhd principle of executive dysfunction where the idea is that DOING the task is easier than STARTING the task #and the analogy that goes like. imagine you had to struggle for hours climbing up the gravel mountain to get to the construction site #so when you finally get there youre like oh thank fuck time to lay some bricks i could do this all DAY #and the guy who drove up the mountain to the work site is all angry and is like man stop bragging about how EASY laying bricks is for you #man its hard work!!!!! and youre like. not as hard as climbing up the damn gravel mountain dude #and whenever i hear people talking about how high school is the worst. i think of that.#yeah man high school is hard. not as hard as suffering through the crushing misery of being 11 though.

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newervegas · 3 months

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okok sleep deprived BUUT i think i have the j//jk verse figured out so far!!!!!!

three clowns atm!! shiori (g*ojo), minako (t*oji + ch*oso) and kanna (n*anami) !!!!!!! 🌸💕

minako is g/ojos older sister (by a few years she graduated college and was in her first year as a teacher in ye olde flashback era of when g*ojo and besties were in school) she was married and thus and still into today she uses her late spouses surname mizuhara.

shiori is either n//aoyas twin but they weren’t really close as kids and aren’t close now so there isn’t much to that?? (or maybe they were but now its strained due to yk succession who gets to be heir i am not quite sure about that yet!! oo it would give s//uccesiion but make it j//jk OO!!!!!) ORR she’s the older sib of m*ai and m*aki?? and still candidate of heir (?) in that as well?)

BUT ANYWAY..!!!! she was an old classmate of g/ojo and the besties (was maybe in either his year or n/anami and kannas year?) AND BESTEST BUDS. its giving childhood sweethearts to lovers yk? CUUTE.

fast forward t*oji passes….ish. right she and him after they grad they raise her nephew together (he even has a room at her apartment they’ve been SUUPER married but never got together what gives yk?? ILL EXPLAIN 💀) so her career skyrocketed (as an actress?? model? both????) and so things got busy BUUT like they’ve baaasically been living together and raising two youngins (minako and t*oji have a daughter aya <3) they hang out like ALL THE TIME……. and yet not married 💀

(but i mean thats not to say they’ll never yk *giggles* shes taking a year off of to help out and support m*egumi at his first year with goj 🥀🤧 SUPER MARRIED PARENTS!!) theyve alsoo been very invested the last decade or so with getting two of their besties together ever since n*anami said he was interested in her since like forever and never told them about it but swore to never tell her about it so theyve been trying to subtly *wheeze* set them up 🥀🤡

WHICH LEADS ME TO KANNAAA so she’s the granddaughter to the principal of the k*yoto campus and she transferred to tokyo so not to have the rep as “principals kid” (she still did alas 💀✨🤧) and possibly get special treatment bc shes related to one of the administrators. her curse technique she uses (its like c*assia in r*ogue trader-ish seeing emotions, curses and resonances as colors and swipes of paint and swipes of a paintbrush !!) and its helpful as she is a psychotherapist these days for sorcerers !!!!!!! 🌸 very much on the outside cool and collected “has her stuff together.” meanwhile that mask hides behind a hot mess teehee <3 also parties a lot chronic partner drags shiori to all of her after parties and galas and suggests kanna “tags along” so she can party 🥀😌 the girls are thriving!!!!!!!!

she didn’t think anything of nan and in fact likely didn’t even know he existed let alone has had a childhood harbored crush on her 🥀💀 ……. and then they reunite when they’re set up together in ep9 TEEHEE (everyone (g*ojo and shiori) cheers they’re brains for suggesting she aid them HUUUGE) she had planned only to be there for the exchange event and then go back to things buuuut teehee n*anami like kanna fell HARD (everyone’s thrilled especially g*ojo and shiori ndjxxh) and thus decided to take a transfer to be in t*okyo HEHE.

SO GOLDFISH BRAIN their curses!! minako (dream walking/weaving), shiori (pied piper if i make her an actress she doesn’t do musicals or play instruments UNLESS there’s curses in her midst bc she can control them and people in the vicinity with her ability (like meat puppets 🥀🤧 BUUT if i made her a model people already would expect her not to sing so i mean it would be convenient??) and kanna was listed earlier!!

