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I think I'm annoyed about that post now actually lol.
#the 'here's why gays are aphobic. it is because we suffer so much because our sexuality which is different from aphobia' post#I'm sorry I'm. slightly misrepresenting op rn but that's a bit how that reads to me lol.#no matter how much you disclaim a post like that as not justifying the axis of oppression you're trying to ''explain'' how... would that#NOT be the result and reading of something like that#i reacted a lil triggered to it but also like. ugh. idk now I'm annoyed cause I couldn't even clarify how homophobia and aphobia aren't#super different because like. experiences of aphobia is too upsetting. maybe don't post about aphobia then#this is unfair. i am blaming op when this anon was not op aaaaaaaaaa#but yeah like. it would be bad to explain 'here's why cis gays are transphobic. they have so much trauma about being misgendered and being#pressured to have sex with someone with the genitalia that some trans ppl have it makes sense to be transphobic doesn't it'#no it doesn't stfu actually?#u feel me u feel me?
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"We need more clomplex female characters!!!"
Yall mfs couldn't even handle her 💀
#pink diamond#pink diamond steven universe#complex characters#Mfs who hates pink diamond and not the other diamonds are basically stupid as hell#Steven universe#She may have hurted people but doesn't change the fact that she was trying to fix her mistakes#“She left spinal!” It would've been risky. Pink couldn’t have brought spinel. She would’ve died in the war because of her happy go lucky na#“She traumatized many people!!” STFU ur acting as if she wasn't traumatized and abused as well 💀#She's not 100% evil and not 100% good yall#“She left her all her problems to steven!” Well how the actual fuck was she supposed know when she don't have future vision?#Like bro even Garnet didn't knew 💀💀#The way this fandom treats pink diamond...#Forever a pink diamond defender#Gtfo if ur a pink diamond hater this is NOT for you 💀#She was like a child in a toxic home#We saw her development backwards#PD is the perfect example of no matter what you change#in some way#your past will always haunt you. she never wanted all of that for Steven 😕#Anyway if it wasn't for her and stopping the colonization steven universe would've never existed#cotton candy
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so far the thing i like best about nu: carnival is that eiden is genuinely lovely and i completely understand why all these dudes are just dropping everything to follow him around
#HOWEVER i wish he would slap kuya just once#am i the only one who finds that motherfucker insufferable#i get that that's supposed to be his trait but i don't find it cute so far he's just genuinely incredibly mean#it's actually making me feel more affectionate towards eiden because stfu leave him alone#and the fact that he has enough patience to put up with that and try to interpret what he actually means instead of just#calling him an asshole. which i think he is entitled to! but he doesn't#makes me really love him and hope he doesn't believe any of that and isn't too hard on himself#i think this is gonna be another game where my favorite character is the protag lol#(although i do really love some of them especially olivine)#nu: carnival#nu carnival#yes i'm supposed to be doing work shut up
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do you also get energy deprived like you don't even want to or have the energy to speak and also feel like you can't kind of breath properly like even it is energy taking, there is no single thought going on in your head like it's silent and you get kind of dissociated and zoned out(?) after a misophonic fit? or is it just me?
#and its just that yk the irritating feeling at the back of your head#and otherwise its all numb?#idk man does this happen to someone else to?#ugghh i hate this#and the way this feeling doesn't go away for hours or even day#and haha people around you...#they all don't make it easy#like man i don't have the fucking energy to say a word#and also to hear#so please stfu#misophonia#my beloathed#actually misophonic
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The way western leftists react and discuss Ukraine and the war made me realize that sometimes exposure is not useful and helpful at all. Sometimes it’s better to just shut the fuck up, in fact. If someone is unable to admit that Russia is commiting war crimes and genocide without mentioning all the other wars, NATO or the USA (to somehow downplay the seriousness of it) such voice is annoying/useless at best and incredibly harmful at worst. People who until february couldn’t even point where Ukraine lies on the map are trying to drop some hot takes that just make them sound like the most tonedeaf and ignorant pieces of shit. If you are unable to understand nuances and the reality of eastern/central Europe just stay quiet about it. Nobody needs your voice, thank you. Best thing such people can do is repost fundraisers (preferably with support for the Ukrainian army) and listen to others.
