Love your fandom ask: 1, 2 and 8 :3

(Just found your tumblr by accident and was like "oh wait I recognize that name from AO3" so hiiii love your writing:DDD hope you're having a good day!!)

Aaaah thank you!! I have enjoyed watching your progress back through my posts this evening! :D

list 3 positive things about your current fandom(s)

The Ghosts fandom has been such a lovely fandom to be in! Main things that come to mind are:

everybody seems SUPER nice, I've had such lovely comments on my writing

so much talent oh my gosh. I can't get my head around all the amazing fics and artwork that exist for a relatively small fandom

all the pictures of Ben Willbond that people keep finding that end up on my dash. Every morning I log into tumblr and there are new pictures and gifs of Ben Willbond and I am HERE for that

2. a headcanon you weren't sure about at first but have come to like!

This might be more of a ship than a headcanon but I saw some people pointing out Kitty/Thomas stuff from the show and on my last rewatch I was like... YES. I can definitely believe there's ~a thing~ there.

8. you hope more people will come to appreciate ___ (a ship, a trope, an episode, etc)

Actually I think lots of people do appreciate this based on how well it did in the last 'best episode' competition, but... The Woodworm Men. I saw some people being like ?? how is it doing so well compared to some other (actually probably technically better) episodes, and I just want everyone to appreciate the beauty of this episode. Like we've got camping in the grounds of Button House, all the Chess Husbands stuff, all the Patcap stuff. They all fall asleep together. Thomas accidentally says something profound. What's not to love?

Helluuuu I wanted to answer your ask answer but the finale threw me off into a frenzy sooo YEAH - I still can't believe Martyn really won!! I'm so happy!!! AHHH THis ask will prob be super messy bc I still am processing ksksks

I haven't watched any Trafiic!Scott before now so I really REALLY want to know more (and ofc watch LOL) so it's very cool and convenient for me that you know him so well!! And yes the being lonely and scared of being left again - that also got me very into it NGL. (why is the projection so strong with him, hm? q.q /pos). But also as a Martyn viewer that was one part that drew me in for him which is that Ren just picked him up in 3rd life and damn if that isn't smth to project onto as well for me ksksks - but yeha enough stuff about me!

I find it super funny and amazing that you're super into 3L and DL and here I sit with still brainrot from LL B) I just love how different each series feels to everyone and we all have such valid favs/favours!!! but yeah I love how u can see those parallels and now even with the parallel in the battle royale between Martyn and Scott - I feel like scratching my eyes out the parallels are too strong and too good!

okay I def need to watch flower husbands (and maybe empires s1 too ig??) myself but tumblr osmosis told me a bit BUT AHH THE PROTECTION THINGY SCreAMING!!! in this season the "i love you" took me out in the best way q.q scott felt like he was ready to blow it all for jimmy something something

Also as a valid and verified Scott viewer: do you think he purposely tried to not win this season? i'm not sure about this but he was giving lives away so freely (esp in the end) and i feel like I've missed a reasoning there)

and ohHHH yes I'm so happy you watch so much scott that's so cool and all i'm super happy for u!!! wanna watch him more too now for suuuuuure - also I'm so excited for martyn's lore/q&a stream today I am vibrating and also it feels sooo so good when your fav won??? like??? i am unser how to behave now bc i didn't actually think it'd happen and now he's just in line with grian, scott and pearl and I'm just like "ahhh that's my shitty /pos blorbo i picked up bc he's just as rootless/homeless as me <3" (not actual homeless but more so the moving around a lot and not havung 1 dedicated home stated by themself) and so yeah I really think u got martyn down well and that makes me scream so much /pos

!!!! hihi im super happy the ending was like. pretty much could not have gone better ngl. i loved it. literally perfect tbh.

oh yay that is convenient!! yeah im more than willing 2 brainrot abt my blorbo. like i said i never really got into LL but i've watched 3L, DL, and now LiLife. also it's the sad dramatic theater gay vibes. my silly little blorbo <3 i don't know how many of scott's series you've watched but osmp scott is literally the guy ever for angst like. im not starting on o!scott because i WILL ramble for YEARS but he is so SAD and i love him 4 it. and esmp1!scott is on his elsa kinnie arc (INCLUDING the trauma <3)

