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hansoeii · 2 months

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thorin

#every once in a while my 12 year old self returns and forces me to draw thorin oakenshield #my very first fictional love #thorin #thorian oakenshield #the hobbit #the hobbit fanart #thorin fanart #lord of the rings #lotr #lotr fanart #middleearth #my art #my sketchbook #fanart

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laidenbreecatchall · 3 months

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Oh my god…… do I like blondes????

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I’ve evolved as a person. I’ve grown. My taste in men is only mildly questionable now.

*Distant Deep (Kinda sexy…) Maniacal Laughter (I guess…)*

What was that..?

#this has been the vibe while watching dressrosa for the first time #every time Doflamingo is on screen I’m like don’t fucking do it…. don’t…. and then I’m fucking smiling like a fool #I adore him what’s wrong with me #someday soon I’ll see Cora in the show too 😤#Law is the outlier here (sorta… not really if we look at my track record)#Giyyu and Obito are also on my list of fictional men I’ve loved dearly so like Law very much fits #but there’s a lot of blondes here I’m very surprised #one piece #trafalgar law #donquixote doflamingo #donquixote rosinante #donquixote corazon #sanji #trafalgar d water law #my art #ryeart #art #rengoku is always there in the back of my mind #my beloved

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lunarharp · 8 months

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things.. uh... Gentry era au

#witch hat tag #orufrey #i wanted to leave the first images separate but it means they're not looking at each other any more......This aint right #i was reading pride & prejudice and what if oru was like a Mr darcy type figure. yeah. sure #is miss qifrey going to kidnap the 4 poor orphan children whom he is governess to. We can all live in mr oru's estate <3 #There will always be four there will never end up just being 3 i will make it be 4 i will rescue coco in every lifetime.#have thought how qifrey is a bit like mr rochester (jane eyre) though what with keeping secrets and going blind. anyway #maybe that's just because i wrote my fic and the idea of a combination of betrayal of trust & increased disability sits heavy here #& the sadness about how fictional disability often exists alongside narrative punishment and how i fear for qifrey every day and i love him #one good thing about posting art online again is that i really had little drive to bother scribbling little comic type things just for me #then there are things i feel less inclined to draw now that im in Posting mode again. oh life is very mysterious is it not

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schmweed · 4 months

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#David Tennant #Olivia Goldman #Broadchurch #my gifs #DI Alec Hardy #This exchange NEVER fails to crack me up! :D #I love Hardy so much! It's insane that I only just discovered Tennant weeks ago and through Hardy #Most people around me are Ellie Millers -- and it's very nice but it's insane #because I'm always out of place -- I wonder if many other autistics relate to Hardy?#because he is the only person I related to on Broadchurch and the reason why I wanted to watch more filmography by his actor #solely for Hardy -- at first ofc. I can't believe I was oblivious to David Tennant all this time #I mean -- all this time he was just one half of the Good Omens duo all over my dash #I even reblogged a fanart gif of him dancing because it was inspired by Pulp Fiction!#I even watched him as Barty Crouch Junior and I was oblivious! Unbelievable.#What a treasure he is!

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alexanaraxadel · 4 months

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every day this app surprises me anew because what do you mean there's an active sisters grimm fandom in the year of our lord 2024. *banging on the walls* LET ME IN

#this was the very first Big Kid series i read as a kid #in like first or second grade #i still remember it #you know how ve schwab talked about doors into reading in that tolkien lecture #the sisters grimm was my door #my first love post magic tree house/rainbow fairies-esque chapter books #puck was my first ever fictional crush i was so obsessed with him #in fact to this day i have such a weakness for curls and it honestly might be because of that brat (affectionate)#i wanted his room so bad as a kid #also the whole strange cocoon plotline gave me my thirst for angst and it's remained ever since #sisters grimm #part of me wants to do a reread but also i'm scared it won't hold up (also i have no time)

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reksink · 11 months

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The Speculative Molts of Lycosid Magnusannelid

#hollow knight #hollow knight hornet #hornet hollow knight #hornet hk #my art #fanart #To translates: My take on the 'Beastnet' headcanon hehe #I absolutely adore the idea of Hornet growing again because she is/feels safe you have no idea #Poor gal has had it hard for too long and as such she may grow #Unfortunately for me this is feel very much the tip of the iceberg for my bio spec on Hornet #The possibilities for her body are absurd and I must calculate all of them #Also this is my first time trying my hand at giving a fictional 'species' a scientific name!!#If I did it right it should literally be 'Wolf Spider Big Worm'#Well little ring be ehhhhh #Anyway I had lots of fun with this and I'd love to try something like this again in the future!!

