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glittercracker · 1 month
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Blood & Bone I've started posting a new long woh/shl/tyk fic if anyone is interested. Some real life, some magical realism, and lots of wenzhou being stupidly in love! <3
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jiaoliqiao · 2 years
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Word of Honor 山河令 | Zhou Zishu in Episode 30
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tzuyuscloud · 4 months
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My Loser Kim M.J x fem!deaf reader
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A/n: This fic took awhile because I have no knowledge of Sensorineural hearing loss (SHL) whatsoever and wanted to get an understanding so I was reading articles and watching videos. If any information is incorrect please don’t hesitate to correct me respectfully. :)
Pairings: deaf!reader x non idol Kim Minji
Scenario: Kim Minji finds you in the art studio alone after being harassed by fellow students.
Warnings: Mention of blood, bullying, horrible parents, ableism (NEVER BE ABLEIST PEOPLE >:| )
Tags: Romace, college au, friends to lovers, angst??, art student y/n, loser Minji
⋆˙⟡ Star ⋆˙⟡
If my tears fall
Down in my universe
Turns into a new world
Time to find my way back home
As a famous artist said, “painting is just another way of keeping a diary.” And that’s exactly how y/n saw her creative process. As painting. She first started painting when she was 12 years old after she felt like her life was meaningless, she felt like she didn’t have anyone who understood her pain, so she spoke to a canvas. Sneaking into her grandfather’s studio and started splashing paint on the canvas, not caring when drops of color stained her freshly washed uniform.
She would come home and get interrogated by her parents as to why she was covered in paint, and she would sarcastically state the obvious, “i was painting, duh.” Thus being the beginning of her artists life when her parents placed her in an art school where she discovered more of her hidden talents with art.
Now as y/n was in her sophomore year of university, majoring in fine arts but focusing on painting specifically, she improved with every new painting she created. Her classmates envied the fact that she was a natural born genius, but the only thing that made her different than everyone else is the fact that she couldn’t hear.
Y/n’s classmates often sabotaged her works so that they wouldn’t be displayed in competitions or recognized by guest artists. They all envied her to the point where they often hurt her as well.
“Oh my, look what we have here” a group of students, led by one of the board members daughter, walked into the studio where y/n stayed painting late at night. Her body tensed up feeling the familiar vibrations of their footsteps causing her to jump when Jimin placed her hand on her shoulder.
“Whatcha painting?” Jimin said as she bent down to your level causing your arm to shakily create a false line on the brightly decorated canvas, ruining the painting. You closed your eyes hoping that they would disappear along with the world, often times when you we’re overwhelmed you would just close your eyes and turn down your hearing aid, because then the world would actually disappear.
“remember she can’t hear you.” one of Jimin’s little minions retorted causing the leader to roll her eyes.
“don’t be fooled, she has an hearing aid” Jimin then taps the device causing y/n to jump and clutch her ear, she angrily faced Jimin with a frown upon her face, looking eye to eye with the girl. “watch who your glaring at before I make you blind too!” Jimin smacked the girl on the head forcing her to look down,
“you think you’re entering the art competition? Ha, funny. You have no reason to be at this school anyways let alone enter into a competition. You will always be lower than everyone else-”
Jimin was cut off by a painful feeling that lingered on her cheek causing her and everyone around her to gasp and stare at y/n in shock. “the only low one is you.” y/n whispered, her voice shaky as she was now afraid of what was to come.
“oh~ how brave of our little y/n” Jimin smiled before grabbing your hair. While the rest of the girls knifed the painting, shredding up the canvas.
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“ayo Minji! Make sure to grab everything from out of the locker that is labeled with red tape.”
“bruh, you literally said this already, I got it, I got it. How hard can going into the art building and grabbing your materials be?” Minji groaned on the phone, as she walked towards the entrance of the art building. It was pushing midnight and Danielle needed her art supplies that she had forgotten, but ended up catching a cold and wasn’t able to get them, so Minji being a great friend offered to grab them for the girl.
“alright alright! Thanks again Min, I owe you one!” Danielle smiled through the phone before hanging up. Minji walked through the halls, searching for studio 214A when she heard small noises coming from a fairly lit room. She peaked her head in the entrance and found a small girl sitting on the ground picking what looked like broken materials up while wiping away at her nose.
Once Minji squinted to get a closer look she saw what she was wiping wasn’t snot but blood, causing her eyes to widen and immediately run to the girl. “Hey bro are you alright, your nose-“ As the girl looked up at Minji from the shadow she casted. Minji saw that her lip was bruised and she had a scar on her head as well. “who did this to you?” she frowned. Y/n didn’t respond but just stared up the taller woman with tired eyes.
“can I help you with your wounds at least?” Minji asked again hoping for at least a nod. Y/n then pointed to the expensive hearing device that laid crushed into small pieces on the ground next to her. Minji felt her heart sink into her stomach as her eyes paneled to the broken device to y/n’s bleeding ear in which the device used to sit in.
Minji then squeaked out a small, “y-you can’t hear me?- minji don’t be stupid” before grabbing her phone and typing out sentences.
Who did this to you? Im gonna help you with your wounds if that is okay with you?
She faced the screen towards y/n and gently places it in her hands. Y/n looked up at Minji with soft eyes before typing something back.
Jimin and her friends.
Okay
Y/n handed the phone back to Minji and Minji never ran to grab a first aid kit so fast in her life once she got y/n’s consent to help her. She gently dabbed all the scars with cotton balls and places bandaids on them all, before picking up the pieces to the very expensive device and placed them in a plastic baggie for y/n.
Once she helped her clean up everything, including herself she offered to walk y/n home.
Do you stay alone?
Minji shook her head no at the question before softly speaking, “I live with my friend.” she said quietly leaving Minji shocked. She didn’t know the girl could speak, but she also knew very little about the girl and her her disability in the first place.
“What’s your name?” Minji asked and earning silence as she stupidly didn’t type out the question.
What’s your name?
Mine is Kim Minji
Y/n stared up at Minji and smiled, “Park f/n” she spoke. Every time y/n spoke, Minji got excited inside as the girl’s soft voice healed something inside of her. The whole way to y/n’s apartment was filled with Minji asking questions and eventually exchanging numbers where Minji texted y/n all through the night.
