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Enchanted by akatsukis princess carryisms
#art tag#enstars#wait can i tag akatsuki. what if thats naruto.#keito hasumi#souma kanzaki#kuro kiryu#i like posting non pokemon stuff here than twt bc of the tagging system </3 feels safer#waiting for akats climax event is like pulling teeth i really thought theyd be next i couldve never predicted 2wink#GOOD for them tho i love 2wink. yutas finally free from 5 star jail#i love posting a buncha pokemon then a random non pokemon thing im unpredictable. i keep you guessing. i draw the same 3 enstars characters#i only scheduled this bc i just posted smth i feel like i should let it breathe first#ok thats all. gotnight#edit i forgot to make it as clear as possible the only thing i ship within akats is kurokei </3333 i dont like shipping souma w them#which is why kuro and keito get a whole 3 drawings together. spoiled
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Sad mutuals with violent thoughts I am giving you forehead kisses
#lets go girls#my posts#girls is gender inclusive for the purpose of this tag#anyone of any gender can be grippy socks gang w me#this is about intrusive thoughts btw if that was not clear
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i'm still stuck on the purgatories so here's a list of purgatory 2 moments simply off the top of my head that deserve to be remembered:
aimsey ducking all of axolotl team alone in a cave with literally half a heart
goose gang fucking descending on the raccoon base and absolutely wrecking shop
ethan crankgameplays clutching up for team panda during the capture the flag game by being the only one hanging out in the center and periodically checking the chests, earning them a shitton of flags and clutching multiple rounds
crow team's egg taking 0 damage
pac doxxing goose gang's egg in the last second
shelby shubble as the last member of her team online writing a letter to aimsey and sharing the world's most devastating ten minutes before her team was eliminated with one of the eye creatures (coco? i forgot lol)
badboyhalo absolutely fucking DEMOLISHING the battleship event on like 2 hours of sleep and a dream
wuant(?) stealing a tv from the battleship event and then playing portuguese ice age on it for the crows lmfao
tubbo djing for his team while waiting for the time for a goose gambit
theguill CRASHING THROUGH THE FUCKING CEILING of the raccoon team's hidey hole like the fucking kool aid man in a last effort to save his team and 4v1 or 5v1 ing team raccoon; he lost but that was such an epic fucking moment
theguill and etoiles pvping and each hyping the other's skills the entire time
seapeekay escaping cellbit and baghera and then stealing their boats and rocketing past to tease them about it; that shit was iconic
kenny going mad with power collecting sand on literally day 1
the english speaking squirrels taking actual physical notes on portuguese phrases (i think)
lgbtiba
i may add more this is an off the top of my head list but like got DAMN i like these events :D i like them a lot
#qsmp#qsmp purgatory 2#qpurgatory 2#there hope those filter for u fuckers#(/affectionate)#shut up vic#block game brainrot#if you can't tell my povs went something like this:#crab -> raccoon -> panda -> capybara -> goose -> crow#so i didn't watch all of them lmfao#i only spent a few hours with raccoon and crab; panda i caught all of#capybara and goose i mostly watched on their elimination day#crow i hopped into on the final day as well tho i'd been keeping some tabs on them previously#just not concentrated watching#i like purgatories :D#to be clear though i hope they don't run purg 3 until like november 2024 at the absolute EARLIEST#the staff is NOT at the point they can handle it yet lol not for a while#the fact that one of the ex devs said they were already talking about purg 3 was crazy#like i'm patient i'm not nuts let's cook this one#this is neglecting to mention the post-server close calls which are my favorite part of the event no contest#oh yeah and i also have issues w how some of the special events work#those need some tweaking it's not perfect by any stretch of the imagination#but i enjoy it :) it has good moments
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*gently places angsty Twig comic in your hands*
There comes a point in healing, sometimes, where you must grieve the child you never got to be, and bury her along with the desperate hope of one day somehow becoming her.
It isn’t fair. And it never will be.
But you grieve the child, still.