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coffinwoodx · 2 months

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oh fictional man… how i wish you were real

#this post is about kim kitsuragi from hit game disco elysium btw #but take it as you will #disco elysium #kim kitsuragi #possibly tf2 #tf2 #team fortress 2 #even if he was real he wouldn’t want me 😭#please kim…#one chance #he’s my parents’ age #and also gay #but please kim 🙏#the way this is the very first fictional character i’ve genuinely thirsted over #(that isn’t a monster)#i love u kim #<3

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enden-k · 2 months

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At some point I will def start writing love letters to him, so I hope you're mentally prepared

-anon that proposed to Kaveh

please dont send them to me, i dont wanna come off as mean but i genuinely dont know how to respond anymore to smth like this and i dont wanna keep continuing feeling stressed and uncomfy on this blog anymore

#i dont feel for him like that bc theres only one character i started to feel comfortable and all that stuff for #where i for the first time could even get into and understand all the self shipping stuff #but still very timidly #and i still feel a little uncomfortable when ppl approach me so openly and violently about their self shipping #that i dont know how to react especially bc i dont do self ship for me or others here.#and only can feel this to one specific character #so i feel very out of depth? out of my comfort zone here #this is mostly bc i am aro and i feel uncomfortable in general when ppl talk about romantic stuff irl #which is why i do ships bc i get to explore smth entirely fictional not involving real ppl that doesnt make me uncomfy #and perhaps why the only character i feel comfy and do the self ship thing is this specific characte #bc i feel like his way of love and showing affection is similar to mine #which gives me comfort #idk if i explain it well #and sorry for rambling in tags #i just dont wanna say “you make me uncomfortable” and not explain what exactly #so no one misunderstands it #tbd #reply

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derpinette · 3 months

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girls being nice to me gets me higher than ecstasy ever could

#SORRY for the corny post but this is how i truly feel not waxing poetic here like literally it does #i just met the cool girl i keep talking about & IT WAS SÅ FREAKEING ÅSUM ^_^_^_^_^_^ YAY #HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY HAPPY HAPPY JOY #OK sorry for screaming But i really am very excited...#turns out she is autistic & we discussed our neuroses while eating & ugh she is just as cool as i thought she was #always tell people you think have Swag that you noticed it on them see how it worked for me #i was so scared of spilling my spaghettis but turns out that was exactly what i needed to do to be friends ^_^ YAY #we went to a lot of different libraries together & i got a small old eyeless bunny plush from the event we went to caus i felt bad for it #i even showed her my pony art & i told her about my cringe interest (that music event i like...♯RealOnesKnow )#& she thought it was COOL.& i felt like it was really genuine & she talked about reading BL LOL we discussed fujos together #we even talked about finding moids ugly #it was so awesome she was so cool & Nice To Me... i feel like i am on CUMULONIMBUS ( cloud 9 ) ^_^_^_^_^_^#talking to her in person was so much better than online OMG now i wish i really was friends with you muties IRL #i wish you a Girl Friend experience just like this to those who post about wanting them i really do #also the reason why i even like my Music Event so much is because the first time i watched it was with a bunch of women #& i had so much fun & they were so nice to me i keep returning & now that Event means so much to me & I LOVE IT sorry (NOT)#i know this sounds like tumblrina fiction i would not believe it either IDK what to say to make it sound legitimate 0_0 like it is so crazy #to me as well IDK i can barely get over it & IDK if i really want to so um well YAY ^_^ AIMU SO HEPI :DDD

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elvisqueso · 4 months

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I am on some bullshit right now, bruh

#just re-watched pocahontas for the first time in many many years and dawg #the character animation in that film is so gorgeous #like they went so hard on ACTING through the animation #im getting obsessed again like i was when i was little #like u gotta understand: the disney pocahontas character (a truly fictional character inspired by real events let's get that straight)#i was like in love with her. i wanted to be her like oh my god #and the way they animated john smith was such a departure from their other disney LI's up til then (as *i* recall)#so detailed!! the expressions!!! the fucking YEARNING!!!!!!#best love story out of all the disney flicks imho. as a Story it's so powerful #I'm gonna think about the symbolism of them having to part #after grandmother willow had told them 'only when the fighting stops can you be together'#implying that the fighting isn't over and probably never will be #fuxking painfuslfjk #i know i know: c'est ~~problématique~~#but look. I'm from a racially diverse family okay?#my dad's side especially. nobody over there stuck to their own race/ethnic group #my parents are a mixed couple. i know how hard it is to make that work.#most interracial couples I'd seen on tv until that point were very...chaste?#mostly played for laughs (oh haha the cultural dissonance is so cute and funny!) or worse: to play up racial sterotypes #but to see one depicted as a straight-forward romance- as two people deeply in love and not played for a gag? AND as the core of the story?#mannnn that means a lot to me even all these years later #so yeah im deep in the 'hunting down feel-good fix-it fics' phase wish me luck

