I want to see Skirk contemplatively poking unconscious Childe with a spear at the end of 4.2

I don't think it's going to work out for us, Frosty. I'm just not attracted to mayonnaise gelatin salad molds.

Imagine Tubbo after whatever the big eye might have in store for him and Pierre’s recreation of the French Revolution.

Beaten and bloody, and stumbling along the terrain of the island, thinking that if he stopped moving he might collapse entirely and never get up, letting the dirt and plants consume him

He comes across the red team, out on one of their excursions. Slowly he raises the gas mask to his face, and realization dawns across their own.

He attempts to take a step forward, falling to the ground. Exhaustion taking its toll.

After arguing amongst themselves, bolas carry him to their base. Fixing him up the best they can with what limited resources they have.

Tubbo opens his eyes to them staring down at him. Immediately he punches someone in the face.

After getting him to calm down, they ask what happened, why he looked like that. Where he explains that his own team tried to execute him. And that he had no where else to go

The red team lets him stay, helps him heal. It’s surprising to him that they’d offer such kindness, but he accepts it greatfully

Eventually when he can stand and walk on his own. He finds himself on the outside of their base, looking forwards to what lies outside, wherever ever his team might be. And making a decision

He grabs a flint and steal from his inventory, striking the iron against the flint he starts a fire. He pulls the badge of the blue team off his shirt. And drops it into the fire.

Insane option: Veth isn't joining them but Scanlan is going to come out of the woodwork and come with

Dortmund could so something so funny tomorrow

Can I get your snapchat or digits ❤️

You can ask @zerosuitsammi3 and see what she says 😉🤭

Quick update

- T is 8, in second grade. He’s doing ok academically (ie he can read and write ok, doesn’t struggle too much with math) but he has trouble concentrating. We haven’t started a diagnostic process and I’m not sure we will either if we can get enough help without one, but certainly there are some adhd traits. He’s able to concentrate for hours on something that interests him (arts and crafts, Legos) but has a short attention span whenever he’s not 110 percent interested.

- E is 3, doing well but is she is a handful in the sense that she knows what she wants and she wants it NOW.

-I’m soon to be 44. I’m so so tired. A wreck, to be more precise.

- Also, lately I’ve lately had baby fever. But that ship has sailed for us, for a number of reasons, it really has. Mainly, because I’m too tired, also because life is too expensive and lastly because it is very very unlikely that it could happen. And our marriage is struggling too. So mainly I’m just having a hard time accepting that I will never have a baby again.

theoretically i would love to be a porcelain doll or cat valentine or barbie for halloween

So, Blake mentions in episode 4 for that Alyx got out, and as seen above they keep “following” her (as in her footsteps, that’s why she is in shadows) though the Ever After. 

But what if she got out when she was needed in the timeline of Remnant. Lots of people have thought that time might move differently in both locations. What if when you get out, it is to where you NEED to be, not when you want to be or even when you came from. 

We know that Alyx will probably be important in the story, she is not some unknown entity. We know what she looks like and the characters in the Ever After remember her.  What if she got out in the recent time, and is the summer madien in Vaccuo? She would understand magic a little. Or what if she was the summer maiden and passed it down to her daughter and so on and so on so her relatives are still the summer maidens?

The urge to post my entire queue in one day

filling out an application to join my work LGBT diversity committee and one of the application prompts about prior experience reminded me about the time i tried to join the local bi group meetup and the leader of the group ... was somehow both overly concerned with bi erasure and yet was so actively biphobic....

Am getting massively burn out at work and I know am isolating myself and just working going home and sleeping or doing nothing. And I have my trip in 10 days and I know that probably exhausted me and it be nice going on and all.

But Idk I need to stop isolating and shit but idk how and I just am getting more depressed due to it. And I know it's also cause am wearing a mask at work cause everyone been sick and am traveling soon and I want to be responsible. But everyone fucking calls me ma'am when am wearing a mask. And it takes all the wind out of me and makes me shut down and after work I just want to hide and it really isn't good. But am going to go to Florida and wear a mask as well cause I need to be responsible and it's so exhausting cause am sure it's going to be no better there. And I love my platonic soulmate but three people in the conversation pronouns get used more and she knows I love to talk and trys to help but then everyone calls me she and ma'am and it just get worse and worse the long it goes.

And this stupid mask everyone has to use she for no god damn reason. I got so use to he and it been so good and this stupid mask and me trying to be good is putting the stupid dysphoria and shit and it hurts so much and I just want to cry and take it off but am trying so hard to be good. And it's so unfair. And it's really hurting and idk what to do cause I need social interactions and I am just getting hurt now and it's so hard. Am trying to be good but it's so painful and I just am losing it. And the pain makes it so I don't even walk to talk to my friend here or anything cause I just am so exhausted and upset and so am isolating and I don't know how to fix it. And my platonic soulmate won't let me be bad and just say fuck it and take off my mask. I want to so badly it's selfish but I feel like am dying inside and its so stupid and unfair and why fucking why. My platonic soulmate keeps being like you clearly a dude and it doesn't help cause honestly am not. Side burns don't mean anything and I don't show my faces hair and thus people just see my stupid boobs cause even tho am better at hiding them their stupidly big and you can only do so much. I can't do a binder at work or everything. My backs already messed up and I don't want to hurt myself and even outside of work it's hard.

I feel like a stupid baby and it's unfair and I can't even cry and break down like I want to. So I just isolate myself and it just makes things worse and idk what to do at this point.

Gurl...WERE IS YOUR CALL TO JOIN HIS TEAM!!!

Come on, Yermak, Podolyak, Zelensky, whoever. Call Jam and add her to your team! She's doing the work for you!

(I think they could use someone who translates everything...just sayin')

Adding to this job application:

I can bake reeeally good and make awesome desserts

I can make quite a decent coffee

I can offer Zelenskyy a big movie and TV series collection

I have books. Lots of books. (like...loooots)

I know how to keep plants alive (I don't know - maybe someone needs to take care of the office plants?!)

can also offer dark humour, speak sarcasm fluently and I'm also in for jokes and dirty remarks and can clap back

I have a Grammarly subscription