THE PARALLELS W THEM... THEYRE SO STRONG. talking abt Scott there are SO many parallels between martyn & jimmy; the pufferfish, the blond hair, the protectiveness (just reversed), and more i'm sure i'm not mentioning.

from martyn's pov... i don't know. i feel like i have martyn wrong. sigh. he's just! as a first time viewer of martyn he seems to me very loyal but also haunted by the watchers/listeners/narrative- i don't KNOW most of martyn's lore !! and i was never EXTREMELY into treebark like i was w flower husbands. its just. im trying to figure him out but i still feel like i have him all wrong and the moment i think i've got him figured out someone tells me i'm wrong. trafficblr was all "omg martyn loyal hand killing scott like he killed ren" and im like YEAH YEAH!! and then he wins and its like "no youre fucking wrong he was never loyal ever" and im just like bro wtf. its just ive not WATCHED martyn a ton before LiLife (i watched a few of his 3L & DL videos but not all of them and not anything else outside that) and i'm still trying to get his characterization down and tumblr isn't helping because i was like yeah yeah okay loyal hand this lines up with what i've seen from him, this makes sense, i've got him. and then the finale happens and all of a sudden it's "no you FUCKING IDIOT he's NOT loyal FUCK you"

...sorry if you read that whole rant. anyways!

yes. from a meta perspective: yes. scott DOES NOT want to win again, especially not a third time in a row. yes, technically pearl won DL, but a lot of people do count it as a joint pearl-scott win, so if he won LiLife it would be a third scott win to them. to be honest, scott is just really good at the game and at surviving. he doesn't seek out conflict a lot, tends to stay in his own little area building and surviving, and because of that he usually doesn't engage in a ton of the fighting until later episodes. he's also in a LOT of series & events (cough mcc cough) and he's just good at Minecraft. traffic!scott as a character does not want to play the game, isn't trying to win, and he is kind. but also, yes, cc!scott does not want to win this game. he gets ENOUGH hate for winning mcc, and the amount of hate and negativity certain groups would give him for winning a third season in a row would be AWFUL. also i'm sure he (cc!) wants to give his friends a chance to win, because he's a nice person. but there is DEFINITELY that element of if he had won twitter would be FURIOUS.

YEAH!!! if you want to watch more scott i am here for infodumping hes one of my favorite youtubers genuinely and i love his videos and everything he does. also yeah i like seeing my guy win!! its fun when that happens. and i'm glad you think i've got martyn down because i am definitely not very confident in my characterization of him.

Missy!

sexuality hc: bi/pan and grey-ace

otp: twissy but GOD do I love misffle

brotp: idk man I still have to say the magicians apprentice/witches familiar trio

notp: I’ve seen missyjack and I cannot. also missy and bill? once again twelve is her granddad so any of his potential romantic partners with her makes me super uncomfortable

random hc: has a deep love for music that she developed at a young age bc if she could match up the sound of the drums with the melody the drums almost faded away

favorite line: she has so many good ones… “you deserve my best” to simm!master after she stabbed him was soo…. sigh….

one way in which I relate to this character: she wants to be good so badly and I think that makes her such a relatable character. whenever I write her and clara in my misffle fic I feel so exposed lmao

what gives me second hand embarrassment about this character: idk if it’s secondhand embarrassment exactly but when she kissed the doctor as the “welcome droid” i was like girl….

cinnamon roll or problematic fave

Hello fellow rats smp enjoyer!!!!

I'm still vibrating from the streams and saw your posts and ofc the icon and screamed it'S AMAZING!!!! so yeha i hope this isn't too weird but AHH I AM SO HYPED TONIGHT WAS AMAZING (and i don't wanna go to sleep ksksk)

the energy was so funky and pathetic <3

YES IT WAS SO FUN i also definitely should be asleep but i am vibrating a little

its just such a fun group of people with such a fun concept!! there is so much art i wanna doo but ive broken my drawing tablet rip

they are all pathetic and so so chewable its crazy

Helluuuu helluu how are u doing? :)))) I hope you're having a good time! and also I'm so excited for Friday and new Limited Life episodes and also there's this con in a month and a half where I wanted to go as Robin (and I remember we talked about it so I wanted to update u in hopes the con will finally happen XDD) But yes how's life for u rn?? Sending u a warm beverage and some magical vibes!! :D

Magical vibes and warm beverage? Heck yeah!