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Minji still couldn't get the phrase "Jimin and her friends" out of her head. Doing everything she could to try and figure out who exactly Jimin was and why she would ever physically harm anyone.
Minji "Dani I have a question." The bright faced Aussie looked up at her best friend with a smile,
"What's up?"
"Mmm you're in the art department a lot," Minji paused "do you know someone who goes by the name Jimin?" just then Danielle's eyes widened and she let out a small gasp.
"ugh!! everyone knows her! Look I'm not one to talk behind people's backs but she is a bully" Dani huffed out with an animated frown. Danielle was never one to talk badly about people, in fact she spoke to everyone no matter how they came off or appeared, and if she saw someone who was sad, all she had to do was flash her signature smile and suddenly all clouds were replaced with sunshine and warmth. "Why do you ask though, Min?"
"Well when I went to get your supplies last night...there was this girl-erm Park f/n, and she was hurt badly. She said Jimin and her friends did it to her and that they always hurt her." Just then Minji was looking down and picking at her fingers, something she has a habit of doing when she's anxious.
Danielle jumped up from her spot on the sofa, "Wait...y/n?!" she slapped her hand over her mouth causing Minji's eyes to widen.
"w-what? is there something wrong?"
Danielle sat down after calming herself down to make her poor friend less worried, "that poor girl, she's in majority of my classes but I haven't noticed she was being assaulted." tears welled in the younger girl's eyes. "I try talking to her but she just rolls her eyes and looks away. I don't think she likes me"
Minji comforted her best friend as she pouted about the thought of someone potentially not liking her. "Dani"
"hmm?" the brunette faced her friend.
"y/n is deaf. Have you not known?" Minji asked genuinely. Danielle dropped the fruit that was in her hand and slowly turned to Minji.
She didn't know wether to keep her mouth open or close it but she looked like a fish out of water, "Im such a horrible person, everyday I would ask her questions and try to make conversation but- wow."
Minji cut the girl off, "well from what I have learned she can hear when she has her hearing aid, but recently it was broken because of those bitches. And when I catch them I will-" Danielle cut the girl off with a worried stare.
"Hey I know you are worried about y/n but violence does not solve more violence! What we need to do is report this to the school immediately to get justice for y/n." Danielle stood up proudly, while Minji scoffed from her place on the couch.
"Beating Jimin's ass seems like enough justice for me" she mumbled, earning a glare from the peaceful girl.
The older girl stood up, patting her best friend on the back, "well good luck with your peace treaties. Im gonna go take y/n out to eat"
"oh a date?~" Danielle teased causing Minji to blush, "no! she doesn't like me like that"
"But YOU never denied not liking her so, a one sided date, eh?" Danielle urged on, Minji grabbed the nearest pillow from the couch and smacked her friend on the head before running out the shared apartment.
"Ill be back!" she shouted on her way out.
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Entering the small cafe, Minji noticed how you doodled in a sketchbook as you waiting for her to arrive.
“Hi y/n!” she greeted waving, silence. Her brows furrowed in confusion going to wave again but then as she walked to take a seat, she noticed that the small pink device was no longer in your ear.
Once she sat down you looked up feeling her presence, flashing her a small smile. You took out a small, cutely decorated notebook that was filled with stickers, and a pen before scribbling a few words down.
Hi!! :) I apologize, I can’t get a new hearing aid until next month. My parents are too busy to ship it to me
What kind of parents are too busy to tend to their own child?! Minji thought to herself. She couldn’t help but wonder why they would brush her off like that.
It’s okay, we can talk like this. Look.
Minji then tapped the table in y/n’s line of sight to get her attention. Her hands then started moving, forming words that were a bit choppy but still clearly showed that she put effort and time into learning.
‘Im learning sign language so you can speak comfortably’ her heart was racing afraid she messed up a few signs, because y/n just stared. She then smiled and looked down shyly trying to contain her excitement as no one has ever tried learning sign language to try and communicate with her, not even her own parents.
Y/n’s fingers swiftly flowed in different directions, speaking freely and comfortably. Although Minji couldn’t catch half of what she was saying, she still gazed at her with bright eyes.
“Thank you” Y/n whispered as she signed so that Minji could learn along with her, “for being nice to me” she said softly, looking up at Minji’s big brown eyes that never left hers.
Minji had ordered their food and drinks, sharing everything she had as y/n told her that she rarely tries new stuff because she is never introduced to anything.
I used to travel and do fun things before…the accident
Y/n gently pushed the book towards Minji as she cutely stuffed her face with fruit, earning a slight giggle from the opposite girl.
“Accident?” Minji mumbled to herself. Y/n let out a “hmm?” as she saw Minji’s lips move.
Accident?
Minji wrote but then quickly scribbled more,
You don’t have to tell me, it sounds personal
Y/n laughed at the panic writing, waving her hand and brushing it off.
It’s okay, I will tell you another time
You nodded before changing the subject, engaging in conversation that had you both laughing for hours without realizing how much time has passed. On your way back to her apartment, you heard her let out a small gasp and point to the small arcade that brightly lit up the evening skies. She took your hand, pulling you towards the machines as she eyes all of the plushies.
Letting out of the words “I want” slightly below a whisper. Minji couldn’t help but cave into her cute squeals of excitement as she pointed to all of the plushies she eyed. Pulling her wallet out she placed two bills into the machine bringing it to life.
Y/n excitedly jumped to hold the levers and when she thought she had the correct spot, she pushed the button. The claw grabbed the stuffed bunny, bringing it to the drop but dropping the bunny right next to it instead, before powering down.
The girl turned to Minji, puffing her bottom lip out in a pout before turning to walk away. Before she could take another step, Minji grabbed her arm, bringing her to a stop. The older girl then placed more money into the machine, focusing hard on the task at hand as she pushed the button. She hadn’t realized she closed her eyes, hoping that she would win the plush before she was shaken awake by y/n who was jumping around with the pink plushie in her arms.
“Bun bun! Bun bun!” she squeaked happily prancing around Minji who watched with sparkles in her eyes. She wrapped her arm around the smaller girl’s shoulder, walking her home before it got too late.
Y/n stood on her porch with a red tint to her face as she failed to look Minji in the eyes. “m’bye.” she waved, “thank you for winning bun bun” she spoke again and before she turned to enter her home, she quickly gave Minji a peck on the cheek before running inside.