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glouris · 1 year

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steal some more of my stuff from twitter and I will come for your kneecaps <3

#god of war #god of war ragnarok #heimdall #alright y/n girlies listen up this is your entire economy speaking #if you see a screenshot you like - ASK to repost first is that so hard #and leave credit please and thank you #let's put it like this i'm not the biggest fan of seeing my content being reposted by hateful ppl #not pointing any fingers here but yall should really learn what the word 'timeskip' means #or 'fiction' for that matter #OR not judging the majority for weird ass shit the minority pulls #you’re so entrenched in online discourse that it’s starting to dilute your perception of what an actual problem is #someone very wise said it once #fckin just live laugh love in your own corners everyone aren’t you tired of this kindergarten type shit #BLOCK PPL OR UNWANTED TAGS YOU CAN LEAVE #if it sucks hit da bricks literally just leave

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filibusterphil · 2 years

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Okay not to defend the hot irredeemable murderer but it is real funny Juliette is out here thinking that Elinor killed Theo to ruin her relationship. I’m sorry babe not everything is about your doomed Shakespearean love. Sometimes your sister wants to hook up with a hot hunter too and then his brother shows up and she thinks she’s been set up so she pisses off both of them and they try and kill her and so she moves out of the way and lets one brother kill the other then wipes his memory so she won’t get blamed or be roped into the mess that will inevitably come from getting a hunter killed.

#first kill #elinor fairmont #look I know she is irredeemably evil or whatever #and a full trophy taking serial killer #but I just think that maybe hot fictional people can have that as a treat #as much as I loved the lesbians #Elinor and Talia were real standouts for me #anyway #this situation really truly got out of hand but I don’t think it’s Elinor’s fault #a lack of intent all around #Theo was struggling with his visions and needed answers and pushed too hard #Apollo was struggling with constantly being told he was not measuring up #so being called stupid by the girl he had just almost successfully seduced and schmoozed for info #pushed him over the edge #and ya girl is a psychopath so as soon as something isn’t going her way #she kinda seems to go for max pain and casualties #and well she’s very good at what she does #but she didn’t walk into that bar thinking wow I hope my sister’s girlfriend’s brothers show up so I can kill one #and break up my sister’s relationship #not even she is that ridiculously manipulative

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crazywolf828 · 6 months

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Rating: Explicit

Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply

Category: F/F

Fandom: She-Ra and the Princesses of Power (2018)

Relationship: Adora/Catra (She-Ra)

Characters: Catra (She-Ra), Adora (She-Ra)

Additional Tags: Smut, Hate Sex, Outdoor Sex, Secret Sex, Friends With Benefits, except they're still enemies, Kinktober, Kinktober 2023, POV Multiple

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Adora knew she shouldn't. She knew she shouldn't sneak out of Bright Moon in the dead of night when not a soul was awake. One of these times she'd end up being led directly into a trap. But she couldn't help it, Catra had a hold over her, one she couldn't break as hard as she tried. So once a week she'd sneak out. Out to the Whispering Woods, to a spot they found on their third time. A decrepit old house, it threatened to fall apart by just looking at it, but it had a decent bed. That's really all they needed. She made her way through the woods, easily navigating to her destination. There was practically a path from the countless times she walked through here. Catra really was a drug she just couldn't quit. She let out a shaky breath looking around for the other girl. "Catra, you here?" She called out. Adora simultaneously wished Catra wasn't here, so she could just go, could stop this. Unfortunately a bigger part of her craves this. - Kinktober Prompt: Hate Sex

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dandyshucks · 21 days

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having to finally bite the bullet and learn how to draw animal anatomy so I can draw Wardell's dog form ,,,,, I've been putting this off for like... literally 10+ years and now I am finally going to do it properly so I can draw this goober