Do great! And limited life is so cool.

I'm watching Jimmy, Pearl/BigB and InTheLittleWood. And the mechanic is so interesting. And boogey being back is fun cause people who never got boogey can now get it (though so far only people who have had boogey before have gotten it).

Going to a con! Sick dude. Hope you have fun! Which Robin are you going as?

Life is great mate, thanks for checking in.

Sending funky vibes, lol.

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✏️ :3

:3c

Thanks @neonwizardheehee for the ask and for making me realise I has my asks switched off 💗

🐶 What hermits do you watch?

I mostly watch Grian, Mumbo (I miss him🥺), Iskall, Impulse, Beef, Gem and Zedaph, but I do watch some of the others as well sometimes

🌑 Do you have a favourite shop?

I love ALL the shops equally, however... the Bone shop Xisuma made... oh my god, it's so good!!! The design is just *chef's kiss*

🐧 What is your favourite season?

Tough one... but I'll say S7. It was the first season I watched as the episode aired and the jungle bases, the hobbit hikes, HERMIT CHALLENGES, Grumbot, the Mayoral campaign, everything was just amazing!!! Ofc, the others are great as well (I will NEVER forget the S8 Big Moon) but S7 was ICONIC!

A snow prince Scott for @neonwizardheehee !! I tried including gothic architecture with the arches/windows because i thought that request was SO cool :D

again, for event hosted by @mcytblrholidayexchange

Tagging Game

I got tagged by @silcosmoke (we’re very fresh mutuals so I feel honored you already thought of me! and you have great taste!)

8 shows to get to know me:

1. Condor (because I’m the unofficial marketing manager/publicist/#1 hypewoman for that show. all because of season 2′s goth dilf 🥴)

2. Battlestar Galactica

3. Lost

4. The Expanse

5. The Leftovers

6. Daredevil

7. Naoki Urasawa’s Monster

8. Trigun (rewatching it right now)

Tagging @jothwitch @saikkunen @gingerbreadingwer @thenameisgreed, @neonwizardheehee, if you feel like doing this as well, no pressure 🌹

I have been tagged by @derelictheretic, my beloved, to post my 9 okay, I know, technically I posted 10 favourite characters for you all to guess my type so please go ahead and enlighten me cuz I cannot make sense of this mess lmao

Citra Talugmai from Far Cry 3 | Chloe Price from Life is Strange and LIS: Before the Storm | Sue Heck from The Middle

Lisa Simpsons from The Simpsons | Wonder Woman | Klaus and Roger from American Dad

Lara Croft from Tomb Raider | Faith Seed from Far Cry 5 | Borat Sagdiyev from Borat

I‘m tagging @neonwizardheehee @gncrevan @yeetslovescheese @psybrepunk @nonfunctioning-queer @strafethesesinners @josephslittledeputy @aceghosts @chazz-anova and @henbased bc I wanna seeeeee but also everyone else who‘d like to participate!

@sheakastilllovesjungjihoon tagged me in this, thank you very much! Love these kind of tag games 😅

put your 2022 replay/spotify wrapped (or whatever u use!) on shuffle and list the first 10 songs

I don't have spotify or anything like this, so I just put my iPod on shuffle^^

1. The Rasmus - Dead promises (yes, I still listen to The Rasmus in the year of our Lord 2022)

2. 사랑해 - Bobby

3. Marilyn Monroe - Nicki Minaj ( my favourite song from her!!)

4. Garbo - Falco

5. Foundations of Stone - Howard Shore & The London Philharmonic Orchestra ( Love me some LotR Soundtrack)

6. Derangement - The Gazette

7. Heaven knows i'm miserable now - The Smiths

8. Lay your Hands on me - Bon Jovi

9. Begin the end - Placebo

10. Well all right - The Hives

I tag @happycoincidences @neonwizardheehee @dealbrekker @fashionbitchgd

Hiii just read your coral kids fanfic and it said to scream to you on tumblr about it/them in general so here I go:

Just FOR YOUR INFORMATION I was reading your ff during lunch break today and it broke me (in the best ways) I literally had to fight back tears. IT'S SOO GOOD WTFF I LOOOVE

The way your wrote Scott and Martyn has me in shambles! I relate so much to them but also I just wanna be like them and also I JUST WANT EVERYTHING FOR THEM OKAY THEY DESERVE THIS q.q

The parallels for both to 3rd life OH BOIII I was shaking and I loved every second of it. Esp the direct parallel´-scenes and such CHEF'S KISS I WANNA PUNCH A WALL.

Next thing that made me go insane is the colour-thingy. I didn't know I needed bright colour Scott in my life but OH BOI YES also the parallels between Martyn and Jimmy??? like??? My head is spinning and I feel like there's smth I missed but I enjoy having a spinny-head over blorbos <3

Oh and also how GOOD you've woven the series and curses and alliances together - it makes all so much sense and it just shows how hurt they are and also how deeply they feel- once again I would like to punch a wall

Despite that emotional level i LOVED how you got the humor and their personality down and their flirty selves and all that CHEF'S KISS THANK YOU SO MUCH

so yeah might have to reread and adopt parts of that into my own self bc it's jsut so SO good but I'm so very glad you wrote it <3<3<3

HIHI M SORRY I TOOK SO LONG TO REPLY TO THIS. short answer Life Happened. anyways!!! you are my favoritest person ever right now i adore you.

THANK YOU!!!! traffic!scott is one of my #1 projection characters he is just like me fr. obviously i have not been put through three death games like he has skldfjsd but i do relate to him quite a bit so i'm sure that shows through in my writing. theres no deeper reason that i was able to write an entire section about scott being lonely/scared everyone was going to leave him. at all. ever. absolutely not that would be crazy. (/sarcasm)

references/callbacks to other series my beloved!!! i am soooo emotionally stable abt 3L/DL (/lying). i don't know how obvious it was (probably very obvious but anyways) but i never really watched LL i only have a bit of knowledge from tumblr osmosis (the reason i didn't watch it has nothing to do w the series and more to do w general life stuff at the time that's not really relevant)

SPINNY HEAD OVER BLORBOSSS YES I have spinny head over blorbos syndrome. i cannot get over how martyn and jimmy are like opposites. jimmy was always in need of protection by scott, scott was always there to protect him (or try to) (and sidenote i love flower husbands and i will not tolerate flower husbands slander but thats another post). martyn is the opposite. where jimmy was in need of protection, martyn wants to provide scott with protection. theres just. theres something there. they make me insane /pos

I LOVE MAKING THE GAMES AS ANGSTY AS POSSIBLE they are all so traumatized autismbless <3 they r all so hurt they r all hurt people hurting others because they are desperate and i am so insane over the life series in general

i may have watched. a bit of scott smajor. just a bit. yk. a tiny smidge. a small amount. maybe. just maybe- /sarcasm

(i have watched an ungodly amount of smajor content . and i will admit i wasnt as sure about martyn goin in because i HAVE written him before but only once and i've not watched him as much before LimLife. i think i got him down? people seem to like it ! so i think i succeeded :D)

REN FOR THE BLORBO ASK IF U HAVEN'T ALREADY :OOOOO

everything i want for ren is just to allow him to be more of a drama kid really

ask game

Friendo moot for sure! :33 always love seeing ur name on my screen uwu!!

Hopefully u had a good day!!

(just watched pirates of the Caribbean in uni cinema and apparently a lot of mcyt episodes dropped today!! Excitement!!!)

:DDDDDDDDDD

This makes me happy!

Hope you have a good day too!

Oh that's a great movie! And yes! Excited for new videos!

Hiiii just wanted to tell I caved in and my friends got me to buy my chem tickets too!!!! I cannot believe this!!! Also all the posts u post are giving me so much life and I'm very thankful for that and the updates 💜🙌💚

YOOOOO GOOD FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THATS SO AWESOME IM SO EXCITED FOR YOU!!! YOULL HAVE TO TELL ME ALL ABOUT IT