#hey so do you think the PMD universe has a concept of PTSD or#I gotta admit I’m not so sure about posting this one either ;w;#i like. never make my angstier works public. so this is very new to me#man this AU really is just Twig Going Throught It huh#I promise it gets better#there’s a happy ending pending#Twig just has to get to a point where she can’t keep pushing things aside#she’s got to hit rock bottom so hard it knocks enough sense into her to ask for help#also when Young Twig appears beside Adult Twig she’s not literally there!#not sure if that was clear#Twig talking about how she feels messed up just reminded Grovyle of something she said while a human#it was a lil flashback on his end#*slips tumblr a $20 bill* please let this be less blurry than the last comic#stuff by sofie#the present is a gift AU#pmd2#pmd eos#pmd explorers#pmd sky#pmd#pmd au#pmd comic#pmd grovyle
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ik it’s probably a classic case of extrapolating way too much but... the way raph’s character design lines up w his whole arc and role and struggles...
like the fact that he is so so so much bigger than the others. raph is big, raph is strong, raph is steady and sturdy and he can literally pick up his entire family and carry them all at once.
and like, when raph is so big and so strong and such a reliable thing. when raph is the protector, the one calling the shots on missions, the mother hen, the first point of authority. when raph is there, overprotective, when raph (for all that his brothers poke at him not being good under pressure) always always ALWAYS comes through at the end of the day when things are serious, ALWAYS gives it everything he’s got.
his design and his learned role/behaviors in this family are just the perfect storm of why it took up to the season finale to drive home the issue.
so much of the series carries the default energy of “raph will handle it.”
raph will hold up the ceiling above you. raph will throw himself over you and take a hit and get back up and keep fighting. raph has a power that makes him even bigger and draws more attention and makes him able to carry MORE. raph will be the substitute parent. raph will be put into the mentor role through leo’s leadership arc.
and raph is big. he’s built to carry heavy loads. raph is strong. raph is bold and loud and always ready to try to push on. even if he doesn’t know what to do or what he’s doing, he won’t give up and we’ll all pull together and things will turn out okay.
(his room is full of teddy bears. he dipped out on a mission to try to take a picture of a pigeon carrying a slice of pizza. he’s terrified of being alone.
he’s just as much of a kid as his brothers are. he’s just as new and inexperienced with the things happening to them as his brothers are. but for him, for some reason, there’s like this double standard where that becomes a huge glaring flaw.)
idk this got very sloppy and uncoordinated. i’m very in my feelings about raph right now though.
#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt raph#rise raph#rottmnt raphael#honestly i could go on forever and ever about the double standard thing where raph is concerned#like. w movie leo especially leo is learning lessons raph also had to learn in the series! making very similar mistakes!#but you never see analyses or essays pointing to those bad calls as signs that leo isn't up to the task...#(i mean there are some clear Reasons why that happens.)#(its the reason why raph and mikey are the bros who get the least content by a MILE. but. not the point of this post.)#the whole point is just the idle subconscious assumption and associations of it being fine to let raph carry everything#literally physically sure but also metaphorically#and the plight of the child who seems to Need Nothing (all children need; some sadly learn not to appear to need)#even my tags are incoherent rn clenches fists i love him so much is all#like there is a reason it takes to the series finale for him to have a proper breakdown and get actual support from his bros#and i am still mad we never got real good content for him and splinter#considering how similar their arcs ARE....#thats a whole other thing whatever
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pls i need to provide updates
#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year#and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire#and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f#friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl#acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what#are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and#friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me!#LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after#everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that 😐 . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to#invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me#i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother#and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids#so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo#any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up 🤷♀️#but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd#and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared 💀 but he potentially agreed so idk#THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date#w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a#few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay#scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK#like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl#like is that even doable#but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much#.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us#god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x#but it would be soooo funny#I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed#popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x#i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like#its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe
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DEVASTATING to me that tom interpreted shiv’s call in the final episode of season 3 as an impending betrayal just because his role in a reorganized waystar had not yet been determined.
the siblings were all going out on a limb. NO ONE’S role had been concretely decided. they all made the mutual decision to put their individual egos aside (insofar as people groomed for endless greed and narcissism are able to do) and joined forces against the common enemy of their father.
the natural, immediate impulse of shiv to call tom was an act of trust (insofar as a person like shiv is able to extend something resembling trust). tom heard, “shiv isn’t looking out for me, so i have to look out for myself.” but she wouldn’t have looped tom in if she truly thought he was disposable! shiv isn’t sentimental enough for that! shiv holds her cards too close to her chest for that!
tom looks at shiv’s pattern of behavior and sees a person who’s discarded and disregarded him time and time again. and, when playing by the rules of normal society, he’s right. but shiv is playing by the rules of the roy family. actively advocating for tom at every juncture wouldn’t yield the results tom expects: all that ceaseless advocacy would do is render shiv soft in the eyes of her father, and it would sink them both.