#trying to remind myself its not going to be Good at first and thats okay #but... the problem is... i WANT it to be good SBDHDJKSL #in general i need to remember more that its okay if my art isnt very good sometimes bc i AM learning like. a lot rn #im having to rly delve into some tough stuff that I've been putting off for ages #because i finally have a Reason to rly want to learn how to draw things better #and that reason is uhm. uhh. erm... being in love with (or simply loving) fictional characters SBJDKSL #WHAT BETTER REASON COULD THERE BE THOUGH... WHAT A BEAUTIFUL WORLD WE LIVE IN THAT I CAN LEARN ART FOR THAT!!!!#dandy.cmd #🕯️the warmth of your doorways

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give-soup-please · 2 years

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What about the narrator trying to follow the reader outside of the game like giffany from gravity falls?

(warning, this turned out to be a very long post.)

Narrator tries to follow Reader out the game

(slight bending of the prompt, hope that’s cool)

The narrator is absolutely enchanted with you. Everything about you is perfect. In his eyes, you can do no wrong. He begins to bend the game in subtle ways, testing its boundaries. Glitches appear, but you chalk it up to the nature of the game.

You’re none the wiser, of course. You had no idea how deep his obsession with you ran. The narrator begins to bend and shape a new model to his purposes. Once he escapes, the sky’s the limit. He wonders what a true blue sky looks like. He hopes he gets to experience it with you.

Actually, scratch that. He will experience it with you. He loves you, so surely you love him just as much.

He can’t wait to spend time with you outside the game. He gets giddy just thinking about it.

You’re playing the game during a storm, wrapped in a blanket, mug of your go-to hot drink by your side. You feel so cozy, and the narrator’s voice adds to the wonderful feeling. The narrator bides his time, waiting for the right moment.

The lightning flashes, and the narrator moves forward out of some internal instinct. The power goes out, and you let out a yelp of surprise. He transforms himself into pure energy and surges towards your phone.

Once inside, he begins rummaging through your data, trying to work out your personal preferences. He looks at your social media, your saved photos, your fanfiction lists… You’re quite a big fan of him, aren’t you? He gets an idea.

A few minutes later, power is restored to the house. You let out a sigh of relief. Power outages weren’t uncommon during weather like this, but it still gave you quite the scare. You boot The Stanley Parable back up but the game has changed radically.

The narrator doesn’t speak during the intro. The music and cutscenes are there, but he’s missed his cue. This is the weirdest glitch you’ve ever encountered, and under the current circumstances is less than comforting.

You shiver slightly as you realize every single trigger in the game for when the narrator is supposed to speak has suddenly stopped working. You wander through empty offices and abandoned hallways, and eventually you put the game down, too disturbed to continue. Sure, you’ve done the escape pod ending before, but this was supposed to be a base start to the game. Where was he?

Your phone rings. Maybe it’s a local friend checking up on you after the power outage? You pick up the call without checking the number.

“H-hello?” The narrator grins. Showtime! “Hello, Reader.” You’ve got a death grip on your phone, and you start to shake. “Wh-Who is this?”

“I think you already know the answer to that. It’s good to talk to you personally- no script in the way.” He laughs. It’s not malicious, more general relief. You are not comforted.

You have almost every part of the game memorized; you know the cadence of his voice very well. He sounds more like himself than any AI could reproduce. This wasn’t an elaborate prank either, your friends couldn’t afford the voice actor for something like this.

You begin to shake violently. The phone falls out of your hands and clatters on the floor. He puts himself on speakerphone.

“Now hold on just a moment, I’m going to try and manifest properly.”

A black light begins shining out of your phone, and you throw yourself to the furthest spot from him, absolutely terrified.

The narrator’s hand reaches out first, stretching out of the screen like some sort of 3d monster film. His arm comes next, and it bends at an unnatural angle as he pushes himself out of your phone. You’re too scared to even make a noise.

The rest of his body comes shortly after. The narrator has finally broken through to your reality. But where were you? He looks around, confused. He finally spots you in the corner of your room, crying.

He approaches you, confused and wanting to comfort, but you throw your hands in front of you and say-

“Please, don’t hurt me.” No! No, no, no! This was meant to be his moment of triumph. The beginning of the rest of your life was about to start with him by your side. Why on earth were you so frightened of him?

His heart breaks. He realizes he’s messed this up quite badly if your negative reaction is that strong.

“Dearheart,” he says. “Oh, beloved. The last thing I want to do is hurt you. I know I gave you quite the scare but can you- Can you look at me, please?”