Minji on the other hand, was stunned.
“She wants me bro!” The older girl said as her roommate rolled her eyes, laughing at the description story of their “hang out”
“That’s cute, she sounds adorable I wanna be her friend” Dani pouted remembering the fact that, said girl side eyes her during class. “what about me do you think she hates?”
Minji’s thick brows spoke before she did, “I wouldn’t say she hates you, she just doesn’t let her guard down easily” which confused her since she spoke to you easily. “I don’t know why she clings to me so quickly though”
Danielle laughed, “are you serious Min, you’re literally like a golden retriever. Your aura is so welcoming.” Minji blushed at the compliments,
“you think im a golden retriever girl” she wiggled her brows causing the both of them to burst into laughter. “but on a serious note, I think I like y/n”
The Australian girl looked at her roommate with a ‘duh bitch’ look, “I thought we all knew this?” she said with sass.
“I- goodnight”
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Given y/n’s situation, she still had no hearing aid, causing her hell during her lectures as she had to rely on notes from generous classmates. She came from a well off family, growing her her parents would take her and her older brother on vacations and many outings, spoiling them, especially y/n since she was their princess. Treating her to whatever she wanted. Despite being handed whatever as a kid, her mother was still very strict and controlling at times.
You were always sent to every educational lesson after school as well as extracurriculars, and once she found out you had a talent in art, she ran with it and enrolled you in art programs. The life you had before the accident was chaotic, you didn’t enjoy it but you tolerated it because it was better than most. Though after the accident, you were pushed away. You were no longer the “princess” but more so the “burden.” You vividly remember your mother screaming at you to listen to what she was saying, even though you couldn’t clearly distinguish what she was saying.
She was in denial about her daughter being deaf to the point where she refused to tell anyone. Instead she blocked you out from the world, Park y/n had disappeared from the wealthy social circle and sent to study at a well off university. Anything to keep you out of your mother’s sight.
A knock sounded at your apartment door causing your roommate to jump up from her spot at the kitchen table to grab it. You looked up at the shuffles to find your older brother entering the place, smiling as she made conversation with your roommate.
He then looked at you with a smile before signing, “how are you, princess?” as you sat on the couch curled in a ball under blankets. You flashed him a thumbs up. You watched as he pulled a pink bag from behind his back, eyes following his every move as he handed you the bag. You looked up at him with a confused face considering there were no major holidays or birthdays near.
You opened the box and saw a brand new hearing aid. You looked up at your brother before tearing up. “thank you” you mumbled, wrapping your arms around him. Part of you didn’t wanna let go as it felt like that was the only family you had that truly cared about you.
“Of course you know…since I caused it” he whispered as he rubbed his neck. You knew he would forever feel everlasting guilt for what he did.
Summer of 2016
“Wait for me!” scrawny little y/n ran as fast as she could behind her brother and his friends. Her pink sundress flying with each stride, and her bare feet connecting with the grass.
She huddled around the older boys as they all piled fireworks on top of each other in the field. Different kind of pyro tied together and linked by a singular string that would be lit.
“This is gonna be awesome! I can’t wait to see the explosion” Y/n’s brother exclaimed, tackling one of his friends. Y/n was oblivious to what was actually happening, and got easily distracted by the beautiful flowers that coincidentally surrounded the pile of pyro.
She wasn’t aware of the stack being lit until she heard constant shouting from her brother and the rest of the guys. “Y/N MOVE!!” As she turned around she was thrown back as the fireworks went off in front of her. She felt someone pick her up saving her from the rest of the loud explosion.
All she could do was cry as she covered both of her ears. “It hurts!” the little girl sobbed. From the commotion her parents ran outside to see what had happened and was met with their daughter being cradled in her brother’s arms crying. She was covered in burn marks from head to toe.
“What happened?! What did you boys do?!!” Mrs. Park shouted, grabbing her daughter. Leaving no time to explain she rushed off to the hospital with her husband not too far behind with the boys.
Hours spent in the waiting room, the doctor had eventually came bearing the news of their daughter. “Miss y/n is doing fine. She is very brave for her age” he complimented.
Mrs. Park smiled faintly, “thank you doctor, is she healthy?” The man’s smile faded at the question before exhaling.
“Your daughter has hearing loss in both ears, she can respond to some sound but only depending how close she is to the noise. We recommend seeing a specialist for ears so that she can get a proper hearing aid that works best for her.” Mrs. Park threw herself into her husband’s chest with loud sobs.
“What am I gonna do with her now! I can’t let the world know she’s deaf!” she sobbed causing a gasp from the doctor. Y/n’s brother on the other hand felt guilty for what happened never thinking he could look his baby sister in the eyes again.
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Moving forward, y/n got left at home and forgotten by her mother. She no longer received attention, not even basic conversations from her mother. She was put in more activities and after school classes to stay out of sight of her mother. The world had forgotten that the Park family had a daughter as she was hidden.
Present day
Y/n and her brother, Kai sat on the couch catching up about each other as Kai took over their father’s company.
“How’s mom and dad? Have they asked about me?” y/n whimpered, hating the fact that her own parents lost love for her, their one and only daughter.
Kai pulled his little sister in for a hug, “Father worries about you, he always talks about how he misses his little princess” you smiled at the thought of your father missing you, the thought warming your heart. “but mother. She’s still a cold hearted b-“
“woah okay okay, I see” You lightly laughed.
Kai then changed the subject, “What about you though sis, how has school been?”
All of a sudden you blurted out, “I think I like someone.” covering your mouth quickly. Kai started squealing like a teenage girl,
“omg omg what’s their name!?” He clapped his hands causing you to burst into laughter.
“Stop being silly, haha. Her name is Kim Minji” you said with a deep red tint forming on your cheeks. “We went to a cafe together and she helped me when I was…stuck on…an art project haha” you laughed nervously. You never wanted Kai to get worried about you if you told him about Jimin and her clan.
“she wants you” He joked, but little did you both know she actually did.
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Minji: Would you like to go on a date Saturday evening?
Minji was pacing back and forth her apartment as she panicked at the message she impulsively sent to y/n. “You will be fine girlfriend, I doubt she would say no” Danielle gave the older girl a pat on the shoulder to reassure her.