the ultimate irony in all of this is that the most seemingly callous action of shiv’s was actually the most beneficial to tom. it ingratiated tom to logan thoroughly enough to enable tom to betray shiv. of course, i’m talking about shiv’s straightforward conclusion that tom expressing a willingness to take the fall and go to prison would be the most painless option for everyone involved. including tom.
because shiv knows a year of (white collar) prison would be an investment for tom that would pay off in DROVES. it would establish tom as someone respectable and loyal to logan. and it did. tom’s stated willingness to fall on logan’s sword ultimately brought him close enough to logan to allow him to sell out his wife.
because tom can’t take the heat. he doesn’t understand why shiv keeps throwing him into the fire. and shiv doesn’t understand why tom is so resistant. this is the fire he married into, after all. why can’t he toughen up like she has? the added tragedy here is that, in a different context, tom’s difference in constitution from that of her family is likely what drew shiv to tom in the first place. but, paradoxically, his inability to assimilate is also what disgusts her about him.
i’m not sayin’ shiv is a Good Partner. but what i am saying is that tom is not automatically a better one just because he’s more emotional and sentimental than shiv. shiv tries to love him with the tools she’s been given. but, uh, those tools are the emotional equivalent of using a bendy straw to suck all the water out of one of the roy family’s million dollar infinity pools.
#succession posting#tomshiv#tomgreg#failmarriage uwu#let me be clear in that i also support tom being hopelessly psychosexually obsessed w Greg#it’s undeniable#i will just simply not tomgreg at the expense of shiv
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generation loss was very fun!!
it reminds me of like... classic RPGMaker games, almost? with all of the audience participation, it really is a game that we play by majority vote,, very interested to see where this will go...
GL!Ranboo is our rpgmaker protagonist, can't wait for him to say fuck the narrative and stop listening to us <3
#aria rambles#generation loss#genloss#no spoilers here just prediction#well.. not much of a PREDICTION really#i think it's pretty clear that he'll do this#but it's interesting how much it really did feel like playing a classic rpgmaker game to me#ranboolive#ranboo#gl!ranboo#i dont know the tags anymore... erm#if theres a tag i should be using let me know please!#also LMAO me posting my thoughts hours late#i watched it live w some friends
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Starting to think computers are actually the work of a dark and twisted demonic force.
#trying to trouble shoot a pc problem and we've gotten to the point wherein i am considering just ignoring it and hoping it solves itself orz#everything i try just makes things worse!!#i cleared my site data instead of just the temporary files in firefox and now nothing loads so im restarting the damn pc#but its taking. FOREVER. which is always a great sign. if this doesn't fix the page load times (not even the original problem!) im going to#freak out. just completely. because now i have to fix two things tomorrow... i wanna go to bed i don't want to do tech support anymore#im just frustrated and doing things impulsively that are not very helpful. so now i have to sadly sign back into every website on earth#which is very slow and painful because SOMEONE is hogging all my disk#everyone stop hogging all my disk and let firefox load challenge difficulty level impossible#but hey. restarting it did make the pages actually load now. i started this post on my phone and am now editing it on my working pc -w-)b#i am going to have 500 security alerts in my inbox tomorrow lol.#snow blogging
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You have a way of finding sympathetic/kind of pathetic antagonists that are clearly neurodivergent and if given the chance, would totally be better people but never really got that chance
Fern and Hordak and Spot
[Identify my Blorbos!] (putting this at the top bc I made a really long post lol)
Anyway,
[Incorrect buzzer]
You were pretty close there till you said all of these guys would totally be better people but never were given the chance, especially when you said spto Gideon Graves. My man was SO down to do evil. At his best he's harmless and pathetic. But the dude still is pretty pro-doing-terrible-things, even if its not to Scott and Ramona in specific. Could he improve? Sure! But I'm of the belief that anyone can. It sucks that he wasn't treated nicely as a teenager but like. Dude, get help. You clearly can afford it. You just don't want it/don't think you need it.
Gideon actively chose to become the CEO of G-man records and he chose to use his vast power to make a girls life a living hell purely because he felt ENTITLED to her and her love. That's fucked up!!!! Hes' a sick shit in all versions and I truly do love him for that. He and Julie really are bitch x bastard! <3
Fern and Spot both are interesting ones, as they're both cases of "they made their own choices", only, the Finn part of Fern was doing something good (reviving Prismo), he just didn't know that meant he'd become the Finnsword, and the Emissary from Beyond is....Complicated.