His voice is gentle. Gentler than it’s ever been. You cautiously look at him through your tears. He looks just like you hoped he would. Your shaking eases a little. His eyes are soft, and he looks at you like you’re the most precious thing in the world.

To him, you are.

“I’m not here to bring you pain or misery, I-” He tries to find the words to explain himself. “I felt- or at least I thought I felt your heart calling out to mine. And I know it’s a bit of a stretch, but I think I could show you something beautiful. I could make you really happy, if you gave me a chance. What do you say?”

You consider the person before you. Your fear has been washed away somewhat. You peer at him, shifting forward, to the narrator’s internal delight.

“I need to ask you some questions first.” Alright, that was fair considering the circumstances.

“You say you aren’t going to hurt me. Do you mean it?”

The narrator thinks this is a ridiculous question, but he’s not going to treat you badly for asking. He begins to understand how things might have looked from your perspective.

“Reader, you’re so lovely, I couldn’t even try.”

You pause, considering. “And you won’t hurt any of my friends, even if I hang out with them instead?”

“Of course not.” The narrator considers not elaborating, then continues, “I’m not sure who you were expecting, but you might have mistaken me for someone else. What a silly idea.”

“Alright, if you’re not going to hurt me, and you’re not going to hurt my friends, what exactly do you want out of this?”

“I-” The narrator hesitates. He’s not naturally good at being mushy, but for you, he’s willing to push through his usual barriers. “I want to spend time with you. Not inside the game, that’s not enough anymore. I want to be with you, listen to everything you have to say, do anything you ask!”

Woah, this guy really didn’t know what healthy boundaries were. He kept going, trying to explain himself.

“I don’t know why you’re convinced that I want something bad to happen to you. I love you. Love doesn’t mean hurting anyone who gets in our way, it means working through our problems together.”

Huh. Unhealthy, but not that unhealthy. Yeah, you could work with that. You reach out to him, then hesitate. “Narrator, I- '' You start to blush, and glance shyly up at him.

“I’m really glad you’re here. I’m sorry I didn’t recognize who you were at first. Could I- Could I give you a hug?”

“Anything you want.”

Yeah, you were going to have a long road ahead of you for teaching the narrator what was healthy. But for now, you held him close, and smiled when he kissed you on the cheek.

You felt safe in his arms at last.

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deoidesign · 1 day

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I love Time and Time Again!! It was genuinely interesting to see two characters talk things out. Of course they kept secrets, but they knew when to reveal them and that made me want to stick around and read it. Thankyou for making such a wonderful comic!!

Thank you so much!!!

This really means a lot to me <3

I think there's generally a tendency to believe that relationships can't be nice in a romance or the story will be boring.

I understand where this idea comes from, stories should have conflict! And, real world relationships have conflict, as well. They always will! It makes sense that most stories centered around relationships would, inevitably, at some point, have disagreements, fights, anger...

I get why others enjoy it, its messy it's fun it's drama! but for me personally it just stresses me out since I've done so much work to NOT be like that!

As a writer, when presented with two people who are reasonably at odds with eachother, where neither of them is in the wrong per se, but someone still ends up hurt... it's a fun challenge to write them working through it in a believable way. it's a fun challenge, too, to put them into situations that feel equal and human.

I just think it's a necessary thing for who I am as a person to write relationships the way I do, and so I'm just very very very glad that other people resonate with it as well!

It means a lot. Thank you.

#me trying not to ramble on for paragraphs impossible challenge #asks #anon #I always love to talk about how uhhh #the perceptions we have of how relationships should be displayed #idk I dont think that theres any one way to do it #those relationships where people dont communicate and they fight all the time...#those happen. they happen all the time irl.#of course they would be reflected in fiction constantly!#but just for me personally #after YEARS and years and years of working on myself so I dont do that #I pause. think the best of my partner before jumping to conclusions.#take the moment to ask him hey #has anything been bothering you lately? things have been good but I want to be sure there's not little things I've done to hurt you #and i listen when hes telling me that yes. it did bother him when I made that joke the other day actually #and to learn to be patient #and not cry immediately #and listen #and ask instead of assuming #and always think the best thoughts first or whatever #its done me a world of good #and I dont think it is healthy for me personally as a person to write an unhealthy relationship with poor communication #because I get uhm... extremely invested in my writing...#in the way that it very much helps me learn about myself and practice habits.#cause obviously I still fail. of course I will #and I just would like to get as much practice as I can #of being better #for me and for him #and for all my friends

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