#ukraine#actually it made me finally understand why my voice doesn't matter when racism is being discussed#same mechanism#if you can't understand other people's experience just don't talk#my god how hard is that#at the beginning of the war i was shocked that so little americans talk about it but i finally get it#if you have nothing to say and don't even care or force yourself to care better stfu before you start repeating idiotic kremlin propaganda#this applies to everything btw#not just this war#also not talking to and not reading what americans have to say has felt like therapy for me#these past 3 months#ONE time i accidentaly went into an argument with some dumb fucker and he called me a nazi apologist lmao
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the universe wants me to kin Dazai so badly but I stay silly :3
#CATCH THESE HANDS UNIVERSE#jkjk#im not edgy enough to kin him tbh#slight vent in following tags#the only things I have related to him is uhhh#loves KNKD (LOL)#doesn't like work !!#and fucking u know#lost my 23 yo good friend (who happened to be born oct 26) when I was 18 yo and it was my first major loss and changed me greatly :3#thats uhhh#a totally normal coincidence that has not negatively impacted me in the slightest :D#OH hey kite his birthday is actually fucking tomorrow IK STFU UNIVERSE LET ME FUCKING BREATHE-#yeah im drawing something in honor of it and I will fucking block anyone who's weird abt it#hashtag selfcare
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yeah i love making gifs how could you tell?
#stfu#not working on an actual set FOR NOW i just made a new header gif#no way a gif that actually doesn't look like shit????#cool now do that with an actual set dumbass#well i might make one tomorrow#this one turned out alright just because i finally picked something that isn't all red and flashy for once LMAOO
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hell day today and i'm only two hours into my EIGHT HOUR SHIFT
#9 to 5 by dolly parton starts playing in the background..#literally had to open up shop alone 2day and also was entirely alone for the first 45 min. of my shift so that was already a negative start#to the day + i heard that i can't have my break later than two thirty which is very bad for me bc 1) there'll be a lot of ppl all around me#when i'm eating which i already dislike and 2) like 85% of ppl taking their break around that time are VERY noisy eaters so even worse and#then 3) it'll be really loud in the room as well bc everyone's talking loudly and eating and the cutlery's clanging against plates and such#and also some ppl have actual full-blown arguments with each other in the break room bc half the ppl here hate each other's guts so more#negatives to the day and then on top of that we've had sooooo many annoying customers already today who r just. intent on making u stressed#out and upset and literally will tell u to your face to 'do your job better' like bro...i can easily tell you haven't worked in retail....#also someone hung their clothes on the rack outside the fitting rooms which is where u hang ur clothes when you're DONE fitting them & don'#want them bc they don't fit or don't sit right or u just don't rlly like them after all so if clothes are hanging there we the ppl working#there WILL take them and hang them back in their original places what did u expect to happen?? anyway someone hung the clothes they had#tried on already and did want there and i reached out to take them bc like. that's what we do here..we hang the clothes on the 'discard#rack' back in the store bc else the rack gets stuffed and the woman literally grabbed my arm and said 'those are mine what do u think you'r#doing' LIKE?????? GIRL THE RACK'S THERE FOR A REASONNNN ofc i'm going to assume u don't want them anymore if they're hanging there that's#why it's called the DISCARD rack....also how am i to know those specific clothes are yours HONESTLYYYYYY STFU AND GET OFF ME#ALSO some dude was like (to his child but like. looking at me while he said it.) 'this guy needs a haircut doesn't he' bc my hair is kinda#long and apparently i passed today. LIKE 1st of all kind of a rude thing to say to a stranger innit 2nd of all setting a great example to#your child there just casually commenting on other ppl's looks like that👍 3rd of all jokes on you you wouldn't consider me a guy if#you Knew most likely. thanks for that little zing of glee much obliged <3 but also man just piss off will you. 4th of all my hair isn't eve#that long....like the ends of it are just shy of my shoulders wdym LONG if u knew the long-haired guys i know you'd faint.#anyway. great start of the day. i still have six more hours to go 🥴#ALSO no surprise this always happens but my legs already hurt SOOOOOOOO BADDDDDD :(((((((((((#r.txt
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minor mention of rape/rapists/sa mention, ableism as well
Literally STOP COMPARING NPD AND NARCISSISTS TO RAPISTS
Like I've not seen it much, but THATS MORE THAN ENOUGH
Rape is a fucking traumatizing act!!! A personality disorder/person with personality disorder is NOTHING LIKE THAT!!!!! The fact narc abuse people make this comparison is so dangerous and harmful!!!