Spot, however...
....Look, we can theorize as much as we want about his hypothetical past and what drove him to do it (bc I doubt anybody that works at Alchemax is fully stable), but before all this shit happened to him, he CHOSE to work at Alchemax, which was a morally dubious decision at BEST. I don't think he had bad intention in the slightest however, it's just that Spot....Seems to have a bad habit of not really caring about anything else that's going on around him as long as he's getting what he wants. Negligent is the word (Funny, considering that's what he accuses Spider-Man of being). Also nobody made him go back for the dark matter, and he could have evacuated like everybody else*
Either way, both Fern and Spots actions definitely come from a place of desperation and severe emotional distress. And they're both guys that really lost their entire lives due to something out of their control**, and just weere driven to go....Way too far. They also actively decided to be bad guys because villainy provided them with the validation they needed. Hopefully Spot won't get killed off in the end like Fern did. Haha!
Hordak is definitely what you described though, because we were literally SHOWN that through the existence of Wrong Hordak! He's from a cult and heavily indocrinated with horrible beliefs that he deeply internalized, especially because of his relationship with his disability and the way Horde Prime viewed him for it. This is also seen through Entrapta, who....Yes, helped him do evil thing too. But they were adorable. And ultimately, it was her that helped him realize his worth as a person and take the step towards good (although that was a personhood thing, not a redemption arc, lol). But through proper support, Wrong Hordak was able to grow and develop in a way that Hordak just wasn't given the opportunity to, so....Yeah.
Hordak never got the chance, and Fern kept getting screwed over by the universe and his own low self esteem. But Spot made his own choices in life. He is absolutely the most selfish person out of the three.
And also. Is, yknow, the most experienced in life/an adult. (I already talked about Gideon who is the worst but like I said he doesn't even come close). Yes what happened to him was horrible, yes he didn't deserve so much mistreatment for it, but still. The chain of events started because of his own decisions until it spiralled out of his control, from where he doubled down for a variety of reasons indicating that he really needs the intervention of a trained mental health professional.
I think I went way off course here.
Sorry. Haha.
* Yes it's likely that he felt like he had to go back and save the remains of his work, might have something to do with Olivia stealing all the credit for the collider and his desperate need to be recognized. Still a bad idea though.
** Spot may have done the physical aspects of his life going to shit to himself but I'm not blaming him for the way other people treat him for what is now out of his control. It's not like he asked to be what he is, or to be mocked and lose his livelihood for it.
You get a 1.3/4 because the description is correct up to a point but it entirely fits Hordak.
SO close!
#long post#hordak#spop#fern the human#spot#atsv#gideon graves#im a little rusty on my spop and adventure times so forgive me for being incorrect at any point#apologies to my blorbos in advanced#and let me be very clear i ADORE all of these guys even if i might seem less sympathetic in areas#ultimately i sympathize w a majority of stuff abt them#life hack: dont work for evil inc#(although spot might notve KNOWN it was evil inc and by the time kingpins funding shit its like....hes not leaving unless its in a casket)#(though i doubt he would anyway. he gets to make his collider! yayyyyy)#asks n answers#the spot
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champions & buddies
#i swear i'm not just being a ronnett psychopath#i wanted to gif this and post w everything else#but tumblr won't let me#but i have to find a way to keep this anyway#so#emily sonnett#rose lavelle#i am a ronnett psycho tho just making it clear
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o i wanted to make a post that im honestly not smart enough to actually sit down and think out but i like the way meryls trauma doesnt completely woobify her character but does still affect her, it just feels nice to see a female charcater not be completely reduced to a wet soggy mess bc of trauma but also not to (very unrealistically) just Get Over It i think trigun has a nice balance and its refreshing
#also not saying its a secret feminist masterpiece or anything (coz ive seen ppl say that and. come on) but i still think it does well-#enough to be given an appreciative nod#i mean its clear nightow didnt know what to do w milly n meryl after a certain point bc there was just. So much goin on w vash and knives#so he just has the girls do some nomad stuff offscreen until he was ready to bring them back in and yknow what i dont hate that#i think its important to note the women in trigun are fucking amazing tho like. rem meryl luida elendira even lina#and yeah millys underdeveloped but still shes so good#so im not gnna sit here and criticise nightow for being just as misogynistic as some other male mangaka bc i think he does very well#and thats not even to say the bar is on the floor like i truly believe that. i love meryl for a reason#but. ppl can we maybe stop w the 'trigun is so feminist' praise bc lets be real nightow probably just has a thing for strong women#98 anime is a little different tho i was pullin some faces while rewatching some clips.#im obvs talking abt the manga#and stampede is still not done so i wont comment too much on that besides the fact i like where its going (girlwise)#i dont usually like viewing manga thru this lense bc its not the same culture and feminism looks different in japan than it does over here#but i saw a chart. it made me twist up my face and go hrrrrnnnmmmmmnnnnmmnnm..... nnhhnnhhjnnn... mmmmmmmm#jesus i didnt mean to go off in these tags i just wanted to make another 'meryl good' post for the pile#ig im still thinkin abt that chart idk i guess it stuck w me (regretfully)#anyway point is i love meryl for a reason trigun women are great thanks nightow but im not gnna praise him for bein a feminist icon
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who decided i was old enough to handle radioactive materials. im simply a child.
