anyone else feel the urge to rip their hair out at this scene?

i know i talk a LOT about glenn and nick respectively and together on here but goddamnit i just relistened to the episode where they glenn meets nicholas after prison and i cant get how tragic it is out of my head. spending almost twenty years in prison to protect your son from harm, from having to most likely face being orphaned. spending all that time trying to escape with only him in your mind because he is all you have left after your wife died years ago and when you finally meet him again he looks at you with disgust and the son you once loved so much is effectively dead and buried. hes got a new dad who you KNOW, factually and objectively because it was ordered by a court, did a better job raising him than you did with your son. you did try but eventually you ended up repeating the patterns your own parents left in your life and thats not good enough. your son ends up in an objectively better position without you, without needing you anymore despite everything you did for him, and you can do nothing but accept all of that

"glenns not stupid, he knows morgans death affected nick. he doesnt want him to have to go through it again" and (ron): "your son.. sucks now" (glenn, grabbing him from the collar): "you say that shit to me one more time." and "this is the first time ive seen- [the sunlight]"

“And when I see you smile, the only natural thing for me to do is smile with you”

Dear diary, I think about two men, fictional at that, all day long to a medically concerning degree.

To be more specific, about how happy it makes me to see them being happy around each other’s presence.

I am also delusional.

Rowland S. Howard's fun MySpace account! This is used with the WayBack Machine and was around 2009

the way nick carraway started his story by announcing that he's not judgmental by nature and then spent the entirety of the rest of the book being the judgiest person alive because that's just how he is

😭😭😭 I was not expecting so many cute baby Nicks for this day of hot Glenn holidays but I'm not complaining omfg GUYS HE'S SO CUTE STOP

not a day goes by that I don't think about the Nick and Jess first kiss

literally no other TV kiss I've seen compares

Shocker... the bisexual is a people pleaser

This was on Matt’s story the other day

hands down most realistic scene in heartstopper was when nick pulled out his silly little laptop and typed "am i gay" into google

Nick Nelson being bathed in bisexual lighting will always be special to me 💙💖💜

no because he has no right looking THIS good

are yall seeing what i’m seeing cuz … LOOK AT MY MANZ !!!

Like all the s2 dads but ESPECIALLY Terry and Lark have like chronic back pain

Maybe it’s just me but i really need to talk about the ‘I guess I was wrong’ line in 5x12 bc I feel like the only person who thought yeah it was a shitty thing to say but Merlin kinda deserved it. Bc Arthur doesn’t say that to Merlin bc Merlin refused to go to war with him, it’s bc Merlin refused and then lied to Arthur about why.

Arthur is calling Merlin a coward bc Merlin is leaving him and then lying about it. Arthur feels like the least he deserves is honesty if Merlin is gonna leave him. That’s why Merlin feels guilty and tries to apologize. Even if Merlin couldn’t tell him the truth, the least Arthur deserved wasn’t a half-baked bullshit lie about collecting supplies for Gaius.

Merlin is too scared to tell him the truth and so Arthur snipes at his bravery.

Everyone thinks Nick has disappeared from social media, but I know better because I see him liking Arsenal posts on instagram every single week, so he's there alright - that's my silly little gooner bestie™ right there 🤭✨️

nico hoult “she’s just like me fr” moments