Sincerely
A fucking victim/survivor of csa AND a narcissist.
#actually narcissistic#surviving narcissism#narcissistic#narcissistic personality disorder#npd#npd safe#ableism#cw ableism#tw sa mention#Y'all are literally so effing gross for comparing npd and “narcissistic abusers” to rapists and murderers#You are actually so disgusting if you do that and it's so dangerous and wrong#How fucking dare you#Yes I'm in an emotional state I hate fucking seeing this shit#Don't you ever fucking compare a personality disorder to murder and rape#Ableists stfu#fuck ableism#Also saying that we need to be picked up in a mental institute to prevent us hurting others#Actually stfu#Yes I'm upset it's disgusting to compare a rapist and murderer to a literal trauma victim with a personality disorder#It doesn't matter if your abuser did or didn't have npd#Fixating on the narcissism/npd will do nothing to actually help#It doesn't matter what disorders an abuser has at all#fuck anyone who believes this bs
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Something I really appreciate about noel is that he never blamed himself for serah's death the way lightning and snow did
He regretted not being able to protect her, sure, but he still acknowledged that it was serah's choice to risk her own life and, knowing noel, he probably realized he had no right to dwell on it because he would've done the same in her shoes
#Stan a king who respects women's decisions#Ok but fr I love noel#Idk I just realized that even tho you'd think he would blame himself the most he actually doesn't??#He blamed himself for the destruction of the world because he felt there was more he could've done to try to dissuade caius#But he never blamed himself for what happened to serah because it wasn't his place to try to change her mind in the first place#Am I making sense ajhdksbs#I swear noel is the only person in serah's life who actually treats her like an individual lmao#Aki stfu#Final fantasy xiii-2#Noel kreiss
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the crows / ravens did abduct me after the last video i posted but unlike other birds (i'm staring at duolingo) they did let me go. which means i'm back and trying to go through everything. please bare with me!
#♱ vero stfu.#im actually a wee bit sick and my anxiety due to uni doesn't help#but hi i missed you this is ur reminder to drink some water!
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Not dad trying to tell me about some big fallout news he heard about from some work colleague 😂 oh what the poor man just subjected himself too.