#i have to do experiment w radiation (again; recall i initially went thru that this summer)#so expect some stressed posting about it#me leaving a lab where i did lots of synthetic chemistry: boy im glad im done working w carcinogens all the time#me being expected to expose myself to radiation now:#let me be clear i dont mind working w infectious agents. at least i can see them! radiation is spooky invisible magic i dont know how it wor
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⚠️ spoilers for year 5 fireworks festival cutscene below! ⚠️
the year 5 firework festival focusing on takakura being considered apart of your family is kicking my ass, especially since i got the anniversary event the day before. the way this game handles the farmer's family is so freaking sweet and impactful, i love it so much... 😭💕
#was takakura this involved w/ your family in the original game?#bc if not adding that in was such a good decision i love uncle takakura more than anything#i feel like there's some slight hesitance from takakura when it comes to the role he plays in your family#bc he's clearly a surrogate father figure to the farmer / grandfather to your kid but he probably wouldn't feel right about ->#being considered your dad or your kid's grandfather purely out of respect and his clear love for the farmer's late father#he wouldn't want to overstep ya know? (he isn't obviously he's just stepping up)#i've already talked about this a few times in tags but yea i just get really emotional thinking about takakura#i'm gonna have to add the post-event dialogue w/ a reblog it wouldn't let me post all of them#then. it's nap time#story of seasons#bokujou monogatari#a wonderful life#sos awl#gustafa (awl)#takakura (awl)#chara : bea lantos-beckenbauer#oc : tris beckenbauer#🕹 : gamer time#mj.txt#awl spoilers
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how do ppl w/ popular posts / posts that break containment deal bc my one post complaining abt tumblr's update is taking off rn and i'm abt to turn off reblogs asjdfk
#it's not even at 2k yet#but it's been like 3 minutes since i cleared my notifs and i already have 70 new notifs.....#well actually i have 2 posts abt the tumblr updates circulating rn#clogging up my notes w/ ppl writing blocks of tags abt how much they hate the update like ok. but let me see my spblr notifs !#aand at the time of posting i now have 99+ notifs#at least i'll have a popular post i can change later to be destiel#vic.txt
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I love this disaster bard sm you don’t even know 💕
#the witcher#dandelion#jaskier#priscilla#digital art#procreate#my art#doodle#I’ve just been collecting shitty doodles of him lmao#I never know how to caption things so I’m just sitting on a bunch of drawings rip#how do people do it….. it’s so hard xc#also I did mean to post a little earlier but I had surgery lol I’m much better now tho!gods willing I will clear out some of my drafts now🙏#or finish my wips lmao I have sooo many ToT pls my brain let me finish some#anyway I drew all of these at different times but I like to think that they’re all part of dandy’s attemps at getting (oblivious) geralt#to notice that he’s been in love w him for years and he’d be totally down to get some of that sweet witcher ass#I also like to imagine that the attempts of dumb as hell and mostly consist of things they already do together like get dinner etc but with#dandelion batting his eyelashes more and posing ‘seductively ‘#geralt thinks he’s getting sick or something#Priscilla is despairing and wishes he would just tell him with words already instead of crying to her every night when he ‘didn’t even#notice how good his ass looked today!!’#ok I think I’m done thanks for indulging me lol
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