“But what if she thinks Im some old creep who just happened to win her a plushie at the arcade and learn sign language?!” Minji pulled at her hair causing Danielle to roll her eyes.
“Puh-lease. She would never-“ the sound of the phone going off caught their attention. Minji quickly picked the phone up, reading the message aloud.
“I would love to, smiley face. SHE WANTS ME!” The Korean girl shouted before jumping around the apartment.
Dani laughed as she walked back into her room, “Nerd”
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Minji laid in the sand next to y/n taking in the evening sky after a long day of playing in the water and writing in the sand. “I’ve never had this much fun since I was a kid” Y/n whispered turning to face Minji. “Thank you for accepting me Min” The words left Minji speechless at the thought of people not accepting her because of her disability.
Minji sat up, causing y/n to follow as she was concerned by the girl’s sudden movements. “You’re more than what people think you are y/n, and those who don’t accept you don’t deserve you because you are everything anyone could ask for and I-“ Pausing abruptly her heart started racing as she almost slipped up and confessed her feelings to the younger girl.
“You what?” Y/n smiled cheekily, playfully hitting Minji’s arm. Her face turning redder than the sunset as she started fumbling like the loser she was.
‘I like you, y/n’
Y/n’s eyes widened in shock, hoping she wasn’t hallucinating what she just saw you sign to her. “Like…like as a friend or-“
Before she could finish her sentence Minji grabbed her face, finally feeling the softness of y/n’s lips, the softness she had always imagined being on hers since the day she saw you in the art studio. You returned the kiss pulling her closer to you afraid it was all a lucid dream that would fade away as soon as you let go.
“Like you like you, as in I want you to be my girlfriend” Minji panted as she broke the kiss that had you feeling all kinds of butterflies.
“Such a loser” y/n giggled and threw herself in Minji’s arms. “But you’re my loser”
“SHE SAID YES!!” Minji stood up cheering for everyone to hear, “Park y/n is my girlfriend!!!” You couldn’t help but laugh at the action and when Minji turned to face you again, you couldn’t help but notice the sparkle in her eyes.
Pulling her into a hug while burying your face in her shirt you mumbled, “Kim Minji is my loser”
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vinelark · 4 months
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do you have any whumpy fic recs (ideally romance, but gen would do in a pinch)? Open to any fandoms. I feel like I used to see them a lot more, but they are harder to find these days. Bbts really hits the spot tho btw haha.
ANY fandoms? oh boy do i.
Hotel Heart by Laughsalot3412 (and its sequel Safe as Houses): not quite romance but not NOT romance ot3 leverage psychics au where eliot is a hitman who used to be under the control of a horrible empath who left him with major mental scars and huge trust issues. he reluctantly ends up protecting another empath (hardison) and thief (parker) and sloooowly starts to work through the aforementioned trauma while they take down the aforementioned evil empath together. excellent series with excellent pangy plot. also i knew nothing about leverage when i first read it and it’s what got me to watch the show.
Hold my Eyes to the Sky by myrmidryad: an enjoltaire/les mis longfic set in a 1970s(?) wizarding au in which grantaire is a very sad and lonely werewolf and the idealistic activist he’s hopelessly in love with just got himself turned as well, and grantaire has to help him navigate the changes while dealing with his own self-worth issues and tragic backstory. you want whump? look no further.
Occultation by Geese_in_flight & pineapplesquid: a novel-length au of the book Winter’s Orbit, in which the main difference is that kiem, not jainan, is the one dealing with a previous, horrible arranged marriage. somehow this simple switch brings so much fresh potential to the characters (i loved seeing how this played into kiem’s self-worth issues, and also loved this exploration of what jainan’s character would be like if he had been able to flourish the last few years), with a whole new set of pangs. i recommend both the book and the fic!
爱不释手; never let me go by yiqie: a post-cql wangxian getting together fic with the classic amounts of yiqie pain & pining & h/c & devastatingly beautiful writing about the devastatingly beautiful experience of being in love. also blood. honestly most fics by yiqie probably fulfill this request (are you into vashwood, perhaps?)
Morning, keep the streets empty for me by feyburner: a wangxian modern au oneshot with self-sacrificing wei ying getting into trouble and landing himself in the hospital while pining very very hard for his cultivation partner. i’m reccing this one out of all feyburner fics because it has the obvious physical hurt but fey is so good at weaving pangs into fic that tbh there’s emotional whump to be found in most of them. also, god-tier writing in general.
the kite string and the anchor rope by fleurdeliser: a wangxian canon-divergence au that falls into the sickfic whump subgenre. the pangs! wangxian’s love for each other and for a-yuan and the way wwx’s desperation and powerlessness in the face of a sick child (and his own illness) clash with how the world perceives him at the time is so 🤌🤌. this is saved in my h/c favs folder for a reason.
The Long Way Home by itsnatalie: extremely whumpy batfam tim & jason fic, which i’ve definitely rec’d here before but if i’m reccing whumpy longfics it HAS to be on the list. good god this fic is a masterpiece, both for the angst and for the absolute beautiful worldbuilding/navigation of its horror tropes.
and since you like bbts, i’ll also self-rec a few of my older fics! i think you’d probably enjoy this river runs to you, a wangxian/mdzs modern cultivation longfic feat. (sort of) identity shenanigans, angsty backstories, self-worth issues, and the main character getting all manner of hurt. also: you’re the trouble that i always find, a wenzhou/shl dreamsharing/amnesia/sort-of-timeloop fic in which the main character is supposed to dream about killing his love interest but said love interest keeps dreamcrashing to change the plot.
this reclist could’ve been dozens of fics long tbh. i live for The Pangs which usually go hand in hand with good whump, and seek those fics out whenever possible, so as always this is a super incomplete reclist! also i welcome any and all recs in return.
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moondal514 · 6 months
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So! I’ve made a fic rec list of what’s fast becoming my fave type of SHL!WenZhou fic, which I don’t really know what to call but they’re like. Fics that deep dive the WenZhou traumatized brain juices with bonus orgasms? Or something?
Idk but these fics all fit together in my mind as the same genre for whatever reason and I love them.