#it was about that leak from weeks ago. dad got quite the details about it. he walked right into that one.#and that dear sir is why we do not try to bring news about the hyperfixation. i will know about it and you will hear about it.#dude even got the history of fallout 3 as a bonus. since that was the one he mentioned 😂#he also got a very veeeery long version about why i would necessarily get so excited about the leaks.#you know age of the document. the whole company sale thing. how much the time line clearly has already gone to shit. etc etc etc.#yeah... yeah i think he really came to regret that one 😅#listen i have only slept 5 hours. am high on caffeine and painkillers- almost had a migraine ok.#which means i have like 0 filter rn and am quite brain tired. i will not realise how long i am going on for once i get started rn.#the info dump has started and it will end when i brain says so. i sure af won't notice I am doing it cause I'm just excited to share#not until i manage to like finish my long ass story do i realise i went on for like a good 20-30 minutes... oops.#and that may just be a generous estimate cause i got really going on the infodump ok. it was a blast. ngl.#i am very passionate about fallout ok. this is what happens when you fall asleep to fallout lore most days of the week.#yes i lost the plot ages ago about this hyperfixation. it makes me very happy. so i don't even care. i will keep doing it.#til the hyperfixation dies and bring great sadness to the lands... til we find something else. god knows when that is though.#i am very ok if fallout hyperfixation just... doesn't go away actually. i like hyperfixation. brings many a solution when upsetty.#.... i really need to stfu up now. hi. 👋 why are you still reading this??? these ramblings of a madman. 😂#ryder speaking#i got this far before i realised i did not in fact write wouldn't get excited... well i aint fixing it now 🙃
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Will deserves better than Mi- [gunshots]
#if you say that shit then you aren't a real will stan#bc if will considers mike as his only ray of happiness then that's that#will doesn't want some random guy as his bf#will wants mike bc that's what makes HIM happy#so stfu#will byers loves mike wheeler#and mike wheeler isn't that bad tbh he is actually a rlly nice and lovable character#he is just an emotionally constipated homophobic homosexual teenager living in the 80s#he doesn't deserve the amount of hate he gets smh#billy doesn't even get half the hate mike gets from the fandom just cause he is hot#i said what i said#byler endgame#byler#will byers#mike wheeler
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tfw you had a conversation with your coworker and it felt totally fine and normal but then you get home and are suddenly anxious bc what if you said something really super stupid and your coworker is just pretending she doesn’t hate you
#personal#i am begging brain to stfu#i know my coworker doesn't hate me#like i wouldn't say we're friends but we've got a great relationship as far as coworkers go#but then my fucking anxiety barges in like 'hey dumbass what if that isn't actually true'#i wish i was a fucking rock#rocks don't have to deal with this anxiety bullshit
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so many "sew your own xyz" guides are like "start with an xyz you already own that fits you well"
and every time i'm just sitting here like, i do not have any. that is the whole entire reason why i am making my own. how is this so hard for practically everyone i see writing in sewing spaces to grasp, that not everyone can fit into ready-made clothing?
#stfu blue#sewing#it's not that i actually need a tutorial for anything. i'm actually a very skilled sewist you know. i take to things pretty intuitively#but sometimes i like to look at how other people are doing things in case there's an even easier strategy for something i can incorporate#unfortunately 'use one that already fits you' is not an 'easier strategy' for me#because everything that 'already fits' is only achieving that by the barest margin of 'i guess it's close enough'#'it doesn't fall off and it's long enough so it'll have to do'#but NO MORE. the things i make for myself WILL fit. and then i can repeatedly reuse the exact same pattern over and over to make more#anyway i deserve a wonderful wardrobe full of beautiful things that fit and so that is what i am going to make!#rip to people who settle for 'good enough' but i'm tired of it so that's not me anymore bye
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All of us at season 4's kidnapping plot after Alex's season 2 double kidnapping ended SO deeply unsatisfactorily
#roswell nm#roswell spoilers#alex manes#getting feral michael again is a must#but we need to see at LEAST kyle involved too and hopefully dallas and isobel#with liz at least expressing concern for him#m*ria as always can stfu forever when it comes to alex or actually anything at all#she does not need to be involved#also alex needs to ACTUALLY be rescued not left chained up without his leg and having to engineer his own rescue#while michael goes to have fun at a carnival with his gf#i will also accept alex having already used his giant beautiful brain to start the escape and runs into everyone in the middle of leaving#because it would be funny and also on brand for him#but they need to be there!#michael needs to hug him and say 'i had a plan! i was going to come in here and xyz to get you out!'#and alex can tell him how smart he is and how grateful but they can talk later they need to go now#also will accept very injured alex and a handprint healing but we'd better get a sex scene out of it when they get home#one that we get to see instead of whatever tf they're making vlamburn do now#i'm talking 1x02/1x03 levels of sexytimes#but i swear if michael doesn't get to talk to anyone about how he's feeling about alex missing#and if no one else is allowed to care or even worse if it involves m*ria in anyway imma riot#anti maria delcua#for the tags
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