(also when g*ojo and shiori finally DO get together everyone was like ????? we thought you both already were?? and they were like 🥀🧍‍♀️🧍👁️✨😶🫨)

BONUS TRACK VERSION: so nan and kan begin as more of a fwb but it doesn’t last im thinking bc teehee <3 BUUT not before shiori stopped by kans place for something and noticed…… something of nanamis there 🥀💀 (like a tie or jacket of his or something yk?) BUT THE WAY SHIO BOLTSSSS TO DELIVER THE NEWS very had to be ✨ so normal ✨ around them lest ye aforementioned parties are made aware that they know 🌸💕🫨🥴

#leg.txt #t: personal musings #i am so sorry if this makes no sense dkxjxhgc i haven’t gone to sleep and it’s 7 am 💀) ANYWAY i hope y’all are well!!!!!! 🌸💕#*its 8 am now *wheeze* leg go to sleep challenge (impossible) the saga continues 🥀🤡#veery trying to keep it vague xkxhhxh since i think im a bit over halfway thru s1 #and like yk this all could SUUPER change yk?? (alsoo i can’t wait to dev minako and c*hoso once i meet him they’re gonna be the cutest AHH)#alsoo jess i may beeline to the ye olde messages bc i have hyperfixation bad rn 🥀🤧😌✨☺️ binge watching it and feeling normal rn!! <3 #ill go into a lore thingy on minakos new lore later !!!!!! leg need nap *wheeze* 🥀🤧🥴✨#but like in short toj they meet she went on a date to tell him she’s married its dropped #SUBSEQUENTLY he’s given an assignment interestingly to zero her man and the immediate family #(she had to grade an assignment that night where her students wrote their own plays!!)#i mean in his mind even with his profession he’s the tiniest wee bit grateful she wasn’t attending that night 🌸💕☺️😵‍💫#something something in love with the mark trope I LOVE SYMBOLISM!!!!!!!#and like her and goj were SUUPER close until he passed then she never really wanted to see him or speak to him again #leg returning to their v//tm era while also needing to write that w//itcher fic and other things 🥀🥴 but!! we are creating though yay!!!!!!!#that is a BOTCHED summary of things for minakotoj if i ever saw one kdjxhxhx 🥀🤧

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i actually have not stopped thinkin bout your bb!edit like,,,, its so good and scratches my brain right

how long have you been doin edits for? do have any tips for someone, who hypothetically, wants to start doin edits too? what programs do you use? how did you do the cool animated bits?

im so sorry for all the qustions 😭😭 i just think youre very talented and inspirational and i hope you have a good day ^_^

hi firstly oh my gosh you're literally so sweet i am gently shaking you i love you so much /p. secondly, i apologize for the long answer! (it's all under the cut. this got away from me. i'm so sorry apparently i have a lot to say.) (also you're so good about the questions i would constantly be asking one of my professors questions during class to the point where she said i didn't have to go "i have a question" every time i approached her)

i've been editing since 2016! around march/april, i think? loved it so much i went into film & video production in college as a major so i could do editing for a living. (i have done more motion graphics for my classmates than i have done edits outside of class assignments, BUT!)

the program i use is after effects - i started learning it when covid first hit the united states because i had nothing better to do with my time (other than music theory but i failed that bc my professor focused more on the history aspects than the actual theory soooo) and my ipad kept giving me the "no more storage" whenever i tried to use videostar lmao. (vs has, apparently, gotten a LOT of good updates, so if you're looking to start editing and have an ios system, i'd look into it! only downside is you have to pay for some of the cool stuff).

also the program i use for masking (i think i explain this later dwdw) is superimpose. i've been using it since 2014 and it's SO nice bc i can use my fingers to erase backgrounds & stuff instead of hoping i can get it to work correctly in ae or photoshop (photoshop my DETESTED i'll use it but i'll complain the entire time).

for people who want to start editing: tutorials on how your program works and how to do specific transitions are gonna be your best friend when you're first figuring things out! i forced a friend to literally walk me through how after effects worked when i was first figuring it out, and when i had swapped to videostar back in 2017/2018(?) i had watched a Lot of tutorials. that and played around a lot and figured things out on my own - which is also always a good way to start!! it's also totally valid to look at other people's edits for inspiration - most editors don't really care, as long as you don't flat-out remake their edit (some people don't like that!). i have a style insp folder on instagram where i save edits that i like so if i need transition ideas or i'm doing a different style, i can look there for inspiration. at the end of the day, as long as you're having fun with it that's all that matters!

also, starting simple is always okay!! my edits for a year were just me slapping gifs & video segments together on a timeline in cute cut pro bc imovie didn't load them lol & it'd crash every time i breathed. ++ it never hurts to ask people for feedback/constructive(!!!) criticism/etc! (also not to sound like everyone else but practice? good. it's so good. if i showed my 14/15y/o self some of the edits i can make now they would've passed out on the spot bc i was still trying to figure out transitions back then. programs can also sometimes make a difference in edits, but usually it's not super noticeable until you start getting to the Complicated Shit.)