Please mind the tags of each fic cuz some of them are quite dark and heavy
Let Me Love You by hansbekhart/ @hansbekhart
It had been so easy to imagine, because Wen Kexing has spent a lot of time steeped in his own fantasies: spending his days growing things with his own hands, assembling them into things that would nurture bodies instead of break them. Maybe A-Xiang and her stupid xiao-Cao would join them. Maybe he would be happy forever, here with A-Xu, their hair growing white together. It seemed so simple: all both of them had to do was stay.
Could one return to paradise, after doing such things? Was it really possible to stay?
Zhou Zishu seemed to think so. His hands were as bloody as Wen Kexing’s and yet here he was, in his soft rumpled clothes, his soft rumpled hair, lazing around before meals as if it was only his right that they be served to him. This land, where the flowers bloomed in all four seasons, had happily welcomed the cruel leader of Tian Chuang back into itself. This idiot didn’t even know where the key to all his money was, and yet he was still ready to hand it all over to Wen Kexing to do as he liked.
Wen Kexing watches Zhou Zishu fuss around, and thinks of saying, where I come from, they don’t really call me Philanthropist Wen, you know.
Local killer struggles with the prospect that he could happily retire (and also PTSD but you know)
this love like an exit wound by ripeteeth/ @ripeteeth
Any way you want your pleasure, he thinks, take it from me.
“Lao Wen,” he hears, from somewhere far above him. “Let me in.”
Sometimes you gotta have unhinged marathon sex to celebrate the fact that you and the love of your life aren’t dead
go the hard way with me by Anonymous
The first time, they were in Yueyang.
Wen Kexing had passed the day spending Zhou Zishu's money, flitting from bauble to bauble in the marketplace, coveting this, tasting that, smiling at him through honey-stained lips and asking with that coy look in his eyes,
"Would you begrudge me this small joy, A-Xu? Wouldn't you rather see me happy?"
Happy. What did Zhou Zishu know about that? Happiness was not something to be bought or sold. Happiness wasn't a painted scroll. It wasn't something to be captured by ink on paper in a beautiful word, a burst of color.
But perhaps it could be something fleeting and melodious. The clear trill of a xiao under moonlight, sweet as rainwater on new spring leaves. Or perhaps it was the wrecked sounds that issued from Wen Kexing's mouth when Zhou Zishu fucked him that night.
Five times Zhou Zishu makes Wen Kexing cry during sex.
Absolutely gut-wrenching
the belly of it by astronicht/ @astronicht
A soft black evening in a Jiangnan inn; they are drinking, and hesitating.
Or, Zhou Zishu and Wen Kexing fail to discuss sadism, and do not quite have sex, on a technicality.
Unreliable narrator!Zhou Zishu my beloved
Hands Fit For Holding by Vorvayne/ @vorvayne
dis·so·ci·ate | \ (ˌ)di-ˈsō-shē-ˌāt, -sē- \
transitive verb: to separate from association or union with another. Latin dissociatus, past participle of dissociare, from dis- + sociare to join, from socius: companion
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Zhou Zishu is poisoned. Wen Kexing will do whatever he has to.
The emotions this fic made me feel…indescribable
our restless shadows by northofallmusic/ @northofallmusic
Two attempts at being together, and everything that happens in between.
Or:
Wen Kexing is not Zhen Yan any more. That boy is dead.
One of THE Wen Kexing character studies of all time
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welcometothejianghu · 11 months
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Hello! This blog is @ladysisyphus wearing her c-drama hat (so you know it's very tall and fancy). I realize that some of my tagging is nonintuitive, so here's how to find what you're looking for, sorted vaguely by what you're likely to find the most of:
#tyk - This is the catch-all tag for (nearly) everything TYK/SHL/Word of Honor/Faraway Wanderers
#qi ye - Specifically Qi Ye/Lord Seventh material
#guardian - Reblogs and shitposts only; if you want my original observations, check out @dragoncityinteriordesign
#mdzs - A catch-all tag for Untamed/CQL stuff
#yi city bitch - A subset of the MDZS tag for, well, you know
#nirvana in fire - Nirvana in Fire
#the disguiser - The Disguiser
#sloof - Sleuth of the Ming Dynasty (or however many definite articles you put in there)
#a league of boyfriends - A League of Nobleman
#bloody youths - The Blood of Youth
#qi hun - Qi Hun/Hikaru no Go (the live-action one)
#thank god cit's friday - TGCF/Heaven Official's Blessing
#dmbj - Most DMBJ/Lost Tomb content is over at @katamaricule, but some of it also winds up over here
#house haunters - Once I couldn't remember the title of Psych-Hunter, so I said this instead, and it stuck
#kinnporsche - KinnPorsche, the Honorary Danmei
#yin yang master - Just the Dream of Eternity one, at least for now
#longxi - The Wind Blows from Longxi
#beyond evil - Beyond Evil
#kingdom - The Netflix zombie drama Kingdom
#winter begonia - Winter Begonia
#my roommate is a detective - He sure is.
#lotus boys- Mysterious Lotus Casebook
#that nice boy - A catch-all tag for pretty actors in pretty photoshoots (some of whom may be girls)
#honorary danmei - Not Chinese, but close enough for a reblog
If you're looking more broadly for my original contributions across various fandoms, try these:
#i made this - These are my original posts, some of which are moderately serious and respectable
#shitposting is soothing to me - These are specifically my original shitposts, memes, and other nonsense
#in real life - My various collections of actors from costume dramas not wearing their costumes
#rec post - Things I think you should watch!
#my fic - General fanfic by me; see also @w2writesstuff
#small fandom summer - My current fic project
Also, this whole thing runs on a queue, so if you wait around a while, there will be new stuff!
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42frogs · 1 year
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Tian Ya Ke/Shan He Ling Fic Masterpost
Sharing all of the TYK/SHL fics I've written so far on here (less than I'd like, ofc), because I never posted them to tumblr before! I might update this as I post more, if I remember to save the list.
A Blossom Fell on Flowing Water - TYK/SHL fusion - 6.8k words, Explicit, WenZhou.
Zishu decides he's going to have sex with Wen Kexing. He doesn't expect him to be a virgin.
Beneath the Veil - SHL - Fem!Wenzhou, Modern AU - 6.8k words, Explicit
Kexing discovers a new way to help her best friend through her chronic pain flare ups.
The Hatchet - TYK - Fem!Wenzhou, AU. - 2.9k words
Zhou Zishu has one last job for Helian Yi before she can retire early and spend her days on the beach. She encounters an unexpected hitch when she finds that the tomb she has been asked to rob has already been broken into.
A birthday gift for @bluemorningsoup
In gentle hours - SHL - Fem!Wenzhou, Modern AU - 1.7k words
When Kexing is sick, Zishu's morning goes awry. A small relationship study in the form of all comfort and very little hurt.
A gift for @xieliancore
Come around again - SHL - Wenzhou, Gu Xiang!centric. 1.2k words
Gu Xiang, reincarnated, finds an abandoned manor. The ghosts that haunt it take care of her.
Feels Like Coming Home - SHL - Fem!Wenzhou Modern AU - 1.7k words
Gu Xiang was working on a busy Friday, trying to help her sister's restaurant run smoothly, when the shock of her life turned up at the bar.
Observation Skills - SHL, Wenzhou, Chengling!centric - 1.6k words
Zhang Chengling takes a stroll through the market, meeting a disgruntled shopkeeper with an enigmatic customer.
Soul and Sentiment - TYK - Wenzhou, WKX centric - 2.5k words
Wen Kexing tries to learn a new hobby, and reflects on missed opportunities and the future that lays before him.
Swallow Me Whole - TYKv - Wenzhou, AU - 2.3k words
Zhou Zishu arrives as an inspector, searching out potential rebels following Helian Yi's ascent to the throne of the empire. She doesn't anticipate that she might find herself stuck at this backwater military base, chosen as a Dragon's favourite chew toy.
Another birthday gift for @bluemorningsoup
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deepestbluesky · 1 year
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shl women thought of the day: i read a nipple piercing fic and now it is On My Mind. i think modern au gu xiang should get her nipple pierced and gao xiaolian should be absolutely fascinated with it. she stares at it a lot, even more than is needed as she helps her girlfriend rinse the new piercing and check on it as it heals. once it’s healed enough, gxl /immediately/ reaches out to touch it and as soon as gx gives her the go ahead, she just. fidgets with it. whenever she can.
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returning-spring · 1 year
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8 shows to get to know me
thanks @impending-doom-lol​ for tagging me!
does your mind ever boggle at the sheer amount of tv shows you watch? I had to sift through so many memories to come up with this list. anyway tagging whoever might want to play! @weaverhawk @blackwatervial @asterdust @saturnskyline @kerasines
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1) KinnPorsche
My current obsession. Of course it has to go on here. I was in such a writing slump last summer: I had a million wips, but I’d stopped working on any of them for a few months (to be fair, that was partly because they got derailed by my newfound obsession with horror audio dramas, which I mention later in this post). Then I watched KPTS, and I’ve been writing consistently since then because the story and characters are so to my taste that it’s hard to believe any work of tv media could be so perfect for me. And I’ve made some great friends in this fandom; there are so many cool and funny people here. The memes are fantastic
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2) Black Sails
There are other queer shows on this list, but this really is so important to me for its political and revolutionary themes, the variety of queer and polyamorous relationships and characters, and my childhood love of pirate stories. I don’t really know how to describe this show, but it moved me so much. I collected all four seasons in dvd this year because I want to keep it forever, and also because I don’t trust entertainment companies in 2023 to preserve shows online. Anyway Anne Bonny character of all time (there are so many characters of all time in this show)
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3) Killjoys
I LOVE SCIFI, and if you love themes about revolution and fighting against oppressive regimes, this show is good for that. This show also gave me my favourite amoral lesbians ship in Delle Seyah and Aneela. It gave me queer models of family, including multiple characters parenting a child and forming a found family. Actually, found family is a big theme in general with Dutch and Johnny, whose relationship is really central to the show. Also this show is just genuinely fucking funny, it turns into a straight up comedy after season 1 when they found the tone they wanted to go with for the show
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4) The Magnus Archives
Hey it’s the show that kicked off my horror obsession in 2022! I’d always enjoyed horror, but it’d been a casual thing prior to that. Maybe it’s the fact that the medium was still somewhat new to me, and I fell in love with it (I’d listened to a couple audio dramas before, but the habit hadn’t stuck; I mostly listened to nonfiction podcasts). Maybe it’s the fact that the show was queer, and I was very new to queer horror - specifically, horror that was queer on purpose, and explicitly so - not just subtext. The fic in this fandom is so fucking good, I had a blast last summer
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5) SHL
This gets a shoutout for kicking off possibly the longest fandom brainrot I’ve ever had (we’ll see if KPTS will surpass it). It’s the fandom I’ve written the most for: I really can’t explain the hold it had on me in 2021. I’ve never felt so inspired to write. It also got me into participating in fandom projects, and I helped create two zines for the fandom
Also this is the show that got me really into genderbends and mommy kink lmao, enough to even write it
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6) Luther
We’re reaching far into the formative shows of Scoop’s youth here. Luther and Alice are the blueprint of fucked up people in love/obsession with each other for me. You can draw a clear line from my love for Luther/Alice to Delle Seyah/Aneela to Wenzhou to VegasPete (and many, many other ships)
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7) Story of Yanxi Palace
I love palace dramas so much. I watched this in 2020, and it was a delight. Wei Yingluo is in my top fictional characters ever: she’s clever, cunning, funny, and so vulnerable even though she doesn’t always let herself feel it. Also I wanted her to fuck all the women on that show, my god they had so much chemistry. The show is long, but really worth it
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8) Schitt's Creek
This is the show I rewatch random episodes of when I don’t know what to watch, or when I need a laugh, when I need to watch something funny and sweet. The family relationships and friendships are really fantastic. Moira Rose is mother
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alipeeps · 2 years
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Till Death Do Us Part - by Alipeeps and Cobaltmoony
Prince Jin sends Tian Chuang to attack Ghost Valley, seeking the key to the World's Armoury. Betrayed by his rivals, the Valley Master is captured and brought to the palace in chains, where Prince Jin decrees that he will be married to Zhou Zishu as a low-ranked concubine. Tasked with forcing his new husband to give up the location of the armoury key, Zhou Zishu didn't bank on the Valley Master being quite so attractive - or so obnoxiously charming. As their initial distrust gives way to a growing connection, Zhou Zishu and Wen Kexing begin to consider the possibility of a life outside of the Valley and Tian Chuang - if they can figure out a way to escape Prince Jin.