a lot of popular programs i've seen are ones like video star (ios only), alight motion (android only), after effects (i recommend 🏴‍☠️ing it tbh, i only use it legally bc i had to use adobe programs for school), capcut, and i think some people still use sony vegas pro & maybe cute cut pro (i've heard it may have actually gotten better since i last used it in 2018)? i have no idea. programs also depend on whatever device you're using to edit on! since i've been using my laptop, i'm able to use after effects (it's computer-only), but when i used my phone/ipad to edit i used ccp & vs.

for the animation - it's a lot of cutting up the image and masking! more complex animations, like the one i had of leo walking down that red 'hallway' have several different layers that have been masked. (i removed the background & filled in the spot where leo originally was in two different apps - superimpose (taking leo out) & photoshop (filling in the bg)) in after effects, the way i've done this was mask out the specific thing i wanted to move (like an eye) and then put that mask on what i've called a "base" (not animated), and then stick a solid behind the base to match the color of the object. (some of my layers are not named appropriately; base 2 is the left arm & the four "SIX_[...]" layers are the mask/bandana tails)

an example of this would be for any of the eye blink animations i did! this (above) is the same shot, with and without the eye - since it's masked out and i have the background solid behind it, it doesn't look too unnatural/have a black outline/mass where his eye should be.

what it looks like without the solid layer behind it ^ (the red lines are from the null layers - ignore that)

this is what my timeline looks like if it's a more simplistic animation - the only five things being animated here are leo & raph's eyes. (there's only this many layers bc it's two characters in one shot & i was also animating their pupils - typically, an eye-blink animation is about 4-6 layers for me (solid, base, mask, & null to animate with, 6 if i'm animating both eyes & 4 if just one))

in after effects, there's this really cool tool called the puppet pin that one of my friends (lovingly) yelled at me for not knowing about - which. yeah fair she wasn't wrong it's SUPER useful in animating, provided you chop up your image first. if you don't it's a mess.

(separated by layer vs i should've really put the mask tails & leo's head on separate layers and didn't bc that was the 2nd to last animation i had to do and i was losing my mind bc i wanted to be done with the edit lmao)

the way people animate depends all on their style (there's two common ways to do blinking animation - having the anchor point at the bottom of the eye, or the middle of it) and the program they use. it's been a while, but i could probably tell you how to do some basic animations on videostar still even though i've been doing them in after effects for about 2-3years now. ALSO the best way to have an animation be noticeable is to over-exaggerate it/make them Big - which, yes, can mean 'breaking bones' and having the limbs be a little wonky at the start. (if you want it to be realistic though go Just to the point where it looks uncomfortable lmao)

uhm. again i am so sorry that this is so long i THINK this is everything? if not: my inbox/dms are always open if you ever want to ask more questions, wanna follow up on something, etc etc!! (also if you ever start editing please send me your edits!!! i'd love to see them <3)

#this got away from me im SO sorry (just put this in google docs out of curiosity. 1255 words. i am so sorry for the essay.)#uhm. ANYWAY YES like i said if you have any other questions feel free to reach out!!! i am always alway willing to help people out #with stuff like this!!! i can talk your ear off though if this wasn't enough proof of that /j #if nothing makes sense it's bc i'm responding to this at like. 5am my time. so. my bad if there's typos i'm so sorry #like i think i saw this ask at 4:40ish am and i'm still making sure i've got everything covered and its like 5:32am LMAO #me when i dont sleep bc i have no routine now #ask box pals #art creds in the screenshots to trubblegumm !! <- tagging to be safe #still in shock at the amount of positive feedback im getting from my bb!leo edit like oh my god you guys are incredible ilysm /p #sorry i discovered in the middle of typing out my tags that you can edit them now after you've hit enter where am i.#also this is offtopic so its down here but i am Not complaining about doing more motion graphics than actual editing.#a bitch has won two awards for their motion graphics at festivals and i've been doing them for a YEAR #(laughs in the first time i ever did a real one i won a student award. idk how. but i DID and i won the pro category this year <3)#it would be nice tho to do more editing for short films tho :( had a professor tell me i was good at it.#i should rly start using my camera and shoot my own stuff and edit it huh. maybe i will eventually i have a few ideas.#anyway. i need to stop rambling abt my experience as a film student and go to bed i apparently need to be up in the morning but idk WHEN

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