AU-arranged marriage - concubine WKX - Top ZZS/Bottom WKX - enemies to lovers - whump 
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My writing contribution to the SHL Reverse BigBang 2022!!
I was so lucky to get matched with Cobaltmoony and her incredible artwork for this collaboration!! Her artwork is just stunning and she and I turned out to be on the exact same wavelength for what we wanted out of the fic and I had the best time brainstorming the plot with her!
You can read the fic - and view the TWO incredible pieces of artwork - on AO3 at the link above. Please please go and give cobaltmoony all the love for her gorgeous art, and I hope you enjoy the fic! 
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three--rings · 1 year
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I posted 4,302 times in 2022
That's 545 more posts than 2021!
519 posts created (12%)
3,783 posts reblogged (88%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@thebookewyrme
@summerstede
@chocolatepot
@havealittlebitofeverything
@chubsthehamster
I tagged 4,146 of my posts in 2022
Only 4% of my posts had no tags
#ofmd - 1,049 posts
#our flag means death - 907 posts
#blackbonnet - 441 posts
#kinnporsche - 222 posts
#the sandman - 136 posts
#dracula - 130 posts
#word of honor - 129 posts
#beyond evil - 127 posts
#shl - 125 posts
#山河令 - 116 posts
Longest Tag: 140 characters
#but literally i thought one of the ideas of a parliamentary system was the ability to vote parties out when they fuck your entire country up
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
For all those newly obsessed by Johnathan Harker’s Worst Business Trip Ever, I have to tell you about my favorite piece of published Dracula fanfic, The Dracula Tape by Fred Saberhagen. 
The premise is that Dracula accosts some folks in the 1970s in order to give His side of the story and it’s recorded on a tape deck. 
It’s hilarious though, because it’s basically like “Look, Johnathan Harker had No Idea what was going on.  He didn’t even speak the language, but somehow he claims to know what people were saying to him?  Cause he knows a few German words?”  And like “look I was just an innocent vampire trying to buy some property and he jumped to All Kinds of conclusions, really.”
And like it makes...a lot of good points about the novel, actually.  (Like it wasn’t ME that killed Lucy, maybe it was those experimental blood transfusions that didn’t pay any attention to BLOOD TYPE, VAN HELSING.)
So yeah, highly recommend it after you’ve read the original. 
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#4
You know one thing that occurred to me watching Sandman so far is that someone out there is going to watch this show and be like “ugh why did they have to put so much gay shit in it, this is just typical of 21st century woke politics cluttering up everything” and not realizing this is just how the comic was in the 19fucking80s.
There’s a reason us baby queers attached so hard to it when we were in our teens, okay?
3,181 notes - Posted August 5, 2022
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Because I just read a few AO3 censorship related posts in a row...
I’m not sure antis and people who want to remove certain things from AO3, like any content with anyone under 18, understand WHY those of us who are Of A Certain Age, aka the people who created AO3, fight so hard on this stuff.
Like I don’t think they understand that we have LITERALLY SEEN THIS BEFORE.  People spoke up before about “child porn” aka anything involving any character under 18, or even stuff with aged up characters like an adult Harry Potter, but people assume Harry Potter is always 12 or whatever. 
And when those complaints were made ALL adult content was wiped.  FFN suddenly wouldn’t host ANY explicit fics.  No matter how healthy, how fluffy, how consensual and adult and whatever.  Just Nope.  Things were wiped from existence.  LJ randomly wiped entire blogs for being reported, banned users based on the say of Conservative Christians who shouted pedophile at the gays.
What happens when people try to remove objectionable material is that it ends with having no home for ANY explicit material.  It’s happened again on social media under SESTA and FOSTA in the name of preventing sex trafficking.  In the name of keeping smut out of the Apple store. 
Archive of Our Own was founded to be a home for content that wouldn’t be hosted elsewhere.  Where you could put something and not fear its deletion the first time someone happened upon it and reported you for whatever reason.  Where no one is going to judge whether your fic meets some subjective standard of purity, so long as it’s tagged appropriately and is legal content in the US (which all written fiction is.)
We watched so many communities destroyed, websites erased, content lost and then a new generation comes along and is like “hey let’s do this again” and we’re like NO WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU INSANE?
They’re never going to accept your gay porn about other people’s fictional characters just because you got rid of that “icky” stuff you don’t like.  You’ll still be a freak for it.  You cannot respectability politics your way out of your shame and embarrassment at being associated with something others see as dirty.  You’re going to have to grow up and just accept it.
5,135 notes - Posted August 14, 2022
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Okay, Gen Z, younger millennials, please tell me, are you aware of what the title Ms. means? And how to pronounce it?
Because I just listened to several young 20-somethings pronounce it Miss and talk about how it means you're not married. And...I'm feeling weird about it, considering that's the title I use.
(It means my marital status is none of your business. I use it because I'm married but I kept my maiden name so I'm not Mrs. anyone.)
18,990 notes - Posted March 11, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
You know, watching Goncharov entirely through the medium of tumblr posts shared by people I follow isn’t significantly different from how I experience a lot of media these days.
Goncharov, House of the Dragon, equally real to me.
21,706 notes - Posted November 22, 2022
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acernor · 2 years
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Just finished the new horse girl lqg fic (100/10, outstanding, chef's kiss) and my brain swept me away on a completely tangential demon trio friendship thread.
lbh and mbj talk shit about shl like they'te getting paid to do it. she's annoying, jingly, insufferable, ect. but the second some demonling talks shit about her in a meeting she's not in? they're a wall decoration now. They both entrust her with the most difficult and sensitive of missions, for she may be many things, but untrustworthy and weak are not on that list.
shl and lbh rib mbj for being cold and emotionally constipated every other day like clockwork. his crush on sqh gets brought up at end of every work (and middle of every social) meeting. yet when sqh gets seriously hurt during an assassination attempt they take over all the northern kingdom duties and head a ruthless hunt for the perpetrator without as much as a glance from mbj (who paces sqh's rooms for days)
mbj and shl are, well, not *that* close, REALLY. nope, not at all. they do NOT have weekly "Bitch about lbh" brunches. and they absolutely do NOT go on raids of the human markets (mbj can not trust anyone else to buy the correct snacks for his secretary, and lmy's books take *days* to reach demon markets, an unacceptable wait). but they ARE ride or die for lbh. I mean. not even the universe can deny *that* one.
AWWWWWWW THIS IS SO CUTE!!!! yes demon trio being "definitely not close at all" friends (ride or die) i love it!!!!!! write us the fic anonnnn
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mthlg · 1 year
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!!! new fic alert!
my soul takes wing - mowochi
🌊 the minglingying siren au!
🌊 10.5k
🌊 converted thread for #svsssrpweek2023 d6 - fantasy! on twitter
🌊 pirates nyy + lmy with their siren shl!
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aiyexayen · 1 year
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Ask game: 3, 7, 16?
from this ask game
3. What are some tropes or details that you think are very characteristic of your fics? hm. i generally enjoy trying new things a lot, so from the inside at least it's harder to pinpoint this sort of category (outside of writing style analysis). but let's see. i know i tend to favour fix-it post-canon au settings and canon diverging explorations for sure. or else short moments of character study. i definitely favour established relationships (of varying kinds), rare pairs (except for wenzhou which is still such a strange exception i have no good explanation for), and the themes of home and family and belonging. if anyone else has any ideas/insights into things they find characteristic of my fics i'd love to hear it.
7. Any worldbuilding you’re particularly proud of? i am still and forever proud of my cql/pern crossover au Qiuth with the jiang sect as a weyr, and i actually want SO MUCH to write more in that world and explore more of it. someday when the muse strikes again i sincerely plan on that. going through my posted works to see if there's anything else and sjdlkfsjlk not to be vain but damn i actually like most of my worldbuilding in fics where i've had to do any. XD it's so incredibly obvious how much my writing is just me cooking up my own feasts to enjoy and being glad to share in case anyone else likes them too.
16. What’s an AU you would love to read (or have read and loved)? well in the same vein as above, if anyone else ever dabbled in my (or similar) pern au 'verse i'd devour it. i can think of some other au's i'd love to read or just explore the concepts of in general that i am currently writing for that very reason. but outside of those, mm, i'm not sure if this already exists but i'd love to read a leverage-esque plot modern heist au of shl characters. ooh especially including a crossover with cql characters. that could be really fun. just think of the thematic lines re: growing up an outcast, getting pushed out of society, choosing to be outside of the world/law, disdain for extant systems, compulsion toward justice no matter what kind of person you believe yourself to be/to have become, reluctant heroes, reluctant criminals, second chances, lost and found family, building trust, learning how to function as a team/unit and exploring your strengths and letting others compensate for your weaknesses... oh no, don't let me think about that anymore. fuck. i thought about it. i can't believe i have to write an au now about post-tianchuang zhou zishu finding out jin-wang is responsible for the death of his brother and getting briefly tricked into masterminding a con against him by ulterior-motive zhao jing with a team of assorted criminals including but not limited to: grifter liu qianqiao, hitters wen kexing and gu xiang, thief han ying, hacker wen qing, and communications/gadgets expert wei ying, with appearances from forger xie-wang, informant nie huaisang, and mechanic/driver luo qingyang.
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northofallmusic · 1 year
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hello it's anon from yesterday. Thank you for the rec list!! Your descriptions of each work are sending me ahhh, very excited to read all of these. I am also obscurely satisfied to see "在天涯犹有未归人; those left at the edge of the sky" on the list because I saw the summary for that one with zero context or canon knowledge, immediately forced a friend to watch shl with me, and now I'm here.
you're so welcome! that fic absolutely slaps tbh, it's one of the very best in the fandom.
i dont know if you've read or are interested in reading the novel? but if you haven't + would like to or have and are interested in a new translation, can I recommend this one by lianzi... it's not complete but it's really good both as a translation + for readability, so I think it's a good way in even if you have to switch to another one later. if you haven't read it tho do know it's pretty different from the show. i think both are good but I know a lot of people who went into it expecting more similarity + so were disappointed, which is a shame, bc i love the novel a lot!
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minnarr · 4 months
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my fanfic year in review 2023
turns out i posted 13 this year, which is better than i thought tbh! here they all are for your perusal
JANUARY
and now good-morrow to our waking souls - this was mostly written i think autumn 2021, i just cleaned up the first arc and yeeted it bc i wasn't going to finish the larger story anytime soon. pre wangxian, the old kingdom au
and two dzzs lunar new year drabbles:
such frivolous things - lqq&wkx feeling each other out precanon
to sweep clean - a snippet of qhz & his then-future wife
FEBRUARY
i posted nothing! 🥳
MARCH
winter could melt inside your hands - hanzhou, background wenzhou, postcanon in everyone's alive at siji au, huddling for warmth and first kiss
APRIL
the immortal wanderers spring exchange! i wrote 2 fics
sample of one - qi ye verse, wu xi asks zzs for help practicing kissing with mixed results
take a look at what we've made - shl au where rcq also became immortal and rongye get mixed up in canon events together & work out that the love is requited
separately, started the wip all our yesterdays where qhz shows up in siji arc in the midst of all the stuff everyone is trying to work out
MAY
Carve Out My Heart - this piece was written for the Trapped horror zine, a missing moment piece that treats rong xuan's resurrection and yue feng'er's death as a horror story
AUGUST
take a little time (walk a little line) - gao xiaolian pursues her crush on one of shen shen's female disciples in a happy postcanon au
JUNE, JULY
also nothing
AUGUST
secret weapon - a little precanon adventure where gu miaomiao and zhen ruyu meet long que's future wife when they're both after things that have been stolen from them. also healer valley is full of snake shapeshifters, including gmm
SEPTEMBER
nada
OCTOBER
The Demon General's Wife - gu xiang/gao xiaolian xianxia au with arranged marriage; another exchange fic
NOVEMBER
another month without posting
DECEMBER
i finally finished both my fandom trumps hate fics! which i had been worrying about between other events but not actually writing...i had fun with them both though
Here Comes Trouble - au where qhz lives longer, wkx is a siji disciple and talks zzs into taking the sect to camp on yby's doorstep and ask for help, much to yby's annoyance
The Road is Never Lonely - postcanon, nianxiang is on her first trip alone & this weird old couple keeps following her (spoilers: it's wenzhou)
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